Xiao Yingzi 4
[Learning from Seniors: Corvina Taurus]
For Xiao Yingzi, cultivation was a complicated affair.
She couldn't simply draw qi out of a spirit stone or out of the air like others might. Her bond with her shadow spirit meant that when she cultivated, she had to ensure that her spirit grew with her. First, this required her to ensure that the conditions around her were perfect. She needed a room separated from the outside where she could control the internal atmosphere. She needed a candle lit at just the appropriate brightness. Too bright and her shadow would weaken. Too dark and her shadow would also weaken. It had to be a flickering candle flame as the flickering of the flame allowed her shadow to feel more alive.
Now, the room was rendered perfect for the spirit possessing her. After
that, she had to set up traps and subtle arrays throughout the room to trigger if it grew too powerful. While her own strength grew though alongside the spirit's, their growth wasn't completely even. There was a point during every cultivation where the spirit grew stronger than her and she needed to suppress it with an effort of will. She had a circle around her and arrays prepared beforehand to help her overpower the spirit in case she couldn't reign it in. She needed to prepare a strange atmosphere where the spirit was simultaneously encouraged and trapped.
Only now could she begin her cultivation.
Xiao Yingzi took a deep breath and drew in the qi from the spirit stone. It flowed through her hands, travelling up her meridians and flowing through her body. The shadow spirit began to writhe as the pain of the cultivation filled her body. She sparred a fraction of her attention to the spirit in front of her, ensuring that it did not lash out or otherwise interrupt her ritual. At this stage of the process, it was easy. With the qi of the spirit stone flowing through her body, she was more powerful than the spirit was and she held the advantage.
She held her breath as she constrained the spirit and with a feeling of trepidation began the second part of the process. She reached inside a part of her mind that she imaging held her thoughts and emotions. Within it was a box that contained every emotion that she had felt since her last cultivation session. She fed the feelings to the spirit quite naturally but the source of the emotions still remained. Every time, she hesitated. Her emotions flowed through her. Her fear of losing control. Her worry of the result. Her pain from the cultivation. Her determination to see it all through. It made her feel as if she was in the dark and needed to take a step off a cliff.
But like every other time, she took the step. All of the emotion flowed through her for a moment, mingling with the qi in her body and turning it impure with emotion. It moved through her body and she began to review all the emotion she had felt. Her fear and embarrassment after being caught by her seniors. Her worry over how to approach the issue. Her wariness of the traps created by Corvina Taurus. Her joy when she made it through all of it regardless. Then she breathed out and channeled the qi - now riddled with impurities down to the base of her spine and through her crossed feet, right into her waiting shadow.
It swelled in size from the emotion and power she fed it, and began to lash out with it's newfound power - not against her but perhaps against the world around her in the hopes to disrupt her ritual. She didn't stop it, that would be no use. It had the advantage in power between them. Instead, she guided it's destruction - straight into a trap set up for this exact occasion. It was a simple shadow-paralysis array that wouldn't hold it for long, but in that instant it was frozen Xiao Yingzi could draw out the qi she had infused into it.
The qi was lesser now, but also purer. Part of the qi and the emotion inside it was drained by the spirit to fuel it's own cultivation. The qi that flowed into her now was born of pure logic, untouched by the baser instincts of men. She took in a breath and let the qi flow through her body, while drawing more qi from the spirit stones between her hands. She let them intermix and once more began the process of cultivation. With every breath, the flow of power between her and the spirit grew greater. Every session of cultivation was a battle between her will and her shadow.
The power built between them. It rose higher and higher until it reached a critical point. Then she heard a snap. She should have been worried but this deep, she only noted the sound and it's implications. The shadow had grown to the point where it had broken through her traps. It was an expected outcome in this particular session which is why she had taken precautions. Xiao Yingzi had enlisted the aid of her senior. Arrows forged from blood-forged bronze struck her shadow and pinned it in place. It was a variation of the same array that she had employed, but it had the power of a ninth heavenstage expert behind it.
Though her shadow tried to struggle, but all of it was in vain. As the shadow fought to break free, Xiao Yingzi extracted her qi. The emotion had been eaten by the shadow demon and she could add the now-purified qi back into her body. She felt her internal power surge and then stabilize as the cultivation session was over. There was a reason that the shadow had grown beyond her ability to stop. All of her traps were built by an expert of the first heavenstage but now, the power flowing through her was undeniably equal to the second.
She took in a deep breath, simply taking in the air around her and as she stepped up she felt new-found strength course through her veins. Her body and will were tired after the session of cultivation but she also felt refreshed and her thoughts were crystal clear. First, she checked upon her shadow. Now that their power was equivalent to each other she could control it more easily but she could feel it become more... willful as it grew stronger. It would make manifesting it easier but controlling it more difficult. It was something that she would have to keep in mind.
She stood up and turned towards her senior had been watching over her during the training. "What did you think, Senior Sister?"
"As we suspected, your standard containments weren't strong enough to hold the shadow spirit once it reached the second heavenstage." Corvina Taurus said, as she leaned close to examine the array she had erected. "But I think I have enough information to offer a few suggestions that might let you improve the ritual for future use."
"I thank you for your time, Sister Corvina." Xiao Yingzi said, inclining her head in thanks. "Can you share your insights for me?"
Corvina nodded. "The most important observation I made is that you can easily control your shadow when you are it's equal." She explained. "This suggests that an important factor is the amount of qi the either of you have. It's in the point where you channel the qi from the spirit stone into the shadow that we have to watch out for. The shadow surges ahead in cultivation for a moment which gives it an advantage over you. But you can also influence it with your will power. I'd suggest working on that."
Xiao Yingzi thought back to her cultivation sessions. Yes, the shadow did grow more powerful in that moment. It simply wasn't as noticeable outside of the jump to another small realm like the second heavenstage. "That matches my own observations," Xiao Yingzi agreed, nodding to herself. "So I will need to account for that moment in future sessions."
"I'd say you look for things that enhance the will such as certain forms of tribulation aids," Corvina suggested, a finger tapping her chin thoughtfully. "Normally these would be incredibly costly but you don't need something quite so powerful that it would match the will of heaven. I can introduce you to an alchemist who should be able to get you what you need."
Once more, Xiao Yingzi inclined her head and closed her eyes in deference. "I thank you for your aid, Sister Corvina." She told her and the sister waved her off.
"You getting more powerful is useful to me as well," She replied, shaking her head. "Both for the coming trip to Qiguai and because I'm very interested in your shadow spirit for my own reasons."
Xiao Yingzi nodded in acceptance. "What have you gleaned from my shadow so far?"
"Well, first I think I'd like to hear your thoughts on your shadow." She replied. "I don't want to taint it with my own opinions."
"My shadow feeds upon my qi and my emotions. This let's it grow powerful alongside me and it leaves my mind clear to focus on my duties." Xiao Yingzi answered. "Is that what you see?"
Corvina frowned but nodded. "Pretty much. It's an extension of you at this point." She confirmed. "But besides that, I think it draws its nature from something else. Something other than you. That's what I'm trying to figure out."
"Something else? Such as?"
"It's hard to see," Corvina replied. "Something like a profoundly large hidden shadow. But of what? I can't say. I think that learning this piece of information will be useful for both of our future breakthroughs."
Xiao Yingzi considered that and nodded. "I will endeavor to do some form of research in my own time. and I will inform you of anything that I can find"
Corvina looked at her for a moment before nodding back. "If you want to actively help with this, it'll be a good idea if you have some basic grounding in divination. What do you know so far?"
"We were taught how to hide our tracks from basic divination and I have done some further research on it's applications," She explains carefully. Divination was something she had wanted to learn from her senior. "But my understanding of it is still mostly theoretical."
"In that case, I'll start from the beginning. I doubt I'll have the time for teaching you more myself, but I'll try and give you a basic grounding." Corvina paused and looked at her for a moment. "If you do want to learn more, I can introduce you to someone but you'll need to pay for their time."
"That is acceptable to me." Xiao Yingzi replied. "How do we begin?"
"At the base of it, divination is the practice of sensing the movement of various forces." Corvina told her. "We can sense the movement of the heavens to predict the future or to study and track qi signatures or analyse the past based upon the present. These forces can be hard to understand and most diviners use various items or techniques to aid them."
"What about Seers?" Xiao Yingzi asked. "You have an innate sense for these things, don't you?"
"That's true. Many diviners are born with or deliberately cultivate a sixth sense for these forces. Let me teach you a few exercises that will help you with that..."
Xiao Yingzi leaned in to listen and though she wasn't capable of being happy in that moment, she found herself satisfied. This was one of the major advantages she could have gained from a Seer like Corvina Taurus and now she had the path to attaining it.