I don't want to write Asuka off, but I'm genuinely at a loss as to what can be done to regain her trust.
Letting her in on the whole clandestine investigation into NERV that Misato and Kaji are collaborating on is the one thing I can think of.

It's voluntarily giving Asuka something that can be used to irreparably hurt Misato if she were to use it against her, which is just about the most explicit way to show trust there is.

It will give her as many answers as Misato has to give about anything, alleviating any concerns about Misato keeping secrets. And potentially blunt the edge on the news about the impending arrival of the Fifth Child, if she knows about him in advance and the fact he might be like Rei. And might even be able to take some of the sting she's undoubtedly still feeling about Kaji resuming his relationship with Misato, if Asuka is now working with him on a secret project.
 
I kid. Mostly. So far you've dealt with the Angels well or at least…adequately. In planning, I assumed you were most likely going to have gotten Hikari killed by this point so you've managed to exceed expectations on that front.
It's nice to know that we're not fucking everything up.


I put it down the quest being called "Rei Ayanami" Raising Project, meaning the people who joined it would primarily be Rei fans. And Rei and Asuka are famously opposites in personality. Those who are fans of Rei probably do not like Asuka.
I don't get it. People can like multiple genres of traumatized anime teens. Why would they pick one?


I guess my objective is to help Asuka's mental state by making her understand her own flaws? Because I don't think the former is possible without the latter.
That just seems straightforwardly backwards. What about Asuka's current mental state makes you think she'd be receptive to criticism from the adult she blames for like half of her current problems, one who she thinks is trying to manipulate her into being compliant. If Misato refuses to meaningfully change how she treats Asuka until Asuka starts acting how Misato wants her to act, Asuka's disdain for Misato would be validated.
And probably correct, plus or minus some sophistry about whether Misato has any clear intent when she's being puppeted by dozens of strangers with wildly conflicting opinions about everything except Rei.


Letting her in on the whole clandestine investigation into NERV that Misato and Kaji are collaborating on is the one thing I can think of.

It's voluntarily giving Asuka something that can be used to irreparably hurt Misato if she were to use it against her, which is just about the most explicit way to show trust there is.

It will give her as many answers as Misato has to give about anything, alleviating any concerns about Misato keeping secrets. And potentially blunt the edge on the news about the impending arrival of the Fifth Child, if she knows about him in advance and the fact he might be like Rei. And might even be able to take some of the sting she's undoubtedly still feeling about Kaji resuming his relationship with Misato, if Asuka is now working with him on a secret project.
It will piss Kaiji off, since Asuka is a big ospec liability and she offers little to the investigation and she probably still has a crush on Kaiji which he probably still finds more annoying than endearing.
However, I am willing to piss off Kaiji for much pettier reasons than this.
 
That just seems straightforwardly backwards. What about Asuka's current mental state makes you think she'd be receptive to criticism from the adult she blames for like half of her current problems, one who she thinks is trying to manipulate her into being compliant.
We can get creative with how we slice it for her, but giving in to all her demands is just counter-productive, as it'll be acknowledging Misato was the only one at fault and Asuka is fine as is.

If Misato refuses to meaningfully change how she treats Asuka until Asuka starts acting how Misato wants her to act, Asuka's disdain for Misato would be validated.
And if Misato does change her ways, what makes you think Asuka will get in line? I'd argue it'll be her carte blanche to do as she pleases, and hurt or relationship with the other two kids. Though it probably depends how much of Misato's stance you're willing to change, we might not be aligned on the extent of "meaningfully"/"substantially". I say we only admit mistakes, but not change the overall treatment. What do you want to change specifically?
 
That's gonna depend on the exact shape of the next interpersonal crisis, but at the very least we should try not to favor Rei over Asuka for the thirteenth time in a row.

Proactively, we need to make restitution for fucking up so badly in the last interpersonal crisis, including but not limited to getting an honest apology from Rei. But a lot of people still seem to think that Rei shouldn't have to apologize for gaslighting Asuka, so I'm not getting my hopes up.
 
You do just that. You need to think of some other way to get through to her. If such a way even exists. The air outside her bedroom feels lighter, less oppressive. This isn't just a childish tantrum. There was real hatred in what she said to you. If you don't fix this soon, Asuka will be on a collision course with total self-destruction
I'm pretty sure Asuka is already on a collision course with total self-destruction. I don't know what the fuck to do when she doesn't want our help in the first place!
Anything we do or say to her, she's prepared to write off as cynical manipulations.

The Hikari idea is a pretty good one.
If this were earlier in the quest and that "you don't deserve an apology from Rei" fuckup hadn't won somehow, I would have suggested opening up about the nightmares Misato has had. Probably nothing anywhere near as nasty as what Asuka keeps seeing, but Misato has probably seen messed up shit even before this quest!

I can't help but wonder if we should ask Hikari about what we could do to make it up to Asuka, because there are many things that we have done wrong.

[X] Keep Rei's secret to yourself. The more people that know about it, the more dangerous this situation becomes.
-[X] Tell, him his right about it, but you can't disclose this information yet, even if you want to

I do not want to betray Rei right now and risk her finding out, even if Kaji already knows or suspects most of what we would tell him.
 
She's also 1) literally 14*
Thirteen, actually. She doesn't turn fourteen until December. Yes I know the show says she's fourteen, but the show is also really bad with timelines, as her DOB (2001) makes her thirteen for most of 2015.

Anything we do or say to her, she's prepared to write off as cynical manipulations.
You used up your parfait and filet mignon bribe when you had Kaji publicly reject her. For the record, you managed to convince her you did this for her benefit, not yours, and it did soften the blow a bit, but obviously the "let's take Asuka out to eat to calm her down a bit" trick is going to be a little transparent. She's thirteen, not three.

Asuka here still does want to be treated like a special snowflake. She even admits this herself.
I think this might be a lack of clarity due to the fact I had to list out a lot of things, but the vibe I was trying to give was that Asuka feels like people at NERV don't recognize her (not inconsiderable) talent/achievements in Unit-02, not that she should be worshiped as more special than the other pilots. That statement specifically was about how she feels like the people around her do not recognize her as Asuka Langley Sohryu, one of the only people that can pilot an Evangelion and who has personally saved everyone's asses a few times now.

Not ruling out that she thinks that people should think she's the best pilot of all time, though. She probably also thinks that.
 
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[X] Keep Rei's secret to yourself. The more people that know about it, the more dangerous this situation becomes.
-[X] Tell, him his right about it, but you can't disclose this information yet, even if you want to

We are already playing with a possible inferno about Rei's situation, we went behind Gendo's back, threatening Ritsuko and we cant afford somebody yappin' ...
 
There was the time you had Unit-00 position directly underneath an aerial Angel you intended to knock out of the sky the same turn.
Okay, when you put it like that it sounds stupid.
...
There's probably a way to describe it that makes it sound less stupid. I can't think of one, but it probably exists.


Not ruling out that she thinks that people should think she's the best pilot of all time, though. She probably also thinks that.
I think this is part of why we (which here mostly means "I") keep getting in arguments about whether Asuka's desires are reasonable or not.

Asuka probably does want to be Misato's favorite pilot and get special treatment, and that's unreasonable. But buried in those desires are the desire to not be her least favorite pilot and not get treated worse than the others. Her unreasonable desire to not face consequences for her misdeeds contains reasonable anger at how she faces worse and more consistent consequences than Rei specifically. Her desire to have everyone else accommodate her bullshit isn't reasonable, but it's directly connected to her reasonable desire not to be forced to accommodate everyone else's bullshit.

(Especially when that bullshit is intentionally pushing her trauma button to make people less likely to take her seriously.)

You can't really disentangle Asuka's unreasonable desires from the reasonable ones. Someone who wants to help Asuka can focus on the reasonable part, someone who doesn't can focus on the unreasonable part, and debate between them is fundamentally about whether the other party is willing to change their focus.
 
Worst-case is she ends up loyal to Gendo.
Now I imagine Asuka, after becoming a loyal, and devoted Gendo minion screaming during Quest!EoE
"What do you mean Wondergirl is more important to the Scenario than me?!"
Though it probably depends how much of Misato's stance you're willing to change, we might not be aligned on the extent of "meaningfully"/"substantially". I say we only admit mistakes, but not change the overall treatment.
To be fair, this is exactly the thing we should avoid. Asuka has just called Misato out because of this, and she will hate it. And she may have some point (no, that does not mean she deserved apology last time).
Of course, it all depends on the definitions of words "meaningfully"/"substantially/overall"
She's thirteen, not three.
Sometimes is hard to believe this...
 
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You used up your parfait and filet mignon bribe when you had Kaji publicly reject her. For the record, you managed to convince her you did this for her benefit, not yours, and it did soften the blow a bi
Did Asuka ever admit to herself that being in a romantic relationship with... *checks wiki* a 30 year old man would be extremely problematic and illegal in most countries?
 
You've certainly given a lot for her to think about. Not that any of her other prospects have been going well.

Well then, gee, maybe she shouldn't have gone and pried into a lady's private matters, huh?

Asuka ultimately has nobody but herself to blame for every single bit of bullshit that's happened to her since before she even arrived in Japan's territorial waters, aside from what Angels did.
 
Asuka probably does want to be Misato's favorite pilot and get special treatment, and that's unreasonable. But buried in those desires are the desire to not be her least favorite pilot and not get treated worse than the others.
Asuka overcompensates.

That's a big part of her particular brand of insecurity/instability. She's so deathly afraid of getting ranked-and-yanked, she only feels secure when she's ranked number 1 and has the special treatment to enforce her idea of her indispensability and affirm the impossibility of her ever getting dropped like a hot potato. I wouldn't call having said fear and the accompanying desire for security unreasonable in and of itself - it's just the extent she takes it to and the level she overcompensates in her quest for it.

It's another reason I advocate bringing her into the NERV investigation - it gives a reason to Asuka not to care so much about being indispensable to her current employer. Gets a bit harder to view being the best pilot in their employ as something to covet, when you have evidence that they are not an employer deserving of your loyalty and intend to use your piloting skills for some very questionable outcomes. Could help to de-couple her idea of self-worth from Eva pilot performance, which would be a good first step in addressing those issues (even if I doubt it can fully be accomplished in the timespan of the quest).
Someone who wants to help Asuka can focus on the reasonable part, someone who doesn't can focus on the unreasonable part, and debate between them is fundamentally about whether the other party is willing to change their focus.
I think the "wants to help" part may be a substantial part of the problem. The impression I'm getting from the discourse right now is that, due to the fact that Asuka is personally at odds with Rei (and has been for a lot of the quest), there's some level of voter perception that it's a zero-sum game between "helping Asuka" and "helping Rei". With at least a few people seemingly inclined to cut loose Asuka if it came down to the either-or.

So you're getting people who only mind helping Asuka as long as it "doesn't come at the expense of Rei" - and "at the expense of Rei" can potentially mean anything that carries even the slightest risk of putting her in a bad mood or souring her relationship with Misato.

I get the impression that if it were possible to fix all of Asuka's problems simply by giving her a pay raise to the tune of $2 million US dollars a month, people would have much less of a problem gunning to accomodate that clearly-unreasonable demand (at least by real-life metrics) as the only thing hurt by that would be Gendo's wallet rather than anything to do with Rei. Which would probably even be seen as a net positive, rather than a negative.
 
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That's gonna depend on the exact shape of the next interpersonal crisis, but at the very least we should try not to favor Rei over Asuka for the thirteenth time in a row.
Sounds good. That's about admitting mistakes in my book though. I see it like this: Misato's intention was fair treatment, and the instances of unfair treatment towards Asuka were her mistakes. Admitting it includes making sure we don't repeat them. But the intention itself is fine, no need to change it. On the other hand, I see considerably changing Misato's attitude being about changing the intention itself, i.e. consciously deciding to give Asuka preferential treatment from now on. That's what I think we shouldn't do. I don't mind giving Asuka more praise, I just don't remember many opportunities to do so (and when we had those, we did it IIRC).

To be fair, this is exactly the thing we should avoid. Asuka has just called Misato out because of this, and she will hate it. And she may have some point (no, that does not mean she deserved apology last time).
The intention/mistakes explanation from the previous paragraph, and one more thing: I'd rather Asuka hates us for fair treatment than likes us for letting her be an unruly little shit hated by everyone. Parenting is more than just about being popular with the kids.
 
The impression I'm getting from the discourse right now is that, due to the fact that Asuka is personally at odds with Rei (and has been for a lot of the quest), there's some level of voter perception that it's a zero-sum game between "helping Asuka" and "helping Rei".
Well, the biggest problem is that is exactly how Asuka sees matters, not the voters. And I am afraid that after the recent events, Rei may also be starting to look at the matters this way.
You should explain this to Asuka first.
I'd rather Asuka hates us for fair treatment than likes us for letting her be an unruly little shit hated by everyone. Parenting is more than just about being popular with the kids.
Considering how Asuka behaves now she will be hated (or at least treated with a reserve) by everyone anyway, even if we totally write her off. And she will hate Misato.
But maybe the idea of explaining Asuka that Misato's intention is a fair treatment (albeit poorly executed) is a reasonable one.
 
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But maybe the idea of explaining Asuka that Misato's intention is a fair treatment (albeit poorly executed) is a reasonable one.

I tentatively agree with the proviso that we don't do this until after we've convinced Asuka through actions. It would come across as just more dismissal of her problems if we don't - and we have to tone it as "mistakes were made" not "you have no right to be mad in the first place".

(EDIT: The main reasoning here is so Asuka learns the difference between people who are well-meaning but played badly versus those just taking advantage of her.)
 
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I think that in regards to Asuka, a taking of responsibility is needed, a real talk, to start with, Misato sitting Asuka down, and saying, to the point, that despite trying to do good by someone, sometimes you don't come across or act good towards them, despite what you wanted and or intended.

But despite that, Misato does care about her, she wouldn't have brought Asuka into her home, roomed with her so she wouldn't be alone, cooked German food and created the welcome party at NERV for her, tried to help her with her personal life, gone after her when she ran out during her and Rei's earlier fight, if she did not care about Asuka.

So a admission of wrong doing (unintentional, for some of us at least) an acknowledgement and a apology, and a resolve to try to do better for Asuka, but also how she needs to work with Misato here, Asuka does not make it easy to understand what she is thinking or wants most of the time (her tsundere attitude working against her) and in order to try to do better for her, some kind of agreement needs to be reached here, in effect a agreement like the one that Misato brokered between Rei and Asuka earlier, that had (up this point) worked out rather nicely.

Asuka can list what she wants/demands or expects from Misato, and Misato can broker the more unreasonable requests/demands out, and what not, the most important thing here though is that an actual and earnest effort is made by Misato, I think this will go a long way to rebuilding (or starting to rebuild) what was broken earlier.

Worst-case is she ends up loyal to Gendo.

I wouldn't say loyal to him, more like loyal to what Gendo's scenario can do for her, after all, the whole point of it is to reunite him with Yui, while he is doing this, there is nothing stopping him from also reuniting Asuka with her mother.

I can't think of anything more devastatingly effective to a alienated, suicidal girl, then to be reunited with the only one who ever truly loved and cared for her, a loyal foot solider to the end.
 
I think that in regards to Asuka, a taking of responsibility is needed, a real talk, to start with, Misato sitting Asuka down, and saying, to the point, that despite trying to do good by someone, sometimes you don't come across or act good towards them, despite what you wanted and or intended.
Maybe Rei should be present for this conversation. As I recall, a major component of Rei's reluctance to apologize to Asuka is her focus on the net result of her actions. It damaged Soryu's mental health, but it ensured she would not be executed for investigating highly classified topics; isn't that helping her?

Or maybe it would be better to separate Rei's "you need to apologize because you hurt Asuka while trying to help her" conversation and Asuka's "I need to apologize because I hurt you while trying to help you" conversation. There are definitely parallels, though.

...but also how she needs to work with Misato here, Asuka does not make it easy to understand what she is thinking or wants most of the time (her tsundere attitude working against her) and in order to try to do better for her...
I don't disagree, but if we don't want Asuka to see this as another shallow bribe mixed with a deflection of responsibility, we need to A. be careful how we phrase it, 2. be careful how much we dismiss for being "unreasonable," and Γ. actually follow through.
 
As I recall, a major component of Rei's reluctance to apologize to Asuka is her focus on the net result of her actions. It damaged Soryu's mental health, but it ensured she would not be executed for investigating highly classified topics; isn't that helping her?
That's the obvious and even declared by her part.
I do not know how big role in Rei's current resentment (and maybe the choice of preventive measures she used) plays the fact that Asuka de facto manipulated/lied/betrayed her just to get a sample, exactly the same things she is accusing Rei now.
And I think some selfishness was present also. She was perfectly aware that Asuka's ramblings will make Shinji afraid of her, so she decided to make a preemptive strike before Asuka could have a chance to turn Shinji against her (granted, in this aspect it backfired spectacularly).
A. be careful how we phrase it, 2. be careful how much we dismiss for being "unreasonable," and Γ. actually follow through.
If Asuka really wishes to resolve the situation, and expects Misato to actually follow through, she has to deal with the fact that not all of her demands will be accepted. She will also have to do some concessions if she wants other people to do this also (especially in the area of her relations with the two other pilots).
 
Maybe Rei should be present for this conversation

Lets take it one thing at a time, this conversation (if it happens) will be an emotionally charged one, and Rei's presence so soon after the debacle of the last, will only make it harder if not impossible.

I don't disagree, but if we don't want Asuka to see this as another shallow bribe mixed with a deflection of responsibility, we need to A. be careful how we phrase it, 2. be careful how much we dismiss for being "unreasonable," and Γ. actually follow through.

Agreed, phrasing will need to be either good or just sufficient, as I am betting on a long drawn out talk, that will (ideally) convey the points that I wish to convey, along with the sincerity of the attempt being made to connect with her.

And to clarify, the unreasonable points she may or may not bring up, can be summed up as either get out of jail free cards, or when what she would want or expect would infringe to the point of being overbearing on the other pilots concerns, wants and or needs, I don't want to dismiss what she wants and or expects, but she does need to keep in the realm of possibility of what Misato can give.
 
I think this might be a lack of clarity due to the fact I had to list out a lot of things, but the vibe I was trying to give was that Asuka feels like people at NERV don't recognize her (not inconsiderable) talent/achievements in Unit-02, not that she should be worshiped as more special than the other pilots. That statement specifically was about how she feels like the people around her do not recognize her as Asuka Langley Sohryu, one of the only people that can pilot an Evangelion and who has personally saved everyone's asses a few times now.

Not ruling out that she thinks that people should think she's the best pilot of all time, though. She probably also thinks that.
I feel like that also gets at a bigger thing with all of the pilots: frankly it's kind of nuts that they're getting treated like Just Kids, expected to give a shit about school, and given basically zero respect by Nerv as an organization other than as disposable soldiers. Asuka's just the only one of them with a strong enough ego to notice the absurdity.
 
Lets take it one thing at a time, this conversation (if it happens) will be an emotionally charged one, and Rei's presence so soon after the debacle of the last, will only make it harder if not impossible.
I see where you're coming from, but also reconciling Rei and Asuka is a critical step in getting Asuka on our side again.

On one hand, the constant conflicts between Rei and Asuka strain not just the pilots' overall cohesion, but also the relationship between Rei/Asuka and Misato. As long as they are on different sides, one or both of them are going to feel like Misato is not on her side, and that means they won't trust her, which is a problem.

Also on that hand, reconciling Rei and Asuka means getting Rei to understand why Asuka hates her the way she does, which is necessary to get Rei to apologize to Asuka, which is necessary to repair arguably this thread's biggest Asuka mistake and second-biggest Rei mistake. If we're sowing both, we might as well reap both.

It won't be easy to bring Rei and Asuka together like this, but one way or another, we need to bring them together if we don't want to write off Asuka.


I feel like that also gets at a bigger thing with all of the pilots: frankly it's kind of nuts that they're getting treated like Just Kids, expected to give a shit about school, and given basically zero respect by Nerv as an organization other than as disposable soldiers. Asuka's just the only one of them with a strong enough ego to notice the absurdity.
They're not people, they're children. Noisy property.
Their owners/guardians have a right to raise them as they want, to impose expectations and goals on them. If those children don't apply themselves to meeting those expectations or achieving those goals, that's a failure on their part. They're bad kids, focused on distractions and short-term pleasures over their own interests, which those guardians have surely kept in mind when selecting those goals. At best, they're ungrateful to the adults who sacrificed so much of their time and energy and resources to raise the brats.
Some day, once the children have grown up and can support themselves without their parents' help, they might be free from those burdens. All except the biggest, most important expectation of all: To get married, sire or bear children, and start this cycle over again.
 
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[X] Tell Kaji everything. He's been very upfront with you about the things he's found out, and it's only fair to return the favor. The more information you can pool together, the better your chances of getting to the bottom of the shady dealings at NERV.

You feel a pang of guilt deep in your guts over betraying Rei's trust, but if there's anyone at all you can trust to be discreet about this, it's Kaji. The two of you aren't going to get anywhere if you refuse to share information with each other. Besides, keeping secrets hasn't been working out for anybody else you know right now. You tell him as much about Rei and her situation as you can remember. Admittedly, some of the finer details escape your memory. Much of what Ritsuko said when she was ranting about salvaging Yui's soul and the development of Evangelion went over your head. But Kaji listens attentively as you search for the words to describe the atrocities that resulted in Rei's creation.

Kaji scratches his stubbly chin and lets out a whistle. He knew Rei was different in some sinister way, but he wasn't expecting her to be a reanimated corpse acting as an accidental prison for God. He asks what you think of her intentions. You admit you're not sure. You don't think she wants to hurt anyone on purpose, but…you don't how much she can help it. You feel reasonably confident that you can get her on-side. She's resentful of her other NERV superiors, and you believe her when she says she loves you. You still love her, too.

But…? Kaji asks.

But she's still at least, in part, an Angel. Which means she is dangerous. You think that the danger can be contained, unlike Ritsuko. But you're not going to pretend you're not worried about what Rei is capable of. As of right now, Rei's capabilities only appear barely superhuman, but Ritsuko is awfully worried about what might happen if Rei were to merge with Lilith's body. And Rei's behavior isn't that of someone in possession of restraint when threatened. Rei is ordinarily a patient, calm, and overall sweet girl, but when pushed, the depths of her determination to achieve her goals work to the exclusion of anything standing between her and them, unless someone aggressively steps in to provide alternative solutions, or failing that, physically stops her. You and probably Shinji can do that for Rei, but in your absence, you worry that Rei might impulsively start Third Impact to achieve her own ends.

What do you think her ends are? Kaji asks.

You shrug. You think she just wants to survive everything at this point. Her motivations for most of her behavior don't seem particularly nefarious or incomprehensible. She wants security, self-expression, and to be loved and accepted by other people, same as everyone else. You're not sure how ending humanity would serve those ends, but Ritsuko seemed very convinced this was a real possibility. You suppose given Rei's circumstances, it'd probably be the only way to commit suicide and ensure nobody brings her back again.

Kaji says he believes there's more to Third Impact than simply ending all life on Earth. The Angels could choose to fight away from Tokyo-3 and probably kill a lot of, or even most of, humanity, but they seem to be focused on hitting the reset button to ensure nothing exists except for them. Kaji's been collecting some information that suggests that there are other potential ends Third Impact could serve. He has some thoughts about why Rei's being kept around.

He doesn't think it's as simple as "keeping Lilith contained forever" and "having a free soldier at all times", as important as those benefits are. Think about it. Is the plan for Rei to just have a contingent of people working at NERV cloning her indefinitely, after everyone else is long dead? Moreover, Lilith's soul only got stuck in a physical body after Fuyutsuki tried to restore Yui to life, right? So, it must have been in that thing on the cross's body for however long it's been there, underground. Which was probably millennia at the very least. It doesn't seem like GEHIRN was really all that concerned about separating its soul from its body before that point.

Giving Lilith's "mind", he supposes, a way to see the human condition doesn't exactly sound like a fantastic way to keep it stable. The risk of having it decide that humanity isn't worth keeping alive for whatever reason probably increases if you make it live the life that Rei leads. The fact that everyone who knows that Rei's effectively the spirit and will and probably the mind of Lilith is freaking out that Rei might decide to end everything on a whim speaks to that.

So why take the risk? There must be some other purpose Rei serves, one known only to the other three NERV higher-ups. Possibly only to Gendo and Fuyutsuki, as Rei's existence predates Ritsuko's tenure at NERV. Gendo seems awfully concerned about keeping Rei on a tight emotional leash, so he must be planning to use her to do something, and that something is almost certainly related to Rei's dual nature. Kaji admits he doesn't know the details of how that would work. He's not a scientist. But this information you've given him has brought a new problem to light.

Adam. He told you that the Angel on the cross was Adam, right? That's what he thought at the time, but you're telling him that thing is the empty husk of Lilith. If you recall, he transported Adam to NERV HQ from an archive in Berlin. That's what he was carrying in his briefcase. It was the embryonic form of Adam encased in Bakelite. The Angel at sea probably attacked because of Adam's presence on board. When he first showed you Lilith, he'd assumed that Adam had just been removed from its seal and set up in Terminal Dogma for safekeeping. Adam's a white giant of light, Lilith is a white giant. It checked out to him, and it looked familiar to you, right? You recognized it, after all. You admit that you don't actually remember exactly what Adam looked like. You only saw it from far away and there was kind of a lot going on at the time.

Right, well, if that thing isn't Adam, then where the hell is Adam? It's surely still on-site somewhere, since the Angels haven't attacked anywhere else other than the test site at Matsushiro, and it could easily have mistaken one of the Evas for Adam. Gendo probably still has it, but what for? Moreover, there's also the issue of Unit-01. It's not a clone of Adam, it's a clone of Lilith instead. Why? That needs further investigation, too.

As for the souls inside the Evangelion units, Kaji imagines they must belong to the parents of the pilots. Unit-01 is Yui Ikari, Unit-02 is Kyoko Zeppelin Sohryu, Unit-03 is Mizuho Horaki, and Unit-00 is, as you've said, the original Rei, plus fragments of subsequent Rei clones. Does…does Asuka know about this? You shake your head. You don't know how she'd take it, to be honest. Based on Asuka's behavior since the day you've taken her into your home, you'd put money down on "poorly". You'd prefer not to think about how Asuka is doing right now.

What was that other thing Kaji wanted to talk to you about? Kaji says he's got a lead on Keel Lorenz and some of the other members of the Steering Committee. There's way more snooping to be done, but he's heard some credible information that suggests they're all members of a larger singular organization, despite allegedly being otherwise unrelated delegates from UN member states. He doesn't want to talk about the details just yet, not until he gets all the details right. It's some real fucking secret society, Illuminati, NWO-type shit. No, come on, don't smirk at him, he's serious. It sounds hard to believe, but he's about 90% certain he's right about this.

The situation is under active investigation right now, but the gist is this: Gendo and the Steering Committee are in frequent conflict about NERV's purpose and operation. Based on what he was able to get through some…less-than-strictly-legal-means, some of these arguments are about boring shit like budget overruns, or your battle plans running up the accounts due to the damage you've done, or some pissant government official thinking he can push around the UN, whatever. But the overwhelming bulk of the disagreements appear to be about the "Human Instrumentality Project". And given how often these come up, both Gendo and the Committee might have different plans for whatever that is. Kaji still hasn't been able to get his hands on any direct project documents yet. He might have to do riskier shit. It's possible that he might not come back. That's part of why he had to see you tonight. To tell you that. The other is to tell you the name of the organization his next investigation will focus on.

Seele.

Sale? You ask, not sure if you're hearing him correctly. No, with a "z" sound at the start. Seele. It's German for "soul". He's been able to confirm they exist, and he has high confidence that all five members of the Steering Committee, as well as Gendo and Yui Ikari, were also members of Seele, but further details remain to be found. If something happens to him, well, you know where to start looking.

You tell him not to do something stupid. He says it's probably too late for that, isn't it? Both you and he have long wandered in territory where a single slip-up could mean the end of you by this point. Well, in that case, if he does something that gets him killed, you'll kill him. Kaji grins ruefully. Same to you then. Don't die, Katsuragi. Or he'll kill you.

With that, the two of you start making love. It might be the last chance you get. You don't want to leave behind regrets.

Or that's your intention, because right when things start getting good—

BLOOD TYPE BLUE CONFIRMED. ANGEL DETECTED APPROACHING TOKYO-3.

You fucking hate this job.



You hurriedly put your clothes on and rush to HQ after extracting a promise from Kaji that he's going to evacuate properly. The sun has just settled below the horizon, and the normally lifeless and desolated streets of Tokyo-3 are a bustle of residents rushing for the nearest shelter. You can't see the Angel yet, so you have time to spare before it's upon you.

The bridge is a whirlwind of activity, as usual, with technicians rushing to and fro. Gendo glares down at the scene from his usual position high above you. You wrinkle your nose and ask for a status report. Hyuga obliges you, though curiously, he's avoiding eye contact with you. The Angel was sighted in the west, and it's closing on Tokyo-3. It will be here in a matter of minutes. The pilots are already suiting up down below, and launch procedures are underway.

Ritsuko trudges over to you, coffee in hand, tells Aoba to pull up the visuals, and informs you that there's a hickey on your neck. Hyuga slumps in his chair a little. Your face burns and you tug ineffectually at the collar of your jacket, willing it to cover more of your neck. Can she not say that on the bridge?

Ritsuko shrugs at you. She'd want you to say something if it were her. You groan.

Aoba directs your attention to the screen, towards the form of your next adversary.

ZOPHIEL
~Der Engel der Schönheit~

The Angel is very wide. It is shaped like a long comb or handleless paintbrush. The "bristles" hang down loosely from a long, thin, gelatinous-looking "shaft". There are three small birdlike skulls along the shaft. They are on the far left, far right, and dead center of the shaft. They are all slightly different. The "bristles" drag along the ground. They are translucent. They paint the ground bright red. The Angel glides through the air.

You don't know what to make of this one. It's coming at Tokyo-3 head-on, with the broad part of the comb facing forward. You ask what the deal is with the "paint". Magi cannot positively identify it, but whatever it is, it kills anything organic in it, down to the microbial level. That's just wonderful. What's the risk to the Evas? Ritsuko says as long as their armor remains intact, it should hold against this stuff. Direct contact with it will make any biological substance that touches it disintegrate into a red dust. The dust is toxic, by the way. Fantastic.

As for the Evas themselves? Units-00 and -01 are in top condition. Unit-02 is in fair condition. Much of the damage the Dummy System did has been fixed; its neck and central nervous system are mostly back in working order and its arm has been reattached. However, the internal damage done by being impaled turned out to be more difficult to repair than anticipated, so it might have some flexibility issues. Also, it's probably going to hurt when Asuka fires it up, so there's that. Unit-03 was the most extensively damaged, but Ritsuko pushed her team extremely hard to get its arms back on and restore some functionality to its legs. The result is a rush-job, and the nervous system reintegration leaves much to be desired. It should be safe for Hikari to pilot without fear of feedback damage, but it's going to feel like shit to move around in. Not that it matters too much, given Hikari probably can't walk around much in it anyway. Also, there's still some gaps and weak points in its armor plating; the JSSDF and Unit-00 put a lot of holes in it.

Unit-00 is currently to be placed on standby given what happened last time Rei was in it, though if the situation gets dire enough, the freeze order might be lifted on it.

Your combat readiness is Good. The Geofront has sustained Minor damage.

The early warning system was successful. Evacuation has successfully completed, and the shelters have retracted.

The JSSDF will not assist with the battle.

Defend the Geofront. You have the following weapons at your disposal:

  • Progressive Knife
  • Sonic Glaive – A progressive knife on a very long stick. Not to be used as a brace under any circumstances.
  • Double-bladed Naginata – A stick with a long, curved progressive blade at both ends. Can be separated into two swords. Not suitable as a brace. Currently only usable by Asuka.
  • SEM Crossbow MM-144 – a crossbow that fires electromagnetic bolts at high speeds.
  • Positron Rifle Mk. 20 – shoulder mounted rifle that fires antimatter rounds. Requires external power, very finite ammunition. Can be charged.
  • Smash Hawk – a single-bit axe weapon similar to a battleaxe with a high frequency cutting surface. Not as long as the Sonic Glaive, but heavier and with a wider cutting surface. May be dual wielded by any pilot.
  • Sniper Rifle – An Evangelion-sized sniper rifle. Packs more of a punch and has a greater range than the crossbow, but cannot be fired continuously.
  • Type E-470 Bazooka – A portable rocket launcher. Large blast radius. Packs a powerful punch, but it must be reloaded after every shot. Low effectiveness on Angels with active AT-Fields.
  • MLX-13-OBJ-235 ("Azrael's Scythe") – The organic scythe wielded by Rei in the aftermath of the battle against the Thirteenth Angel. Composed of a mixture of Unit-00 and the Thirteenth Angel's flesh and bone. Twitches occasionally. Impossibly sharp and seemingly indestructible, with good reach, but difficult to use and squirms violently when held by anything other than its master. Can only be used by Unit-00.
Select one primary weapon for each pilot:

[ ] Equip Rei (standby) with:
[ ] Equip Shinji with:
[ ] Equip Asuka with:
[ ] Equip Hikari with:

You have major reservations about sending Unit-03 and its inexperienced pilot into battle in their current state. Hikari won't be happy about it, and it will reduce your options, but you can choose not to deploy Unit-03 right away and just keep her on standby.

[ ] Deploy Unit-03
[ ] Do not deploy Unit-03
 
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