I don't know why, but I wanna write a omake where Lily dies, goes to afterlife, somehow talks with Funeral of dead butterflies, refuse its the eternal rest offer(aka death), punch it in the face because they're dick, got back to life like a boss, and hugs a crying mao/kai.
omake: The courage to keep on living
yeah so i wrote it, don't know how bad it is but i hope you will enjoy this badly written reference to Netzach core suppression
Warning: Possibly
very ooc
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It was cold at first.
It was not like the kind of cold that you will freeze to death in three seconds. No, it was just…cold…Distance and unwelcoming, that you don't belong here, like the silence after a Night in backstreets, like those dark alleys that no one walks pass.
[Ego hard: pass]
like that apartment you call home.
oh shut it…
Then, there was noises, butterflies.
she was dead, she was sure about that, that chunk of lung and heart is hers, she is sure about that.
[Endurance medium: failed]
I call bullshit to that sister.
but now…does the afterlife have butterflies? or is it a illusion that your dying brain is making to make you fell better?
you don't know, you don't really cares.
So, you opened your eyes, and…
white, black, and a field full of butterflies.
how many are there? you wonder, felling the coldness bleeding away…
There's no sun up on the sky, and the black fields fells ever stretching with no end in sight, How wonderful will it be to just run through those fields, without care, without pain…
How lovely will it be to have a burial at a place like this?
To enjoy your eternal slumber without worry…won't it be just so wonderful?
[Ego easy: Success]
No it won't, we still have stuff to do, don't we?
"enjoying the view?"
A mans voice, gentle, kind, like closing ones eyes, for they to rest without worry that they will burn under the sun.
"…"Not like the usual, you're not talking…why are you not talking? maybe is because you're shocked, maybe is because the man did not try to attack you as he closing the distance between you and him.
[Vision trivial: auto pass]
Maybe it's because he has a butterfly for a head, have you thought of that?
"oh, right, Sorry about this…People like butterflies you see, so… i thought that if i used it to represent myself, they will calm down more."
well, it didn't fucking work.You said in your mind
…But judging by his expression, you just straight up told him that, did you?
" Now that is just rude, but again, sorry."
the man sits down, hands on its knees, you can almost feel it, that he is smiling.
Creepy…
"So, for real now…you are dead, There's really no other way to say this…but you are indeed dead. "
Butterflies gather around him, some sit on his shoulder, on rest on his hand, it's really pretty.
You want to tear your hairs out, it … can't "Wha? no but…i still have stuff to do! i can't… just fucking dies!"Clutching your two fists, this, this is how you died? under the hands of a fucked in the head piece of shit? It can't and it won't! be your end!
"what about mao! I can't just dies! I need to go back! She still needs me! And kai! Im her partner! I can't just die like this! "
[Melee easy: auto pass]
I still have so many things left to punch!
[Endurance easy:auto pass]
I still haven't feel that bullet in my head yet!
[Prudence easy: pass]
You still haven't level me up yet!
"But you have died, and you need to accept that. You don't need to think about it anymore. You can rest. Now you don't need to worry about it…Even the wicked get their rest, you know?"
he almost sounds regretful.
[Repression Medium: pass]
Those thing you press down… have you let go of them yet?
will you ever?
[Ego nightmare: failed]
but…aren't you supposed to let go? you're dead right? let it go…We'll make peace with it in afterlife anyway…Why would you care anyway?It's not like you're really attached a bunch of stranger you just met a few weeks ago. right?
You can finally rest, You can finally escape that god forsaken city.
Why won't you take the chance? It's so much better than living!
"…i can't, I finally got the chance to live a better life! Now you're telling me it has fucking ended!? "
"what is better then death anyway? You can enjoy the view, you can play with the butterfly, There's no demon whose only purpose is to torture you. You can give up everything and no one will blame you for it,You have died remember? "
[Ego hard: pass]
…No.
"Sit down with me, give up, there is no bargaining about life and death…Just relax, for you have done your best."
[Repression medium: pass]
No.
"still don't get it? You don't have a way to go back. And you don't need to go back too! Isn't this all human wanted? peace? "
[Melee easy: pass]
HELL NO!
"What is so good about life anyway, it's full of pain! And suffering! Just close your eyes, And fall asleep…won't it just be so much easier?"
[Endurance easy: pass]
I do not accept it! IT.WILL.NOT.END.LIKE.THIS!
A punch, and before you know it, the man falls down.
"I WILL NOT FUCKING DIE!"
You scream, so much life, so much pain.
"I will not become you! A coward! who has nothing! is nothing! "
"I will live! No matter how painful! No matter how much suffering I will have to endure!"
"Go die by yourself! and rot! "
The man looks at you, fearing…scared…
what a coward.
then…
then there was darkness.
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you open your eyes, the white hospital lights shines so bright like it wants to burn a hole in your eyes.
your heart, beating, slowly but steadily…
Those stitches on your body…the pain in your chest…how alive it fells…
Your hand, slowly moving, so weak, like you have been born again.
"Lily?"
You look at her, smiles, you think your face is hurting, but you don't really care.
How joyful, how alive it feels, the happiness that almost broken her voice…That shiny drop of water, on the side of her face…
Two women embrace in joy, for they have the courage to lives in pain.
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edit: I really want to add a scene were Endurance wants to fell what death is like, then Ego and Repression (And maybe the long forgotten Prudence) just fucking slap a tape on his face and kicking him to death while melee is just over there laughing his ass off and punching FoDBs face in.
