"From Amadicia..." you breathe, shaking your head. "Then how did she end up here, then? There do no be open recruiting of novices, there, any Aes Sedai traveling there would no dare risk exposure..."
"I don't know," Rielin whispers back, "she's been here longer than I have. Ask Ninea next time you see her if you really-"
That's as far as she gets before an Aes Sedai strides with brisk steps into the garden, a blue-fringed shawl wrapped around her slim shoulders. She's a tall, willowy woman with the coppery skin of a Domani, a little smile on her ageless and beautiful face. You and all the other novices save Ellyne take to your feet and curtsy, as does the Accepted; the Aes Sedai waves at you to sit back down.
"Good morning," she says, her voice fast-paced and no less efficient than her steps had been. Her smile widens a little as she gets a
good morning, Aes Sedai in return. "I am Leane Sedai, as some of you may already know. Today's lesson is the core of what it means to be Aes Sedai: embracing
saidar and allowing the One Power to work through you as you guide it. Now, some of you will not be able to embrace today - that is fine. It will come to you eventually, once you learn to surrender yourself.
However." Her voice turns sharp, warning, and the smile drains from her face. "You must never,
never, attempt to channel without supervision by an Accepted or Aes Sedai!
Saidar is addictive; you will wish to draw as much as you can, as fast as you can. Novices have burned themselves out or even died, trying." In the corner of your eye, you see Rielin paling. "If you are caught channeling without permission, or trying to, you will count yourself very lucky if you spend the next hundred years scrubbing pots in the kitchen." Leane Sedai softens, folding her hands over her stomach. "We will teach you to channel in a safe, controlled manner. That is why you are here."
With that said, she instructs you all to make yourself comfortable, however you wish it; Rielin flops down on the grass next to you, staring up at the blue sky, but you choose to remain seated as you are. "Close your eyes, and feel the warm sunlight on your skin," Leane Sedai says, her voice soft and hypnotic. "Listen to the whisper of the breeze through the trees, the gentle babbling of the brook... slowly empty your mind of thoughts..."
You force yourself to breathe through your nose, slow and even, in and out. You have a difficult time relaxing at first, what with all the energy and excitement you're filled with and all the thoughts bouncing around in your head, but between your best effort, Leane Sedai's voice and the peaceful environment, you feel tension slowly draining out of you, your head filling with pleasant emptiness.
"With your mind empty, imagine a rosebud," Leane Sedai says, and she sounds as if she's speaking from somewhere far away. "There is nothing but the rosebud. Become the rosebud, you
are the rosebud. Feel the sunlight shining on your petals, feel the warmth, draw the warmth into yourself. As you draw in the sun, open your petals and bloom."
She repeats this over and over as you try to picture the rosebud, try feeling like a rosebud. It takes you a while to fully immerse yourself in the visualization as the real world intrudes on your concentration and calm... but eventually you're there, in the place where there is only you, the rosebud... and then, just outside your field of vision, you can feel the sun.
Saidar. It flows towards you, a river of warmth and light, and--
A loud snore to your side disrupts your concentration, and you blink your eyes open to find that Rielin managed to relax a little
too well...
Three hours later the class is nearly to an end and you haven't managed to embrace
saidar. You never made it back to that place in your mind no matter how hard you tried, and it's enough to make you want to scream. You were
so close! And you're still trying, but you're too frustrated to get anywhere, and all you've managed is to give yourself a dully throbbing headache.
There's a soft gasp of joy from a pale, petite girl with sleek dark hair, her eyes wide with euphoria. "I feel it," she breathes, fingers tightening on the grass. "I- I
feel it, finally, finally-"
You would rather like to punch her.
"Good, Amarya, very good," Leane Sedai says with a smile, and the name rings a bell. Something Rielin said about a snooty, stuck-up Cairhienin... oh, and the flawless, elegant handwriting in the Novice Book. This would be her, then. "Now release it-"
"But I-"
"-and try to embrace again," the Aes Sedai continues as if Amarya hadn't interrupted her at all. "There is still a little time left of the class."
Rielin grumbles a little, shoulders slumped in dejection. She hasn't been able to embrace, either. "My third embracing class and all I've been able to do is nap," she sighs, closing her eyes. "But there's always tomorrow. We'll manage eventually, Lucia."
"There is still a little time left of the class," Leane Sedai says again and turns her head to glance at you and Rielin. "But there is value in knowing when to take a step back, as well."
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