Well then.
... will it sound especially silly if I say that, despite starting this quest with the intention of tracking down Keris's birthplace and family, I didn't really think through what I'd do once I'd found them?
Bah. This would have been a lot simpler if Baisha had been a burnt-out ruin.
Ali, then. And Zany and Hany - and yes, that was quite the gutpunch. Hanilyia, Kallash, Ali, Zanyira. Grandmother, father, brother, cousin. Haneyl, Calesco, Vali, Zanara. Keris named her children for her long-lost family. It remains to be seen how well they take the whole "bee tee dubs I work for the princes of Hell" thing – perhaps they'll want nothing to do with her, in which case Keris has a choice (and possibly a Choice) to make. Or perhaps they'll welcome her back, in which case she's got a minimum of three very vulnerable (by her standards) new dependents to look after, who probably won't want to uproot their entire lives to come back to the Southwest where she can coil round them possessively and make angry hissing sounds at anyone who comes near them.
... Hanilyia really does have one of the world's most terrifying aunties. If we look at "gulf between adult and child" (random mortal commoner from a backwater mountain village who might at most have a tiny bit more sensitivity to the occult than normal due to being descended from several generations of blacksmiths vs titan-empowered godslayer and Princess of Hell whose mentors include a First Age Solar, the Voice of the Yozis and a
fucking Primordial), she may even take the top spot. Sasi's kids from her previous marriage at least boast the Scarlet Empress somewhere in their recent family tree.
But yeah, this is the first time Keris has really had super-vulnerable dependants. She won't want to leave them in this land - she'll be terrified of taking her eyes off them for five minutes and coming back to another burnt-out village or a story of the Vakotans killing them. But if they don't want to move... what can she do, really?
Hard choices. We'll have to wait and see which way the dice fall. :S
Taking that line of thought from another angle; one thing that the session mentioned but didn't really explore much in detail was how... well, how
scared Keris is right now. Back when we started playing, Keris considered the idea that she was an Anathema and basically shrugged it off, but I've come to realise that in some ways she had almost as bad a reaction as Sasi. It's just that where Sasi reacted to the definition by going "... and so it's
right that I work for the demon princes and strive to put them in control of the world once more", Keris... Keris kind of went Rathanite on the issue. She refused to define herself as bad, but she's a lot more paranoid than she really needs to be about
other people defining her so.
Or to put it another way, Keris's default assumption is that people will be against Anathema in general and Infernals in particular and that the world as a whole is Out To Get Her, or would be if it knew what she was. She's basically denied the truth of all the Immaculate propaganda but projected it into the minds of everyone around her to form a relentless paranoia of what will happen if she reveals herself.
And that means she's
vulnerable right now. I doubt Ali appreciates just how vulnerable – he could certainly hurt her far worse right now than the entire Lookshyian strike force in Saha could have done, because if he rejects her she'll sit there and
take it. And then close up and retreat and lick her emotional wounds while still trying to look out for them without them knowing she's there, in all likelihood. In coming clean to him she's put herself in an almost uniquely precarious position, and his reaction will count for a hell of a lot, because she dreads but also at some level
expects her big brother to reject her.
Poor Keris. The interaction of Be Loved, Innocence/Martyrdom and more Immaculate indoctrination than she thought she'd absorbed makes for a nasty psychological undertow. It's a documented habit, too – she compulsively hides things from her loved ones that she's worried will make them turn on her. Even Sasi. From a PQ Virtue/Vice perspective, she's probably Chameleon/Charmer, which... well, small wonder that a Night Exaltation chose her and she climbed out of the Chrysalis with LSD already in her repertoire.
Extras:
Aleph: Honestly, if Keris starts at age 5
Aleph: And takes him through fourteen years of... well,
her life in fairly brutal detail
Aleph: He'll probably be sympathising with her enough that "and then a demon came to me in the cell and offered me power and I took it" will seem a semi-reasonable decision.
Aleph: Same as how if you read a story about a villain where they're the protagonist you can't help but wind up a bit on their side.
Aleph: (At the very least, he'll probably be happy to hear about Kasseni dying.)
...
EarthScorpion: And yeah. That was most of the stuff I'd planned for last session.
Aleph: Yay!
Aleph: ^_^
EarthScorpion: Now do you feel more directed and driven?
Aleph: Very much so.
EarthScorpion: (the thing I am moderately annoyed about is that you went and asked for directions from a local, rather than walking to the house and getting the shock out of the blue)
Aleph: In fairness
Aleph: It was still pretty fucking shocking.
EarthScorpion: nooooo asking for directions is against Keris' religion.
Aleph: Lawl
...
Aleph: Also wow.
Aleph: When was the last time even
five out of six of Keris's children were aligned under one banner?
EarthScorpion:
Aleph: And frankly, Haneyl might well have come down on the same side as the others there.
Aleph: She's possessiveness, after all.
"My family! Mine!"
EarthScorpion: I was looking at her Principles when working out who'd support it and was like:
Be Loved
Compassion
Never Be Chained Again
Pay Each Man Back In Kind
Possessiveness
The Love of Art
EarthScorpion: huh
EarthScorpion: The Love of Art doesn't care either way, but Zana is for it because FUCK DA RULES AND FUCK DULMEA, MAN
Aleph: poor dulmea
EarthScorpion: she has just found that they can steal the link if enough of them are working together.
Aleph: Hahahaha
"This must be how Sasimana's coadjutor feels"
EarthScorpion: And, hmm, Haneyl would have probably been urge-neutral, but probably come down on Dulmea's side because of proprietry - unless she was in another form in which case she would've been too erratic.
EarthScorpion: Actually, heh, Keris' Coadjutor rating probably just dropped to 4.
EarthScorpion: (knocking down quite a few things and also Dulmea's wall)
Aleph: : (
Aleph: She will have to make many apologies.
Aleph: ...
Aleph: Well, more accurately
Aleph: She will have to do something else nice for Dulmea.
Aleph: Because she's not really going to be very sorry about this.
Aleph: ...
Aleph: Actually, heh
Aleph: I suspect it's more that the inner wall - the one marked in blood - contracted.
EarthScorpion: Yeah, but the Tiger Empire also got shaken up.