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[X] Drifting into the conversation between Gan Guangli and Meng Dan on the Mountain folk, where Hanyi sat listening idly.
I mean, you're right that just reducing it to "optimal action" is too simplistic. I was just trying to provide a rough general framework there. The situation has nuance that is important. I guess in this case I'd characterise it as "Ling Qi saw this move as being optimal in terms of mission success and correspondingly her and Renxiang's success and progression".
edit: though that point only really addresses the Type 1 conflict with Zhengui? It doesn't really seem to apply to the Renxiang twinge clearly...
Well, if it was something new then I feel that a) @yrsillar would have probably placed much more emphasis on its creation, and b) he should have given us new cultivation penaltiesJust saw this edit. Yeah. I was talking mostly about CRX. That was definitely a coddle vs tough love choice. And I don't think it fits neatly into your diagram. If it is the same heart demon as Zhengui, and not a different one, then it is clearly much more involved than we had thought before.
And honestly, that inability to trust in external strength is something the quest consistently votes for. The last vote was essentially a choice between trusting in the strength of Renxiang's mind, or the strength of her trauma. The knife incident was a choice between Ling Qi's strength or the strength of Xiulan and Zhengui, and the sect soldiery.Ling Qi wants to be strong enough to protect all her stuff. Like family and junk. But I'm not sure framing that, in the context of her heart demon, as "coddling" is really helpful.
The sense I get is honestly an inability or deep hesitation to trust in external strength, the strength of others. Promising not to just do all the hard parts yourself means allowing for others to be on the same level as you, even though they're scrubs. And that makes you a scrub too! Ahhhhhh!
Or so Ling Qi's treacherous inner impulses say. It's more like a... jealousy on the monopoly of power based on abstract implications? Than a direct consequence of her protective desires.
Hmm. So...The problem is Ling Qi does not have faith in others and can't commit to relying on their strength without feeling like she's betraying her principles by "wasting" time on their development.
This is less greed, but a fundamental lack of trust? She doesn't want to leave any job to anyone else, either because they're weaker than her and so she risks something important failing because she wasn't the one doing it, or because they're stronger than her and thus threatening to leave her behind?"Big Sister is really greedy sometimes. She won't leave any responsibility for anyone else,"
Well, if it was something new then I feel that a) @yrsillar would have probably placed much more emphasis on its creation, and b) he should have given us new cultivation penalties
I mean, she's perfectly happy to leave jobs to other people.This is less greed, but a fundamental lack of trust? She doesn't want to leave any job to anyone else, either because they're weaker than her and so she risks something important failing because she wasn't the one doing it, or because they're stronger than her and thus threatening to leave her behind?
I can see that.
Sorry, can you expound on this part more? I don't completely understand this part.So with the Renxiang issue here the reason she didn't like the other option was that she felt that success in this mission was critical to her and Renxiang's progression.
Mmm, it's the idea that Ling Qi doesn't just see failing there as something that would have minor consequences like her injured. It's something that would have significant long term consequences, and so be majorly limiting in terms of things like her and Renxiang's political success and access to resources that could significantly hinder their growth.Sorry, can you expound on this part more? I don't completely understand this part.
This interpretation argues that Ling Qi hasn't fundamentally changed since the time she stood before the shadow of a white spirit in a dream, looking to make the mighty move despite being small, and folded like a wet paper towel.Hmm... maybe it was a matter of 'Ling Qi had to pick between taking a more-risky approach, or hurting a friend for sure but accomplishing the mission... and Ling Qi decided not to take a risk on the mission objective, even if it required hurting her friend'?
In a sense, it's an expression of... well, fear.
Given the "safe" choice and a "risky" choice, she went for the safe one.
But she wanted to be the kind of person who COULD find it in herself to take the other path. She thought she was becoming the sort of person who can take that other path. And yet, here she is faced with another choice... and she feels like she picked to "back off, and not take a risk" again.
Just some stumbling around and trying to put words to things here. Not sure how accurate or useful or not.