[X] You'll help when able
"Talk- yes… rulers- give- thanks…"
"Willing- give… gratitude- gift…"
"Gave- shape… not long… but helps. Feels stable- won't stay… change…"
"Others… less pure- natural- more… together… Self- not… real- only… secrets…"
"Yes… idea opposes-" "Cohesion… But now, siblings- gave this place… gave this shape… but only for a little while."
"Two rulers- one makes understanding, one stores information… enough to pull together. As long as you are here."
"No, it is still the same as before. But I already knew that would be the case.""No, it's still as it was. But that was never in question."
"I'm less of a creature than most of our kin. They're all filtered through human understanding of a concept. But I am the things people don't understand. The things they don't want to know. Secrets that should have stayed secret. I might not even be experiencing this moment of clarity here."
"Maybe this is just what you see when you look at me. What you hear when I make a sound. After all, what's really more believable: That an Abnormality could change what it is, even for a little while, or that when a person comprehends the incomprehensible, all they're left with is a reflection of themself?"
"I have long since resolved myself to your leaving. All I have is a piece of advice, from one Abnormality to another."
"You shouldn't try so hard. To be somebody, I mean. There's only really one sort of person you know how to be, and it's not healthy to keep forcing yourself like that."
I wonder what, specifically, it is talking about. X is pretending to have relationships with people, when all she could ever do was be a manager to her employees? That doesn't seem quite right."You shouldn't try so hard. To be somebody, I mean. There's only really one sort of person you know how to be, and it's not healthy to keep forcing yourself like that."
I think it's about X pretending to be human when she is not. It's something that has been plaguing her for a while now ever since she had the realization that she's an Abnormality.I wonder what, specifically, it is talking about. X is pretending to have relationships with people, when all she could ever do was be a manager to her employees? That doesn't seem quite right.
Left unsaid is the fact that it would be deeply reassuring to find another Abnormality capable of proper human interaction.
There's always the Magical Girl Abnormalities if you're desperate, but they're eccentric at best and outright insane at worst.
If you didn't know better, you'd think it was pacing nervously.
"Others… less pure- natural- more… together… Self- not… real- only… secrets…"
"Two rulers- one makes understanding, one stores information… enough to pull together. As long as you are here."
But establishing that connection requires an Abnormality to submit to the Library's authority in some way, which-" Angela's eyes widen slightly. "Apparently is not a problem. Censored is now correctly providing power to the Library.
I might not even be experiencing this moment of clarity here."
"I preferred when you could only speak in broken sentences. You made a lot more sense."
"She needs to appreciate herself more. All the Sephirah do." you reply.
"And you as well." Angela adds. You look at her with mild confusion. "You also need to appreciate yourself more. We did most of the work in creating the Seed of Light. We deserve to feel proud of that accomplishment."
I wonder what, specifically, it is talking about. X is pretending to have relationships with people, when all she could ever do was be a manager to her employees? That doesn't seem quite right.
Hmm, that is an alternate look at it. Is X forcing herself to hold Gebura's shell though? I didn't really get that impression so far.It's talking about our gebura shell, it's telling us to be ourself instead of trying to be Kali.
Oh wait, the Gebura's shell is more about the representation of X wish to be a hero. In which case what [CENSORED] said would fit. X is trying really hard to be a hero for... everyone actually.
Ya, that would be X struggles to be human. Both sides are pretty feasible. Who knows.Of course. Theres also a none-zero chance of CENSORED channeling it's inner Carmen and straight up telling us to not use a Shell at all.