Digital Web Rules
...One of Donald's Digital Web tactics must be to spam the opposition's interface with Viagra ads. :p

Doesn't work like that. When I say the Digital Web is TRON I mean it. Attacking people outside of the Web is:

1. Always vulgar
2. Extremely difficult
3. Requires the spheres to affect them in question.

Donald only has Correspondence, Primal Utility, and Time. He cannot meaningfully attack people in the real world. "Spam the opposition with Viagra ads" is a focus (unless you're just annoying them at which point it's a Forces effect) because most people doing magic hacking will not have said security loopholes. The assumption that a security loophole exists is a focus, which you use to cast an effect, which creates a result.

Serafina and Henriette are the only two people who can do Web-Realspace attacks in the party (Serafina uses Life/Corr to give you a heart attack over the internet, Henriette can make your computer explode in your face). I'm going to have to explain how the Web works and require you guys to roll for Henriette's robot.

The problem with your plan is that she's the *only* one who can reasonably function at siege scale... unless you want to pull some giant-mecha-anime-style "everyone is manning separate stations in the giant robot control bridge" schtick. Donald can play comms.

Oh... does Primal Utility get boosted too? By now, I imagine that basically everyone knows that the internet runs on money.

Kessler has Forces 4 in the Web. He can kill giant robots on foot in the Web if he doesn't mind digital Web paradox, which he generally doesn't.

How The Web Works:
In the Web, you can either be actually there or acting via proxy. If you're proxying, your 'physical' attributes are equivalent to your reshuffled mental attributes. Intelligence is your Strength and Stamina, while Wits becomes your Dexterity equivalent. Your default health track is equivalent to your Permanent Willpower and you suffer no wound penalties. "But that means a lot of people have really shitty health tracks in the Web!" Well yes. If you die in the Web, you generally do not die in real life, unless the attack was extremely powerful and you get really unlucky. Basically, you take Bashing feedback damage from an attack that kills you in the Web, which also boots you out.

Now, Kessler, because he has Spirit and not Correspondence, is physically immersed. This means he gets his full physical attributes and soak and HLs, but with the cost that if he dies in the Matrix he dies in real life. The most common way of physical immersion involves using Spirit to journey to the Web, but you can also directly immerse yourself with Correspondence 4.

Spherewise, Forces acts as Matter and Life (except against people who are physically immersed). Correspondence and Forces are boosted by 1. Most things in the Web count as predictable patterns and can be directly attacked by Entropy 3.

So what can Computers do? You can roll your Int + Computers when you jack in to augment your avatar (1-1 conversion to boosted physical stats, features, or HLs). You generally want to use this to boost your HLs and physical stats because there are some pretty scary attack programs in the Web if you're fighting through a hostile area. You can use it to summon weapons and create tools out of thin air (difficulty dependent on the tool)-again, this is entirely dependent on the Web sector, its representation, and the underlying area. If you're invading some sort of fantasy MMO death game, you can't use Computers to summon up guns. It also takes more time than using Enlightened Science to do it.

So the questions are: Who exactly is going into the Web? Choose anywhere from 1-4 people.
[ ] Jamelia (proxy only)
[ ] Kessler (immersion only)
[ ] Donald (proxy/immersion)
[ ] Henriette (proxy only)

And also, I need everyone's Int + Computers roll if they're going proxy. Jamelia's is 8d10e7, Henriette's is 11d10e7, and Donald's is 5d10e7.

Henriette also needs to roll for her giant death robot, which is a massive Forces 4 effect, difficulty being base +2. She has 9d10e7, but can be assisted by anyone with Forces if you have an excuse. Because rolling multiple times is kinda boring, you get to roll once. If you do really badly she gets to cut down on features and/or have a miniature giant death robot.
 
Update XCVI: Brute Force Hacking
JB XCVI: Brute Force Hacking

Jamelia finds Henriette in the office in the warehouse, which she's refitted into a server room. The increased power consumption won't be seen because the local grid is averaging it out over everyone else in the area.

Henriette is wearing a fluffy burgundy sweater, and both it and her hair have cobwebs on them. "Can you believe they were using obsolete copper cabling to connect the router to the wall socket?" she complains to Jamelia. "Honestly! There's no point saying that your hardware can handle modern throughout if... well, it can't."

"It's fixed, though?" Jamelia asks.

"Yes. I sent a minidrone under the floorboards and it's rethreaded with fiber optic," Henriette says. She brushes herself down. "And I upgraded some other things while we're at it. TAC-1 and me went out dressed in Comcast uniforms and 'inspected' some of the local network infrastructure. We'll be operating off a phantom IP which means if anyone tries to backtrace us, they won't be able to narrow our location down to more than a kilometre or so. I could have done better with more time, but we didn't have that."

Jamelia nods. "Good work," she says, making Henriette smile. She offers her bag. "I went to Subway and grabbed some things, since you weren't around at lunch."

"Oh, thank you," Henriette says, digging into it. That distracts her, and so she doesn't notice Jamelia checking the local jamming equipment until the whine from her bringing her own NWO toys online becomes audible.

"Sit down," Jamelia tells her.

Henriette looks up, her face falling. "Omh meer," she swallows. "Oh dear. What's happened?"

"Nothing happened," Jamelia says. "Keep on eating," she reconsiders, "... well, keep on eating except when you're trying to talk. I thought we should just talk a little about... how should I put it? Well, Henriette, you're obviously not comfortable with some of the older Union things which are coming up now."

Henriette looks away. "You probably feel it's silly," she says in a small voice. "You're old... um, by which I mean you've been doing this a long time... um... that came out wrong."

"I'm older than sixty, yes," Jamelia says calmly. "While I don't like people knowing my age normally, that's because I need to pass for my mid-twenties most of the time." She sighs. "Or sometimes I have to put on make-up to look older, when people don't believe someone that young should have the position I'm pretending to have," she adds, to get a smile out of the girl.

Henriette reacts just as planned. "I'm sure lots of people would like that problem," she says, smiling. "But... um. Yes. It's... no, it doesn't matter."

"I understand that you're upset," Jamelia says, unfastening the lid to a bottle of orange juice and taking a sip. "No, perhaps upset isn't the right word. But you're not comfortable with some of these things."

"It's just..." Henriette trails off, obviously looking for the right words. "It's... it's just so... so... urgh. I want to say 'unscientific', but that's probably not the right word." She shifts in her seat. "But still! You can't trust the Digital Web! It's like... the Progenitors go and make zombies like something out of Herbert West and they also have psychic powers as a thing - although they say they do it by EDE grafts and that's just wrong - and now we're going to be doing stuff with the Digital Web and... and the entire place is an alternate dimension overlaid on digital communications and - come on! How does something like that even happen?"

Jamelia sighs. "White Tower constructs aren't zombies," she says wearily. "No more than HITMarks made using human brain tissue are zombies."

This doesn't placate the young woman. "But... HITMarks have implants and cybernetics in the brain tissue. You said White Tower did it all with drugs! How do drugs revive someone who's already dead? Brain degradation should have set in!" Henriette viciously bites into her sandwich, and swallows. "It's... it's just... like, you remember those Virtual Adepts in Russia?" Henriette says. "They made more sense than stuff like this! They were enemies, but they were still... still..."

"Still acting like Iterators?" Jamelia asks, not unkindly.

"Well... yes?" Henriette slumps down. "This sounds awful, but... it's like... they might have been enemies, but they were still doing things I could understand! Why... why can't the world just make sense?"

People born into the Union sometimes get like this, Jamelia thinks. When you lived your life in the normal world where killer robots walking around wearing the skin of men is a thing of science fiction - well, it wasn't even science fiction when she was a child - you accept that there's lots and lots of stuff you don't understand in the Union. Henriette hasn't ever had the same sense of realisation that there's a hidden world full of stuff you don't understand.

Jamelia almost feels a little sorry for her. In her scattergun recollections, she can remember Jazmin's awe and glee at finding new things out - and that's there in both sets of memories. And from 1984 onwards, it isn't there any more. Well, no, of course they wouldn't have wanted Jamelia digging too deep. What they'd shifted it into was a coldly analytical way of looking at the world. But what that cold analysis had led her to was to dig deeper than she should, because she was always trying to get enough information to make the correct decisions.

And of course, these are dangerous things to be saying publicly. "I don't think it's very relevant to compare those Virtual Adepts to people working in different fields to you," Jamelia says, chiding. "They were very nearly Technocrats - a lot of them came over to the right side after Moscow - and they were putting their Genius towards non-RD things a lot of the time. No wonder you understood a lot of what they were doing."

Henriette pouts. "I know. I know. I... I just don't like feeling uncomfortable about... about our side's technology. And come on. Psychics and zombies, really?"

Jamelia sips at her orange juice. Good. "When I was new to the Union, there were still HITMark IIIs in service," she tells Henriette. "If you want to talk about feeling uncomfortable, there's dealing with a mechanical doll thing with rubber skin whose joins grind. And some of them had pheromone packages which meant you ignored that unless you were trained in hyperpsych. Those things were the kind of things that gave children nightmares." She winces. "Actually, I was on an operation once where we did disguise the HITMarks as clowns."

There is a hushed silence.

"That's just evil," Henriette breathes.

"It worked. No one expects a clown to look perfectly human." Jamelia looks across at her subordinate sternly. "You do understand my point, though? Henriette, you're a materials and computer scientist by training. What you consider to be 'natural' and 'understandable' is based off that. White Tower and the Digital Web and the Progenitor - and NWO - psychic programs were vetted. Just because Iteration X doesn't go into them in depth doesn't mean they're Reality Deviancy."

"I wasn't saying they were!" Henriette protests. "They're... they're just not something I'm comfortable with! I'm... I just like knowing what's going on." Her voice drops. "I don't like things I don't understand." Biting off another chunk, she swallows. "But... yes, I ADEI-grabbed a bunch of stuff on the Digital Web, and Kessler's been telling me stuff - in between war stories about how he fought Reality Deviant data-incursions from the Digital Web into the real world."

"Ah. So that was what set it off," Jamelia says, realization dawning. Yes, she's heard horror stories herself about what the Virtual Adepts would do using the Web back in the Eighties. Hell, she'd snuck in through the windows into Adept safe-houses to secure people who'd gone so deep into the Web that they weren't ever coming out without Iterator and Progenitor experts to recover their consciousnesses. And seen data-construct incursions into Constructs, back in the days where panicked phone calls to the Void Engineers had got a team of extradimensional cyberspecialists teleported on site in quarter of an hour.

No wonder Henriette was worrying.

"I just don't really like the idea that... that digital lifeforms can jump out of my computer and try to eat my head! Is for that not to happen too much to ask?!" Henriette says, crossing her arms.

She would need to put it to Kessler tactfully that he needed to try to avoid scaring the baby Iterators. And probably the baby NWOites, too.

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"It's just like being in a simulator." Henriette mutters to herself. "It's just like being in a simulator. I don't need to be afraid." In a simulator, though, her building sized war machine wouldn't be surrounded by glowing lines. In a simulator, she wouldn't be wearing some sort of 80s outfit with neon highlights. And in a simulator she wouldn't have Kessler on comms talking about his old war stories. Or be thinking about the stories she's heard of Marauders and other nasties in the Web.

"This reminds me of the time I had to lead an assault on a digital web sector owned by Encom. Turns out that one of their employees was a Marauder and was trying to "Digitize" everyone onto the Web. That was pretty fun, especially since it was the Web so we were weapons-free on the big stuff you normally didn't get to deploy Earthside. Ever used a singularity cannon?" Kessler is... well, he's latched onto the outside of her simulated war machine, holding on with one hand while tracking a large and menacing cel-shaded version of... some Iteration X heavy weapon... among potential threats. He's wearing armor made out of the same digital ephemera that her war machine is built out of, panels of faintly glowing material that link up into a representation of the heavy-spec breaching armor they used in the 90s.

"No." Henriette says laconically. To be fair to Kessler, she can see why he wants to talk about this world. It gives him a chance to, well, be the expert for once. It gives him a chance to control the conversation, instead of following along with a world that's left him behind. And, Henriette thinks, there could be something pretty about the Web. It's a world of glowing skyscrapers, black facings emphasized with neon-blue highlights, odd spacecraft-like Tugs which Kessler says are representations of the transmission of real-world data flitting around on "information superhighways"-now there's a term Henriette hasn't heard since she was a young child. It'd be a pretty place-if it wasn't for the fact that it was full of EDEs and other stranger things that might jump out of a computer monitor and try to bite her head off.

"I guess we don't have many of those anymore, but it was always great firing them. They kicked like a mule when the degen-matter core left the inertial and mass nullification field you stored them in, and you needed to be a heavy 'borg or else the recoil would literally kill you, but watching Datawraiths distort as they got sucked into a black hole was worth it." He thankfully quiets down after that statement.

"Henriette. We're approaching the target server." Jamelia says from behind her in the simulated cockpit. "Don't destroy anything vital for functioning, everything else is weapons-hot."

Henriette can see the server, a digital fortress bristling with weapons that looms in the center of the sector, floating ominously above it all. There are a handful of roads leading to glowing shafts that allow the spirits in question to float up and down into the heart of the server itself. She's aware that these are correspondence links-like Void Engineer subspace communications or Iteration X ansibles or Shadow Ministry Psicomm systems (which she suspects were NWO Psicomm systems) and that in the real world there's no actual connection between them. The servers she's targeting are airgapped, after all.

In the Web, these airgaps represent as security checkpoints, and her machine's sensors suite zooms into them. There are Intrusion Countermeasures, bulky armored figures armed with weapons that couldn't exist in the real world-weapons with parts floating in thin air, seemingly connected by nothing. But they also have vehicles, hawk-winged gunships bristling with weapons and armor plate, spiders with turrets on their backs, tanks that float around and patrol the perimeter of the armored floating fortress that she's about to breach.

It's definitely a chance for her to cut loose. She can sense the pings of the IC as her machine approaches into range, currently being deflected by masking programs. The Web's rules she understands after a cram session-use too much force in a sector and risk crashing it, which is bad. Dying in the web isn't generally fatal (unless you're directly digitized like Kessler) but not something you want to make a habit of. And a lot of things which would malfunction horribly in the real-don't. Which is why she's taking an X399 into DNA's Web sector. The prototype turned out to be rather more malfunction-prone than intended, but its specifications are definitely something to be reckoned with.

"Permission to engage?" Henriette asks.

"Permission granted." Jamelia says.

The digital X-399 smashes through one of the buildings-probably someone's home computer-and it opens fire, hundreds of blue streaks lancing upwards and downwards into target after target. The massive guns on the DNA data fortress start to turn towards her. One of them starts firing, red-white beams tracking across the sector, until Kessler fires his weapon and it disappears in an explosion the size of a small nuclear weapon. "What the hell was that?" Henriette asks.

"Railgun with a degenerate matter warhead." Kessler replies matter of factly. "Normally used for surface-to-orbit kills."

"You've killed warships on foot?" Henriette asks incredulously, as her machine crashes through another building, sending blocky voxels flying everywhere to avoid a swarm of strangely insectoid drones, returning fire with continuous-beam lasers (Kessler insisted that she put at least a few on the X399 in place of railguns)

"Once, and it was more of an Etherite corvette." Kessler says matter-of-factly. He discards the single-shot weapon and summons a plasma gun in its place. "Looks like that data fortress is pretty heavily armored, though. That only breached the turret-and it looks like the armor's self-supporting so it'll fix itself in time. If we dilly-dally it's gonna seal up and we're back at square one."

"So rush in. Got i-" Henriette pauses. "Wait, what the hell? How heavily guarded is this sector? That's a lot of hostiles." She looks at a literal cloud of wasp-like gunships, their stingers heavy blasters. It's hard to describe them as anything else-they fire slow-moving spheres of damaging energy, like Etherite blaster pistols, and presumably are at least as scientifically grounded, maybe more. "We're safe in the real world, right? Even if they find us?"

"TAC-1 can probably protect us from the NYPD long enough to jack out if they somehow stumble upon us. If-it seems that this setup is largely independent of their actual corporate understanding. If detection and traceability was an issue I wouldn't have approved this breach." Jamelia replies calmly.

"Good." Henriette declares confidently. "That means we have nothing to worry about." And... and this is the first time she actually feels that way. The first time in a year that she's not actually worried about her survival, but rather about her reputation. "I'll charge through them-" she says, as the foot of the Cyber-X399 smashes a superheavy hovertank, its regenerative plating surviving fire from unit after unit, "-and use its jump boosters to get you two inside. Piece of cake."

It's not actually a piece of cake-the defenders seem to be respawning almost as quickly as she can thin them out-but she's confident that she'll be able to get them in and hold them off for long enough that they can get some information and get out. Another building, gibberish code scrolling down its side, disappears as an enemy hovertank uses it as cover against part of her missile barrage.

[ANTI-ORBITAL PLASMA WEAPON CHARGE: 100%]

She considers using the X399's heavy plasma cannon. It'll thin the swarm out, but-and this is new, something from Jamelia's lecturing-it might be a bit excessive to use. She might be better served using its other, secondary weapons. She doesn't want to risk crashing the sector any more than necessary-even if it's clearly reinforced to let the fortress defend itself better.

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Someone needs to allocate Jamelia's computer successes to boosting her icon. Also you need to define what she looks like in the strange TRONscape that is the Web. Suits are vulgar :(

Remember, you effectively have Forces 5 for Henriette and Forces 4 for Kessler, although both of these may hit you with some paradox if you use them. To retrieve data from the Real when in the Digital Web, you need to generally use Forces 2/Correspondence 2, or Forces 2/Spirit 2.

Henriette Will:
[ ] Nuke those bastards (Forces 5, +Paradox)
[ ] Fight conventionally (Risk of being overwhelmed)

Your Target In the Data Fortress Is:
[ ] Personnel Records
[ ] Project Records
[ ] Research Records
[ ] A Correspondence Link to Hirsch's Computer
[ ] Write-In
 
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Henriette considers the anti-orbital plasma projector (simulated) that her simulated X399 possesses. And she considers how she doesn't want to crash the entire sector or her avatar's giant robot. Not yet. Thinking of pacing herself like this would have been, well, not unthinkable, but secondary to the battle-rush before Autocthonia. Before Jamelia. Before Moscow. But now, she feels comfortable with it. She's grown confident in herself, and in her tools, even if they might not be the most advanced. She's learned that being a part of Iteration X is as much using the tools you have as building better ones. Just because Kessler's tech is from the 80s, several generations behind the cutting edge, doesn't make him less of an Iterator.
And just because the things among the stars have better technology doesn't give them a claim to being Iteration X, because they've cast it away for the machine. She's going to show her sister, and everyone else, that restraint isn't the same thing as obsolescence, that she can crush whatever inhuman monsters lurk in the stars or the Digital Web or... anywhere else! Like what Iteration X is supposed to be doing!

She deploys defensive barriers against the onslaught, using her secondary weapons as she dashes through fire. Henriette flings her machine through a building to avoid one of the fortress's massive cannons, and-

"Warning. A hostile unit is attached to the hull."

"Warning. Multiple hostile units are attached to the hull."

She fires the X399's "backscratchers"-close-proximity fragmentation ordinance, and scattered polygons fall to the ground. They're getting craftier, trying to test her defenses in ways other than heavy firepower. But it's too little, too late, as she breaches the last defense line and gets within range of the fortress itself.

"Searching for a link to the target system..." Henriette starts. The X399 rocks as a salvo of shells hits it, and a small part of her brain wonders why it's recoiling in a world where momentum and physics are entirely arbitrary. Had she wanted, she could have made it an airborne fortress that ignored gravity to float menacingly in the air, but time constraints prevented her from adding more features than she's already integrated into the chassis. "Got it. Breaking in now. It's protected, some sort of barrier..."

"How long will that take to neutralize?" Jamelia asks.

"Ten, twenty minutes to fully deal with?" Henriette asks, looking at the swarming defenders dubiously. "It'll be a tight schedule."

"Too long." Jamelia says. "Can you remote pilot?"

"Well, sure." Henriette says. She feels dubious about abandoning the X399, but she has to trust Jamelia. Jamelia's taught her a lot, after all, and doesn't she want to know how to be like the older superspy? Sometimes a tool has to be thrown away when it's no longer useful, and it's sad that she's abandoning her own creation to be overwhelmed but it's buying time. She slams the blade through the thick fortress walls of the central citadel, looks approvingly onto the massive, building-sized gash it creates. She waits for Kessler to climb across the blade and into the fortress even as it seals, and-

She, and Jamelia, are there, outside of the cockpit. Her ADEI is running combat subroutines, keeping the X399 in the fight as well as it can. Henriette looks at Jamelia, dressed in black with faintly glowing neon highlights, face masked. "We're inside. Here." She hands Jamelia a gun made of digital ephemera, one with the features she thinks might be useful for the elder Operative-high power, wall-penetrating, multi-target acquisition.

"Good work, Henriette." Jamelia says, grabbing the weapon. "On both the intrusion and the engineering."

Henriette beams with pride. "But we're not there yet."

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Teleport after teleport, and they're almost there. Henriette's been spoofing and hacking the local defenders, turning them against each other, but enough are unseduced by traitor code and aware enough that she's still had to leave a trail of destruction through the innards of the data fortress. Not enough to be instantly fatal or to force a mission abort, just enough that each move has to be carefully planned lest they end up in a crossfire.

"Last checkpoint!" Henriette shouts, as purple bolts of whatever fly through a neon-edged corridor from ICPs. Kessler returns fire with a virtual rendition of a heavy machine gun with way too many barrels on it, walking forward slowly as his shots chew through the barricades that keep popping up to protect the defenders from return fire. Kessler looks like he's having the time of his life, blaster bolts bouncing off of his reinforced skin or shattering on the panes of neon-colored body armor surrounding him. Jamelia is-well, she's somewhere else, a bad jump split them apart and Henriette feels fortunate she didn't get lost instead, because otherwise she'd be in serious trouble.

"Says you!" Kessler shouts back, as he mows another contingent of defenders down. "This is the most fun I've had since that shapeshifter hive! C'mon, it's just like one of those Eff-Pee-Esses all of Iteration X plays nowadays!"

"If you die in a videogame you don't die in real life!" Henriette yells back, reaching out via electronic warfare to take over one of the ICPs and turn it against its brethren.

"That only matters if you die." Kessler shoots back. "And I'm way too good for that." Henriette feels fortunate that Kessler apparently hasn't immersed himself in gamer culture, because otherwise he'd probably have said something like 'get good, scrub,' which would have angered Henriette to no end. This 80s relic is effortlessly kicking the butt of other 80s relics and it's more than a little aggravating. "Like I said, this isn't my first time kicking the door down on a Web server!"

"Iteration X did this before?" Henriette asks, as they turn the corridor and look into an open room. Henriette knows from her piloting that it's probably a killbox. Kessler definitely does too, but he provokes it anyways by moving through, trusting in his reflexes and his augmentation.

"All the time! The Virtual Adepts loved the Web, so occasionally we'd get digitized-" Kessler pauses for long enough to drop the minigun, summon a rocket launcher, and blast a stationary autocannon emplacement to shreds, ducking back as a stream of explosions follows his footsteps, "-and have to kick down their server nodes because they were hiding in them. Reality Two Point Oh ring a bell for you?"

"Reality- what?" Henriette asks. "There's only one turret and a dozen ICPs there after that little stunt-you could have waited to see where they were."

"I already knew." Kessler says infuriatingly. "Reality 2.0 was the whole Virtual Adept manifesto back in the days. They wanted to bring everyone into VR so everyone with the 'skills' to be 'elite' would be able to effortlessly change whatever reality was to their whims, and it didn't matter what you were born with or what the circumstances were so long as you could put in the effort to get 'skills.' It was a pretty core part of their whole manifesto, what happened?"

"Like the Matrix?" Henriette asks. "They don't seem to do that much nowadays."

"I don't see how mathematical constructs have anything to do with the Virtual Adepts-oh." Kessler shrugs. "Didn't watch that movie."

"When we get out of this alive, we are going to get you to watch literally every single important action movie you have missed over the past twenty years, starting with the Matrix." Henriette declares.

"Fair 'nuff. I'll hold you to that. So what happened to Reality 2.0?" Kessler asks. "What exactly is the Virtual Adept platform now?"

"Something something freedom of information something something everyone should be empowered to make their own decisions, something something trying to keep people from thinking the wrong things is bad and evil." Henriette says, sighing. "I wouldn't know, I don't keep up with their propaganda."

"A shame." Kessler says, tone calm despite being in the middle of a heated firefight. "You can learn a lot about an organization by what it wants people outside of it to believe."

"Back in the eighties, did you dispense philosophy while gunning down Digital Web monsters with a minigun?" Henriette asks.

"Yep. Part of the job description." Kessler answers back, and Henriette's not sure if he's joking or not. "Clear. Director Belltower, we've breached the defenses on our end and we're coming to rejoin you."

"Good." Jamelia says. "I'll join you soon."

"You're kidding m-" Henriette starts, but she does a deep scan and yes, he did breach that checkpoint while calmly talking to her and she doesn't know how. "You really have to teach me how you do that." Henriette says, impressed.

"You probably don't want to learn." Kessler shakes his head sadly. "Learning things changes you."

"Why wouldn't I?" Henriette demands.

"'Cause this isn't something ordinary humans can do. Learning to do this? Being someone like me or Director Belltower? That doesn't come cheap, and the cost is something you can't pay back. You can restore the flesh, you can rebuild the body-but you can't exactly rebuild innocence." Kessler says.

"That's a load of chauvinistic bullshit, Sergeant." Henriette snarls. "Just because I'm a woman-"

"You're not a woman. You're a girl of 19 years old, and you've turned yourself into a child soldier because your parents went missing in '99." Kessler starts. Henriette shudders as if struck, but he keeps going. "And it's fucked you up. You look at Director Belltower or me, and you see the glamor and the independence and you don't see the costs. We might have made the choices of our own free will, and we might still be human at the end of it, but that doesn't mean we didn't give things up to become who we are. The Technocratic Union-if you let it, it'll take everything from you. It'll demand you give your time, your effort, your body, your innocence, your very soul-and in the end you're going to be left a husk wondering if sacrificing all of it for the greater good was worth it. You have to keep something to yourself."

"I'm just asking-"

"You're asking how you can fight better, sure. But thing 'bout Iteration X that we learned a long time ago, is that giving people the tools makes them want to use the tools. I know this sounds hypocritical when you've already fought in wars-but that was in a cockpit. Nothin' wrong with that. But fightin' up close is a hell of a thing. And hopefully you'll never be in that situation where you're actually killing someone when you can look 'em in the eye."

"That's all fine for you to say when you're this walking tank! I nearly died back in Brighton! Several times!"

"Maybe. Maybe the grass is just greener on the other side no matter where you look. But Miss Langley-none of what I said was false. You've got time to think about it. We're in." Kessler says, gazing upon the gate. The bridge to Hirsch's computer-the ephemeral link that was created when he transferred some of his knowledge to the secure servers-is opening. Barriers break down, the gate deploys-and the portal to Hirsch's private files is open.

"We need to wait for Director Belltower." Henriette says.

"No need." Jamelia's voice crackles over comms. "I had to go silent to dodge security, but I'm already in the room."

"Where?" Henriette asks, and looks behind her. "Oh. Right."

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Jamelia reads the files she's retrieved again and sighs in disappointment. The mission was successful, she can't complain about that. DNA would notice the strange server fault, but they'd probably assume either shapeshifters attacking or just bad luck. Henriette acquitted herself well, and seems to have gained an appreciation for how more subtle action can be just as potent as maximized firepower. But no level of mission success can change the disappointment she's feeling at what she's found.

Which is effectively nothing. Oh, there's plenty there for a Progenitor to go through. A lot of information on White Tower, and bioengineering, which Hirsch was undoubtedly a genius at. Quite a bit on neuroscience as well-directed memory alteration and injection. But there's nothing he has that she wants. There's nothing about Vigilance or HELMETSHRIKE.

And his journals tell her why. He's at least dutifully written down everything about himself, a habit she knew he had in the old days and would make him a prime target for intelligence-gathering, but it's just... mundane. As if for him, the Technocracy didn't exist. His world is one of FDA intransigence, wondering if selling White Tower units in exchange for the funding needed to develop the shapeshifter-derived biotechnologies he's already saved lives with is a fair trade, wondering what history will make of him and his decisions. Suspicions about why nobody else knows about them, but always averting himself from making that leap at the last minute, almost as if conditioned not to.

She's seen this level of memory alteration before. These traits, where someone instinctively avoids doing something that might bring the Technocracy to their attention. Agents who would have been useful to the Union whether they were in it or not-but for one reason or another didn't want to remember. Pre-99, it wasn't impossible to ask for such a 'retirement.' Jamelia can sympathize. In a way, she chose a similar route, didn't she? But why Hirsch? And what for? He was HELMETSHRIKE-and not just HELMETSHRIKE but in a position where he got most of the prestige and none of the stress. He didn't look like he was burning out. What made him think that remembering his time there-no, even remembering that the Technocracy existed was too much for his conscience to bear?

His journals give hints. He writes about nightmares-about massacres and knowing that the blood is somehow on his hands. He writes about throwing up after seeing a commercial for a historical show investigating a massacre of anti-government rebels in Nicaragua back in the 80s. So the 80s. Something happened then. Jamelia can feel it, it's related to her somehow. But she knows that DNA is tapped out as a source, and it's time to move on.

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So you've learned that Hirsch has been very thoroughly scrubbed of important information... now what? Where next to figure out parts of this mystery?

[ ] Cybersolutions and Dyne
[ ] Damage Control and Shirai
[ ] Nicaragua
[ ] The Demensne
[ ] Write-In

Also, has Henriette...

[ ] Taken Kessler's advice
[ ] (1.5x) Rejected Kessler's advice
 
Post-Anomaly NWO
A question; how powerful is the Ivory Tower in the NWO right now? Most of the senior leadership was caught up in the Dimensional Anomaly, but they were fast-tracking potentials through their junior Ivory Tower elements, so at this point in time post-99 is everything everywhere completely dominated by Operatives such as Bastion and Belltower(s), or are we seeing parts of the NWO that are starting to resemble a more Ivory Tower approach?

Q Division and the Ivory Tower basically had all their senior leadership gutted, because they worked offworld. You would think that Q Div wouldn't generally work offworld due to the NWO having a reputation for moderately more grounded technology, but... the orbit-to-surface killsats the Technocracy has aren't all Iteration X/Void Engineer, and Q Div does plenty of crazy shit. It's just crazy spy movie shit instead of crazy cyborg shit or crazy space opera shit. Things like a total panopticon monitoring of the world, perfect mind-reading/mind-control, anti-personnel killsats, computer viruses that can do physically impossible things...

Basically, the movers and shakers generally moved off of Earth, because they're much less vulnerable to things like paradox, or House Janissary/Euthanatos/Akashic death squads when they're in a hidden base in the solar system protected by battleships. The Ivory Tower used a lot of these bases for societal modeling, up to and including having a few stations which were mostly supercomputers so they could run simulated people in simulated societies to understand how to model a better future. This is what most of the senior leadership, and the fast leadership track was doing.

These people basically all vanished. The Operatives and Watchers basically took emergency power immediately post-99, being the only metholodogy with significant numbers of remaining senior leadership, and they have basically altered the command structure and personality of the NWO to a degree that the Ivory Tower and Q Division are basically subservient in their entirety.

Sure, you had a lot of social science types in the Ivory Tower, but very few of them were more than Enlightened Grad Students or Enlightened Junior Scientists. They didn't even have Enlightened Tenure. Ditto for Q Division. I've already offhandedly mentioned that ATLAS required a paperclipping of several Etherite cyberneticists-the new Q Div probably has more ex-Traditions technomagi or ex-Orphans in senior tech positions than it does original Technocrats.

Ex-Orphans are actually a fairly common thing in the NWO. Imagine. You're a guy or girl who wakes up one day with the ability to change the world. You're inspired and know that what everyone else does isn't nearly as good as what you can excel at. What is your paradigm? Where do you take your inspiration from? Well, you're surrounded by media. Media talking about genius inventors, about super-athletes, about stylish super-spies and cool gadgets just around the corner.

You become an inventor, or maybe a pro athlete, or a supersoldier or a superspy or something. There are NWO recruiters in Silicon Valley, in the Olympics, in the CIA or KGB or MSS or SEALs or SAS or Spetsnaz. They look for the people who excel, who breeze through what nearly breaks the normal man-because magery builds and demands excellence. And they're already practically using the NWO paradigm. Training, discipline, willpower, and human genius can overcome much, if not all.

I'm tempted to actually do the five Conventions in the format of Infernal Excellencies now, to give you guys a better idea of their contradictions and complexities.
 
Hard Science Conventions Excellencies
Here's the first three, the Utopian Conventions. I'll do the Syndicate and NWO later because you've probably gotten a pretty good look into them.

Iteration X
The Clockwork Convention is dedicated to the improvement of humanity. For them, man and machine are indistinguishable, and the tool is not meaningfully different from the user. Humanity is a state of mind, involving the ability to reason and self-improvement. Iteration X is devoutly religious, but their church is that of technological progress rather than any old religion. It carries itself through science with the same zeal that it shows in warfare, as warfare is one of the many ways weak tools are found to be lacking. Iteration X is cognizant of human weakness but unsympathetic to it-to choose to wallow in weakness is a sign of moral failure. Planned, deliberate action is preferred to instinct and impulse, sometimes to the detriment of the human element. Despite Iteration X's exaltation of human accomplishment it is quick to trust the machine more than the man.

Progenitors
The Progenitors are healers and scholars who believe that life can accomplish things that are miraculous by any standard. They are aggressively secular and seek to understand and conquer the secrets of life and death. They are curious about the natural world and often take inspiration from the infinite adaptability of nature, which they believe is something more than what pure design can allow for. The Progenitors were rarely willing to do harm-before their recent militarization they were unwilling to get their hands dirty and looked with contempt on those who did but now see their role as warriors as being identical to their role of healer. After all it is insufficient to merely treat the symptoms without treating the root cause. If the Progenitors have a weakness, it is that they are likely to see things in a stark ethical calculus of harm and are perhaps willing to cause harm solely to prevent a moderately greater one.

Void Engineers
The Void Engineers are conquerors and explorers of the infinite wonders of the cosmos. They seek new worlds to bring into the Technocratic Union because although the cosmos has infinite wonders, there is nothing unknowable or unquantifiable about them. Explorers by heart, they are often warriors by necessity, as the unknown is a dangerous place where nothing can be trusted to be safe without study. The Void Engineers have become more militant in response to unknown threats, regretfully discarding their mantle as explorers to take up the role of protectors of the Earth. They are the most militant Convention, with unambiguous clear chains of command and their noncombat facilities and personnel dedicated to keeping their soldiers and sailors in the field. Yet their constant war for survival in the depths of the Void has engendered in them a ruthless pragmatism where the enemy of their enemy is their friend and like many peoples who live in harsh climates they are often willing to provide basic hospitality to all but the most die-hard enemies of Creation, which leads to an incredibly high defection level by other factions' standards.
 
Social Science Conventions Excellencies
And the two pragmatists...

The Syndicate
The Syndicate believes in the power of mutual understanding, and that trade is the best method to facilitate it. People fundamentally want more than they have, and this unchecked desire is necessary for human advancement. After all, complacency breeds weakness and competition lifts the strong over the weak. The weak are buoyed by their association to the strong even if some benefit more than others. Communication evolved to allow people to get what they want and denying this would be irrational. To facilitate trade then there must be systems created to allow for the efficient transfer of goods and there must be those who show the masses their desires. The Syndicate's ideologies are tragically easily twisted to allow people to seek power for power's sake and believe that human life can be reduced to nothing more than an investment.

The New World Order
The New World Order is the humanist convention that believes in the power of mankind. Man is a social animal and in groups humans can accomplish almost anything. Even if a single human is weak, the systems humans make are the most powerful force in the universe. By ordering mankind and guiding it, the stewards of the New World Order can harness this force, as humans are not islands of indomitable free will but rather shaped by their environment and their experiences. Although the New World Order values every human being, it is willing to discard humans as resources to accomplish greater goals and will often preserve an unpopular system simply because of ingrained conservatism.
 
Update XCVIII: Burned Bridges
JB XCVIII: Burned Bridges

The LX-5 drives an erratic loop through the outer boroughs of New York. Sitting in the back in an immaculate suit, Jamelia reads the files they got from Hirsch's computer again and waits for her superiors in the New World Order to get back to her.

"Senior Operative Belltower," Bastion's immaculately coiffed secretary says, the set of his jacket suggesting that he's also a bodyguard. "Professor Bastion has made fifteen minutes for you. Preparing for secure link-up."

"Thank you very much," she says, checking that the lights are still all green on all her anti-snooping devices and that Donald hasn't warned her of a breach of the measures she told him to put in place. She takes the chance to put her phone on silent.

The q-link connects, and the head of the head of the NWO appears on the viewscreen. The window behind him shows the London Geofront, which means that it's almost certainly lies and he's somewhere else entirely.

"Belltower," Professor Bastion says curtly. "I hope this isn't a social call."

"Don't worry, sir, it isn't," Jamelia says smoothly. "Following my previous mission, I have been following up on other potentially usable and forgotten assets which might be able to be brought back into action, specifically to aid the Tyrants and more generally for the use of the Order. I have been obscuring this under the cover of trying to investigate what the lupine shapeshifters were planning at Hereford. I believe I have found another one."

Bastion shifts in his seat. "Explain," he says. "Who and what?"

Jamelia taps the screen in front of her, and her presentation starts to display on one of his monitors. "Developmental Neogenics Amalgated, an American biomedical research company," she begins, "and Dr Hirsch, officially still on the books as a Progenitor, chief scientist at DNA and former chief scientist on Project White Tower. Noted for dual specializations in the biological and dimensional sciences - hence why I ended up running into his dossier while looking for an expert on the actions of the lupine shapeshifters."

"Valid," Bastion says. "Continue."

"The agent appears to have been retired - rather, taken voluntary retirement given that as far as I can tell, he has been blanked on Union information. However, he remains potentially useful. He is still actively manufacturing White Tower units. I have visual confirmation that White Tower units are in operation in their New York headquarters, and there is circumstantial evidence suggesting that they offer the services of the units to... undesirables."

"Hmm." Bastion's noise is precise. "White Tower? I recall the name... ah, yes, the Progenitor reclaimed postmortem agent project."

"Precisely, sir," Jamelia assures him. "A rival to the HITMark V in the 70s and early 80s, providing cheaper, more flexible but less resilient combat units. Phased out after the 1984 model of Mark Five resolved the initiative problems and many of the breakdown issues."

Bastion gives her a knowing look. "As I seem to recall, White Tower saw rather more use in backwaters. There were some operating in Tehran. Part of that HELMETSHRIKE outfit you later joined."

"I also seem to recall that," Jamelia says, not smiling. Yes, she certainly seems to recall that. But she can't trust her memories, can she? "Hirsch was in HELMETSHRIKE Squadron 6. Not my squadron, but White Tower units were one of our main sources of heavy elements." She clears her throat. "This would explain how DNA appears to be able to capture and carry out active research on lupine shapeshifters. I carried out a Digital Web intrusion on his airgapped secure personal computer with the aid of Iteration X members, and recovered the following data," she says, transmitting the raw data and her summary of it.

"From the evidence," Jamelia says, "I would hazard that he took retirement and White Tower was mothballed. In the post-1999 chaos, the existence of the mothballed operation was entirely forgotten, and it was lost into the military-industrial complex, without direct Union oversight."

Bastion flicks his eyes over it. Jamelia doesn't have any doubt that her superior is reading every single word. "Interesting," he says. "A good find, Belltower. And I notice that you have already maneuvered into a position where the Syndicate can attempt a takeover. Now, why did you feel it necessary to inform me of this in particular?"

"May I be blunt, sir?" she asks.

"I would rather you get to the point," he says.

She smiles at her boss' joke. "Thank you, sir. Yes. If the standard protocols for regaining control of lost assets were followed and it handled as a standard Syndicate buyout, the Progenitors would certainly attempt to assert first claim upon DNA. It might be better to have Q-Division handle this. Quite apart from the fact that White Tower would be a useful project to cross-apply to our own MIB enhancement programs, I believe it would be politically inadvisable to allow the Progenitors and Professor Li to have primary access to this asset."

Professor Bastion's eyebrows flute upwards. "Oh?" he says mildly. "I cannot see what would be so inadvisable about letting the Progenitors handle the reintegration of such a Union offshoot."

Jamelia picks her words with extreme caution. This is a minefield, and both she and him know it. "I do not doubt their technical capacity to make use of the research and reintegrate the group," she says. "I merely have certain doubts over the use they would make of it - and from both directions. The Union is suffering wide-enough scarcities that optimum use of resources is advisable. The Progenitors have had plenty of chance to revive White Tower, and have not done so - Professor Li favors combat constructs who can have their psychology built from scratch, while the very best White Tower units fully integrated the psychology and personal ethics of their source material."

"Hmm. So you are saying that White Tower units are more human?" Bastion says neutrally, making an note.

"Yes, sir, in certain ways at least. And from the other direction, the current dominant ideological praxis in the Progenitors is non-conducive to expediency and pragmatism, which is fine and even admirable." She pauses. "In moderation."

"Well, we are all fans of moderation, but it might be argued that moral certainty has its place," the man says, making another note.

"Oh, indeed, indeed," Jamelia agrees. She does quite enjoy her conversations with Bastion. They're a challenge. "It is merely that moral certainty might be better applied to the clear and present danger of the Camarilla and Pentex. As the old saying goes, the enemy of my enemy..."

"... dies next," Bastion completes for her. "Or were you going for 'is my friend'? I am so sorry for interrupting."

"Considering the current goals of the Syndicate leadership with regards to the moderate wing of shapeshifter society," she observes, "the latter might be preferable. Though I would not complain about the former. Regardless, it has certainly been observed that the moral certainty of the current leadership of the Progenitors is so bright that it is clear for all to see."

Blindingly bright, in fact. She doesn't even need to say it.

"Well, those points are certainly something to think about, Belltower," he says. "Was there anything else?"

"Yes, sir." She pauses. "If we do not plan to bring DNA back into the fold, whether under Q-Division, the Progenitors, or even feeding them to the Void Engineers to sate their endless requests for assets, I would advise that plans for its neutralisation be considered," she says clinically. "They are willing to consider a takeover bid from someone apparently unconnected to the Union. That means that the company is at risk of being bought out by groups hostile to us. I believe it would be... inadvisable to let either Pentex or the Camarilla get their hands on White Tower, and since DNA appears to be renting out the services of White Tower units, we cannot guarantee that they will not discover the existence of the programme."

Bastion nods. "We wouldn't want that," he says. "I'm not committing to any specific path."

"I was merely presenting you with certain options," she says, folding her hands on her lap.

"However," he says, "if some of our economists with the Ivory Tower were to meet with Financier Sykes and perhaps exchange some information, would he be willing to find a slot where he would be free?"

Jamelia smiles. "I'm sure he'll make time in his diary," she says.

"Excellent," Bastion says. "Good work, Belltower." His lips twitch, as if he's about to say something else, but he clearly changes his mind. "Inform me if you find any other potential assets which might have political complications if acquired conventionally. I detest unexpected messes."

"I understand, sir," she says. His meaning is quite clear. It's a warning, just as much as it's advice.

"Bastion out."

Jamelia sits back, and sighs, pouring herself a glass of water. She takes a sip. No guarantees, but he'll at least take it into consideration. Donald will likely wind up preoccupied for a while, though. The Ivory Tower's economists are rather more cautious than Syndicate ones, and more conservative. She suspects he can sell them on it - and no doubt make himself a handy commission or come out with a valuable non-voting share - but she suspects it will be a matter of weeks for the whole arrangement rather than days.

Which gives her time to shore up her cover story. She'll look at other potentially 'forgotten' assets, like Cybersolutions, like groups which might have disappeared in the chaos following the Virtual Adept defection-assets she can make use of, possibly. Assets that she needs to either use herself, or if necessary, deny to the enemy.

Because if they weren't in the Union proper-how would they know that Control disappeared? How would they know that the orders they were getting were not legitimate? Maybe they'd be bitter about their abandonment-but in the end, would bitterness overcome instinctual trust and conditioning? She doubts it.

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Jamelia's not surprised that Cybersolutions does most of its work at a research campus near Massachusetts. From what she's heard, the US Army is one of its largest clients, and their research campus is nicely close to Natick, home of the Army Soldier Systems Center. Which officially does not run any sort of programs involving augmented combatants. Officially. Everyone at high levels is aware of the cutting-edge technologies available to classified black operations units, technology that is often useful in allowing governments to fight Reality Deviants under the guise of 'organized crime' or 'terrorism.'

The research campus looks like just about any other, although there's a outdoor jogging track that she sees patients on. She has no doubts that these patients are the PR-friendly face of Cybersolutions, the "letting blind people see and crippled people walk" part, the components that although helpful are not where the actual, serious Cybersolutions technological advancements are represented in. If you can mate a myomer-powered cyberlimb strong enough to shatter steel to a human, reinforcing their skeleton with supertensile plastic lacing and retroviral boosts so they don't break something whenever they use that power, and interfacing it to a human mind to the point where their sense of touch is completely unaltered, merely fixing someone up so that they can perform to their previous ability is trivial.

At Jamelia's side is Kessler, dressed in loose-fitting clothes to conceal a small arsenal of weapons. In the event that Pentex or some other hostile power has taken over Cybersolutions, she knows that he can take out Cybersolutions combatants with little difficulty, and it never hurts to bring some muscle. "Looks like a lot of augs are here." He says, scanning the perimeter. "Seems like the kind of technology I'm familiar with. This is more like what the Sleepers should have."

Jamelia mentally corrects that to "generations out of date," as Iteration X has left Cybersolutions behind a long time ago. But certainly there's something in her sympathetic about ruined people being made whole. Isn't that what she was given? And so many others in the Union. Damaged people being made whole enough to be functional in a war of ideas. Sheer self-interest, but that didn't change that she had benefited from something very similar, just in mind rather than body. Or did she, that nagging voice keeps asking her. Is she really the same person? Now's not her time for introspection, though, as she enters the main building of the research campus, with a receptionist, several elevators leading to various labs, and a waiting room for people on tours, new hires, and people awaiting prosthetic integration.

The receptionist is handsome, polite, and very, very synthetic. It's the subtle details that give him away-how he doesn't seem at all uncomfortable, how his expressions take subtly longer to form than human ones, how he doesn't ever seem to be even slightly frustrated by the visitors asking stupid questions-heartrate and respiration staying constant throughout-Jamelia suspects a HITMark, probably there in case someone disagrees with their agenda. It's not uncommon-Reality Deviants have attacked CyberSolutions recently, and fairly often. Shapeshifters or superstitionists, and other stranger things.

She's here as an interested applicant straight out of medical school. Her medical skills are more practical than theoretical-in the wilderness of Africa or Asia or South America there were very rarely the tools even Sleeper doctors in those days could make use of-just what she could carry and whatever she could improvise from the environment. Nevertheless, it has enough grounding that she can fake it. Just standard recontact protocols. An innocent visit.

"Miss Salma. Please go to meeting room 502 and wait for your tour guide." the receptionist says.

Jamelia nods, takes the elevator up to the 5th floor, Kessler waiting in the lobby. She's sure the shock trooper could shoot his way through all of CyberSolutions's security. She's also sure that doing so is a terrible idea, and she won't force anything unless it's absolutely necessary.

She doesn't expect Catherine Dyne to be there waiting for her, with an annoyed expression on her face. She's older than Jamelia remembers. The old Dyne looked like a HITMark, a cold porcelain beauty whose features concealed militarized cyberware. Now she's more human. Her age isn't quite visible-she could be anywhere from her late 20s to mid-30s, but she's definitely not been under a full anagathics regimen. Probably homemade, Jamelia thinks. She looks like she's out of favor-but her combat augmentations are most definitely not out of maintenance, even if they are outdated. "Jazmin. So nice to see you again. After everything you've done, you'd think they'd have sent someone else." Her voice is bitterly sarcastic. "Come to laugh at me after you managed to dodge your little mistake but kept all of us in the blast?"

"No-" Jamelia starts. She suspected that they never got along. Their contacts were... professional from what she can remember, but nothing more than that. There was always this tension from the few memories she has, that they mutually agreed to be allies on the battlefield but wanted nothing to do with the other whenever possible. She wonders if they had just started off on the wrong foot, or if there was some deeper impetus.

"Because you have some nerve walking up to me after your little stunt in the 80s like nothing's happened. After you fucked us all."

What can she say? How can she tell Dyne that she's not the same person? How can she say that she legitimately doesn't remember the catalyst of this all? That she doesn't remember anything about Vigilance and she needs to know because there's something out there which will take her apart if she doesn't know where she's vulnerable? She only remembers fragments. Bits and pieces, things that are partially there. She doesn't even know why she still has these memories. She recalls asking for them to be completely erased. Death of the self. A new start.

"Nicaragua was your fault, and somehow you're the only one in the unit to make it out scott-free after you fucked up for a second time. No wait, even better than scott-free. Everyone else went into the reject bin, but you? You got a second chance, and clearly you made pretty good use of it, Little Miss Self-Righteous. Some of us have been mothballed for decades, waiting to be called back. Some of us had promising careers and futures until you ruined them because of your own personal goddamn failings. Some of us have had nothing to do but busywork that we normally delegate to Damien washouts and unwitting dupes for the last 30 years because they can't be trusted. Because one member of the unit went Nephandic, and another went rogue."

Why did she get to keep her memories? Jamelia thinks. Ah yes. She remembers seeing Dyne's dossier in Iran. She was deployed there with the Iteration X backup strike teams. One of those Biomechanics who straddled the line between scientist and soldier, an all-too-common type of person in Iteration X. Multiple neural firewalls-she'd be safe from coercion, and she probably has some way of blanking sensitive information if captured anyways. Jamelia wonders if she'd have ended up the same way if she didn't choose to forget and they managed to piece Jazmin together despite that. A bitter old woman, sidelined, never quite trusted.

Dyne is going to take a bit of work. Someone who had the mental flexibility to end up in Vigilance despite being in Iteration X-she's not your usual Iterator. She'll be willing to second-guess, to be passive-aggressive, to do outright sabotage, and Jamelia suspects Dyne would be more than willing to rat her out if it might put her back into the Union's good graces. Unfortunate, seeing that the enemy Jamelia is fighting can promise her much.

And if she makes waves-they might realize Dyne exists and that Cybersolutions could be useful. And if that happens-it might just be better to cut that line of questioning short right now. After Moscow, she definitely has enough goodwill to pull this off, if she does it right and leaves the right kind of evidence around.

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How To Deal With Dyne:

[ ] (0.6x) Tell her the truth about your memory gap and let her make a biased rant. (Requires suppressing Chameleon)
[ ] (0.8x) Be firm but gentle about how Jazmin died the death of personality after INVISIBLE BEAR (Requires suppressing Chameleon)
[ ] Bluff her.
[ ] Just walk away.
[ ] She's dangerous. Fortunately you have Kessler here, and his augmentations are in much better shape than hers.
[ ] Write-In
 
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Update XCIX: Piercing The Veil
JB XCIX: Piercing The Veil

"Well, Jazmin?" Dyne asks, tapping the desk with a pen, while Jamelia is still in thought. "Nothing witty to say? Could Little Miss Self Righteous actually be feeling guilt over her actions? My, my, I never thought that would happen. So, what are you doing now, Jazmin?"

"I'm in command of a Construct now, but that's not relevant." Jamelia replies, quite bluntly.

"Well, congratulations. Good to see that the perfect little model Technocrat is doing so well, while others rot out here for her mistakes." Catherine says sarcastically.

Given the amount of hate Dyne is displaying towards her, Jamelia is quite certain that nothing good is going to come out from attempting to pursue the subject of her altered memories. Revealing such a weakness to someone who clearly had no love for her and quite a lot of reason to make life more difficult for her would be unwise, to say the least. Moreso, when Jamelia isn't certain that Dyne hasn't already been compromised by Threat Null. No, Dyne is not someone she would trust with something like that.

"Just because the Order believes in rehabilitation rather than retribution doesn't make the rehabilitation any less of a punishment." Jamelia doesn't give a chance for Dyne to say anything in reply. "In any case, that isn't why I'm here. The Union is here to determine the viability of reintegration and reactivation. Dependent on your assent, of course."

"So, after 30 years of leaving me out to dry, the Union suddenly decides I'm useful again, and sends you of all people to pay me a visit? How thoughtful of them." Her tone is acidic, and the thick metal pen in her hands is visibly straining under her grip. "And what if this bitter old woman decides she doesn't want back in the Union that kicked her out in the first place? If I refuse, do you send in the HITMarks to burn Cybersolutions down because I might defect to some other side?"

There's no use lying or sweet-talking her. If she was Vigilance, she would know how people with sensitive information are handled. "That is one of the possible options, yes. Otherwise there might be enforced retirement." Such a clever euphemism for being stripped of your memories, of your knowledge, of even your sense of self, possibly of your extremely obvious augmentations-and being shuffled into a place where you will benefit the Union anyways, but in a way so that you'll never know what you're really doing. Like Hirsch.

"At least you're honest about how this works. I'm glad you don't think so little of me to try to pretend that the Union would never shoot someone who didn't listen to the 'or else' in the 'join us or else' they sell." Dyne pauses and sighs. "Of course, you were always capable of making things so... clinical. It's not genocide, it's just an area sterilization." The pen in her grip snaps. "You're clearly the same person you were 30 years ago."

Jamelia wants to sigh at this annoyance, but she's here as a guest and she has a reason to be here. "It's clear you don't want me here. I'll tell the Union to send someone else."

"Good. Now leave." Catherine says. "And tell them that they shouldn't send one of your stooges."

"I'll be sure to pass that on."

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Henriette is only a little envious of Jane Clarent's oceanside mansion. She's surprised that an Iterator might own something like that, but she supposes there's not much you can do with Sleeper money and the Union virtually showers you with it if you're a valued operative. As Major Clarent's sports car pulls into the garage, Henriette is only moderately annoyed by the wastefulness of this. You shouldn't be living like this as an Iterator! You should be living with the Technocracy and-

"It turns out that I inherited all of this from my parents." Clarent says. "It's really all that I have of them, since they died before I was old enough to really know them." She looks at it wistfully. "I wonder what they were like? Who were they? All I have is what we've deemed fit to write about them, and everyone knows how easily history is manipulated."

"Thanks for bringing me here, Major." Henriette says. Clarent didn't need to respond to her request for a short talk and definitely didn't need to do so like this.

"You wanted to talk to me about further enhancement, about what it's like being on the frontlines without a vehicle. I think I owe you at least that much for covering us back in Smilodon a few weeks back." Clarent is cosmetically sculpted, drop-dead gorgeous with cherry-red hair and brilliant violet eyes, but she's not a honeypot of any sort. Under the discerning eye of Henriette's ocular improvements, her body is a nimbus of electromagnetic radiation, dense with military-grade hyperalloy and carbon allotropes.

From what Henriette's heard she has physical reactions just this side of unreal. One agent mentioned a bodyguard operation where Clarent shot the incoming sniper round out of midair with a smartlinked variant of the M-16 and nothing else. She's a late-90s cybersoldier, when Iteration X started integrating tactical software right into the core components of the human mind to break clock speed limits. She's like the sports car she drives-sleek, fast, and fragile. By the standards of the heavy-spec borgs anyways and their half-ton bodies.

And she's almost like Henriette. Raised by the Technocracy and forged by it. Had Genius at an early age and found herself on the frontlines in her youth. She's someone who had many of the same experiences and the same problems. She's also lived through the Reckoning.

"I came back here for the first time right after the Reckoning. On my eighteenth birthday." Jane says, as they leave the garage for her spacious vestibule. There are glass-well, hyperdiamond-cases surrounding cyborg bodies, their internal microfusion plants shut down, a trickle of power entering them through wireless transmitters for minimum self-maintenance mode. There's a young child, a girl of about ten or twelve, and a few adult women with various hair styles and facial features. They're all combat-rated, Henriette realizes, examining their mass and their materials. Clearly backup bodies. One of them is wounded, and Henriette can recognize the damage on it slowly being mended by nanorepair systems, covered from casual observation by a hologram. Inert like this, they could be confused for statues or mannequins.

"Wait." Henriette sputters. "You're... you're not even in your forties yet!" And already high-up in the Union. Already ranked nearly equivalent to Jamelia, who could be considered old before the Reckoning, who was Henriette's age in... 1968. Before the first Sleeper moon landings. Not even twice Henriette's age.

"Thirty-three." Clarent says apologetically, as she waves Henriette into her library, grabbing a glass of something and a few pills from a butlerbot. "I spent a lot of my formative years in military training, and I was operating alongside the Shock Corps at 14 before I formally joined. It's a bit of an accelerated career, especially compared to most of my peers."

"Really?" Henriette said. She takes a look around the library, scanning the titles of the neatly organized books. There's not a single book on military tactics or cybernetics or computer science. It's all philosophy, history, classic fiction, biographies-things that don't seem to mesh with the cool professional soldier Clarent's reputation paints her as.

"It's something people don't want to talk about." Jane says. "The Computer asked for something like this to show them what they could do with someone trained effectively from birth. They wanted in me-well, us-soldiers used to our bodies like we had been born in them. Orphans with low rejection rates for augmentations, high neural compatibility-they made us what we are. Shaped everything we are. I read your message. You wanted to know about what it means to be a combat cyborg."

"I do, so thanks." Henriette says politely. She sits down on a leather chair and waits for Clarent to start.

Jane Clarent pops a few pills and washes them down with something alcoholic. It's clear that she's wanted to say this for a while. "Well, my name is Jane Clarent. I have a real name, of course, but I haven't used it for twenty-five years. I was the miraculous survivor of a plane crash that happened when Superstitionists assassinated a Syndicate higher-up taking Sleeper transportation. Iteration X found me, the sole survivor, and took me in. I was raised in a boot camp when they realized my compatibility with augmentations was nearly one hundred percent. They taught me how to kill, how to lead, how to think. I'm one of the only twelve qualified users of the Model 1995 high mobility combat chassis, and one of the four still here post-1999. I can outrun most cars, outshoot 95 percent of automated targeting systems, and penetrate almost any cybersecurity system, up to and including hacking human neurology. The men and women under my command respect me to the utmost degree."

She slumps, and she looks so much more human, more vulnerable. "My brain chemistry is dependent on artificial stabilizers because I've never had a human hormone mix since recently. They still haven't quite figured out how to fix it because I was enhanced before Iteration X realized a balanced emotional range would be a good thing to have. When I go outside into Sleeper society I had to run multiple etiquette programs because I didn't know how to react when I was dealing with a waiter at a restaurant, or a sales representative, or a panhandler asking me for money, or someone asking for directions without help. I don't remember my parents. I get more nervous trying to ask someone out for a date than I do when planning a murder in cold blood-and I can't even do that without the help of a HITMark honeypot program. I don't even know why I'm asking people out, even, because I've never sexually matured but the cybertherapist insists that I try to act like a person so I do things people like to do in the vain hope that I might become a real girl sometime. I take these pills because they're still trying to figure out the right biotech mix to fix all the damage that's been done to me in the 90s. This is obviously unique to my situation, but, Henriette..." Clarent trails off. It's clear that she's wanted to say this to someone, and maybe the fact that Henriette is a stranger in a similar situation lets her do it.

"Yes?" Henriette asks, attentive. She was consciously aware of how messed up Iteration X cyborgs could get, how malsocialized and how broken, but hearing it from someone she broadly respects and admires-it's putting it in a different perspective.

"I wouldn't trade away what you have for what someone else has, simply because you admire them. In the end, you've lost so much. All you have is yourself." Clarent says. "And that's what I think. I've... become a bit interested in reading about the human condition." She gestures at the library. "And I don't know what I'd do. When the Reckoning happened and everything was paralyzed and I stopped getting orders, I finally took a chance to look and see what we're here to protect, the humans we're supposed to be guiding, and it was beautiful. It's not perfect-it's not even close, but there's something to be said about being a person instead of a war machine."

Henriette is sure that the computer that turned her sister into... well, that thing, wouldn't have minded stripping down a person into a war machine. It's hard hearing that the leaders of old Iteration X seem to not have changed all that much-but it also makes her realize that something of what Kessler said was right. This changes you. "I wasn't looking into anything as extreme as that."

"Good." Jane says. "There's nothing wrong with a few biomods here and there. Or learning how to shoot. But the training you want-to become like me, or Sergeant Kessler, or a NWO commando-that requires a lot more than practicing. And if you don't have it-well, you're not competitive. There's a lot of people who thought knowing how to use a gun made you good enough to fight us." Clarent sounds slightly regretful, and Henriette wonders how much of that is actual regret at ending lives and how much is regret that she doesn't feel regret at doing something society broadly thinks is bad. "They didn't last very long in general. You're never going to manage to be at our level without unreliable cutting-edge tech or psychodynamic indoctrination, and the latter-you're always giving up something for that. People aren't designed for fighting, so we break them down and use what remains to make someone else. Or you get them young and mold them into something new. Or sometimes, if they come pre-broken." Clarent muses. "Sometimes someone decides being a HITMark is better than still living. And we grant them that."

"I suppose." Henriette responds. What are you supposed to say to that? What can you say to that?

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"Jamelia Belltower." Bastion says, on the holoconference suite. He's apparently on one of the old Syndicate VIP planes they repossessed into C3 units, the ones with thick hypercarbon armor and heavy primium plating, with enough self-defense weaponry to deal with a Void Engineer VF-5 or a Etherite corvette. The NWO has stripped out most of the luxuries for additional command and control equipment, but they've still kept the autochef and food synthesizer. The shot glass full of amber liquid at Bastion's desk is ample evidence of that. "Any updates on your... acquisitions?"

"Professor Bastion. I visited Cybersolutions. They're apparently still on standby for now. We might want to reintegrate them. The CEO, Catherine Dyne, was hostile to me, and apparently knew of me." It's the hardest thing for her to say. She hasn't had to say anything like this for so long. She doesn't like talking about herself because-because that might cause someone to notice the discrepancies.

"Knew of you?" Bastion asks, the glass forgotten halfway to his lips. "What do you mean by that?"

"Some of what she says, I believe, means that one of us has undergone memory alteration. Either I have, or she has." She wonders, though. Did Dyne really hate her that much from the past? Or was that yet another method, playing off of some existing resentment, amplifying it, just to make sure that she wouldn't find out about her past? Was she also memory edited? Were there a half-dozen different stories about HELMETSHRIKE somewhere, split up among the survivors?

"You were reprofiled in the 80s, isn't that true?" He briefly stops, clearly checking the data feeds on his contacts for information. "Invisible Bear. Psychological conditioning, pharmaceutical cognitive modification. It might have been done then. Funny, nothing says anything about memory modification and I should have total access-" Bastion mentions. "Thank you for telling me this of your own free will. Hopefully there are no... unfortunate surprises in the past."

"Thank you for being so understanding, Professor." Jamelia says, and closes the link in relief. That went as well as she thought it would.

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Digging Into The Past
So where do you go from here to find out more about HELMETSHRIKE and Vigilance?

[ ] Pay the old surviving members of the team a visit. (Choose one)
[ ] Furious Ratel
[ ] Screaming Owl
[ ] Cunning Squid
[ ] Prowling Wolf​
[ ] Find out what happened then in Nicaragua.
[ ] Take a look into mothballed HELMETSHRIKE bases.
[ ] Write-in

And part two is what you do with this knowledge.
[ ] Stay silent about your past.
[ ] Confide into one or more team members about it.
[ ] Kessler
[ ] Serafina
[ ] Rose Reina
[ ] Donald
[ ] Henriette​
 
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Henriette Augmentation Vote
Looks like there's a pretty broad consensus for Henriette to become a Pilot. So she's going to be out for surgery for a significant period of time. On the other hand, she's getting a fairly standardized package of combat modifications. And what does that look like? Well, it depends. The tradeoff is between permanent paradox flaws <-> permanent paradox, as well as the generation of the technology.

The other votes for what Jamelia is going to be doing next and who she's confiding in are still active as of now.

[ ] (0.5x) Generation 1: Phantom-ξ Pilot Upgrade Package
Old-style pilot upgrade package developed in the 1970s and used today by Iteration X due to reliability and cost-effectiveness, originally mated to the Aurora Stealth Fighter's pilots after it was determined to be more efficient to augment the pilot than install an inertial compensator. Extremely reliable and battle-tested, but due to its outdated nature is more often seen in Ragnarok Command's Sleeper sympathizers, who can use this augmentation with relatively little indoctrination and training. Pre-99, generally considered the minimum for piloting high-spec vehicles. The combat benefit is generally considered the cost in socialization capability.
  • Dermal Myomer Implantation: +3B/3L soak
    • +3 Strength, +2 Stamina, 2 -0 HLs
  • Primium microfiber mesh: +1 Countermagic
  • Hardened Cybernetic Heart
    • Prime 3 protection against direct interference
    • Life 2 adaptation against toxins and G-forces
    • Time 3 extra actions, coincidental if used at low dosages
  • Vehicular Direct Neural Interface
    • [1] automatic success to all vehicle-related rolls with compatible vehicle.
    • Vehicle damage causes neural feedback damage.
  • No permanent paradox cost
  • Paradox flaw: Myomer implantation causes constant biochemistry issues (addiction to painkillers)
  • Paradox flaw: Significantly increased metabolic requirements
  • Paradox flaw: Facial musculature and skin too thin to allow for seamless implantation-myomer replacements of facial muscles cause unnatural body language
    • +1 difficulty to all Charisma-based rolls

[ ] Generation 3: SERE-II Pilot Rescue Augmentation
Late 90s-early 2000s combination of nanotech manipulation and low-rejection cybernetic implantation. Intended for high-value pilots of Iteration X FRX-series superfighters and VE VF-series variable fighters to survive and escape in hostile environments. Minimal piloting enhancements due to most subjects already having piloting-related augmentations.
  • Skinweave Nano-Armor: +4B/4L soak
  • Internal Shielding System
    • Prime 3 countermagic shielding
  • Muscle Replacement: +3 Strength, +2 Dexterity, +2 Stamina
  • Medichine Systems
    • Heal 1HL/scene
    • Immunity to toxins and diseases
    • Can overclock for a Life 2 self-heal
  • Implanted Cloaking System
    • Forces 3 electromagnetic lensing field
    • Overuse can cause catastrophic failure
    • Avoid water
    • Crashes if user fires weapon
  • Prosthetic Leg Replacements
    • Forces 2 kinetic enhancers/dampeners
  • Nano-Armor is noticeable to trained eye
  • Paradox flaw: Increased metabolic rate
  • +3 Permanent Paradox

[ ] (1.2x) Generation 6: Project BISHAMON/Sub Project RAIDEN Pilot Optimization Program
Post-Reckoning enhancements developed by Iteration X nanotech labs in Japan. High end, relatively subtle improvements to pilot capabilities via low-profile nanotech enhancement and organ replacement. Minimal humanity cost and high reliability, but lowest overall capabilities. No cyberrejection-not vulnerable to Reality Deviant anti-cybernetic psionic effects.
  • Bone strength improvement: +1 unarmed damage, +2 Stamina, reduced falling damage
  • Synthetic muscle myofibrils: +2 Strength, +1 Dexterity, +2B/2L soak
  • Vasculoid replacement of cardiovascular system
    • Improved Trauma Management: +2 -0 HLs, heal 1 HL/scene
    • Life 2 adaptation: G-forces, toxins, diseases
  • Implanted Smartlink
    • Interface with electronics via touch
    • +1d to all rolls involving smartlinked equipment
    • Forces 2 emergency taser effect (renders smartlink inoperable for a scene)
  • Low Profile Enhancements
    • +1 difficulty to detect enhancements
  • Vasculoid replacement of all blood vessels
    • Paradox flaw: Enhancile does not bleed
  • +1 Permanent Paradox

@Acatalepsy brought up the idea of social augments as well. Choose one or none.

[ ] None
  • No additional cost​
  • Rose still wins beauty pageants​
  • Isn't it sad, Henriette?​
[ ] Cosmetic Implants
  • +Appearance
  • Simplest modification
  • Giving in to the Progenitor Way
  • I-I-It's not like I'm doing this because I'm jealous!
[ ] Empath Augmentation
  • Electromagnetic scan system paired with an implanted emotional analysis computer to analyze human minds in real-time
    • Provides Mind 2 effect: Read Surface Thoughts
    • Also allows Mind 1 detection of human minds
  • Jailbroken OS for Emotional Analysis System allows user to enact many effects
[ ] Body Language Optimization
  • Iteration X implant system, but more commonly found in NWO agents and Syndicate executives than Iteration X operatives.
  • Implanted mesh network adjusts body movements seamlessly to improve operative presence
    • +1 Charisma, +1 Manipulation
  • Adaptive body movement processing shields against attempts to discern microexpressions that signify falsehood
    • Provides Permanent Mind 1/Entropy 1 shield against mind-reading effects and Entropy 1 "Ring of Truth"
  • Skilled users can hack the fine muscle control systems to enact various effects
  • +1 Permanent Paradox
 
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JB C: Things Laid Bare

She's back in LA. The labs in their construct aren't anything to match up to a dedicated research facility, but there's enough. Including a holoprojector. Her own form floats in front of her in doll-like miniature form, red shape with a few traceries of blue implants. She swipes sideways, and blue metal replaces the limbs and spine. She swipes and that's replaced with a single metal arm with a foldout shotgun. She swipes again, and everything is blue replacement, apart from the red glow of her brain.

Swipe. Swipe. Swipe. It's like playing dress-up with dolls. Well, 'dress-up' wasn't really the right word. It was more like playing tune-up with dolls. She'd played with Iteration X toys when she was little, which had been much more about swapping the limbs and trying out new implants and... and exactly what she was considering doing to herself. Making herself into her own tune-up doll.

Goddamnit. She'd been trying to avoid that comparison and now it has just crept up on her.

The door behind her slides open, and closes with a hum. "Henriette," Dr Rosario says. "So how was New York?"

Henriette shrugs. "Director Belltower wants to wait until the formal debriefing," she says. "We didn't see too much of the city. I like New York normally, though."

"Mmm. So. What's this about?" The older woman tilts her head, taking in the hologram. "You're considering enhancement programs? Fairly heavy ones?"

She checks the room is reporting as secure. "Yes," Henriette says.

"You don't sound like you're sure."

That's the annoying thing about talking to Serafina - or Director Belltower or Donald for that matter. It always seems like she's half-running to catch up with the flow of the conversation. She considers her options, and plunges in. "I'm not. I feel a bit sick thinking about it," Henriette breathes. She folds her arms over her stomach. "I... I like being me. For the first time since... since then. Since Autochtonia. I like being me. I don't want to be... be made into a weapon. I don't want to make myself into a weapon. But... I might not have a choice."

She sighs. "I don't want to become something like... like the MUSCOVITE humanoid interface." It numbs things to refer to the girl who looked so much like her like that. "Even if we could, even if that much hypertech could be crammed into me somehow, I... I talked to Kessler and a few other full-body augs. That's not a life I want for myself. I'm not an assault trooper. I don't want to be one. I... I like piloting. Not just for fighting. I like the vehicles. I like how an upgrade doesn't mean being in a medical facility for several days of surgery. I like being able to eject if my tech fails on me. I... " she trails away. "I hate the way my body doesn't do what I want it to. I wish it was back how... how it used to be. Assault troopers have that as part of their life, knowing it could fail on them and... and I wish I didn't!"

Serafina nods sympathetically. "You know, I haven't mentioned it before, but I should show you my motorbike collection some time," she says, clearly trying to get Henriette off the topic. "It's not as good as my dad's - he's a total fanatic - but I've picked up a few here and there." She jams her hands into her pockets. It was something we always did together," she says.

Henriette smiles back, thankful for the distraction. "That might be fun," she says, and sighs again. "I don't want to become a weapon... but they're going to try to kill me again," she says quietly. "I... they... the MUSCOVITES. I piloted DSS-03. Everyone in the Union knows it. They'll know it. They'll come after me. I know she... they will. Even if..." she trails off. "It makes strategic sense for them to kill me," she says. "I don't want to die."

Running her hands through her hair, Serafina shakes her head slightly. "No," she agrees. "It's not fair, but... they'll probably try."

The young woman stares up at her hologram. "They'll try to gun me down in the street," she says. "They'll make our missions go wrong. They'll try all kinds of dirty tricks. The only way they won't is... is if their field-commander wants to kill me personally, with her own hands. And I'm not going to rely on that."

Henriette swallows. Is this how her mother felt when she'd replaced her limbs with biomimetics, in those last desperate days on Autochtonia? W-would she have escaped if she'd gone full body? Had her mother died and her sister become that thing because her mother hadn't enhanced herself enough? But if Henriette went full-body, she'd be becoming like... like her. She'd be doing what Major Clarent and Kessler had advised her against.

She sniffs, and feels Serafina wrap her arms around her in a hug. "There, there," the older woman says maternally. "It's hard, I know. Especially when you can't do in-vivo gradual enhancements with metal in the same way you can with flesh, so it's much more sudden. And what you're talking about would be a very big step."

"I don't want to lose myself, but I don't want to die." Henriette clears her throat. "If... if I remove any limbs or... or organs, you'll keep them f-for me?" she asks softly, her voice wavering. "I... I want something I can come back to. Something other people don't." Something Clarent said in her weekend away sticks in her mind. How doing so in the old days was considered a threat-that you were only a probationary member, and that they could "humanize" you if you misbehaved. But the old Iteration X-well, it scared her a lot compared to the softer, kinder one she's grown up in.

"Yes." Serafina pauses. "Well, even if that proves impossible, it's relatively easy to clone baseline organs. As long as the changes aren't too radical, it's not too hard to replace things." She lets go, and turns to the hologram, her voice all professional. "Now, what are you looking for?"

Henriette blushes from that display of weakness, and coughs, trying to settle her racing heart. "Certainly not full-body," she says. "I don't want that, and... and it would be wasted on me. I'm not a shock trooper. Anything I get should be useful for piloting, too. Even bulletproofing protects me from a cockpit shot. And nothing too unreliable - I know things break down when pushed, but," she rolls her eyes, "we'd both be shouted at by Director Belltower if I needed regular access to a high-grade lab for checks."

"Heavens, yes," Serafina agrees with a smile. "So... hmm. Piloting... g-tolerance, reaction time, muscle precision. Some of that can be done with gene therapy, if you're wanting a more subtle approach. But you'll want either some kind of subdermal plating, or possibly some more flexible flesh reinforcement - enough that conventional firearms in non-specialist hands shouldn't be much of a threat. And all of that will require some skeletal reinforcement and tendon-proofing, or you'll tear yourself apart..."

It's actually kind of fun going back and studying augmentation packages, Henriette concedes. It's almost easy to forget everything that happened in the last year now, about being in recovery with Void Engineer psychotechnicians who broke her mind and broke her body covering up whatever they were fighting among the stars. Possibly making sure that their work was shoddy enough that they could claim she was crazy in case she remembered, Henriette realizes. She'll have to talk to Jamelia about that.

"How about this?" Serafina asks, looking at a nanoaugmentation process that seems to allow an agent massively superhuman ability with minimal physical signs.

"APOSTLE? It looks interesting but- probably too expensive. It's still experimental, isn't it?"

"We could try using our collective reputations to get it for you." Serafina thinks. "You're the Hero of Moscow now, nothing's really out of your reach."

"It's a bit... inefficient, though." Henriette concludes. "There's a lot of people who would be better placed to use this than I would."

"Well then, how about this? PKF-variant, early 00s before they shut down the lab for lack of funding. It's a full conversion but they intended it for high quality of life. Moderately superhuman, self-repairing, full human senses of touch and taste and sensation-" Serafina pauses as she skims the test reports "-are these field test reports or erotica?"

"What are you reading, Serafina?" Henriette demands, glaring at her. "And why is it-" She looks at the file forwarded and blushes. "Okay I didn't really want to know about its 'quality of life' testing."

"That was one of the last products from the idealistic transhumanist phase of Iteration X if I remember right. All about pushing the envelope like the old days but with a lot more of a humanistic streak."

"...And then reality came along and made it all tumble down when the shapeshifters and hemophages didn't decide to do us a favor and disappear in a puff of logic. It's tempting, but I said no full-bodies." Henriette said. "I'm not ready for one yet. Something less invasive would be nice."

"Well, what era?"

"Any." Henriette says noncommittally. "I just don't want to die." She admits. "I know I should be looking at this as a choice about who I am and who I want to be, as another form of self-expression and Kessler and Clarent have talked about how looking at yourself and your flesh as a tool takes a lot out of you in the end, but really that's all I'm worried about-that's all I can worry about."

"If you want cheap and durable, there's always going back to the old days of dermal myomer implants. Well, 'old' days." Serafina sighs. "They've come back in a big way now that we've got cheap myomer implantation devices. Nevermind the painkiller addictions, the biochemistry issues, and the lowered quality of life."

"You know how to sell these."

"As your doctor, Henriette, I'm doing my job warning you away from them, because they fit your criteria. They're not full-bodies-they're mostly dermal with skeletal reinforcement and maybe an artificial organ or two, they're extremely low-maintenance, and they'd give you the survivability you want. But they're old tech and old tech-"

"-doesn't care much about the user being a person as long as the user works fine as a soldier." Henriette finishes for Serafina. "My education wasn't as well-rounded as yours but it wasn't exactly one-track."

"Mmm. So quality of life is something you still want, we can work with that. There's a late 90s project for increasing pilot survivability, they built the-oh this is a very original name-the SERE II series of augmentations. The Void Engineers still make use of them a lot. Integrated shielding, prosthetic legs for improved mobility, skeletal reinforcements, dermal armoring-"

"They look a bit unreliable, though." Henriette concludes. "But that's a good start. Anything along those lines which isn't?"

"One project. It's drastic, though."

"How drastic?"

"Replacing your entire cardiovascular system drastic. It's reliable, though. I've worked with the base technology itself. Rose uses it, as do most of EXEMPLAR. They just took it to a larger extreme. It's an entire solid-state nutrient transfer system replacing your cardiovascular system-that includes all your blood vessels. They paired it with a couple of other augmentations but that's their main selling point."

"It..." Henriette thinks. It'd be pretty drastic. Despite disliking the NWO's pretensions that liberal arts were as important as the hard sciences, she remembers her Shakespeare. "If you cut us do we not bleed" indeed-if she takes this choice, she literally won't bleed, because she can't. It'd be a visible reminder of her inhumanity when a paper cut leads to nothing but momentary annoyance. Jamelia bleeds. Serafina bleeds. Donald bleeds. Rose bleeds. Even Kessler bleeds. A little, because his organic parts are heavily shielded and the external synthflesh doesn't need that much blood to run, but it's important to remember. But on the other hand-maybe it's not what your body looks like, maybe humanity is the mind. Jamelia said something about how the NWO defined human. Maybe they have a point. Maybe she can be fundamentally human even if she can't bleed or get sick or age. "It sounds good." Henriette says, with bravado she doesn't feel. "When can we start?"

"You can actually put this off if you're not comfortable with it..." Serafina trails off as they enter the surgical suite. It's sterile, heavily automated, designed so that in a pinch it could even be operated by remote. There's a nanofabricator there to build replacements for augmentations, and a few ominous-looking surgical drones, hovering in midair with long, dangerous-looking limbs full of wicked-seeming instruments. The Progenitor doctor puts a hand on Henriette's shoulder. "This is a very drastic change you're asking for."

"I don't want to. I'm nervous, sure, but that doesn't mean I'm conflicted." Henriette states, looking at the surgical drones with only a little apprehension. She feels better about it. "I already know what else I want integrated with it, and I'm ready now. I want something to improve my ability to connect with people, because it'll help me escape from MUSCOVITE assassins." And because it'll prove the thing that might have once been my sister wrong, Henriette doesn't say.

Serafina is silent for a moment, lost in thought. "I understand," she finally says. "We can begin immediately."

"Thanks." Henriette says. "For this."

"You're going to be a lot more angry when I tell you that I can't operate on you with your clothes on." Serafina says. "Especially with that unhealthy case of envy. Which I could fix for you..." Serafina offers jokingly.

"Just because you're proud of being top-heavy doesn't mean it's an objectively good thing! And- I'm trying to escape attention here, not get everyone staring at me!" Henriette says. She wonders, as she undresses-is Serafina so casual about nudity because she's seen so many people naked? That she's comfortable around the human body inside and out? No, Henriette concludes. She's probably just showing off, because just because you can doesn't mean you should. She feels proud of realizing that.

"You wish that'd happen. I can't implant a more attractive personality and that's what really counts."

"Shut up, you bimbo." Henriette sighs, but she's glad for the distraction. "It's easy for someone like you to talk about charm when you have every advantage in the world."

"Look, do you want me to put you back together wrong? If you value keeping your pretty face, you'll stop talking like that right this instant, missy!" Serafina jokes with the overbearing tone of a mother.

"Do you really think I'm pretty?" Henriette asks, blushing slightly. But only very slightly.

"Did you not get any positive attention towards your looks in your entire life? Yes, by objective standards you are. By Technocracy standards, not so much, but our job creates and demands excellence in all areas, including physical appearance." Serafina answers instantaneously.

"Iteration X." Henriette offers, as her only explanation.

"So I suppose not. Look, you need to go outside more. People there aren't going to be spoiled by the sexiest .1% of the population being there."

"I thought you were going to say something stupid like 'looks are skin-deep it's what's inside that counts.'" Henriette admits. She finishes folding up her clothing and lies down on the surgical bed. It's cold and uncomfortable, unlike Iteration X facilities-even though the Union's outgrown the need for medical facilities to be depressing long ago, NWO policy insists that agents be disincentivized from regular surgical appointments.

"Pffff." Serafina says. "The only people who actually believe that are ugly people. Also, I'm going to need you to shut down your implants after you lie down so we can reinterface them. Properly, this time. They've got a nice self-install kit so this should be done in 12 hours."

Henriette does so, and for once in her life, the state of near-total paralysis doesn't faze her. Because she knows that when she wakes up it'll be gone, and she'll be better.

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The Los Angeles sky is a dull red glow. Light pollution illuminates the night clouds from below. An utterly generic blue Ford pulls up at a generic apartment block and parks in an empty spot. Jamelia and John get out.

She lets the two of them in, flicking a little switch by the entrance which deactivates the building's cameras for ninety seconds, and leads him up four flights of stairs rather than take the lift. The two of them make an interesting couple. Kessler looms over Jamelia, and would considerably outmass her even if he wasn't a metal killing machine under the meat.

His boss didn't explain why he needed to accompany here. Merely that 'there might be some danger' and she's 'preparing something'.

Key in hand, Jamelia lets him into a small apartment, and then locks the door behind them, bolting the door.

"What is this place?" John asks. "Do you live here?" He's... well, a bit of him is surprised. Surely she can afford somewhere better than this?

"No. This isn't my main residence. Sometimes you need... places," Jamelia says quietly. "Not places to do anything. Just empty spaces. And there were a lot of places being repossessed with the recession. Going cheap. I have places like this all over the world. Safehouses I can live in, if I ever have to go to ground." She sighs. "I'm going to need a new one in Los Angeles after this meeting. By using it, it's compromised."

Kessler shakes his head. "That's pretty paranoid. The enemy isn't that omniscient." He's all but certain she has more places like that in LA. She wouldn't be using her only safehouse for this meeting otherwise.

"It's kept me active this long." The answer is low and flat. Kessler notices how she says it. Active. Not alive. Course, for a high-ranking Technocrat, death was an inconvenience, nothing more. Senior operatives died often enough. They came back from it often enough. Most of the time, they came back just the same as they were, even. He can't vouch for that with personal experience, though. He's always come back alive. Even if several times it was on a technicality, with a vitrified brain kept in biological stasis by emergency medical implants.

The man inspects the two room apartment. It's absolutely sterile, sealed off from the outside world by Union preservation chemicals. But it's more than that. There's no television. No phone. It's located in a mobile phone blackspot. There are potted plants on the window, but they're plastic. The floor is bare, and while there are pictures on the walls, Kessler thinks they fit together too neatly to be anything other than straight out of a catalog. There are bookshelves, but the sensors in his eyes can sense metal in several of the books, which means there's holdout weapons in them. About the only thing which might show a trace of humanity is the grand piano in a corner of the room, and... wait, no, there's a trapdoor under it, and an assault rifle hidden in its superstructure.

Jamelia gestures over towards the kitchen. "There are drinks in the fridge," she says, leaving him. "Non-alcoholic."

Collapsing onto the sofa, it groans under his weight. Kessler takes a look around, and thinks.

People tended to underestimate him. They saw a tank of a man with a metal skull, and that was what he was. They thought because he was strong and tough, he had to be stupid. Nowadays, they saw that he had problems with all the strange new technology of the future, and decided they were right. He had to admit that he did help encourage that, sometimes. Played up things a bit, to cover up some of his unorthodox knowledge. Right now, he was wondering how much Director Belltower, his boss, had fallen for that.

He'd heard of her a few times even before he'd wound up in space - mentions from other teams, after action reports, the like. And of course, now that he knew she'd been in Afghanistan at the same time as him. He'd seen what those mujahideen had done, and that a NWO Operative had been organizing them meant things made a lot more sense. That they'd been listening to a woman...

...Well, they'd found one of their camps, abandoned as if they'd known his team was coming, and they'd found the corpses of two men, next to a sign saying that their crimes were insubordination. They hadn't died pleasantly. They had been an example to the others. Director Belltower might look petite and pretty and inoffensive, but it was a lie.

Admittedly, that's not a very profound statement considering her job title, and while it was possible to get to a high position in the Technocratic Union by being genuinely inoffensive and harmless, you only managed that by being a compromise candidate for a contentious position.

Kessler sighs. He's in no mood for this shit. He's far too sober. She has to have something apart from juice. How's a man meant to deal with something like this without beer? Kessler rummages through the fridge, and with disgust discovers that she wasn't lying when she said that there was no alcohol. The one time a NWO agent tells the truth, and it has to be about this.

He grumbles slightly, but winds up pouring himself a long-life grape juice. Jamelia is off, checking certain security systems - though what kind of systems does she have here, considering the near complete electronic blackspot? Purely analog things? - which leaves him alone for a bit. He holds his juice up to the light, and swirls it, watching the pattern of the light.

Hmm. The Gauntlet was actually a little weaker here than usual for in-city LA. Well. Isn't that interesting? No doubt the lack of any electronics here caused it, but was it merely a side effect? Or was it entirely deliberate.

He takes a sip, and quirks an eyebrow. Heh. If he really wanted to, he could ask the spirit of the grape juice to turn it into wine, but… that's probably not a good idea. It might get him some awkward questions. He gets up and empties the grape juice into the sink, leaving the glass on the side to dry. Sitting back down - the sofa protesting again - he pulls out one of the many hip flasks he keeps hidden in his coat. Sometimes a man just needs a brandy, and now he has one. Not his best, but it'll do.

"Really," Jamelia says in a flat tone. He didn't hear her come back in, but there she is, sitting at the piano.

"You didn't have any beer," Kessler said with a shrug, taking a sip from his hip flask. "Way I see it, BYOB doesn't stop you from saying that the second 'B' is brandy."

She sighs faintly. "Very well," she says, stretching, before she starts to play. It's a complicated little melody. "Where'd you learn to play?" Kessler asks. "Didn't think you'd have time to learn when you were out doing... NWO stuff." Like terrorism, and mass media manipulation, and all the other spy games that NWO agents get up to.

Jamelia shrugs, still playing. "When I joined the Union, the Ivory Tower demanded every member of the New World Order be a Renaissance Man - or Renaissance Woman in my case - with interests in every field. The perfect Operative was a generalist, able to speak many languages, play instruments, discuss philosophy, kill a man with every limb and any kind of weapon and be able to follow the process of scientific inquiry even if they aren't trained in a field. And when you're learning from Ivory Tower professors who use dream instruction and cognitive implantation education, you learn quickly." She pauses like she's about to say more, but stops herself.

"So you learned to play piano," Kessler says, smiling.

"They taught me several instruments," Jamelia says. "I play the piano, the violin, the harp, the flute... well, the list goes on. I can take up most of the roles in an orchestra as part of a cover, and have had to. You would be amazed at how many Traditionalist sympathizers let their guard down at a night at the opera." She trails away, just playing. "I prefer the piano, though," she says, and chuckles softly. "Perhaps because I've only killed people with piano wire, and not a full piano. Never had the chance to drop one on someone's head. A harpsichord, yes, but not a piano."

Kessler laughs. "I did that once, in Hong Kong," he says. "I was there in '89. Wild place. Got in one hell of a shootout in one of the markets. Man, we got screamed at by the local NWO spooks when we got back, but we bodybagged our targets. Oh, hey, I guess the ChiComs run it now. What've they done to it?"

Jamelia shrugs. "Not much," she says. "And Kessler, we don't talk about 'ChiComs' anymore."

"They're Chinese, they're communists. So ChiComs. What's the big deal?" It's one of the things about the future he doesn't really get. Everyone's so fussy about perfectly straightforward ways of saying things. "Is this another one of these things I missed?"

The woman shakes her head, and finishes her piece. Rising elegantly, she closes the lid, and shakes her head. "It was slightly out of tune anyway," she say, getting herself a glass of water. Jamelia slumps down on the sofa opposite to him. He can see the muscles working in her jaw, and then she takes a deep breath. "This conversation isn't happening," she begins. "This conversation will not have happened and it will never happen. And now that's clear, it also isn't a conversation between a Director and her subordinate - and it's barely a conversation between two members of the Technocratic Union. It's just… just a conversation between two people who remember what the old days were like. Two people who… who've spent a long time killing people because they were ordered to do so."

"What conversation would that be?" John says. "I don't think we're talking at all." It's the kind of thing you're meant to say in situations like this. He isn't sure what he should be thinking, but he wonders if this might explain what they were doing in New York. There was something suspicious about the mission itself. Nothing he could articulate-but when you've been a soldier for as long as he is, when you've seen the things he has, you get a gut feeling about these things. And his gut was telling him that there was something more to the mission than that. He could have sworn it was personal, but he rejected that hypothesis. Jamelia Belltower was always a consummate professional. She wouldn't make it personal, even if the people she encountered were people she knew.

"Good man," Jamelia says. She takes a breath, lets it out, and takes another one. "Does the name 'Vigilance' mean anything to you, as a Union organization?" she asks, words coming out in a rush.

Kessler frowns. That's not how she normally acts. At all. "Vigilance… is it something to do with the Watchers? It doesn't ring a bell."

"I think it was the predecessor group to Panopticon," Jamelia says softly, bringing her legs up and resting her chin on her knees. She bites her lip. "I think I was a member of it," she says reluctantly.

John swallows, and he shifts slightly, making sure he can get his hand to a pocket and get a gun. He's heard some things about Panopticon since he got back - things beyond what he got from the issues this amalgam had with it. It was set up in 1995, after his time, but… "I heard a bunch of rumours about elite internal security groups in the NWO." he says warily.

He isn't going to admit to anything. When you're like him, doing quite a lot of things which aren't exactly Union orthodoxy, being in a room with an ex-member of the secret police is not a good position to be. Even if you've been in the same room as her multiple times, because… his mind whirls, trying to reinterpret past events. How many of her constant actions to try to bring people back into the fold were her just following orders? Not a softer side at all?

She shakes her head. "Not the Order. Not just the Order. It… it was all the Conventions. Us, the Syndics, Iterators, Progenitors and Void Engineers alike. Panopticon was more open, but I… I think Vigilance was totally hidden. Secret police. Cover operations. False identities." She pauses. "Pretending to be Traditionalists to murder inconvenient Technocrats. All on Control's orders. Directly on Control's orders. Making them into martyrs who could be used to further the war, rather than people who might get in the way. Or embarrass high-ranking members." She laughs bitterly. "And now I'm the kind of person they used to send someone just like me after."

Kessler says nothing, and lets her talk. Pretty much anything he says might incriminate him. This doesn't entirely surprise him, though. He'd had a long time to think when he'd been stuck in space, and he'd seen enough things to find it entirely believable that the Union would dispose of people and blame "unfortunate accidents" or "enemy action." It had nearly happened with Piero in Moscow. Something about his posture and his confusion about why she seems uncertain seems to creep through, though, because she answers his unspoken question.

"I… I don't know what I did back then. I don't remember much of it," Jamelia says, hugging her knees. "I don't know what of my memories of the 'Shrikes are real, and how much of them are covered-up Vigilance operations. I have a few patches that I'm willing to accept are probably real, but the rest? I don't know how many of them are lies. Or truths devoid of context made to reshape me. I remember hunting down rogue Unionists as part of the 'Shrikes, but were they really rogue or had Control just decided they needed to be disposed of and so declared them rogue?"

She looks… vulnerable. Tiny. There's something almost childish about her posture. Kessler wonders how much she's playing him - and realizes that there's a bit of him which hopes that she's still in control and it's all just a ploy, because it's more reassuring to think that it's all part of a pre-planned manipulation.

"Slow down," he says, shifting, keeping his hands close to his pockets. "I don't follow. What do you remember? What don't you remember?" He doesn't trust this side of Jamelia Belltower and he doesn't get what she's playing at. If she's playing at all. And wouldn't that be worse? Director Belltower was a pillar of machinelike certainty in this strange world. If she's uncertain-something is going deeply, deeply wrong.

"I don't know. I don't know what I do remember and I don't remember. Just fragments. Bits and pieces creeping through the false memories." She looks up at him, and there's a look in her eyes which suggests she's in pain. "I think I've been Enlightened since I was 21, not since I was 27. I… I think I was the protege of… of a very senior Man in White. One of his pet projects. Trying to take someone who… who stumbled onto the Union on their own and turn them into the perfect Operative. Only using training. No gene mods or implants. Someone who could walk into any bit of the world and carry out their mission without any reliance on advanced technology." Jamelia looks at Kessler again, eyes seeking something like trust.

He keeps his expression neutral. She seems to accept that as enough, and continues.

"I don't know what I was doing in those missing years, but… but I know I was in Vigilance for some of them. Since '77 at least. And I was also in HELMETSHRIKE at that point. I have memories telling me that, even though I also have memories which tell me I only joined the 'Shrikes in '79." She looks away. "Everything before '84 is suspicious. More so than usual for an Operative."

John frowns. There's one thing he has to ask, as he leans forwards, clutching his hip flask in both hands. "Were you… on the other side?" The last thing he needs is for his boss to remember that she was once a heart-ripping Verbena witch or a free-love Ecstatic hippy and start backsliding. It'd be bad for the entire group and it'd be especially bad for him, he thinks over the sound of sirens wailing outside.

Jamelia swallows. "I don't think so," she says. "I don't know, but… I don't think so. No, I… I think the reason it happened is that… that I fucked up. Big time." She trails off. Falls silent.

Kessler waits for her. Very few men can wait like he can. When you've hidden from cyberdragons in plain sight - because the dumb beasts can only see motion - you know all about biding your time.

And in some ways he isn't entirely surprised by this. There was always something a little too hardworking, a little too devoted to her job, a little too professional to be entirely natural. Iteration X did it, and the NWO were plenty capable of it. So why wouldn't the spooks do it to make broken tools useful? Except... well, the ones Iteration X converted, most of them were cripples. Brain damaged, often just badly enough so they still remembered what they've lost. Sometimes people who hurt others because voices in their head told them to or because they couldn't control their emotions and were given a pardon in exchange for certain experimental medical procedures. Kessler remembers the cybertechs who worked in the HITMark conversion programs. They were proud of their work. The people they fixed-well, they'd pay the costs in blood, but it was a second chance. It was the one bit of good in a questionable program, enough that he's still sad that they stopped it after the Reckoning.

"I don't know what to tell you," she says in a tiny voice. "You probably won't trust me after I say this." She looks up, her fists screwed into fists. "You might want to shoot me," she says. "This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to say and I'm not even sure why I'm telling you this except, of course, I know why I'm telling you this. I'm telling you this because Panopticon will know - or be able to find out. And because… because… I trusted the wrong person back then and I hope you're the right one now."

That's never a good way for a sentence to start. "I'm not liking the way this is going," Kessler says. Internally, he checks that his muscles are warmed and ready for explosive force.

"I don't like it either. I've run the odds and there's a thirty-ish percent chance that you're going to try to kill me when I say this," she says in a tone which sounds much more like the normal Director Belltower. She swallowed. "I trusted the wrong person. I fell for one of my teammates."

"That's normal, though." Kessler shakes his head. Yes, he could see how that might be a problem in this kind of black-ops business. He remembers the regs from his own days doing similar things, and Iteration X emotionally neutered anyone who engaged in a romance with a teammate. And also docked them six months pay and put a black mark in their file. "People fall for people close to them all the time, even when they shouldn't. Especially when you've got the most stressful job in the world."

"No, you didn't let me finish," she says reluctantly. It's clear that she doesn't want to talk about it, but feels that she has to. "I fell for him - and then at some point, he Fell. He became Nephandi. And… he tried to drag me down into one… one of their places. I don't know what happened there really. I remember being dragged there by my hair after… after he'd attacked me from behind, but I don't know if that's what happened really." There's a bleak, hollow look in her eyes. "I remember them stopping him. Killing him. I don't know what really happened, but I know I had a breakdown after it happened. Completely non-functional. Burned out. Went AWOL, and… I think I might have tried to kill myself. I don't know."

John Kessler isn't moving. His eyes are focussed on her hands. If she moves in any threatening way, if she goes for her gun - which he just noticed she isn't wearing and that she must have left it in the bedroom - he'll shoot and damn the consequences. "So you fucked up big time and they smacked you for it. You're lucky, most people in that position would have been shot."

"No, that's the thing," she says, resting her head on her knees, not looking at him. "I… I think I volunteered. To forget it all. If it was a punishment, it was one I asked for. I've only started putting things together recently. I think… I think something that happened in Moscow broke one of the blocks that was there to stop me looking into it. INVISIBLE BEAR was always there, pushing me away from things I shouldn't know. And now it's gone."

"Why now. Why me?" Kessler asks with all the emotion of a HITMark, and all the veiled menace.

Jamelia smiles at him sadly. "Because who else would understand?" she says. "The others are all too young and were never involved in the black-ops murdering people for the Union like we were. And I'm fairly sure your Conditioning has atrophied to nearly nothing, so I was gambling you wouldn't have a switch put in you to shoot me if I started talking about Vigilance." She shakes her head. "Maybe I just needed someone to talk to. Maybe I've spent forty years lying and I'm afraid we're about to go up against someone who knows things about me even I don't know, so I wanted to make sure someone who might have my back knows most of what he might use against me."

"You're not telling me everything," Kessler says.

"I don't know everything - and yes, there are things I'm not telling you. Some of them because I don't think I can trust them as actually having happened. Other bits, because I don't know what they mean yet." She sighs.

"What now?"

Jamelia stares at him, a hint of moisture around her eyes. "Now's the bit where you decide whether to shoot me," she says simply.

Kessler thinks through the possibilities at lightspeed, the room silent except for her breathing. Nephandi? He discards the thought after a moment; if Jamelia was some sort of undercover Nephandi, all she'd had to do was try slightly less hard to get killed in Moscow, and the entire world would've burned. Was she an imposter? Unlikely; someone faking the Director would try to fit seamlessly into her previous life, instead of upending it with such an obvious change-of-pace like this. Was it a gesture of trust? John barely suppressed a laugh at the thought of an NWO agent actually trusting someone.

Was she subverted by Control in the past? Most definitely. Was she still subverted by them? Well...Moscow. He didn't have anything concrete, just a spirit claiming to represent Control, (and he'd sawed the body it was possessing in half with his Thunderhead, so good luck interrogating the corpse) and of course the invasion of giant robots and subversion of Union assets and all that jazz. He had a good idea about what happened to folks stuck out in the Black for too long without a way to phone home, and with over a decade out there, he could only imagine what Control had gotten up to in the meantime. Yet the Director had fought the EDE incursion, gotten within inches of losing her life to seal it, and he had no doubt that whoever had been able to subvert entire armies of HITMarks would've turned those same skills on whatever little-C controls or killswitches she still had buried.

"I'm noticing a distinct lack of bullets or words from you, Mr. Kessler. Should I be worried?" she asks, with a lilt in her voice.

"Shaddup," he responds brusquely. He has to assume she's smarter than him, that she's looked through the ramifications and seen the possibilities. If the Director was still subverted, if that Man in White had gotten back into her head, could he be risking his subverted asset to try and bring in Kessler as a deluded ally? Or was she serving the same ideals but different masters; did he have to worry about her noticing his habit of talking to the spirits in his guns...or the Reality Deviants he called family?

Fuckin' noo-whoos, this is why no one likes you people. John could really use a chance to shoot something right now. Ideally it'd be something that deserved it, and really ideally it'd shoot back too, but right now he'll take what he can get.

Too many variables. Too many possibilities. Too many wheels within wheels, plots reaching back decades and plans he can barely comprehend, let alone understand. John's splashed around in the kiddie pool of conspiracies before, but the tiny woman in the hijab has just pulled back the curtain and now he's looking at the goddamned Pacific Ocean. He doesn't know how to sail those kinds of waters without getting sunk, and he can't swim to save his life. (literally and figuratively) When your boss might have actually been part of Panopticon-that-was, you're definitely in need of some metaphorical dry land to stand on.

John Kessler reaches out, and punches Director Jamelia Belltower.

That, he understands just fine.

He's pulled the punch, of course, so the short woman is 'only' knocked backwards into the couch, blood flying from her nose. John stands up and towers over her as she gasps in shock. "That's for puttin' this all on me," he growls.

He sees blood. That's a good sign; spirits don't bleed. But as she's knocked silly, in those moments where she isn't sure whether he's about to slap her or kill her, he sees something else: acceptance. Not the blank stare of a drone being abandoned by its controllers, not the shock of a master plan gone awry, just the calm face of a tired old woman ready to meet her fate. He can work with that.

The tired old man grabs his flask of brandy and hands it to her. "An' that's for helpin' you through it." Kessler drops back on the couch, which groans and finally gives way in a shower of fluff and splinters, and points a finger at her. "Tell me what you know - Vigilance, Panopticon, your past, everything. Don't leave a thing out." Trust? He never trusted Jamelia Belltower in the first place, not with anything important. He still doesn't, if he's being honest with himself. But he can listen to the stories of a broken-down black-ops agent, and keep her secrets safe. He - no, the world - owes her that much.

"You do know I don't drink, right?" Jamelia says through a mouthful of loose teeth. "But thanks. For not killing me."

"It was pretty tempting for a while." Kessler admits. "But no. Not for this."

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Nicaragua

She thinks this is the right place. She's sure that her memories are leading her here, so sure that she's left Rose in the car to wait because she doesn't want Rose to know what she did here. Whatever she did. If she did something. Her psychic powers are telling her that some great tragedy happened here, something that means there are RNEs here, suppressed by military-grade phase space stabilizers. RNEs that look like they were the victims of violence, whispering words she can't quite hear. But she understands.

Murderer.

Killer.

Psychopath.

What did we do to deserve this?

We were simple farmers! We did nothing wrong!

Why do you walk again and we do not?

But yet... the village here looks like it was never touched. In fact, it's doing quite well now, selling coffee blends to fair-trade buyers and giving out tours to coffee plantations. A lynchpin of international business, with international investment. It's become relatively wealthy now, with no real crime and plenty of participation in Nicaragua's burgeoning political scene. Pro-international business, pro-human rights, pro-multiethnic secular democracy. A perfect little jewel of the System.

"Too goddamn perfect." Kessler says, eyes hidden behind his wide-brimmed hat. "Like someone wanted to cover somethin' up." He's here because he has to be. She has to demonstrate that she trusts him-insofar as she can trust. He can't see anything here, which makes her moderately suspicious. If he could he'd be focusing on the screaming wraiths, sealed off from the world by a barrier none can cross.

She tries to look at what's happened in the past but-it's been scrubbed clean. There are no clues here. It's a bustling little tourist trap now with smiling foreigners. It's too unlike- unlike what she remembers.

There is no pain, but there is something cold and dark. She knows she's dying. Starling is holding her hand but the injury is too drastic and she's gotten unlucky just once and Squid can't get to her in time and she knows it. Why did it have to be her and not Dyne? Why did she have to check that house and find-some lucky man with an old rifle who was just a little luckier than he should have been? They were supposed to be hunting Reality Deviants, and-well, irony of ironies it didn't take a Reality Deviant to end her life. Just one old soldier with an equally old AK-47. He's joined her, of course, because Starling was behind her and shot the man in front of his grandchildren.

It was entirely deliberate. Disarmed, then shot repeatedly with shredder rounds. Cruel, almost. He didn't need to kill him. Without surprise he would have been harmless. Without phenomenal good luck his shot would have been stopped by the ballistic armor they both wore. But he did it anyways.

"VIGILANCE 7-Actual, we see you have a man down. Permission to engage?" The voice is emotionless, clipped, like a White Tower unit.

"Engage at will. We no longer have sufficient personnel to accomplish the mission. Eliminate all threats." Starling's voice is angry.

"James, don't do this you're not thinking straight."

"This is my fault."

"And doing this won't make it right."

"Maybe. But it's necessary."

"She's changed you, man. And not for the better. She's turned you into a fuckin' killer." Wolf says. "Stop thinking with your dick for ten seconds and realize that we're the good guys and this isn't what the good guys do."

"Are we really?" Starling laughs hysterically. "Are we? Look at us! Look at what we're doing! Look at what we've been doing! Maybe we should just face it."
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Be Jamelia Belltower:
Choose the lead you want to follow up on as Jamelia Belltower.
[ ] (2.0x) Prowling Wolf
[ ] (1.5x) Jamelia's Mind
[ ] (1.0x) Nicaragua
[ ] (0.5x) The General
[ ] Write-in

Does Jamelia Want To Tell Serafina About Her Issues:
[ ] Now?
[ ] Later?

She probably can't punch you so there's that.
 
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