20 Years Ago, Serenna
"Hah. Hah. Hah."
'Weaver…'
"What is it?" the young woman asked from where she lay on the top of the building, staring up at the ever-purple mist hanging in the sky and the stars twinkling behind it.
A burst of light bloomed into existence in front of her, Kali materializing from the subspace pocket she'd been in. "Why are we still doing this?"
Weaver stared at her Ghost, eyes scrunched in confusion even as she still panted from exertion.
"When did getting back to Earth and the Vanguard become unimportant?" she asked. "We've been here for three months. We aren't even trying to get back anymore, and don't tell me it's 'just temporary' because we know it isn't," the Ghost said shortly, cutting Weaver off as the woman opened her mouth to refute Kali's statement.
Weaver sighed, her eyes moving away from the floating intelligence back to the stars and the sky. "I don't know."
Maybe it was when they'd found out getting a ship for outbound transit heading towards Earth—if not one for themselves personally— would take at least a month, and more glimmer than they had. Maybe it was that first night when Taylor had saved and healed the Awoken woman. Maybe it was when they'd seen the prejudice and treatment of the Eliksni first-hand.
"Wasn't it what you wanted? Getting back?"
"Yes!" the brunette answered immediately, but then hesitated. "No. Maybe. I don't know, okay?" She gave a deep breath. "…Does it even matter?" she asked quietly.
"Doesn't having to skulk around like this bother you? Moving around so much? Sleeping in alleys and renting rooms from people who won't ask questions? Getting meals in places like Erkis' bar? Wouldn't it be better if we didn't have to hide and could be recognized for what you're doing? Could live off it?"
"How many people have we saved, Kali? How many muggings? How many assaults?" Weaver asked, sounding tired.
They both knew it was a rhetorical question.
"I don't care about recognition. Or money. Or comfort," she said, and looked back at her Ghost. "If I hadn't helped those people, what would have happened? Nobody else tried to help them. Even when there were other people right there. …Fucking bystander effect," she muttered heatedly.
It seemed like another piece of Weaver's first life was showing itself.
Kali groaned to herself, floating down to rest on Weaver's hands, which were crossed over her chestplate.
"This… vigilantism isn't sustainable, Weaver. We can't do this forever. We've gotten lucky so far, but sooner or later someone is going to start asking questions," she said softly. "I'm with you no matter what you choose, but…"
But some choices just didn't work in the long run.
"I know," Weaver whispered, extracting the hand on the bottom to bring up and rest on Kali's shell.
"…I know."
It turned out it was sooner, rather than later, that their luck ran out.
"Halt!"
Weaver froze mid-step in the darkness of the alley, turning around slowly.
An Awoken woman stood in the mouth of the alley, dressed in a skintight black outfit with purple sash and a black helmet and visor that almost completely covered her face. A blue pistol was held in front of her with both hands, pointed right at Weaver's center of mass. "Raise your hands above your head."
'Kali?'
'She's one of the Queen's Guard.'
'Actual law enforcement then. Shit.'
'What do you want to do?'
'Well, I'm not going to resist, if that's what you're asking.'
Weaver was already doing as the woman had ordered. The Guard moved forward two steps, gun still trained on her. "Lace your fingers together and put your hands on your head."
Kali's partner complied, putting her hands on top of her hood. The officer's left hand came off her gun and lifted to push something on the side of her helmet.
"It's her." She paused. "Acknowledged."
She turned her attention to Weaver. "If I ask you to come with me, will you resist?"
"No," the young woman responded.
"…Will you please remove your hood?" the Guard said.
Weaver hesitated for a moment, the Guard's right hand tightening on the grip of her pistol before Kali's partner reached forward and drew her hood away.
The Guard took a half-step back. "Human…?"
The fact Weaver's eyes were still glowing probably threw her off even more.
For a minute neither of them moved, the darkness and quiet of the alley seeming to become oppressive.
"Can you please lower the gun?" Weaver asked, breaking the silence.
The Guard jolted, as though she hadn't even been aware she was still pointing it at Weaver, before hurriedly holstering the pistol. "Ah. Maybe you should keep the hood up for now."
Weaver just nodded, replacing her hood.
"Follow me," the Guard said stiffly, turning around and beginning to walk towards the entrance of the alley.
Weaver trailed after her obediently. "Where are we going?"
At the mouth the Guard paused, glancing at Weaver before looking forward again.
"The Queen."
They did not go directly to the Queen.
First there was a airship to take them to the palace's city half-way across Vesta, the first small transport Weaver and Kali had been in together since Weaver's resurrection.
Then there was processing, waiting, getting screened, and more waiting.
Apparently, the Queen was a busy woman and didn't have much free room in her schedule.
They were forced to wait for three hours in a bare room barely five meters square, though it was significantly higher quality construction than what they were used to in the Eliksni ghettos and poorer areas of Serenna.
And then—only then, when it was just becoming Vesta's equivalent of 'evening'—were they finally escorted under armed guard to the throne room.
The room was large, a hall more than a chamber. Purple banners with the same crown emblem the Guards had hung from the walls, with pillars carved from glazed white rock that had black and light purple veins running through it and the floor made from the same. Starbursts of indigo-blue were embedded in the stone, pockets of amethyst that had somehow been (un)naturally formed inside the rock.
The moment Weaver laid eyes on the Awoken woman seated on the large chair—throne—at the top of the tiered stone platform, she knew the Queen was not to be trifled with.
Just looking at her made her spine straighten.
Once they were within ten feet of the platform the Guards that had escorted Weaver stopped, turning and moving away to stand at the edge of the room at the walls.
The Queen and Weaver stared at each other, analyzing, measuring.
Her hair was white, not platinum, or light blond, but the color of snow, of ash. Her eyes were like flecks of glowing glacial blue ice, as cold and hard as what they resembled.
"Human."
In comparison, the pale violet undertone of her skin was unremarkable with how accustomed Weaver had become after three months of being among the Awoken.
Weaver stayed silent, the Queen's eyes locked with her own, darting between the Risen woman's own glowing irises.
At this point Kali was pretty sure she was just keeping it up to unnerve everyone else. People did not expect humans to have glowing eyes.
"And a Lightbearer. Tell me why we shouldn't have you struck down now for invading our realm, much less your crimes against our citizens."
"I didn't have a choice," Weaver said stubbornly. "And if helping others is a crime it'd certainly explain why no one else did."
The Queen's expression didn't change, but it felt like the air between them froze. "We can protect our own. We do not need assistance from one such as you."
"I didn't do it for you," Weaver retorted. "I did it for them."
The Queen remained impassive. "You presume much. This is not your City. You do not belong here, Lightspawn."
"I don't 'belong' anywhere. Much less some City I've never even been to on a planet I can't even remember," Kali's partner returned hotly. "They already have enough people, from what I've been told. Why shouldn't I be where I can actually make a difference and not just be another body?"
"We do not need you," the Queen restated, but her voice was less harsh than before.
Kali floated out of where she'd been resting in Weaver's cloak, unable to stay quiet any longer. "There's a crashed Cabal ship that was intended for Serenna that says otherwise. How many did we save by bringing it down where we did? Tens of thousands? Hundreds of thousands? Did you ever wonder why so many of the crew were dead before you got there? You may not need us, but we still helped save you."
The Queen fell silent, staring at them. She took a slow breath, then stood, descending the steps until she stood less than two feet from Weaver and Kali. Her eyes never broke from Weaver's. "You…"
Her mouth pursed. "You are something quite different, aren't you?"
'I think I should take that as a compliment,' Weaver sent to Kali. 'But I'm not entirely sure.'
The Queen extended a hand, and Weaver had to fight to stay exactly where she was. Two fingers came up to touch her forehead, and then trailed across to her temple. The Queen's ice-blue eyes flared slightly, their glow strengthening. "So much, for nothing. So close, but not enough."
The glow subsided, and her hand dropped away. The Queen took a step back, still looking up at Weaver.
For a moment, neither moved. And then the Queen spoke. "We have decided."
Kali shifted nervously, her shell twitching.
"We give you a choice. Take a ship, go to your Last City. Become what you were intended, one among many."
"Or…?" Kali prompted when it didn't seem like she'd continue.
The Queen's eyes never wavered from their laser-like focus on Weaver's. "Join our Guard. Prove yourself to be what you say. Live up to your ideals.
"Become something more."