Chapter 70 - An End To Stillness
You mentally shake away the malaise. You're no stranger to being alone in things, and you wouldn't want a serial murderer as a companion anyways. Besides, you have Mami and Yuma. The person most uncomfortable with your true nature is you, not anybody else. Whether Nothing There will connect with your experience or not doesn't matter. As long as they are still willing to accept what you are, you don't need for there to be others "like you". In the Corporation, it wasn't the fact that you were the Manager that defined you. There had been many before the iteration that could be recognized as you first appeared. It was that you were the best Manager, that you knew better than anyone else how to guide people. And now, being an Abnormality won't be what defines you either. For better or worse, you are still the same person you once were. And you have more important things to focus on than your feelings right now.
Of note is the fact that you have an Abnormality in front of you who is both willing and able to communicate with you. There's no guarantee that they'll know what happened to your coworkers and employees after your dispersal, but Nothing There should at least remember how they reached this world.
"Speaking of voices," you try your best to transition naturally, "what ever happened to all my agents after I disappeared?" If Nothing There notices the hint of emotion breaking through your neutral tone, they don't comment on it. You take a seat on the bed, allowing yourself to assume a familiar posture. "I've been here for the past few days, ever since the Facility went down."
Nothing There dismisses the illusion of Kyoko and causally seats themselves in your lap before spreading out over the bed, leaving your legs pinned beneath them. It's not a fantastic position to be in, but by the time combat breaks out the two of you will probably have moved. For now, you can let them have this.
"After that weird light showed up, we all got let out." Nothing There says absently. "It was that lady nobody really liked who did it. Angela, do you remember her? She and the creepy lady fought your Agents for a while, but then they must have done something because I ended up in a new cell." The Abnormality's face seems almost wistful, thinking back in that moment. You're not exactly sure why being locked up would be a pleasant memory, but then again most people wouldn't have considered a second of your life as a "pleasant memory" and yet here you are. Abnormalities are just weird like that.
Humans are weird too, just not quite as much.
"I stayed there for a looong~ time until the Librarians started asking for my help in fights. I wasn't allowed to go out, but I could still feel all the feelings they were feeling. It was great!"
"Hold up. Librarians?" you interrupt. Nothing There stares at you incredulously before remembering you have zero context for what they're describing.
"Right, you don't know about the Library. The Angela lady made a big tree in the middle of where the Facility was and put all the Abnormalities there. She kept all the agents and the other people, too. Now they're called Librarians."
Internally, you sigh in relief. Angela had never shown any concern or care for your employees, so you had expected her to simply get rid of them once they were no longer needed for the plan. There was still the possibility that she was planning on doing that later and just needed the help for now, but there's no point dwelling in that right now.
"They'd invite people from out in City, and then fight them. There was probably a lot more stuff going on, but it didn't really matter so I didn't pay any attention to it."
Well, that's frustrating. Helpful, certainly, but not as helpful as it could've been. Knowing what your counterpart has been doing would have been preferable, but this isn't information you expected to receive easily anyways. At the very least the worst case scenario hasn't come to pass quite yet. You will need to confront Angela one day, although that relies on you ever finding a way back to the City. Something else to focus on later. For now, your question remains unanswered.
"How did you get from there to here?" you ask, sounding far more calm and controlled than you really are. Nothing There shifts slightly on top of you.
"It was really weird. I was in my room like always, when a nice person started talking. They told me they would be helping out a mutual friend, and that they wanted me to try and find them. After that, it was sorta like I had a door in the back of my thoughts. Or maybe a window? I dunno." The Abnormality shrugs, or at least does so as much as a person can while lying down. "Things went on like normal until the first Witch showed up. I killed it, obviously, but nothing really happened. I hadn't found you yet, so I kept trying new things until something worked. Eventually, I figured it out!" they declare proudly. "While a Witch was attacking, its Barrier showed up. When I killed it, I would just pop right back into my room. But if I ignored the Witch and just left through the exit, I could get to here!"
So somebody sent the Abnormalities here to help you in some way. That person set up a link from the Library where they were being contained to Mitakihara, and they've been able to use that link to come seek you out. Well, whoever that supposed "friend" of yours is, you really don't appreciate their assistance. By bringing the Abnormalities here where they can exist at full strength without anybody strong enough to deal with them, they've already gotten many people killed. If any of the more large-scale Alephs had made their way into this world instead of Nothing There, humanity as a whole might very well have been wiped out. While you might hope that Kyubey would step in and do something at that point, only a fool would depend on him for anything so important at this point. All you can do is hope the situation doesn't deteriorate much further.
Nothing There, either oblivious to or simply choosing to ignore your internal monologue, continues. "I ran into Kyoko right away! It was pretty surprising when I figured out she was still alive, but after that I came up with my plan pretty quickly. So I've been patrolling the area for a while now, hunting all the Magical Girls who showed up. I've mostly stayed as Kyoko, since my shell still isn't perfect yet." They sit up, practically pouting. "I would've just kept an eye on things until I was ready, but I got caught early. But that's fine! I should've remembered that I could never really hide from you."
"To be fair," you counter, "I was the one who assigned work with you. It would have been stranger if I didn't know when somebody had died."
"Well, everything you've told me has been helpful so far. There is only one more thing I'd like to talk to you about."
You tense. This is your last chance to resolve things without conflict. You're not typically one to shy away from a challenge, but you're also not particularly fond of unnecessary risks. Still, you cannot allow Nothing There to continue as it is now. Unless you can impart some semblance of empathy into the Aleph now, then the only way forwards is to fight. And that fight will be a brutal one indeed.
"I'll need you to get off my first, though." You say sternly despite Nothing There's pleading look. They reluctantly push themselves up and take a seat next to you.
"Alright, what is it?"
"I believe I may have a way to make you more human." you announce. Surprisingly, Nothing There doesn't seem much more enthused than they normally do. You suppose that if they believe they already have a way to reach humanity, then your offer is only just speeding up the process for them at this point.
"Awesome! You mean that thing you wanted to try on Kyoko to fix her memories? Yeah, you can go ahead!"
With the Abnormality's assent, you shift Lobotomy's focus towards Nothing There themself. Leaving behind the still-screaming Magical Girls, you reach into the abyss.
Unlike previous cases, Nothing There does not lose consciousness as Lobotomy activates. They remain fully aware, staring in awe at the curling tendrils of red that now fill the room. These too are distinctly different than what you have come to expect. The light that spills from Nothing There is not the radiant, immaterial flesh you have come to expect. It is coarse and thick, twisting with hungry life. The feelings stored within are changed as well. There is something distinctly off about each one, like a photo taken at slightly the wrong angle. This must be the difference between a human's mind and an Abnormality's.
You can see the very story Nothing There just told you, in all of its horrifying detail. Facing off against Ferris, Tido, and River in the Facility, everything in utter chaos. Being consumed by the Light, not as you were, and placed in a world perfectly suited for them. Their will following Geburah as she drives Mimicry through a man shrouded in black. The Library sent away, consigned to the Outskirts.
The real Kyoko Sakura, torn in half in a single strike without even a chance to cry out.
You.
A person who had offered Nothing There so many chances to see humans, to become human, back during your time as Manager. Who had given them this chance now, to be closer than they ever were before. Who knows humanity better than anyone else. Somebody strong, in the image of the woman who Nothing There admired above all others.
And none of it matters.
Because you recognize immediately that you can't change any of it.
Maybe it's a feature of Abnormalities, their alien psychology preventing you from interfering. Maybe it's just because they technically aren't human, and so the Light isn't intended to interact with them. Maybe it's a unique property of Nothing There, obscuring their true nature as always. Whatever the reason, you cannot modify anything about Nothing There's self.
"Didn't work, huh?" your counterpart says in a muted tone, noticing your disappointment despite your best efforts to hide it. "Don't be too sad. I'll just have to do this the hard way, like I expected."
"Yes, you're right."
You turn Lobotomy back towards the howling of the imprisoned Magical Girls. It's a surgical tool, a way to shape minds, not a messenger, but with some effort it will carry your intent well enough. You'd like to say that you're going to save them all. That you can defeat the monster that hurt them. But life is harsh, and for all that you've done you will not lie to people who have already been deceived so harshly. There is only one assurance you can offer now.
"This will all be over soon. Please be strong for me until then."
You have a duty to fulfill. No matter what it takes, you will not allow the innocent to suffer for your failings. Not when there is something that you can do to help them.
Time to find out exactly how close your body is to the real thing.
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[] Accept the offer You cannot abandon them to their fate. Not when they're there because of you.
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