Hmmph... this junior is a good seed [Cultivation Management Quest]

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Hmmph... this junior is a good seed [Cultivation Management Quest] Original - Fantasy

Cerina and Amaranth: It's Soup All The Way Down Ah, the Simmering Soup Sect. A place of wonder, a place of cuisine, a place where the greatest chefs of the Clan, aspiring or otherwise, trekked to visit a fragment of the diabolical Soup Chef's Dao itself. ….Or so the guidebooks said...
 
Chang - Good Seed Background
Name: Chang

Gender: Male

Age: 72

Cultivation Year Equivalent: 276
(+109)

Background

Being chained by a woman? No way! Being a political tool for the sake of his family is something he's displeased with, but he can ultimately accept that. But the way he's being used is absolutely unacceptable! Being married off to some woman just to foster relations went below his bottom line.

Chang skedaddled on the night right before the marriage ceremony was supposed to be conducted. Oh his parents knew how rebellious he was to this act and his siblings stationed guards to prevent him from running, but they forgot that he's all buddy-buddy with those guards and they also owe him some stuff.

He sends his condolences every time he can hear their paddlings from afar, but he allowed them to drink on the job multiple times. It was a worthy exchange. He left the country and traveled far away to deserted lands, eventually reaching the territory of the Golden Devils. He might've been born with a silver spoon, but he's not so foolish as to provoke people with his above average status.

He couldn't go on dangerous roads because his cultivation was at the very bottom and he might've been too lazy to improve it, but he could at least explore the safer areas and cities. He didn't even have to disguise himself because of how far and fast he hauled ass. He's untrackable now.

Chang lives his life by a simple creed: women are for sex, food is to be eaten, and life is to be cherished. He might be a bit of an arrogant sort, but he likes to believe he's a good person. Lately though, his patience has been tried.

His favorite pipe was stolen, he got beaten up by some guys because he hit on their women, and somebody wrongfully blamed him for dining and dashing. Could anyone be more misfortunate than him?!

Well, it couldn't dampen his good mood considering how leisurely he's living his life.

...It's not enough though. The reason why he left the chains of his family is because being married to that lady would've given him too much protection and importance. That's no good at all.

Chang desires an exciting life and doesn't care if he dies early as long as he shines like a star. He wants fame no matter how dangerous it is. It's that desire which pushed him to kinda betray his family that he's now gaining the urge to seriously practice cultivation.

Hmmmmmmmm, let's see. If he were to gain power, then the best way to die fast and burn bright is to do some heroic stuff. There's a nice place called the Golden Devil Clan that's been doing some pretty sweet stuff from what he's heard.

So, the very noble, stylish, and badass Chang showed up on their doorstep and coolly prostrated himself and begged to be a part of them. Pride? Oh yeah, he has that, but it's pretty convenient to discard it when it makes stuff more difficult. Maybe they saw his genuine sincerity or something, but they gave him a shot.

High Concept: A high-class individual from a faraway country. He rudely ran away from his bride-to-be while keeping the painful punishments of his beloved guards in his heart and embarked on a worldly travel that was limited by his lack of personal strength.

Cool Thing: An annoying attachment on his soul that sends urges and impulses to live, survive, and not die above all else. The rampant pings incited a suicidal streak from a young age to rebel and overwhelm the urges. He might be a bit sick in the head.

Current Goal: An exciting life.

Current Status

Cultivation Stage: Qi Condensation (12 Heavenstage)
Impact: 2
Health: Healthy
Life Saving Treasures: 1
Healing Treasures: 0
Tribulation Boost: 1

Starting Turn 12


Omakes:

Chang 1 - Rivalry: Word Count: 5338. Collab w/ Qinglong Shu. Reward: Cultivation Boost. (Turn 12)
Chang 2 - Teaching A Junior: Word Count: 8138. Collab w/ Ninth Prince. Reward: Life Saving Treasure. (Turn 13)
Chang 3 - Going Ahead: Word Count: 4023. Collab w/ Qinglong Shu. Supplementary. (Turn 13)
Chang 4 - Addiction: Word Count: 3424. Supplementary. (Turn 13)
Chang 5 - Spurned Family: Word Count: 1815. Supplementary. (Turn 13)
Chang 6 - Hope Lies in Death: Word Count: 11216. Reward: Life Saving Treasure. (Turn 14)
Chang 7 - Cultivation Changes, Bonds Remain: Word Count: 9091. Collab w/ Qinglong Shu. Supplementary (Turn 14)
Chang 8 - Vignettes From the Bathmother - The Second Guest: Chang: Word Count 4740. Collab w/ Katha Theodoros (Swordomatic is giving me all the word count). Reward: Tribulation Boost. (Turn 15)
 
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Qinglong Shu 4 and Chang 1 Collab - Rivalry

Qinglong Shu 4 and Chang 1 - Rivalry


Despite how she acted, one needed to keep in mind that Qinglong Shu was not a people person. Many would call her out on that, pointing out how she acted around family and her clan's members, but there was a simple explanation for both. The former was family, people she grew up with, so it was easy to be at peace with them. The latter on the other hand? Well, she had a certain credo in that regard.

Fake it until you make it. Faking confidence, faking social skills, if one faked it enough, pretended enough and copied off others, it was basically the same thing, wasn't it? Naturally in practice, this was easier said than done. By using this as her go to social strategy with people she didn't know, she automatically created distance between her and others. Overly respectful, trying not to step on any toes. Conceal what she felt. Through that, her relationships in the clan were superficial at best. Especially with people of her 'generation'. Seniors were easy. One was supposed to be respectful and what not. Never going above one's station. But people of the same level? Well, that was where the politics started. It was no secret that Shu was an outsider. Not that outsiders to the Golden Devil Clan were rare, but they were definitely the minority. And as a minority, there were certain... biases against her. Biases that some tried to hide, some did that very well, but then there were others that didn't bother to hide it at all and made sure to remind Shu of her status as often as possible.

Thankfully at this point she developed thick enough skin, but with all those factors combined, Shu remembered Granny's words and lowered her head as she wandered around the training fields. The words that hurt her at the time and hurt her even more right now.

She, the former heir of the Qinglong Clan, the last hope of the Alliance... had no friends. It stung a lot, to admit it to herself in her head, but facts were facts. Initially she believed she'd be fine with this. That her family was more than enough. However, the more she grew in this Clan, the more responsibilities she received. The more responsibilities, the less time she got to spend at home. And with all that, her loneliness increased. It was bearable for now, but in the future? No, she definitely needed to break out of her shell before she went insane. Thus, she looked around, trying to find anyone, someone, to interact with. But every time she made eye contact with someone, she immediately looked away, her stomach churning at the thought of going any deeper. Then she spotted him, with his red hair, drinking booze as far as she could tell. Her eyes narrowed thoughtfully.

She remembered the guy. Chang, if she recalled correctly. He joined relatively recently compared to her. But the Golden Devil Clan considered a generation to be a set of twenty years, so he was technically her generation mate. She licked her lips. He was also an outsider. So by that logic, they should get along, shouldn't they? He seemed a bit intimidating, the way he openly showed his lack of care for the judgement he received. But then again, she was a bit jealous of that confidence. It seemed genuine unlike her. She exhaled and clapped her cheeks a few times. Alright, they had a common ground, so they could work together! Have a bit of sparring, learn more about each other and boom, comrades for life and goodbye solitude!

She walked up to him and met his eyes before she put her fist into her palm, smiling at him like an equal.

"Hello, fellow brother! Would you mind sharing some pointers with this one?"

Her smile wavered when he didn't respond at all. He raised an eyebrow at her and gave her a good look over. Then he stood up from his seat. Shu gulped. Huh, that guy was pretty tall, huh? Once more, he looked at her, as if considering something.

Then he let out a snort, eyes glinting with amusement as he cracked a smirk while he leaned his head back just a bit.

Shu felt her mind come to a grinding halt. She tilted her head ever so slightly, her smiling mouth twitching as she felt veins pulsing and pushing against her skin, her eyes open just a bit.

...Did that motherfucker just-

She barely caught the movement of his arm with the bottle in its hand. A flash of pain flared up in her face before everything went dark.

She didn't know how much time passed, but it felt like an instance. One moment she tried to talk with a fellow outsider, the next moment she gasped for air, shooting up from wherever she was lying.

"Wha-"

"Good day to you, Junior Sister."

Shu looked to the side and recognized the man. One of the healers. Which meant... she took the room in. The sick bay. She flinched and reached for her face. Not a hint of pain left. And yet she felt it.

"It's good that you have no injuries. It was a swift strike that knocked you out." He gave her a pointed look before focusing back on his herbs. "I recommend staying away from each other. Tensions between clan's members are frowned upon."

Nodding slowly, she pressed her lips together, just sitting in the bed for a while. Then, she silently rose from her bed. Shu heard the words. She heard them and promptly burned them into the depths of forgetfulness. She walked with purpose, with only one thought in her mind.

He. Punched. Her. In the fucking face. Without warning. With no reason at all. Not only that, he was openly looking down on her before clocking her face. Dismissed her as... whatever. Her steps hurried, her breathing growing more erratic as her eyes moved frantically, looking all over the place, searching, hunting.

She knew this was wrong. Wasn't proper. That she should be the bigger person and forgive him. Maybe he had a bad day. Maybe he was just that guy one should stay away from. A mature person would certainly center themselves and move on with their life. Unfortunately, Qinglong Shu was not mature. She was not rational. She was, in the words of Granny, a gremlin. Therefore. She growled, baring her teeth, her eyes changing once more due to her rage, changing without her knowledge.

Right now, she really just wanted to punch his stupid smug face in!

////

Joining the Golden Devils was a spontaneous action that was definitely warranted with how much chaos surrounded it. Chang wholeheartedly believed his action to be the correct one just because it was him taking it. Never mind all the stares and glares he gets, it's like those people weren't even there. All the flame-haired runaway needed to do was train his body and cultivate his qi in peace

If you asked Chang if he was having fun, he'd just respond with a non-answer at worst and a shrug at best. It's honestly better than still meandering about at home, slacking his life away and doing absolutely nothing.

Right now, he's putting in effort by his own hands and earning things by those same hands without having shit handed to him as easily as it was in the past. The feeling of hard work being rewarded was nearly enough to make the redhead feel alive, yet there's still something missing. It was during one of his introspections, searching for whatever he was missing to be complete, he was interrupted by a midget.

He was contently by his lonesome, sipping on some alcohol and swallowing bread when she talked about something pointless like 'exchanging pointers.'

He had no time for something like that, so he dealt with her in a timely manner. Hopefully she got the memo that he wasn't really interested in consorting with other people all that much. He'd do it if it was necessary, but what she did wasn't necessary.

Pointless, a waste of time, and most of all, a bore. At least it wasn't all bad. The positive of it was that it shook some things up a little for him. It was small, no more than a bump in the road, but it was at least something other than a monotonous pattern of training and cultivating.

Contemplating a little further, he realized that he needs to decide on his Dao for the future. Call it a weakness of the mind or a lack of resolve, but he's unable to pin down a truth to pursue with all of his being. Chang stared into an empty mug.

"Guess it's time to head back," he muttered. He's done with his meal. All that's left is to cultivate some more and get stronger so he could chase after a starry death as soon as possible. Stretching his arms, he walked off while ignoring every presence around him.

All he needed to focus on was himself. There was the sound of somebody running around, but that was of no concern to him.

At that instant, an impact shook his head and nearly made him fall over. He recognized immediately that he was attacked and swiftly turned around while feeling dazed from the attack. He wasn't drunk enough to be off-kilter, so that surprise strike did more than expected.

He locked eyes with the person who hit him out of nowhere like that, looking down on her with annoyance.

"You little—"

"Hey, shithead!"

Chang stopped in place, taking in the fired up broad. He narrowed his eyes and tried to recall who this person was. She was obviously in the same generation as him, but did he piss one of them off? Actually…

"Oh, you were the shorty who crumpled in a single hit. What's up?" That garnered an eye twitch. Chang just increased the amount of mock in his smirk.

"Round two, you bastard."

Huh? There wasn't even a round one.

Whatever. Chang doesn't have any time to mess around with a woman who offers nothing, so he'll get this over with as soon as possible. He settled into a casual stance while waiting for the chick to attack.

His confidence didn't slip in the slightest right up until the fight started.

The fight ended messily.

"Now we're even, fellow brother," she said, making sure to draw out the last two words. She spat to the side and walked off, the only mark of this fight on her was her sweat and heavy breathing. It was childish of her to feel like that, but right now, she couldn't help but grin in victory.

Chang was laid flat on his ass, forced to accept a loss to a little girl of all people. She was aggressively hyper and wouldn't let him counterattack at all. He was just overwhelmed.

He stared straight up at the sky. His face was particularly sore compared to the rest of his body because of the little cat targeting it religiously.

"I lost to her?" Chang's words were airy and careless, but there was a rising irritation in his body. He couldn't ignore the pestering sensation of insect bites in his soul just from suffering a bit of pain. A very irritating feeling that threatens to drive him to the cusp of madness because of how often it assaults him.

He's gotten good at ignoring it, but that doesn't mean he's content with feeling it.

Chang sat up and felt his face, wincing from the stinging pain. "Tch. I really lost to a brat like that, huh. What's her name again…?"

He clicked his tongue at not placing a name to that angry face.

He needs to get back at her. No way in hell is he gonna take a beatdown like this lying down. First, he needs to go to a healer and get his face fixed up. After that, he can go seek her out later and beat her down.

////

Looking back, Shu should've figured there was no way that was going to be the end of it. Once she got off her own high, there was just a weird taste in her mouth. Not ash. Just... not as sweet as it should have been. So a part of her was both enraged and happy that that asshole Chang actually came to her for a change to have round three. Maybe he didn't consider the first one a round at all, but a loss was a loss and Shu wasn't merciful enough to herself to see it as anything but one. However, what did surprise her however, was the fact that this guy made a formal request for actual sparring. Well, for a loose definition of formal. Basically just walked up to her, with a sneer, and provoked her by telling her it was a mere fluke that she won. A child's provocation. Naturally Shu accepted the match without hesitation.

"Figures I'd damage your male pride too much to leave it." She cracked her knuckles as they stood in front of each other in the arena. She leaned forward, right arm in front with a snarling smile. "Fine, I'll beat your ugly mug as often as I have to!"

This suited her just fine! The last fight didn't satisfy her! He had no chance to fight back! She just rushed him without leaving him a chance. It was proper payback for his sneak attack but it wasn't as filling as it should have been. But now? Now she got to show off all of her skills and leave no room for objections when she won this time!

"Let's get this over with, you brat." Chang was fully rested and fully prepared to put this brat in the ground. He recalled the way she fought, a style focusing on overwhelming and crushing with a hint of a changing flow to it, and settled into a different stance than before.

He slightly lowered his body and held open hands in front of his body. It conveyed the sentiment that he wasn't going to move first.

Only a few breaths worth of time passed before the midget rushed first, a reckless fist aiming straight at Chang's head. Things were seeming like a repeat of the last time right up until the man blocked it with his palm.

Before he could grip it to stop the more agile fighter in place, she pulled back the fist and struck at his liver with the other one only to find it repelled by Chang's other open palm.

The fight almost settled into a pattern of Chang adamantly blocking the swift strikes, standing tall like a mountain. It was naturally impossible to accurately block every single strike. Some punches got through.

However, the quality of the attacks could only be bolstered by quantity if they come from a frame as small as his opponent's. The redhead has both the weight and height advantage, thus his endurance and strength is naturally higher. Even ignoring the fact that he's hardier than the average person, Chang wouldn't go down unless he got overwhelmed again.

The multiple strikes were starting to take their toll though. It's because of that, he took a risk and suffered a furious punch to the gut while throwing out a desperate jab to his opponent's face.

It was then that Shu grinned widely. She knew this stalemate wouldn't last forever. Honestly, now that she was fighting him again, she realized how tough he was. Her knuckles actually ached from hitting that piece of meat over and over again. Still, now the tides changed at last, as he purposefully took her hit. The fist pressed against her face.

"Gotcha~!"

The aggressive Wood Qi that fueled her Fire gave place to the softness of water. She followed the flow of his strike and flung herself back with the force of his attack. At the same time, her right foot shot up. To Chang's credit, he leaned back fast enough that her toes barely touched the skin of his chin. Nevertheless, almost gracefully, Shu landed on her feet, licking her lips as she moved her arms as if they were the waves of the ocean. Then she motioned for him to come at her, her fists replaced with open palms.

"Wanna try again?"

Chang massaged his stomach, analyzing the sudden change in her movements. While his plan was to break the stalemate, she did it first by shaking up the monotony of her fighting style. At the same time, the pain dulled with the sensation of his vibrating soul overpowering it.

"Not enough," he muttered.

He tightly closed his open palms into fists. At first glance, it was like the girl was mimicking his initial stance, but a second glance disproves that handily. Her movements are far more practiced and loose.

Whatever. It's not like being defensive is what he's best at. He'll take the advantage on the next exchange.

Chang charged in first, furious punches flying with no regards for defense. Instead of blocking, she diverted. What she couldn't divert, she dodged around. She was too small and limber to land direct hits on and Chang's glancing blows were reduced to insect bites. Strangely enough, he smiled.

"Trash," he breathed out. Immediately after that, he shot out an aggressive kick at her swaying arms. He put all his strength into that, enough so that even if she tried to divert it, damage would pierce through. Dodging it would also prove to be difficult as well because he aimed straight at her center.

He was referring to himself as trash. Being played around like this by a girl who's weaker than him…what else can he call this but garbage?

She heard his words. She believed them to be directed at her. It only caused her eyes to glow even more with outrage. At this point, one could not miss the dragonic eyes that formed...or lizard eyes to some. How dare he talk so much hotshit after she pushed him back so much? However, she still admitted one thing. For as simple as he fought, simplicity had its place in combat. With that attack, she could no longer divert it. So in response, she exhaled...and soft Water turned into Hardened Earth and Metal. She spread her legs, lowered her center of gravity and clenched her muscles into a mighty boulder.

Blood still spilled out of her as she was pushed back, not as far as she would've had, but still more than she liked to. She almost barfed up all of her food, but she grit her teeth, forcing a smirk before rearing her head back.

"Who's trash, huh?!"

Then with the grace of a rampaging bull, she threw her forehead towards the bridge of his nose, intending to smash it like a boulder thrown. Gone was the fast paced aggression and both the smooth and hard defense. Now it was just raw, relatively slow, brute force trauma.

He didn't, couldn't, see the switching of stances coming once more. Pain rippled through his skull as the sound of something cracking reverberated in his ears. That truly hurt, but it still wasn't enough to put him down. Not yet.

He heard her words and just smirked through the pain, wiping the blood from his nostrils.

"Who do you think?" If she wants to play hard, then he can play hard and vicious. He refuses to fall into her changing pace. He looked at her eyes and tried to read her emotions all in order to determine his flow.

Ha. The headbutt should be enough to tell him what she's fighting like now. Clashing strength and hardness with strength and hardness will let him win, but it won't give him the win he wants. Plus, she can still keep switching.

The brat attacked first again.

Chang raised his elbow at the incoming knuckles, serving as both offense and defense. The pain hit not only him, but his opponent too. Since it reached all the way to the tip of his fingers, he couldn't use that arm for a second, but he still had a second arm, one which he used to launch a body blow at his smaller opponent. His qi and his soul roiled with each second this battle continued, only growing more and more chaotic.

The fight went on and on like that, with Shu repeatedly switching it up to put Chang on the backfoot. Once by sweeping his legs away and forcing him to the ground, trying to choke him. He broke out with his superior strength, but she was up first and literally kicked him while he was down. Once she bearhugged him and then pressed his head down to throw knee after knee before he punched her so hard her head flung back, releasing him. Over and over, they spilled blood. Spectators wouldn't be surprised if at some point one of them would just drop dead.

Despite everything however...their dislike for each other, their pain and exhaustion... No, not despite. It was like those things ceased to exist over the course of this fight. The two Good Seeds simply smiled like utter maniacs. Being pushed to the brink like this, the two idiots were filled with satisfaction and excitement. They were like two feral animals, finding joy in the thrill of the hunt. Yes, this was how it was supposed to go! To utterly crush each other with all their power and skill. In the depths of their souls, they both realized and acknowledged that defeating a struggling opponen, an opponent they beat with full strength, was the only victory that was a proper one!

In Shu's case, her soul screamed in delight. Ah, the pressure of combat, the situation of being forced to think faster and faster. So many moves she could do and she had to pick a single one per exchange. Ah, she was spoiled with choices, as her creativity went into overdrive. Which Qi to use, which element, which philosophy?! She wanted to learn more from this, from him, before wrecking his entire life! Unbeknownst to her, in her high, she didn't notice her shifting slowed down. Or rather, the 'gap' in between, that was created from her considering every move she could do in a given situation and then picking one, grew as exhaustion caught up to her. For that was her weakness at this stage. A powerful burst of inspiration and momentum. But just like a fire, just like a wave, just like the growth of a tree...it would eventually die out.

Chang did not miss those chances and the flow of the battle changed once more.

His exhaustion was piling up and no matter how much irritation piled up from the hits, his endurance was keeping him standing strong. His soul wouldn't allow him to lose again. No fucking way.

His eyes were working double time on observing her timing. The instant where her offense and defense drop from relying on the malleability of her multiple stances is the instant where Chang can deliver a clean strike. Those instants started out as too quick to take advantage of at the beginning of the battle becoming more and more noticeable as things dragged on. Eventually, as the sun and exhaustion took its toll on both fighters…

"Finally got you, you slippery shit."

Chang grabbed onto her wrist. She was probably switching from hard to soft, but that didn't matter. He instantly threw out a punch with his free hand, her arm trying its best to fend it off. It didn't matter.

She tried to switch as fast as she could. But as she moved her arms in a panic, eyes wide, his attack already landed, before turning everything black once more.

///

Laying down on a sturdy bed after a day's worth of hard work should've been enough to make Chang doze off like a bear. His mind, however, was too active for such a nice thing to happen. The subject of his active mind was of course the fight that took place earlier.

It felt like he was chewing on something particularly sour.

"I should've been able to beat her much earlier and with greater ease than that." It bothered him immensely. He did lose the first round between the two, but he wasn't really prepared for that. This second round should've been one-sided domination on his side, but it was closer than he preferred.

It was a messy, trashy fight. It screamed that he needed more experience and power, so something like that doesn't happen again.

Chang's lips became a thin line as he thought about his opponent. He never really put anyone in his eyes, but he had no choice but to acknowledge her. He may have won, but he had to work hard for it.

He sat up, energy and frustration rampaging through his body. He believed he needed to get stronger, so it's time for him to put his money where his mouth was and actually work on that.

He started cultivating. And he couldn't let things rest at that. He had to cultivate his mind as well. He was taking things too easy. He ran away from all the crap his family was throwing at him so he could make his own life, and this is what he had to show for it?

Yeah, he has to thank that midget. She knocked some stupidity out of him. He'll push himself further and harder, so much that his soul would scream and bring him even greater annoyance. To cultivate meant defying the heavens and his goal was to die like a great hero. Taking it easy and playing around…that mentality could go eat shit.

"What was her name again?" He shook his head moments later and put her out of his mind. Time to wear himself out until he fell unconscious.

///

Shu was the definition of grace and everyone who said otherwise was a filthy liar, even if they were family. She was just cultivating in a very focused manner, which required her to have buried her face in a pillow, only communicating in noises that might be mistaken with whines and sobbing.

"To believe you'd be so grumpy about losing... "

She let out a string of incoherent noises at her Granny's words. The old woman shared a look of amusement with the other two, literally married couple.

"Come again?" Big sis asked in a sweet tone, but Shu knew they were teasing her. The Qinglong sniffed and raised her head, cheeks and eyes red and puffy. It would be even more cute if it weren't for the bandages around her body. Actually, scratch that, to them, it was even cuter.

"'mnotgrumpy!"

"C'mon, it's a tie, isn't it?" Big bro said, ruffling her head. Shu harrumphed and slapped his arm away, crossing her arms.

"Nu-uh! Asshole's in the lead!"
"Wait, you count that first sucker punch?" Granny asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Qinglong Shu doesn't hide from the truth!" She shouted, throwing her arm up. Big sis nodded slowly, lips pressed together, her body shaking as she tried to hold back her laughter, something the rest of the family didn't bother to do.

"That would be commendable to say if you weren't snotting all over my nice clean floor."

"At least you have a friend now?"

Her neck moved so fast they were afraid it would have snapped. With a growl, she leaned forward, baring her teeth.

"Friend?! I'm going to skin the fucker alive and use it as a jacket for one of our cows once I'm in the lead, mark my words!"

"You shouldn't say that about a fellow clan's member," Big Sis chided her, but Shu wouldn't have any of that, looked away with a childish pout.

"I can say that about a cunt!"

Sure, he was good in a fight and that was fun by itself! Unfortunately it got all tainted by the guy himself! His personality was rotten! Rotten! After doing some more actual research beyond his location and skills, she found out he was a heartbreaker! A womanizer! Not to mention always spending money on booze! He was the definition of a sleazebag! No wonder he was a Golden Devil for no Righteous Clan or Sect would ever accept such a massive fuck up!

Honestly, it was her duty to put him in his place! It only served as a reminder of how hard she had to work to even the score. Already, in her head, she played through the scenarios, remembering the fight and dissecting it for mistakes.

///

"Sir, with all due respect, you have to put a stop to them."

The man known as 'The Undaunted' among his subordinates, for he never lost his cool in war and in peace, looked up with a blank expression, looking at one of his lieutenants. Who was currently breathing and heaving all over his nice clean and more importantly cool air space. With a sigh he focused back on his paperwork, signing away.

"And why is that, soldier?"

The background exploded in cheers, a common occurrence these days. The soldier gaped, looking back and forth between his boss and the outside. Then he stretched his arms out, frantically presenting outside as furious screams occured, as if two rabid beasts were on the loose.

"Uhm, your two problem children essentially try to kill each other on a daily basis?!"

"It's not daily," the Undaunted commented without a care, not looking up. The soldier had enough of that and slammed his hands down, the noise only second to the applause that followed after something that sounded suspiciously like biting human flesh.

"And you don't see a problem with that?!"

The leader sighed and finally looked up. Folding his hands, he raised an eyebrow.

"Listen. I've been at this job for a long time." He twirled his hand at the outside, as the cheers turned into two opposing chantings, each uttering the respective name of the ones they supported. "And those two? They aren't Golden Devils. Not like us. They weren't raised like us. They lack the discipline. They have different ideals and what not. Those ideals tend to clash."

"So you should deal with it!" His subordinate roared, pointing a finger accusingly at him. The Undaunted didn't miss a single beat.

"I am."

That shocked him into silence before he found his words after a small period of stammering.

"What?"

"They deal with it themselves. I don't believe in micromanaging and solving every issue at hand. Good Seeds are Good Seeds, but we shouldn't pamper them." He shrugged almost nonchalantly and began writing his paperwork again. "While they do pick a fight with each other daily, insult each other, degrade each other... during proper drills and missions, they work perfectly fine." He glanced up with a pointed look. "What I am saying is, I allow them to get it out of their systems in a safe environment that is our home instead of out there where every mistake could kill them and us."

"That is a risky approach," the soldier said slowly. Then for an instance he could've sworn he saw a dead look in his leader's eyes before it gave away to the usual bored expression.

"Well, we deal with the cards we have been handed, don't we?"

Before they could finish their talk properly however, another soldier rushed in in a panic. The Undaunted realized it was one of the newbies. Damn, they always panicked like that.

"Sir, they knocked each other out again!"

"I told you, unless they crippled each other, stop reporting it to me!" He barked back. It was like those people didn't realize they had healers just for this occasion!

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A collab with ObsidianNoir will be my first omake of the thread and it's clocked in at a nice 5338 words. It was pretty fun working together on a doc at the same time albeit a bit weird.

From this, all I want is just a cultivation boost.
 
Ninth Prince and Chang 2 - Teaching A Junior

Ninth Prince and Chang 2 - Teaching A Junior


Pride…

It was something Chang threw away so easily just to get on his knees and beg to join the Golden Devils. There was a chance they would've accepted him even without all that shameless kowtowing, but he needed to show his sincerity. When he was accepted, though he was a true outsider, he was relieved.

He ruminated in the midst of his practice, the sun forcing out his sweat and energy, which drove him to exhaustion. He wasn't alone, as there were other cultivators draining their energy to gain further strength in their path.

However, unlike those determined warriors who were single-mindedly pursuing strength, Chang was distracted in his pursuit. He's reached the Third Heavenstage, something he should be proud of. He's gained strength, fought and killed people for the first time, and he returned fine and healthy with a nice artifact.

Even still, he's dissatisfied for two critical reasons. The first was killing. Now, he clearly understood the rules of the wild: the strong survive and live while the weak are oppressed and die. He's even followed this rule without giving it a second thought. This is more of a guideline because of course something this arbitrary wouldn't be some mandated rule all across the world.

However, maybe Chang should've actually treated it like a guideline. His nature was that of inflexible stubbornness, refusing to be swayed by anyone except himself. Could that be the wrong path though?

His train of thought is escaping.

The redhead sat down and contemplated on the idea of taking a life. He managed to do it, but there was hesitation in his attacks. Because of that, he nearly suffered a wound that would've probably killed him had he not been swift enough to evade it.

Ultimately, he killed those caravanners and decided that his life was worth more than theirs.

And he's completely fine with that. Should he be feeling torn up about killing people? No, that wasn't the issue. The people who live in this harsh land are prepared for anything that can happen to them even if they're unwilling at the events that may befall them.

Chang lived in this desert long enough to know this well even if he wasn't born here. He's adapted to this land. He has been refined and molded by it.

Chang challengingly glared at the sun with his arms crossed and a question on his mind. It imperiously glared straight back down with burning light reflected off his eyes. He sought to gain enlightenment in this conundrum he's facing, but he'll go blind long before that happens.

He'll think about this complicated shit later.

The man looked back down and racked his head over the second critical issue.

His progress wasn't good enough.

To touch upon the threshold of the apex and solidly feel the tangibility of his own wish in the grasp of his hands...Chang can't only be at the pitiful Third Heavenstage after many years. He's heard one of his peers have already left him in the dust, their talent destroying what belief he had in his own.

However, his will won't waver and his spirit won't crumble. At the end of it all, his desire isn't one that concerns others, so there's no need to be concerned over how others are faring in comparison to himself.

But still, he needs to acquire a way to gain more power. And what better way is there than to seek out someone who's been at this longer than he has?

Now, Chang heard stories about some legends among the Golden Devils. Something about 13…? Whatever, he knows there are some really strong individuals that carry themselves with dignity and power.

The hopeless redhead licked his lips in greedy anticipation.

Just how well do they stand up?

There was a question though: who exactly should he go to for advice? He's already throwing away his pride again in seeking help to realize his wish, so throwing away what little remains of it in considering a woman for help is natural, right?

The answer is blatantly obvious.

A resounding 'no' blares through Chang's mind, absolutely denying the notion that he'd ever seek assistance from a lady. Based on his own experience, it's best that a woman just not talk. They're loud, irritating, naggy, and a whole slew of other crap.

Chang clicked his tongue from reminiscing on less than pleasant memories. He shook his head and thought about other seniors who'd favorably return his plea with a positive answer and a secret to getting strong quickly...other than extraordinarily devilish means. That's a low that even he won't sink to, let alone the fact that he'd probably get executed for jumping down that abyss in the first place.

He narrowed his eyes in thought, hand reflexively twitching for something in his robes. An explosive sigh left his mouth after feeling the absence of a simple object in between his index and middle fingers.

He really misses his pipe. Hell, he can kill for a cheap pipe that's able to satisfy his cravings. It's been far too long since he's had a nice whiff of the good stuff and for some reason, he has met with failure at every turn in searching for one. It was almost like he was blind or something, but he knows that people sell them in the clan.

...He's getting off track. So, who should he look for?

"How about the Ninth Prince?" he finds himself questioning. It's an excellent, strong title. Good in the force of royalty that exudes from it; the confidence of going by that label speaks of boisterousness and boldness.

He hasn't heard anything about him recently because he's kinda ignorant about stuff going on in the clan...he might need to improve on that aspect.

Well, first thing's first at least.

He stood up, a destination not in mind, but a person stuck in there.

"Asking around for that guy should be simple enough considering he's famous as hell, right?" He nodded at his exceptional thought process and questioned seniors and peers to hasten his search and get this done as soon as possible.

Only a little bit less than an hour later and Chang was back sitting down in the same spot that he's made his own for now. There was a frown on his face and it wasn't solely due to him not getting the info he wanted, but because he just realized that he's not exactly well liked around this place.

The latter isn't all that important.

The fact that the Ninth Prince was apparently dead rang a few alarm bells for him. How could someone like him be dead? He's still hearing his name be tossed around the place like he's still alive, but everyone thinks he's dead?

Contradictions...

It doesn't bother him, but it could also mean that fellow cultivators aren't giving him information they know on purpose.

Eh, it's probably paranoia.

If people really were pansy ass bitches that they'd do something petty like this instead of expelling their frustration through their fists, then they aren't fit to be called men.

And that's not the Golden Devils he's joined.

"Yo!" Think of the Golden Devils and one shall come...

Chang laid down and turned his head upwards, spotting a group of three, bronze-skinned guys who all strode toward him with a purpose. The speaker had a smile on his face, but his eyes looked at least slightly serious.

Woah, he's a bit of a giant.

Chang responded lazily. "Yo yourself. What's up?"

He ended his sentence with an obvious yawn, garnering a look of minute irritation from one of the dudes. He should at least stand up if he's gonna have a proper conversation as he knows what manners are.

He dusted off his clothes and at least gave a small bow, though one that seemed mocking even if it wasn't his intention.

"Well…" The man in the center drew out his word and looked at both men beside him. "We've just been hearing about one of our fellow brothers being slightly rude."

Chang nodded. He is a pretty rude guy that doesn't really see anyone in his eyes. Either people are below him or above him. And these guys are solidly being placed in the former position.

The cultivator was puzzled by Chang's easy admission, but then just shrugged his shoulders.

"Look, could you just tone down the arrogance a bit? It'd be nice if everyone in our generation got along nicely."

"What are you gonna do if I decline?"

"We'll exchange pointers with you until you accept." His face was kind, but his words were anything but. He immediately switched tactics to forceful methods in order to make Chang fall in line with his orders.

Of course, it only served as amusement to the redhead as he turned his chin upward at the trio.

"Yeah? You nobody, who the hell do you think you are?" Harsh words also came from smiling lips. This is the type of conversation that Chang is used to. This dialogue resetted his own mental pacing and his mood rose back up.

He doesn't need any of that fake kindness shit. He's not here to get along with anyone or show kindness. He's here to get stronger and rush toward a flashy death.

"My name is—"

"Didn't ask~"

The exchange between the redheaded rebel and the bronze-skinned giant pissed off the one person who hadn't reacted yet.

The tall man's comrade moved faster than his mouth did, telling a story of friendship and loyalty there for Chang's careless eyes to see.

"You're begging for a beating…!"

"Huh? Speak up. You got a sore throat from some devilish activities?" Chang instantly warded off a punch with his palm, the two settling into their own fighting stances. Unfortunately, there was no crowd to see this nice fight between him and...

These people are...uh…

Who were they again? Did he even ask their names? While he contemplated their existences, the leader sighed and reluctantly mustered up some fighting spirit of his own, settling into a strong stance that would use the full advantage of his body.

Fighting two people at once should be good practice.

Chang blinked.

Wait, where did the other one go?

Chang dropped an arm to his side and blocked a hand thrust to his side. He was forced a step back from the strength contained in the unassuming sneak attack.

Shaking his arm, he spoke with cockiness dripping from his lips. "Is that all? How about you all come at me. Maybe you'll actually have a shot at winning and making something of yourselves."

A traitorous thought crossed his mind during the lull: why was he wasting his time doing this? Was he annoyed at the fact that he actually lost a duel against a fellow cultivator here?

That's correct. It's a driving reason for his reckless behavior to put some people in their place. The fact that he was challenged and was demanded to follow a line of directed behavior means that he wasn't being taken seriously at all. The current image that people have of him may be because of that brat who kicked his ass that one time even if he did make up for it.

But still, picking a fight with these people is a waste of time.

Stop, stop. That's enough. Honestly, is he a brat or something? He should have better self control than this.

"Well, this should be good practice. Let's hope there's no grudges after this, yeah?"

Chang didn't have a problem with the taller man's words. It's a simple scrimmage with no malice influencing it. A good time to practice combat techniques.

The fight began and ended.

It was an obnoxiously long fight that took much more time than Chang expected. He spat out liquid the color of his hair by the time he was even halfway through the fight. He eventually won with a roundhouse to the giant's temple, but his body was covered in bruises.

He had a particularly nasty shiner on his cheek and his forearms were bruised the color of grapes.

Walking off, he went to go call a healer for these guys because he can't just leave them unattended.

"Was a pretty good fight. Gotta give those guys props at least...uh what were their names again?" He placed a hand to his chin in thought before snapping his fingers and putting that out of his mind. It's not like it'll be all that important later.

First, healer for them. Next, the Ninth Prince's grave or whatever. This should be a hard confirmation on his life or death status.

"Is he really actually dead?" Chang asked softly. He possessed the courtesy to talk in a low, quieter tone while people were mourning the dead. He wasn't the only one around these graves after all.

He strolled to a cemetery in search of this dead guy, but he couldn't find his name or title engraved anywhere on a tombstone. So maybe that meant he was still alive?

But everybody is saying he's dead.

Chang shrugged his shoulders and took in the air of this cemetery.

If his family members were to die, would he consider making a grave for them? The normal and accepted standard is for all children to be filial and respect their parents, but Chang just can't subscribe to that notion. Sure, he thinks he loves his parents, but would he waste time going all the way back to them only to pay respects?

…If he's thinking that it's such a bother, then does he really love his family? Emotions can be very complicated.

Chang strolled around the cemetery, a strange mood beginning to take him over. What if he was buried in a grave? That thought makes him giddy, his tremors coming from both excitement and fear. There's something jubilating about theorizing his death and what comes after. If nothing were to come after, and if it was a complete erasure of his existence…then wouldn't that be the most anticipating thing of all?

The somber air of death irritated Chang's soul, so the usual arrogant rudeness flared up. "Damn, people were calling you cool and shit, but you're actually dead? Man I was gonna ask for help, but it seems like you really weren't all that."

He sighed before more figurative shit came out of his mouth.

"Those rumors about you being a ghost must be people just refusing to accept death then. What a pain in the ass. I gotta search for another guy then because of a failure here…" Chang threw his hands up in the air and blurted out condescending words like an unstopping waterfall.

Contrary to his words, he didn't walk away from the cemetery. He instead sat down in front of a random grave, legs crossed, and stared at the name engraved on it. It obviously wasn't the person he was searching for, but he was going to treat it as a stand-in.

"At least make up for wasting a bit of my precious time, will ya Ninth Prince?" He chuckled as an amusing thought crossed his mind. "I'll give you some ghost bread if you show up all transparent-like."

He looked harder at the grave and noticed a minute amount of dust on it, garnering a frown from Chang. The redhead took a hand and brushed away the dust before it got in his nose. He sneezed a little and got even more annoyed.

"Shit, this really was a waste of time. That shitty Ninth Prince…!" He climbed to his feet in an instant and began to march out of the rotten land of graves.

As Chang walked out of the graveyard, the dust he'd wiped away slowly began to gather, following him in his self-absorbed trek.

It whirled around the graves, collecting more and more detritus, the remains of dead flowers, fragments of crumbling stone and granules of sand, shards of bone and bits of bronze. It followed Chang like a black parade of the broken, the beaten and the damned.

The streams of dust and rot and death flowed around other graves, parting in front of mourners and headstones, coalescing into a gravetide, heavy with Qi. Whispers on the wind and the dust of bones, haunting melodies and a darkening sky, all followed Chang during his long journey to the exit of the cemetery.

As the sea of dust and bone grew larger, the very graves responded to its silent call, earth being pulled apart as long dead bones grabbed out. The mourners unlucky enough to be in the path of the tide were faced with a twofold calamity. The first was the tide itself, choking and reeking with death, briefly pulling air from lungs and chilling these unfortunate mortals and Qi Gatherers down to their core.
Then, after the initial shock, the graves of the deceased loved ones of these mourners shifted. Soil was unturned as bones violently threw themselves out of their graves, skeletons desperately grasping for the gravetide, for that surge of Qi to invigorate them.

Eventually however, after minutes of heartache, shock, and grave desecration, these skeletons walked back into their graves, reburied. They had given up hope of reaching the waves of death, and went back to their supposedly eternal rest.

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It was impossible for those abnormal occurrences to go undetected. Even a child would've noticed the production of odd sounds behind him, though they would flee in terror from whispers that came from the dead.

For Chang however, there was a ghost of a smirk on his lips as he turned around.

"This Qi feels like it's on the Yin side of things…" he murmured. From this sight, he could only conclude that someone pulled a prank on him or he disturbed a resting spirit.

Since the Golden Devils are individuals who respect the dead, Chang will assume that this is a spirit. That fact disturbs his emotions greatly.

The dead are meant to rest. Spirits should go undisturbed. This concept is one of the few things the redhead believes in. Once a person leaves their life behind, no matter how they sprinted through the joyful world of mortality, they should rest knowing that their actions contributed toward something.

Ugly lives and beautiful lives. Good lives and bad lives. It all amounts to equality six feet under.

The reason why the man possesses this belief is because he desires to rest once he burns his life out. Needless to say, living is painful for Chang.

But suicide is out of the question. He can't die in such a pathetic way. Death is a reward that comes from hard work pushing him forward through the road of strife onto a hill that will surely grant him a nice grave.

Chang shook his head free of introspection—a thing he doesn't like doing really.

There's a restless ghost he needs to greet.

"Now, who the hell are you?" he asked.

As Chang asked that question, the gravetide began whirling around him, howling wind and bone dust, death and the dead. Within it were grotesque spirits, horrific abominations, revenants given terrible form through rage and despair, howling and cackling as they raced around Chang.

Slowly, the dust began to coalesce, tornado shrinking and compacting into a vaguely humanoid form. As this being was given proper form, Chang could make out details, a beard, rippling abs, grains of metal in the skin, serpentine features, fangs and snake pupils, all slowly shaped until it was clear who was standing in front of him.

Nine feet tall, made of bone dust and grave soil, the ghost of the Ninth Prince loomed over Chang, arms crossed and looking for all the world like an avenging specter here to wreak bloody vengeance on him. Slowly, deliberately, the spirit opened his mouth, and spoke.

"So."

"I heard you've been talking shit."

Chang smiled.

He felt a shiver down his spine from staring at what seems to be a manifestation of death itself. His soul reacted immediately and fiercely, pumping energy through his veins and trying to resist the lull of the grave that called to him.

Because of that, Chang's words were carelessly reckless. He covered up a wince by focusing all his irritation on his mouth.

"You got good ears for being grave dust. I'd give you bread, but there was a caveat of you showing up like a real transparent type of ghost instead of a phantom possessing some stuff. Don't you understand the romantic ideal of a spirit that tries to spook people with empty sockets bleeding while they're completely incorporeal?" He shook his head mockingly, showing that indeed, he was the one who was talking shit without stating it directly.

"Anyway, I'm gonna assume you're the Ninth Prince. I honestly have to give you an eight outta ten. The metal really brings out your features. It's nothing compared to my ten outta ten self, but I can't deny the badass look you've got going for you."

The Ninth Prince is almost close to the ideal for him.

He's famous, strong, and did many fantastical things that would've led to death normally. However, this isn't perfectly ideal because he's still in the realm of the living. A spirit he may be, but he's a spirit that can commune with the living and thus hasn't accepted a true death.

"Fuck, I'm really glad I stumbled across you now."

The Ninth Prince's angry tirade was abruptly cut off by Chang's words of praise. "Well. In that case, I suppose I can forget a little bit of insubordination."

He looked down at himself. "I will admit you do have a bit of a point about the dust. It works in the context of the entrance, but right now it does nothing but detract. Still, that's pretty easily fixed." With a snap of his fingers, the dust making up the Ninth Prince's form exploded off of him, returning to the graves that he'd picked it up from.

After the dust from that explosion cleared, the Ninth Prince stood before Chang, slightly translucent but recognizably, well, himself. A tall metal snake-man with an enormous spear. "So! I assume you're here because you want something from me, and judging from the last two kids who tried disturbing my grave, I'm pretty sure you're here for some training/advice."

The Ninth Prince snaked (pun intentional) around Chang, incorporeal body stretching in a spiral. "What's it gonna be? Spear Arts? Body Refining? Poison? Demonic Tunes? Formations? Arrays? Beast Mastery? Romance advice? Something else? I'm an expert in basically everything after all."

He paused for a second. "As long as it isn't blood path anyways. You're going to want Amaranth Castellanos for that. Or just don't do blood path. Either or."

Judging from his boastful words, it can be assumed that the Ninth Prince is an all-rounder type, meaning that Chang could get a reasonably good amount of experience and knowledge on whatever topic he chooses. He looked at the man's weird form while contemplating what exactly he should veer toward.

Well, he's an aggressive fighter who prefers to get up and close with his opponents, so Demonic Tunes is automatically out. Formations should be considered considering he is a part of the Golden Devils, but Chang could care less about team fights, so that's also an out.

Even with his inflated sense of self-importance, he also realized that his sense for arrays is kinda shit, so that has to be crossed out as well. Animals never really liked him and he's peerless with women, so those are out too.

So, there's the way of the spear, refining the body, and playing with poisons. The last is no fun, and the spear doesn't appeal to him all that much, so the redhead decided on what was left.

He looked at the cultivator who lacked a body and asked an ironic question.

"How good are you at body refining?"

The Ninth Prince just. Looked. At Chang. It was one of those looks an asian parent gives their child when that child has said something so monumentally stupid that the parent in question isn't even able to whip out a lecture, instead just pinning their unruly offspring to the ground with a single glare.

He sighed. "Well, I know your question was supposed to be rhetorical, but... First of all, I'm made of metal and venom. Second, I'm the Ninth Prince."

The Ninth Prince let off with the glare. "So I'd say I'm pretty damn good at body refining."

"Now, what exactly do you want your body to do? Because there's a myriad of ways to refine the body. Of that million, there's maybe a thousand or so ways to refine the body that are good, and all of them are specialized for slightly different things. So, before I can actually help you out, I want to know two things."

"The first of course is what you want your body to improve in. The second is why you want your body to improve."

The Ninth Prince paused for a moment, before snapping his fingers as he remembered something. "Oh, also, don't lie to me. I'll know. It won't be good for you."

Lie? Hah! There's no reason for something like that.

"For starters, I want to strengthen the hardness of my skin and improve the flexibility of my bones along with the hardness of that. Muscles are unnecessary because I've never had troubles with my own strength."

He contemplated to himself, wondering if he should honestly tell him the reason for this or not. He mentally shrugged and decided he had nothing to lose if this was going to further his path.

"I just wanna get stronger, so I can fight riskier battles and become more famous. You know, the shallow stuff like that. If you're curious on why I want to chase that, then I guess I could tell ya. I just wanna die a flashy death...probably akin to taking down a Nascent Soul and being known throughout the world for it. Might aim higher if I get strong enough."

That's why he needs this more than anything else. He can't do it on his own. It's been made painfully clear to him over the course of his journey through the desert before he even joined the Golden Devils that he alone was insufficient.

He couldn't stand that, so he ignored that and continued along his lonesome path. After losing in a duel to someone, that's when he could no longer accept his own weakness and began seeking out someone else.

Since the Ninth Prince seems like a swell guy and he's a senior, then Chang can at least show some sincerity. "Please. I need your help because I'm falling behind on what I want to do."

The Ninth Prince said nothing for what felt like hours. The silence stretched on and on, as the sun slowly dipped lower in the sky. It was a cloying silence, the sort that has a noise of its own, an altogether unpleasant sound that seemed determined not to be broken.

Eventually however, Chang, deciding that enough was enough, broke it. "Hey, Prince, are y-"

"-And done." The Ninth Prince said, interrupting Chang's own interruption.

"Now before you ask what I'm done with," he said, before Chang could ask what he was done with, "I'm going to say something. I know I've talked a lot, but this is important. Just bear with me."

"Ever since I joined the Devils, I haven't really… struggled in getting stronger. It's always just been a side effect of doing what I naturally already do. I've never actually been the one catching up to other people, I've never actually been in your position."

"But that doesn't mean I don't sympathize with you. Just because I can't imagine what feeling like you can't reach your goals is like doesn't mean it's not bad. So I'll help you, if that wasn't obvious already."

"And besides," he said, smiling slightly smugly, "What kind of senior would I be if I didn't help a junior with getting strong enough to achieve their goals?"

"You'd be a normal senior if you asked me." And here's another talented person, someone far above Chang, that didn't struggle in acquiring strength. Well, it's not that big of a deal. If he puts in more effort, he'll be able to catch up. He's that confident in himself.

The redhead should be grateful to the man at least. He's taking the time out of his day to give Chang some assistance, which he had little hopes for in the first place. He can ignore the stung pride from committing to an action in the first place as long as the results are satisfactory.

However, there's still one thing that's niggling him. "What are you done with?" Because he's a ghost, he could be done with preparations for dragging him to the great beyond.

Oh, how scary!

"Oh." The Ninth Prince said, clicking his tongue. "Yeah, thanks for reminding me, I got a bit too into that speech to actually remember to tell you."

He clapped his hands. "So! In the twenty minutes of silence we experienced, I created a comprehensive training regimen that should theoretically stimulate specific acupoints, toughen your skin, and make your bones both strong and flexible. And the best part is that it doesn't lock you into any single affinity, meaning that you're still free to practice whatever techniques you want!"

Before Chang could say anything, the Ninth Prince pressed on, with a slight wince. "That being said… there is a catch."

"Just a minor one though!" He hastened to add. "Nothing too bad at all!

Power always comes at a price, huh. Chang closed his eyes and sighed, ruminating on when he eavesdropped on previous talks his father had with cultivators in the past. The old fart always had a lot of buddies he could have esoteric chats with to improve his strength, but he became lost in his own Dao even further.

If it's something similar to that, then he'll be fine.

"A catch though… I don't have any issues with the risks, but people who add stuff like that in the end are suspect." Chang can't say he doesn't like the snake oil salesmen type, but he'd prefer it if this man was selling some really good stuff.

"Come on," the Ninth Prince said, smiling disarmingly, "Don't you trust me?"

Chang thought for a moment, remembering the stories of the Ninth Prince that he'd heard. He opened his mouth…

...And then closed it, as he remembered the stories about the Ninth Prince that he'd heard. All the stories.

For a second time, Chang opened his mouth, and gave his answer. "No way in hell."

The Ninth Prince laughed. "Ha! That's probably for the best, to be honest. I wouldn't trust me either."

"But I suppose I have nothing to do but tell you." He said, sighing melodramatically. "So, the training methods I'm going to put you through…"

"Well, there's no real way to sugarcoat it. They're going to be painful. Also irritating. Potentially embarrassing. Definitely annoying. It's generally just going to be a bad time all around."

"But!" The Ninth Prince exclaimed, raising a finger, "They will be effective, and they'll get you the power and training you need to achieve your goals."

"Ultimately though, it's up to you." The Ninth Prince said, uncharacteristically serious. "Remember though, no matter what you say, after this, there's no turning back. You decline this training regimen, the story ends, you wake up in your barracks and do whatever you want to do."

"You accept, you stay in the desert and I show you how deep your potential really is. Remember, all I'm offering is power. Nothing more."

"What's it going to be?"

The price for power is pain. It's a simple exchange that seems pretty equivalent. The more pain one goes through, the greater power they receive in return. For all that Chang was born in a rich household, pain isn't really much to him anymore.

He was the crazy child who was the nightmare of parents everywhere. Playing with knives, getting up on high places, taunting dangerous beasts, and the usual. He's done a lot, so he's naturally curious about the pain and irritation that awaits him.

The redhead naturally smirked at the offer. "Of course I'll take you up on your offer." He might regret this later, but all that matters is the present. And currently, he doesn't feel any regret at this choice.

His fist clenched with resolve. "Let's get to it now."

The Ninth Prince clapped his hands, smiling. "Perfect! Now, if we do this the normal way, it's going to take too long and be way too clunky for any of us. So, to make this easier on everyone involved, I'm going to use a forbidden technique from a different sea, the ultimate time-based art."

"Are you ready?" He asked, much more ominously than was necessary.

Okay, Chang was both confused and morbidly curious. "...Ready for what?"

The Ninth Prince grabbed Chang, sweeping his arm out in an arc. "Ready for the MONTAGE of course!"

To that, Chang had only one thing he could say. "What the fuck is a M-"

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MONTAGE TIME

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Chang races through a specially prepared field of brambles, screaming obscenities as he goes. Some portions of the thicket are sparse enough that he can dodge the thorns, contorting in all manner of ways as he does. Other parts of the field can only be bulled through by Chang, and he has no choice but to endure the thousand nicks and scrapes, along with the light poison that they inject.

The Ninth Prince hollers encouragement from a floating lounge chair, even as he drops balls of gas and thorns at predetermined points, to explode when Chang runs over them.


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Chang is suspended by a rope over a hive of buzzing bees, with orders to retrieve the honey from their hive. Every time he sticks his hands out into the hive, he's assaulted by bees. He dodges some of the stings, twisting and turning even as the rope spins and swings above him. He's not so lucky for others though, and quite a few bees jab into him, sticking to his skin even as he goes in for more honey.

The Ninth Prince munches on ghost popcorn while watching this, every so often tossing a rock at the hive to agitate it further.


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Chang is locked in a cage with dozens of rabid squirrels, imported from the Mountains. He's not allowed to injure them in any way, so all he can do is dodge their attacks. He sort of manages that dodging, twisting and flipping and turning as foamy mouthed rodents lunge at him. However, the box is very small, and there's a lot of squirrels, so quite a few do gouge into his skin with teeth and claws.

The Ninth Prince watches from outside the box, and occasionally, whenever Chang seems to be having too easy of a time, opens a hatch and releases another squirrel into the cage.


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Chang stands on the top of a cliff, staring down at the mind-bogglingly long drop down. Rings float in the air, each ring just a bit narrower than the previous one. Chang has to go through each ring on his freefall down the cliffside and into the oasis below. A single missed ring means that he'll have to do the whole thing over again, and the rings are far enough apart that for Chang to make it to each of them, he'll have to twist and dive in ways that are nearly impossible.

The Ninth Prince, tired of waiting, kicks Chang off the cliff, laughing at his screams.


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Chang squirms through an underground maze, the tunnels barely big enough for him to fit while lying down. He makes sharp right angle turns with zero room to move, forcibly twisting his body in ways he would never have been able to manage earlier. The walls are rough and jagged cutting into his skin with every motion he makes, scraping away at his shirtless body.

The Ninth Prince floats above the maze, using Qi Sense to monitor Chang's progress. Every so often, he notices Chang beginning to make good headway, and in response, the Ninth Prince molds the earth, making the walls rougher, the tunnels narrower, and the turns sharper.


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Chang races through the desert, screaming as he's pursued by an entire pack of sand sharks. The terrestrial fish comes at him from all angles, forcing the unlucky cultivator to dodge dozens of hungry bites, twisting out of the way of their lunges. Each bite that hit home shears through his qi, scraping skin from flesh and leaving him wounded. Of course, thanks to a special elixir mainlined straight into his veins, none of these attacks are fatal, but damn do they hurt.

The Ninth Prince, ghostly wooden fin strapped to his back, wearing a spiritual snorkel, swims through the desert, humming an unusual song as he prepares to strike.


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Chang stands in the middle of a horrific bronze machine, jumping and twisting and dodging as various tiny blades and stones fly at him. The contraption, built by the Ninth Prince specifically for this purpose because of course it was, is perfectly calibrated to his every move, slowly ramping up in difficulty as he grows more and more skilled. The rocks fly out faster, the blades come down harder, and through all of it, Chang has two options. Dodge the constant hail of tiny attacks, or endure them. Unfortunately, he's forced to do both.

The Ninth Prince stands in front of the machine's control panels, slowly ripping out power restrainers and off switches and other such safety features. He won't be needing those.


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Chang swims through a lake, searching for a specific snake shaped rock that the Ninth Prince has hidden at its bottom. Every so often, he's attacked by schools of slavering fish, drawn to the bait tied to his body. Some he's able to dodge out of the way until they give up, darting this way and that in the water. Others are more persistent, and all Chang can do is hunker down and endure the thousands of nipping bites.

The Ninth Prince floats above the lake, idly tossing a snake shaped stone up and down, catching it before it can hit the water. He'll drop it somewhere eventually. Probably.


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Chang balances precariously on a platform as the Ninth Prince tosses spiked balls at him, dodging and twisting out of the way of every ball he can. Of course, he can't exactly dodge out of the way of all of them, and the ones that hit Chang bite into his skin, injecting a mild poison that does nothing other than cause a potent itching sensation.

The barrage of projectiles is unrelenting, set after set after set of sea urchins finding their mark as Chang becomes a single enormous red rash. As Chang adapts, the Ninth Prince picks up his pace, shooting these urchins out with the force of a cannonball.

Eventually, even the ghost needs a break, and the Ninth Prince stops for a brief second, to judge how his shots panned out. To his surprise, he finds Chang fully unscathed, having managed to dodge all but the last sea urchin, which even now is embedded in his arm.

The two of them watch as that sea urchin slowly detaches from Chang's skin, its toughness and elasticity flinging the urchin away. That final urchin hadn't even left a mark on Chang's skin.

The Ninth Prince smiles.


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Chang bursts through the bramble field, easily slipping through the miniscule gaps in the thorn bushes. Where the vines are too thick to dodge, he simply pushes through, thorns finding no purchase in his skin.

When he exits the field, he's fully unscathed.

The Ninth Prince claps from his lounge chair.


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Chang grabs great globfuls of honey from the beehive, expertly avoiding most of the swarm's stings even as others simply bounce off him. The rope is no obstacle, his newfound flexibility letting him master moving on it.

He drops to the ground and presents the honey to the Ninth Prince, who finishes his ghost popcorn and gives Chang a hearty thumbs up.


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Chang stands in the middle of a cage filled with hundreds of rabid squirrels, easily dodging and twisting around their attacks. The few squirrels that do manage to bite down find their teeth harmlessly pinging off.

Eventually, the door to the cage opens, revealing hundreds of squirrels too exhausted to move, and Chang, unscathed.

The Ninth Prince smiles.


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Chang does a perfect swan dive off of the cliff, perfectly angling his trajectory to pass through the first ring. He then kicks off the sandpaper-like ring and aims for the second, slipping perfectly through. This repeats for the third ring and the fourth ring and the fifth ring and every other ring after that, until Chang lands in the oasis, sending up an enormous splash.

From his position at the top of the cliff, the Ninth Prince nods proudly.


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Chang wriggles through the underground tunnel maze like the snakes it was made by, taking severely angled turns like he's walking down the street. The roughened and scratchy walls slide off of his skin, not harming in the slightest.

Eventually, he bursts out of the maze end, where the Ninth Prince stands smiling, ready to pull him up.


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Chang runs through the desert, laughing as he easily dodges the bites of the multiple sand shark packs trying to eat him. Out of sheer pride and hubris, he even lets some sharks bite him. Of course, those sharks are unable to find purchase on his skin, and slide off.

The sand erupts and Chang barely moves out of the way of the Ninth Prince's lunge, the two so close that Chang can feel the wind the ghost displaces.

The Ninth Prince smiles.


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Chang stands in the middle of a mechanical death trap, weaving through the hail of blades and stones, dodging most of the attacks while the few that remain bounce off his body, even as the Ninth Prince straps every limiter and safety feature from the machine.

Eventually, the abominable contraption breaks down, wheezing puffs of smoke, and Chang walks out, completely unharmed.

From his position at the controls, the Ninth Prince gives Chang a hearty thumbs up.


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Chang darts through the lake, the schools of fish always missing him by bare inches as he twists out of their way. Eventually, he's surrounded by all the fish in the lake working in concert, and they go in for the kill. Their bites find no purchase on Chang's skin, and eventually, they give up.

Without looking up, Chang grabs the snake shaped stone that would've landed on his head.

From his position above the lake, the Ninth Prince smiles.


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The Ninth Prince raises Chang's hand up like a fighting champion. He's done it.

His training is complete.


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Time lost meaning in the strenuous exercise that threatened to push Chang's body over the border of life and death. He fell to the ground, legs criss-crossed, and hair fallen over his face due to the sweat matting it down. He was panting like a dog.

Throughout all the different types of training in the montage, Chang felt his life flash before his eyes multiple times. In those short moments in time, the contradictory urge to leap over the border to reach a true death was at war with the natural instinct to survive. It was a stalemate of two different ideals murdering each other until one of them got the edge from a different, foreign emotion.

Chang's desire for power supported the desire to live. He survived the training and he earned greater power. A smile pulled the edges of his cheeks taut when he realized the side of himself that hungered for power just as much as he hungered for fame.

Is Chang rapacious and worldly? Naturally he is. Indulging in pleasures is what makes life worth living. Death is what makes life worth living.

Achieving greater power to realize one's dream is what makes life worth living. The arrogant redhead cultivator would've probably been stuck in a slow-paced cultivation had he not sought out a senior.

If he decided to wallow in arrogance and allowed his pride to consume him, he doesn't know where that would take him. He doesn't regret his choice, but there is a certain amount of curiosity directed to the other path.

He squeezed his fist and allowed the pain to pull his mind from that direction. There's only the current path in front of him and the person who helped him on this path was the Ninth Prince.

Chang didn't have the will to stand up right now, so he merely turned toward his senior with a dim smile. He's not good at heartfelt thanks…how does one do this again?

"Thanks…for the guidance," he faltered and exhaled.

The metal reptile man-thing quirked a brow before snorting. "No big deal. It's a senior's duty to look after his juniors. The rest is up to you."

Chang nodded. This isn't even the first step yet. He's still a measly man in the Qi Condensation realm. He paused for a moment before standing up and giving a bow at the neck to the Ninth Prince.

That is the most he can do for showing respect. The senior then had his body come apart at the seams as what was dwelling within vanished. The particles of metal and sand faded into the air.

Can he be considered dead or not? He lost his body, but his spirit still remains and he still retains consciousness and sapience. In short, the Ninth Prince still counts as a living being, or at least that's what Chang chooses to believe. To lose the body and remain as a spirit…how ironic that he's great at cultivating the body.

The redhead chuckled to himself. That's not the kind of death he's looking for, but at least it's a step in the right direction. How enviable.

Chang took the moment to stretch his body and let out a large breath before falling to the ground again, limbs splayed like a cat on its back. He'll take the time to rest here for a bit before doing some more training later.

Finally, the comfortable and still ground. There's no need to worry about ambushes or hostile creatures or sharp objects, or…hm. He'd be lying to himself if he said he didn't like the training sessions.

Staring up at the sky, Chang did a little cloud watching and found a slight peace of mind. He wore a real smile as he thought about what he should do to gain more power.

"If I'm to really go all in, then I should visit that secret realm. The Qiguai Clan Doorway, was it?" It'll be dangerous, but the reward definitely matches the risk. And if he does die, well then it'll be disappointing, but he'll reach his goal in a boring manner.

He should get up already and prepare.

Kaboomatic: Well. This was a long time coming, that's for sure. Fully my fault tho, I had a bevy of college apps and stuff kept coming up and… Well, let's just say I kept on delaying and Fungus was way too nice about it. But it's done now, all 8ish thousand words, and I'm proud of what we did here. For one, I finally got to sneak a matrix reference into an omake, and that's something I've been wanting to do for a long time.

Huge thanks to Fungus for bearing with my… Well, with my everything really, and I think we did something great here. I hope you all enjoy the omake.

Fungus: I don't remember when this collab started, but this omake has been in the works for a while. Maybe at least two months? It wasn't all that bad though because it's not like I was in a hurry or anything. It was also pretty interesting to write a collab with somebody who has a senior character, so I guess I learned some stuff. I also really needed that training juniors bonus.

Though it took much longer than expected, I hope the quality reflects that. By the way, toss me a Life Saving Treasure please.
 
Qinglong Shu 20 And Chang 3 - Going Ahead

Qinglong Shu 20 And Chang 3 - Going Ahead


Quite frankly, with all the shit that has been going down, Shu kinda forgot about her….her... fuck, may the Heavens forgive her, her, gagh, rival. She shuddered. Was disgusting to even think that word. It caused misunderstandings among other Good Seeds, misunderstandings she had to clear up with a healthy dose of polite violence. To make it sink it that her 'relationship' with motherfucking shithead Chang was an unhealthy dose of rude violence. But! But... well, adversary gave way to growth. And in the last two decades in which they repeatedly knocked each other out, repeatedly broke teeth... well, she learned a lot. Even if she was on the losing end. These days however? She was sure she could wipe the floor with him, if the news she heard were real.

Third Heavenstage against Tenth Heavenstage wasn't even a contest. She was never one to be filled with Hubris but the facts hit hard enough that she accepted the thought. Oh, he most likely had some sort of trump card but she trusted in the saying 'Basics Are Divine'. Anyway, the reason she was thinking about this? Well... She saw him on the premises of the Golden Devil Clan. She saw him sweating but with a wide smirk after separating from a senior. He radiated smugness. Radiated pride. Well, jolly for him. She bit her lip. Maybe... no. But... no!...Fuck. Fine, she had to admit it, she missed their equal bouts. There was something very exciting in giving it their all and then come out of top. Not to mention that he was a shithead so she didn't need to hold back at all! With that in mind, she decided to... give him some form of encouragement. She 'casually' walked past him as he was preening and cleared her throat.

"Hurry up and get on my level." Shu had her back turned to him but she stopped in her walking for a moment. "You're the only guy I can hit without any remorse."

Internally she winced. Okay, not the best ways to say it... but screw it, that guy wasn't a softie and he surely would get what she was getting at! Besides, even if he took it the wrong way, spite was a hell of a motivator so really, she was doing him a favor by knocking him down a notch!

Chang paused. It took a while for him to understand the words and realize who they were intended for.

...What did she just say?

Chang couldn't control the clenching of his fists nor the tightening of his neck muscles. He turned around very slowly, those words continuing to repeat in his skull. He stared at her back, almost transfixed by a delusion, yet he remained wordless. The inner calm, which was extremely rare for Chang to have, was disturbed.

Annoying.

Unbidden, his lips began to rise at the corners of his mouth.

His mood was oddly peaceful from a training session, yet it was completely ruined from listening to worthless garbage like this. Other people really can be a pain in the ass to be around.

There was thumping echoing, audible only to him, like a heartbeat.

It beat faster and faster until…

"Who are you again?"

The redhead winced and held his head before recalling something. "Mm. Don't you worry your short little ass. I'll be surpassing you in no time."

He managed to force out those words while concealing his deteriorating mental state. The fact that it's getting worse and will most likely continue to get worse is almost motivating him enough to see a healer and consult them. However, that will take time out of his routine in gaining power, so he'll have to suffer through these headaches and delusions for the time being. He breathed out all of his irritation and returned to the calm he carried before Qinqlong interrupted him.

Before he walked off however, there was no stopping him from returning her mocking with some mocking of his own now that he's thinking straight.

"'Hit without remorse....' The effects I have on women for them to feel so special about me really can't be understated. I'm not interested in children though, so keep things above the waist and below the sun."

Shu couldn't help it. Discipline and what not should have prevented it but it was too much. She snapped her head towards him, an expression of complete utter disgust. Then, she began to retch. She tried to keep it in, tried to stop the disgrace she was about to commit, but the natural laws were too powerful. Thus, she went on all fours and barfed out her breakfast violently. After she calmed down enough, and emptied out her insides, she wiped her mouth with heavy breathing, standing up before snarling a bit at the guy.

"I have never heard something so revolting in my life before! Fuck, that's what I get for trying to motivate you! Should've known you're a piece of shit!"

"Like hell I need you to motivate me!" He instantly rounded on her, pointer finger signaling at her lack of any good curves. "Just look at you. You're all skin and bones and look nothing like a proper woman. If you want to motivate me then just bring over a curvy lookin' gal, like your aunt or someone."

He nodded to himself, seemingly lost in thought. He doesn't know what her aunt looks like, but Qinqlong probably had the good genes pass over her.

"Also, clean up that mess."

Shu could've responded to anything. The idea that she actually gave a shit about looking like a woman. The insult that she wasn't a condensed brick of muscle. The little embarrassment of, yes, she should clean up her pukíng. However, she zeroed in on one single word he uttered.

"...What?"

Aunt. Her aunt. Her traitor aunt. Rage fueled her heart. She growled, her eyes changing, a thing that happened way too often lately, before she forced out a laugh.

"Hah. Hahaha! I'd pay to see her tear you apart!" She spread her arms open, raising a mocking eyebrow "But too bad, I'm gonna kill her so you don't get to die to her! What a pity! Guess you need someone else to make you know your place as a 'manly man', asshole!"

"You care about her so much that you want to kill her with your own hands?" He probably accidentally stepped on a landmine there. Well, there's no 'probably' about it considering her reaction and her words, but Chang couldn't bring himself to care about familial issues.

At this point, Shu was getting hysterical, her usually bottled up emotions spilling out. He knew nothing. Absolutely nothing. Here she thought everyone knew the details of her plans already but apparently he just didn't care. She shouldn't care that he didn't but each word he uttered just pissed her off! She clapped a few times in sarcasm.

"Oh yeah, I care! I care about how she murdered my Big Bro, how she betrayed everyone else in the Family! I care soooooo deeply, that I'm the only one who can do it, who has to do it! That's what duty is!" She scoffed, leaning her head back as if looking down on him, even if he was way taller than her. "Not that you would know any of that or its worth, you vagrant."

"Ah," Chang breathed out. His emotions fully stabilized at the realization of who the brat in front of him was as a person. He had an inkling before, but looking further than the surface is usually more effort than he can spare for another person.

However, he's not foolish enough to ignore what's so clearly laid out in front of him. Qinglong is the type to care about family and duty, and other irrelevant stuff like that. It's impossible for Chang to understand that mindset, but he won't rebuff it. All he knows is that his road is the correct one, for he's not the one in a miserable state at the moment.

Bonds and the karma between people are important, but they ultimately feed into the self. Spending too much time caring about the karma of others is unhealthy. Chang had to say something about this at least.

"Hm." There was nothing he could say. He was honestly stumped on how to respond to her, so he just let his emotions slip a little.

"I have a duty to myself. That's all that matters to me. If someone requests my help, then I might consider lending them a helping hand, but I don't think I could ever be a busybody and get myself involved in the affairs of others. Annoyingly enough, I don't think I can judge you here." It would be against his creed.

Being at a loss for words is a loss in general for Chang. So he let out just a small lie for the sake of getting the last word in.

Shu growled. Of course he couldn't judge her! From what he was hearing, he was so self centered, her previous claim must have hit bullseye! Was Ma also like that? A 'duty' to themselves? Ridiculous. It was just a way to say they didn't give a shit about others. They wanted to remain in their bubble, unchanging, accepting themselves even if their selves were terrible. In that instance, she saw herself, her younger self, in Chang. She should've just walked away. In that case, he was right. She didn't need to 'help' him. She wasn't responsible for his misconception. However, she wouldn't be Qinglong Shu if she let things lie like that. After all, as she took a calming breath…

She didn't understand him yet. Understand why he was so self centered. Was he born like that? Or was he raised like that? Either way...

"I take it back. I'm not going to wait." She cracked her neck and pointed with her thumb over her shoulder. "Let's raise those hands. You can use whatever you want, I won't mind."

It was unfair. It was straight up bullying. But Shu always learned best when fighting, and as much as she wanted to dismiss him as a rotten piece of shit, it would just be reverting back to her youth. When she also was a rotten piece of shit.

This little…

Targeting his own lack of power just because he irritated her too much and probably went too far? Chang crossed his arms to show his sheer unwillingness to bother with this farce. She said he could use anything, right?

He's about to pull out the stoppers on emotional damage to hurl her way, but that might make the unfair beating far harsher. Saying she won't mind was an outright lie!

Ah, and there's that annoying pulsation again. It's starting to drive him up the wall even more.

"Just what the hell is wrong with you? Don't bring out your own misery on others just because they're happier than you. I never needed the earlier motivation to begin with, so let's just go our own separate ways and interact less. If you still want a beating later, then I'll oblige and snap your spine."

"For all your big talk, you sure were open to tips with that Senior earlier," Shu commented. Yes, she was being rude and some part of her felt bad for it, but screw it. Sometimes people had to be forced to get help or else they would die. And as much of an asshole he was, Shu was unfortunately the caring kind. Tilting her head, she raised an eyebrow at him as she pointed at herself. "You wanna become strong, you need every bit of help you can get and part of you knows that. You think I reached this level on my own, living in my own little bubble of fun and rainbows like you try to do? If you wanna die so badly, fine, live that way, but it'll be a pathetic death."

Chang recoiled as he was physically struck by a particularly ruthless blow. The anger that washed over him was drowned out by the irritating drumming in his mind.

"You snake-eyed bitch...get your priorities straight before you show 'kindness.' Don't you have somebody to avenge?" Chang scoffed. He was thoroughly incited, so it's not like he can turn back now even if he will be beaten black and blue.

"Fine then. Let's get this pointless brawl over with. I have things to do." His mind is surely in a putrid state now, contaminated by the foreign sensation of wanting to live more than anything. Both contradictory parts of him agreed on one thing: he can't die a pathetic death, and that forced him on the path of recklessness.

She actually winced at that. She liked her own eyes. People always told her they were like shining rubies. To call them snake eyes... guess she really became a Demonic Cultivator huh? She should be focusing on getting stronger... but if cruelty was needed to keep others alive, then so be it.

The two of them moved to one of the sparring areas. The disciples training there became still. The two of them were infamous with their violent rivalry. Shu looked around, frowning a bit before whistling.

"Apologies, but this is a private matter. Disperse, please."

Naturally they heeded her words. Qi Condensation or not, she was still in the Body Purification Stage, far beyond them in that regard. Soon enough, the area was devoid of chatter, leaving behind only the two of them. Shu nodded a few times before looking around. She let out an 'ah' noise. Taking off her shirt to not get it damaged, her dragon tattoo was wide in the open as she walked towards the weapon's rack. She found what she was looking for and grasped the handle. She pointed the blade towards Chang, eyes weirdly calm.

She was an Unarmed Specialist. Everyone knew that. She herself never really used a sword or a weapon at all. But with all those Sword Cultivators she has been fighting, it would have been weird if she didn't pick something up. Still, if put into percentages, the sword would only be able to carry around forty percent of her actual skill at best. After all, she had to hold back enough to not shatter it into pieces, well crafted as it was. Body Purification was tricky like that sometimes.

And Shu knew that. Chang too. The Qinglong waited for his response as she held the unfamiliar tool in her hand, twisting and turning it a bit to get used to the feeling.

These stone gauntlets of Chang's are pretty handy. If there was one drawback to them, it would be the ridiculous spirit stone cost, which forces the redhead to think about when and where to use it. Right now, this fight isn't worth using them on, so it'll just serve for protective purposes.

Words were unnecessary. Everything was conveyed with Qinqlong's motion, and it bothered him immensely.

Chang started halfheartedly walking toward her, but then his emotions took over and he dashed with haste on his mind. He gathered all the qi in his body and let loose the strongest punch that carried all of his frustration, knowing it'd be pointless.

Her eyes widened in surprise. She knew those gauntlets were suspicious but this power was all him. Still, surprise or not, she let the sword flow like water. It was soft, to redirect it. But then, the motion accelerated, causing him to be knocked off balance.

'Water is strongest when it is flowing'.

She channeled the Qi, mixing it in a certain way and let loose the river. Water suited this best, as with water, she had the most control over 'soft' motions. Wood, Fire, Metal, Earth, all of those could accidentally shatter the sword as it 'excited' her too much.Well, maybe not Wood, but Wood was overkill in this scenario, as it was her best Element and it would defeat the purpose of this whole thing.

Chang blocked as good as he can, his gauntlets sturdy enough, but a few cuts still landed. She commended him in her heart that he did so well given the gap. Not that Shu tried to decapitate him or anything, but it worked. And not only that..her Qi was starting to have an effect on him. It was a simple technique, all things considered. The most basic of poisons. Mimicking a 'foreign infection', she injected it via her sword. It could barely be considered a poison, but she was trying to prove a point.

She learned. Techniques she may not like, but her library in her mind was ever expanding and she wanted to show what it meant to a loner like Chang.

The fighting style and raw movements were all learned by Chang. It got the job done well enough and it's not like it was necessary for him to directly learn techniques.

In fact, learning something didn't jive with him. Even if he's getting toyed with by the flow of water, this is something that just can't change. Techniques can't be learned, they have to be molded. It's all about him, him, and him.

But, he's losing anyway. He lost in terms of cultivation and he's losing in a fight when his opponent is barely trying. It's enough to sting at his arbitrary pride before he shook his head and gave up on any defense for the sake of offense. Even at a disadvantage, this was an extraordinarily pathetic performance from him.

The redhead let his qi forcefully boil like fire, prompting a scream from the deepest recesses of his soul. The severe disconnect forced out more qi and nearly ruptured his insides, but he couldn't bring himself to care. He needed to let out everything.

This flow… Water is one of the elements he frankly despises along with wood.

The redhead gritted his teeth and let aggravation weigh his attacks.

She saw his determination. His anger. By all means, she could just keep using Water to redirect his attacks. But instead, she dropped her stance... and took his blows head on. It was a foolish move, even with Body Purification, because those gauntlets were surprisingly tough. The blows hurt, aching, even drawing blood as she tasted iron in her mouth when her head was knocked to the side. Still, she stood tall. Grounded and sturdy, Earth reinforced by Metal. Metal, the silent supporter, for the other element. But she didn't just take them head on. Instead, she moved her body in a way to make it more painful to attack her.

'Let them break against you. Cut your flesh to cut their bones.'

He overextended, trying to break down her defenses. So focused on overcoming the pain of his blows landing awkwardly, he didn't see in time that her right arm went up and smashed the blunt side of it down his left shoulder.

The pain of Chang's shoulder dislocating was nothing in comparison to the pain of damaged pride. His fists were racked with more pain than he was doling out, even when he was using everything he had.

This battle was a foregone conclusion—there was no way for him to win and there was no way to leap over a mountain like this. Almost like fate, he was the person that tried to foolishly challenge it and was put down for his arrogance.

Laughable.

He put the rest of his strength into the arm that still worked, but his spirit wasn't in it. It already left him halfway through the battle. The only thing moving him forward was a rush of spirit that didn't even belong to him.

Power... He needs more power. It was only a little while ago that he was evenly matched against this brat and now he's getting his ass kicked and treated like a training dummy that can fight back a little. From others and himself, he's being driven insane. He needs to get stronger, so he can control himself.

Chang bit back a sigh. That would only hasten his defeat, though wouldn't that be better in the long run?

Ah...why can't he just reach his grave already?

Chang's eyes locked onto the next attack. He wouldn't be able to dodge this one. Looks like the end will be coming whether he wants it or not. It's not the type of end he longs for, but an irritating one that can't be washed away as long as he lives. This time he couldn't hold back the sigh.

Left arm raised, knuckles of the fist pointed upwards. Right arm raised with the sword, as if it was a spear. She exhaled as she lowered her center of gravity, as she used this style for the first time against someone else.

Her self made 'Bronze Style'. The arms become the tools of a Hoplite. In theory, she would bear limbs strong enough to rival mighty weapons themselves However, her Qi was thin. She was no Rina Callista. Thus, it wasn't perfect yet. It wasn't even something she'd accept to use in actual combat. Her 'Spear' wasn't up to part, so the sword had to do the trick. The 'Shield' was better, but not to her standards. But for this sparring? It did the job.

The left arm blocked the blow and she roared, knocking him back with her 'Shield'. With him off balance, it was child's play to slap him across the face with the flat side of the sword.

Now that the fight was over and the heat of battle was subsiding... Shu flinched. Shit, she really was a bitch wasn't she? Guess the stress of her upcoming trip to the Secret Realm and planning to murder someone far above her level was actually getting to her. Not that she would apologize. By now she realized that this guy really, really hated that. Either that or he just hated women. Though that would be superficial on her judgement, so it was probably the former. Staring at his lying form, she let out a sigh and shook her head.

"Contrary to belief, I don't really hate you." She spat out some blood before grimacing a smile out. "Yes, you are a rotten piece of shit and sometimes I wish you would die horribly... but damn, if this isn't fun."

She rolled her shoulders before shaking her head with a sigh. Picking up her shirt, she put it back on, turning her back towards him.

"I meant it. I'm gonna keep moving forward. But I'll still expect you to catch up." She paused before looking back, her smile turning more genuine and soft. "You're strong, Chang. But you could be so much more." She turned away again, waving her arm as a goodbye before walking off the stage. "Think about it, will ya?"

He hated the fact that he was relieved after surviving a fight that contained no malice in it. Yet, that side of him, content with something so pathetic and filthy, slept and faded to the fireside corner of his soul.

For that, he has to be thankful to Qinglong even if she did beat the shit out of him more than necessary. He was boiling inside that he felt thankful for such a thing. There was no possible way he could let anyone know of this emotion, let alone that snake-eyed bitch of all people. Chang was content on remaining in this silent solitude..

Thanking a woman? Like hell.

For now, he just needs to rest on the ground for a bit and contemplate life while staring up at the bland sky. Wow, he can't believe he's doing this again. At least it gave him another minor revelation though. Being taught by a senior and fighting against someone from the same generation as him helped.

Hmph.

He doesn't need to be more. He just needs to his obstinate self.
 
Chang 4 - Addiction

Chang 4 - Addiction


Scritch. Scritch Scritch.

The rhythmic sound of nails raking down skin was the only audible thing in Chang's room. He was lost in a trance, staring ahead at a blank wall while sitting on top of his bedding. One would think him to be cultivating if they weren't looking at his hand.

He wasn't cultivating. Chang was thinking. For the first time ever, he decided to experiment with the sensation of a tumor on his soul, prodding it to find out what makes it tick. As a proper cultivator, he can at least use his Qi to mess around it.

What if he tried crushing his own heart? What if he sawed away at his spine? How about flaying his nerves? There's also hemorrhaging his brain. If he lacks the fine control and ability to mess with his soul, then he'll at least target the places that garner the heaviest reactions from the thing.

The redhead knows. He knows that the outgrowth is very sensitive to pain. He knows it all too well that it drives him insane. He continues to scratch the external skin and break the blood free from its containment while threatening to destroy his insides with his own Qi.

A laugh escaped him. He wasn't paying any attention to his surroundings. Fortunately, there was nobody near him that would disturb his important actions.

There's a question Chang truly wants to know the answer to. If he wasn't aware of this thing…if he could only feel an annoyance, but not actually identify where it was coming from, then would he be even more annoyed?

The truth liberates people. It allowed Chang to identify what's bothering him, but it might actually be more abhorrent that he knows what the problem is, yet he can't do anything about it.

Power is the only answer. Climbing the mountain of cultivation and achieving a high enough ability to sever this irritation from his soul once and for all is his ultimate goal.

"Soon…" he muttered to himself. "I'll soon be free to be my true self."

Chang isn't him. He can't be him as long as there's another identity attaching itself to him. He is Chang and Another.

Just that revolting thought was enough for Chang to scratch deeper until more blood spilled on his sheets. He can only be him. He only wants to be him. He's the only person that matters. Everything and everyone else is second-fiddle, so why the hell is there a person who's sharing first place with him?

Unforgivable. Disgusting. Just who the hell does he think he is trying to be Chang? Why was he born like this?

Did the heavens think this a gift or did they give him a curse from sheer whimsy.

He would rather die. But he can't accept a pathetic death. Suicide is out of the question. That's nothing more than giving up and submitting to the absolute rule of the world.

Then why is Chang scratching himself? Why can't he stop this masochistic behavior that came from his natural suicidal tendencies?

"Hah…" The almost crazed cultivator let out a breath and understood something. He always knew, but he never really understood just how severe the issue was.

Chang is addicted to pain. The mental anguish from insults and self-defeatism, self-loathing, and the rewarding pain of backbreaking labor and training against other cultivators is a hole he dug himself into. And it was all born from the outgrowth of the soul he was born with. …This thing that made him have consciousness from the very instant he was born.

It was torment being aware of existing from day one. There's no way Chang can accept the existence of something besides himself inside himself. He never entertained the idea of working together with this thing as its desires and will are diametrically opposed to his.

Chang snapped back to reality. "I need a pipe."

The only way to combat this addiction is to use another addiction. Smoking a pipe should give him the required nerves to settle down and stop scratching himself or prodding at vital organs that are necessary to sustain his life.

Chang yawned and got up from his bed. His destination was to a local store that sold the amenities he needed. He didn't bother to clean the blood that dried from his arm properly, so he wiped it hard until the dried skin flaked alongside it and fell off.

His eyes were half-closed like he just woke up and his hair was a mess. He walked ahead, not even sparing a glance to anyone around him. They didn't exist in his eyes. All that mattered was getting a smoke and the person who could help him acquire that need.

The walk to the store wasn't that long, only about ten minutes. It was a little out of ways from him and he never bothered to visit this place at least. He preferred to congregate around sellers who didn't have as many customers.

But now, he can't afford to use the noise and numerous people as an excuse to avoid this place. Chang sighed before looking around in the building for a good pipe. He had the money, so he could afford to splurge a little for something that at least reminded him of his old pipe.

He picked one up, waited in a line for a bit, and then dropped it on the counter before paying for it. Walking out of the store, his nerves were already being frayed because he forgot to purchase tobacco.

One walk through the store later and he had everything he needed. He didn't wait a second before lodging the tobacco solidly inside the pipe and lighting it on fire with a small application of his general skill manipulating fire.

"Now, that's a good element." He smiled just from using it. Fire was one of his favored elements and it's one of the ones he likes the most. Fire burns hot and a crazy enough fire could consume everything including the user. Burning out like that isn't such a bad way to die.

And to get such thoughts off of Chang's mind, he inhaled the smoke and let it linger in his mouth. This was the calm he sought.

He's a cultivator now. Having control over himself instead of having his instincts birthed by the world control him is what he needs to learn. Chang is the master of himself. He won't let anything, even another part of him, object otherwise.

The smoke in his mouth escaped as he opened his mouth. The action of breathing was therapeutic. He almost forgot everything in this moment, only taking in the calming sky above.

Now he could finally think and plan about his future of cultivation.

Addictions are truly great.

The redheaded man wandered back to his abode and sat in a cross legged position. His teeth were biting onto the edge of the pipe while a hand cupped his chin in thought. He's already made a plan to tackle the only secret realm he can access to speed up his slow progress.

The motivating factor…well, he doesn't want to think about that at the moment.

What he needs to think about is the rest. Improving his skill at controlling Qi, acquiring movement techniques and other types of battle techniques, acquiring treasures, improving his constitution, locking down his Dao, and sparring with people to improve the majority of what he already listed.

His pride rages at the thought of needing other people to succeed, so sparring for the sake of improving disgusts him. Learning techniques is also stating that he requires assistance from the people who came before him to succeed.

Chang took another inhalation of the burning tobacco.

There's also his cultivation art, which triggers his outgrowth to writhe in anguish, or at least that's what it feels like. He's never used another cultivation art, so he doesn't know if it's the very act of cultivating that makes it go crazy or if it's just his specific art. It's something for him to think about.

He shook his head, ignoring that tangent.

He can set aside his pride if it's crippling his progress too much, so he'll do it here. Sparring and learning techniques will be put on the training menu as it will help him control his Qi better.

"Qinglong seems like a good choice." A lover of women he is, but a beater of one he is too. He has no qualms about striking them in the face or anywhere else that's important to them, plus he doesn't really like that brat all that much.

In short, she's the perfect target to vent stress and to improve at the same time.

However, sparring against the same person over and over is the way to stagnation. Chang needs to seek out other potential good opponents, or he needs to fight groups of mediocre people at once.

Ah, he ran out of tobacco. He stuffed another clump in the pipe's opening and lit it up, feeling a wave of calm wash over him. He continued on with his planning session.

…What's left?

Oh, Dao. What is his Dao?

He doesn't know. It could be egoism, karma, narcissism, or anything else. He's still lacking a lock on what it could be, which isn't good. He needs to be certain what he believes in more than anything to make true progress.

"Trying to force it would only make things harder…" Chang recalled a story from his father when he was struggling in the Foundation Establishment realm.

"That was easily my most painful period of cultivation. I was always uncertain on my path and my pillars were shaky. But, I would've never made it here if I didn't keep going even when I felt uncertain. My shakiness turned into resolve and my trembling pillars became firm. You might never feel like your Dao is the right one, or you may feel that way. Since I doubt you'll ever cultivate in this lifetime, I can at least tell you this: Dao isn't absolute. People can never be absolute in anything. Hesitation and uncertainty plagues us as naturally as clouds pass in the sky. However, people can adapt. As I walked along the path, I stopped stumbling as much and my confidence grew. That was when I met your mother and let me tell you—"

Chang stopped his memory short before his recollection stumbled upon anything that would break his concentration. He took another puff.

All those tales Chang's dear old pops told him will come in handy. Jubilation fills the redhead's body at the thought of his father seething that he's actually cultivating. Now this is also an addicting feeling, though not as harmful as what he's doing right now.

He's got it now though. Chang's Dao will come naturally. A stray thought that clings to him and doesn't go away no matter what; he might feel hesitant over it and he might lack confidence in it, but it will eventually be the Dao that supports the man.

Chang is thankful to his father for being such a nice teacher here.

He stopped smoking his pipe and cleaned out the inside before setting it inside his clothes. The reckless cultivator stepped outside with the destination of training on his mind.

The training area always has some nice, durable wooden and steel posts to use. His fists and legs might bleed from repeated impacts and bruisings will naturally come as a result, but that too is an addicting feeling.

Cultivation itself is addicting to him. Anything that goes against the natural inclinations of his soul tumor turns into that.

Isn't he such an easy person? His likes are his other's dislikes.

Chang scratched himself. Is everything he is and everything he does the result of going contrary to his parasite?

He spat on the ground. …This is why he isn't Chang yet…! He can't reach his true self as long as intrusive thoughts are always omnipresent and deceiving him into thinking they're his own thoughts.

They're just slightly different enough that he can tell it doesn't originate from him, but that slight difference is all it takes to drive him up the wall! He sped over to a training post and began trying everything in his power to break it.

He filled his fists with Qi and fired rapid punches until the skin around his knuckles broke. After that, he swapped to powerful and methodical kicks that carried the full force of his body behind him.

His shin hurt. He then kicked with his foot until that began hurting too. He swapped back to punches with the intent of practicing instead of venting. Keeping his body stable, doing away with the acrobatics his family's guards love to do, and focusing on power and endurance.

Speed only came into play if he needed to target an opening immediately. Chang spaced out his punches and circled around the post until his breathing became harder.

That soul parasite was being pretty rambunctious now. That thought was enough to make him smile. The two are different and Chang is proud of that. Though the sensation is annoying, it's that very sensation that proves to him that he's alive and he's heading toward his death. The injuries that build up, even if it was just external, and the masochism that doesn't allow him to take breaks is truly the most addicting feeling of all.

Smoking just can't beat that because this garners the greatest reaction of all.

Smoking harms him. Training harms him, but there's a net benefit. Since both things harm him, he will choose what he prefers more and abandon the other.

"Hey!" The loud, masculine voice snapped him out of his trance.

Chang turned around to see three individuals whose faces prodded at his memory? Does he know these people? He might've seen them around before.

The confusion on his face irritated the man on the right, but Chang just focused on the person who called out to him. His expression was grave.

"Yeah? If you don't know, I'm training, so make this quick." The redhead's textbook rudeness grated at the three individuals.

"Do you not recognize us?" Is he supposed to?

Wait.

Chang scrunched up his face and pulled out his pipe. He lit the tobacco inside on fire to clear up his mind, clarity bringing forth the useless parts of his memory to the forefront. "Ah," he exclaimed.

"You were the three I beat up?" He wasn't sure, but their faces matched up well enough to the ones in his memory. He nodded when he became more certain of their identities due to their frowns deepening.

He then waved his hand at them. "I'm busy at the moment, so I don't have time to entertain you guys. I'm not gonna be your boss or hand you another beating…" he trailed off.

Aren't these guys mediocre fighters? They're also in a group, so this could actually be the sparring he needs.

Fortunately, they didn't go away. The rightmost man who seemed to be boiling the greatest, couldn't contain his frustration.

"We're going to beat the shit out of you!"

The middle man was taken aback by his fellow's words, but neither him nor the man on the left objected to his claim. There was probably a more polite way to say it, but…

Ah, what the hell.

"This is good timing. I need some weak bitches to help me practice, so let's get crackin'!" He grinned, showing all of his teeth and his red eyes seemed to belong to that of a tiger rather than that of a human.

However, the chance at a salty runback overran the three cultivators' wariness. Getting beaten down when they had the numbers advantage was humiliating. Even a wooden statue would be upset at this, thus they had no choice but to avenge their defeat.

It would be a fair three-on-one match. The irony of the sentence was not lost on anyone there, but they didn't have a choice.

Besides, the Golden Devils were all about teamwork. This is just sparring to further that.

Chang bent his legs low. For once, he wouldn't start the attack. He waited for the men to inch closer to them with caution plastered all over their faces. Any minute now, they would tighten their encirclement and attack Chang.

Any minute now.

…Any minute.

Chang impatiently launched the attack first.

His feet were tightly locked on the ground. It was like he slid on the dirt instead of taking proper steps, but then he took a powerful step forward at the same time he threw a punch with the same hand. The jab impacted the tough skin and sent the man backwards, seemingly about to fall over.

The gust of wind coming from behind him and the side of him couldn't both be responded to at the same time. Chang made the snap decision of blocking the attack from the side. His free hand opened its palm and parried the fist downward with a chop of his own.

He grit his teeth from the kick that landed straight on his back. He took the attack without moving back in the slightest to diminish the power of the blow. The leg that was trained into a bronze pillar did not budge the redhead in the slightest.

With the same hand that performed a knife hand chop to parry a short man's fist, Chang whipped it around and swung into the kicker's neck. His breathing was completely disturbed.

Chang was struck on the back of the head with what felt like a hammer.

He should've put more power in that initial jab.

He took a step forward to rebalance himself, planting his left foot forward and spinning around like a top. His right leg gathered momentum for a reverse roundhouse that finally knocked the large man out.

The redhead was surprised he took the punch to the chin and came back so quickly, but this should keep him down for the rest of the fight.

With the trio's most durable fighter down, Chang made short work of the remaining two. Their triangle formation falters with a man down and they're not good enough to take on the redhead in a head-on clash.

After the panting redhead's legs began shaking too much, he dropped to the ground and began lounging on the dirt, like he was enjoying a trip to the beach. He was already tired from the rough training he spontaneously did and spars take up quite a bit of energy as well.

Moving and striking at the same time can be more exhausting than one thinks. His body is also racked with self-made injuries from striking a pole, but it's more important to worry about the people who were knocked out.

He got up and squatted down at the weaklings, doing the bare minimum to check their breathing for signs of life. He didn't strike with the intent to kill or maim, but fists don't have eyes and all.

Chang was satisfied from the warm breaths on the back of his hand and went off to go call for a healer.



After all was said and done, the reckless man returned back to his abode, his training for the day over. His foul tongue can really incite some people to fights, so he should lean on that more.

Chang looked at his injured hand. The local healer offered to give him a touch up as well after he saw his bruises and scrapes, but the man declined.

He loves looking at these injuries. He recalled – in a vague portion of his memory – that the most important part of exercise is to rest. The crazy redhead did the impulsive and foolish thing, and ignored that advice to do some more pushups until his muscles felt like they were on the verge of tearing.

He hasn't exhausted himself enough yet. He doesn't feel like he's dying yet. He's not gasping for air. He's not starving for food. His head isn't pounding from a lack of proper sleep.

Chang snatched the pipe from his clothes and looked at it for a moment.

He closed his fist and snapped it.

Abnormal in both mind and soul, the man came to a simple conclusion.

Scritch. Scritch. Scritch.

"This pain is all the addiction I need."
 
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Chang 5 - Spurned Family

Chang 5 - Spurned Family


Chang lived in a pretty extravagant home before he left it along with his family. The redhead grew up in an extremely large city with three families that ruled over it, his Jiang family being one of them. His boisterous father and his calm mother raised him and his younger sister. He had an older brother that stopped by from time to time, though he was mostly out and about doing stuff Chang didn't really know about.

The family was slightly happy if one ignored Chang's aberrant behavior of self-harm and attempted suicide. He probably brought on his restrictions by himself, but he felt that he couldn't be blamed.

The family was due to grow with a marriage he was scheduled for. They were apparently another of the three big families, but the egotistical redhead couldn't recall enough information about them.

When Chang joined the Golden Devils and ran out on the arranged marriage, he angered quite a large number of people. He knew his parents would be upset and some of the guards might be annoyed from the beatings they'll receive for letting him go, but he didn't know how his sister or brother would react. Not only was it his family that descended into chaos but the bride's family as well.

It's not like he really cared about them, but there was a certain amount of curiosity directed toward them whenever he cultivated.

The curiosity was also supplemented by amusement when he thought how pissed his dad and mom would be. He doesn't quite recall how his would-be wife looks like, but she would probably be pissed as well.

The thought that a man she was supposed to marry just up and left her right before they were gonna get married is enough to send him into laughing fits.

Did she think she was too ugly and that's why Chang ran? Of course, the redhead didn't care about looks, only his natural freedom and the taste of fun that the outside would bring him. Experience and pain in equal measures would make him truly feel alive for the first time.

He always was kept inside, never allowed to stray from a guard or his parents whenever he went outside into the city. He couldn't feel true freedom of his own; chains were always wrapped around his ankles and wrists. The feeling of being constrained was undeniably irritating to both Chang and him, another thing the two opposing existences could agree on.

When the trapped boy listened to all those tales from his father, his desire for the world outside grew. The father could never have expected that his words served as the spark to set the forest on fire. There was already a small ember smoldering in Chang's heart, but his father was the wind that made the flames spread.

While the boy, now a man, was almost having the time of his life in a desert, his family was agonizing over his disappearance.

Many years have passed, but to cultivators, the passing of what mortals would think as a great deal of time was nothing to them. Within a large mansion connected to large houses that surrounded it, a loud voice reverberated across the entire city in anger.

"You still haven't found him at all?!" Jiang Xun, Chang's father, nearly slapped the head guard of his abode in the face.

The captain had one arm by his side while lacking another. His face might've seemed calm at first glance, but with another closer observation, beads of sweat would be noticeable on his forehead. The armored man didn't dare to wipe them off and answered his lord as quickly as possible.

Bad news is still better than no news.

"Sir! We have still not located him, sir!" He had teeth smacked out of his face immediately. Xun has been boiling for years and he'll continue to boil for many more years as long as his son isn't back where he belongs.

'When I find that no-good bastard…fuck I'm insulting myself! When I find that son of a bitch… I'm gonna…I'm gonna…!'

He couldn't form coherent thoughts. Normally, though he'd still have an undercurrent of noticeable fury, he would be far more in control of himself than usual. The issue is that the spouse's family sent another message of dissatisfaction toward him.

The two families have been close for years, so when Chang just ran out, it was a grave insult. They were still close, but there was still annoyance from the other party. Xun's old pal felt the urge to poke Xun from time to time, which sets him off something fierce. Having his reverse scale prodded at again and again would have any man's sanity start to fray.

"If you haven't found him, then what am I paying you for! Should I just cut your other arm off?!"

"Sir, forgive me for my impudence but you've already dealt enough damage to me! I will rebel along with everyone else if you cut off my other arm!"

"Then I'll cut off your fucking balls!!"

The guard captain went green in the face before he turned white in the face. Before the father could seethe any harder, another person walked in the room.

"And who the fuck do you think you a—oh, Ling'er what brings you here?" The father's wrathful face turned into an implacable calm after seeing his other son that wasn't such an enormous pain in his ass.

The man had hair just as red as Chang's but his body was thinner. Though he had height over his younger brother, his features were softer. He sighed at his father's anger.

"Pops, the whole city can hear you. Mom's probably gonna come back and slap the teeth out of you if you continue to harass our loyal guards, so let him go this time please?"

Xun grunted. He did realize that he was going too far, but he couldn't bring himself to stop. "You're right. I'll just take out my frustrations on Chang'er later. You may leave, Hong."

The guard captain sent his thoughts and prayers to Chang for he knew his punishment wouldn't be light. He'll definitely have a limb broken or have his ass exploded by a paddle. The guard captain has done everything in his power to help him escape, so what happens afterward is up to his young master.

"Now," Xun switched thought processes, his eyes growing suspicious. "You're always welcome here, but you don't usually swing by this early after your last visit. Did something come up?"

Jiang Ling's face looked like he bit on a lemon. He bit back a sigh as he explained his issue. "That marriage you arranged for me…"

"Mhm." Xun nodded with a smile. This son of his never had a rebellious bone in his body and always followed his instructions down to the letter, so he found a strong-willed woman for him to strengthen his will. She was of a good lineage, so he believed he was doing this son of his a favor.

"...I skipped out on the wedding day as well." Evidently not!!

Funeral bells toiled in Xun's head. "You…"

Something sweet was rising from the back of his throat. This son of his was always so mild-mannered and obedient, so why did it happen now? Why did it happen on this day of all days when his reverse scale was touched? Who raised his bastard son?! Who!! He wants to know now!!

What? He was the one who rose two sons that ran away from a marriage? Does Xun have any face left? Just how can he go show his arrogant posturing in the city now? People will either shoot severe looks of mockery or anger at him.

The father fell into a seat, one that was pulled out by his kind son before he fell to the ground. He looked at the high ceiling and tried to think about what went wrong. He had no clue, so he let out a meaningless sigh. "I'll let your mother deal with you."

Now that made the mild-mannered man pale. He felt like he was thrown into a freezing tundra without clothes and he could've sworn he heard the sound of a snake slithering behind him. Xun looked at Ling's face and felt a despicable amount of schadenfreude well up within him before he remembered that his shouts carried across the city, so he's also going to get a stern talking to.

The father-son duo sighed in unison.

"...Two unfilial sons whose balls aren't working and my little girl who I won't Dre let any man get close with."

"At least you're self-aware." Xun ignored the sarcastic words and continued.

"I'm not gonna have any offspring this rate. Ling, you will go back to that woman or so help me, you'll never be able to go back to any woman in your lifetime with pride."

"I miss Chang," lamented the remaining son. The two brothers didn't have much of a proper relationship, but it was still one between brothers. Ling would die for any one of his family, and he believes that Chang would as well. "I wonder how he's doing. Did he make any friends where he's at? Does he have a place to sleep? Is he eating alright? I wonder if he made any progress in his cultivation."

Of all those questions, it was the last one that made the father tremble, though Ling didn't notice. He could only lament the empty feeling of the house, the previous liveliness gone along with Chang. There's a regretful sentiment welling up within the man that he didn't visit more often to see his brother before he ran off wherever he went. He did a damn good job covering his tracks.

Everyone in the household knows guards helped him escape, but they're not selling their own out at all. All the father could feel was a stifling feeling of impotent anger that he had no clue where to begin searching for his son. All he knew was that he was alive. There was always the last resort of using that special seeker treasure...but it costs some lifespan.

Xun clicked his tongue. He'll do it if more years pass without any news. After minutes passed with the father and son sitting together and relaxing in the peaceful home, the larger man groaned in pain. He needs his pipe now.

...

Just felt a little need to write about some of Chang's family. I kept them on the down low because I didn't feel they were all that important yet, but with the next turn coming up soon, I felt I had to write about the father and the older brother for a future omake I'll write about.
 
Chang 6 - Hope Lies in Death

Chang 6 - Hope Lies in Death


A redheaded cultivator finally reached the destination he spent a good chunk of time preparing for. He honed his martial prowess as the training he received from a senior didn't allow him to be complacent in the slightest. There was no way to know if Chang was truly ready to take on the Qiguai Clan's little playpen, but death shouldn't be something to fear.

Why should he fear nature? In fact, Chang welcomes it. Life and death are equal in his eyes, but since a clingy taint loves life more than anything, the redheaded, suicidal cultivator will choose to love and embrace death in spite of it all.

For Chang, wouldn't that mean hope lies in death for him? It's truly unknown whether or not he would feel the same way toward death if he didn't possess his naturally unnatural inclinations.

Through his teeth, he let out a breath of air, his cheeks were pulled taught by the grin on his face and his eyes were half-lidded like he was still trying to wake up from a deep slumber.

An individual's path can only be seized by a single person.

The proper road can only be stepped on by a single person.

'Honestly…' Chang thought to himself. His Dao was beginning to take shape and coalesce alongside his ridiculous ego to take shape as the true part of him that could no longer be restrained. There's just a little something that's missing.

Or maybe it's the fact that there is something, but it's holding him back. Could this hesitation be doubt in his path?

Chang wants to utterly destroy everything including himself. Burning out himself in a crusade to just destroy even the heavens sounds completely natural to his aberrant sensibilities.

But he can't reach his true self as long as the tumor on his soul continues to exist, so is that truly what he desires?

Chang did the rare occasion of looking inwards. Not just introspection, but inspecting his own soul and looking at the tumor with something other than unmitigated hostility.

Chang received help; the assistance was a mixture of good and bad, but he received it nonetheless. As a measly cultivator in the paltry Qi Condensation realm, the rest is up to him. That is one of the reasons why he chose to enter the Qiguai Secret Realm.

Another reason is the redheaded man's natural death-seeking desires that can't be pushed down no matter how hard he tries. Frankly speaking, he doesn't even feel like pushing them away anymore. He'll embrace them in full, accepting this part of him while pushing away the cancerous fragment that clings to his soul like taint.

So, as he found himself standing in front of the entrance to the secret realm along with more cultivators than he expected, his expectations were sidestepped. He believed the secret realm to be more closely guarded with a bunch of majesty surrounding the place, but it's almost like a hangout spot where cultivators are stossing insults at each other in preparation to jump into a new world.

Naturally, the reason for that is that Chang and the regular Qi Cultivators aren't allowed inside of the nice big building containing nothing but extravagance limited for the truly powerful and established.

Since Chang has neither status nor power, he can't go in and enjoy himself or relax properly. The sun's fully out and glaring down at him with a lack of strong winds providing a comforting chill.

Tents were set up, but Chang doesn't feel like hanging out with his fellow Golden Devil buddies. Acknowledging their existence and giving them more than just disrespect is the furthest he can go.

As a result, he's relaxing outside, standing up and waiting for the fun stuff to begin. He'll stand all day if he has to.

Beating up somebody and sitting on their head is feeling more and more appealing to him as time passes. The redhead's brow was twitching in annoyance from the cacophony around him.

The redhead is forced to listen to bitching and all sorts of other stuff from cultivators all over. He needs to stay away from some of them, lest they feel like picking a fight. Chang doesn't wish to expend energy putting people into the ground and he doesn't wish to waste money paying for their funerals either.

"Enough…"

He tuned out the white noise and focused on sharpening his resolve. Either he'll gain more power or he dies. Those are the only routes left to him here.

Damn he's feeling exhausted already for some reason.

"Come one come all! Get your free guidebook to special pills and herbs you may find in the secret realm. None of you want to consume a poison and perish like a fool by accident, right?"

The feminine voice was annoyingly loud, the irritation factor being boosted by the fact that it was a yell of a harlot. Chang sighed and reluctantly turned his head to look at what was all the buzzing only to see people congregating around a lady waving around a bunch of notebooks that seemed to be for sale.

The book was being waved so fast that Chang only believed people lined up to get a proper look at what the hell she was talking about.

Chang thought to himself for a moment before going to stand in a line himself. He had nothing better to do. The exchanged words between the merchant and her customers were nothing more than a blur to the man practicing solipsism. Time passed until Chang reached the front and the woman greeted him with a smile, two dimples on full display.

Before she spoke, Chang slurred first. "How much is it?"

"How much do you think?" she asked like it was obvious. The girl demanded the same price of spirit crystals for the extremely valuable information. Newbies to this secret realm would love this info, but rocking up the prices too high would leave dissatisfaction and she obviously doesn't want that.

She carefully set the prices so that anyone who was here would have enough money to buy it, but not too much that they would feel it was a robbery. Since most cultivators carry a good chunk of the good stuff on them, it should've been a good business deal.

Naturally, everyone in the line should be aware of the price because she repeated it multiple times. What she didn't realize was that she was dealing with a man whose ego was so enlarged, it could block out the sun.

What that means is that Chang didn't pay any attention to what she or anyone else said at all until now. The words just didn't register to him. So, the redhead's response was perfectly sound to him. The woman had no curves of which to speak of, something that reminded him of Qinglong. Even ignoring that fact, he wasn't keen on showing courtesy to anyone right now.

"It's worth nothing, thanks." He snatched the book from her hand, leaving her and the line of people behind Chang dumbfounded.

Somebody took offense immediately.

"Hey, why didn't he have to pay for that?!"

Chang immediately went to tuning out the outside noise and inside noise pulsing from his soul while intaking the information in the book. In this strange state, He was basically blankly staring into space while turning pages. His eyes were barely able to read the words, but he could understand it enough.

"Hey!" Of course, his important studies were interrupted by a tight grip on his shoulder. Chang turned his head and saw the lady who kindly donated the book to him give him an odd stare.

"Hm?"

He just now noticed that her eyes were the same color as his, but with a darker shade. The color of blood even. Chang frowned. Something's off about her.

"What? Are you planning on getting in my way or disturbing me? Then take out your weapon and let's go right now."

Chang's boldness and arrogance was completely unrestrained as he wasn't talking to anyone from the Golden Devil Clan. There was no need to hold back his ego when dealing to people outside of those he's supposed to show a modicum of decorum toward.

He wasn't interested in flirting with any woman right now. That's secondary compared to his deathly desires.

The brunette cultivator's gaze became completely blank. Chang couldn't read her emotions, but he frankly wasn't good at reading that kind of stuff in the first place. He did feel something odd from her, but her cultivation wouldn't allow him to be endangered by his merchant in the slightest.

"Ahaha, it's no big deal. Yeah, that's on the house from me."

'What?'

That cheery laughter was the last thing he expected as a response. He was prepared to brain the woman the instant she showed hostility, but he was the one who got brained instead.

"Don't worry everyone! Since he was my thousandth customer, I thought he deserved to get something for his fortune! Here, I'll cut the prices in half to celebrate!"

Chang couldn't prevent himself from feeling the emotion known as schadenfreude directed toward those who paid the full price. If he took the time to look he would've spotted people with black lines on their foreheads. Their anger mounted and almost pushed them to do something.

Unfortunately for them, all they can do is swallow their anger and wait until after the portal stuff is done. Guards are still here after all.

Chang shrugged and went back to reading the notebook containing notes on all sorts of herbs and pills. The ways to identify and separate poisonous herbs from beneficial herbs to bolster cultivation was contained here.

"Good." The redhead began smiling to himself.

Maybe he should've tipped the lady, but what's done is done. He'll need all the spirit stones in his possession for his stone gauntlets. He can just feel that he's gonna push his body past its limits here.

Chang sat down on a sizable boulder and waited for the portal to open, his eyes roving over the carefully inked pages. The detail lying in this seems weird…

"This information feels like it was gained secondhand," he noted after a bit of reading.

There was a great amount of detail, but it seemed to lack the experience from a person who truly went into the Qiguai Secret Realm.

A fraud?

Chang shook his head. He would identify if the information is fraudulent when he goes into the realm and tries out a pill or a herb himself. If the comparable information is wrong, then he'll know for sure.

Hopefully he won't get instantly killed by poison though. Death is nice, but a joke of a death like that would be laughably disappointing.

Chang frowned to himself.

'I'm getting too crazy about death.' It's only now he realizes how his lunatic nature has only gotten worse over the years. The frequency of his thoughts about death are increasing.

Fuck, his sanity is starting to go. The redhead took meditative breaths to calm himself down, but from finally understanding that his mind is fraying, it seemed to only deteriorate his mental state. Just how is he gonna calm himself down? He doesn't even know the cause behind this.

At this rate, he'll lose his mind halfway in the Foundation Establishment Realm. He clicked his tongue and walked over to the book donor. The portal hasn't been opened yet, so there's still time to kill.

"Verify the truth of this book." Chang didn't ask, he demanded. Since she completely sold out, it was easier to speak with her.

"Huh? What do you mean to verify the truth of it? All of it's true." The last time he trusted a female merchant, he nearly got conned out of everything including the clothes on his back. Bitches are crazy.

"Prove it's true then."

"How do I prove it without going in? Since I'm not going in, you'll just have to take my word for it or ask some of the veterans who have gone in as a cross-reference." She does make a good point.

'Wait, she's not going in?'

Chang saw the brunette pack her bags and sling them over her shoulder. She had a slight twinkle in her eyes when she looked at the half-open book in Chang's hand. "I expect you to pay me back in interest later if you make it out of that boring secret realm alive."

Chang deemed further words pointless and let out a sigh while halfheartedly waving her away. He turned around before she left and went back to his rock, keen on closing his eyes and meditating until it was time.

What he meditated on was the book. He couldn't allow himself to get lost in his own thoughts. He'd start scratching himself and lose valuable blood; he'll need each and every drop of it to survive what's in store…at least, that's how he feels.

There's a certain kind of dread emanating from this secret realm that the redhead just feels clinging to him at all times.

It's exciting.

Chang lost track of time, but he forgot when the secret realm would begin anyway. He was lost in his notebook when an explosive echoing sound rang in the entire area, utterly shaking everyone's ears to the insides.

If it stopped at that then it would've been a mere annoyance.

"Alright get ready!!" a man roared with impatience and strength, his voices seemingly even louder than the gong he banged on. Yes, voices. It somehow echoed and repeated itself from a single mouth, which annoyed him greatly. Chang stood to his feet. "Those who want to enter our Secret Realm need to form lines to receive your instructions and a number!!"

Is this why the merchant left? So she wouldn't have to hear this trash yelling and spitting his garbage everywhere? He could've toned his voice down.

"What are you waiting for?! We don't have all day, so move!!" The screaming man spoke up once again, his booming voices crashing into everyone's ears just because there were a few stragglers taking their time.

Chang sighed.

'I'm gonna kill that shit.'

He slapped both of his cheeks and got his head in the game. He put that man out of his mind and lined up while going over the information in the book and his training. He needed to remember his goal. He's couldn't seek death. Chang sought power.

He can't allow his instincts to override rational thought and trade deathblows with a man just because of his own ego. No matter what, he's going to survive and increase his power, so his dreams of death can be worth something.

'Wait, something's off. Is that really how I feel?'

The man in front of Chang was wearing some expensive robes. He was shorter than the redhead, but he carried himself with a far more nobler air while he kept his hand on a sword strapped to his waist. He seemed to be extremely tense.

Chang contrasted him by holding back a yawn while digging wax out of his ear. Energy was wasted from being out in the sun all day and he doesn't feel like wasting anymore by getting all tense before jumping into the secret realm.

He looked at the piece of wax he pulled from his ear and wiped it on the man's expensive robes. He immediately turned around with a questioning look on his face.

Chang gave kind advice. "I saw how tense you were and just gave you a little pat on the back so you could unwind. We're not in yet, so don't stretch yourself too tight that you snap alright?"

"Um, which clan or sect do you hail from?" The redhead smiled at the fact that his bullshit was bought. The man in front still had his suspicions, but he did calm down just a slight amount.

"Where I'm from doesn't really matter. Inside the realm and outside the realm, we're all equal and the same."

"Hm…you do make a fair point. Good luck, fellow cultivator." And just like that, Chang was able to get away with rubbing his ear wax on a random stranger in front while making the man think the redhead was just a neighborly guy with good intentions.

Chang craned his head backwards and shot a smirk at the utterly deadpan expression plastered on the cultivator behind him. Expressions speak louder than words and the man's expression spoke an essay on how full of shit Chang was. The man behind didn't speak up though because it'd just start a commotion and he might get swept up in it.

Well, more than that, he just doesn't really care.

Most people are focused on themselves and the secret realm and Chang and the cultivator behind him aren't really any different.

What Chang can do though is spare some mental energy to screw around for the sake of relaxing before he needs to stress himself past a breaking point.

In the end, the redhead is just stalling. The passing time was a temporary ally to Chang until he reached the front of the line.

There was a simple woman, most likely from the Qiguai clan that recited something he completely tuned out. It would only be important when he exited the secret realm, thus it's pointless words.

The redheaded cultivator got a badge that led him into another line. The process was beginning to get tedious in an annoying way pretty quickly. Chang contemplated the process.

It was obvious that things would be faster if they just let everyone pile into the gate to the secret realm. However, that would also make things a lot more chaotic and a lot less boring and tedious. To Chang that was nothing but positives all around, but he can recognize that people usually dislike what he likes and he likes what people usually dislike.

In spite of that, he would force his likes on people if he had the power and if it was convenient enough.

He sighed as time swapped from ally to enemy. It'd be a good time to smoke a pipe right now, but he willingly broke his last one for the sake of his primary addiction that not even being fulfilled right now.

"This needs to hurry the hell up already."

When it was finally Chang's turn to enter the portal, he could not contain himself.

The widening of his eyes and the stretching of his lips conveyed an undeniable excitement and joy. There was more than a mere trace of jubilation when he stepped through the portal and was blasted with the view of a dark tunnel, a light at the end that called for Chang.

There was zero hesitation in the redheaded cultivator's steps.

The feeling of entering a different world through means of basically teleportation was indescribable. Chang felt odd for a moment, a fleeting disorientation making him stumble just a slight bit as a minor pulse of his soul made his mood dip for just a moment.

The insides of the Qiguai Secret Realm blew away that minor trace of negativity. There were a lot of plants that resembled drawings found in his little notebook. The ecosystem was completely chaotic: there was a mesh of different types of forests sprawled in all directions, like some powerful being did a patchwork job of making a world.

All in all it was pretty…

"How bland."

Even the dark hole of the portal leading here was more exciting, though not because of the view itself, but the anticipation. That was also slightly bland.

He really expected something out of expectations. A secret realm should have been more... To him it should have be indescribable. Words were supposed to fail him.

Chang looked in all four directions and each spot in his eyes possessed a different environment. He jumbled them all up in his head, spun an imaginary pipe, and walked toward the direction the pen stopped closest to.

Chang was going into the jungle where he would probably find some annoying monkeys if he remembers his ecosystems right. He could amuse himself with the fact that he was going west.

He escaped his family by going west and he's choosing to go west in this secret realm.

"Let's see if the luck that led me to the Golden Devils will work again here." He didn't bother to wait at the entrance for anyone else. Even if there were Golden Devil cultivators he could team up with, the idea of teamwork just doesn't mesh well with him. He'll go solo and continue to go solo until something makes him forcibly choose otherwise or if his mindset changes.

Since the redhead very much doubts the latter will happen, there's nothing to worry about. He can remain himself no matter what.

But who exactly is he?

He shook his head and found comfort from the monotonous sound of his footwear stepping over dirt and grass. The hypnotic and soothing sound of wading through an environment dense with foliage brought solace to Chang's chaotic mind. There were no hostile beasts or cultivators he could feel in the area, so the young cultivator could take his sweet ass time exploring the place while matching plants to his notebook.

The jungle plants look harmless, so it seems like the safest way to test the veracity of the merchant who sold this thing.

"According to the book, this plant makes you itch when you touch it." Chang touched the harmless thing and felt the immediate urge to rapidly scratch all over his body. It wasn't so simple as touching it would make the part you touched it with feel itchy. Chang resisted the urge, but it was annoying.

Not as annoying as a certain other pervasive itch that he's forced to deal with.

At least it was harmless to verify the truth of the notebook. He wouldn't trust all of it as that would be a fool's errand, but a good majority of it is probably true. He'll have to identify what seems to have less information and what seems to have more information, but for now, he can truly explore this place.

Chang looked up to get a feel for where he was, an attempt to use the sky as a compass to understand his directions and locations, but that was a fool's errand.

The sun and sky looked extremely odd and if he strained his eyes to look further, the stars were even odder. The redhead let out a helpless laugh.

"Guess it's just wandering aimlessly and getting into fights while trying to find some of the goodies. I'll have to cultivate in between as well. Can't let myself fall behind even if I'm in a dangerous place."

When the barest signs of hunger began to set in, Chang quickly swiftly pulled a pouch from his robes and opened. In his hands was a small pill he pulled out. It was nothing more than a simple pill used to fill up one's stomach. He made sure to stock up on a bunch of these for his trip to the secret realm.

The roar of a beast was the next thing Chang heard after the rumbling of his stomach. It was louder than any noise he could make and it carried an aura of power. Chang could tell from the noise that the tiger that screamed in the jungle could definitely kill him, so he swiftly dashed in a direction away from it.

After the roar of a tiger, he heard the howls of monkeys. After the howls of monkeys he ran into snakes that he barely avoided getting bitten by. Chang didn't feel like testing if they were venomous or not, so he fled from them as well.

Six hours passed and Chang was running around in the jungle, his body haggard. His clothes were ruffled and wrinkled from all the running and jumping he did while avoiding beasts that would slow him down and fighting against ones that wouldn't let him go. The redhead didn't go unharmed as there were minor scratches that piled up.

He took the time to sit down near a tree and begin cultivating, the diligence of gaining power and training being instilled in him from birth. The Ninth Prince's training came in handy as he learned how to read his environment and dodge better.

Overall, his movement abilities soared even if he didn't pick up a movement technique. What Chang needed was life-and-death battles to further hone himself with true experience. He didn't flee the animals because he feared them.

He ran to train himself. Running in a jungle was ridiculously hard with vines hanging from trees and bushes getting in the way. He had to time his jumps and make sure he didn't trip over even the smallest animal that could kill him with its venom. These were no piranhas, but they're just as deadly.

Insects were truly the most dangerous type of creature in this environment. Thankfully, Chang's senses were finely honed from that damn montage training he did, so he can spot them with his eyes and either step on them or stay away from them if they're the flying types.

Only thing worse than bugs are flying bugs. That's something the redhead must keep in mind.

All in all though, he was having quite the time of his life. He was running around and being chased all over the jungle, only have some few breaks of less than ten minutes, but being pushed like this was invigorating in a certain way.

If it wasn't for his soul tumor irritating him all the while, this would practically be a vacation.

Chang can't get complacent though. This isn't a vacation and he didn't come here to have fun. If he's having fun then that means he's not pushing himself enough. Until his body breaks and until he's cursing his past self, he can't let up the self-torturous training he plans on going through.

"Woah!" Chang leapt over a strange jungle reptilian he's never seen in his life. He was about to fall on a pile of snakes, but he grabbed onto a vine and swung himself across a large river, jumping on another vine when he was about to fall in. He passed over the body of water and continued onward, making sure everything was still on his person.

The redhead had the slight thought of removing his stone gauntlets to train himself more, but that would only make it harder to train. He can't fight against stronger opponents without them.

"Actually, I need to go pick a fight with another cultivator. They have techniques and skills while beasts usually rely on their bodies… Yeah, I need to build more experience dealing with sapient fighters." Chang had the bad habit of talking to himself like a crazy person, but it's not like there was anyone else around to judge him.

"This day's about to end though."

Chang allowed a hint of concern to seep through his expression. He cupped his chin in thought. It'll be harder to find another person during nighttime. Especially in this enormous secret realm. Chang needs to plan on finding a place to rest now that the sun is beginning to set.

He traveled a desert, but he wasn't really all that experienced in traveling through a jungle. There was the obvious common sense of avoiding trees because of the insects and snakes, and making sure there's a water source nearby, but Chang's in the dark of anything other than that.

He stretched his left arm and prepared to waste a large amount of time in this secret realm; his cultivation will improve, but his experiences might make him exhausted by the time he's done with this place.



The redhead didn't bother counting hours and days. Keeping track of the time was ultimately meaningless as a cultivator. Chang engorged himself on the natural food of the wildlife, taking care to not provoke any beast that would render him a bloody smear on the dirt.

He had pills to stave off hunger, but that's no fun for the energetic redhead. Striving to survive through hunting beasts and taking their lives to sustain his own just felt right to him. He explored a large amount of the jungle and found some dangerous parts even he didn't want to get involved with

There was an odd mist that had a solid quality to it. Chang was unable to pass through it yet there were some life forms that could pass through it like it was actual mist. There was also a deep ravine with a cave system lining the walls. Chang didn't explore that yet because the jungle had more fun and it had more light.

There were beasts he sustained injuries from while achieving a victory, beasts he had to run from because he couldn't damage them in the slightest, and beasts he had to run from for a different reason. He was surrounded by deadliness on all sides and he was living it up in style. Chang felt right at home in this hostile jungle.

Ultimately, he had a lot of fun, but even that fun couldn't last.

There was a frown on Chang's face as the once exciting period of survival in the secret realm finally became monotonous and bland. The insipid pattern didn't have anything broken up and the young cultivator felt his progress stall. He's not going to tackle the ravine yet because there's still something else he needs to do.

"I need to pick a fight with somebody if I'm gonna continue onward." Since he hasn't seen any other human cultivator drop in the ravine, there's probably none there.

He also needs to search for some of the goodies that people naturally find here. If he's fortunate enough, which he knows he isn't, he'll stumble across a nice plant that'll make his cultivation soar.

He sighed.

He'll have to beat somebody up and rob them, won't he.

Well, that's better than having to search for stuff himself. He can knock out three birds with one stone: his boredom will abate, he'll find a nice cultivation booster, and he'll gain more combat experience.

Chang continued his path into the jungle, the environment growing slightly more barren with broken up sections of ground appearing into view. The redhead raised a brow in amazement at what seemed like a large fight that took place.

The trace of Qi in the air and the pressure told him that the fighters were all above at least sixth Heavenstage and there were over five individuals that duked it out. There were even some beasts that got involved.

Chang could tell due to the stench of blood in the air and the bodies strewn everywhere.

'This was recent.'

The young cultivator marched onwards with steps more cautious than they were previously. He donned a cat's grace, a rare sign of wariness and acknowledgement that he needs to watch for anything that can kill him.

He needs to keep telling himself that gaining power is the goal and death isn't. He needs to actively go against the inclinations that constituted the whole of his life.

The fact that his little soul tumor isn't acting up means that the two existences are unanimously in agreement for once. That just irritates Chang. And that small irritation was enough to trigger the tumor—nothing more than a small vibration made itself apparent in the redhead's mind.

He sighed and gave up any sign of caution and dashed forward, igniting more internal pulses of concern. He felt the rush of Qi within his body speed up.

Exhilarating. He hates to admit it, but there's a certain rush to having his soul make his Qi run at full force outside of his control.

Chang's swift flight took him to a spot of the jungle that was barren of the usual cluster of trees with vines and other plantlife clinging to them and choking their roots. The sight of people up ahead being alarmed by his encroaching presence forced him to a stop before they pulled their weapons out and skewered him.

He looked at all of them, cultivations ranging from fifth Heavenstage to seventh Heavenstage. Chang pointed at the strongest of them all, a short, burly man who developed a beard, but unfortunately went bald early.

"Who are you?" The strongest of them pierced Chang with his gaze. He had a warhammer strapped to his back and he seemed like he knew how to use it.

Perfect. An opponent who possesses skill with a weapon and one who's of a higher cultivation than him. His wariness has no arrogance born from being stronger, which means he has a wellspring of experience as well.

All in all, this is a good opponent for the redhead to test his mettle.

The rest of the man's comrades were keen on standing back. Their stances were relaxed and their hands weren't making anything close to movements nearing their weapons.

Chang looked over them all and exclaimed: "Wow, looks like we got a bit of a festival here! I wish there were more people, but you're enough." He pointed at the bald man in the middle. "You, let's exchange pointers. My motivation is battle experience to sharpen myself."

You heard a scoff. It came from a person who didn't matter. "Why should we waste our time entertaining a weak pissant like you? We're busy if you couldn't tell earlier."

Chang didn't even look at the man. "I'm not talking to you, dumb bastard. Gouge your eyes out if you can't see who I'm speaking to or cut your tongue out if you could and decided to run your retarded mouth anyways."

All with a grin on his face, he hurled abuses toward somebody who dared to act arrogant in his presence. Chang is the only one who can sling verbal abuses with arrogance and boldness unless somebody wants to trade barbs with him. He wouldn't mind doing that actually, but there's something more important right now.

"You!"

"'You' what? You wanna kill yourself for the sake of everyone here, so they don't need to listen to anymore barking?"

He kept his gaze focused on the baldy, ignoring the fuming and killing intent aimed at him. He's felt more threatened by brats than that. A snake-eyed one, but still a brat nonetheless.

"Hahaha, Feng Li are you really gonna take that from a mere upstart?"

"Brat, I'll kill you!"

Chang sighed. THe fact that one of the comrades incited the other one tells him that their relationship isn't as close as it seems on the surface. If the man calmed down, then they would be pretty good buddies at least, but he instead got even angrier enough to draw a weapon.

Chang didn't see the weapon he drew because he wasn't even looking at the man. His gaze was only focused on the most dangerous person in the group. That bald, burly man let out an almost imperceptible sigh before turning around.

"That's enough." Those words were enough to calm even the furious man down. He was extremely unwilling, but he seemed even more unwilling to contest the group leader's words.

Probably due to his strength.

The man turned back around, his taciturn mood giving way to a small amount of curiosity. "Tell me boy, what reason do I have to exchange pointers with you? I get nothing out of it."

A light sound of stone tapping against stone rang out through the jungle's clearing. Chang drew attention to his special gauntlets. "I'll give you these. They run on spirit stones and they'll allow you to hit above your level if you're wearing them. I'm sure you'll find a great use for them as long as you're in here."

Chang left out the information that they cost an annoying amount of spirit stones. Its upkeep was almost not worth it, but the redhead needed the power boost to keep up with some things here.

Two cultivators stared each other down until one of them closed their eyes in acceptance. "You're correct. As a blacksmith, I can find a good use for those things."

Chang now knew where the muscles came from. He also smiled at the fact that this deal was looking like it was gonna go through just fine.

When the blacksmith opened his eyes, he swiftly untied the warhammer from his back and held it diagonally from him. "I accept your terms. For this battle, I will hold nothing back. Fists and weapons have no eyes, so no hard feelings if anyone dies."

"Boss, are you serious?!" It wasn't just the previously fuming man, the rest of the group was fretting, clearly worrying over something.

"Don't worry, I'll make this quick." Ah, they were worried about attracting more dangerous monsters. Well, that would be annoying, so Chang would have to finish this quickly.

The redheaded cultivator's devilish smirk told a tale that the man was unaware of. The bald man viewed it as nothing more than the cockiness of a newbie who didn't know the difference between heaven and earth, but Chang had a nasty ploy in mind.

While he was rushing over toward their direction, his eyes barely caught a trace of the blacksmith slipping a pill into his robes. His eyes were burning a hole through his hand before he concealed it at lightning speed, later believing that Chang didn't see it.

If the redhead put up an offer for that pill, the man might've pulled some dirty trickery halfway through the fight in order to keep his victory secured. So Chang talked about some bullshit like he merely wanted to gain battle experience.

It's not like that was a lie, but it wasn't the whole truth either.

The redhead settled into a medium stance, his knees bent more than usual. He was forcing pressure on his knees to kick off with his maximum strength. The instant the man moved, Chang would move too.

For a moment, it was a simple stalemate between two opponents.

The next moment, the warhammer-wielding blacksmith moved, intent on defeating his opponent quickly. He neither underestimated Chang nor overestimated him, so he swung his heavy weapon with eighty percent of his strength, keeping some power in reserve so he wouldn't overextend and leave himself open.

Chang kicked off the ground and threw a punch backed with all of his strength into the hardest part of the hammer. He left the ground toward the blacksmith and then he was blown away a dozen meters in the opposite direction from the force of the impact. The hand underneath the stone gauntlet was shaking down to the bone.

His insides churned and he held his body stable. At least he wasn't completely floored and coughing up blood already.

'Those muscles aren't for show and he was still holding power in reserve. He should've been able to injure me internally with a single strike if he used his full power.'

It was only by the grace of the stone's defensive properties and the Ninth Prince's training that Chang didn't have his hand broken. The redhead acknowledged this and activated the spirit stones embedded into it.

There was no visible external difference in the gauntlets, but there was an extremely low thrum humming. It was barely audible to Chang, but his opponent's superior ears were able to hear it as well. He became even more wary.

The two cultivators began circling around each other.

Chang recalled the cursed montage. Not only did his trained body become even more trained and hardened, but he also learned how to move his body with greater grace and agility. He previously applied it to the environment of the jungle to cover more ground, but he applied it to this fight, something it was meant for the most.

He read his opponent's fighting style and judged him to be the cautious type that always keeps his strength in reserve so he can react to any surprises without being caught too flatfooted.

It was the complete opposite of Chang's fighting style – a berserk rush that eschewed most defensive maneuvers – thus, it was something Chang could deal with. The Ninth Prince taught him observation and patience, but he was born with instincts and a frenzied spirit.

He combined the two and leapt forward. Chang threw a flurry of fists, the impact of the blows bolstered by the spirit stones being burned away in the stone gauntlets. The gusts of wind were the harbinger of the redheaded cultivator's furious assault.

The stronger man possessed enough speed and experience to block the attacks, but Chang held the speed advantage. He wasn't wielding a heavy warhammer even if he did have a lower cultivation.

Those burly muscles also didn't lend credence to the idea that his opponent relied on speed either.

The match took a slight turn and it seemed like the advantage was with the faster fighter. Chang threw punch after punch with every bit of his power. He held nothing back, he couldn't afford to hold anything back, unlike his opponent. Chang's body was filled with openings, even vital ones that would render him defeated immediately if the warhammer struck those spots.

The blacksmith was observing his opponent with calmness.

Chang wasn't the one with the advantage.

The bald, burly man sweated, but he kept his demeanor as tranquil as a still lake. He could fend off all of his spirited opponent's attacks. All he needed to do was wait for the all-out assault to wane just the slightest and he could take advantage of his superior skill to land a crippling blow on the redhead.

The blacksmith continued to block, block, block, and block. The powerful gauntlets exhausted his stamina slightly with each block, but he did everything he could to give the appearance that he barely parried them.

This was how he could deceive Chang into thinking that he had the advantage.

There's a large difference between parrying attacks and blocking them head on, and it was this difference that gave Chang the confidence that he would eventually overwhelm his opponent.

The two opponents were reading each other, trying to even read ahead of each other.

The one sided assault progressed, a raging river beat down on a boulder in the center. Either the flow would slow or the rock would erode. The intensity increased until…

"Hu…!"

An infinitesimal disruption in the timing between Chang's attacks; the increasing flow of the barrage stopped increasing for just the smallest moment.

That was all it took for the blacksmith to use more of his power. His cautious nature still meant he kept some in reserve, but he parried one of Chang's attacks.

With Chang always attacking with max power, even if his stance was stable, there would naturally be openings occurring. Especially since he wasn't even bothering to put a guard up.

The blacksmith's warhammer swung at Chang's side. It neared his ribs with frightful intensity and haste.

The attack would fracture all of the ribs it landed on at best and utterly render them shattered at worst.

The blacksmith read ahead successfully.

Chang smiled savagely like a reckless madman and launched a suicidal attack directed toward the blacksmith's throat, which surprised even him.

If Chang strained his hardest, he should've been able to at least shift his body to avoid severe damage. This was also just a match for him to increase his battle experience… Or so he said to the bald man.

The older man didn't expect a vicious knife hand strike to cut through the air. With those stone gauntlets active and running at full force, the blacksmith would have his neck grievously injured. Hell, he could even die from the attack if it lands on a certain spot.

He cursed internally and pulled the shaft of his warhammer, putting it in the way of Chang's strike. He never put all his power into his attacks, so he could turn an offensive maneuver into a defensive one quicker than others.

The one who truly read ahead in the fight…was Chang.

The promised strike never impacted the hammer. Before the blacksmith realized he was tricked, it was all too late.

"Oooooooooh…" A low howl that sounded like it came from the living dead itself ripped itself from the blacksmith's throat. He was attacked viciously and with great trickery and deception. His eyes were bulged and were bloodshot, and his pupils rolled up in great agony. He felt nauseous and the pain that assaulted his lower regions couldn't be described with mere words.

He couldn't even shout with all of his might because of the fierce attack.

Due to an expertly timed kick to the nether region Chang was able to win the fight in just one attack.

The blacksmith fell over, his bow legged stance doing nothing to support his body.

The man's subordinates were shocked silly, like chickens finding themselves face to face with a starving wolf. Cheap shots were expected in battles and even celebrated in a place such as this. To survive, pretty much anything goes as long.

However, Chang merely said he wanted to exchange pointers. As a result, nobody, not even the man who was afflicted with vile pain, expected the atrocious blow to the groin. His ability to reproduce may be hampered if he doesn't get treated.

"Youuuuuuuuuuuuuu…!" Chang wasted no time posturing or taunting his opponent. He rummaged through his clothes and pockets with a prodigious speed. It matched the experience of a bandit or a robber looting a person's body.

Chang found the pill and popped it in his mouth with no regrets.

He then ran back where he came from.

The blacksmith felt like spitting blood. He was kicked in the nuts, had a pill that he and his allies fought for stolen, and now those so-called allies of his were content standing around like mannequins.

"What the fuck…are you idiots doing?! Stop standing…around! We've been fucking had!!" His voice wasn't quiet in the slightest.

Monkeys howled in response to his shouts, seemingly treating the screaming man as one of them. His yell shook his standing comrades out of their fugue with one of them taking the time to make an inappropriate comment.

"You really lost an exchange of pointers like that?"

"I see…someone doesn't want their equipment repaired again!"

He was the first to chase after Chang. Those words held a deep meaning for him because he had the tendency to break his gear a lot. The chainmail he's wearing right now is slightly cracked because of his limited ability to dodge attacks.

The blacksmith's other comrades were slightly better hunters as they were able to dodge relatively quick attacks. With their speed, they were able to easily catch up to the man running like his tail was stepped on.

They conversed to themselves once they judged their distance to be far enough from the struggling blacksmith.

"Is it really worth chasing this guy? I mean he already took the Glorious Qi Pill."

"Bastard, are you serious?! If we don't catch him, the boss'll skin us alive and never make a piece of equipment for us again. Did your busted up head forget how good he is at holding grudges?"

Another man scoffed. "What do you mean he'll never make more equipment for us? You mean he'll never make more shit for you, dumbass. If you didn't provoke him, would you be in such a desperate situation like now?"

"Fuck off! How about this: if it's known that a mere junior of the Third Heavenstage is able to get away from us, then we'll be fucking jokes. We are hunters. What would happen to our income if this gets out? I'm sure you know the answer."

The other men sighed. They didn't really want to go turn this forest over. The dangers of the secret realm weren't forgotten by them at all. Honestly, the best outcome for them would be if they returned with the pill, but the blacksmith somehow died by the time they returned.

With those men employing their searching methods, Chang was running through at full speeds with zero hesitation. He spent a decent chunk of time getting to learn this area and made sure not to step into any bodies of water. He has no idea where they could lead.

The foggy areas would also lead to him getting lost as well, so that's a no go as well. Crossing out those two paths, Chang decided to take a fork in the beaten path and dash to a part of the jungle he's most familiar with.

Chang recalled many stories about the Qiguai Secret Realm from other clansmen. He never went to hear them out of his own accord as there was enough information that floated around as it was. Eavesdropping wasn't a hobby of his, yet he couldn't help the fact that information dropped into his lap.

The above is dangerous, the below is dangerous, the center is dangerous, everywhere is dangerous.

Sorting through all that information, Chang's breath became heavy.

He felt like laughing to himself when everyone basically implied that literally everything about and everywhere in the secret realm was dangerous. If he laughed though, he might accidentally swallow the pill still in his mouth. He needs to find a good place to eat this thing, so he can boost his capabilities and maybe fight off those guys chasing him.

'Aren't there some ravines around here somewhere? I think I stumbled over some?' Chang followed his hazy memories.

He held a hand to his chest when he felt a pressure building up inside. The familiar pressure. Merely thinking about it is a redundant act, yet it's one that Chang can't help but bitch about and sigh.

"Just fucking calm down already." He'll make it through this. He always has much to his consternation and he always will.

Chang took a large leap off a tree and finally found a large ravine that came into view. He didn't hesitate before jumping off the foliage and into the divided area.

He caught a piece of rock before leaping into a cave system that housed god only knows. Unfortunately, he wouldn't be able to stay at the front because he'll get spotted by his last opponent's allies.

Chang went deeper into the caves, a reckless action, but he really has no other choice. He has no clue what lives here, so he can only get lucky and pray he doesn't run into a monster or a group of monsters that live here.

The redhead sat down next to a wall. Chang lit a small fire from his finger to illuminate his dark surroundings. To fill up the soundless cave, all he needed to do was breathe. It felt as if he was the only person in the world.

It was comforting.

Of course, it was ruined instantly by the sensation of the other existence that latched onto Chang's life. The young cultivator sighed.

It'll never go away unless he dies or if he somehow removes it from his soul.

He shook his head before he could go into another spiral about the sanctity of death and how annoying living is. Even that can get old and annoying to Chang.

"This pill has lots of Qi in it. I should thank him and his buds for the gift when I get out." The safety of his current location was unknown, but his decision was to swallow the pill anyway. He felt the round and small sphere go down his throat and into his stomach before a sensation, both hot and cool, well up within his body.

The redhead concentrated on the flow of Qi and felt the amount increase within his body. He controlled it and made sure it didn't aggressively overflow and destroy his meridians unchecked.

Chang felt undiluted power well up in his body, the intoxicating sensation overriding even the irritating sensation of the cancer on his soul. He stood up and cracked his fingers, back hunched over. His shadow on the wall seemed to look more like a beast than a human.

"Hahaha…" The lit up flame on his fingertip granted the cave greater brightness. Chang could now see much more of the cave than before and Chang spotted a strange plant as a result. He pulled the flower off the wall while running through the notebook got from that shady merchant.

"Pretty sure I've seen this somewhere in here…ah, here it is. A Yellow Meridian Expanding Phoenix Fireflower? And the description…?" Chang sat down again, bringing the small flame closer to the book so he could read the text.

The flower laid his lap as Chang trailed through the text with a growing light in his eyes. "...Expand and strengthen the flow of Qi through a person's meridians. Fuck yeah!"

He swore in excitement. It was another thing he could use to boost his cultivation. It seems like lady luck is smiling upon him this fortunate day, though he doesn't remember putting the moves on her. Maybe she just finally fell for his natural charms instead of cursing him his entire life?

Chang didn't think twice before using the flower to enhance his cultivation.

By the time he was done building his strength in the cave, his stamina recovered as well. Chang was ready to take on his pursuers and give them the what for.

"Stronger…I'm getting stronger, but it's still too slow." His good mood dropped immediately.

It's always like this. When Chang gets lucky, he's reminded of this tumor on his soul, pulsing and writhing like it's alive. Like it has a right to be alive. The redhead can't stand it. It's always reacting when he's in danger. If there's a threat to his life, the soul would prefer to flee.

And now, there was a change in the tumor that was bothering Chang even more than before. He didn't notice back when he increased his prowess from a cultivator of the First Heavenstage to the Third, but now that he reached greater heights, he can feel the difference in the soul's pressure.

As he increases in cultivation, the tumultuous pounding of his other increases, it's vigor skyrocketing to new heights while irritating the redhead. Chang gripped his hair in agony.

He's dealt with this all his life and it's getting worse and worse. The man was finally starting to give in. He doesn't know if he can continue to deal with this if his cultivation continues to increase and increase and increase. If this thing will only get worse, then…

"It's always like this," The redhead muttered. Blood roared in his ears, his incandescent rage increased in potency and rivaled the song of survival being hummed by the tumor.

'Always, always, always, always…'

Chang strolled out of the caves like a zombie and ran into some gargantuan ants in the process. He smashed them to pieces and maintained his pace. They were nothing more than a footnote. The previous him would have struggled, but they're worth nothing now.

'Always, always, always, always…'

His walk became an amble, a type of aimless wandering by those who are lost on what to do with their lives. Chang became one of these people.

Should he continue to cultivate and gain greater power for fame, so he could just go out in a blaze of glory like he initially wanted or should he just end it all and reincarnate in some better circumstances?

It feels like he even forgot what he wanted in the first place.

By the time his mind snapped back to reality, he found himself back in the jungle again. His stone gauntlets were covered in the blood of beasts.

"Damn! Finally found this asshole!" A voice prompted him to turn around. There were a group of people who looked both annoyed and tired and their weapons were drawn. Chang doesn't know why they're seemingly hostile to him…wait, was this the group he stole the pill from?

Now that he looks back on it, there is kind of a resemblance? Chang has to narrow his eyes, but he can see it.

The extension on his soul thumped like a heartbeat. It sensed the threat to Chang's life and merely reacted like it always does.

"...Oh." It was a sound birthed by a realization.

"Hey, can you hand over that pill? We promise to only beat you up a little—"

"Look at his cultivation base. It's obvious he got a nice little deal out of that pill."

"So, we gotta deliver his dead body to the boss then?"

"Yep."

Their words failed to enter Chang's ears.

If the tumor is going to react to anything that's a threat, then there's a simple solution to this life-long issue. Chang never thought about it in this unique way, but if he gets rid of anything that could pose a threat to his life, then he'll never have to worry about any more reactions. With that peace, he could then cultivate without an issue and finally cut that tumor loose from him once and for all.

That means…

"Alright, let's go." He finally heard words.

—It just means he needs to kill everything.



Chang successfully fled from the blacksmith's allies when he stole the pill and afterwards, he was able to increase his cultivation base with the assistance of the pill and a nice little herb he serendipitously happened upon.

That was good luck.

Chang was born in a rich family with an overbearing father and an odd mother, but they loved him nonetheless. He had good siblings as well and the guards were friendly. Despite his issues, he was a loved child.

That was bad luck.

Chang was born wrong. It would've been better for him not to be born ever. Because of the tumor on his soul driving him to insanity, he nearly killed some people in the past as a kid. They were truly innocent people who never cultivated a day in their lives. Chang had a lot less control back then.

With age came wisdom and Chang gained some self-control. However, when he cultivated to new heights, that control meant nothing in the face of Chang's little issue growing to become a bigger issue.

"If it was raining, I could get this blood off me." The redhead stared above at the gray skies. There were bodies around him, bloodied and beaten. Their status is a given with dark blood spilling from their lips and bones shattered.

Chang fled from them before and now they're dead.

"You!"

The maddened cultivator brought his eyes back down and spotted the short, burly man.

He was shaking in anger from seeing his comrades slaughtered like cattle. Chang welcomed him with a smile.

"I recognize that 'you.' Buddy blacksmith right? I gotta thank you for handing over the pill to me. Wanna exchange pointers again?"

Chang's meaning of exchange pointers set the blacksmith off. He was still stronger than Chang, but now he was holding nothing back. Rage and envy filled his body from seeing a junior younger than him benefit from the pill he worked so hard to acquire. The talented redhead also defeated his comrades from the newfound power he gained as well.

How could he not be seething?

The bald man charged with his hammer. He slammed down on Chang's head and crashed his hammer into the ground. His target barely evaded the attack he launched with all his might. Chang sought to activate his stone gauntlets, but then he realized he was out of usable spirit stones. He cursed and dodged the next swing that aimed to smash his head like a grape.

Either Chang will kill this man or he'll get killed.

Both endings are satisfactory for him. Why would he hesitate walking into a single road where he can't even turn back from? He never chose this, but he doesn't begrudge it. He only despises the thing that forced him onto the path, not the path itself.

It's an addicting anger. A drug far more potent than nicotine.

It filled Chang's veins alongside adrenaline and he charged forward with a roar. The blacksmith refused to shy away from the contest of blows. Though the stone gauntlets lacked the added power behind them, Chang gained some power of his own through his increased cultivation. Qi flowed through his body with unprecedented speeds, both his soul and the tumor supported his strength. He met the attack head on and his arm trembled.

Good, it's still usable.

"Go die for daddy!" Chang smirked at those words.

"What a suicidal son I have," was his response.

The blacksmith brought out a second hammer and smacked the head of the first with it. The sound shook Chang's body and made his body involuntarily freeze up. The whites of the bald man's eyes were lined with red veins. It was clearly bloodshot.

'Must've driven him over the edge, so he brought out the special weapon.'

Oh well. He got too cocky and now he's gonna die for it. Both hammers were swinging horizontally at both of his temples. He might've done some good training with the Ninth Prince, but he won't survive those heavy weapons smashing into the fragile parts of his skull.

He had a nice run, but if this is how he dies, then he doesn't really mind.

At that instant, though Chang's Qi was frozen, it moved outside of his own control. The sound of the hammers clanging froze not only Chang's body, but his control over his own Qi, yet it moved nonetheless.

The only thing that could've been responsible for this was naturally the outgrowth on the redhead's soul.

'Goddamnit, go to hell already!!' Chang wanted to shout in refusal. He felt his own Qi activate his life-saving treasure, something he actually forgot he had. He wouldn't have activated it anyways in this situation, but his life wasn't just his own.

Why couldn't his life just be solely his?! This tumor was an eyesore!

Chang's rage-filled eyes mirrored his opponent's rage-filled eyes. Both of them despised the outcome they received. Just before the hammers were about to kill Chang, he was surrounded by a flash of light that carried him to a distant location.

Chang noted the lessening thumping, interpreting that as the satisfaction his other is feeling. A satisfaction that the redhead can never grasp.

All of a sudden, the flow of emotions for both parties halted as the rushing of wind halted as well. Chang was no longer moving at ridiculous speeds away from the threat. He felt his body get stuck and when he opened his mouth, something akin to water flowed in.

It was like he was caught in a spiderweb and that web was bouncing and flowing like jelly. Pressure began to build inside his body. He knows this feeling.

'I'm drowning? Wait, of course! This is my lucky break!'

The man was unable to form a smile, but he took spiteful satisfaction in the hastening drumbeat of his soul. He couldn't move and he was about to die. He longed for this.

Only dying in a blaze of glory? A need to be famous first before dying? An excuse due to his own hesitation. He doesn't need to lie to himself now that death is being forced upon him. He didn't fear death, but he always tried to think of the what ifs.

What if he could cultivate and reach a stage where he could sever the irritation from his soul once and for all? Wouldn't that be the ultimate outcome? Unfortunately, somebody as abnormal as him would've longed for death even afterward.

What's even the point of living? People are supposed to naturally gravitate toward life, yet Chang doesn't feel that natural inclination? What's wrong with him? Why was he even born?

He doesn't need to worry about these what ifs anymore though.

Nobody will save him and that's the way things should've been.

There's no such thing as a person who truly wishes to die. What they wish for is a better outcome and sometimes death is a better outcome than life. If people could live on in better circumstances, they would always choose that without a doubt.

Chang wholeheartedly believes that because he is no different. Even a person like him who longs for death more than anyone in the world would state without a doubt that he would prefer life if he could remove all the misfortune from his life. The living are supposed to live and the dead are supposed to die.

Since he's not dead, then he should live. That simple truth was irrevocably crushed when Chang acquired consciousness from the very moment of his birth. He was...always irritated by life.

His parents really didn't deserve a menace like him. If nothing else, then he could spare some sentiments for the people who raised him and had to deal with his craziness firsthand.

He cultivated, but it was finally revealed to him that it wouldn't bring him happiness. Then death visited him like a close lover and he welcomed it with open arms.

His lungs were crumpling from the pressure of the sea. The feeling of the thumping was fading.

Chang's vision began to grow dark. His arm reached for the sky above and he felt a smile on his face. There was but a single thought on his mind as his life finally reached its long-overdue expiration date.

'Serves…you…right.'

The last pieces of emotions were spite for his other self that refused to die and joy for himself that was finally going to be free from this agony.



Chang woke up. The suicidal redhead who achieved his long-cherished goal had his eyes blearily and reluctantly open before he instinctively realized that his achievement was nothing more than a fakeout. He could feel his soul and the lingering attachment to it. He could feel the relief in it.

"No. No, no, no, no, no! You can't be serious!" Widening eyes accompanied a storm of emotions.

"No, you can't fucking do this to me! After so long I finally had it and there was nothing that could interfere, not even myself! Give it back, you son of a bitch, goddammit!!" Chang hyperventilated in anger. His rapid pants were accompanied by the feeling of pain when he tried to tear the hair from his scalp.

He doesn't think he's ever been so furious in his life. Around him was nothing but sand, but he was still alive.

He dropped his fist onto that sand.

On a lonely island in the sky, a cultivator roared in despair.
 
Qinglong Shu 27 And Chang 7 - Cultivation Changes, Bonds Remain

Qinglong Shu 27 And Chang 7 - Cultivation Changes, Bonds Remain


Qinglong Shu walked through the area, ears sharp as her own footsteps echoed back to them. Her face was stuck in a perpetual grimace, turning her head around almost frantically despite her blindfold preventing her from actually seeing. She let out a long frustrated sigh. How hard could it be to find one douchebag in the sacred grounds of the Golden Devils? Shouldn't she be hearing a bunch of 'YOU DARE' and a couple of 'YOU'RE COURTING DEATH' by now? Sure, Golden Devil Clan usually didn't have that, but classics were classics for a reason. No way someone like him didn't literally invite people to jump him with how he kept on acting. Yet here he was, apparently not doing that, given the relative silence on the grounds. All she heard was people still pointing out her blindfolded state or her scales. One would think the novelty of it would die out eventually, yet here she was. She sighed. Was she really doing this? By all means, she could find better things to do at this point. Keep up training. Spend more time with her family, within our without the clan grounds. Yet…she pressed her lips together before licking them.

Well, if the rumors about him were true, no way she could leave the score unsettled, right? She came to a sudden stop, her nose picking up on something. She grimaced and smiled at the same time. Ah, that disgusting smell. Of tobacco that was essentially poison even to cultivators. There was only one shithead that actually smoked that stuff. Rolling her shoulders, she rounded around the corner and then smelled him through the smoke he was puffing. With her senses more enhanced, she could smell how much he reeked. Of rot. Or rather, of death. She doubted it was because he must be looking as filthy as ever. Apparently the rumors were true. He went through some shit like she did in the Qiguai Secret Realm. She could sense how his aura is thicker, stronger now. Crossing her arms, confident that she was standing in front of the right person, she cracked a smirk at him.

"Yo. Heard you advanced pretty well too, Chang." She pointed at herself and then at him. "I'd say if we have a rematch now, it'd be a proper one this time, right?"

Yes. If he was actually at the stage of Body Purification like her…it'd be like the bad good ol' days of their first two decades together. When they were both equally incompetent compared to what they were now, when Shu was actually on the losing side of things against him. He was an asshole. Someone she would never see eye to eye, for their values were too different. But damn, if it wasn't fun bashing each other's brains in! She just hoped he felt the same and would rise to the challenge, else her running around all blind like that would have been embarrassing and a major waste of time.

Chang was content on indulging in his addiction to tobacco, one that he restarted because he had enough of indulging in the sensation of pain. When one thing went away, something had to come take its place.

He was about to sigh and get back to training before his personal time was interrupted.

Chang propped his head up, though he continued to sit. He heard the familiar voice of an annoying person who seemed to want another fight like last time. If it was before the Qiguai Realm, the redhead would've undoubtedly leapt to the chance of avenging his loss out of a misbegotten sense of damaged pride even if his chances at victory would be far slimmer than were compared to now.

His crimson eyes landed straight on the blindfold and the scales of his short, wannabe rival.

"...Oh, it's you." The irritation that always rolled off of him in waves and could be noticed by even the most oblivious of cultivators wasn't present. Chang was akin to a charred husk, a man who burnt himself out.

Rubbing his head, Chang stands up and towers over the blindfolded Qinglong.

The fire that burned so fervently within him didn't go away. Chang contained it, had it fester within the deepest pits of his core right inside his soul. It served as a burning motivation to tear down the heavens itself. It was a pretty rotten flame that survived off of nothing more than ashes unfortunately.

Nothing more than a shell.

"A rematch does sound nice. Where do you wanna do it?"

Ooookay. Way more subdued than she expected. He really must have gone through some life changing stuff if he acted like this. Well, she welcomed that change. Which as when an idea entered her head and she grimaced for a moment. She was going to regret this. Regret it so much. But there was only one place she had in mind that she could use on the fly like this.

"Waycastle Myia is basically empty. Far away from any…collateral." She licked her lips, hoping that nobody would be mad for appropriating that place like that. Then she shook her head and raised an eyebrow at him from underneath her blindfold. "You want a proper rematch now or not?"

Chang stifled the urge to rip off the blindfold, so he instead snapped his pipe between his fingers and let it fall to the ground. Only after that, he relaxed.

On the outside, the redhead seemed to have calmed down with the passing of time. He gained experience in a secret realm and faced life and death very intimately, much more than most cultivators ever would in their entire lives. Because of that, he came to realize a certain truth, which is why he smiled without a hint of negativity in front of somebody who got on his nerves so efficiently last time. Chang was content on staring at Qinglong until the mood was just about to become awkward. At that pivotal moment, he finally opened his mouth again with a hint of haste in his tone.

"Yeah, let's do it now." Just because he was calmer on the outside, doesn't mean he was fine on the inside. His need for power had grown to the point of madness. His time in the secret realm had shaped him both positively and negatively—Chang found his Dao and he understood the way of life he needed to embody and follow with every breath he took on this flawed world.

He needs to fight Qinqlong. It's a way to get stronger and he also needs to check something. He'll figure it out during or after the fight, but it's something he really needs. Does he still feel antipathy toward anyone other than him or has it completely been replaced for antipathy against the heavens itself?

Shu was about to snap and ask if he fell asleep before he finally answered. She felt the urge to take off her blindfold and see what that was about. But she decided against it. No, not yet. Plenty of time for some soul searching later. For now, she had a guy to lead. With that in mind, she lead the way.

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Opening the gates to Waycastle Myia felt like she was doing naughty. Something illegal. Still, she had those keys and she's been going in and out for a while now, with the rest of the 501st still out there, wrecking faces hopefully. Though this was the first time she had a visitor with her. Was there some rule that she was forgetting? Then again, she didn't recall any rules. If at all. Worst case, she'd just blame her good ol' senior Katha for not giving her that information. Besides, what better way to dust this place off than through vigorous combat?

"So yeah, 501st is out of the house, so it's basically just me cleaning up the place sometimes. Nobody should be bothering us when we do this." She licked her lips, glancing behind her as they walked. Then she let out a sigh before forcing her smile back. "You got any questions, feel free to ask."

If he had any, they were gonna give her a headache, but she was the representative for the legion now, so she had to be a good host. That was just manners, right? It wasn't like she had to recruit him or anything. Just neutral, no strings attached information for someone who could want to know.

Chang casually strolled beside his soon-to-be opponent, actually not ignoring the majority of another person's words for once. The air smelled odd, but he's just gonna chalk that up to the stench of a wench getting in the way of his desire to train. Red eyes flicked toward Qinglong.

Well, he can cross that out. This will be a training opportunity after all.

Then what's that weird smell? He shook his head and ran Qinglong's previous words through his head.

He doesn't really have any questions, but he does feel a desire for small talk. The midget is pretty much the only person that's committed to his memory of all the Golden Devils with the small exception of that one guy who taught him, though even his name is starting to fade from Chang's memory.

"You haven't improved as much as I thought you would've," he drawled. Chang smirked, but it lacked the usual style of mockery he would've gone with in the past. "You been slackin' or something? Or you got something else that's taking up your time?"

She opened her mouth, a snarl forming before she bit it back. Nope, that was her blood trying to rage. Keeping a lid on it with ease, she flexed her jaw muscles a few times before exhaling through her nose.

"Well, guess compared to the past, I didn't make that big of a leap." She chuckled to herself, blindfolded face towards the front. "But believe me, I got plenty of new tricks under my belt thanks to Qiguai, just like you." She tugged at said belt in demonstration. Sure, she could've trained more on her cultivation, but new skills needed mastery. That and she would never ignore those that helped her on her path, her loved ones, unlike a certain someone. She hummed thoughtfully. Was he still like this or did he change there as well? Questions for later.

Navigating the place became second nature to her at this point. She didn't know what room was for what most of the time, but if it was here, she knew where it was. Thus, she led Chang down to the basement of the castle. With a loud creak, showing that she forgot to oil this area up, she clapped her hands and turned on the lights. They took quite a while comparatively speaking, as they flickered and groaned, as if trying to resurrect themselves. Shu frowned a bit. Okay, note to self, replace the lights down here. Just another thing on the list among hundreds. Honestly, why was the 501st so poor?

…Right, literally almost no manpower to justify a bigger budget. Lament later, Qinglong Shu, She had an asshole to fist. Turning around in the somewhat well lit area, she gestured around at the room, a wide free spaces surrounded by some empty crates.

"Okay, as far as I know, this place is supposed to be able to take Foundation Establishment level of punishment. Thus, it's meant for sparring." Shu paused, stopping in her twirling of her hand. Then she pressed her lips together, lowering her limb. "Well, either that or I misheard it and it's just supposed to be a storage room."

"Why would you mishear that? You not paying attention to your superiors? Even if you act like me, it's not like we'll get along any better." Either that or she was making a joke to lighten the mood.

What a farce and a waste of time. Chang shook his hand, forcing out cracks, like the bones in his wrists were being fractured over and over again. The redhead took his time to look around the dusty place. It was a true far cry from the place where he used to live. It gives off the rustic atmosphere of the poor.

Poor people… Ah, Chang almost slipped into an internal tangent again.

She was going to ignore that barb against her. Not her fault that Legate Myia liked to hear herself talk. Maybe she realized it, or maybe she did not, but it was very easy to drift in her own thoughts. Not only that, she was pretty sure nobody ever gave her a proper tour. If they did, she must have really forgotten. Not to mention, the place was big, especially for, what, a handful of people living here? Still, she knocked against the wall a few times. Seemed tough enough for their needs. With that in mind, she began rolling her shoulders to warm up, pacing around the wide open space they were within.

"Best out of three. Obviously without any crippling or killing moves." She stretched her arms, at the same time pointing at Chang with a flat look. "Also anything we wreck or damage from our fight, we gotta replace, so don't even think about running away after we're done."

Heavens knew that asshole would not know how to fix a plank, much less a wall. Still, more hands were more hands and given the state of the castle, despite Shu's best attempts of fixing what she could, the vibrations from their fight could easily knock down some things at the very least.

"So, we're doing it here, huh." Chang swiftly removed his upper clothes, the robes falling to the dirty ground. He didn't care if it was to get dirty because all of his focus was on this fight right now. The redhead had a sleeveless shirt beneath, the same color as his hair. If blood were to spill on it, it wouldn't even be a small deal.

There's another issue that snatched his attention. No killing blows and no crippling?

It will limit how much he'll get out of this…but that's fine. If she's gonna be like that, then he really will make like a ghost and fuck off immediately after making a mess of this place. Chang tilted his head, cracking his neck on both sides and leapt on the balls of his feet. He needed to loosen up, but he can see victory being in the bag for him. Qinglong doesn't know what he can do and he also had a big leap in improvement. Chang doesn't know what she can do either, but he'll smash her in close combat anyways.

He hopes she can put up a better fight elsewhere. A woman wouldn't be able to fight on a man's playing field.

Shu threw her robes away. In their place, she rolled her shoulders, flexing her new tattoo on her back. Her arms and back were now free to reveal their scales to the world, only her front being covered by a black shirt, connected around her neck only. She grinned as she reached up with her hand to her eyes and grabbed the cloth around it.

"Ready when you are, you fu-" The blindfold fluttered down to the ground. Her dragonic eyes landed on Chang at last. The instance they did, she recoiled, covering her mouth as her expression became green. Bile rose up in her throat but she forcefully choked it back as she snapped her head away. "What the hell is wrong with your soul?!"

She couldn't describe what she was seeing. Couldn't parse it. The information sent words, letters, numbers at her but they were all meaningless. All she could comprehend however, was one simple thing. There was…something, on his soul. Something that could only be described as unnatural. Maybe if she reached the Twelfth Heavenstage like Katha, she would be able to recognize what it was. But for now, all she had was ignorant disgust and it disgusted her even more than the disgust herself. She took a deep breath and forced herself to look back at Chang. Death/Life, Loathing/Love. Opposites upon opposites, layered and intermingling with each other. It shouldn't work, to coexist like that. It shouldn't be possible for something like Chang to exist. And yet here he was. As if two souls inhabited one body. Heavens above, she knew he was insane, but she didn't realize it was so damn literal! She swallowed down the rest of the bile trying to escape her. Not hiding her grimace, she pointed at him, slowly shaking her head.

"Seriously, what the hell am I looking at? It's like something is…on top of it. Sticking to it? Something to it!"

Chang's mouth was slightly agape. He didn't know how to respond to her excellent vision, so he deflected it while stretching his arms. "I called you a snake-eyed bitch before, but I'll apologize for that. You really got some wonderful eyes there."

However, even Chang realized that the brat before him wouldn't accept that as an answer. He sighed. He wished that she was as dumb as broads usually are.

Maybe she's not actually a real woman?

"I was born this way if you really want to know," Chang blurted out while ignoring that weird train of thought. "If you're still curious, then I'll tell you more if you want, but only after this spar."

Chang snapped his fingers with a cocky smile on his face. "And only if you manage to beat me even once, so give it everything you got."

Chang's soul pulsed, both he and his other were controlling Qi as one. Energy silently roared within Chang's body as he settled into a low stance, content on observing his opponent while letting her have the first move. The experiences he's gained from dying over and over and over and over and over…well, they at least made him exceptionally more resolved. His pain tolerance has gone through the roof, so he'll be fine tanking some attacks. Especially hits from a lightweight like Qinglong.

She had the feeling he was thinking something incredibly rude. Then again, that seemed to be a theme with him. He was born this way, huh? It was like he knew her obsession with Understanding things, cause vague shit like that really started to irritate her. Not only that, such arrogance. 'Only if you manage to beat me even once?' If she were to do that, she'd paste him in an instance and that wasn't the point of this. The important thing was to win at least once, by the end of it. Until then, she'd slowly escalate. Besides, she was confident in her superior experience, having been in the Body Purification Stage longer than he was. Thus, she shifted her right foot forward, right arm following it and forming a spear head with her hand. She exhaled and cracked her neck.

"Don't get too hot about yourself, buddy."

Wood Qi flooded her system, the higher efficiency, far beyond what she used to have, bursting forward immediately. Fire Qi was a bit more sluggish to form underneath her feet, but it worked well enough. Fire created coal, created better material to be burned, more explosive energy. Then, she leapt forward, accelerated by fire, aiming to pierce him through his gut. His eyes widened for but an instance before shifting away. Her arm went through the wall with ease. She clicked her tongue in irritation and pulled it out, shaking off the debris. Then she put on a smirk as she rolled her shoulders and leaned forward.

"Oh yeah, did I forget to mention? Wood Qi is way stronger now. Good dodge."

Chang ignored her words. Talk was cheap. The messy dust threatened to interfere with his senses, so he shut himself away from it and focused everything on the match.

Instead of willingly putting himself on the backfoot, the redhead took a step forward and threw a punch with his stone gauntlets. Putting all the weight on his left leg, Chang threw a quick jab to sound out just how good of a punch she can take.

She may have gotten stronger, but so did he.

Chang, who seemed to be much tamer than he was before, had his Qi explode out with ferociousness. It was almost like fire except it was nothing more than pure force accentuating his offensive nature.

Fuck, that punch hurt like a bitch! Only the Will hurt more and it was a freaking Azure Dragon! His damn gauntlets counteracted the blessings of her Scales with ease, so it was his raw power and against hers. And as much as she wanted to deny it…his brute force was better than hers. It brought her back to the start of their little rivalry of theirs. Well, why fix a broken system?! With that in mind, as the next blow came, she became the Mist, Fire mixing with Water. She slipped past the attack, but he still struck something, as a minor cut appeared on her skin. She bit her lip as she created some distance, before focusing on forging some quality metal to increase her own physical prowess. She hoped he didn't notice it. The fact it took her longer to shift elements, relatively speaking. It was still faster than most, but given he fought her before…With a snarl she ran forward, heavy stomps of Earth trying to disrupt his balance while a hammer fist of Metal came down on his head. Can't let him think about, she had to keep up the aggression!

Chang lowered his stance. He put more weight on his knees to keep himself balanced from the disturbing steps. His eyes weren't as good as his opponent, but he was able to see how she swapped from element to element. He acknowledged her training and rose both of his arms to block the telegraphed attack.

The fact that she put all her force into that and shook Chang's balance was enough to tell him that she wanted to finish things quicker. Maybe she wanted to switch to another element.

Whatever. He wasn't going to let her get the opportunity for that. With a single hand, he grasped onto her fist and pulled her in, the other fist winding back for a swing that carried all his weight behind it. The hand that lashed out was the opposite from the one that would've been supplemented by his dominant leg. It was a simple reverse punch he picked up when he decided to he needed to widen his combat repertoire.

A simple technique but in that instance, Shu couldn't avoid it completely. Her Qi shifting to Water was too slow to her liking. The extent of the longer duration couldn't even be measured by seconds…but it was an obvious gap. So instead of letting the hit slip past her completely, it was merely weakened before she was sent away. With her face aching a bit, Shu was put onto the backfoot as Chang rushed forward, a furious flurry of punches thrown at her. She tried her best, sticking to Water to make her arms turn into defensive whips, but with her mind having to juggle Fire Qi on her feet and Water Qi on her arms due to the decreased efficiency, as well as observe where his punches were, she was quickly overwhelmed. Soon enough, several knuckles embedded themselves into her and she felt the bruises as she spat out spit when she went down.

Rolling over the ground, she was dazed for but a moment as she stopped on one knee. She recovered quickly, with pain still aching her flesh. Still, a moment in such a fight spelled certain defeat. Which meant she lost this one. Spitting to the side, Shu let out a growl. Her draconic features grew for a moment, claws and teeth growing as her scales became more pronounced. Then she took a forced, calming breath, cooling herself down. Lying on the ground like this, with her body aching, she focused on regaining her stamina. She pondered about popping some pills…but no. It'd be a waste of resources and it wasn't like they had anywhere else to go. Instead, she put her blindfold loosely on her eyes, letting the darkness soothe her migraine, before she decided to speak up.

"It pains to admit it, but in a slugfest, you really are better than me. For now at least." She let out a dry scoff of amusement. "Thankfully, as you may know, I'm no one trick pony. So next round, you're gonna eat dust."

He wasn't mad about her holding back, sorta, right? She might be feeling a bit bad, for her own arrogance, but matter of fact was, that the other moves she had were active skills. Skills that trained her stamina even faster, so they were a double edged blade. She shrugged weakly, as she stretched out her legs a few times to get her circulation somewhat active.

"If it makes it up, feel free to ask anything. Give and take. You won after all."

The redhead wasn't particularly interested in the offer. He's getting more and more combat experience out of this, so there's nothing to be all that upset about. To think he would be mad would to believe that he even cares about Qinglong in the first place.

Did he care about her? He had to think to himself for a moment.

She makes a good sparring partner at least.

"What's your Dao?" The question came out unbidden. Chang was indeed curious on what she decided to put all her life in for as long as she draws breath. He hoped it was something interesting and not something boring, like love and peace. He might laugh at that.

Shu couldn't help but blink at that. She sat up, putting her blindfold to the side but kept her eyes still closed. A surprisingly deep question. She thought he was going to ask if Shu knew any good looking women he could screw and then promptly abandoned. Shu hummed thoughtfully before scratching the back of her head.

"Sorry, nobody ever really asked me that. But if I had to put a term to it, I'd say it's…" She licked her lips before smiling a bit. "[Understanding]." She paused, realizing she should probably elaborate. "Err, basically, I think if you know nothing, you are nothing? Sooo…Ignorance is Sin and what not, so learning is the best thing all of us should do. Makes sense, right?"

Shu frowned a bit. Now she wondered what his Dao was. A question for later, on top of asking him what that weird thing was on his soul. She chuckled a bit, trying to imagine what it was. Dao of Smoking? Dao of being an ass? Dao of Misogyny?

"Doesn't really make much sense to me." He used his important seconds to ruminate on what Understanding meant to her and what it meant to him and then judged it to be completely irrelevant to his way of life. "I only need to know what I care for. Everything else is jack shit."

There's a pretty low chance that Chang could understand Qinglong if that is her Dao. It didn't bother him though.

With no words coming to mind, nothing filled the awkward silence of the minor resting period. "Ah." Something did come to mind just a few moments later. The man scratched his head before speaking.

"Isn't ignorance a bliss?" Chang airily wondered. "I can think of something I wish I was better off not understanding. Whaddya think?"

Shu grit her teeth and wanted to tear Chang's throat out. But she took a deep breath and shook her head with a sigh. Even if what he said was utter nonsense, she understood why people would say something foolish like that. Ignorance was Sin, but some might wish to not know or forget to live an easier life. But not her. She did that and she was a monster back then. It should be her duty to beat it into Chang's head that Understanding was more than what he claimed…but it was too exhausting for Shu. Ruining her mood. Thus, no need to talk about it more, since it'd just piss her off even more. So instead, she remained silent as she rose to her feet.

"Alright, enough rest. Time for round two." She smirked as she leaned forward, with her right hand pulled back, as if she was ready to throw something from below. "This time you're the one who's going to kneel."

She took a deep breath. The world exploded within her mind and the shards struck out.

"重力." (Gravity)

The Lawless Winds were unleashed with a flick of her wrist. Gravity reversed, over and over again in split seconds. Increasing, decreasing, going right, going left. At this moment, the room they were within became a place where Law was broken, where weight was ever changing. Unlike Chang, Qinglong Shu moved forward, with steady and swift steps. As if she was completely immune to the vortex of everchanging gravity. She roared as she threw a punch in just the right angle, as gravity worked with her, pushing Chang's head into her very knuckles, filled with burning Fire.

Compared to the first round between them, Chang was immediately swept off his feet by rushing winds. He heard what she said, but it was muted by the deafening sound of him being dragged with a potent force. Chang knew he wasn't dodging this attack, so he decided to throw out a punch as well.

There was no way he was letting Qinglong get an attack like this for free, so the two traded punches, Chang naturally taking more damage because he was pulled into an attack. It was gratifying to see his opponent not get off completely scot free though. Chang smirked savagely and tasted the blood flowing from his forehead.

"Come on." He made a back-and-forth motion with his right hand and taunted Qinglong.

Well, at least the Lawless Winds worked wonders, Shu thought dryly as she wiped her mouth. She narrowed her eyes at the taunt before deciding to kick it up a notch. Her muscles twitched and the Gravity Reversing Stomp went from keeping her steady within the storm to throwing her around Chang, over and over. She abandoned using any elements and focused on the natural element that was her fist: Kinetic Force. Using the Stomp over and over again like this was wasteful enough as it was. Her speed wasn't anything compared to a few cycles finishing with Fire exploding her forward, but with Chang being at the vortex's mercy, she'd be surprised if he could track her at all.

A cartwheel kick from behind him, hitting the back of his head. The Lawless Winds pushed him down, before dragging him up again. He reacted quickly, throwing a backfist at her, but she was long gone, bouncing two times to reach his front and elbowing his gut. She retreated, at the same time as he was dragged towards her too. Just as he found his footing and threw a front kick out, she increased gravity on herself to reach the ground faster to dodge. Her arm swiped out, hitting his knee. He buckled, pushed to the right, yet still found the power to try to hit her once more. It brushed her shoulder, pain flaring up as Shu ascended just in time to avoid the full brunt. Over and over, Shu stopped, reversed, changed directions, as if she was a ghost, unfazed by the storm that battered away at Chang. Yet while she was taking less damage than him, she recognized his stamina, his toughness, both physically and mentally. Not only that, she already breathed more heavily in these few exchanges than Chang did, her skin already changing into a poor color. Nevertheless, she grit her teeth and pushed through her ever growing exhaustion. If she stopped moving, stopped switching it up, she would lose. Her mind needed to remain sharp so it remained sharp.

Face scrunched up in irritation, Chang recognized an incoming loss even if he sought to deny it with every fiber of his being. The redhead's eyes were nearly bloodshot with denial as he kept his body standing strong.

The idea of forcibly trading blows like this would only leave him at a disadvantage, yet what else could he do? Other means to counter his opponent weren't things he could pull off much to his current irritation. He just wants to swat this fucking fly buzzing around.

That's why he refused to go down and kept throwing fist after fist while he took blow for blow in equal measure. Qinglong's attacks were more powerful, but Chang was more stubborn.

Eventually though, his body ignored the protests of his mind and buckled. The instant a single knee hit the ground, Chang realized that this fight was basically a loss. He fiercely faced the oncoming blow and prepared himself appropriately. He would at least go down without a hint of surrender in his bones.

Before Shu could finish the job however, she stumbled. Down on her knees, she began to choke, gasping for air as her chest and lungs seem to twist themselves into knots. Coughing violently, she felt fluids running down her cheeks. She reached with her fingers and grimaced as she saw the color of her tears. Crimson red. With a click of her tongue, she let herself fall down on the ground, back on the ground once more before she put her blindfold back on.

"Shit. Okay, that is definitely a tie…Agreed?"

A…tie? "Hahaha…" Chang laughed through his gritted teeth and forced himself back on his feet. He looked down at the opponent who coughed up blood and fell to the ground. An outsider would deign this Chang's victory, but he knew who the real victor was.

However, he wouldn't admit his loss. On the other hand, he couldn't say he won this fight either. He shook his head, contained the tumultuous emotions that festered in his head, and chuckled just a bit more. "What a sorry tie."

Chang fell back on his ass and regulated his breath. He needed to regain his energy for the next fight. He also needed to review what he could've done in that last fight and what he could do in the next fight.

Fuck his body hurts all over and now he has a raging headache.

Shu laughed a bit, wincing at the pain in her lungs. Sorry tie. What a way to describe it. And it was certainly true. As she tried to calm her breathing. Damn, even with her Gravity, she couldn't win. Honestly it pissed her off. She should have been able to win with such an overwhelming advantage. Yet she did so many wasteful moves that she ran out of steam before she could. A decision was made in her head for the next fight. It made her feel bad, to crush Chang like that if it went according to her imagination. However, at this point, she felt she was lying to him way too much and, for all his assholeness, he deserved better. Licking her lips and grimacing at the iron blood, she tilted her head at him.

"So. Tie. I suppose neither of us gets to ask twenty questions? Or do you want to do a give and take here? I'm open to both."

A give and take sounds appealing to him, but the only questions he can think of or those personal to him. Getting all personal with someone else just feels worthless to him, but maybe he should get a second opinion on this. On the off chance that he's approaching things wrong, listening to someone else for once in his life could be just what he needs.

Chang took a deep breath and slapped his cheeks. He gained some focus and rested a cheek on his palm. He sat casually and spoke, like a still lake. "If you ever had the kind of mindset that you made a large mistake, but it's one that you couldn't rectify without taking extreme measures, what would you do? Don't give me an answer like, "it depends on how severe the mistake was." I need something black and white. Also…uh."

Chang rubbed his head. There was something else he wanted to say, but it escaped his mind. "Nevermind. Just tell me your thoughts and you can ask whatever you like in return."

Not like he'll answer it. He might though.

Shu tried her very best to not openly gape at Chang. Very hard. Unfortunately her best wasn't enough. Her mouth slightly open, she forced it shut, chewing on nothing for a while. Part of her wondered what he wanted to say before cutting himself odd but she decided to overlook it for now. Raising her upper body, she crossed her arms in consideration.

"Today is just the day of deep questions with you, huh?" She scratched the back of her head. "First instinct is saying...yes."

The mistake of being too arrogant and beating up an innocent child. The mistake that was Aunt Ming's existence. She knew she would stop at nothing to kill Ming, to get rid of the sin the Qinglong created. Though she was a bit wary of how far she would actually go, at this point of time, she was determined.

"I mean you know how I want to kill my aunt. Need to kill her. Call it revenge or whatever but every day she is alive is a mistake for me. Handy example that." She tilted her head at him, about to ask what the question was for. Then she closed it. She did also want to know what was up with his soul...but he said only after the spar, right? So instead she focused on something else entirely. She grinned a bit. "So. My turn. What's your Dao? I'm sure you got your own, given all these profound questions that must be frying your brain from just coming up with them."

Surprising. Chang very much expected a no from the midget, yet she gave him an answer that was very much in line with his own sensibilities. Yeah, he can treat that as him being on the right path.

It's confirmation that his birth was definitely a mistake and it's one that needs to be rectified, but he can't afford to die yet. Not yet.

"Your response was enlightening. Thank you, Qinglong." Probably the first and last time he'll give out honest gratitude, but that's the tradeoff for declining to answer her question. "As for the other question you just threw at me so rudely…I'm not gonna tell you my Dao. You can either ask me what's up with my soul or my Dao after you beat me, but not both. I'm not that easy."

All the redhead could do was smile cheerfully.

Shu clicked her tongue in irritation. What a little bitch. Fine, Dao later and look up soul diseases in private time. What else could she ask anyway? She tapped her chin before snapping her finger.

"Since you don't seem to care much for family, I've been wondering what yours is like. Is it just you or do they not jive with you in some form?"

Were they bonding? It felt like they were bonding. It was mysterious as it was sort of disgusting. And yet, as was any interaction with the guy… she didn't hate it. It was fun in the weird kinda way.

"Pops is a decent guy if a bit overprotective. As for the others…" Chang crossed his arms, trying to remember what his family was like before he dipped on them. Faded memories were hard to recall, but he forced them to the surface. He didn't have a problem with this question anyways as he got over his family problems.

He nodded to himself. "My mother was always a bit distant, sharp-tongued, and just overall ferocious. I didn't doubt that she loved me in her own weird way, but I didn't really like her all that much. I had siblings…I think I had a sister, but I didn't care for her. My older brother was pretty cool. At least when he cared to visit."

That's pretty much all he can remember, though Chang feels it's not answering the midget's main question. It's a bit of an annoying question.

However, this was another conundrum he's long since gotten over. "It's more like I can't jive with them. They would've been better off if I wasn't born. That's about it."

Shu blinked slowly. Huh. Straightforward answer. Not a lot of details, but a lot more than she expected. Quite frankly, he could've told her he was born out of a hell pit and she'd believe it. Still, she narrowed her eyes slightly. Misogyny aside, as it was clear in his words how the female members of the family were seen compared to the males, just casually saying it'd be better if he was never born…Heavens, now she really wanted to know what was up with his soul. After all, it had to affect him something fierce if he was unironically saying that his family was better off with him not existing.

"Well, as much of a pain in the ass that you are, I wouldn't say you shouldn't have been born." Shu laughed a bit. "After all, I wouldn't have the satisfaction of beating you in the ground if you didn't exist, right?"

"You would just find someone else." Standing up and brushing the gathering dust from his clothes, Chang continues. "If I remember correctly…" And he really has to try hard to remember.

He snapped his fingers in remembrance.

"...Yeah, I think there was somebody else you were really itching to beat the shit out of. You'd get a lot more satisfaction outta that for sure." His terrible memories aside, he knew his judgement wasn't poor. The redhead could easily see the joy in this short, yet fierce fighter whenever she's trying to beat him senseless, but it's incomparable to the raw drive a person gets when they're at the cusp of achieving a great goal.

Chang tilted his head. It almost sounded like he was calling every joy meaningless in the face of one's ultimate goal that would bring them the greatest joy. Well, it's not like that's wrong to him. Only one thing truly matters; everything else is nothing more than a distraction that brings momentarily bliss or peace before real life takes the body by the reigns again.

Chang wanted to transcend all of that. He took a breath.

"Alright, that's enough talk. Let's do this already."

It was a credit to her self control that the mere hint of Ming only caused her eyebrow to twitch. Well, he wasn't wrong, in both accounts. With that back and forth done, they both got back into position. As they stood before each other, Shu started to giggle all of a sudden. Shaking her head a few times she smiled brightly at her opponent.

"Sorry to get sentimental but...heh. You are awesome, Chang. As insane as you are, as schizophrenic as you are…I just can't help but laugh every time we cross fists. I feel like I grow stronger with each strike we commit against each other." She shrugged sheepishly. "Maybe it's just me but I sense this weird…connection to you."

All Chang could do was wordlessly stare at her. His lips were stuck in a frown and he was trying to puzzle something out.

…What the hell is she talking about? Did she deviate somewhere? To call Chang insane is one thing that the man doesn't really care about, but to talk about something like a connection is another. There's only a single thing that the redhead has a connection to and it's not a good one.

He shook his head.

"Let's get the next spar over with already."

Shu's smile didn't waver. Alright, got blown off, so what? He might not recognize it but they were connected, if only by a fucked up version of a rivalry. Soon enough he'd realize they were like tumors to each other. Benign tumors, if they existed. Aggravating, painful, even brainmelting…and yet Shu wouldn't have it any other way. After all, with who else would she have this much fun while also going so hard? The DI didn't count, Elder Lang didn't count…Shu chalked it up to being genmates and rolled her shoulders.

"For all it's worth, I have to apologize for what's going to happen next." Shu licked her lips before stretching out her right arm, index finger in position to flick out. "After all…this isn't going to be fair at all." She exhaled as her body transformed, half inhuman and half human. With a barely formed snout she smiled in an apologizing manner. "Do me a favor and try to live by yourself, 'cause I have no idea how much I can hold back with this."

This was different from the other spars. Chang could instinctively realize a simple fact like that—it wasn't just from the monstrous and freakish appearance his opponent decided to don, but it was from an inexplicable pressure rolling off her in waves.

The burning-haired man stared upon the sight with a casual smile. This doesn't look winnable to him.

What an aggravating thought. That traitorous flash of insight rankled him, but there was nothing he could do to deny it. Worthless platitudes, like trying one's best or giving it their all infuriated him, but he's stuck in a situation where he has to believe in them.

Fucked up. Oh well.

Chang tightened his body and prepared to take the first hit.

Hm. Deciding to take it head on? Ballsy. She'd respect that. Respect that with the maximum amount of power she was willing to use.

"Thunderbolt. Fantasy."

Azure energy shot out of her index claw. A mockery, a fake, a fantasy of Tribulation. And yet, even a mere image, at half strength of what Shu could do, it was Lightning of an Azure Dragon nonetheless. In a blink of an eye it raced through the space between them and landed straight in Chang's chest, as if trying to pierce through him.

He was falling? What? When did he get hit? Was it just that harmless-looking flash of light? That did him in? Not a heavy punch from this abomination that looked like a man fucked a dragon?

Damn. He can't maintain his consciousness. Darkness was setting in and his body felt weightless. He lost feeling in his fingers first then it felt like his breathing stopped for a moment. Fortunately or unfortunately, it was just a feeling, though the rapid-fire pulsations in his body didn't care for the difference.

Chang will burn this loss into his soul and use it to further himself along his road. It's because he hates losing that this moment has an important meaning to him.

Falling down on one knee, the Qinglong decided she had a love hate relationship with her new blood. Love, because damn, did it not give her a super high whenever she got to use the fraction of an Azure Dragon. Hate, because it was so little, so few, so fast. The rush of power barely lasted a blink of an eye most of the time and then she felt like a burned out forest. Wiping the sweat off her forehead, she tilted her head with worry before letting out a sigh of relief. Good, his chest was still moving, so he was breathing. Great. Speaking of breathing, Shu caught her breath. Then she nodded to herself a few times. Only one more thing to do before resting properly. She clapped her hands together a few times before looking around.

"Alright, time to tie him up."

There was no way she was going to take any chances of him bailing on her after all. He seemed the type to run away from anything he considered bothersome. She couldn't have that now. He had to give her his Dao before even thinking of leaving. Then again, she thought as she used the knots she was taught. Where was the fun in just him revealing it…?

"Shut up…" His mouth moved before his eyes opened. Chang tried to silence the worst tag-along in the world before he realized he was awake. His eyes were slow to crack open because of the annoying pain that lingered in his body. He'd get over it eventually, but damn it hurt.

The man tried to stand up.

"Wha—" His eyes shot open. Chang was a trussed up chicken. His body was bound completely and it wasn't some amateur bound that left his legs some free room for him to run away. He wouldn't be able to run in this state at all.

Panic didn't set in though. The defeated cultivator sighed in amusement.

The redhead looked up at the only person who would dare to do something like this and smirked. "You want a physical connection as well? Be gentle at least."

Shu retched, but this time managed to not puke. Pity, as she partially was inclined towards covering Chang with her bile. Alas, puking in the fortress she wanted to clean up was counterproductive. Swallowing with a disgusted look, she waved her hand with a flat look.

"The only physical connection we gonna have is through fighting, don't try to disgust the both of us."

What was it with him and those sex jokes? For someone who hated women he sure was open about fucking them apparently. Clapping her hands together, she grinned as she looked at him. She'd look down at him but even seated, the guy was a giant.

"Now I do remember asking about your Dao if I win…" Shu trailed off before giggling and crossing her hands behind her head."Buuuuut I changed my mind." Snapping her finger, she pointed at him. "I won, so you gonna help me clean this place up. I'll just have to figure out your Dao the hard way." She wiggled her finger a few times. "You're not gonna get away from me, buddy."

The fact that this guy clearly had no interest in something tedious as cleanup as well as spend time with her that wasn't sparring was just the cherry on top. Not to mention, interacting in different ways meant she'd crack his Dao in no time.

If it meant having to win sparring matches and then force him into social activity, it's a double win for Qinglong Shu.

"You better know how to get rid of dust, because this Fortress Myia has a looooot of it."

Her teasing voice left no room for objection. She would absolutely cash in her victory…for clean up services.

So…

Qinglong tied him up as a way to prevent him from skipping out on cleaning duty? If she's not here to fight or distract him in another way, then what purpose does she serve.

The redhead had to bite back a mocking laugh at the ridiculous assumption that he'd waste his precious time to help out another person for no benefit to himself.

First of all, he's not a part of this little group. Secondly, he can't clean anything as long as he's tied up. Thirdly, the moment he gets untied, he'll just be free to escape, so this whole idea of this dumb brat was pointless in the first place.

"Why didn't you just ask me my Dao instead of asking me for help?" And that's the cusp of the issue. She used a little free question that started from an unofficial challenge and bet to rope the redhead into helping her.

He could just break his word anyway, but it's not like he has anything better to do. He's feeling tired from the fights, but he wouldn't use that as an excuse to skip out on extra training.

Screw it. He really has nothing better to do. He's still thinking over things, so this calming detour should help him. What did his father say again? An eye off the road leads to a step further down the road? Sounded like bullshit to him.

"Untie me," Chang demanded. "You'd be surprised at how good I can clean."

Yep, he's only doing this for himself.

"I'll believe it when I see it," Shu replied with a scoff before untying him in a moment. Putting the broom against his hands, she shrugged casually. "And I guess I just wanna figure out your Dao the hard way." She smirked slightly. "Can't take pride in my own Dao if I take the easy way out, right?"

There was but the slightest hesitation in the redhead's movements. His hands tightened around the broom's shaft as Qinglong's words ran circles in his mind. He knows all to well about taking the easy way out, but to hear someone else talking about it – even if it doesn't pertain to his current situation – offers a certain kind of enlightenment. Definitely not the type of enlightenment that typical cultivators hold in reverence, but a more commonplace one.

It's like when somebody misses the obvious. Yup. Can't take the easy way out. Not anymore at least. Suicide's completely out of the question.

Crimson eyes rove over the dust and dirt that needs a thorough cleaning. Using only a broom would make things take longer.

"I want to take the easy way out please." It's okay for him to joke about killing himself, right? He really feels like doing it after looking at the sheer mess he and the midget caused. Cleaning this all up...well, he talked a big game. He can't bow out of this shit now even if he wants to.

More than just his own feelings, the person that's stronger than him – he'll never admit that temporary status to her face – would probably take drastic measures.

Damn it, he can't get sucked into her pace more than this!
 
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