SR XXII: The Decline and Fall of the House of Saud
"Get out my head!"
The words force themselves from Alice's mouth in a scream. She doesn't have clever answers. She doesn't have a reasoned argument for why she shouldn't take the man's deal. She wants to. She very much wants to. She knows it's a bad idea and that's the only lifeline she has - simply choosing not to listen.
Serafina - big, hulking, currently symbiotically fused with a combat bioroid Serafina - shifts back to reach out with her free arm and squeeze her shoulder. Alice for a moment hopes that she's about to use a combat move to knock her out. But no, it's just a reassuring gesture.
She still appreciates it. And then she feels the reassuring light of the priest's faith reach out to ward away the oily darkness. Alice still feels shaken, but now she feels… less tempted. Not with the prayers and Serafina's reassuring words to cling to. She… she wouldn't survive like that. No. The person who'd be left over wouldn't be her.
It was just another form of death being offered to her. The death of the self, giving everything which made you
you away. And Alice hates a lot about herself, but she doesn't want to die.
Christos has a face like thunder. "Well,
worm," he says contemptuously. "So that's your game."
"I just give people what they want. Everyone benefits," the man says, spreading his arms wide. His white robe rustles. "Wealth, comfort, safety, stability - that's all I've ever given people." He shoots a glance at Serafina. "Dr Rosario. Imagine what you could do with a few tens of billions towards malaria research. All those dead in Moscow… erased. You'd be a net good to the world."
"You're a liar. You always lie," Serafina says almost placidly. Her certainty is filling her. Anything he says will be a lie. This is the one behind what she saw on the spaceship. Even if she took that, he'd have a claim on anyone she helped. Claim their lives.
The robed figure's eyes filter just for a moment. Not flicker in expression. Flicker in nature.
"Well, what about you, old man? Old Man Barberis, taking his master's old title. I know what you want."
"There's something about me you don't know," Christos says, glowering.
"No doubt," the man agrees amiably. "But everything's for sale."
"I will share it with all freely, because as knowledge it is without value," Christos says. "In my youth in the 19th century… well, I say that, but I was around fifty… I spent some time in Cairo. Under the name of Muhammed al-Hallaq, I worked as a barber who cut hair rather than throats, hiding from some people who had rather nasty intentions towards me. And I studied and later became a
qadi under the Ottomans."
"No doubt you have a point, so you might as well get to it. Time is money and you are wasting it," the other man says, his eyes narrowing.
"You are a Saudi prince, a self-proclaimed Muslim.
Worm," Christos says, his eyes narrowing. "And that means I may pass judgement on you."
"Nonsense," the once-man said dismissively.
"Nameless worm, who once bore the name of Ibrahim al-Saud, hear me!" Christos declares, ignoring his protestations. "You who called yourself a Muslim, hear me! You consort with
jiin and
majnun without shame! You have profaned a house of Allah and let demons and
jiin revel in a church used by People of the Book! And worst, you practice
riba and have practiced it for decades! You know it is a sin, yet you continue to do so! You have built your fortune on ursury, on depravity, and on the studious ignorance of the instructions of the one you claim to follow! You are a hypocrite beyond counting!"
Christos takes a step forwards. "And so, for these reasons and many others, I declare you
takfir! You are an apostate! You are cast out! None need honour their contracts with you! Begone, nameless worm, and if you have a speck of humanity left to you, pray for forgiveness and work to relieve your sins!"
The air shifts and Serafina gasps for air. It's just words, she tells herself - but it's not just words. Just for a moment, she feels lost and uncertain. Like there's so much of the world she's missing.
"What have you done?" the man asks, and then his dark eyes well up and bubble, black oil trickling from his tear ducts. Oil drips from his nose, too, in a black nosebleed. "What have you
done?"
"Called your greatest debt in. The one all men owe," Christos says coldly. "And the wages of sin are death."
And then Father Orisino closes, flaming sword in hand. The blade flashes out once, twice-
"Stop!" Christos commands cutting through the screaming, his tone such that he might even order an angel and be obeyed.
The worm's arms fall to the ground with a wet sound. He screams, high and shrill. Black-gold blood gushes from the stumps, pooling and swelling, filling the room with the rich wet scent of corruption. Father Orisino freezes, blade raised.
"Do you want revenge, or do you want him slain?" Christos demands.
Father Orisino's eyes flash. "Yes," he says softly. He gives the worm a solid boot to the chest, sending him toppling down, crawling in a pool of his own oily blood, weeping black tears. "Do your thing."
Serafina keeps her grenade launcher aimed at the man. She doesn't know what she can do right now, but it makes her feel more comfortable. Like she can influence the scene before her.
"Will you do the honours, or shall I?" Christos asks Alice.
"I will," Alice says, her tone utterly numb. Her eyes are reddened - and they're glowing the faint orange-red they tend to when she's using her powers.
Armless and mewling, the once-man crawls along the floor on his belly, desperately trying to escape in his mindless panic. "I see what you're up to, Barberis," he says, silver tongue flashing between his lips. "Come to shake me down. After knowledge. After information. Buying with violence. What do you want to know? Do you want to know who was behind the attacks at the start of the year? Who gave the orders? I can give you the names.
His eyes flicker back towards the advancing Alice. "Or you. Do you want to know your real name, 'Alice'? The name you were born under? No, no, you don't want that. You want to know who was behind the Miami attack. I can tell you all of that. Force dispositions. Allocations. Assets."
"I know who it was. Miss Clock," Alice says. She's got the gun in her hands - not the reliable, functional Protector she's been using, but the old Modèle 1892 revolver. She doesn't need psychic powers for what she's about to do. This gun was made to kill people. It's killed a lot of monsters. And down here in a church, hand-tooled rounds made of a melted-down crucifix come with real power.
"Ah, ah, but do you know who she is? Under the false name? Because that's not her real name. It's not the name she thinks of herself with. She's a lot like you there. Of course she is. She was sent by the best to train you. Don't you want to know what Blanc wanted for you? Why he had Jazmin Clock made? If you kill me, you'll never know!"
A tear leaks from her eye as she aims the first shot. The ghostly metal of the gun echoes with the knowledge of what she's giving up. Because she knows its offer was a trap. Fuckdammit, she knows it's a trap. She knows it wants to take everything that makes her
her. It'd leave a husk of a person who knows nothing, who's a placid little sheep living a blind, ignorant life.
"I own worlds out in space! Whole worlds! I offer them to you! I can-"
She fires.
One piercing the tongue and breaking the jaw, to quiet its speech and end the influence of its words upon the world.
Two for the eyes, to blind it and ban it from finding a way back to this world.
One in the gut, so it cannot find nourishment and regain its strength.
One in the centre of the forehead, to still its cunning thoughts and leave it no wisdom.
One through the heart, to end its life.
But that doesn't mean she didn't long for it, she thinks as the shots ring in her ears. She's never been normal. Never had a real choice. When she watched the Matrix for the first time, she didn't tell anyone she empathised with Cypher. Didn't agree with him, no. But understood exactly where he was coming from. Being dragged into a war you never chose sucks. Living rough because you
can't let yourself be on the system is no fun at all.
She steps back and flips out the cylinder, shaking out the 8mm casings and beginning to reload.
Well, she's made her choice now. Turned down safety and… and a comfortable life where she'd never have to sleep under bridges and in basements she's broken into and… and now when Panopticon murders her, she can't say she had no choice.
Fuck it all.
***
The worm is dead. The man who was once Ibrahim al-Saud is dead. His mutilated corpse sags down, deflating.
Black-gold blood oozes from his many wounds, an impossibly vast quantity of blood which no blood could have held. It smells rich. It's intoxicating. Serafina can see that it's pure primal energy.
Christos spits into it. "Purify it," he says to Luiz Orisino shortly.
"With pleasure," the angel-possessed priest says, colourless fire erupting from his hands. "I will not let a single trace of his essence possibly exist to influence another. He has caused enough misery - and I have learned my lesson. The value of this is nothing compared to the misery that made it."
"Then you have indeed learned," Christos says quietly.
"It's dead?" Serafina says, feeling very weary. The glow behind them from the flames burns magnesium bright, and they turn their backs on the blinding light.
"Yes, it is," the Euthanatos master says. "I have things to tell you - and you too, Alice - and not much time to tell you in."
"Go away, old man," Alice says, her voice flat and low and dead.
"Things have changed. Your third task is done."
"I don't want to talk to you very much," Alice says, and her eyes are the cold dead gaze of an Operative.
"There is no time for this! It is-"
Serafina hears a crackle of static over her comms. It sounds a lot like a Cram, but… no, it's not recognised as one and her mind is well-trained enough that she'd catch if she was being illicitly Crammed. It must be Anomaly interference.
"Serafina?" Alicia's voice comes over comms. "Problem incoming, and hot! Hostile Panopticon hypertech inbound! ETA, about seventy seconds!"
"What do you mean?" Serafina snaps over private comms. "Everyone! Hostiles inbound, sixty seconds! Move move move!" She switches back to internals. "What are they, 'Licia?"
"Well…"
Be Serafina
Serafina has been through a lot this year, and found out things about herself - and what she can do - that she never knew before. She has the chance to shift her Virtue.
Please consider what this choice will say about her and her future path before voting. Also remember that she will retain Caregiver as her Vice and thus this Virtue will be moderated/altered by her Vice.
[ ] Conniver - Regain 2 WP when you convince someone else to do your bidding, or ruin someone else, without your manipulations being brought to light.
[ ] Leader - Regain 2 WP when one of your plans succeeds.
[ ] Paragon - Regain 2 WP when you accomplish a task by sticking to your enlightened ideals.
[ ] Idealist - Regain 2 WP any time an action in pursuit of your ideals furthers your goals and brings your ideal closer to fruition.
[ ] Her Virtue doesn't change - she keeps Dabbler.
Be Alice
Alice is now a wormslayer. It's not quite as good as being a Kessler-like dragonslayer, and she takes no pride in it. But nevertheless - as is all too typical for her development - she has grown through the suffering.
[ ] Dimensional Science 4 (Rending)
[ ] Time 4 (Acceleration)
[ ] Time 4 (Precognition)
[ ] Nothing concrete. But the mind of a psychic is a strange place, and her refusal to run and flee has stirred something within the tiny personal Demesne she calls Wonderland. Something that pities her for everything she's gone through, and respects her for the choices she's made and cares for her. To what ends… well, who knows?