-Sirrocco
You take a long moment to breathe, the hot steam of the bath cooling in the night air.
"Daio, you are my brother, and I will always love you. Father, Mother, they didn't send you away because they didn't love you. If anything they love you too much. Too much to risk you or me, maybe that was a mistake...but I understand it now."
You ruffle Daio's hair as he glares at you.
"If you want to stay, then you have to know what you're getting into."
"You'll let me stay?" He asks hope in his eyes.
"That depends on you Daio." You say.
"Eh?"
"The Court, it's not a friendly place. Has Itsume-sensei started doing your ambush training yet?"
Daio absently rubs one arm.
"Yes"
"I didn't like it either...but Court's a lot like that. Everyone, even the honourable people are not able to be your true friends. If they can use you to get to me, or to get power they will, and if you don't do what's expected, that too will be used against us. That's ignoring the assassins. It's dangerous, scary world out there Daio."
Daio thinks for a moment.
"But I have to be here because whose looking out for you?"
"Myself mostly. Itsume-sensei spent years training me so I could. You haven't had that training yet."
He pouts.
"There's the reason you shouldn't. This place, the walls themselves have eyes, anything and everything you do will be under scrutiny, is that really what you want? To live under watch by everyone, to not be allowed to play and do other things after training is over? To have to be perfect no matter what?"
You look at him, being firm and serious.
Daio thinks before saying.
"Hai, to be with you and mother...I'll do it"
Damn, you had hoped to scare him off from this, to make him willing to go back to Itsume-sensei, but then, when you were his age...you would have done the same thing. The iron will of your mother and father is strong in him as well.
"Okay Daio, you can stay if you promise me that you'll always act right, listen to your sensei and family, and never talk to strangers without someone I trust beside you. Do you promise?"
He stares at you with fiery determination.
"Hai I promise Hisao!"
"Alright, I'll make arrangements then"
In retrospect, you should really have expected the bone crushing hug that he gave you.
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Mother was not pleased by your decision, but she would not gainsay you. She did however insist on putting a coterie of Crab Samurai around her youngest son. While you can't deny that her paranoia has merit. On the other hand the Seppun the imperial guards since time immemorial, were in a word, immensely put out by this. Seppun Kiharu, the daimyo of the family was prepared to offer his ritual seppukku in protest. The elder statesman of the Imperial families was beloved by everyone in the Imperial City, and it had been his interference that had kept the Imperial families mostly quiet in your first year of rule.
Naturally you decided to have compromise of sorts. The Seppun still guarded your brother. However, several Crab Samurai that you mother vouched for, were married into the Seppun and the ones assigned. It left no one happy, but every satisfied. Itsume-sensei, slightly drunk called it a 'Scorpion's Compromise' which was his way of approving after a fashion.
Then there was Itsume-sensei, he was somewhat annoyed to lose 'the one actually talented with a blade' to the Court, but stated that he would take his payment from you sometime in the future.
You were not pleased to hear that, but you weren't entirely sure you could stop the semi immortal shapeshifter that has wandered the world since before the Empire was founded. Well you'd figure something out, probably.
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It was the day of your wedding, as tradition, you found yourself standing in magnificent robes that would put entire families of the Crane to shame, but still intensely nervous. You waited at the entrance to the Shrine of Musubi, Goddess of Marriage, waited for Kaname to arrive. Inside your family, and the daimyo of the Imperial Families were no doubt also preparing themselves for your entrance, as was Kaname's family. The entire Temple District had been shut down so that nothing would go wrong.
However, you are ultimately a young man getting married, and in spite of all logic and reason telling you this will go off with no problems. You can't help but have the back of your mind construct worse case scenarios. As dawn finally crested over the city, you hear the sound of foot steps.
Looking you see her, Kaname, your...soon to be wife. She's beautiful, the light cresting on her skin and white robes. You can see the hint of red underneath them. Long talks and quiet embraces had in theory prepared you both for this...yet, your breath still hitched as you watch her approached. All thought chased away by the ethereal nature of her beauty.
She smiles slightly.
"...Time for us to go right Hisao-kun?" she asks.
Dear gods she's as nervous as you are.
"Hai, Kaname-chan" You reply.
You hold out your hand, and she takes it, rough skin in rough skin shouldn't feel this soft, but it does.
Drawing strength from each other, you walk forward into the shrine. The doors opening as you follow the silk carpet towards the shrine altar. There Seppun Kiharu was readied with a cherry blossom branch to officiate the ceremony.
An almost mystical feeling filled the air as you took in everyone. Your uncle giving you a wry, if not totally sincere smile of support. Your little brother struggling with all his might not to pick at his collar that was clearly driving him mad...and your mother looking for all the world like she was carved from a stone.
On the other side of the shrine, Kaname's father, mother, and sisters all look on with bated breath. Even if you never did anything else for them, this one act ensured that they would be set for life. No doubt that was what made the happy, although you saw sadness in them as well, to lose their daughter. It was easily pushed to the side for the joy of seeing the best match in the Empire made.
Kiharu looks at you both.
"Tell me who comes before me in the sight of the Heavens?" He asks.
"I Toturi Hisao, son of Toturi Naseru, grandson of Toturi the Black" You intone.
"I Shiba Kaname, daughter of Shiba Dosan, granddaughter of Shiba Mutsumi" She says in turn.
"I greet you both in the name of the Heavens and the Ancestors. For what reason do you come?"
"In the sight of the Heavens and our Ancestors, we would be wed. Her dreams are my dreams, my hopes are her hopes, her duty is my duty. So may it be." You say.
"In the sight of the Ancestors and the Heavens we would be wed. His burdens are my burdens, my weakness his weakness, his strength my strength. So may it be" She continues.
"It is so spoken, by the light of the Heavens, the Gods, and the Ancestors may you be purified for this marriage" Kiharu says tossing salt on you both.
"May you be blessed" He pours out two small cups ritualized sake.
"And may you be whole" He offers the sake to both of you.
You take one cup and she the other.
With that done you turn to her and speak.
"I will be your husband. I will provide for you and our family. I will honour you and accept you into my home."
You offer her the cup, as she speaks
"I will be your wife. I will support you and our family. I will honour you and be your home"
She offers her own cup, the two of you trade it and drink deep of the sake. The rice wine burning down your throat as the ceremony is finished.
Kiharu raises up the cherry blossom branch and shakes it for all to see, invoking the kami to do so. cherry blossoms dance around you and Kaname as you look into her eyes, and she in yours. The last petal falls as the Shugenja gives the branch over to the Kami.
As the cherry wood burns, you watch Kaname step back, her sisters moving forward to take the white robes off her. Revealing a red robe that accentuates her figure...you were a lucky bastard.
The ceremony ends, Shiba Kaname is dead, in her place, Toturi Kaname now looks at you. You step forward and take her hand in yours again. Your heart swells as the knowledge hits you full force. Now and until your deaths, you two are wed. Is it true love? No you cannot say that, you cannot say that...will it be? Yes, you think it will be. A gift all too rare in this life.
She smiles at you, and you smile back, turning to leave the shrine and go to the reception.
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You wish you could say that you remembered the Wedding reception in detail, but the truth is that you cannot. The dizzying display of opulent gifts for you and your wife (and oh how you savour that word) were too quick, to mesmerizing to really let you focus, as was the seemingly endless line of well wishers and vassals eager to cement themselves as supporting your marriage. You remember the food being fantastic, but then, you'd expect nothing less for an Imperial celebration banquet.
But as you finally get off your feet, you let out a long tired sigh. In the end you had begged off the fireworks display, saying you'll see it from the balcony in your chambers. While you'll make the effort, you honestly can't say you'll watch them all.
You look up seeing Kaname in her bright red outfit. She looks at you for a moment.
"I do hope Hisao-kun that you aren't too tired?" She asks.
You shrug.
"Kind of---"
What you were going to say stops in your throat as Kaname reaches for her obi and pulls it off, letting her kimono sink to the floor. Her bare flesh exposed to the world.
"....think that I'm not tired at all" You finish.
She laughs as you rise from your cushion and embrace her with a passionate kiss.
It was good to be the Emperor sometimes.
AN:
And that is Year One of Hisao's Reign. I need a pregnancy roll.
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