Honestly speaking? I'd have rather just gotten Murkworking from Marie and tinkered with Lycantropy instead of going the doctor. But the thread seemed more interested in exploring the possible magic systems so I changed tracks and doubled down on that. We skipped the entire vampire arc last world and I didn't want to do that to Birdsie again.
My first instincts was to Refuse (which I did initially voted for) the doctor's offer. But I liked the idea of not being conservative in our efforts. Dorian feels like he'd be a daring, gambling - risktaker of mad genius. So in the end I decided we should take the chance. I believe greatly in playing along character charaterization.
Afterwards Facelessness exploration was a novel concept brought up by the discussion and its potential for fracturing Dorian's identity into tulpas - to let him use multiple masks eventually. This had been the game plan for the final build since the conception of the character. There has been multiple discussions about it and strategizing.
And some of the mask world lore that got quoted up here and there. I felt honor bound to support something novel like this by the players. That's how we've always taken things in interesting turns in the quests, getting off the rails and surprising the Gm.
And then this happened.
I would have tried tactics to improve the margin of safety, we assumed that would come later when we go into the specifics of the operation. The intention behind it was to see how Dorian might react to a controlled dose of Facelessness and if the doctor's theory held import about the grand interaction of magic system and it arising from weaknessess. No one could have accounted for a critical failure of this proportion.
I don't mean to finger point, but it's kinda becoming exhausting to listen to people insinuating that the debacle was entirely as a result of blind bandwagoning.
You brought up Lunarism again as an alternative but your championing for it was half-hearted at best. Only Joe spoke up about the dangers of facelessness. If a significant portion of the playerbase argued against it, couldn't we have changed tracks? I think all of us have enough maturity to able to consider alternative ideas and actually listening and changing our minds.
The outcome is on you all as well as us.
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