Chapter Ninety
It is by accepting one's own fault, and shouldering responsibilities, that one grows as a person. Those who run away, or shy from their duties-they will never achieve anything of worth. If such duty requires to stand in front of a father whose daughter you kidnapped, and hid from him, then so be it.
"You hid my daughter from me," the Duke D'Orleans spoke crisply, without heat in his voice, but without any form of peaceful intentions either. A spell to remove illusions had been cast, and yet when Josette had remained her blue-haired self and with her traits as they were, Marie D'Orleans had rushed with tears and screams of delight to hug her long lost daughter, clutching her tightly as if afraid she'd go away if she dropped the hold.
"You renounced her in the first place," I replied firmly, locking eyes with the man. "You left her in the monastery of Saint Margarita-when I found out, I recovered her to give her the life she should have had."
"And when I came begging my brother to look for her-you already had her by then, did you not?" Charles asked, his lips thin in displeasure. "Yet, you still went looking for her. How much did my brother laugh at my misery? How much did he truly enjoy seeing me beg for his help? I loved my brother, and he-"
"Strange way of showing your love to him, causing troubles with retainers and buying off loyal subjects," I answered dryly, snorting and raising a hand in dismissal. "Don't claim innocence, Duke. It might work with the court, and it might work with your family, but you aren't perfect-and I know it intrinsically well." I narrowed my eyes. "Also, your brother did not know until much, much later. He found out when I brought back the corpse, to be honest."
"What reason was there for such a thing?!" the Duke snarled, "If you had given her back before-then I wouldn't have been fit as future king, wouldn't that be for the best?"
"The crown would have gone to Joseph regardless of her presence or not," I said honestly, "the only reason I didn't give her back earlier was because she wouldn't have been happy having to live risking her life. After all, if she were to die, then the chances of you inheriting the thrones would have gone back up right away, wouldn't they?"
"You..." Charles hissed, "Are you implying I would have my own daughter...killed?"
"I am not implying," I answered honestly. "The problem of people with pretty faces and warm smiles is that when they're lying, you can't be sure of it until you read their minds. Unfortunately, that's not something possible, so...did I dare take the risk with someone like you? In the end, I chose not to risk Josette's life."
Charles laughed at that, "You chose not to? You did it for her? Is that your excuse? The noble excuse you are going to use? Why not say it's all my brother's fault? He'd be petty enough to think this sort of thing, and don't think I haven't seen the ring at Isabella's finger-"
"The King is innocent," I snapped curtly. "It was my idea, my plan and myself who brought it all to completion. If you want to blame someone-then blame me. Joseph might have wished to take the blame in my stead, but I am the sole man responsible and guilty of it."
The Duke D'Orleans nodded firmly, "This calls for a duel," he said then, grasping one of his gloves and gingerly removing it. He then let it fall on the ground, bringing out his swordwand, eyes narrow. "I will need no second, nor nominate a champion."
"Neither will-" I replied calmly, only to be interrupted.
"Uncle! Henry!" Isabella's sharp voice was mixed with the utter paleness of her face, "What are you two thinking?!"
"Charles-please, we have our daughter back, our Josette," Marie D'Orleans pleaded as she held tightly to her chest Josette, "Don't spill blood on this day."
"Please don't!" Josette pleaded earnestly too, "Please-father...please."
Charles took a small breath, and for a brief instant, I thought it would work. I really thought it would work. "No," he said in the end, crushing my hopes that this would end without bloodshed.
I swallowed, and then nodded. "Very well," I said. "Then-the shores of the Ragdorian lake," I added.
"I will not stop until satisfied," Charles said firmly, glaring at me.
"May the gods be with me then," I answered in turn, and turned to walk away from him, and his family. We would meet by the shores of the lake, and there...there we would face each other. To the death, perhaps not. Till one of us could no longer fight, perhaps yes. To first blood? I doubted he'd stop at first blood.
Raven flew right down by my side, his breathing short, his eyes wide as he shared my inwards fears, but externalized them too. "Henry!" he cawed, his voice practically joined with that of Isabella, who drew near with her hands clasped together.
"Please think this through! It's not too late-a public apology, a written apology, an oath by the Founder-anything! Uncle looked mad-he is mad-he's going to kill you!" she babbled, but I simply shook my head and rubbed her hair once, much to her visible anger as she swatted my hand away.
"He'll hurt me really, really bad," I acquiesced. "But once he's satisfied..." I smiled, "Everything will be fine once more."
Isabella remained red with anger all the same. "You-" she hissed, "You stupid imbecile!" she yelled next, "It's like you don't care about me, or my opinion! I'm your wife-I'm your crown-princess! Henry-I command you-"
In answer, I knelt to be on a lower level than her, "You can most certainly command me to do so," I acquiesced, "And you can most certainly force me to do so," I added, "You can order me, and you can force me-but...ask yourself this," I remarked as Isabella took time to breathe, "after you've done that, after you've forced me like that-can you be sure I'll forgive you for such a thing?" I said gently. "I care about you, Isabella. And I care about your opinion. However...do you care about my opinion? Do you care about me?" I asked her, "Sometimes, we have to let the people we love do stupid things, because it's what they desperately want to do."
"You're throwing yourself in the fire head first!" Isabella wrung her hands, grasping hold of my cheeks with a firm tenacity and ferociousness the likes of which I had felt only by Eleonore's hands, "Don't you dare think I don't care about you, my Henry! But this-this is a madness bordering on the suicidal! You won't win! You have no chances at winning! No chances at all!"
"You don't know that," I managed to answer even as my cheeks began to burn from the pulling and squeezing and pinching they were subjected to. "You'll have to trust me."
Isabella's hands pulled my face towards her, and as she firmly planted a kiss on my lips, she let go a second later. "You better come back," she hissed. "You better."
I smiled, "You are the queen of my heart. Every one of your words...is my command. Also," I said as I stood back up, "I'm backed up by my trustworthy familiar. He's had my back for a long time now...he won't disappoint me."
"I won't!" Raven cawed with a nod, "Valhalla awaits...but it can keep waiting for us!" he added, gingerly rubbing his giant head against the sides of mine.
This made me chuckle, even as I grabbed hold of the soft feathers and inwardly prayed to the gods for a miracle to happen.
I was so screwed.
I was so screwed...it wasn't even funny how much I was screwed.