The other music choice for this update is this Signum Malum. Try reading through with both and see which you like better.
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[x] Berserk
Day ???
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Combat: Round 3
A sick giggling echoes through the stone corridor. The shrill sound of euphoria and panic mixing, deranged, along the walls. The crumpled and broken heap that is Lo-Ruhamah begins to shake with laughter as she slowly, ever so slowly, rises from the ground. Like a puppet slowly being lifted to stand, her broken arm hanging loosely from her side. Her eyes are wide as her smile, they hold the cruelest joy within them. An angry red scratch reaches from her ear to her nose, the slightest glimmer of blood leaking out.
"Oh, you little b-bitch." She chuckles, falling forward a step. "You little
stain, did you think someone as filthy, as
weak as you stood a chance against a true Maiden? You might play at being one of us, but we all know the truth. Naomi, Miriam, even Father, we all know what you really are." She takes another shaky step, jerky and unnatural. "You're a monster in human skin. Just an amalgamation of unrestrained desire and destruction. The moment you feel power, the moment you have a chance to let go, you can't help but be consumed. That's why we have to save you."
Her two lackeys slowly rise, shaken. The one with auburn hair pulls against the tendrils of darkness, snapping them with a sickening squelch. The stubs slither back into the darkness, and the Creature in the void looks on with interest.
"We have to burn the Taint out of you. We have to stop it from getting any worse, from spreading any further than it already has." The ravenette is right behind the comatose Anna. The blue-haired woman's eyes are wide with fear. She can see, she can hear, and she is helpless to do anything. "You may hate us now, you may think me cruel for what I do," she smiles. "In a way I am. I never knew the beauty of pain until you came along. I guess your filthy Taint has affected me in some way. But I'm not hurting you just for pleasure. I want to heal you. If you are to truly be a Maiden, you must be pure. I will burn the Taint out of you if that's what it requires."
Anna looks at you, horrified.
She can't be serious. But no, her working hand slowly caresses against Anna's ghostly cheeks. "I hurt you because I care, Anna." She whispers seductively into her ear. "Remember that."
Her hand strokes back towards her sapphire hair, before she yanks it back. The battered and bruised girl has her head ripped backward, and she looks into her captor's eyes. You have no idea what she sees, but her frozen body begins to shake.
You stand there, useless. The voice that once called you to fight and protect is silent. Your heart feels like ice as you watch the girl whose mind you shared be treated like… like… like a
toy. Something in you screams to move, to stop this from happening to her. Something chivalrous and heroic and romantic.
What if I just left her here?
Your feet, already shaking with dread, suddenly still. Was that...? Did you think that?
I don't really know her, the thought continues,
and all three of them are busy with her. If I left right now, they wouldn't even notice. I could escape. It's not wrong to retreat when I'm going to lose. It's three against one, and I have some eldritch monster in me. There's no chance I'll win.
That isn't true at all. They're unsuspecting, the leader's injured, and the other two are still recovering, if you jumped in now you still have a chance!
A chance for what? The traitorous thought argues.
I jump in there, I can maybe take one out before the other two get me with that lethal spell. And I have no idea what Magic they're capable of. I should leave before this gets any worse.
You… no. You can't. You shouldn't. You can't leave her behind, you can't. Not when she needs you. You… you can't.
This isn't about her, is it?
You can't leave her behind. You can't.
She left me behind, right? She doesn't have regrets, her life is fine without me. And I turned out okay, I guess. Anna can take it. She'll be fine. She'll understand, just like I understand her choice.
You can't. You don't. You don't understand. You can't leave her behind. That's why you need to get home. That's why you need to help Anna. You can't leave her behind. You can't.
E V E N I F Y O U D I E ?
You can't. You won't. Even then. You can't let that happen to anyone. You can't leave them behind. Even if it only hurts you. Even if it kills you.
You can't.
W H A T A B O U T Y O U R S O U L ?
The darkness shifts. You feel it gaze at you with something… wrong. Something… angry.
H eiS M iNe, T Ain T. Be G O nE.
W O U L D Y O U C U R S E Y O U R O W N S O U L F O R S U C H P O W E R ?
You can't leave her behind. You can't. You'd give up anything, even your soul. You'd damn yourself to Hell before then.
F oo L! d O nO t-
T H E N Y O U R D E S I R E S H A L L B E F U L F I L L E D
Your Seal begins to burn. No, it does not burn, it is ablaze. What was once a perpetual brand actively spits flame. Beneath its surface, the Angelic Creature writhes. It does not try to escape the flame but seeks it out. Every point where the fire bursts it seeks, attempting to plug the breach. For a moment, it seems like it might succeed...
Berserk (1d100): 45
[SUCCESS]
And then you break. The Angel screams an otherworldly cry, withdrawing deeper into your body. Your Seal shatters upon your skin, like a thousand blisters breaking apart. From them pours a viscous white liquid, pooling to the floor. As it drains you feel… fuzzy. Your mind dulls as the pain is slowly replaced by a dull roar. Like a lion calling for its mate.
That roar builds. It's
irritating. It echoes in your skull and resounds until it
hurts. It builds until you can feel the pressure peak, a hammer constantly crashing against the bounds of your mind. Make it stop, make it
stop, make it stop!
Your throat aches, you taste blood in your mouth. Are you screaming? You open your eyes. It hurts. The world hurts to look at. It's angry and red and it
roars at you. You hate it,
hate how it mocks you.
"What the hell is that?" A shrill voice calls from amidst the screams. You look up to see them, three horrific creatures covered in eyes and scales. Every eye sits in a mouth, opening and closing every so often. Sometimes the mouths swallow and the eye disappears, only to reappear after it blinks. They are vaguely human in shape, with two lower and upper appendages, but their sickly torsos stand upon stilts, and a great mass of tentacles sits where the wrist should be. One of them, the tallest, has its tendrils coming from her elbow.
Between the three of them is a little girl with blue hair and a green dress, staring at you with wonder and horror. When you look at her, the screaming dulls. You know she is like you. She is the cure to your hate.
The tallest monster moves to stand between you and her, bringing back that
damning roar. "B-begone, Demon!" It shouts from every mouth. "You are not w-welcome in this H-Holy P-Place!"
"Where did that guy go?" Another asks, one with reddish scales. "He was right there!"
"Do you think that thing killed him?" The third asks, afraid.
The first shakes its onyx body. "T-Taints are monsters made from desire. Th-the man was with Anna, remember? It was almost like they were in sync. And when we tried to remove her Taint…"
"You mean he's…!"
You scream. You can't stand all this
noise. You have to stop it, you have to end it. The mouths, they're screaming. This is their fault. You have to silence them. You have to destroy them.
"He's agitated!"
"Lo-Ru, I'm scared!"
"It'll be okay, Deb, I won't let some ugly stain lay a finger on-"
You dash towards the one closest to you, the smallest of the three. It screams, every eye-mouth wide with terror. You hate that sound, the grating of iron and carbon. You can't stand it. You just want the world to shut up, just shut up shut up shut up
shut up shut the fuck up!
Grab (1d100): 74
[SUCCESS]
You grab the monster by the throat, silencing one of the many voices screaming across its body. It's not enough, it keeps screaming. You can feel it, even if you can't hear the voice with your ears it's still in your head and it burns your skull with a fiery echo. You can't just stop them you have to
stop them so you use your other hand to grab the other part of her throat and you
pull.
Pull (1d100): 51
[SUCCESS]
There is a sickening squelch as the voices which once screamed constantly were suddenly silenced. Your fingers are wet and sticky when you let go of her neck, the two pieces dropping to the floor like heavy sacks. The oblong head of the monster slowly rolls from its body towards the foot of its ebony sibling. It bends down, slowly, and picks it up with one set of tentacles.
"Deborah?" It asks with an empty voice. It brings its other mass, much wilder, alongside it. "Deb?"
"Oh, god," The crimson monster screeches, bile and pus leaking from its many mouths and eyes. "What the
fuck? It just…. Oh, god, Debbie..."
"Pris, tell me I'm dreaming. Tell me this is all just a bad dream, that this is just a nightmare."
"I," It's tentacles writhe as you raise yourself from the monster's corpse. "Fuck, you
BASTARD!"
The crimson one dashes towards you, tendrils pointed like a thousand needles at your heart. Its screams are angry, hideous,
infuriating. You hate it, you hate
it.
Stop Her (1d100): 84
[SUCCESS]
You duck, it missteps. You swing, it's dead. Just like that. You pull your arm out of its chest and it collapses to the floor. Bile pools around the corpse. You feel wet and sticky.
The onyx creature collapses to the floor, like a puppet cut loose from her strings. She limply clutches onto the oblong shape between her arms "Deborah, Deborah, Deborah," she chants as she continues to scream from all her mouths.
Those aren't screams, they're tears.
You step towards her and the screams stop. The world, your head, it goes deathly silent. The silence echoes in your head, hurting just as much as the noise.
"I'm sorry." The monster pleads, speaking only from one mouth. "I swear, I'll change." Her voice cracks. "I-I'll be a good girl. I won't hurt people anymore, I won't call anyone bad names, I'll be nice to Anna, I'll be the perfect Maiden, I'll do anything you want, just…" You can hear, in your head, the sobbing that her mouth holds back. "...just please, stop this." She curls downwards, into herself. "Please, stop."
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Asmodeus, the True Face of the Tainted
[x] Berserk
-[] Feast
-[] Kill
[] Stop Berserking Y O U C A N N O T S T O P D E S I R E
Anna, the Last Hope for the Soul
[] Break down
[] Pray
[] Reason
[] Fight
[] Wait