Proper update tomorrow.
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Oh Brothers how drunk were you
Oh Brothers how drunk was Weiss
Where did you go after you left the nightclub?
Somewhere cool. A gentle breeze around you both as you stared out at the stars. Pretty, even with the city lights dimming them down so much. You take a sip from one of the cans of shit beer you two grabbed before coming up here. You absolutely hated the stuff, you quickly decided, but you were also too drunk to care.
Weiss seems to like it, though. You can only imagine that growing up in Atlas has frozen her tastebuds off.
You think… you want… to say something. You know you want to say something to her. It's… right, there, in front of you, just, spelt out, but your tongue feels like lead, there's no way you'll be able to say all that.
"S-sh-sho, 've you ever, uh…" You started, trying to cherry-pick your words to get your meaning across. "Y'know, just, frozen up."
"Fro-urp- pardon me, frozen up?"
"Yeah, like, frozen up on stage. It's just, I can't, I can't imagine singing to a crowd of people… a tenth the size of the ones you do. Just… whashit like singing to that many people?"
Weiss took another sip from her can, and for a moment you swore the gentle ruddiness of her cheeks only deepened in the blue-green glow of your sword.
"What, like, like s-stage fright?" She managed after a few moments of very hard thinking.
"Yeah, stage fright!"
God, when she giggled at that, you think your heart skipped a beat.
"You know, I actually thought I would, the first time I w-was supposed to, to sing in front of an audience. But, once I got up there, and r-uh, realised I had the… the attention of, of more people than I'll ever meet, that they were there to see me give them my best, and I knew I had them in the palm of my hand…"
She looked to the sky for a moment, a lazy little smile creeping up her face.
"... God help me, I don't think I could sing off-key if I tried."
Mm. You almost consider telling her you sing on occasion, but decide against it after a moment, figuring it's a little self-centred, maybe, probably.
"Wait, you sing?" Weiss asks as a big, curious grin slipped onto her face.
you didn't say that with your brain voice Jaune
"I can sing, I just- I choose, not to." You tell her, sounding a tiny bit surlier than you initially intended. Suppressing a wince, you elaborate. "... 'don't really like attention. It's… not for me."
Not for you, said the man probably caught on camera controlling the things that put down a terrorist attack earlier. Yep, attention isn't for you. Definitely.
… Fuck, you're going to have to deal with that at some point.
Instead of dealing with that, you drank more shit beer- dammit, it's empty.
"You for the last can?"
"Nah, t-take it. I'm… good, for now." Weiss mumbles, sounding somewhere between nauseous and very sleepy.
As you took the last can, popping it open with an Aura-protected fingernail, you froze a little as Weiss suddenly leant against you, resting her head on your shoulder. Through the fabric of your shirt, you can feel the heat of her cheek, the gentle pressure of another human being quite literally using you to support herself.
To sum up your thoughts on the subject:
uh oh physical contact with pretty girl what do
"... Could you… sing something for me?" Weiss sort of half asks you, half mumbles into your shoulder.
To sum up your thoughts on the subject:
UH OH PRETTY GIRL ASKING YOU TO DO SOMETHING WHAT DO
As if answering your silent question, your sword, little shit that it is, started playing music in your brain.
… Well, that's that decision made.
Some part of your currently pickled mind recognises the song and throws the lyrics at you as best it can, and, picking up the beat, you try your best to not butcher it.
"Time, has a way… of putting, broken pieces back in place… but never quite how you arrange..."
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The sun was coming up. What time was it, anyway?
4 am? Really?
Weiss was almost definitely asleep on your shoulder, grabbing a little rest after a long day, and leaving you to your thoughts.
The drunkenness had somewhat let up, replaced by tiredness, and as the sky lightened, your eyes fell to the moon, still hanging around even now.
All 700,000-something pieces of it.
Not that you could see most of them. Its cycle was such that it had the illusion of wholeness tonight. And for the next few nights. And then, slowly, but surely, the illusion will…
Shatter.
Broken world. Broken moon.
How fitting.
Unbidden, you felt a sneer of all things crawl up your face, looking out at a broken land full of broken things, their very existence... disgusting you, in some way.
Not for long, though. Not if you have anything to say about it.
"... Weiss?"
"Mm?" She mumbles, still half-asleep.
"... Do you ever wonder what the moon would look like, unshattered?"
"Mm… s'metimes…"
"... Do you want to see it like that, someday?"
"'dbe nice, s'ppose… dunno how it'd happen, though..."
"... Then it's a promise."
"Y'wha?"
"I'm gonna fix the moon for you."
"... Oh."
You felt her lift her head off your shoulder and saw her staring at you when you looked over, an emotion you couldn't quite place in her eyes.
"... You really mean that, don't you?"
"Of course I do. I just promised you I'd do it, didn't I?"
That draws a laugh from her for reasons you can't entirely understand.
"You're... an odd man, Jaune."
She rests her head on your shoulder again.
"But at least you're comfy."
… You'll take that.