Would you Distort or manifest EGO?


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2.3.1 - Bearer Of Bad News
Chapter 113 - Bearer Of Bad News

"Be careful. While your condition is stable for now, you don't want to make it any worse than you already have." Angela chides as you say your goodbyes. You nod absently.

"Yes, I'm aware. I do have an instinct for self-preservation, whatever you believe. Honestly, you'd think I were the younger sister between us." you say.

"In case you've forgotten, I am older than you." Angela responds, a bit confused. You laugh and shake your head.

"I just explained this to Tiph. I'm taller, that makes me the older sister. It makes more sense than trying to sort out our actual ages over all the memory sharing and time loops." you explain matter-of-factly.

"That…" Angela begins to speak, then notices your grin and stops. "Whatever. As far as survival instinct goes, you could do better. I seem to recall you very nearly being killed not too long ago, right after assuring me you had an excellent plan."

Now, it's your turn to be defeated in the arena of logic, it seems. Still, you're not going down without a little protest. "In my defense, it almost worked perfectly. Most things consider no longer having a head to be lethal damage."

"And Abnormalities aren't most things." Angela says calmly, as though she didn't have that smug grin on her face. A moment later, the smile falls.

"I know you can take care of yourself, but I still worry. You're putting yourself in danger constantly, and it would be sad if something were to happen to you."

"Don't worry," you assure your sister. "I know the feeling."

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All in all, you can consider that a fruitful trip to the Library, even if it didn't go as planned. At least you had your little episode there, instead of out on the street or, worse, in front of Argalia. You don't know how your mother's biggest fan would've reacted, but it certainly wouldn't have been good.

Gebura was sleeping when you arrived and waking her just to say that you're bringing someone to training this afternoon felt unnecessary, so you technically didn't accomplish either of your initial objectives in coming, but getting to talk with Tiph again was nice. She's grown up a bit since you last saw her, both physically and mentally, which is nice. She's not quite as mature as she wants to be, but is definitely closer to being a young adult than a teenager. Having been the head of the Central Command Department, you know very well that Tiph can handle herself as well as any of your other coworkers. Not that competence and maturity are necessarily the same thing, or even necessarily related, but reminding yourself that the youngest of the Library's leadership knows what she's doing is fine reassurance.

Chesed did apparently manage to rope Tiphereth into helping out with the Magical Girls you left at the Library. They're still settling in; an understandable state considering they've only been here for a little under two full days. Some of the better-adjusted kids are helping out around the Library, but most are just milling about. No major incidents have cropped up since the first near-fight when you had arrived. In the short-term, things seem good. Tiphereth is closer to their age group and works as a good bridge to the rest of the staff, and Chesed has always been good at keeping people in stressful situations happy. Problems will probably arise if the situation remains as it is without progress for too long, but hopefully that won't be an issue. You have a lot of more immediate challenges to overcome presently, but testing out methods to return Nothing There's victims to their proper bodies has not slipped your mind.

To finish off the conversation, Tiphereth fell asleep, which you take as a sign that it's getting to be early in the morning instead of late at night.

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Kyoko, Yuma, and Mami are drawn out of their respective beds in that order by the smell of breakfast. You tried something Chinese-styled this morning. Keeping to a loose routine is comfortable, but it's good to add a bit of variety into it. You don't actually know how to cook a Chinese breakfast, but that's what the internet is for. Judging by your children's reaction, the result is a success. They're quick to reassure you when you mention not being completely confident in your work, though Kyoko's "reassurance" is half-mumbled through mouthfuls of food. Then again, that's quite an endorsement on its own.

"On a more serious note," you say, dragging the conversation out of the realm of cooking and over to business. "Last night was rather eventful. I don't believe I've told Mami, Yuma, or the others about Argalia yet, have I?"

"I'm afraid I don't recognize that name." Mami says, shaking her head.

"Right! Kyoko, mind helping explain this? You were there." you propose, prompting the girl in question to look up from her food.

"Me? I guess, but I only know what you told me and what I saw. It's not gonna be much help." Kyoko says, picking at a bit of rice with her fork.

Still, despite the protesting, Kyoko does help with your explanation. She describes her first impressions of the Reverb Ensemble's Conductor, an unnaturally flamboyant man whose every exaggerated movement and musical word exuded confidence. You chip in with background information when necessary, but mostly just coax Kyoko to talk. You can practically see Mami's heart sink when hearing about Leonie, though you remind her that nothing can be done at the moment.

Yuma's understanding of the situation pretty much stops at "We need to work with a bad guy for now to stop a worse bad guy," which isn't entirely wrong.

"I see." Mami says when all is said and done, looking down into her now-empty bowl. "Forgive me for asking, but is it really a good idea to have Argalia so close? Surely it would be better to keep him away from civilians if possible."

"Maybe," you admit, leaning back in your chair and pointing with your fork. "But it's pretty much city in all directions. There's not anywhere I can reasonably get him to go that isn't surrounded by civilians. At least with him nearby, we can keep an eye on him."

Mami sighs. "You're right. I just… it feels wrong, working with somebody who's caused so much harm to others."

Kyoko starts to squirm, but Yuma reaches out at puts a hand on her arm. The older girl looks down, then relaxes with a deep sigh. You mentally note to get your youngest some sweets or something else nice for being absolutely fantastic.

"It's an unfortunate necessity. Even if there wasn't a second threat that's higher on the priority list, Argalia won't go down easy. I'm not sure I even can beat him if it came down to it. For now, we just have to stick with the lesser evil and hope a better option presents itself."

That seems to mostly kill the mood. While you're at it, there is one other depressing topic you might want to get out of the way.

Your impending mortality isn't something you'll be able to avoid forever. Sooner or later, your kids will find out about it. At the same time, them knowing won't do any good. There's nothing they can do to help stop your eventual crossroads of fate, and it won't be without psychological consequences to know that.

You should…
[] Tell Them
[] Keep It To Yourself For Now


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Midday Activities
[] Experimentation
-[] With what? How?
[] Search for Abnormalities
[] Scout Kamihama
[] Write-in.


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Der Freischütz's Sapling - Observation Level 2/3
Porccubus' Sapling - Observation Level 2/3
CENSORED's Sapling - Observation Level EXPUNGED/REDACTED

We now return to our regularly scheduled schedule. The third day will probably be shorter than the previous two, just to speed the story up. Please keep any Midday Plan votes separate from votes on whether or not you tell your kids about your time limit for simplicity's sake when counting.
 
Your impending mortality isn't something you'll be able to avoid forever. Sooner or later, your kids will find out about it. At the same time, them knowing won't do any good. There's nothing they can do to help stop your eventual crossroads of fate, and it won't be without psychological consequences to know that.
Our what? We're going to die? When was this explained?
 
[X] Tell Them
-[X] And might as well explain where witches come from while you're at it


Crashing this breakfast with no survivors
 
I do have an instinct for self-preservation, whatever you believe.

*Press X for doubt*

Yuma's understanding of the situation pretty much stops at "We need to work with a bad guy for now to stop a worse bad guy," which isn't entirely wrong.

Yuma is good at extracting the heart of a problem.

Crashing this breakfast with no survivors

No survivor is a little too right for that… I don't think it's a good idea, we may have Yuma here to help soften the blow, but Mami is fragile when it comes to that, and telling her that both her source of happiness now and the one she had before (helping others by being a magical girl) are false and/or ending at the same time is just asking to have her witch out on the spot, or kill herself in short order.

[x] Tell Them

Just telling them is already quite a shock.

I also am thinking of experimenting, but not sure how.
 
Hmmmm...

I guess...

[X] Tell Them
-[X] Only to Mami and Yuma


There's no real need to get the rest of them worried about us. Madoka might have the bright idea of wishing for a way to help us or something.

The only ones that really need to know are X's direct children.
 
[x] Keep It To Yourself For Now

They don't need to know yet. I feel so protective of the kids that I'd like to see some real substantial strength from them before we give them more bad news.
 
Here's the thing.

Dear old Dad is gonna drop the news on Mami later. So might as well tell both Mami and Yuma about it now so that we can let them stew with it.

Plus, finding it out first from X is better than finding out from their grandfather.
 
[x] Keep It To Yourself For Now

Here's the plan:
When we die, one of the kids will distort to have a power to restore us.
It'll work 100% with no downsides! We'll all go home and laugh about how silly the whole situation was!
 
Hiding this situation is asking for problems down the line, the girls can help us, the gifts and marks are an indication of that, there is more going on that just X dying and cutting ourselves from others is not going to influence it in a good way.

We have gone so far by being honest, now's not the time to get cold feet, our daughters accepted our nature already, they are an anchor, us dying is not in the card and becoming an abnormality is not necessarily as horrible as some seems to think. We are still malleable, deciding that to close off instead of being open will not help our inner world to become less hostile to others, taking the girls in our heart of heart, embracing the fact that we can be the facility and not kill everything we touch is a potential way of molding the end result to be something that will still be us and able to be with them, if we instead close our heart, the facility will grow more hostile.
 
It is important to remember that part of what made the facility the horror show it was was that Ayin closed his heart to others, he rejected Benjamin and Angela, lied to Giovanni, didn't spot Gabriel's guilt in time, dismissed Elijah and didn't explain himself enough to Michelle.

A big part of what the manager was supposed to learn was that you can ask others for help, that hiding your feelings is not helpful, that family and friends can help each others, let's put these lessons to work, let's ask for help, let's show our feelings, let's trust our family and friends.

Us giving up is what Abram did, and he failed, being distant is what Able did, and he failed, trying to do everything alone and not listening to others is what Adam did, and. he. failed.

The one that reached the end was the one that helped and was helped, the one that talked to others, the one that saw the facility as a home, I do not think we are doomed, I think we need to accept ourself and others, but mostly ourself.
 
[X] Tell Them
-[X] And might as well explain where witches come from while you're at it


This but unironically. I have the feeling there won't be a better time for it.

Seriously, this is the sort of thing to process in a time of relative calm, which is something we're quickly running out of.

[X] Experimentation
-[X] X's new condition (how far X can push herself safely, in combat and otherwise)


Not to forget about the other vote.
 
[X] Keep It To Yourself For Now
-[X] Explain where witches come from instead


This has been put off for a while. I don't think they can handle 2 truth bombs right now, so I'm picking the one that is of more concern in the immediate future. Hopefully we can get in the other once the Adult is dealt with and X better understands her condition.

[X] Experimentation
-[X] X's new condition (how far X can push herself safely, in combat and otherwise)
 
Voting will be closed in 6 Hours, give or take a few minutes. Just a reminder, since most people have only voted for one half of this vote.
 
[X] Tell Them
-[X] And might as well explain where witches come from while you're at it

[X] Experimentation
-[X] X's new condition (how far X can push herself safely, in combat and otherwise)
 
Hm...
[X] Tell Them
[X] Experimentation
-[X] X's new condition (how far X can push herself safely, in combat and otherwise)
 
Adhoc vote count started by Lepidoptera on Jun 4, 2023 at 9:27 AM, finished with 22 posts and 13 votes.

There we go.
 
Angela’s Page
Angela's Page
Your sister, created by Ayin in Carmen's image. Served alongside you as your assistant in Lobotomy Corporation for ten thousand years in accordance with the script. Currently providing residence for the Sephirah and their staff within her Library in the Outskirts. Not a particularly cheerful person, but still eager to explore her new freedom. Refuses to wear the cool feather dress, no matter how good it looks. Worried about her sister.

Machina Corpus: Angela was created with a mechanical body designed to be practically impervious to harm. As a consequence, not only is she either immune or resistant to most detrimental effects both physical and mental, but can compete with high-tier Fixers in physical realms.

The benefits provided by Angela's creation are expressed much more heavily on the mental scale than the physical. As an Artificial Intelligence of the highest quality, Angela can receive, process, and incorporate information at a level beyond human comprehension. She could perform absurd feats such as learning a skill simply by watching it performed once, copying an individual's mannerisms or handwriting perfectly, or learning an entire language fluently after only hearing a few sentences.

Cogito Superbia: Angela's EGO allows her to interface with the Seed of Light, disseminating its effects as needed. The power of any emotion-based abilities are enhanced by this exposure, and those under the Light's influence are more aware of their own thoughts and feelings.

Director Of The Role's Namesake: Angela's EGO, the Library, is almost certainly the most powerful to ever be manifested. It is a self-contained universe bound to a transdimensional space that can only be accessed through special connections distributed by the Library itself. While there does appear to be a physical location where the Library exists in normal space, attempting to approach it would be pointless. In the past, Invitations to the Library were sent out by the will of another who dwelt within the Light, Angela has since taken full control of the Library's functions.

As a consequence of Angela's authority over the space, she is capable of reorganizing the environment of the Library as well as the people within it freely. Doing so does require active exertion and can potentially be counteracted by similar powers, but such methods should not be relied upon too heavily. The Library's Reception system is its most efficient and prominent way of confronting intruders, splitting them up between floors and only allowing a small number to fight at a time. No individual, not even Angela, can overturn the rules of a Reception.

Translation: The Library's true purpose is as an information-gathering tool. Any individual who perished within the Library is translated into information in the form of a "Book", which can then be separated into "Pages". The Library's denizens can equip certain Pages to copy and combine the abilities of any individual the Library has processed.

The Library is also home to Abnormalities, locked within Books of their own that replicate their ideal environments. These Abnormalities will lend some of their power to the Library's fighters, either as passive booms or in large, short bursts that takes the form of pure, primal EGO.

Angela, as the Library's ruler, can freely use all of the powers at the Library's disposal, both from fallen Guests and from Abnormalities. This has led to a fighting style involving repeated, constant changes to her weapons and abilities that allow her to excel in any situation and strike where opponents are most deficient. It bears a striking resemblance to the fighting style of a certain Fixer, but don't point that out or she'll get embarrassed.

The Knowing I: ??? The final fragment of the Seed of Light, once again whole. Stabilizes the self and offers supreme control over abilities derived from one's own Identity. Functions in tandem with another component. Angela possesses this additional virtue, and always has.
 
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