Chapter 9:
Indestructible was a bundle of cold, righteous anger, as she walked through Yokosuka. Beside her, a worried Fubuki, casting glances between the battleship and her younger half-sister. Akatsuki, for her part, was in the front of the little formation. The tiny destroyer was ducking between other kanmusu and human soldiers alike, as she lead the group. Lead them to where Commander Goto supposedly waited, telling people that
Kongou was back. That fact was the source of Indestructible's anger. Understandable anger, considering her situation and feelings on the matter.
The British girl had forgiven her sisters for calling her by that name. Forgiven Akatsuki. For in both cases, it was a mistake born of ignorance.
This...this was not the same. Deliberately calling her 'Kongou' and spreading that around? Either Goto was a nationalist who could not accept that she was British, or the man was
blindingly stupid. Indestructible wasn't sure which was worse, or if it really mattered. He could take his reason, and shove it...
Calm down. Anger will do no good here.
Forcing a breath down, the British battleship continued to follow behind the young destroyer. It would do her no favors to go into this situation with her anger controlling her actions. The last time she had let her anger rule her, was Jutland. And while she had
almost succeeded in sinking SMS
Seydlitz to to that, she did not fondly remember the occasion. Indestructible had blanked out in her anger, and she did not want the same to happen here. She...it was selfish, she knew that. But Indestructible valued her friendship with Fubuki far too much to let her see
that side of her.
"Indestructible-san?"
Speaking of which, the girl in question sent a worried look up at her. Indestructible just smiled weakly in return.
"I'm fine, Fubuki."
"No you aren't...you remind me of Murakumo."
"...who?"
Fubuki smiled softly, "My sister. She's got a temper worse than anyone I know. The way you look right now...it reminds me of her. You aren't going to...?"
"Hurt anyone? Of course not." Indestructible sighed heavily. "That said, I
will ensure that
Commander Goto knows his place. I will
not have anyone treating me like I am Japan's property. Bloody hell...I..."
Clenching her fist in her skirt, the British girl shook her head.
"Sorry. This is just...rather personal for me."
"I know." Fubuki placed a hand on Indestructible's arm, as they entered a building behind Akatsuki.
Sending her a small smile, Indestructible squared her shoulders and scanned the room. There were three girls Akatsuki's age in one corner, though only two looked like sisters. Both had short hair- well, one had her hair tied up -of similar shades. The other girl had hair of the same style as Akatsuki and wore the same cap, but her hair was snow-white. Next to them was a taller and...remarkably well
stacked...light cruiser. That must have been Tenryuu, then. Which meant...
There.
Standing at the other end of the room, was a familiar face. Commander Goto, deep in conversation with a kanmusu. A girl wearing a white shirt, some form of armored chest piece, and a blue skirt. From that, Indestructible would not have recognized her. But she
did recognize her silhouette. Kaga, second large carrier in the Imperial Japanese Navy.
"Goto."
Indestructible did not yell. She did not rage. However, her voice was colder than the fog of her home in Britain. The Japanese man looked up, his face expressionless. Kaga did as well, though her stoic features did shift ever so slightly before she moved aside.
"Kongou." The Commander nodded back.
"That is not my name, as you are well aware."
"So you say."
The other girls had moved aside by now, leaving Indestructible and Goto alone. Alone to stare each other down, brown eyes into black eyes. Neither made a move, nor said anything. It came down to who blinked first...and that was the Commander, Indestructible fully capable of keeping this up for as long as she needed to.
"Why are you here, Kongou?" The Japanese man finally asked.
Eyes narrowing, Indestructible glared at Goto, "
That is why. You are more than aware my name is Indestructible. Admiral Takeda corrected you on that the moment I was summoned."
"Ah, that. So he did." Goto's voice remained annoyingly impassive. "Nonetheless, your name was Kongou. You only hold that
British name, as a fluke."
"A..." Indestructible felt her temper rising, her face heating up in anger. "A fluke?"
"Precisely. We should never have sold you, that I admit." The Commander continued. "However, that does not change the fact you are
Japanese. Look in a mirror, and deny that point."
Even Fubuki gasped at that statement, moving towards Indestructible. For her part, the British girl took a deep breath, and waved her friend down. Brown eyes hardened, as she turned her strongest glare on the Japanese Commander.
"Funny. I was not aware that merely looking like someone made me the same." Indestructible's voice was cold enough to freeze Antarctica. "Were that the case, would that mean that Hiei is Scottish? You have seen her skirt, I would assume."
Goto frowned, "Of course not. Her skirt is not..."
"Not the same? Oh, but if my features make me Japanese, then Hiei's skirt should make her Scottish. After all, outward appearance is apparently enough to judge someone." Despite her words, there was no mocking tone in Indestructible's voice. Instead, she merely raised an eyebrow at Goto. "More appropriately, I
dare you to tell a Japanese-American they are not American. I doubt you would do that, yet you
dare to say I am not British, merely because of how I
look?"
"You are a Japanese de..."
Indestructible raised an eyebrow, "And George Owens-Thurston is Japanese too. Is
everyone Japanese?"
Honestly, the British girl didn't even know what to
think about what Goto was saying now. She didn't know if the man was that blind, or what it was. Yes, she had Japanese features. Indestructible still felt awkward about
how Japanese she looked, and how to reconcile that with her British heritage. But it did not do a
thing to change the fact she was British at heart. Goto, seemed unable to understand that. Was he blinded by what she may have been? Focused too much on the hope that she would prefer to be Kongou, than Indestructible? Or just a bigot who thought she should serve her 'homeland' first and foremost?
She didn't know the answer to that question.
And honestly, she didn't
care. Indestructible could care less what Goto's motives or thoughts were. If the man would continue to insist she was Kongou despite everything to the contrary, he didn't deserve her care. He deserved nothing from her. Indestructible would merely ignore Goto, and let him do whatever he pleased. Admiral Takeda was on her side, and that was more than enough. If need be, she would have the Admiral tell the kanmusu who she
really was. See Goto deal with
that! Bloody wanker.
"I honestly don't care why you think I
want that name." Indestructible continued. "I gave up on that name, when Japan
tossed me aside. You have no loyalty from me. The only loyalty I have to this nation, is to my sisters and new friends. You? You have
nothing. Continue to refer to me by
that name instead of my proper name, Indestructible, and you will make me an enemy. You do not want me as an enemy, as that would mean you are also the enemy of my sisters."
A small smirk crossed the British girl's lips.
"
All my sisters."
And considering that every battlecruiser in the Royal Navy newer than her was like a younger sister to her? Goto did
not know what he was walking into. If the man realize that or not, was hard to say. All the Commander did was pull his cap down, shaking his head.
"I see you are going to be difficult about this. Very well,
Kongou."
Nothing more was said, as Goto left the room. Silence followed him, until
Tenryuu of all girls broke down laughing.
"Damn, that was somethin." The eyepatch-wearing cruiser turned to Indestructible with a fierce smirk on her face. "I like ya, Indestructible. Stop by the barracks some time, I owe ya a drink for that one."
Smirk not leaving her face, Tenryuu corralled her charges and left the room herself. That left Indestructible alone with Fubuki, and the silent Kaga. The former looked like she wanted to say something, but Indestructible held up her hand. Her attention was on Kaga, and the same could be said for the aircraft carrier. Both warships stared the other down, equally brown eyes observing the other. Neither broke the silence, despite an increasingly uncomfortable Fubuki looking like she wanted to tug Indestructible from the room.
The silence would continue, until one of them made a move. And Indestructible was unsure which of them it should be. Both of these girls had good reason to talk to the other. The same reason, in point of fact. Tosa. Indestructible had come back in place of that incomplete battleship, for some reason. A reason she was still unsure of, to say the least. And Kaga...perhaps more than anyone, this girl had reason to question that. Tosa was
her sister. How could she possibly feel abou...
"Come with me."
Kaga finally spoke, her voice as emotionless as her expression. She nodded at a side room, sending a significant look at Fubuki.
Indestructible nodded, smiling at her worried friend, "Understood."
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A smile that went away, the moment she entered into the side room. Kaga stood by a table, face inscrutable. Brown eyes followed Indestructible, as the battleship took position by the door.
"I assume this is about my summoning?" Indestructible asked warily.
Kaga inclined her head, "Indeed."
"How much do you know?"
"Enough."
While the single word responses were a bit frustrating, Indestructible couldn't blame the carrier for them. She could only imagine how
she would react, were Tosa summoned in the place of Invincible. And the elder battlecruiser was not even, truly, her sister. How could Kaga feel? Seeing the girl summoned in place of her sister, right in front of her?
"I...apologize." The British battleship sighed softly. "I know it's not much, but I am sorry that..."
"Stop." Kaga's voice was the same, even as her face twisted ever so slightly. "Don't apologize, Indestructible-san. You are not at fault here."
That brought the British girl up short, "Pardon?"
"As I said." The carrier continued. "You are not at fault for the circumstances of your summoning, nor do I blame you."
Indestructible frowned, "But I came back in place of your sister."
"So you did. However..."
Still, there was no outward change in either voice or expression from Kaga. But Indestructible...she was nothing if not observant. Her sisterly instincts were in full force as well, as she looked into the brown eyes opposite her. There was pain in those eyes, even if Kaga refused to show or acknowledge it. How long had...had she been dealing with this pain? And had anyone else even noticed? It wasn't like it was with her. Indestructible had, when she returned to Britain, people she could go to. Invincible. Her sisters. Who did Kaga have? Houshou, perhaps. Or Akagi. But no...
No siblings.
I can't even imagine what it must feel like to not have sisters. How does Kaga deal with that?
"I learned to accept, long ago, that Tosa-neesan was not likely to come back." Kaga continued, voice changing tone ever so slightly.
"How can you be..." Indestructible began, only to be cut off once more.
"It is impossible to be certain. However, the odds are slim enough that I...do not hope for what is likely impossible."
Indestructible didn't know what to think about that, "How can you not hope that your only sister will return?"
"Because she was never completed, I am aware it is highly unlikely." Kaga finally sighed, very softly. So softly it was almost silent. "Indestructible-san, I did not ask you to follow me to pity me."
"Then why?" Indestructible replied. "Why did you bring me in here?"
Kaga's eyes narrowed, "To ask why you are so loyal to Britain."
Understandably, Indestructible's equally brown eyes narrowed as well, "Bloody hell...don't tell me you're like Goto."
"Not at all, and you will find few of us
are." The other girl replied. "However, this has nothing to do with Admiral Goto. This is my own curiosity. I am a loyal carrier of the Japanese Navy, and the Japanese people. I will fight for my nation, bleed for my nation, and if need be...die for my nation. That is what all kanmusu should strive towards."
The carrier gestured at Indestructible's uniform.
"I am merely curious, what Britain has done to earn
your loyalty."
That was an easy, and yet difficult, question to answer. Indestructible knew that she was loyal to her adoptive home, to the death. What Kaga had said for Japan, could be reversed and said for Britain by the battleship. But the answer wasn't that simple either was it? Indestructible doubted Kaga would accept such a simple answer at any rate. Especially after what she had told Goto. Not one of those words would be taken back, but the fact remained, it showed just
how loyal she was to her homeland. To her sisters, cousins, and leaders. Britain was...
It was home.
Hm. Perhaps, that is the only answer I need.
"Britain is my home." Indestructible turned to face Kaga better. "The only home I've ever known. I may not have been built for them, designed for them, or ever intended to serve in the Royal Navy. But where Japan threw me away, Britain saved me and gave me sisters. Despite the fact they didn't need to, they did. Is it any wonder I am so loyal to them?"
Kaga sighed almost imperceptibly again, "No, it is not. Perhaps, I understand that better than you imagine."
"Tosa..." Indestructible whispered.
The carrier smiled humorlessly, "Tosa-neesan. I lost her in the way you were nearly lost, Indestructible-san. I am glad to see you understand that...there are very few I feel who do. I would enjoy talking with you further."
Even as she said that, Kaga began to move to the door.
"For now, I am being deployed with Akagi-san. I am thankful for your time."
"Kaga. Wait." Indestructible moved to block the door.
"Yes?"
The battleship moved forward, pulling the shocked carrier into a hug. Kaga went stiff in Indestructible's grip, clearly unable to understand what was happening. For her part, Indestructible just...did as she always did. Perhaps it was Invincible's influence. Perhaps it was her own personality. But she
hated to see others in pain. If she could do something about it, she would. And somehow, she doubted Kaga had ever had anyone to help her like this. The girl was younger than Indestructible as well, however much she didn't show it.
"If you ever need someone to talk to, I will be here." Indestructible whispered. "So long as I am in Japan, at least. And while I am here...I will talk to Admiral Takeda. I still don't know how I was summoned instead of Tosa. But if it is in my power, I will do what I can to get you your sister. No one...no one should have to go through life without their sister."
And Indestructible would do anything and everything she could to help. She firmly believed in the importance of having a sister there to help you. And she would do what she could to make sure Kaga had her sister.