And voices filled my ears. Thousands of whispering voices, hissing obscene, hateful things, vicious secrets, poisonous lies and horrible truths in half a hundred tongues all at once. I felt the pressure of those voices, coursing into my head like ice picks, gouging holes in my thoughts, in my emotions, and there was nothing, nothing I could do to stop them. I felt a scream building, one that would open my mouth, fill it with tiny, tearing bodies, and I knew that I couldn't stop it.
And then a broad hand slammed down onto the crown of my head, and a deep voice thundered, "Lava quod est sordium!"
Light burned through my closed eyelids, through the layers of insects covering them, and a furious heat spread down from the crown of my head, from that hand. It spread down, moving neither quickly nor slowly, and wherever it passed over my skin, as hot as scalding water in an industrial kitchen sink, the swarm abruptly vanished.
I opened my eyes to find Michael kneeling over me, Amoracchius in his left hand, his right resting on my head. His eyes were closed and his lips were moving, words of ritual Latin flowing from them in a steady stream.
Pure white fire spread down over my body, and I remembered when I had seen something similar once before—when vampires had attempted to manhandle Michael, many moons before, and had been scorched and scarred by the same fire. Now, as the light engulfed me, the swarm scattered, outer layers dropping away, while the slower inner layers were incinerated by the fire. It hurt—but the pain was a harsh, cleansing thing, somehow honest. It burned over me, and when the fire passed, I was free, and the swarm was scattering throughout the vault, pouring toward the tiny air vents spread throughout.
I looked up at Michael, gasping, and leaned my head forward. For a second, the pain and the fear still had me, and I couldn't make myself move. I lay there, simply shuddering.
His hand moved from my head to my shoulder, and he murmured, "Lord of Hosts, be with this good man and give him the strength to carry on."
I didn't feel anything mystic. There was no surge of magic or power, no flash of light. Just Michael's quiet, steady strength, and the sincerity of the faith in his voice.
Michael still thought I was a good man.
I clenched my jaw over the sobbing scream that was still threatening me, and pushed away the memory of those tiny, horrible words—the voice of Imariel, it must have been. I forced myself to breathe in a steady rhythm, despite the pain and the burning of my skin and my lungs, despite the stinging tears and tiny drops of blood in my eyes. And I put up the shields again, forcing the pain to a safe distance. They were shakier, and more of the pain leaked through than had been there before—but I did it.
Then I lifted my eyes to Michael and nodded.
He gave me a quick, fierce smile and stood up, then offered me his hand.
I took it and rose, looking past Michael to where Grey stood, melting back from Harvey's face to his own, one last time. He'd opened the door to Hades' vault again. Behind him, the rest of the crew, minus Binder, was approaching, while the huge, vague shape of the Genoskwa closed the door to the vault with a large, hollow boom of displaced air.
"She came through fast, during the firefight," Michael said to me. "There wasn't any way for me to stop her."
My throat burned and felt raw, but I croaked, "It worked out. Thanks."
"Always."
Nicodemus approached us with his expression entirely neutral, and eyed Michael.
"We needn't fear further interference from Tessa. It will take her time to pull herself together. How did you do that?" he demanded.
"I didn't," Michael said simply.
Nicodemus and Deirdre exchanged an uneasy glance.
"All of you, hear me," Michael said quietly. He turned and stood between them—Fallen angels and monsters and scoundrels and mortal fiends—and me. "You think your power is what shapes the world you walk in. But that is an illusion. Your choices shape your world. You think your power will protect you from the consequences of those choices. But you are wrong. You create your own rewards. There is a Judge. There is Justice in this world. And one day you will receive what you have earned. Choose carefully."
His voice resonated oddly in that space, the words not loud, but absolutely penetrating, touched with something more than mortal, with an awareness beyond that of simple space and time. He was, in that moment, a Messenger, and no one who heard him speak could doubt it.
Silence settled on the vault, and no one moved or spoke.
Nicodemus looked away from Michael and said calmly, "Dresden. Are you capable of opening the Way?"
I took a steadying breath, and looked around for the key to the manacles. I'd dropped it while being simultaneously eaten, smothered, and driven insane. Hell, I was lucky there hadn't been any anaphylactic shock involved.
Or, all things considered, maybe luck had nothing to do with it.
Michael spotted the key and picked it up. I held out my hand and he began unlocking the manacles.
"What did that mean?" I asked him in a whisper.
"You heard it as well as I did," he replied, with a small shrug. "I suppose it wasn't a message for us."
Skin Game Chapter 36, Page 303-306