Chapter 11 Part 1
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- He/Him
Chapter 11: A Matter of Trust.
Before Shinji was Angel cloaked in darkness, an Angel that promised answers, help, perhaps even a way to end this war. And here he was, sitting on his bed, in his pajamas, with no shirt. This was less than ideal.
"You said you would call us, not invade our hotel room," Asuka wearily protested.
"That I did. Apologies," Leliel replied, her Osakan accent thick. "But after Iruel's involvement in the last attack, I felt electronic means of communication would be unsecure."
"How did you know about our daughter?" Shinji demanded. That letter had unnerved him. Okito and whoever he had told knowing was bad enough. But Leliel seemed just as aware as Okito. How many others knew? How long before someone tried to blackmail them?
"A few years ago Okito was going around telling everyone he could find who Zeruel was," Leliel explained. "He had feared one of us was going to try and kill you two and either didn't want to see his friend hurt, and/or was terrified of how Zeruel would react."
"Scheiße..." Asuka muttered, summing up how both of them felt.
"Gaghiel tells me that Ramiel had actually hoped to ally with you using her. Thankfully Okito's actions made that incredibly unlikely," Leliel said, sounding far too pleased.
Shinji lowered his pistol.
"Ally with us?" That didn't make any sense to Shinji. Why would one of them, particularly one of the two who seemed to be behind all this, want to ally with Asuka and him?
"Ramiel's plan, to my limited understanding of it, doesn't involve the world ending, a Fourth Impact or anything of that nature. Our kind certainly would benefit the most from their plans, but Ramiel insisted humanity would survive, some would even profit. Ramiel bragged he already had numerous human allies and backers. Name dropping one Retired Officer Langley in particular."
Asuka flinched at the name, frowning in deep disgust.
If humans were working with the angels, that meant this wasn't just a group of teenagers and young adults operating in isolation, they could resources, allies around the world. Trust would become far more problematic.
"My father is working with Ramiel?" she said, deeply skeptical.
"Oh, I'm sure Langely will deny everything, true or otherwise," Leliel remarked.
"What the hell?" Ria's muffled voice came through the door.
The bedroom door shot open, darkness recoiling from the light off the hallway.
Ria stood in the door frame, her confused expression turning to anger at the sight of the other Angel.
"Ahh, speak of the devil," Leliel said merrily.
"Leliel," Ria growled.
"Relax, Zeruel, I've come to talk," Leliel assured her.
Shinji nodded in affirmation.
Ria calmed down, though her gaze never left the hooded form of Leliel as she stepped to her parent's side.
"So if you knew Ramiel and Okito were planning something, why didn't you contact us before, or Ria?" Asuka asked.
"I wasn't sure if you would agree with my goals, and frankly I wasn't entirely sure if I could trust Zeruel's loyalty."
Ria was incredulous. "My loyalty?"
"If our Progenitor were to be come back tomorrow and ask you to wipe out humanity, what would you do?" Leliel asked.
Ria glared at Leliel. "Adam's dead."
"Not an answer," Leliel retorted.
"They would not ask that," Ria snapped.
"What if he did?"
"What do you mean by 'agree with your goals'? What exactly are your goals?" Shinji interrupted.
If Ria was more loyal to them or Adam was really not a conversation he wanted to be having right now.
"Peace," Leliel replied. "Survival. We are not all Ramiel or Okito, many of us simply want to live our lives. Ramiel is banking on us having nowhere else to turn to. He attacked Seoul because he wants you to think all Angels are like that. Ramiel's plan is evil. It will not work and must be opposed. But the others are frightened, they think you will kill us all regardless of where we stand."
That was what Shinji had wanted to hear, for the most part. If they wanted peace he was more than happy to let them live in peace.
"What do you need their help for?" Ria questioned. "You seem to be doing pretty well on your own, what with dragging three Evangelions into the fight. Just wait for them to kill the idiots and keep your heads low."
"As I said, I had no role in that," Leliel insisted.
Shinji found that hard to believe.
"Really?" Ria shared his skepticism. "Because bringing the two in proved to be the perfect way of tricking Okito into exposing his conspiracy. Where you just going to sit by and let Ramiel enact his plan?"
"Well, no." Leliel's calm demeanor faltered as anxiety crept into her voice. "I won't deny the arrival of the Pilots was fortuitous in some regards."
"Fortuitous?!" Asuka repeatedly skeptically.
"In some regards," the Angel repeated defensively. "The damage Okito has inflicted on this city and yourselves is most unfortunate. I'm simply saying that the situation has allowed me to contact you directly and be honest in my intentions. If you were both still blissfully unaware of what Okito or your daughter were, any attempt to reach you would have failed just as badly as my first attempt."
"First attempt?" Ria questioned
Shinji realized why she sounded so familiar.
"You were the woman on the phone!" he said "You're 'Tsukiko Yamagishi'!"
The Angel nodded. "Half true. I was the woman you talked to. But Tsukiko Yamagishi is not my Lilim name. Apologies for the deception."
"You called right before Shamshel attacked," Ria said angrily.
"Because I was trying to warn them," Leliel stated. "I... lost my nerve at the last moment."
"How did you know Shamshel was going to attack me?" he asked.
"Someone close to Okito feeds me info from time to time. Israfel, Iruel... I don't know," Leliel admitted.
For a group that had seemed almost monolithic before tonight, it appeared the Angels were as fractious and conflicted as any human organization.
"I'm getting off point," Leliel went on. "I came to strike a deal. I don't know much about Ramiel's plan but I know someone who knows more and could even spy on Ramiel for you. But they need assurances. They want me to ensure that this cooperation won't be met with you killing them later when it's convenient."
"Who?" Ria asked.
"A certain spider; Matarael. He wants to speak with Sub-Director Soryu at WILLE and tell you what he knows. I'm here to ensure he is able to leave again."
"At WILLE?" Asuka said skeptically. "That's mad."
"He doesn't want it getting back to Ramiel that he talked with you. Coming here will no doubt be impossible even for me after today and with Iruel around, electronic communications are hard to trust. He assures me he can get himself to WILLE without being spotted with little trouble," Leliel explained.
"General Katsuragi would kill him the moment he set foot on the property," Asuka pointed out.
"That's why you're not going to tell her. Wouldn't be the first time in recent days you've lied to her," Leliel observed. "WILLE has an internship program. Matarael will apply to it under a false identity that says he was born before Third Impact. You will accepted his application and speak to him, alone in your office. He will tell you what he knows and leave. Coming back from time to time when he has more info. In exchange you will ensure he is allowed to leave and will work towards convincing your superiors that peace can be achieved."
"You're asking me to leave myself completely alone with an Angel I don't know," Asuka argued.
"He wouldn't make it out of WILLE alive if he harmed you, he knows that. He's willing to walk into probably the most dangerous place on earth for an Angel right now and risk crossing Ramiel. He's putting himself in far more danger."
They considered it. Killing only the angels that attacked them and leaving the rest alone would make this entire war far more simple and less violent. But could either of them trust Leliel, angels were by nature incredibly good liars. Even Ria had been lying to them every day for sixteen years, without either of them suspecting a thing. Leliel, or Matarael could be trying to pull something here.
But if Asuka could work with one of them, if they could convince Misato that not every Angel was a monster, that some were even willing to work with humanity. They would have a foot in the door, a way to tell Misato the truth about Ria without everything going horribly wrong like it had with his younger self and Third Impact.
"I'm willing to work with Matarael if he acts in good faith," Asuka said after a long pause. "If he crosses me, my family, or WILLE though, he's dead."
Ria bit her lip.
Leliel sighed, content with that. "Good, good. More than acceptable terms. Look for a letter from a man named Musashi Aoi. That will be Matarael."
"So out of curiosity, which Angels are willing to consider peace?" Shinji asked.
"Fair question," Leliel replied. "Let's see... Myself, Matarael, Gaghiel obviously, but Gaghiel's no longer in the country. Sandalphon, Armisael, Arael is on the fence, no idea where or who Bardiel even is."
Asuka tensed up at the mention of Arael.
"Oh, Zeruel, since you're here..." Leliel began, "I have a gift for you."
Shinji almost fired as he saw Leliel reach into her pocket.
"Relax, relax," she insisted as she tossed something white at Ria.
She caught it, holding it in both hands as she inspected it. It was a mask. An almost exact replica of the face of Zeruel, only sized to fit Ria's face.
"Matarael made this, and mine," Leliel explained. "It's some hobby of his. Apparently Okito commissioned this some time ago."
Ria's grip tightened on it, her eyes totally focused on the mask.
Leilel bowed, the darkness wrapping around her.
"Until next time, then," she said, before vanishing.
/
The three of them gathered around the kitchen table. None of them could even pretend they were going to get back to sleep tonight.
"The question is, can we remotely trust them?" Asuka asked, coffee cup in hand.
"The others have made it clear they don't have much interest in going after you two," Ria noted. "And for Matarael to be willing go into WILLE... I don't know, he might be honest, or they might be trying to win our trust as part of some elaborate ruse. I don't know. Maybe. I mean Matarael isn't a particularly dangerous Angel."
"Leliel's lying," Shinji stated.
The other two turned towards him.
"Not about the deal, I think she's being forward about that. I think she's lying about her involvement in Rei and the others being here," Shinji explained.
She had grown too hesitant at that topic, clearly nervous. She wasn't even subtle about it.
"She's the only one I can think of who could even attempt something like that," Ria agreed. "The question is, why lie about it?"
Shinji didn't have an answer, and that only served to further unnerve him. What did she have to lose by admitting the truth?
"So if we can't trust her fully, what do we do?" Asuka asked.
For a moment, he considered his options.
"We tell Misato." Shinji announced.
"How?" Ria asked.
Shinji sighed, he didn't like what he was about to say, it required even more deception. But it seemed the best solution all things considered. "We tell Misato that Leliel came in, unannounced, and made the offer. We don't mention the letter or Gaghiel at all. Then we just need to make sure Misato agrees to pretend she doesn't know anything when Matarael arrives. That way we don't spook him off but if it turns to be some sort of attack, WILLE won't be totally blindsided. I know the odds of Misato agreeing to it are remote but considering the unusual nature of the situation, she might."
"And if she refuses I can just warn Matarael not to come when I get the letter. No harm, no foul," Asuka agreed.
"Do you think she would agree to it?" Ria questioned. "Peace with half of the Angels?"
It was a deeply unlikely prospect. Even Shinji couldn't pretend otherwise.
"You never know," he said. "Anything's possible these days."
"And apparently humans are working with Ramiel and Okito after all," Asuka commented bitterly.
"Are you okay?" Shinji asked.
Asuka and her father were never close. The two hadn't really spoken in over a decade. Still, what Leliel said about him, that had to be tough to hear. It was like his father all over again.
"He's a miserable bastard," Asuka replied, "but this would be a new low even for him."
A deeply troubling thought entered Shinji's mind.
"Who else might be working with them?" he asked.
Before Shinji was Angel cloaked in darkness, an Angel that promised answers, help, perhaps even a way to end this war. And here he was, sitting on his bed, in his pajamas, with no shirt. This was less than ideal.
"You said you would call us, not invade our hotel room," Asuka wearily protested.
"That I did. Apologies," Leliel replied, her Osakan accent thick. "But after Iruel's involvement in the last attack, I felt electronic means of communication would be unsecure."
"How did you know about our daughter?" Shinji demanded. That letter had unnerved him. Okito and whoever he had told knowing was bad enough. But Leliel seemed just as aware as Okito. How many others knew? How long before someone tried to blackmail them?
"A few years ago Okito was going around telling everyone he could find who Zeruel was," Leliel explained. "He had feared one of us was going to try and kill you two and either didn't want to see his friend hurt, and/or was terrified of how Zeruel would react."
"Scheiße..." Asuka muttered, summing up how both of them felt.
"Gaghiel tells me that Ramiel had actually hoped to ally with you using her. Thankfully Okito's actions made that incredibly unlikely," Leliel said, sounding far too pleased.
Shinji lowered his pistol.
"Ally with us?" That didn't make any sense to Shinji. Why would one of them, particularly one of the two who seemed to be behind all this, want to ally with Asuka and him?
"Ramiel's plan, to my limited understanding of it, doesn't involve the world ending, a Fourth Impact or anything of that nature. Our kind certainly would benefit the most from their plans, but Ramiel insisted humanity would survive, some would even profit. Ramiel bragged he already had numerous human allies and backers. Name dropping one Retired Officer Langley in particular."
Asuka flinched at the name, frowning in deep disgust.
If humans were working with the angels, that meant this wasn't just a group of teenagers and young adults operating in isolation, they could resources, allies around the world. Trust would become far more problematic.
"My father is working with Ramiel?" she said, deeply skeptical.
"Oh, I'm sure Langely will deny everything, true or otherwise," Leliel remarked.
"What the hell?" Ria's muffled voice came through the door.
The bedroom door shot open, darkness recoiling from the light off the hallway.
Ria stood in the door frame, her confused expression turning to anger at the sight of the other Angel.
"Ahh, speak of the devil," Leliel said merrily.
"Leliel," Ria growled.
"Relax, Zeruel, I've come to talk," Leliel assured her.
Shinji nodded in affirmation.
Ria calmed down, though her gaze never left the hooded form of Leliel as she stepped to her parent's side.
"So if you knew Ramiel and Okito were planning something, why didn't you contact us before, or Ria?" Asuka asked.
"I wasn't sure if you would agree with my goals, and frankly I wasn't entirely sure if I could trust Zeruel's loyalty."
Ria was incredulous. "My loyalty?"
"If our Progenitor were to be come back tomorrow and ask you to wipe out humanity, what would you do?" Leliel asked.
Ria glared at Leliel. "Adam's dead."
"Not an answer," Leliel retorted.
"They would not ask that," Ria snapped.
"What if he did?"
"What do you mean by 'agree with your goals'? What exactly are your goals?" Shinji interrupted.
If Ria was more loyal to them or Adam was really not a conversation he wanted to be having right now.
"Peace," Leliel replied. "Survival. We are not all Ramiel or Okito, many of us simply want to live our lives. Ramiel is banking on us having nowhere else to turn to. He attacked Seoul because he wants you to think all Angels are like that. Ramiel's plan is evil. It will not work and must be opposed. But the others are frightened, they think you will kill us all regardless of where we stand."
That was what Shinji had wanted to hear, for the most part. If they wanted peace he was more than happy to let them live in peace.
"What do you need their help for?" Ria questioned. "You seem to be doing pretty well on your own, what with dragging three Evangelions into the fight. Just wait for them to kill the idiots and keep your heads low."
"As I said, I had no role in that," Leliel insisted.
Shinji found that hard to believe.
"Really?" Ria shared his skepticism. "Because bringing the two in proved to be the perfect way of tricking Okito into exposing his conspiracy. Where you just going to sit by and let Ramiel enact his plan?"
"Well, no." Leliel's calm demeanor faltered as anxiety crept into her voice. "I won't deny the arrival of the Pilots was fortuitous in some regards."
"Fortuitous?!" Asuka repeatedly skeptically.
"In some regards," the Angel repeated defensively. "The damage Okito has inflicted on this city and yourselves is most unfortunate. I'm simply saying that the situation has allowed me to contact you directly and be honest in my intentions. If you were both still blissfully unaware of what Okito or your daughter were, any attempt to reach you would have failed just as badly as my first attempt."
"First attempt?" Ria questioned
Shinji realized why she sounded so familiar.
"You were the woman on the phone!" he said "You're 'Tsukiko Yamagishi'!"
The Angel nodded. "Half true. I was the woman you talked to. But Tsukiko Yamagishi is not my Lilim name. Apologies for the deception."
"You called right before Shamshel attacked," Ria said angrily.
"Because I was trying to warn them," Leliel stated. "I... lost my nerve at the last moment."
"How did you know Shamshel was going to attack me?" he asked.
"Someone close to Okito feeds me info from time to time. Israfel, Iruel... I don't know," Leliel admitted.
For a group that had seemed almost monolithic before tonight, it appeared the Angels were as fractious and conflicted as any human organization.
"I'm getting off point," Leliel went on. "I came to strike a deal. I don't know much about Ramiel's plan but I know someone who knows more and could even spy on Ramiel for you. But they need assurances. They want me to ensure that this cooperation won't be met with you killing them later when it's convenient."
"Who?" Ria asked.
"A certain spider; Matarael. He wants to speak with Sub-Director Soryu at WILLE and tell you what he knows. I'm here to ensure he is able to leave again."
"At WILLE?" Asuka said skeptically. "That's mad."
"He doesn't want it getting back to Ramiel that he talked with you. Coming here will no doubt be impossible even for me after today and with Iruel around, electronic communications are hard to trust. He assures me he can get himself to WILLE without being spotted with little trouble," Leliel explained.
"General Katsuragi would kill him the moment he set foot on the property," Asuka pointed out.
"That's why you're not going to tell her. Wouldn't be the first time in recent days you've lied to her," Leliel observed. "WILLE has an internship program. Matarael will apply to it under a false identity that says he was born before Third Impact. You will accepted his application and speak to him, alone in your office. He will tell you what he knows and leave. Coming back from time to time when he has more info. In exchange you will ensure he is allowed to leave and will work towards convincing your superiors that peace can be achieved."
"You're asking me to leave myself completely alone with an Angel I don't know," Asuka argued.
"He wouldn't make it out of WILLE alive if he harmed you, he knows that. He's willing to walk into probably the most dangerous place on earth for an Angel right now and risk crossing Ramiel. He's putting himself in far more danger."
They considered it. Killing only the angels that attacked them and leaving the rest alone would make this entire war far more simple and less violent. But could either of them trust Leliel, angels were by nature incredibly good liars. Even Ria had been lying to them every day for sixteen years, without either of them suspecting a thing. Leliel, or Matarael could be trying to pull something here.
But if Asuka could work with one of them, if they could convince Misato that not every Angel was a monster, that some were even willing to work with humanity. They would have a foot in the door, a way to tell Misato the truth about Ria without everything going horribly wrong like it had with his younger self and Third Impact.
"I'm willing to work with Matarael if he acts in good faith," Asuka said after a long pause. "If he crosses me, my family, or WILLE though, he's dead."
Ria bit her lip.
Leliel sighed, content with that. "Good, good. More than acceptable terms. Look for a letter from a man named Musashi Aoi. That will be Matarael."
"So out of curiosity, which Angels are willing to consider peace?" Shinji asked.
"Fair question," Leliel replied. "Let's see... Myself, Matarael, Gaghiel obviously, but Gaghiel's no longer in the country. Sandalphon, Armisael, Arael is on the fence, no idea where or who Bardiel even is."
Asuka tensed up at the mention of Arael.
"Oh, Zeruel, since you're here..." Leliel began, "I have a gift for you."
Shinji almost fired as he saw Leliel reach into her pocket.
"Relax, relax," she insisted as she tossed something white at Ria.
She caught it, holding it in both hands as she inspected it. It was a mask. An almost exact replica of the face of Zeruel, only sized to fit Ria's face.
"Matarael made this, and mine," Leliel explained. "It's some hobby of his. Apparently Okito commissioned this some time ago."
Ria's grip tightened on it, her eyes totally focused on the mask.
Leilel bowed, the darkness wrapping around her.
"Until next time, then," she said, before vanishing.
/
The three of them gathered around the kitchen table. None of them could even pretend they were going to get back to sleep tonight.
"The question is, can we remotely trust them?" Asuka asked, coffee cup in hand.
"The others have made it clear they don't have much interest in going after you two," Ria noted. "And for Matarael to be willing go into WILLE... I don't know, he might be honest, or they might be trying to win our trust as part of some elaborate ruse. I don't know. Maybe. I mean Matarael isn't a particularly dangerous Angel."
"Leliel's lying," Shinji stated.
The other two turned towards him.
"Not about the deal, I think she's being forward about that. I think she's lying about her involvement in Rei and the others being here," Shinji explained.
She had grown too hesitant at that topic, clearly nervous. She wasn't even subtle about it.
"She's the only one I can think of who could even attempt something like that," Ria agreed. "The question is, why lie about it?"
Shinji didn't have an answer, and that only served to further unnerve him. What did she have to lose by admitting the truth?
"So if we can't trust her fully, what do we do?" Asuka asked.
For a moment, he considered his options.
"We tell Misato." Shinji announced.
"How?" Ria asked.
Shinji sighed, he didn't like what he was about to say, it required even more deception. But it seemed the best solution all things considered. "We tell Misato that Leliel came in, unannounced, and made the offer. We don't mention the letter or Gaghiel at all. Then we just need to make sure Misato agrees to pretend she doesn't know anything when Matarael arrives. That way we don't spook him off but if it turns to be some sort of attack, WILLE won't be totally blindsided. I know the odds of Misato agreeing to it are remote but considering the unusual nature of the situation, she might."
"And if she refuses I can just warn Matarael not to come when I get the letter. No harm, no foul," Asuka agreed.
"Do you think she would agree to it?" Ria questioned. "Peace with half of the Angels?"
It was a deeply unlikely prospect. Even Shinji couldn't pretend otherwise.
"You never know," he said. "Anything's possible these days."
"And apparently humans are working with Ramiel and Okito after all," Asuka commented bitterly.
"Are you okay?" Shinji asked.
Asuka and her father were never close. The two hadn't really spoken in over a decade. Still, what Leliel said about him, that had to be tough to hear. It was like his father all over again.
"He's a miserable bastard," Asuka replied, "but this would be a new low even for him."
A deeply troubling thought entered Shinji's mind.
"Who else might be working with them?" he asked.
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