Zakara
Semi-Found Cat
- Location
- Chaldea, Bleached Airspace
Maybe if it were the Burrowing Heaven, but Schadenfreude's entire thing is that it doesn't want to be observed. It very aggressively dislikes having the slightest bit of attention paid to it, and will make that aggression appropriately known if its tolerance is tested too far.An obsession to know and observe. X couldnt survive to day 50 without it.
She still has that habit, even with her girls and how pokey she is with their secrets.
It's more representative of… willful ignorance? "Stop, turn away, don't look at this or else." It's the problem you shove away so you don't have to deal with it, the problem that will stay away so long as you keep from acknowledging it. It could maybe link to X's habit of drowning herself in her duties, trying to steer away from areas she's ill-equipped to handle in favor of what she knows she can do.
It's certainly been said enough before that X and Angela are short-circuiting the awkward meter between themselves with their crippling lack of communication skills.
Or then, it could be the trauma of what X went through with the Sephirot, what's happening again with the girls. No matter what steps X takes to try keeping things together, what's falling apart just keeps falling apart until the great big breakdown. If nothing she does helps, can she just not look at the disaster?
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