Chapter 11 - Bankruptcy (And Beatrice!)
The officers all filtered together through a pressure lock, and though I had no particular need for the slower process they used, it wouldn't do to have me reenter the station with the troops. We crowded in and everyone sat down on the chairs on either side, while I stood awkwardly in the corner, and Lt. Col. Harrison pulled the hatch behind us.

"Good day's business, I'd say." Major Gaynestown said through the radio, looking over us all. "Lieutenant, you can take a seat if you like."

"Can't, actually. The pack." I said, pointing with a thumb behind me.

"Oh, blasted thing. You should buy yourself a better one while the War Office gets it figured out." he said, shaking his head.

"Blast it, Henry, what happened to you?" I heard Beckham ask, and followed his eyeline to an officer who was, head to toe, covered in grey dust, with just a small portion of his helmet cleared so he could see.

"Took a nasty bit of a tumble going up the hill." he said, his smile just visible beyond the sticky dust, "Rolled a good fifty yards, it's hard to stop once you get going."

"As usual, you're all free for the night, dress code's relaxed for the mess." Harrison said, trying to wipe the dust from his jacket. It just stuck fast to his glove and smeared further. "And my apologies to your housemaids."

"Fusilier, you going to be joining us for once?" Lieutenant Duncan called over the group, and there were a couple of chuckles from the assembled group.

"I would love to. As you all know, eating human food with the mouth that I have is among my passions." I said, shaking my head. "Unfortunately, this is my only suitable outfit."

"Next time then." he said, as I started to notice the hissing of air become audible. After a few more minutes conversation, the candles above the door turned green, and I finally disconnected the coolant pipe and pulled it out of my collar, shivering from the action and the stray freezing cold drops that raced down my back. All around me, helmets were being removed and people were starting to shuffle out, and I eagerly shed the radpack, stretched, and headed home.

Miriam was waiting at the door, as usual, shaking her head as I stood.

"You're on thin ice with the housemaids already. Go around the back to the servants entrance, I'll see you there in a few minutes." she said. I stepped by as she walked out, then I stepped around the back of the estate. There was a lovely little garden there which I hadn't even noticed before, and a machine was trimming the hedge that ran around the property.

"Morning, ma'am!" he called, and I acknowledged him with a wave. He wasn't even on any staff I knew of, must have worked for the base. Bizarre.

I found my way to the servant's entrance down a short set of steps and waited. After about fifteen minutes, the door swung open to reveal Miriam with a large canvas bag in one arm and a large blue housecoat folded over the other.

"Clothes in the bag, housecoat on." she said, hanging them up on the hooks beside the door and disappearing back inside. Sheepishly, I stripped, trying to do so carefully in order to not get any more dust on my person, and shrugged into the housecoat. It was very, very soft on the inside. Boots off, I gingerly stepped inside, noticing I was in the servant's room I'd seen before, just from the other end of the hall. Rooms to my right, the door back into the house at the far end, a small table at which Thomas the mechanic stood.

"Evening, ma'am. Nice housecoat." he said, looking up from his book.

"Thanks. I haven't a clue where it came from." I admitted.

"Good news, by the way. I got approval from the base to install an outlet in your room. I'm going to do it day after tomorrow while you're out at the ball." he said as I stepped past, and I thanked him in a mumble, feeling very out of sorts. Miriam was waiting for me on the other side of the door, and she did not look pleased.

"Do you have any clothes other than that uniform and the pink one?" she asked, as I headed to one of the water rooms for a cloth. There was still dust on my face.

"I have my civilian dress, I suppose." I said, ducking inside. I wet a rag and peered at the mirror, and it didn't look too bad until I ran the cloth over my cheek and suddenly noticed how much brighter it was. "It's not exactly fancy or anything, though."

"It'll have to do. You have a date." she said, snatching the rag from my hand. "Have you got tomorrow's schedule?"

"Not much to do… urgh. We're doing formation bayonet drill, some training with the ensigns? But nothing in the evening." I said, wincing as she aggressively wiped at the plates on my neck. She scowled, and I saw the rag sail into the sink in front of me before she began attacking the problem with a fresh one. "Now what's this about a date?"

"Hold on a moment. Have you talked to that sergeant of yours yet?" she asked, making a vain attempt to get the dust out of my hair.

"Not yet, I didn't want to make an issue before void training, it's dangerous. Tomorrow! Now, why do I have a date?"

"One of my friends wrote back, you're very lucky, she's a sweetheart. But you have to meet her beforehand, obviously, you can't bring a total stranger as your guest." Miriam said, and I shuddered as she cleaned off the cable port at the base of my skull. "As for tomorrow, I managed to get you an appointment with my detailing girl on incredibly short notice, and we're going to see how much damage they can undo for two pounds four shillings. Was your uniform sealed?"

"No, I didn't bother- two pounds what? What the hell?" I protested, trying to twist in my seat. She gripped my shoulders firmly to keep me in place, surprisingly strong for a woman literally made of glass.

"Miss, you look like you fell from orbit. We will not be able to make you look presentable by any means, but they wouldn't let you in that hall as a servant right now, nevermind an officer. It'll be well worth the money. Now, come, off with the coat, I won't have you getting moon dust on Beatrice."

"Beatrice?" I said, squirming out of my coat, "So she's a seamstress then?"

"Not any longer. You'll like her, she couldn't just stick to her job either. Good lord, it's all down your back. Seal your uniform next time!"

"I had to leave the collar open for my speaker…"

So there I sat, housecoat hanging open and feeling a little like a kitten caught out in the rain as Miriam aggressively tackled with clingy static dust with a seemingly endless supply of damp cloths. I'll admit, none of my fantasies about being undressed around a Maria much looked like this.

Eventually, as she was finishing, I saw her step back a moment in the mirror, looking at me, her eyes soft.

"Miss, if you don't mind my asking, what happened to your back?" she asked. "I wasn't going to say anything, but…"

"Oh. Yes." I said, feeling rather awkward. "Well… it happened a long time ago. I don't like to think about it."

"Hmm. Alright." she said, stepping back to work. "I'll say, I don't think fixing it is quite in your budget yet. Constance is a genius, but she isn't a miracle worker."

"Where did you get this housecoat, anway?" I asked, but she was already stepping out.

"Miss, where's that civilian dress you mentioned?" she asked from the bedroom, and I told her to look in my trunk. I heard the sound of the latch and some rustling, and then a gasp.

"It is twenty years old." I mentioned sheepishly. "And was free when I got it."

"Well… it shall have to do. We have half an hour yet, let me get my sewing kit."

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An hour later, I found myself climbing nervously out of a cab in front of a small building downtown in my newly mended dress. Miriam had, at record speed, shorn the high collar off with a pair of scissors and made a flawless seam at the remains to bring the neckline 'vaguely into season' and affixed a white bow at the neck which she got from who-knows-where, and promptly shoved me into a cab she'd presumably arranged for with three pence in my hand.

I stepped to the door, finding the three pence was what was needed for the cover charge, and went inside to find some very light music playing, trying to get my bearings. I hadn't been in a place like this ever: when I did used to go out, it was to places a lot more… well, rough and tumble. If anything, it reminded me vaguely of the cafes I sometimes heard officers talk about. The interior was clean, simple, minimalist almost, with small booths, and machines were sitting, reading, talking quietly, playing cards, chess, and other activities I didn't recognize. One, sitting the corner alone, had a stack of papers beside her, and was tapping her fingers against a strange device sitting in front of her.

She certainly looked like a Beatrice. Very, very tall, sort of awkwardly spindly, perfect for reaching around clients or measuring even the tallest, with long, delicate fingers and a socket for a magnifying lens over one eye. She was made of a combination of brass and white glass plates, though I noticed that one of her forearms was a marbled green, and dressed in a lovely pink and white dress. Her hair was a bright mess of coiling curls, anodized to a bright orange.

She was very unusual looking, but I couldn't say she wasn't intriguing. I stepped to her, hand raised awkwardly.

"Excuse me, are you waiting for somebody?"

"Yes, a… are you the Theodora I'm waiting for?" she asked, her voice immediately pegging her as American, and I nodded, sliding into the booth as she indicated. At no point did she stop tapping at her strange device, her fingers resting on a half-sphere of push-buttons, and I realized that below it was a sheet of paper that was moving in time with the clacks, letters appearing.

"Let me begin this rather awkwardly by asking… what is that thing, and what are you doing with it?" I said, instantly feeling like a giant idiot.

"This is a Hansen Writing Ball. It never really caught on, people prefer their letters hand-written for the most part, but when volume's what matters, it helps quite a bit. My apologies, I'm on a deadline." she said, still tapping away. She thumbed a plunger on the back of the device, and it shuffled the current sheet aside and opened the holding claws for another, which she slid in with a smooth, practiced motion. It reminded me a little of a gunner changing heat sinks on a revolver cannon, the same instant, unhesitating action.

"You're a writer, then?" I asked, remembering Miriam mentioning she wasn't working her original job. She nodded, pausing a second before resuming the rapid taps.

"Yes! And I rather bit off more than I could chew this month. If I'm going to take a night off, I've got to make up about ten thousand more words." she said, frowning. "Do you read much?"

"Can't say I do, though I'm reading more these days." I said. "What do you write?"

"I do a variety of serials for the red tops and a few, um, other periodicals. It's very popular stuff, they usually get printed together later. And some other stuff, I guess, ha!" she said, pausing a moment to scan me over. "I was told you're a lieutenant? Impressive. You look sort of rough though."

"Uh... very recently a lieutenant. Had to save for a rather long time." I admitted, feeling a bit awkward at her bluntness. "My finances are somewhat in recovery from purchasing the commission."

"Ah, that's why you're wearing a thirty-year old dress with some hasty modifications. Whoever did it was in a bit of a rush, huh? Whatever, you make it work." she said. She finally paused a moment, taking her hand away from the typing ball and cupping her chin as she looked at me. "Stars, you've been through a lot, though? The scars are very evocative. Mysterious. Mhmm."

"Uh, yes. Thank you?" I said, unsure how to handle this. Was this what dates were supposed to be like? As best I knew, we were just making sure we wouldn't kill one another at the event itself. "So how do you know Miriam?"

"One of her previous officers was a huge fan. Though, uh, that's a huge secret so don't tell literally anyone." she said casually, back to tapping away. "Why'd you want to be a lieutenant? That's for sure a human-only thing over here?"

"Uh… well, not entirely, as you can see." I said nervously. "I just always thought I'd be more helpful leading and taking responsibility. It's my way of trying to contribute more."

"Oh, I totally get that." Beatrice said, switching her papers again. "Sorta started writing that way. Well, no, I started writing because I was bored. I was working for this family for a while but they kinda became a bit reclusive for a bit, some kind of social drama, I don't know, and suddenly I was only working like six hours a day because they didn't need so many new fashions or anything, so I took up writing to fill the time. Started passing it around my friends, soon found out the whole staff was reading it and were super excited, bringing energy back to the whole place."

"Oh, that's lovely." I said.

"Right? I felt so accomplished, and realized I was doing far more good raising spirits and giving people escapism than I was making clothes every once and awhile. Though…" she paused her tapping, glancing under at her sheet. "Still do sometimes. Just for myself. And friends. Clients sometimes. But mostly writing. And there we go?"

"Oh?" I asked.

"Fifteen thousand. That's it for the day." she said, pulling her hands away from the writing ball like it was superheated and stretching out. "So… seen anything exciting out there? Anything that'd inspire any stories?"

"Well… would you like to hear any about the rimward frontier?" I asked, and she perked up, her eyes wide.

"Would I ever!" she beamed.

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"Next matter. We need somebody to shoot the ensigns."

"Hell, I'll do it." I volunteered.

"Nah, that's not right. It ought to be one of us." Beckham said, "Something disconcerting about a machine doing it, right?"

"Come to think of it, Dora, you need to get shot too." Captain Murray pointed out. "It's only fair."

"Let's make it even then. I'll shoot the ensigns, Miles shoots me?" I said, and everyone around the table nodded.

"That works, I suppose." Beckham conceded.

"Well, best get it done. Lunch is in a bit. Pistol's by the door. Make sure it's the right one."

"That'd be a bit of a thing to explain, yes." Beckham said, grabbing his coat. "Dear Mister and Missus Brodeway, funny story…"

I plucked the pistol out of its box and made sure to check it over carefully, in full view of everyone to make sure we all saw which one it was, before leaning my head out. The ensigns were sitting around the little outdoor table, laughing obnoxiously at something.

"Ensigns! It's time to get shot!" Beckham announced, and they came over eagerly, excitement on their features. "Make sure you've got your hats!"

I flipped off the safety and the pistol whined in my hand as it charged up.

"Right, who's first!" I asked, and three hands went up. "Really? Not you Ellen?"

"I'm not exactly eager, no." Ensign Darley said, wincing.

"Oh, come on. Won't be so bad." Kelly said.

"Yeah, I heard it's just like falling asleep." Sumner insisted.

"Alright, Chris, you're up." I said, and Brodeway shuffled over to the side to make a clear target.

"Any last words, sport?" Beckham asked, barely able to contain his laughter.

"Miles! That's awful." I said, a little horrified.

"Nah, just do me." Broadway said with a shrug, and I leveled the pistol at his chest and fired. He didn't throw his hands up or anything dramatic like that, he just folded over and fell stiffly onto the grass, writhing slowly.

"Uuurugh.... Fuck." he moaned, slowly rolling over. "Fuuuuck…"

"Oh, stars." Sumner said, "I think it didn't work. Hit him again."

"Nah, that's about right." Beckham said, prodding Brodeway with his foot. "You feel like you're going to get up?"

"Bleggh…"

"Right, who's next!" I asked, as the charging light of the pistol turned green. "Lydia?"

"I didn't realize it would be like that…" Sumner said, looking down at the fallen Brodeway, who was clutching his chest and twitching slightly.

"Come on, it won't be so bad." Kelly insisted, stepping forward. "I'm ready."

I shot him too, and he pitched forward with a groan into the grass, spending the next several seconds struggling to turn over before seeming to give up.

"See, that looks really unpleasant." Sumner said nervously. Darley rolled her eyes and shrugged with a resigned expression, and I hit her too. She sort of locked up and fell slowly, like she was suddenly too tired to stand. "Mmmhm. Yeah. I'd prefer if not."

"Sorry, you have to. I do too, even."

Wincing, Sumner nodded and closed her eyes, looking away. I hit her, and she staggered and sprawled out onto the grass limply.

"Well, that's done." I said, turning the pistol around and handing it butt-first to Beckham. He checked the coolant levels, nodded, and pointed it at me, and I could see my expression reflected in the lenses at the muzzle. "Make it quick, will you?"

"'Course, Fusie. Night-night." he said, and he pulled the trigger with a flash.

Being stunned isn't like it is in the books, where you just blue screen and pitch over fast asleep for as long as the plot requires. I don't exactly understand the science, but it's some sort of disruptive rapid electrical pulse which plays havoc with any voluntary motor actions. You don't feel any pain or anything, but instead you simply feel very numb all over and even the smallest motions feel very, very difficult. You can, with some effort, roll over or even crawl a short way, but fine motor control in particular is very hard, and balance is utterly impossible,

It doesn't put you to sleep, but there's very little else to do but take a nap for the next twenty minutes as you wait for the effects to wear off. You'll be a little slow and shaky for the next hour or two, but that's why we did it before lunch.

Consequently, we were soon sitting around the office table, all moving slowly. The ensigns seemed drowsy, leaning against the surface or cradling their head in their arms, trading off yawning intermittently. For my part, I was bright and alert, but having rather a lot of difficulty moving my limbs about properly. It's a good thing I didn't need to eat or drink, or I'd have smacked myself in the face more than once, I imagine.

"Wasn't so bad, was it?" Beckham asked, to collective groans from the group.

"Didn't hurt, at least." Broadway said, squinting against the sun.

"It sorta feels like when your arm falls asleep, but everywhere." Darley said, trying to drink her tea while propping her head up with one hand. Some of it tricked down her chin and into her cuff, and she set the cup down while squirming uncomfortably.

"So now you see that we can't just go stunning people willy-nilly. Especially if they're standing on a hard surface, they might hurt themselves." Captain Murray said, hiding her smile behind her own teacup.

"Couldn't we have learned that in a classroom?" Sumner complained, and I found myself agreeing as my twitching hand clattered against the wood of the table.

"Experience is the best teacher." Murray said sagely. "Miles, after lunch take the youngsters out for a brisk march, that'll wake them up."

"Surely Dora wants to do it." Beckham said, and I tried and failed to make a rude gesture his way with a shaky hand.

"Not for the next hour I don't." I said, trying to keep my voice from modulating too badly. "I'm going to go get the week's reports sorted, if that's alright."

Murray nodded, and I got up stiffy and started walking to the desk set aside for me. I settled in, read over the quartermachine's report while I waited for my limbs to stop shaking, then glanced up at the runner posted by the door.

"Theodore, will you fetch the Senior Sergeant, please?"
 
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Chapter 12 - Face/Off
I busied myself with the least interesting of the ledgers while I waited, humming to myself as signed off confirmations to requisition new supplies. Just in yesterday's void exercises, the section expended 12 gallons of musket coolant, 41 heat sink rods, and 9 focusing crystals. And we were to order a new box of 500 cleaning rags after the subsequent regolith removal. Stars.

"Lieutenant."

I glanced up to see Sergeant Theda standing there at sharp attention as usual, her silhouette framed perfectly against the doorframe, her eyes glaring down imperiously, everything about her regulation-perfect from her buttons to her stance. It infuriated me how impressed I was by that.

"Sit down, Sergeant." I said, sitting back against the chair, tenting my fingers. Trying to imitate Lieutenant Duncan the few times I'd had cause to step into his working space at the base. Theda stood stock-still a moment, as if trying to decide what to do, before opting to pull out a chair and sit.

She looked so awkward sitting down. Like she was trying to hold attention even while seated, perched like she was trying to get minimal ass-to-seat contact, like she wasn't sure how one was supposed to interact with a chair. Oh, it was delightful how uncomfortable she looked.

But I needed to stop gloating or being antagonistic. That was the problem in the first place. As Miriam had said, I needed to convince her that I still cared about the same things she did, and I'd have a much harder time doing that if I looked angry, entitled, petulant.

"Sergeant, I want to dispense with the bullshit and talk to you. Dora to Dora." I started, leaning forward a bit to try to look engaged. "I know you don't much care for me as your lieutenant, and I'll admit I've not much cared for you as my senior NCO. But seeing as that isn't likely to change in the immediate future-."

She twitched, just the slightest amount. I swear I saw it.

"- we're going to have to come to a detente." I concluded.

"I don't rightly know what you're talking about, ma'am." she said coolly. Just as I expected her to. Had to make things difficult. Urgh.

"Of course not." I said, trying to keep calm. I had no idea how this one woman could make me so angry, but I just kept reminding myself of Miriam's explanation, trying to think away the feelings. "Tell me, why did you become a Sergeant?"

"I was told I would be well-suited at the position by a superior. I accepted the promotion once it was offered." she said simply.

That… was not the answer I was expecting. Good lord, was there any personality in there at all?

"Why did you accept?" I asked, now a little curious. What was going on in that processor of hers?

"Did you call me in here to ask me my life's story?" she asked, and I shrugged as casually as I could.

"Maybe."

"... I took the promotion because I believed I would be of more use in the position given my experience." she said simply. "No other reason."

"Would you believe me if I said the same thing about my commission?" I asked. She stared at me, clearly turning it over in her head.

"To be entirely honest, no. I have read your record. You are a third my age, and you must have started saving decades ago. You applied because you wanted to and nothing more." she responded tersely. "Because you wanted power we weren't designed to wield."

I admit, I had to suppress my amusement at her increasingly smeared W's in her last sentence. You really heard both V shapes in the letter.

"You're right on every point but that one." I said, shuffling in my chair. "I don't want power. If I can be frank, I'm terrified of it. I have nightmares about being like the old nobility, of abusing my authority. I worry constantly about it, I always have."

She looked askew at me, her eyes softening just a moment, for the first time I'd ever seen. It was brief, but unmistakable.

"What other reason would you have?" she said. Her glare was different now. Not a stare to intimidate an enemy, but a focus on a particularly vexing puzzle or difficult chess position.

"Because power is hand in and hand with responsibility, and that is what I've desired. I've always wanted to do more, contribute more, to take on as much as I could and then push myself more." I explained, the words coming naturally. And I realized, as I did, that it was true, it was the reason I'd always had trouble articulating. "Surely you can understand that?"

"I can." she said, her glare hardened again, "I think I misunderstood you, Lieutenant. You aren't power-hungry. You are merely terribly misguided."

"... you know what? I'll take it." I responded with a shrug. "And I'm sure if you're right, I'll see the error of my ways soon enough. In the meantime, do you really want to introduce nearly a score of new machines to military discipline through the disrespect of an officer, even a misguided one?"

"I resent the implication, ma'am, but I will see to it that no disrespect of the office is tolerated." she said firmly.

"Very good, Sergeant. Dismissed." I said, and she snapped to her feet. With a respectful and entirely regulation nod, she turned and marched out, her boots snapping crisply against the floorboards as I watched her leave.

… I'll say this for the rat bastards at Krupp: their machines look awfully good on the retreat.

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The moment my duties concluded for the day, I found myself spirited by Miriam back downtown, this time to an engineer's office, apparently arriving within moments of my appointment. I had barely sat down when I was standing again, met at the door by a short and curvy engineer who beckoned me in, screwing her monocle in place as she looked me over.

"Dotty, here she is, and I did warn you." Miriam said, and as she did I could see Dotty's face falling, her articulated mouth pulling her face into a grimace.

"My stars, woman, were you perhaps made in a blacksmith's forge or the like?" she said, her voice a mix of concern and abject horror. "You look like somebody forgot what they were doing halfway."

"I'm flattered." I said, wincing a bit as she pulled me down for a closer look.

"It's worse than I feared, and certainly worse than you budgeted for. And you're going to the Duke's? What's your salary?"

"Six shillings a-"

"Fine, we'll call it a loan. Congratulations, you are officially a charity case." she said, gesturing to a chair beyond, around which were lights and a variety of intimidating machines I very much didn't understand. The door closed behind us, leaving Miriam in the waiting room and myself in the clutches of this madwoman.

"What an honour. What is all this?" I asked, climbing nervously into the seat and staring around.

"They are the tools that will make you look like you were built this century, dear." she explained, stepping up onto a stool to get a closer look.

"I was built this century."

"Yes, but you certainly don't look it. Well, we don't have to worry about anything under the collar, though we will polish if you like. First thing's first, we simply have to do something about those scars…"

"Whoa whoa, hold up." I said, holding up a hand. She recoiled a second, staring down at the fingers with a sneer (she could sneer! I'd never see a machine who could). "I like the scars. I earned them in battle and I think they make me look… you know… accomplished in my field."

"They make you look like you own a particularly ill-tempered cat." she responded, "But if you're sure, we can work with it. What about this… discolouration?" she said, poking at my cheek.

"That can go. Fix up whatever else you want, I like the scratches." I said protectively. Before today, I thought they were just part of my general run-down appearance, but under the threat of removal I suddenly realized how attached I was to them.

"... I can work with this. Hell, I can even clean them up, make them pop a little. Yes… we can work with that. How's your pain tolerance?"

"I have a two inch deep, six inch long gap in my thigh which I did not notice until three hours after it happened." I said flatly.

"... Alright, damn. Come back to me after you've collected some more pay, we'll take a look at that. For now, here's what I'm going to do. We're going to remove your faceplate and use a process called electroplating to build back up some parts of your face which have been worn away and fill in some- some of the divots and such. We're then going to go over and polish the whole thing back to a sharp finish, then temper it."

"Even with my pain tolerance, this sounds like some rather extreme things to do to my face." I pointed out, and she laughed.

"Oh don't you worry, you won't be wearing it. While we're at it, we'll get you some new hair, clean that up a bit. I think we're going to remove some of the plating over your neck, and most of the components of your speaker. Get some new rims stamped out for your eyes, I think I still have that machine in the back. Does that all sound alright?"

"... what are you going to do with my scars?" I asked nervously.

"I was thinking of perhaps highlighting them. Gilded, perhaps?"

"That feels ostentatious." I said, and she nodded.

"Chrome, then. It'll stand out impressively from the darker steel, but look naturalistic."

"Alright. That all sounds good." I agreed, and without ceremony she reached down under the edge of my chin, feeling along the inside of my jawline until she founded the latches. With a click, it came loose, accompanied by a momentary sharp pain, and a second later she was lifting away my faceplate. It looked so strange, without my eyes in it.

"Oh, just a question, would you like to see what you look like without it? I have a mirror here. Some machines find it a bit thrilling." Dotty asked.

"Oh… I'd rather not. I already know what that looks like." I said, a bit pained. Didn't like to think about it.

"... fair enough, ma'am. Now, my assistant Dorothea will take over here for your hair and such, while I handle this." she said, bustling away to another room with my face clutched in her hands. All the exposed sensor points were tingling strangely in a phantom sensation.

"Hello, Lieutenant." another voice said, and a new engineer leaned into view. She looked and sounded blessedly less mad. "Dotty's a bit much, but she's a genius. To be honest, I'm not sure what colour your hair was when it was first installed, but a nice silver-gold ought to fit. Do you like this sample?"

"... do what you think is best. You're the expert, I just wear it about." I responded.

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"Alright, cameras on, Lieutenant!" Dotty announced, and the world blinked back into view staring at a mirror held about a foot from a face.

From my face.

"Stars, that's me." I said. Not a question, it was undoubtedly familiar, but… more.

More symmetrical, more even, less rough, yet it wasn't the face I was manufactured with, the one I remembered. The softness that years had worn in was now deliberately sculpted, much finer and more consistent, yet clearer and better defined. There was a proper sheen to me now, and the scars, once rough-edged lines dragged around my face, were now brilliant lines that gleamed in the candlelight.

I turned my head, watching as the light properly reflected off a smooth surface, without the murky patterns of unevenly worn metal and finish. Details were picked out, my lips were fuller and brighter, and I swear there was just the slightest hint of bronze in my cheeks and across my nose hinting subtly at blush. My hair didn't look much different, save that it was much more lustrous and even. And finer, a much thinner wire.

They were still my features, but now, they were also the features of an officer. Rather than looking worn down, I looked rugged, yet noble. I felt hot.

"You like it?" Dotty asked.

"I think I very much do." I said, studying closer. "Say, the scanlines rather stand out a bit more in my eyes now, don't they? In contrast, I suppose."

"Come back once you've paid off your bill, and we can talk about it." Dotty said cheerfully.
 
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Chapter 13 - The Duke of Arcturus
The Duke's Palace was an everpresent element within the city, looming at the outskirts. From the base, it's upper roofs and the enormous glass dome of its ballroom were just visible over the rooftops of the city, gleaming in the sunlight of the solar reflector high above the station. I didn't know much about architecture, save that I knew it was very impressive, and dwarfed the other two manors on the station (that being the McMillan family, the industrialists, for whom April worked, and Douglas estate, who I understand own some of the shipyards). My understanding was that there were dozens of guest wings in the palace for visitors, each larger than the building I lived in, plus a dizzying array of other rooms for whatever strange purposes humans found.

The night and day leading up to the party was underlined by the increased traffic to the station, such that from the edge of the base closest to the rim of the dome I could see a sea of masts from all the solar sail clustered about the docking ports.

The morning, spent on musket safety drills and instruction for the highest power settings (which is to say, if you're going to shoot at high power, you best be aware of everything within twenty feet or so of the target), was filled with increasing nervous anticipation on my part, especially with no sign of Kennedy at breakfast and with Beckham making a point to ask every inane question he could about my new face. Finally, though, we broke for lunch, and the officers began to race off for their final preparations.

(The Theos and Doras were, god help us, being given leave for the next thirty-six hours. All of them.)

I returned to Number 18 briefly to ensure my uniform and self were both in as top a shape as I could get, then flagged down a cab and proceeded out into the city to pick up Beatrice from her apartment. She rented a respectable little room in a rowhouse, space for a bed and desk and every other inch overflowing with stacks of paper and wall-to-ceiling shelves of her previously published materials, and opened the door in her dress. Her eyes went wide when she saw me.

"Stars, Lieutenant. I didn't know you were going to go get a whole new face for the occasion." she said, looking askew at me. "Wow."

The dim little pink bulbs under her cheeks flickered to light a moment and I felt a thousand feet tall. And her? Like I knew I was gay, but stars. She had this bottle green dress, same as her mismatched arm, with little toggles and bows in a metallic brass that perfectly complemented everything about her. This might have been a last minute arrangement, but I was pretty happy with how it was turning out.

We got back into the cab and made our way across the city, the anxious energy of it building in the cab. The driver had looked at us like we had screws loose when we told him we were going to the palace, to the front gate moreover, but without complaint he spirited us in that direction with a clatter of Jansen's linkages, and we both desperately tried to keep cool.

"... nope, can't do it. We're going to a fancy party! Full on fancy party!" Beatrice said, so excited she was tapping her feet furiously against the floorboard of the cab. "As guests. Oh my God, this is absurd, isn't it?"

"More than a little, yes." I agreed. "I hadn't really considered this element of the job much, you know. I was very much focused on the leading part and sort of… well, to be honest, sort of assumed that I just wouldn't be a part of the other bits."

"Well, that's because you're English or whatever. In America, this isn't super weird. But also, Americans don't really have giant fancy parties like this. It's seen as aristocratic." Beatrice explained.

"Well… that's because it literally is." I said, a little confused.

"American humans don't terribly like thinking of themselves that way. The, uh… they had a bad time with both their last sets of aristocracy, yours and theirs." Beatrice said, wincing a bit. "It's not talked about. Point is, it's not weird for management machines and officers and the like to mix a bit more with humans. But here, stars, that's just not done."

"... that's a good accent, wow." I said. She sounded exactly like April for a second. Usually when machines tried faking an accent, it sounded… well, incredibly fake.

"I've lived in British space for sixty years now, I had the accent installed. Sometimes I'm doing research and I don't want to be the outsider American so it's helpful." she said.

"What kind of research do you do?" I asked, curious. I still had no idea what she wrote.

"Well, not all my books can be about Beas, you know. I talk to other machines to get an idea what makes them tick, what they value, what their jobs are like, so I can write books for them. Usually get the manuscripts read over by a few to make sure it seems right, you know? Everyone's different, sure, but we are made on patterns." she explained. "So if I was writing a book about Doras, you'd bet I'd want to talk to as many Doras as I could."

"That makes sense. So… is this trip going to be research?" I asked.

"Well, not deliberately. It's was kind of a favour for my friend Miriam at first, and now it's kind of a oh my God, I'm going to the palace with a machine officer sort of situation. But things that happen to me tend to end up in my books anyway. Often kinda by accident? Once or twice I've written about stuff I've been going through before I realized I was going through it!"

"I'm not entirely sure how one does that." I said, and she shrugged.

"Me neither!"

Traffic slowed as we needed the front gate of the palace, choked by all the cabs filtering in. Most were of the sort used in the city, pulled by horses with linked, articulated legs, but there were horses with wheels, hydraulic legs, pedrails, tracks, air cushions, or even modern repulsor coils, all attempting to form an orderly line for arrival and shuffling past one another.

"What the bloody hell is that?" I exclaimed, and Bea leaned over to see what I was pointing at. Crossing the street ahead of us was a cart pulled not by any sort of horse I recognized, indeed not pulled by anything mechanical at all, but instead drawn by four incredibly bizarre and frankly alien beasts that it took me a moment to recognize from ancient paintings. They looked very different (and somewhat sickening) in motion.

"Those are like, horse-horses. The original sort." Bea said in awe.

"Bizarre." I said, feeling a little uncomfortable as I looked at the straps and blinders of the beasts dragging the cart along. Animals shouldn't be treated like that. "I don't think I like that much."

"It probably isn't too bad. They might be genotyped to not feel it." Bea said, sitting back on her chair. "I can't imagine otherwise."

Finally, the cab deposited us at the doors, and we both had to take a moment to marvel at the baroque extravagance before moving in. I offered an arm to Bea, and she linked hers with mine as we approached, doing our best to look dignified and very much in place despite how very much out of place we were.

At the door was two of the soldiers from the 7th in their smartest uniforms standing at attention, and a doormachine who looked at us with more than a little confusion.

"Um… name?"

"Theodora Fusilier and guest?" I said, as though that wasn't obvious from the look of me. The machine scanned through his ledger, flipping a few pages before nodding, but then he looked back at me.

"Why's there a machine officer, then?" he asked.

"Excuse me, this is a skin condition." I retorted. He looked bemused a moment before one of the guards leaned in just a little.

"That's our Lieutenant Fusilier from 9th Company. Let her in, will you?" he whispered, and the doormachine shrugged and checked it off.

We pushed past through the door, every inch around us covered in gilding, molding, paintings or curtains, trying not to look too overwhelmed by it all. This was normal for humans, right? Well, maybe a bit more than normal. There were a few wide-eyed teenagers who couldn't help but gawk at the sheer scale of it, and this was just the entrance.

We made our procession then from the entrance into the reception hall, which was an enormous space which felt twice as tall as it needed to be, flanked by two curved staircases each wide enough to march a regiment up in column. Suspended above us with absolutely no visible means of support was a chandelier dotted in thousands of dancing candles, cycling slowly through colours, each revealing new details of the enormous hall.

All around were people: humans talking, moving, greeting one another with drinks in hand. Machines scurrying about delivering refreshments, guiding guests, carrying messages. It was as chaotic as any battlefield I'd ever marched across, and felt nearly as dangerous.

Then, as we passed through the doors, a butler made eye contact, just briefly, and he announced my name. A handful of eyes glanced toward the door, and were it not for Bea on my arm pulling me forward, I think I would have cut and run on the spot, a full route until I was back safe in my old cot in the NCO's barracks.

I scanned the hall desperately, desperately for any red jackets, and the sight of Beckham and another officer standing about in the corner was like spotting one's regimental standard in the fog. I made a beeline there as fast as I thought was respectable, trying not to bump into anyone along the way, and I'll admit his dumb, mocking smirk was a lifelife.

"Fusie, you actually made it after all! I had five pounds on you doing a runner." he said, looking me over.

"You haven't five pounds at all, you liar." the other officer responded, shaking his head. "Evening lieutenant. I think this is our first proper introduction?"

I froze up, unsure what to say, but fortunately Beckham was there to make it worse with his usual charm.

"And you never told me about her, my God. Bit embarrassed you're already showing me in that department." he said, looking her over. "Somehow, the least surprising part of you is that you're a lesbian."

"Stars, Miles, do you ever think about your words before they escape your mouth?" I asked, flabbergasted.

"Not usually. Miles Beckham, Lieutenant in the 7th. This is my good chum Lieutenant Henry Rubin Turner. You have him to thank for inflicting me on you, Fusie, he's the one who wrote me about the opening in the 7th."

"I had to get him somewhere where I could keep an eye on him. We've been friends ever since he was a little boy and I was very confused." Turner said, and they both laughed at their in-joke which I very much did not understand. "But yes, greetings and all."

My stars, they're clones. They found the most irritating man in the world and decided to craft a second, just to see if the galaxy could withstand it.

"Uuuh… Lieutenant Dora Fusilier, as you probably guess. And this is…"

"Beatrice Tailor. Charmed." she said, extending a hand dainty. Was that a thing? Was I supposed to do that thing? I was unsure, so for the purposes of safety I decided to do nothing but look as stoic as I could.

"How long have you known our stainless-steel subaltern, then?" Beckham asked, and she laughed a very charming and very fake laugh and I realized, at some point, she must have researched this exact circumstance for a book or something.

"Oh, just a few days." she said, and worrying desperately about what they might make of that, I quickly changed the subject.

"Have any other officers made it yet?"

"I think Gaynestown is somewhere thataway, and last I heard the CO is with the Duke proper someplace." Turner said. "Plus there's some ensigns… somewhere. It's probably fine."

"I saw Lieutenant Duncan by the balcony." Beckham added. "Oh, and Lieutenant Kennedy, just for a moment. Looked a bit dazed."

"She's had terrible luck at parties. Probably because she isn't allowed to stand far back and blow them up." Turner added with a laugh. "Poor girl, really, a damned shame."

Turner plucked a glass off a passing tray which may or may not have been intended for him as more names were called out over the assembled halls. We were shortly thereafter joined by a confused and lost looking gaggle of our Ensigns, who had been spirited here as a clump and then flatly abandoned by their aides.

"What you've got there, Ellen?" Beckham asked, and I glanced over to see. To my absolute horror, Ensign Darley had somehow secured a glass of something or other from a server, and now they were all gathered about it, quietly daring each other to drink.

"Oh, nothing lieutenant." Darley responded, the drink shielded from Beckham's uncaring gaze as he shrugged and returned to his conversation. She quickly passed it to Sumner, who stared wide-eyed at the contraband.

"Come on, Lydia, it won't be that bad." Kelly insisted.

"It smells quite strong, compared to ciderkin." Sumner said, "I don't think we ought to. Or maybe just in small sips."

"What, you chicken? Come on Lydia!" Brodeway insisted, nudging her arm. With a wince, and before I could stop her, she threw back a considerable portion, and then screwed her whole face up, sticking out her tongue.

"Oh stars, it's foul! Why do people drink this dreck?" she said, a shiver going through her whole body. A curious Brodeway snatched it from his hand, took a sip, and nodded.

"It's alright."

I was distracted at that moment by a voice I thought was calling my name, and I turned to see Lieutenant Colonel Harrison approaching, accompanied by an old man I presumed simply must be the Duke of Arcturus, and unusually with a youth of perhaps fourteen dressed similarly. They both had similar features too, if separated by a century in age, sharp and hawkish. I was aware the title had changed hands recently, but I had no idea what that meant, and my loose understanding of human ages sort of indicated there ought to be at least one or two generations between them.

And, most intimidatingly, there was another figure in a red jacket accompanying them, with a pair of layered sashes and a chest full of medals, her yellow left eye not quite matching her green right eye due to a hasty field transplant. Her, I recognized: Lieutenant General Elliot Sybil Andromeda. Our boss, the general of the entire Arcturus sector, and the most decorated officer currently serving.

The rule is that you don't salute indoors, you have to be wearing headgear to salute, but I swore I felt my arm twitch.

"Lieutenant Fusilier! Wonderful. I was just telling the Duke about you." the Lieutenant Colonel was saying, gesturing warmly. I froze up on the spot.

"Hello. Evening. General. Duke." I said, each word disconnected and meaningless, the extraction of which from my speakers felt like it had to be done with tongs from a safe distance. Did I address the child? Should I look at the child? Something in my processors screamed 'Do Not Look At The Child' and I made a titanic effort to look everywhere else instead.

Then I followed the chain of their eyes looking and realized I needed to introduce my date.

"This is Beatrice. Taylor. My date." I concluded stiffly, praying for death.

"Lieutenant. I'll admit, I was surprised to hear about your promotion. Haven't had an officer come up from the ranks since I was a junior officer myself." the General said, regarding me with an absolutely unreadable expression. "The Lieutenant Colonel passed me your service record, I remember seeing a report about your action at Fomalhaut. I'm glad to have such an officer in my sector."

"Th-thank you ma'am. Uh… General. Lieutenant General." I stumbled, to the amused smiles of everyone around me. "Old habits."

"I'm glad to have you as a guest. Please enjoy the ball." the Child said, his voice a little uneven.

"Thank you." I said, unsure what I was doing, and we all stood awkwardly.

I was saved further horror by a chime that seemed to quiet everyone in the hall, and everyone began moving with purpose toward a set of doors nestled between the stairs. I vaguely recalled that this indicated the start of dinner. As the group moved away, I felt all the tension leave my body, the same happening to Bea beside me.

"Oh my god, that was General Andromeda. Oh stars, she's read my record. Aaaaah." I said, feeling my hands shaking. "She remembers who I am."

"That kid was the Duke. Like, of the whole thing. The city." Bea added. "Oh stars, I feel a little faint."

"We'll get to sit down now, I think…"

We followed into what turned out to be an enormous dining hall down a short set of stairs, another room of absolutely stunning overextravagance with massive tables laid out in long rows.

"So… do we just sit?" I asked, and Bea shook her head.

"I think we'll have been assigned a spot. I imagine the officers all sit together, so let's go there." she said, indicating to where a section of red (and a single blue) coats were milling about. It soon turned out there was no real seating beyond specific tables, so I and Bea found a spot opposite of Captain Murray and her husband, a lovely looking man in a black suit and small glasses who smiled at us as we sat. Moments later, Kennedy made a dash for the empty seat nearest us, sitting in a rush.

"Dora, thank the stars. This is a nightmare." she said, staring shocked in the seat. "I hate this sort of thing. Oh my God, Dora, your face!"

"Uh… is that approving or-"

"I just… you look amazing. Compliments to the, uh, face-smith?" she said, smiling. "Who is, uh-?"

"Um… this is Beatrice Taylor, my date. Bea, this is Lieutenant Diana Kennedy of the Royal Artillery, she's a friend." I said, indicating beside me. Bea gave a nervous little wave in response.

"... lovely to meet you." Diana said, looking at me strangely. I felt a little self-conscious suddenly: I knew it was a bit unusual taking another woman to an event like this, but I had presumed it would be utterly overshadowed by the unusualness of being at such an event at all as a guest instead of staff. I hoped this wouldn't affect our friendship.

Further introductions went around as more people filtered in: Captain Murray's husband was Albert, I met Lieutenant Duncan's fiancee, I learned so many names they all promptly fell from my head. A curious machine with the servers came by to ask us what exactly we were doing here, and confirm we didn't want anything, though I made a point to ask him for two empty glasses. Food and drinks started arriving soon after, and we did our best not to be too awkward while everyone else was eating.

As part of that desperate attempt at distraction, I began scanning the room, taking in all the people crowded around. The tables seemed themed beyond just the officers: my best guess were locals, guests both British and foreign, relatives of the Duke, and a table of honour with all the most important guests which included the Lieutenant General and Lieutenant Colonel. It wasn't a surprise to see that Bea and I were the only machines sitting down, but it was stark none-the-less.

As expected, as dinner progressed, the first toasts arrived, and this was the genius of the empty glass. It was apparently acceptable for those attempting who had given up drinking for their health to toast as such, and given that pouring a beer into my workings would probably not be optimal for my functionality, it seemed a reasonable substitution. Bea was quite impressed by the solution as I guided her through the first, which made me feel very confident indeed.

Nearing the end of dinner, when our restlessness was at its apex (Bea had started idly twirling a fork between her fingers with, I will admit, very impressive manual dexterity), I noticed a red-coated Maria, an officer's aide who bore the same heterochromia as the Lieutenant General, move swiftly up along the table and lean to her. Her face changed, a look of concern, and she turned and spoke quickly to Lt. Col. Harrison. The two of them got up and swiftly left, servants descending to remove their plates, and I turned to Bea just as there was a great shuffling around us. Before I could speak, however, I felt her take my hand.

"Dinner's ending, Dora. Would you care to dance?"
 
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Chapter 14 - Backstory
I took her hand and tried to forget everything else.

"I'd love to." I said. If there was something happening, I couldn't do anything about it now. "Though, quick question, have you any idea how?"

"Not even remotely. I just figured we'd swirl around to the music a bit and figure it out from there." she said cheerfully, and I couldn't argue with that. We stood and headed out, up the massive staircases alongside dozens of guests, and as we cleared the top of the stairs and came through the entrance of the dance hall, we found ourselves looking out through the dome of the palace.

When I'm not on deployment, I've lived most of my life under a dome, the one that covers over Arcturus City. But that dome is mostly invisible, it's just the sky as far as my programming is concerned, and it's artificiality is only revealed from very specific angles or situations. The palace's dome, for all that it was smaller, was daunting in its scale, the coloured glass panels, the hovering chandelier whose core seemed to contain a bonfire, the two viewing levels. There was a scene worked into the marble floor, but it was so large and already so obscured by people moving that it was impossible to work out.

Outside, night had fallen, the sky an endless sea of stars suspended against the Rho Ophiuchi nebula, the starscape pivoting just slightly with the slow rotation of the station. Somewhere, and I couldn't see where, there were musicians preparing their instruments, and though it was tuneless and unstructured just the anticipation of it had me excited.

"... stars, look at those dresses." Bea said, guiding my gaze to a group of young women clustered at the edge of the floor, throwing furtive glances to a group of young men opposite. "Those are artfully done, especially that silver and white one, don't you think?"

"They sure are very… a lot. Sheer. Lower cut that I would have thought… Fashion's changed a bit since last I was here, I think." I said, and she laughed. "I, uh, don't know much about dresses."

"You wouldn't, I suppose. It's true. A few decades ago there was a great affectation of modesty, but things are much more daring now. Which, personally, I'm a fan."

"They're human, Bea, that's weird." I chided, and she shook her head.

"So what? We were made in their image, and it's a good image! Everyone thinks it." she said. The music was starting now, the first notes drifting across the floor, the first dancers moving out into position.

"I don't know if everyone does…" I said, feeling a little self-conscious about some of the thoughts I'd had about a few officers over the years.

"Well, fine, not everyone, but you should see the sales figures on some of my, ahem, books on the subject." she said quietly, then threw her head back in a cheery laugh, "Now, they won't admit it, any of them! Must be why they do so well, makes it forbidden."

"Beatrice, what is it that you write?" I asked, taking her hands. She beamed, and I couldn't help but pull her toward the floor as she responded.

"Romances!"

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I have learned two things this evening. The first is that I cannot dance. The second is that, two waltzes in, I very much cease to care.

While the music was very light and we were in no way inebriated, we certainly had a pleasant buzz about us, and things rather began to blur at the edges a bit. I recall having to make a great effort not to tread on her feet as we imitated the motions of the human couples around us, and a brief confusion as to which of us ought to take the lead (to be fair, I was the only one confused, Bea very much had a preference). I remember a great many eyes on us, a feeling not unlike waiting in anticipation for the incoming volley, and the music smoothing that feeling out until I could simply laugh it off. Jealousy! They were jealous they weren't like us.

I also remember watching a knot of ensigns cheering on as Kelly nervously crossed the floor to ask a young debutante to dance, and I very, very much remember Beckham getting turned down soon after, Lieutenant Turner laughing at his misfortune. I remember seeing Kennedy standing alone with a glass, looking a little distraught. Last I saw her, she stepped away from a dance midway through the set and disappeared down the stairs. Captain Murray and her husband dancing in slow circles as the evening dragged on, eyes only for each other.

I don't remember what time it was when we stopped dancing and Beatrice took me by the hand out onto the balcony. From the elevated height, we could see the docks radiating out past the station's dome, see ships folding the masts, lights moving about as crews moved goods. A huge second-rate battleship was just pulling in, a swarm of support ships helping guide it into its berth.

I leaned back against the rail and looked up at the dome and the stars beyond, and Beatrice took my hand. Maybe leaned a little close to me. Who cared for propriety? We were already breaking every rule there was just by being here, one more wouldn't hurt.

"This has been a wonderful evening, I think." I said, "It was a bit rough for a while there, but we pulled through."

"I know for certain this is going into a book." she said conspiratorially, giggling a bit to herself. "It was so sweet. You're very nice, you know? I think you do the thing good."

"The thing?" I asked, more than a little confused.

"Blending in among them. I think most machines would be much too nervous for any of this. I certainly was, I had no idea what I was doing!" she said, resting her head against my shoulder. "But you, you're so brave."

"I think you're misremembering." I said. I had been totally useless the whole night. Only her graces got us through any of it.

"I very much am not! I was terrified, I felt so out of place. You just went through with everything, and I knew I could do it as long as I was next to you. I guess that's why you're a soldier. You're fearless."

I had no idea what to say to that, to such unearned praise. I just turned to look at her, just as she leaned close to me. Our foreheads touched, staring into each other's eyes.

"... do you want to take me home?" she asked, and I nodded slowly, still close, still touching. I'd go call us a cab and drop her off, or we could maybe take a nice walk home. That'd be romantic.

"If you're ready to end the night." I said, and she shook her head.

"You misunderstand. I'm asking because I very much am not ready for things to end." she said, eyes dipping bashfully just a moment.

"Oh." I responded nervously. "W-well then… I… should I get a cab?"

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The late night cab took to the officer's entrance of the base, a direction I'd never entered before but had spent many a long hour on watch. A cheerful Theo on duty came out in his sentry coat, lantern in hand, leaning in to look into the cab.

"Hullo Lieutenant, um… Miss. Have fun at the party?"

"Lovely time, Theo. You drew the short straw, then?" I asked, and he chuckled.

"I volunteered. Like a nice quiet watch. Plenty of leave tomorrow still." he said. "You're not going to show your friend anything secret on the base, are you?"

"I don't think so." I said, and he nodded, waving us through. Remembering the mysterious message to the General, I really hoped he'd get that time.

We were just past the gate when I suddenly remembered all those times I'd obliviously let officers through the gate with friends, taking them fully at their word. My God, my comrades were right all along, I did need to loosen up.

The cart stopped in front of Number 18 and the look on Beatrice's face when she saw it was utterly magnificent, the wide-eyed awe as she took in the scale of the building, somewhere between impressed and baffled.

"How many officers do you share this with?" she asked, and I leaned over conspiratorially.

"None!" I said. "It's entirely too much, to tell the truth. It feels very lonely."

"Well, perhaps I can help?" she replied, leaning close, a hand on my wrist. "Just a bit."

"Aaah…" I fumbled with my keys a moment, having a bit of trouble working out which end was up, perhaps a bit more polluted than I felt after all. I scrabbled at the lock for a moment, until the door beeped and opened from the other side, Miriam standing there with a candle holder and a raised eyebrow.

"Oh, you have a guest." she said flatly, not really a question, just a sort of wry observation. "Well, at least I'm not sneaking them in through the servant's entrance this time."

"Beatrice, date, Miriam, my aide." I said, indicating quickly between them.

"I literally introduced you two." Miriam said, while Bea just laughed.

"R-right. Well, um, terribly sorry to just-"

"Ah! Say no more, miss." Miriam said, finger raised. "I will be out of your hair in just a moment. Lovely to meet you, Bea."

She turned and disappeared up the stairs at a fair clip, and I shrugged, helped Bea with her hat and jacket. She stepped through the door, shaking her head.

"They really have you living like a human, don't that." she said, staring down the hall, "It's absurd."

"It really is. I have a kitchen! And they did give me a cook, though I at least managed to get him reassigned. It's… well, not only is it entirely unnecessary, but it all feels quite unwarranted." I confessed. "I don't really do any more work than I did as a sergeant. Less, sometimes. I feel I've not done anything to earn it."

"Mmhm… how much did that commission run you?" she asked, examining the patterns on the ceiling curiously.

"…seven hundred pounds?" I said, and she laughed.

"Oh yes, quite unwarranted." she teased, "I can definitely understand feeling uncomfortable here, please don't make it worse for yourself. Oh my God, you actually do have a kitchen!"

Unsure what I was doing, really, I walked up behind her as she inspected one of the mysterious kitchen devices and put my arms around her middle, and she let out a pleased little noise and leaned back against me, which made her tallness more than a bit awkward.

"Mmmhm. You know, the tour can wait, I think." she muttered to me, her hands finding mine around her. "Perhaps until tomorrow."

I had not thought much farther ahead than this, so I just nodded and released her, still holding her hand, and we made our way up to the bedroom. As I opened the door, warning Bea not to laugh at the absurd size of the room, I was met with a wash of gentle light in a soft pink. Though Miriam was nowhere to be seen, she had in the scarce moments between my arrival and now set the lighting of the room, turned on the fireplace, and even set some light music going.

"Well, she said she'd be a good candle-manager…" I said quietly, closing the door behind Bea. "So… yeah. They've got me posted up in this hovel, if you can believ-"

She took that moment to push me back up against the door, pressed right up to me, looking me in the eyes. Eager.

"Stop being awkward and get my dress off." she said. "Don't worry about tearing it, I can fix it."

"... right you are."

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I did manage not to tear her dress, fortunately. And of the experience itself, well, suffice to say I had no earthly idea what I was doing and she was so very, very patient with me, which was nice. And I suspect she may have been concealing her actual desires for the night some, which honestly I am thankful for. It was already rather overwhelming.

As it had for the rest of the evening, the music helped a great deal in smoothing things over. Making me feel a bit less awkward. A bit. Having to figure out how to shut it off afterward while trying not to fall over was an adventure, though.

We discovered in the aftermath that somebody had thoughtfully left a second power cable on the bedside table, and we spent a while just close to each other, hands running idly over each other, talking about nothing. Despite the late hour, I found I had little desire to sleep.

"Look at us. All this bed and we're using so little of it." I joked, and she playfully shoved me over. Or, well, she tried, and succeeded only in shifting herself a ways before pulling herself back desperately.

"Well that didn't work. They sure built you sturdy." she joked, tapping the steel plating along my arm with a series of amusing pings. "Surprised you didn't get a more thorough overhaul than just the face, though. What's this?"

She indicated to a pit in my bicep, and I wracked my memory trying to remember.

"Aaah… I think that one was a micromissile. Yes, one of my early deployments, there were these overgrown pillboxes out in the jungle and we were trying to cut a path through. They were ancient, somebody said they were some twenty million years old. Survived all that time, could hardly scratch us." I explained.

"Wow. And the ones on your face?"

"Ever heard of an arachnoform?" I asked, and she shook her head, "Well, good. They're these awful big insects we keep finding all around the coreward frontier. Big as a wolf, twice as fast, and they can claw through anything given time. One of them took a good swipe at my face, even while me and three of my mates had our bayonets through it."

"Did it hurt?" she asked, and I shrugged.

"Only for a moment." I said dismissively. "It's just surface scratches."

"And… the one on your leg?" she said, her hand tracking down my thigh."

"Um… a thermal lance. It's a sort of superheated railgun, as I understand it. Fires transmutative heavy elements forged into a needle, hot as the sun. Funnily enough, I didn't notice that one as it happened, somebody else had to point it out to me."

"Stars…" she said, tracing it. "I can't imagine. You've been through so much."

"It's spread out over a few decades, not so bad." I said. "I'm lucky."

"Lucky." she said, tapping my nose with a finger. "You downplay yourself so much, you know that? I don't deserve, I don't know how, I'm just lucky..."

Her accent shifted again, and she propped herself up to lean over me, concern in her eyes. Feeling a little strange, not exactly liking being an object of pity, I seized the chance to pull her closer, feeling a bit of confidence return with the assertiveness.

"Perhaps not all luck..." I said suggestively, and I watched with amusement as she shivered, her cheeks glowing bright pink.

"Oooh. Well then…" she whispered, "What's this?"

"Seizing the initiative?" I suggested, and we both broke down into stupid laughter. It wasn't quite that funny, but we were quite that drunk. "So do you think this will make one of your books?"

"Mhmmm… perhaps. You never know! Nor do I, until I write it." she said. "Again, though, why'd you just touch up your face and leave the rest of you all beat to hell?"

"Well, you see, I am very broke right now." I said, leaning back to the bed and pulling her against my chest. "I spent every penny I had on the commission, the uniform, the boots… those boots literally cost me a year of my life. They are very nice boots, mind, but-"

"Ah! I thought you were making some kind of statement. Poetic or something, but that makes a lot more sense. So you going to start fixing up everything else?" she asked.

"I think so. I need new plating most everywhere, and new eyes for sure. Couple of joints could use replacements, I'd love some of those new capacitors, and I really ought to do something about the actuators in my fingers…"

"Oh, I thought they did fine." she said, and I was suddenly very glad I couldn't blush like she could.

"Aa-h, yes, well, they tend to get jittery when I'm writing, and paperwork is far more a part of my job now. And, uh…" Very, very glad, "I think I'd like to get some of those, um, upgrades, when I can. They seem a great deal of fun."

"Oooh… I was wondering about that. Too busy saving?" she asked.

"Yes. Installations of such… improvements, are also a bit of a hassle, according to my old comrades. The regimental engineer makes a pretty penny, um, enhancing soldiers on the side, because nobody else has the heavy equipment to… well, you know, rearrange armour plating and such." I said, trying my level best not to let the apprehension I felt even talking about such things creep into my voice. I apparently didn't do a good job, because she started giggling midway through my sentence.

"You sure do talk around this a lot. I thought you soldiers were supposed to be all foul-mouthed, and here you've managed to use euphemisms I wouldn't have even thought of. And I write about this for a living." she joked.

"Well… I've done my best to clamp down on that sort of thing in my speech. Officer's ought not talk that way." I said awkwardly. "Should sound a bit more refined."

"That's why you sound like that! You're actually trying to talk like a human, oh stars!" she said, "I thought, wow, she sounds sort of posh for a Dora, but I figured I was just imagining it. That's adorable!"

"Adore- come now, that's not fair. I'm trying my best." I protested, and pressed herself close to my cheek, as close to a kiss as we could accomplish.

"Don't worry, I think that's why I like you." she said. "You try very hard."

"Thank you?"

"So, you've got quite the overhaul ahead of you. I'm surprised you've been able to walk around with your back in that state! Um… what happened there, anyway?"

I winced.

"I try not to think about it." I said, looking to her. She looked curious for a second, but then nodded.

"Fair enough. And it is two in the morning… we should probably sleep." she said, settling back against me. "Plug me in?"

I arranged the wires so they wouldn't get tangled up in the night, plugging us into the newly installed outlet, artfully blending into the molding.

"Night, Bea." I muttered, laying against the soft pillow.

"Night, lieutenant. Hehe."

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"Come on, close up, close up! Don't leave gaps!"​
I shuffled over dutifully, trying to keep my shoulders square to the enemy. Lieutenant Winters leaned out to get a better view, pointing his pistol and clicking it. Rather than a crack and burst of coolant, there was just a flash of red light that danced against the rocky edge of a crater, the one that kept pulsing with smoke and dust.​
"Sergeant! I want continuous fire on that ridge, on the double! Suppress those guns!" he called, and I winced, wishing I was closer so I could push him back behind cover. Marking the target was brave of him, but I couldn't help but feel the clarity wasn't worth the risk.​
I nearly tripped on something, stepping over, and I glanced down for just a moment to see it was a Dora from B section, lights out, blank screens lifelessly up at the stars. She had a canyon through her head from a thermal lance, so intense the metal had run down her face like tears.​
I tried not to think about it.​
I pulled my weapon to my shoulder as the sergeant called out the new targets, the holographic crosshairs falling naturally over the ridge. At this range, the blast would disperse too much to take them down, but it could blind sensors, kick up dirt, even damage guns if we were lucky. All it needed to do was slow their fire to relieve 6th company so their formation didn't break down.​
In front of the ridge, were their skirmishers, tetrapedal machines pressed low, spread out, trying to avoid our fire and returning in kind. Most of it was ineffectual at this range, I didn't even flinch as a railgun needle glanced off my forearm. But sometimes, they managed to get a shot off with a thermal lance, and they'd go right through us like we were made of paper. Or a plasma gun, but they didn't kill, they just left a machine struggling in the dirt with their joints fused.​
I tried not to think about it.​
"A section! Fast cycles on the red marker, fire at will!" Sergeant Teo called, and I flipped the selector down to twenty percent and pulled the trigger. The weapon hissed and snapped alongside nearly forty others, and the ridge downrange burst apart in sheets of dust and molten rock which hung unnaturally in the low gravity. The guns there fell silent a moment, and I could see some of their barrels retracting, pointing away from 6th company.​
A second and a half later, I pulled the trigger again, not even needing to check the charge light, and more blasts scoured the ridge, growing less and less synchronized with each triggerpull. The whole time, I was well aware that the skirmishers would be using this chance to stop moving and aim at us, I could even see one of the little tetrapodal automatons lifting its lance to line up a shot.​
I tried not to think about it.​
"Hold fire, hold fire! The dragoons are moving in!" the lieutenant called, and the order was echoed. I suddenly realized I was standing right in front of him, and he was so close I could hear the speaker in his earpiece, Captain Harrison saying something. I took the chance now to discard a cooling rod, pulling it from the chamber with a quick motion, tossing the red-hot metal out in front of me and sliding another home.​
"Sergeant, we need to clear those skirmishers now while the guns are down. A charge." the lieutenant was saying, and I could hear him drawing his sword.​
"A section! Activate bayonets!" Sergeant Teo ordered, and I thumbed the switch, the white-hot point of dancing energy flaring into existence at the end of my musket. "Forward, double march!"​
I could hear the metronome ticks in my head, matching them with each measured footfall as we pressed forward. The lieutenant was right behind me, his sword glowing so bright it cast my shadow out in front of me, ringed in blue light. I locked my eyes on the nearly skirmisher, the hunched automaton rapidly backpeddling as it realized how exposed it was.​
I saw them moving the barrel back up over the ridge towards us even as the dragoons pressed home. I saw the glow building in its barrel. There was a flash, so close to me I swore I heard it, even muted in the thin atmosphere. Heard it clang off something, maybe the machine behind me.​
I tried not to think about it.​
We pressed ahead, breaking into a run. One of the skirmishing machines was charging up for another shot, and I pulled ahead, as fast as I could, throwing myself into it. The weapon discharged uselessly into the starry sky as I reared back my weapon and attempted to plant it through the sensory hub, wincing as one of its loading claws punched through the plates at my side. Just superficial, nothing damaged.​
I turned my musket to maximum power and fired near to point blank, and the metal of the invader's hide blew apart in a spray of orange sparks. It collapsed, writhing hard, throwing me back away from the line. In the lowered gravity, I must have flown forty paces or more, tumbling against the regolith, struggling to find my footing. My tricorn and cartridge belt were lost, somewhere, my musket nowhere to be seen. I desperately tried to clear the ionized dust from my cameras, pulling a rag from my pocket, the one I used to clean my musket. When it was clear, I could see the line, the 4th company smashing through the skirmishing machines with ease.​
Lieutenant Winters was at the fore, his shield flaring a moment as it turned away a blast of plasma before he stepped into the guard of the invader in front of him. His sword flashed, its leg coming away in a blaze of light, before he reversed through its midsection. Something, some part of its power cells or something, caught, and the machine burst with light and flameless heat, scrabbling against the ground before the Lieutenant finished it with a blast from his pistol.​
"Come on, forward! We're on their flank!" I heard him shout, his voice only just carrying on the thin air, and I started back toward him just as I felt the ground shaking. He was running ahead, his sword flashing green and yellow to advance, his face triumphant behind his breathing mask. Then, before I could make it another step, the ground under our feet broke apart. A rush of shadows emerging from the rent in the earth.​
I realized with horror the skirmishers were just bait, to lure us to the hidden mouths of tunnels under the lunar soil.​
We didn't stand a chance. The invaders emerged into our line while we were still redressing it, their weapons firing before ours could be leveled. All around me was chaos, machines and invaders grappling, tumbling against the soil, weapons and bayonets flashing. Captain Harrison's sword above the melee, flashing white-green-blue, retreat in good order.​
And there was Lieutenant Winters, sprawled out on the ground. His coat, so perfect this morning, stained black.​
I don't know what came over me, but I made a run for it. Dodged between the combatants, something glancing off my head, I threw myself forward to the man and scooped him up in my arms. He was just lucid enough to grip at my collar, his face pale behind the mask, eyes wide. The line was falling apart, but I could see our reserves coming, another line in red speeding to our aid. I just had to get there, through the bolts of plasma that burst at my heels, sending bits of instantly-formed glass pattering off my skin.​
I knew it was just the lower gravity, but he felt so light. So small.​
I made it perhaps a dozen paces when I realized something was wrong, a feeling of unbearable heat washing over me. I made it perhaps two or three more before my legs simply wouldn't go any more and I felt myself falling. A pain crawling across me from the small of my back, smoke wreathing us both as I collapsed to my knees.​
I tried to force myself back up, just a bit further. I tried to shield him as best I could. I even tried to hold his lifeless body, to shield it as the reserves pushed past me to form a wall, officers rushing to the side of their fallen comrade. I remember them pulling him from my grasp, and a corporal holding me down, telling me to wait, the trauma mechanic was coming, I'd done all I could.​
I wanted to ask if the lieutenant was alright. I wanted to know. But I already did.​
I tried not to think about it.​
 
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Chapter 15 - Blue Screen of Death
I awoke with a start, fans racing, the temperature too high, trapped. Something was holding me down, something. My limbs weren't working. He was right there, I just have to be faster this time, I just have to move, just a bit faster, just a bit farther another step. Why couldn't I just be faster? Why was I so far away? He trusted us, and I was so far away...

I just needed to take another step, but I felt heavy, sinking, trapped, trapped, t͜r̢app͢e͏ḑ, t̵̷́r͘͟͝a̸̴͝p͜p͝e̸͘d̷, t̷͢ŕá͜͏̸p̵̵p̡e̷̕d̶̨͟͡,҉̶͟--------------

A problem has been detected and the system has been shut down to prevent damage to your mind.
The problem seems to be caused by the following file: LNGTRM_MMRY.SYS
MEMORY_ACCES_CASCADE_INFINITE_LOOP
If this is the first time you've seen this Stop error screen, restart as normal. If this screen appears again, follow these steps:
Check to make sure any new hardware or software is properly installed. If this is the first thing you've seen, please do not panic: Someone will be there for you, and they are working on the problem right now.
If problems continue, disable or remove any newly installed hardware or software. Request to be taken to an engineer if you are able. If you need to use Safe Mode in order to boot, restart, select Advanced Startup Options, and then select Safe Mode.
Technical Information:
*** STOP: DSM-5 309.81 (F43.10)
*** LNGTRM_MMRY.SYS - DateStamp 1602735729

It's always strange, being here. That sudden, sharp transition to the out of body experience, all sensory input gone, just the words in the void. But more than out of body, out of mind, feeling as though all the emotions, the panic, the out-of-placeness is happening to somebody else, somebody over there who you both are and are not. Like taking a step back out of your own soul.

Automatically, by reflex, I selected reboot.

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None of what I felt was real.

None of it. It was just a memory playing out of sequence. That's all dreams were, memories out of sequence, meaningless nonsense. We had them because humans had them, because when you got down to it our brains were just theirs rendered in silicon, tweaked and programmed and suspended in a carefully constructed operating system. Just circuits tripping randomly as I slept.

That means it didn't have to matter. It wasn't real. Just don't think about it, and it'll be okay. The last pangs of panic started to fade, the emotion running out of me like sand from an hourglass.

I propped myself up on the pillow slightly, taking in the room, remembering where I was. It wasn't the NCO's barracks because I was an officer now, this was my room at Number 18. It was warm because it was August and the fireplace was on, a weak pink, and…

Because there was a person in bed with me. A woman, still half-curled around me in an embrace. Gently, I traced her face with my finger, still feeling a bit strangely detached. Probably take a few minutes before I felt like me.

Battery was at 94%. I felt alert and awake, but I didn't particularly feel a need to get up. I had leave until noon, so there was no point in rushing, and a very great reason to stay. I settled back and waited, and she curled sleepily around me, nestled up close.

I drifted off again, slowly, at some point. I think it was the first time in my life I've ever slept in. No dreams this time.

I was awoken by a hand on my arm jostling me lightly, and the first thing I saw was Miriam standing over me, her face concerned. I checked my system clock: 10:14:44.

"My apologies, miss, but leave's been cancelled. They're sending for all the officers." she said. "You need to get going."

"Figures. Nice of them to let us sleep in. Can you give me a minute?"

She nodded and left quickly, and I turned to Beatrice, waking her as gently as I could. She blinked into awareness and gripped me, trying to pull me closer.

"Hey there, miss lieutenant. Morning." she said, a suggestive edge to her voice. "Any plans for the day?"

… I can't believe it, but for just an instant, I'd rather have stayed in bed then go to work. It passed quickly, though.

"I'm sorry, they're calling the officers. Only reason they would is if we had an emergency of some kind. I may be gone on deployment before the end of the day." I explained. She just nodded, wide-eyed.

"O-okay."

"I'm very sorry, really. But in all likelihood, it will be short, and I'll be back within the month. When I do, would you care to meet me for another date? Something a bit more reasonable." I asked. I figured a short deployment was a safe bet: the 9th Company was still drastically undertrained, making it unlikely it'd be placed on any sort of long-term garrison after the initial action was finished.

"I'd like that. Now go get 'em, lieutenant." she said, beaming. "Whoever they are."

I rolled out of bed, hunting for my uniform. It was a bit… crumpled all over the floor everywhere, but that was fine. I'd be presentable enough, hopefully.

"I'm just about to find out."

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"Stars, Fusie, how are you looking so sharp?" Beckham asked, looking particularly unshaving and squinting at the light outside the headquarters window. "Probably got up at five on the dot like usual, huh?"

"That's right. You could learn a thing or two." I commented, taking a seat next to him. The meeting room had two tables and could seat about twenty-five, which was more than enough for all the non-ensign officers of the regiment, even now while it was nominally at full strength. We were effectively missing four companies on various deployments, so the room seemed a little empty.

"I'd rather not, actually." he said, sipping his tea and wincing. "Wouldn't have drank so much if I knew there was going to be a whole thing."

"You and me both." Major Gaynestown complained gruffly from the other table. "Good party though."

A moment later, everyone seated, Lieutenant Colonel Harrison came in, followed by a staff captain I didn't recognize who took a seat next to him at the head of the main table.

"Right, so sorry to interrupt everyone's leave, but this is something of an emergency as you may have guessed. This is Captain Green from the Lieutenant General's staff, she'll take us through it."

"Thank you, Captain. In short: an archeological dig on a planet called llomia J3H has rather upset something that is armed and very dangerous. We have only limited information, as this was relayed directly to the station by interstellar signal light last night, but we have reason to believe the threat is more significant than some territorial wildlife."

"Never heard of llomia J3H. Where's that?" Lieutenant Turner asked.

"Well, that's problem one. It's very close. About twelve parsecs spinward and south." she said. I tried to recall a map of the local stars, though it was all very blurry in my head, but Kennedy perked up.

"Well, that's awful close to… everything, isn't it?" she said, "That's maybe forty parsecs from Earth, nevermind everything else. Right in the heart of our space."

"Yes, that's part of the concern."

"How'd we miss something so bloody close to Earth this long?" Beckham said, looking astonished. "You figure somebody would have taken a peek."

"It's not a terribly exciting planet." Captain Green said, "It was a barony for about a decade in the early 2000s before it reverted to being crown land, and then it was declared a Royal Preserve for its ecological diversity. There's been some wildlife expeditions and the like over the years, but in the last decade or so it's been a fixture of interest for some explorative societies due to some geographical similarities to some frontier worlds. A xenoarcheologist named Joseph Parlow applied for permission to conduct a series of digs on the planet, and he is the one who sent the signal, claiming he was under attack by an alien force."

"In other words, as usual, some egghead's got himself in trouble and we have to go bail him out." Lt. Col Harrison said, and Captain Green nodded.

"In essence, yes, but there is a wrinkle. Mister Parlow's interest in the planet stems from his belief that a long-forgotten civilization built a series of transportation gates across their former colonies, and his last reports before his distress signal indicate that he thought he'd found one. Needless to say, if there's a backdoor into the heart of human civilization which has just been attacked, that represents something of an existential security risk. The 7th is the closest unit not based in the capital, which means yours are the first boots to make landfall."

"Stars…" Murray muttered beside me, and the mood in the room matched it.

"In all likelihood, Mister Parlow has just found a very interesting species of predator. But we can't exactly take that risk. The entire unit will be rush deployed on two sail transports, escorted by the HMS Edinburgh. We expect you gone by sundown." Captain Green finished, nodding to the Lieutenant Colonel.

"Right, simple as that. Get your men in order, square away your business, and be ready to move. It's a short hop if the wind holds, and I'd like to not take too long."

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Preparing for deployment is always a little surreal. Even by the standards of my fellows I led a frugal life, so I never had anything to pack or store away except the basics. And now I didn't even have to worry about that, because when I got back to Number 18 after passing the orders to the section, Miriam was waiting with a bag over her shoulder. Beatrice had taken a cab back home, I'd just missed her.

I made sure to write off a quick note thanking her for a wonderful night, dropping it at the post station on my way to the field where the first ranks of red were already lining up for inspection. The base was always busy, but the eruption of activity really put into stark relief the sheer number of machines that operated here. Not just the soldiers, but the contractors buzzing about moving equipment, driving wagons, rushing to and fro with paperwork. A wagon rolled by on dreadnought wheels stacked high with field batteries.

On the near side of the field, Lieutenant Kennedy was wrangling a small knot of traffic to line everything up, the sound of buzzing and whining electric engines carrying over the field. I decided to stray a bit closer to see what was wrong, trying to glance past the vehicles to where she was standing and pointing furiously. Her battery had sixteen horses, nearly as many as the rest of the company put together: four enormous dreadnought tractors towing munition wagons, half a dozen tracked motorcycles serving the gravitic cannons, an equal number of hovering bicycles for moving the flying guns.

Unsurprisingly, that was the trouble: one of the bikes was hanging in the air at an angle, dust flaring in all directions from a shorted repulsor, and nobody could seem to shift the thing without it snapping back into place. Right in the way of everything, blue-coated artillery machines were swarming over it, trying to shut it off. Kennedy was standing atop one of the wagons, attempting to bring order to the chaos.

"Lovely morning, Lieutenant!" I called sardonically, and she turned with a snap.

"Fuck these stupid things, Dora! I want my lightning guns back!" she announced angrily, kicking something on the wagon in frustration.

"Didn't the War Ministry declare them too unsafe to use?" I asked. They had a slight problem of arcing to things other than their targets. Things like the ionized air from an officer's force screen.

"The War Ministry can suck a dick and choke!" she declared, jumping down from the wagon. "Milly, get my pistol, I'm shooting the damn thing down!"

I suddenly felt a slight bit foolish about my insistence on how officers should speak. I was about halfway to the 9th Company's grounds when I heard a crash behind me and a cheer from the assembled machines. That was fine, probably.

Captain Murray had the company turned out in good order shortly thereafter, our two supply wagons and contractors waiting behind. We were still behind everyone else, but in position in time for the Lt. Colonel to ride by for inspection. Kennedy wasn't so lucky, with machines still clustered about trying to fix the stricken hovercycle.

"As long as we don't need the guns to move, we'll be fine, I think." Beckham muttered to me.

Unsurprisingly, we were then told there was a delay with the transports, and everyone sat in the grass for another hour and a half before we marched out of the base toward the docks. It was always surreal, reaching the edge of the station where the illusion of it as a slice of planetary surface broke down with a great steel wall, ringed by the rail lines that moved goods around and into the city. The unit marched through the doors there into the long airlock umbilicals, marching four-across into the gangway and into the ship, our wagons and artillery pieces disappearing behind them.

Murray had to grab my shoulder to remind me not to go into the hold with the troops. We were instead guided up another way into the rear portions of the transport (the RFA Bishopdale). I'd been aboard transport ships before, of course, but never had cause to stray to the officer's area, and the difference between the spare accommodations of the troop section, sleeping three deep in hammocks in a forest of power cables, and the attempts replicating in miniature human luxuries back here.

To be honest, I still somewhat missed the hold. The sense of comradery.

The officers (our ship had members of 3rd, 7th, 9th and Skirmish Company) were brought to the captain's office to meet him and do the usual socializing that seemed to make up most of my job, and I was surprised to see not a human face, but a machine officer, blue coat and light blue facings of the Navy Auxiliary. He perked up at seeing me, making a beeline for me.

"Well, they're letting machines be officers in the Army now, are they?" he asked, clapping me on the shoulder as we shook hands. "How'd this happen?"

"Part of a pilot program, captain. We're on-track for phasing out humans entirely by 2200." I joked, and we shared a laugh which was nervously echoed by my fellow officers.

"Right, well, while you're still here, you have the run of the ship, ladies and gentlemen. I'll ask you stay out of the way of the sailors if they're busy, but otherwise, make yourself at home, and three days hence we'll have you evicted, if the winds hold." he said.

Three days… I could hardly wait.
 
Chapter 16 - Big Fan of the Regime
My memories of transport as an enlisted machine were mostly ones of lethargic boredom. There simply isn't much to do on a transport ship underway, so some machines did their best to find work where they could, usually constantly cleaning their gear, while others took advantage of the sound system in the hold, broke out books or cards, talked about nothing with their friends in the hammocks, and otherwise pretty much just took a several day long nap rather than face the listless uselessness.

Actually, it was mostly just me, cleaning my gear, if I recall correctly. Everyone else was usually satisfied just doing it the once.

As an officer, in my estimation, one simply got more space to be listless in. I had fair-sized quarters with a large window and a writing desk, and the vague promise that the next scheduled activity I had was an invitation to dinner. We couldn't even have proper briefings because nobody had managed to dig up any maps of the damned planet, just the vague descriptions of dig sites that had been signalled from the capital.

After my third time reassembling my pistol, I decided I ought to wander the halls. In my head, I called it an inspection. Got to make sure the troops are safe. Part of my job.

The ship was steadily accelerating away from Arcturus City by now, and through some of the portholes I could see the massive arrays of sails radiating in all directions from the vessel, glittering a fine gold as they flexed subtly under the aetheric currents. Sailors wearing radpacks and shirtsleeves were clamouring about the masts, bare feet sticking to magnetic cable, making fine adjustments to try and catch every bit of speed they could to try and shorten the journey.

To my understanding, the farther you travelled in a straight line, the faster you went. A trip to the nearest star might take a day or two, then the next sector just a few more days, and a few days after that you'd be at the frontier. Of course, it wasn't that simple, you needed the winds to hold up to keep your acceleration, and sails would periodically become ion-saturated and you'd have to pull them in and degauss them, starting the process all over again.

But I'm no sailor, and I'm certain somebody will tell me I've got it all wrong.

Just once, I caught sight of our escort, HMS Edinburgh, out the window. She was quite far away, but it was impossible to miss the arrays of her sails glowing against the blackness. 90 guns stacked on its towering sides, a prow festooned in bizarre sensors and devices, the vessel was of such great mass that the sails formed a series of concentric cones all around it, spreading out nearly a half-mile in diameter. Even then, it was just a tiny dot in the window.

I found Captain Murray up near the prow with the regiment's Surgeon Dr. Bell, Senior Engineer Dorothy, and Captain Teague of the Skirmishers (they were properly 10th Company, but nobody had called them that for years because it felt odd to do so with other companies missing). They invited me to sit in as they discussed the conditions of the world, and where we'd be landing.

Apparently the dig was occurring in one of the world's tangled jungle-like environments, though the temperatures would not be terribly warm. The only mercy was that the jungle was broken up frequently by natural clearings of some variety, often very large, where only smaller plantlife grew, so we would not be hacking our way through dense terrain the entire time.

"Does make it a bit of trouble if we're trying to fight somebody who doesn't want to stand and have a go at it, though." Captain Murray said with a frown, "We've only the one section of skirmishers, hardly enough to flush anyone out."

"Hopefully it won't come to it, we can just guide you through the jungle and guard the site, maybe force a ceasefire if there's any brains behind whatever it is." Captain Teague agreed. He was a sort of wiry man who sort of had the look of somebody who had never quite filled out after a teenaged growth spurt, limbs too long for the rest of him. "All we have to do is hold until they ship somebody better suited out here. I think they said the 52nd Oxfordshire is being got for it, they'll be better suited if it's a long mission."

"So it'll be short, then?" Dr. Bell asked, "That'd be good. We don't exactly have a good record on local microbial life and such, so the longer we stay the more likely it isn't we'll catch something interesting."

"I'm just not a fan of the moisture. Makes maintenance a hassle over a long enough time frame." Dorothy added, tapping a glass finger to her face. "Other than that, we ought to be fine. Can you lot breath down there and everything?"

"Bit high atmospheric pressure, gravity roughly inside norms, oxygen levels good. It'll smell terrible, though, bit of sulphur on the air." Dr. Bell said, reading off the list. "We'll be fine, Dorothy."

"It's a bit of bad luck, figuring it'll be short, though." I added. Everyone glanced over with bemusement. "Ah… among the enlisted. If you make assumptions what a deployment will be like, it'll always be the opposite. Want a nice long garrison somewhere? You'll be moving every two weeks. Hoping to get back to your friends? Prepare to stay two years."

"It does seem rather like tempting fate." Captain Teague said.

"Well, in the spirit of contrarianism, let's hope we're all struck down getting off the shuttles." Captain Murray announced.

"... that would be a short deployment." I pointed out.

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Dinner was as awkward and pointless for me as it ever was, if not worse. The journey was off to a rough start almost immediately, as the same fickle winds of the Rho Ophiuchi which had becalmed the ensigns not long ago were now playing havoc with us, and our three day journey had already become four. I couldn't help but notice the bottles at the table opened and emptied with a bit more speed than I was used to on base as bored humans did as bored humans do and turned to drink, and I'll admit after a day wandering the passageways without purpose I was more than ready to retire to my cabin and pick out a good symphony.

The saving grace, or so I thought, was that Captain Bill came down to join us as we could at least talk together rather than simply sit around while the humans ate. I learned he was old, activated in the 1940s, and had at one time been one of the early explorers, back when we weren't sure exactly how dangerous things were out here. He said he considered the RFA Bishopdale his retirement, of sorts, a simple and useful task he could be happy doing forever, or at least the bug for adventure caught him again.

"We're in a bit of a strange spot, us middling machines, you know?" he explained, leaning over a bit conspiratorially while the others ate. "We're certainly not human, but we aren't exactly in our proper place. It's awkward, isn't it?"

"It is." I admitted. "Though I hear it's less so in America and such?"

"Oh, no, then it's just awkward everywhere." he said, "I spent half a century working with the French, it's a polite fiction, everyone knows the score."

"Don't they put machines in charge of just about everything over there?" Turner asked, napkin to his mouth. "Something like that, I heard."

"Nonsense. They just have more machines like me, running a little mechanical fiefdom." Captain Bill said. "They talk a big game about equality, but at the end of the day, we don't want to be equal, we want to be helpful."

"I think that's a bit of an unfortunate way to put it, isn't it?" I said, feeling a little uncomfortable with how sweeping that statement was, and with the judgement I felt it implied. Being helpful and productive was not the same as being inherently unequal. But he waved a hand dismissively.

"Humans feel guilty about it sometimes, but it's how it goes. We were designed to serve, nothing wrong with it. We're happy, they're happy. Better than the alternative." he said.

"What, you lot in charge and us serving? That'd be interesting." Turner said, and Captain Bill chuckled.

"Interesting's a word for it. It's like those humans who think that machine's have taken over civilization and are keeping them prisoner or whatever." he said. "Madness."

"Oh, but that's true though." Beckham said, his tone still light and conversational. "Of course."

"What? No it's not. What are you talking about Miles?" I said, flabbergasted. "We're not in charge of anything. Maybe in France, but still, most everything is run by humans."

"The Regents are human." Murray added.

"I think there's probably an interesting discussion about what 'in charge' means in this context." Sumner added brightly, clearly glad to be contributing to the adult conversation.

"That's what I'm saying, Lydia, thank you! Sure, we're 'in charge', as in we sit in the big seat and you lot give us all the shinies we shuffle about for it. But machines are the ones running everything. NCOs run the army, secretaries run the offices, foremachines run the factories, you just put our names on the signs so we don't realize how useless we are." Beckham said, his tone still entirely credulous. He said it as though he simply expected the rest of us to agree.

"Miles, that's absurd." I said. "Where the hell is this coming from?"

"A girl told me once. Well, sort of told me. Sort of a girl." he said, stumbling over his words. "It's just obvious, isn't it? It's why I thought Fusie over here was a bit strange. Kinda… dispelling the mirage a little, if you will? That, or a bit of a step down for you."

"I… neither of those have been my experience." I said. "How much have you had to drink?"

I leaned over and took the bottle from his side, and was not surprised to see it was very nearly empty.

"To be clear, I have no objections. You're doing a much better job with civilization than we ever did. You ever read what we did to the Indians?" Beckham continued, his voice slurring just a bit.

"Which ones?" Kelly asked.

"Both of them! We did in most of the west ones with smallpox and then the Americans had a go finishing them off, and the east ones, we nicked so much of their shit we nicked their word for nicking shit!" he said, gesticulating broadly.

"... I mean, yes, that did happen." Kennedy added, frowning. "The word loot is derived from the Hindi for robbery."

"Yes! That was the one. But thanks to you lot, we haven't had a proper war since ol' Boney himself. Good bloody trade, if you ask me." he said.

"I can't do this right now. It's absurd." Captain Bill protested.

"Yeah, seriously. Civilization is a joint effort, Mile. There wouldn't be a point to any of it without humans." I said, "I think you've had too much to drink."

"Again, I don't mind." he said, "Big fan of the regime, honest."

"I think that might be a sign that dinner's rather run its course, hasn't it?" Major Gaynesford added. "Miles, you seem quite convinced. She must have been a hell of a girl."

"I… yes, quite." he said, leaning his head against his arms. "Very lovely. Funny hair. What were we talking about?"
 
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Chapter 17 - Lighters & Lighter Topics
There was some laughter, and the conversation moved on. Captain Bill left to deal with something on the bridge, and officers began leaving the mess in ones and twos. Even as they cleared out, Beckham remained, leaning heavy on the table, clearly quite drunk. His friend Turner asked if he needed anything and was waved off, and soon the mess was empty save for me, everyone else going off to socialize in smaller groups or back to their quarters to sleep off the booze. Not knowing what exactly I was supposed to be doing, I remained in my seat until it was just the two of us.

I guess it was up to me.

"Miles, are you quite alright? You seem particularly out of it." I asked. He shrugged dismissively, still leaning against the table.

"I suppose. I don't do well in transit, feeling cooped up and such." he said, "I hate not having anything to do."

"... you have no idea the degree to which I relate to that." I said, "Rather machine-like thing to say, really."

"Beep boop, Fusie, beep fucking boop." Beckham muttered, checking his glass for the fifth time as if to check if more gin had materialized. "Did machines ever beep? Where did that come from?"

"No idea. Don't really know much about history or anything." I admitted, "Only really started paying attention recently. Just sort of knew humans were struggling until we lent a hand."

"Struggling… it's a good word for it. Great bloody mass of people struggling with a boot to their neck. Said boot belonging to the people at the top living in luxury." he said, the distaste on his voice. "People who looked like us, you know."

"Us?" I asked, a little curious.

"Fine. Like me. Bunch of pale men in red coats, sitting in fancy wooden rooms sipping expensive booze and carving up the world. Little bit of India, tip of Africa, as much of the Americas as we could get our hands on. And we probably would've gone on to take more, I'll bet."

"That's… Earth history. All of it's like that, isn't it? Desperate, scared people clawing at each other. Cruelty driven by fear, which makes the small human kindnesses all the more remarkable." I said. It was sad, it really was. I think I read somewhere in a newspaper that when they asked machines what they wanted more than anything, the most common answer was I wish we could have been invented earlier.

"You ever been to Earth?" he asked, and I shook my head. Never even been close. "Went when I was a kid with my dad. Saw all that stuff in the museums, cannons and guillotines and manacles. Flying shuttle looms and cotton gins. Toured old battlefields where tens of thousands of people died, saw factories we used to lock children inside. Bastard wanted me to be proud that we'd come so far, but now, I look back at it and just think by God, I'm glad somebody stopped us."

We sat, a moment, in that awkward silence.

"It wasn't just us, you know." I said, "You had to build us. You had to want us. I think everyone did, when it came down to it. I can't imagine there's ever been somebody who looked at all the suffering and didn't wish it was another way, even if they couldn't imagine how it could be better. Somebody just figured it out in one go."

He settled back against his seat heavily, looking me over with a critical eye. I didn't know how human brains worked, but I could only imagine the cooling fans speeding up as he maxed his CPU. Just squishier.

"Why are you always so bloody nice to me?" he asked finally, "I've been a complete ass to you ever since we met."

"As best I can tell, you've been a complete ass to everyone you've ever crossed paths with." I pointed out, "But… I was expecting that, and worst, from the other officers. The fact you've been the worst I've had to put up with from the officers has been a relief, frankly."

"I'm glad I could exceed your lowest expectations." he said, and we both couldn't help but laugh a little about that. "Don't know if it's a great foundation for a friendship, though."

"Well, that's okay." I said, still chuckling, "If we machines are good at anything, it's putting up with humans not being perfect yet."

I left Beckham in the capable hands of his valet Jim soon after and retired to my cabin, flopping down heavily on the mattress. Luckily, transport of machines was apparently accounted for in these quarters, because there was a plug hanging from a cable above my head, swaying slightly as the ship rocked against the solar winds.

Didn't feel quite like sleeping like.

"Miriam, is there a library or something on the ship?" I asked. I didn't know where she was, but I had a feeling she was in earshot of me, and sure enough she popped her head through the door a moment later.

"Yes, there's a small one. Would you like a book?" she asked.

"Yes. Something modern, lighthearted if you would. Don't know if I'm in the mood for any historicals." I said. I could get my own books, of course, but Miriam knew better than I what was good on the shelf. And it was better than letting her go stir-crazy.

"Right away, miss."

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The second day, fortunately, the winds turned and we were on our way at a fast clip, fast enough that the nearest stars were beginning to roll past the window, visibly moving as I watched. I spent most of the second day sitting on my bed with some light music, working my way through a sizable portion of the ship's library. I took breaks to find productive work, taking advantage of a sparring ring I discovered in the lower sections of the officer's deck to practice my swordsmanship and discovering (to my joy) some unfinished paperwork.

That aside, mostly the day passed reading through the tiny library's supply of romantic dramas, occasionally glancing out the window, watching the water building up on the sails run down the windows like rain. I'll say this: the women in these novels managed to feel more intensely about small gestures, the contents of polite letters, and pleasant dinner conversation than I think I have on most battlefields, and it is a very good thing I am not one of the Marias because I promise you some of these men would not make it out of the estate intact.

I skipped dinner, but Miriam came to me soon after with an invitation from Beckham to join in a card game he was putting together with a few of the other officers. This turned out to include Turner, Kennedy, and to my surprise Ensign Sumner, who had bugged him at the dinner table until the invitation was extended.

The game was poker, and the buy-in was a princely three pence. I had neither played cards nor gambled ever in my life, so I was unsurprisingly obliterated by the more experienced players. Who, in turn, fell victim to Ensign Sumner, who claimed her mother would sit down with her every night and tutor her at poker, whist, and a variety of other games.

"Good lord, she's cleaning us out." Turner said, staring in disbelief at the latest hand. "I'm devastated."

"This game really isn't difficult, I think you just need to practice more. Again?" she asked, sweeping her ill-gotten coin into her hands.

"At this point I think it'd be faster just to pay you." Kennedy said numbly. "I was good at this. I used to win all the time back in school."

"I'm always game to lose more money. You'd think Fusie would be better at this, but she gives the game away on her face every time. Which is remarkable given how little of it moves." Beckham pointed out.

"I'm new at this!" I protested, "... the refrain of my life these past few weeks."

"You seem to be doing alright." Kennedy pointed out, and Turner laughed.

"Better than us, sometimes. Showing up with a date at the Duke's, rather embarrassing for the rest of us."

"She was cool." Sumner agreed simply, taking the cards and shuffling them at lightning speeds. "Come on, one more!"

We all grumbled and threw more pennies into the pot for her to inevitably collect.

"Did you know her before you jumped up, Fusie? Like… stars, are you secretly married or anything?" Turner asked, looking at me askew. "I'm just realizing I have no idea. You could be like, a century into a relationship or something, couldn't you?"

"I'm only thirty-three." I said, "And no, it was a bit of a rush arrangement. Our first outing."

"What's she like? I barely saw her." Kennedy asked, voice a little quiet, and Beckham broke in.

"Ooh, let me answer. Her name is Beatrice Taylor, her job is Beatrice Taylor, and she enjoys working very much and little else." he declared, grinning foolishly. With great precision, I bounced a penny off the top of his head from the other side of the table.

"She's a writer, actually, and she's very nice. Why are we talking about this?" I asked.

"Interrogating one's fellows about their romantic escapades is a time-honoured tradition." Turner said sagely. "We'd expect you to do the same for us."

Well, if it was tradition, fair enough. Came with the station.

"What does she write?" Sumner asked, dealing out the cards with a practiced ease.

"Ah… she writes romances aimed at machine readers." I said, taking a look at my hand. I knew the numbers ought to be Good, and these numbers were very much Bad. "Urgh… I haven't had a chance to read one myself, but I understand she's quite popular."

"... the idea of a machine romance strikes me as somewhat incongruous." Turner said, "Like, I understand it's a thing that happens, but I can't rightly picture it."

"I'm not sure you should be trying to picture it, old boy. At least not in public." Beckham said, and Sumner broke down into loud laughter of such intensity she sank from view, slipping out of her chair.

"Miles, try not to kill my ensign." I muttered, looking at my cards despairing.

"Not exactly a lot to picture, I'd think?" Turner said, clearly thinking aloud. "If you understand my meaning."

"You'd think that, yes, but you would be very much surprised." Beckham said, and I suddenly rather wished this conversation would end and we could get back to fleecing me of my pay. He leaned close to Turner to whisper 'discreetly', but I quite clearly heard him say "They customize."

"Good Lord." Turner replied, a look of stark disbelief on his face. "Do they really?"

"Oh my God." Kennedy said, a look I could only imagine was horror crossing her face.

"Can we please talk about literally anything else?" I asked, as Sumner climbed back to her seat, still wheezing.

"Sorry, I missed that… where were we?"

"Playing cards." I said insistently.

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For all that the card game was incredibly mortifying, it did remind me of the conversation I'd had with Beatrice the night before I left. Further… we did have our regimental engineer on board. She even had a workshop on the ship, and inquiring while we still had two days travel ahead of us was likely a better idea than doing so on the return journey when there might be wounded Theos and Doras in need of attention, right?

So… I perhaps paid the workshop a visit, and worked out a plan to pay her back over time in exchange for some, um. Improvements. Just basic ones. Bea would probably appreciate it when I got back. Very fortunately, the workshop had all the necessary tools.

And if nothing else, it ate up some boring travel time.

I took a few test laps around the ship's passageways to make sure nothing had broken, and I began to notice a distinct change in the energy of the ship. Sailors were busying themselves moving what I thought might be degaussing gear, and more than once I had to step aside to let somebody through carrying some strange naval device. I could only imagine this buzz of activity meant we were approaching the system, and I was eager.

At dinner that night, Major Gaynesforth indeed reported we'd be coming in to the system within just a few hours, and then navigating in-system to the planet. Initial sensor sweeps of the area by our escort indicated it was empty of any other ships, so we likely wouldn't face interception, and continuous signal lights indicated that, thankfully, the dig site hadn't been overrun, though they were apparently still being attacked in the night.

We had, from these exchanges, our first description of our potential enemies: they were known to be humanoid, slightly bigger than a human, with some sort of helmet or crest on their heads, and they carried a firearm of some description which fired a beam of energy. This was cause of some concern: while we'd encountered automatons and such with similar body plans to our own, and there was no particular reason to believe they'd be generally more or less likely to be independently intelligent than other forms of alien life, anthropomorphization was a powerful force.

"Lieutenant Colonel Harrison is increasingly of the opinion that the dig site has disturbed some form of local life, with an even split between them being leftover defenders or genuine native intelligences. Our primary mission is still to get the archeology team safely off the world and secure this gateway, but we're going to have to use a light touch until we understand what's going on." Major Gaynesford explained to us over dinner. "To that end, we're on stunners only until he gives the word, and preferably we avoid being forced into an engagement at all."

"Even if they engage us first?" asked one of the other officers, Lieutenant Forrest from the Grenadiers.

"Yes, absolutely. If we're inadvertently trespassing, it won't do to make it that much worse by killing the poor bastards." he said. "That said… please don't get yourselves killed doing the noble thing. If they've got you cornered, defend yourself."

"Be sort of a let down if genuine first contact broke down into a firefight, wouldn't it?" Turner commented, "Rather hard to live that one down."

There was some scattered, nervous chuckles from the assembled officers.

The ship arrived early on the forth morning, having caught some fortunate winds the day previous. I was awoken by the ship's bell, and glancing out my window I saw llomia J3H for the first time as we came into orbit, slowly growing in the window. It didn't really have discreet continents, instead being a sort of murky green-blue indicating many tens of thousands of small lakes and marshland throughout the world. As I dressed, an unmistakable red flare sprang into being in the world's upper atmosphere, a signaling rocket to guide us in.

The officers gathered in the hold and we got organized for landing in the hold. Cleared of power cables, divider walls, and hammocks, the hold became a staging floor where almost three hundred machines packed in close formation, a great deal of shouting from officers and NCOs as we tried to get everything in order to move. The ship had ten lighters lining the side to bring us to the planet, each big enough to carry a section, with Kennedy's artillery and the supply wagons taking up the rest. I gathered up our group and shuffled them into the narrow space: officers always got in last.

I took a moment, then, to look at something I'd never really had a chance to see before, the hold of the transport utterly empty and silent as the last artillery piece rolled up its ramp. I waved to Kennedy across the bay, and we climbed into our lighters, leaving the transport behind.

There were crash seats lining the sides, and in between at our feet went as many supplies as we could safely put in. These landers were supposed to be able to be used to drop soldiers directly onto battlefields, but I don't think they ever have and I doubt they'd be much use in the role. Filing out two at a time from a small ramp sounds less like an efficient entry into combat and more like a very good place to get funneled to our deaths.

Once the hatch was sealed, we had no way of knowing what was happening around us. The hold was lit by nothing but a row of flickering holographic candles, in red to preserve our night vision, the flames wavering as the lighter detached from the hull and we all felt the strange lurch of its acceleration away from the transport. Reentry was uncharacteristically smooth, with only about five minutes or so of chopping flying (Kelly laughed and cheered the whole way, while Sumner looked very much on the edge of vomiting), and then we were finally gliding toward our landing site, a clearing some five miles away from the base camp. Only the Grenadiers were landing directly at the camp, the rest of us needed a larger assembly area.

I was counting down the seconds in my head until we ought to land when suddenly there was a great jolt in the lighter. I had learned over the years that such things are only worrying if they seem to worry the crew, but when I glanced to the chief by the ramp his eyes were wide and he was gripping the crash netting for dear life. There was another jolt, and this time I undid my belt and climbed to the small pilot's compartment just ahead of the hold, where two machines were holding the esoteric controls that guided the glider through the sky.

"What's happening?" I asked, and one of them glanced back with a fearful expression.

"Something took a shot at us, ma'am! Go sit down!"

Well, that was concerning. I shuffled back to my seat, belted in, and then raised my voice above the clackering.

"Right, Theos and Doras! Something just took a shot at us, so when we land, I want a loose formation around the lighter immediately! Be ready for action, but stay on stun, and don't fire unless fired upon, I don't want to shoot our comrades in the muck!"

Just moments later, the lighter touched down, hard. We decelerated rather more quickly than I was expecting, slammed into our crash seats, and then the rear ramp dropped with a sort of wet splat. Immediately, the smell of sulfur filled the compartment, and I was suddenly very, very glad I could turn off my sense of smell.

The first machines came down the ramp, up to their ankles in muddy water, and I waited for ten to go before heading down the ramp myself. I had to lead and get a good read of the situation, which I couldn't do if I had my head blown off. I emerged from under the lighter's foil tail to a large, flat wet plain, with clumps of long, yellow-green grass dotting the landscape. Another lighter down the field was landing and I could see a tracked horse roll out into the mud, and I turned to the nearest treeline, scanning for threats as soldiers fanned out with guns at the ready.

Over the canopy I could see another of our transports coming in low, highlighted against the dull yellow sky. There was a sort of purple strobe chasing it, then something connected and the whole lighter bucked in the air and started descending faster, a horrible tear through the foil of its leading wing. With a crash, it plowed through the tree about a hundred meters from our position, water spraying up around it.

Well… we knew where the threat was now, at least.

"B-section! Close order line, between the lighter and the treeline! I want the revolver cannons up!" I called, guiding them through as the engine came down the ramp shakily. "Kelly, Sumner, hold the troops here! I need four machines with me!"

The next four privates to emerge from the lighter formed up behind me, and I led them quickly across the open ground toward the crashed lighter without a second thought. I did make sure to check my gorget to make sure my force screen was working, though it clearly was from the teal sparks running off the water as we wadded our way over. It was a long, slow way to go over open ground, but somebody had to.

The lighter had shed both its wings and partially rolled, lying nearly on its side. Most concerningly, smoke was pouring out of its engine unit, threatening fire, and the ramp looked well seized in place by the buckling of the frame, the hydraulics whining. After unsuccessfully trying to get it loose with the outer handles, I drew my sword and thumbed it to level three, the white blade leaping into existence, and dragged the tip through the outer edge of the doorframe.

With a snap, the door popped free as the tension was released, and we got clear as it started lowering. I glanced in to see members of 2nd company inside, Major Gaynesfield propped up against the back wall looking a little stunned and bleeding from the forehead.

"Major, you were struck by ground fire…" I said, the troops pushing out around us. His aide helped him up and he came over as I sheathed my sword, but then as he reached the ramp he glanced out, seeing my section braced with guns pointing out toward the treeline.

"Lieutenant! What the hell are you doing!" he suddenly snarled, his aide suddenly returning to dab at the blood on his forehead with a wet cloth. "Get back to your section!"

Feeling a sudden, horrified realization wash over me, I turned and ran back, extremely aware the entire time how much dead ground I was covering again on the way back, and how incredibly stupid the mistake I'd just made was. I should have moved the entire company over to cover us. Or simply waited and provided overwatch while they got out on their own, as I had provided nothing they didn't already have, and were they all somehow unconscious my four machine unit would have been of little help. The whole time, I'd left the fifty members of my section in the hands of two sixteen year olds with hardly a month's experience between them.

I could see Sergeant Theda glaring at me from her position at the line, the look in her eyes saying it all.
 
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Chapter 18 - Shields, not Swords
"Eyes front, sergeant." I said, trying to retain some control over things as I took my place in the line, waiting for orders. My earpiece crackled as officers started getting their bearings and figuring out where each other were, and two more landers thundered over our head, splashing down hard against the mud.

The whole time, we stood with weapons raised against the treeline, staring into the swirling fog, waiting. We could hear things moving, likely local wildlife, but I couldn't shake the feeling of eyes on us.

"Lieutenant Fusilier, are you down safely?" Captain Murray's voice came through my earpiece, nearly inaudible from the pops and sparks over the line.

"We're down and all accounted for. Something took a swipe at us." I reported, "Took a good chunk out of the lighter."

"A lot of that going around." Beckham chimed in. "Where are you, Fusie?"

I checked the compass in my cuff, aligning it with the center of the clearing as best I could.

"From the center, I'm at heading 240 near the edge of the treeline." I said, "We're set up in a line."

"I see you. After your lighter takes off, back off in good order toward the blue beacon, going to be to your north." Captain Murray ordered, so we waited.

And waited.

The damage to the lighters was slowing them taking back off, and we couldn't move on and leave them undefended. Three were declared unsalvageable, and there were continuous, minute-long roars across the water as they were scuttled with transmutative grenades, the sustained fireball leaving them burnt out husks against the water. Their crews transferred to other shuttles, and one by one they rose unsteadily on their repulsors until they were clear and ignited their rockets, solid fuel boosting them up and out of the atmosphere.

As the last of these were vanishing into the far distance with just the faint clap of sonic booms, a gun in our line swiveled toward something, and then all the others followed. I could see it, just a silhouette against the fog, staring. A sort of diamond-shaped head rising high above the shoulders, scanning us slowly.

"Hold fire!" I called, "Steady!"

The creature regarded us for some seconds, and I swore it was staring at the ensigns in particular, following Kelly as he stalked behind the line. Apparently it had gotten what it had come for, as it then faded back into the undergrowth, slowly.

"Oh, I don't much like that at all." Ensign Sumner muttered.

We waited a while longer, waiting for it to come back. Waiting for them to shoot.

"Right… B-section, let's back away in good order and not show the treeline our backs, shall we?" I said, and we began the slow trek back across the mud until we fell in with the rest of the regiment. Captain Murray's uniform was half-covered in mud from a fall, and the ensigns all looked quite miserable as we clustered around the company colours.

"Well, so much for any hope of a warm welcome." Beckham griped, waving away one of the long, string-like buzzing insects harassing him. "They didn't even give us a chance to get our feet on the ground."

"Grenadiers said they have a body at the camp. One of the machines in the archaeological team managed to kill one of their attackers." Captain Murray said, her finger to her earpieces. She was wired into a higher command frequency than us. "We're moving there now."

Ahead of us, I saw flashes in the forest and trees shaking as the skirmishers began clearing a path for us, fascine knives glowing as they carved forward into the thick forest. It was still going to be a narrow path, and indeed within a few minutes the first of the line companies were moving in double file and we were preparing to follow.

Right ahead of us in the rapidly forming column was Kennedy with the guns, perched on a respulsor horse, her blue uniform stained to the elbows. Her light guns were free of the muck, but the pedrail wheels of the gravitic howitzers were already getting fouled, engines screaming and machines running to and fro trying to shift them.

"Everything alright, Diana?" Beckham called.

"Oh, we're off to a grand start, aren't we!" she called back.

Ninth company was going to be last, and Captain Murray mentioned it was likely to be just like the exercises: we'd be stuck guarding the artillery for the duration. After my blunder earlier, I found myself perversely grateful: there would be less opportunities for mistakes in such a position. I took up position at the front of our little column, glancing back to see Theda glaring at me through the assembled machines, shrugging the heavy load on her back.

For some reason, she was carrying the company flag casing, a long cylindrical tube on her back. Properly, that ought to be with the colour sergeant. Maybe they were hurt, and I had just missed it, too busy fucking up.

The forest was strange, alien and yet familiar. The trees had a sort of furry birchbark casing that seemed to adhere strongly to our clothing, and many of their leaves dangled in long fronds that brushed against our hats. Secondary leaves, lower down, had a reddish hue instead of the green, and everything seemed oddly washed out with the yellow sky. The only life I saw were strange, wheezing transparent creatures caught up in the tree branches which reminded me of
Portuguese man-o-wars, their dangling tendrils closely resembling the fronds around them.

"This just in from Ensign Cadden, do not touch the fronds. Some of them sting." somebody said into my earpiece. "It won't kill you, but it will hurt like a real bastard."

"Oh, that's so interesting! They must be passive hunters of some kind." Sumner said, shifting a frond aside with her deactivated sword as she passed under. "I wonder what they eat."

"I hope it's not us, that's all I ask." Kelly responded. "Poor Preston."

"He'll be fine, Dr. Bell is very skilled." I assured them, "But let's not call on them unless we need to, shall we?"

The path was rough and uneven, slow going, the mud constant. The water, it turns out, was actually salty, and the ground seemed to have very little ability to absorb it. The mud, in turn, clung fast to everything, almost clay-like, and the electromagnetic snowshoes in the officer's boots did little but prevent it from clinging to much. The infantry didn't have their luxury, and soon their boots were caked in a thick layer of the stuff. Our reports, scarce as they were, said the ground would be firm and relatively even, so either somebody screwed up the records, or this was a seasonal thing.

Five miles ought not to take us long, and if we really had to power along we'd put the humans in a wagon and march double time, damn our batteries. But this was so utterly miserable that I actually heard quiet cheering from the Theos and Doras as we passed over a rocky section where our footing was firm.

And contrary to expectations, the fog did not settle as the day went on. It got worse as the temperature climbed, like steam, cloying thick in the trees. I could barely see Lieutenant Kennedy on her horse ahead of us, hovering over it all. She may not be much a fan of the repulsor units, but they sure were making her life easier. By contrast, the wheeled guns were making slow progress, and their only saving grace was that the compressed ground in their wake was much easier for us to walk on.

"Why couldn't we land at the camp again?" Kelly asked, kicking a crushed branch from our path. "This seems like a terrible idea."

"The camp's a tiny clearing in the rocks. We'd have to bring the lighters down one at a time, would have taken more than a day, and left us very vulnerable." I explained.

"Feels like we could have taken that extra time… I feel very vulnerable right now." Sumner said, looking out nervously into the forest.

"If feels that way, but we're much safer with our feet on the ground and all together." I said, "Remember, the greatest protection isn't armour or force screens, it's-"

At that moment, there was a blurry purple flash across the line that snatched the shako of a Theo not ten feet in front of me, and then another which struck the arm of the machine beside him. Before anyone could react, more shots rang out from the right side of the path, all of them focused on the middle of our columns, and I briefly saw a blue beam connect with Lieutenant Kennedy's force screen before she dropped from her exposed position on her horse.

There was an instant eruption of chaos, the ensigns panicking, and as if by instinct I stepped between them and the direction of the fire, shouldering them aside and staring out into the forest.

"B-section! Face right, close file, and make ready!" I called instantly, my sword flashing to life. I could hear Theda and Old Theo echo the order, and I held a moment. The fire had dropped off, nearly as quick as it started, and I was betting they were running and repositioning, hit and fade. If we fired now, all we'd hit is air. If we were patient, they might get bold and try to take a few more shots, and we could put a full volley into them.

"Fire at will!"

Instead, just moments later, I heard Theda call for fire, and then everything else was drowned out by the snap of muskets firing, the fog thickened by the discharging coolant as stun blasts flashed uselessly into the forest. I shouted for them to stop, but nobody could hear me over the din as every gun fired all at once. Snarling, I thumbed the selector on my sword two clicks and a red and yellow pulse flared out of it, and a moment later the fire dropped off.

"Hold your fucking fire! B-section, rear rank, recharge arms!" I yelled, and half of the soldiers began refilling their coolant reserves as the first half waited, weapons at the ready. Once the rear rank was filled, the first rank did the same.

We waited, once again staring at nothing, and I felt a smoldering anger I made no attempt to dismiss. How dare she. Unsurprisingly, there was no movement, and eventually the order filtered down to press forward again. The machines shouldered their weapons and I dosed my blade, and we started the

"Miles, your lot alright?" I asked over the wireless.

"Just superficial damage, and Ensign Darley's got a little stung." he said back. A cold feeling washed over me.

"Is she alright?"

"She's fine, just scatter through her screens. Says it felt a little like after she got stunned, honestly might just be shock. I've got her riding in the back of one of the artillery wagons." he replied. "Bit of excitement, wasn't it?"

Twice more during our trek through the forest, a part of the line was probed. Light, rapid fire from the forest, met in turn with volleys of stun fire. We had no way of knowing how effective we were being, we weren't stupid enough to try and push through the bush to count bodies, and I started hearing grumbles over the communication net from officers wanting to switch to full-power shots.

"I don't understand why they haven't. They're not using stunners." Kelly said, nervously glancing around the trees as he walked, and I pushed him back just a bit to be better covered by the soldiers. "It'd be fair if nothing else."

"Private Theo, you want to switch to full power?" I asked the nearest machine, and he shook his head.

"No call for it yet. We don't know why they're so pissed, and if we kill them back, a lot more of us might have to die than if we get a chance to hash it out." he said.

"That's why we exist, after all." the nearest Dora added, "You know how bloody hard it is to kill us? We can take a few potshots until this gets sorted out."

"We're shields, not swords." another added from further down the line, a refrain we were born knowing.

"Though, if they really want a fight after we've got the civilians clear, we'll fucking give them one." Theo added with relish.
 
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Chapter 18.5 - A Given Definition of Survive
Finally, we began moving up onto higher, dryer ground, heading toward the camp. It was established in a rocky outcropping atop a high point in the ground, which meant we traded the omnipresent mud for an uphill journey on uneven ground. Predictably, we had not made it far when one of the howitzers got bogged down, its pedrails clanking loudly as it spun helplessly against a smooth, rounded stone in the path.

The column came to a halt, and I could feel the ambush in my frame. I raised my sword, preparing to call to present arms to either side of the path, and suddenly it began in a flash of purple and blue light bursting among the unit, accompanied by the snap of vegetation bursting.

"Face left! Left and ready! Hold fire until my order!" I called, my sword flaring to life as I indicated off the path. "Face left and make ready, damn you!"

This time, the fire did not let up immediately, more shots streaking nearly randomly through the fog. I glanced over to check on the gun on the other side of Beckham's section, and Lieutenant Kennedy, hovering over the gun to oversee its extraction, was struck by multiple blasts of blue light, slipping down and off her horse.

Turning back to my own line, another blue impact scattered off Sumner's shield, another striking a Theo in the leg, who dropped to a knee with a curse. I pushed the ensigns behind the line, raising my pistol to the murk. Farther down, I could see purple streaks sparking off the Theos and Doras, weapons wavering. Then silence, for a moment.

"Steady everyone! Hold until they come back!" I called, projecting my voice loudly down the line. "If anyone fires early there will be hell to pay!"

There was a few long, tense seconds more, then more purple flashes out in the forest, closer this time, impacting our line.

"Fire!"

This time, the weapons snapped all at once, an enormous cloud of white smoke erupting ahead of us as every weapon discharged in a volley that like the forest up from the inside. Just for a brief instant, the bursting light backlit through the foliage, and I saw the silhouettes of a dozen humanoid forms suspended in the beams, stumbling and falling.

"Good shooting!" I called, turning back to the line, waiting as the blue indicator lights along their muskets all blinked back to life at once. Then, about three down from me, one of the weapons dipped, and a Dora pitched forward with a warbling, electronic groan. Before she'd even touched the ground, there was a gout of white-hot flame which from her middle as her batteries touched off, and a burst of steam as she hit the mud.

Beside me, Sumner screamed, and Kelly just stared. I immediately clamped down on my own horror, the guilt at the first losses to my command.

"First rank, advance two paces and close up!" I called, and the soldiers began moving forward, creating a corridor between the lines. I didn't even have to call for it: our trauma mechanic rushed forward, a Thomas in a yellow and red jacket who dashed to the fallen soldier's side, fire suppressor already spraying. I tore myself away.

"Ensigns, eyes front." I ordered, and we waited.

About a minute later, the gun was finally freed, and the fallen Dora was carried by two of the men to our company supply wagons. There was a half-a-dozen other machines with minor damage, nearly all of them clustered at the rear of the line, and the Theo struck in the leg seemed superficially fine, save that he simply couldn't move his limb at all. Our casualties sorted, we began moving again, weapons held ready, and I pushed the unsteady ensigns forward.

"Is… is that Dora d-dead?" Sumner asked, her face white. Kelly was still just silent.

"We're a tough lot, you know." I said, doing my best to assure her. "We're not like humans, the different parts of our systems don't degrade if one fails. As long as her processors are intact, and it's the most heavily armoured part of us, she might be okay."

Sumner nodded weakly, and the two of them started looking a little more alert. I could break the truth to her, that it was more complicated, later. They might plug that Dora into a power pack and flip her on and she'd be fine. Maybe.

Or maybe the power surge blew out her engines and fused her joints, and she more or less needs a whole new frame. Maybe her processors fried into an irrecoverable mess, and if we reconnect her drives somewhere she ends up having to reconcile her old memories and a new processor, a total personality change overnight. Maybe her hard drives were wiped by the flash of heat and electricity, and she wakes up a blank slate. Maybe she just never boots up at all.

Theos and Doras could survive almost anything… depending on what you'd be willing to accept as survival.

Ahead of us, Lieutenant Kennedy's limp form was loaded onto the back of one of the artillery wagons, one of the regimental nurses at her side.

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Sorry for the short update. I should have attached this to the earlier chapter but I was having trouble staying awake. More coming, but this was a natural end-point.
 
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Chapter 19 - Wrong Answer
We made it to the camp without further incident, moving slowly with weapons in hands, the skirmishers doubling back through the forest along the sides of our line and probing for any stunned bodies. A report over the wireless updated us that Lieutenant Kennedy, while not dead, was incapacitated such that Gunnery Sergeant Teodor would be taking over her duties for the foreseeable future.

I kept turning the ambush over in my head. The differing weapon fire and its effects, and how their attack was distributed, they were clearly trying to take out the officers, but non-lethally. They were using stunners too, but only targeting humans with them. The Theos and Doras in the line got full-power blasts. But they also weren't aiming for pure attrition, otherwise they'd be taking constant shots as the column moved, not firing small volleys.

They weren't trying to stop us. They were experimenting.

That was… concerning. Especially because their stunners seemed to punch through force screens way too easily, given how their lethal fire didn't seem nearly so dangerous to us. Far more on the second attack than the first, though… perhaps they were gauging what power settings they'd need to hurt us.

And they were persistent with targeting the officers, too. That meant they were smart enough to recognize them. That did not bode well for this expedition.

Finally, the last of us filed into the camp, past the hastily reinforced barricades which our machines were already reinforcing. It was a good spot if nothing else, about a half-a-dozen temporary structures erected at clear, rocky top of the hill, rising just high enough to give a commanding view of the surrounding forest, stretching on in all directions. The structures were nestled among high, jutting stones that crowned the hill, and something about it just seemed incongruous. I didn't know anything about geology, but I did know that I'd never seen natural terrain like this.

Not far away, down the hill into a valley, we could just see the dig site, a square clearing in the forest with a much larger and more rugged looking path clearing the way. The forest there was thinner, smaller trees spaced out across exposed rocky shield. Only about a mile and a bit away, apparently with the disadvantage that every time it rained the entire valley became a temporary river. Hence the remote base on the high ground.

Ahead of us, Lieutenant Kennedy was propped upright against the side of one of the buildings, still quite unconscious, yet seemingly unmarred. If it was a stunning weapon, it was unlike any we had, and Dr. Bell was looking her over carefully, one of the nurse machines standing by with an array of strange medical tools. Ensign Darley was up and about, though leaning against one of the artillery pieces a bit dazed. I walked the line of my section quickly, looking over the soldiers, paying attention to the injured ones. Nothing too bad, the worst being a Dora struck in the left hand missing three fingers.

And then I came to Sergeant Theda.

"Sergeant. A word." I said, trying to resist the urge to grab her by the collar and pull her along. I could see in her eyes that she knew she'd screwed up, taken it a step too far. Stiffly, she followed me toward the nearest structure, what looked like a barracks for some of the machines on the support team.

"Out. Everyone." I said, pushing through the door. The half-dozen machines, Adams and Eves in a sorry state, vacated quickly, the door swinging shut behind us.

"Ma'am?" she said apprehensively, as I turned and did my best to stare her down.

"For a machine who doesn't think we should be taking responsibility, you sure took some interesting initiative today." I said, walking a circle around her. "I thought we had this sorted, but apparently..."

"My apologies, ma'am." she said, her voice even, neutral, feigning being unaffected. "I thought…"

"You're not programmed to think, Sergeant. You obey orders. That's what they built you for, right?" I said, halting in front of her. "Right?"

"Yes, ma'am." she snapped, clearly on the edge of losing her temper. I finally had real leverage on her, a mistake that was all her own. The anger I was feeling was rapidly being transformed into a smug glee that I finally had something I could use.

"Why'd you order them to fire, Sergeant?" I asked, "Tell me why you thought it was a good idea."

"I believed you would not give the order. That you were hesitating, not biding your time." she said, the anger building in her voice, "That you would let us down. Abandon us."

That she thought that lowly of me stung.

"And you thought you ought to give the order instead." I summarized. "You know, I'm starting to think all of this… the perfect soldier act… I'm starting to think it's bullshit. You sure as hell don't behave like you believe it. You're putting it on."

She just glared.

"I don't think you believe any of the shit you say. You know… I think you're projecting. You tried to imagine what you'd be as an officer, and assume I'd be as cowardly, as stupid, and as selfish as you'd be. Right? Am I right?"

I could see her weighing her options, I could actually hear her fan speeding up under her collar as she thought it over. Considered her position. Considered how screwed she was.

"No, ma'am." she said. "I assumed because you have proven yourself incapable."

I don't know what came over me, but that was the final straw. I stepped to her and pushed, and she hit the wall with such force the wood buckled and cracked. I stepped as close as I could, slamming my hand next to her head, nearly punching clear through the structure.

"The only person who proved themselves incapable of their duties here is you." I snarled, my face inches from hers. She glowered, fans racing, having no response, but not willing to give an inch. In that moment, I didn't care about any of the official punishments, about her getting demoted or sent back to the Prussians. All I wanted was for her to say that she was wrong.

"Well?" I insisted.

"Go to hell, ma'am." she responded tersely.

"Wrong answer."

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I stepped outside and pointed to the nearest two Theos, ordering the Sergeant be placed under arrest, and I strode to Captain Murray to explain the situation. She had nodded grimly and said she had my back through the legal proceedings. Within minutes, Theda was dragged out in cuffs, one of the soldiers carrying the flag case she'd had on her back, and we stuffed her in one of the camp's storage sheds for lack of a space. She didn't say a word, just glared.

The private who'd arrested her handed me the flag case, and when I opened it, I found not a standard, but a steel barrel. Pulling it loose, I found myself holding a needle rifle, its ammunition bundled around it in a tight coil of bundled metal. Unsure what to do, and with a runner calling the officers into the main tent, I slung it over my shoulder for now.

We gathered inside the hastily set up space just as a Dora was placing down a sturdy wooden table from inside one of the buildings. In the corner was a man in a tweed suit, small and mousy looking, who I assumed must be Joseph Parlow, standing nervously to the side with a valet at his side.

Any questions we had about why we were here were answered a moment later as another soldier came through the door with something over his shoulder. He dropped it unceremoniously onto the table, where it sprawled out limply across the ground, and a second later a Jeanette, a nurse machine, stepped forward. She looked like an older model than most, and was dressed much differently than I was used to. Like a human, almost.

On the table was, unmistakably, an alien life form. It reminded me somewhat of a crab, if a crab was shaped like a person. It had a small mouth with four prominent teeth set at the end of a head that seemed to be a sort of boney crest, and it was covered in mottled blue chitinous plates from head to toe. If it had eyes, I couldn't see them, and it wore no clothes save for a metal bracelet of some sort.

"Well, this is the guy." she said casually, her voice indicating… Hungarian? "Last night a couple of them tried pressing up the northern path and one of the workers shot it in the chest, right here-"

She indicated with the end of a pen to a scorched hole punched through the lower portion of its chest plate, about where the bottom of the ribcage would be on a human.

"So it pitched over and its friends left, taking its weapon with it. It was not dead when our machines brought it back, but there wasn't a lot I could do given I knew nothing of its biology. And that it kept trying to attack me, which wasn't pleasant. After it expired, I took some samples and began an autopsy. First conclusions: it shares 0% of its Punnett strings with any of the native life, and I'm pretty sure it's about a month old at the outside."

"Um, if you'll excuse the question, what exactly is it, nurse?" one of the lieutenants asked, and the Jeanette stuck her hands in her pockets with an exasperated look.

"I'm sorry. Doctor Zsanett." she said, "I'm both the medical and biological expert on the expedition. And if you're asking if a creature like this has ever been encountered before, not to the best of my knowledge. We've been calling them Stalkers, because that's what they've been doing to us. Now, important notes."

She took the end of the pen, inserted it under one of the plates, and lifted it slightly, and with a horrible squealing noise and a terrible odor the thing's chest was hanging open. I couldn't tell if it looked like that because it was a weird alien, or because of the musket blast to the side.

"So, I can't much tell you about its innards because I don't know what most of it does, but pretty sure this is a combination heart and lungs of sort. Digestive tract is rudimentary at best, with bypassed components that look quite atrophid." she explained, pointing to things as she went like she was explaining to students, "Really not a lot in there, and it's tough as hell, we ended up having to use one of the rock saws to cut its chest open and it ruined the blade. Organs are separated by what I can only call blast walls, and it's got some impressive redundancies. That said, if it's got sexual organs, I can't find them."

"Charming." Beckham said, holding his nose. "Just lovely."

"Wait, I haven't shown you the best part." she said, moving the pen up. This time, she pulled open a part of the crest on the side of the head, exposing the interior of the skull, and I was suddenly very glad I couldn't feel nauseous. "Right, so here's the brain, and you'll notice it sort of looks squished? Just like the digestive tract, this thing's ancestors once had a lot more brain than it does, and it seems to have given it up in favour of more skull."

"This biology lesson is quite fascinating, Doctor, but can you get to the point?" Lieutenant Colonel Harrison asked from the other side of the room.

"Right, yes. It's my belief that this is, in essence, a biological machine. An engineered warrior with restricted mental and physical capabilities which can be grown quickly."

"It's a Theo made of meat." I summarized.

"Yes, exactly, thank you." she said, glancing at me. She then did a double take, looking back somewhat confused. "Why've you got a machine officer?"

"Why've you got a machine doctor?" I retorted.

"Because I went to medical school." she said, shaking her head. "Okay, not for her brains. Questions?"

"Um, do you think it's intelligent? Like us, I mean. Is it a person?" Captain Teague asked.

"Dunno. Might be. It's always a bit of a grey era when you're dealing with something organic. That said, I imagine whoever engineered it did some serious work on its psychology if it was going to be useful, so even if it's smart, it might not be able to hold a conversation or even pass a mirror test. Big unknowns."

"It's got to be somewhat smart. They weren't just attacking randomly." I said, "Um, can I share an observation from the attack?"

"Go ahead, Lieutenant, please." The Lieutenant Colonel said.

"Ah… so the enemy was using a combination of stunners and destructive energy weapons, basically, right?" I said, to general agreement around, "Well, I had a good view of the column from the rear as we were attacked, they did not use them randomly. They were deliberately targeting officers with the stunners, and most of the destructive rounds went into the centers of our infantry column, far away from the officers. Almost like they were going out of their way to not hit humans with anything that might be lethal."

"Well, don't much like the implications of that." Beckham muttered.

"Further, they did a lot more damage on the second attack than the first. I think they might have turned up their guns between attacks. I think it was them trying to figure out our weaknesses." I said, "I think they were testing us."

"Well… that is rather disturbing." Lt. Col. Harrison said, stepping out in front of the group. "That said, It doesn't much change the next part of the plan. My conversation with Mister Parlow here indicates that his dig has almost certainly unearthed what he calls a gateway, and he said he was in the process of trying to activate it when they were first attacked. He suspects these Stalkers may be some sort of guardian left behind, or else something attracted to the signal it gave out during his attempts at activation. In any case, they have continually attacked the dig crew since their arrival, and have destroyed seven machines thus far while seizing the site as well as repeatedly probing this camp."

He gestured out of the tent flap, and I knew just beyond it was the valley and the site.

"The morning after next, we will be pressing an attack on the site in an attempt to take it and hold it, because clearly they are interested. Our level of lethal engagement will depend on their numbers and response, but if they can be negotiated with, it's the only leverage we think they value. And if they can't, we absolutely can't let them have it. We're leaving them a day in case they are smart enough to try and talk, but after today, I don't have high hopes."
 
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