1.2.14 - Historically, Adoption Hasn’t Worked Out For Me
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Mother of Monsters, Unverified Impuritas Civitatis
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Chapter 29 - Historically, Adoption Hasn't Worked Out For Me
You don't want to be caught out and questioned about your actions, so for a moment you consider just leaving Homura to sleep and heading back to the guest room. You promptly dismiss this idea. Leaving a child unattended after they were exposed to unknown EGO is a terrible idea. You'll be able to divert attention from your actions easily enough.
Instead of just wasting time waiting, you decide to be productive. To start, cleaning up the spilt tea. Once that's done, you flip through some relevant news stories. There have been more unsolved murders and disappearances as of late, which seem to have been blamed on a serial killer in Asunaro. It could be anomalous, but judging by what few details you can scrounge up it's probably just a normal criminal. Not that that makes them exempt from a response, but you simply have too much on your plate already. More intriguing is the supposed terrorist attack in the same area. Somebody blew up a few city blocks, but no evidence was found and nobody's come forward to claim responsibility. It might have been an Abnormality, or maybe just a turf war between Magical Girls. After your search finally runs dry, you move on to cooking. Sunrise is approaching and Homura's still asleep, so you'll hopefully be able to have breakfast ready by the time she wakes up. Unfortunately, the Akemi residence is far less well-stocked than Mami's apartment was. Now that you think about it, Homura probably stores anything of even the slightest bit of value in her shield. It's safer and more efficient than just leaving things lying around. Eventually you do manage to toss some things together, but the result is below your recently-acquired breakfast standards. Ah well.
It's around six when Homura sits up, looking around in confusion for a moment as she tries to process what happened. Five hours of sleep isn't ideal, but you'll take it. You give your most reassuring smile and hold out a plate of mostly-warm food. The black-haired child takes the meal without a word and eats the whole thing in maybe a minute. At least her appetite's where it should be. The moment the dish is finished, she speaks.
"I'm sorry I fell asleep. I will make sure to be more alert in the future when you wish to meet with me."
So she couldn't even tell that she didn't fall asleep on her own? Or maybe she was actually just tired, and either the timing was a coincidence or the operation pushed her over the edge. Whatever the explanation, she seems fine.
"Sorry, it was actually my fault," you start, a bit sheepish. You do need to deliver this as unproblematically as you can. "You remember how my equipment isn't magic?" Homura nods, giving you an inquisitive stare all the while, so you keep going. "It's made from a technology that interacts with human emotions. There's a lot of complicated factors at play and I don't fully understand it myself, but I might have accidentally performed magic surgery on your soul gem."
There's a sharp intake of breath before Homura pulls out her gem and glares at it. Despite her mechanical efficiency, you can see the small bits of nervous energy in her movements as she holds the deep purple gem up to her eye level. It remains completely clear, in contrast to its state earlier last night. You're afraid you've messed things up. In none of your lives were you ever good at keeping people emotionally healthy, at least beyond keeping them functional. After a tense moment, Homura looks back up at you.
"You performed surgery on my soul?"
There it is. The slight tinge of distrust in the kid's voice stings, understandable as it is.
"I didn't do it on purpose. I just… I wanted to help you. I don't know why it happened, but it did. I wouldn't have done anything at all, but there was so much that shouldn't have been there, and I couldn't just leave you like that…" Your voice trails off. How can you explain a feeling you don't understand?
"When you say something that wasn't supposed to be there, were you referring to Grief? I didn't cleanse my Soul Gem, and yet it's completely clear."
"I suppose? It took a while, and you passed out when I started, but yeah."
Homura returns her gem to its ring form and sits up. The unsteadiness that you heard in her voice is still there, but only a flicker. Replacing it is a new feeling. Whenever you were around Homura, and in all her memories, she always gave off an unassailable aura of determination. A cold steel that blocked out any possibility of failure, along with everything else. That feeling is still there, but a new determination adds to it. A tiny flame, flickering in spite of everything.
You can't let that feeling die.
"I'll join you and Tomoe Mami in your hunt tomorrow," Homura announces. You raise an eyebrow, but you can't hide your smile. It's progress, at least.
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You sit up from your seat and prepare to go. Now that you're sure everything is in order and your alliance remains in place, you have other matters to attend to. Specifically, making sure Mami has no reason to question where you were tonight.
Homura bids you a simple but polite farewell, even though her mind is clearly elsewhere. Admittedly, you've also got a lot to think about as you hop from roof to roof back to the apartment. It's early morning, the nascent sunrise scattering light across the horizon. The warm light dances across the cityscape, illuminating Mitakihara's bizarre architecture.
That EGO… where could it have come from? You know for a fact that you researched every Abnormality in existence in extensive detail, and yet there's nothing that fits the power you just obtained. The obvious conclusion would then be that it's from a new Abnormality. Judging just by the capabilities you've seen so far, it's something strongly related to your Corporation. That leaves three main possibilities in your mind. The first is that it's another Abnormality derived from Carmen. While it wasn't explicitly spelled out, quite a few Abnormalities clearly were linked to Lobotomy Corporation's enigmatic progenitor. Even WhiteNight itself shares a few characteristics with her. Second, it's from an Abnormality that was once somebody in the Corporation. Ayin himself, Angela, even an Employee or one of the Sephirah. That possibility is ranked fairly low in your mind, as you feel like you'd clearly recognize any Abnormality that came from one of them. Still, it's not impossible that you'll be surprised. Finally, you must consider the possibility that you yourself are an Abnormality. It's also unlikely, since that seems like the sort of thing you'd notice and you have neither the distorted shape nor mind of a typical Abnormality. Again, it's still not something you can completely rule out.
You'll need to do more testing at some point, but that requires another person. It would be wildly unethical to start cutting open random people on the street, but you also highly doubt anyone would willingly sign up to have you poking around in their minds. It'll be difficult either way. Ugh, can't things just be easy?
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You finally make it back to Mami's apartment and unlock the door. A quick scan of the residence shows Mami still not awake, to your extreme relief. This also gives you time to prepare your second breakfast of the day, this time properly! With the way things are going, maybe you should consider adoption? It would be a great responsibility to care for two children, but also a noble undertaking. On one hand, Ayin's track record for childcare is terrible. On the other, you aren't Ayin and don't want to be.
Well, those are all plans for the future. Mami seems to be stirring in her room, and Kyubey is still nowhere to be seen. You have another day ahead of you.
Morning Actions
[] Have Breakfast
[] Write-in
Midday Actions
[] Experiment with EGO (Which one? How?)
[] Check Sapling
[] Go Hunting
[] Write-in
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Blue Star's Sapling - Observation Level 3/3
Day 3, start! Now that I think of it, I'm going to have to start moving the timeline along if I want to live to see Walpurgisnacht.
You don't want to be caught out and questioned about your actions, so for a moment you consider just leaving Homura to sleep and heading back to the guest room. You promptly dismiss this idea. Leaving a child unattended after they were exposed to unknown EGO is a terrible idea. You'll be able to divert attention from your actions easily enough.
Instead of just wasting time waiting, you decide to be productive. To start, cleaning up the spilt tea. Once that's done, you flip through some relevant news stories. There have been more unsolved murders and disappearances as of late, which seem to have been blamed on a serial killer in Asunaro. It could be anomalous, but judging by what few details you can scrounge up it's probably just a normal criminal. Not that that makes them exempt from a response, but you simply have too much on your plate already. More intriguing is the supposed terrorist attack in the same area. Somebody blew up a few city blocks, but no evidence was found and nobody's come forward to claim responsibility. It might have been an Abnormality, or maybe just a turf war between Magical Girls. After your search finally runs dry, you move on to cooking. Sunrise is approaching and Homura's still asleep, so you'll hopefully be able to have breakfast ready by the time she wakes up. Unfortunately, the Akemi residence is far less well-stocked than Mami's apartment was. Now that you think about it, Homura probably stores anything of even the slightest bit of value in her shield. It's safer and more efficient than just leaving things lying around. Eventually you do manage to toss some things together, but the result is below your recently-acquired breakfast standards. Ah well.
It's around six when Homura sits up, looking around in confusion for a moment as she tries to process what happened. Five hours of sleep isn't ideal, but you'll take it. You give your most reassuring smile and hold out a plate of mostly-warm food. The black-haired child takes the meal without a word and eats the whole thing in maybe a minute. At least her appetite's where it should be. The moment the dish is finished, she speaks.
"I'm sorry I fell asleep. I will make sure to be more alert in the future when you wish to meet with me."
So she couldn't even tell that she didn't fall asleep on her own? Or maybe she was actually just tired, and either the timing was a coincidence or the operation pushed her over the edge. Whatever the explanation, she seems fine.
"Sorry, it was actually my fault," you start, a bit sheepish. You do need to deliver this as unproblematically as you can. "You remember how my equipment isn't magic?" Homura nods, giving you an inquisitive stare all the while, so you keep going. "It's made from a technology that interacts with human emotions. There's a lot of complicated factors at play and I don't fully understand it myself, but I might have accidentally performed magic surgery on your soul gem."
There's a sharp intake of breath before Homura pulls out her gem and glares at it. Despite her mechanical efficiency, you can see the small bits of nervous energy in her movements as she holds the deep purple gem up to her eye level. It remains completely clear, in contrast to its state earlier last night. You're afraid you've messed things up. In none of your lives were you ever good at keeping people emotionally healthy, at least beyond keeping them functional. After a tense moment, Homura looks back up at you.
"You performed surgery on my soul?"
There it is. The slight tinge of distrust in the kid's voice stings, understandable as it is.
"I didn't do it on purpose. I just… I wanted to help you. I don't know why it happened, but it did. I wouldn't have done anything at all, but there was so much that shouldn't have been there, and I couldn't just leave you like that…" Your voice trails off. How can you explain a feeling you don't understand?
"When you say something that wasn't supposed to be there, were you referring to Grief? I didn't cleanse my Soul Gem, and yet it's completely clear."
"I suppose? It took a while, and you passed out when I started, but yeah."
Homura returns her gem to its ring form and sits up. The unsteadiness that you heard in her voice is still there, but only a flicker. Replacing it is a new feeling. Whenever you were around Homura, and in all her memories, she always gave off an unassailable aura of determination. A cold steel that blocked out any possibility of failure, along with everything else. That feeling is still there, but a new determination adds to it. A tiny flame, flickering in spite of everything.
You can't let that feeling die.
"I'll join you and Tomoe Mami in your hunt tomorrow," Homura announces. You raise an eyebrow, but you can't hide your smile. It's progress, at least.
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You sit up from your seat and prepare to go. Now that you're sure everything is in order and your alliance remains in place, you have other matters to attend to. Specifically, making sure Mami has no reason to question where you were tonight.
Homura bids you a simple but polite farewell, even though her mind is clearly elsewhere. Admittedly, you've also got a lot to think about as you hop from roof to roof back to the apartment. It's early morning, the nascent sunrise scattering light across the horizon. The warm light dances across the cityscape, illuminating Mitakihara's bizarre architecture.
That EGO… where could it have come from? You know for a fact that you researched every Abnormality in existence in extensive detail, and yet there's nothing that fits the power you just obtained. The obvious conclusion would then be that it's from a new Abnormality. Judging just by the capabilities you've seen so far, it's something strongly related to your Corporation. That leaves three main possibilities in your mind. The first is that it's another Abnormality derived from Carmen. While it wasn't explicitly spelled out, quite a few Abnormalities clearly were linked to Lobotomy Corporation's enigmatic progenitor. Even WhiteNight itself shares a few characteristics with her. Second, it's from an Abnormality that was once somebody in the Corporation. Ayin himself, Angela, even an Employee or one of the Sephirah. That possibility is ranked fairly low in your mind, as you feel like you'd clearly recognize any Abnormality that came from one of them. Still, it's not impossible that you'll be surprised. Finally, you must consider the possibility that you yourself are an Abnormality. It's also unlikely, since that seems like the sort of thing you'd notice and you have neither the distorted shape nor mind of a typical Abnormality. Again, it's still not something you can completely rule out.
You'll need to do more testing at some point, but that requires another person. It would be wildly unethical to start cutting open random people on the street, but you also highly doubt anyone would willingly sign up to have you poking around in their minds. It'll be difficult either way. Ugh, can't things just be easy?
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You finally make it back to Mami's apartment and unlock the door. A quick scan of the residence shows Mami still not awake, to your extreme relief. This also gives you time to prepare your second breakfast of the day, this time properly! With the way things are going, maybe you should consider adoption? It would be a great responsibility to care for two children, but also a noble undertaking. On one hand, Ayin's track record for childcare is terrible. On the other, you aren't Ayin and don't want to be.
Well, those are all plans for the future. Mami seems to be stirring in her room, and Kyubey is still nowhere to be seen. You have another day ahead of you.
Morning Actions
[] Have Breakfast
[] Write-in
Midday Actions
[] Experiment with EGO (Which one? How?)
[] Check Sapling
[] Go Hunting
[] Write-in
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Blue Star's Sapling - Observation Level 3/3
Day 3, start! Now that I think of it, I'm going to have to start moving the timeline along if I want to live to see Walpurgisnacht.
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