Huzzah, just in time for the holidays! (and the voting, don't think I didn't notice that manipulation which totally worked)
You are Azula, and you are—
a flurry
This is my mind being stupid, but when I first read this sentence I read it as "You are Azula, and you are a
furry", and I couldn't stop laughing.
I think the most important thing is to imagine yourself happy."
What the fuck, when did Mai become Camus??? Although, in the context of this story, the Myth of Sisyphus makes perfect sense... I'm reminded of another quote from an Avatar fanfic:
Azula thought of an old parable about a man trying to touch the sun and surprised herself by laughing. "Even if a man flies as high as the dragon, he'll never reach the sun. But it's a worthy venture."
"Why?"
Azula pondered it. "To mark each step towards infinity."
But I think that Azula has realized that despite her statement that she is 'a single step from the apex of heaven', in this chapter she's voiced the realization that, well, she isn't. That there is so much more to her life that she doesn't have. And she's looking for it now, in some way. She's trying, and it's wonderful to see.
Before you do, though, Princess Azula, peace-maker, magnanimous personification of earthly charity, there's just one last thing to figure out: what are you going to give to your brother?
I'm going to not do my usual thing. I think all three options are good, but I'm taking the easy way out this time:
[X]
A flame. It's funny—despite everything, even sharing lessons for a year or so before you accelerated past him, you don't think you've ever taught Zuko a single thing about firebending. He's certainly never taught
you. You've only ever used your fire to hurt each other. Maybe you should try, just this once, to offer a moment of your incandescence for something other than pain.
Like, this is the easy answer. This is what Ty Lee literally talked about this chapter. It's the thing Azula really does enjoy, that makes her happy. And it's the holidays. So... why not? Sure, we can have the serious discussion about how we never had a childhood, or about the Fire
Nation Lord and how our loyalty to
it him isn't absolute. But for once, let's just... spread joy. Let's show Zuko the beauty of the flame. And if on the way we can beat into his head that people don't need some stupid new style of bending taught by dragons to have a good time firebending, that we managed to figure out a way to make firebending beauty rather than rage on our own, well, that's just an added bonus, right? Fuck those dragons.