It takes you longer than it should to get ready. For some reason your own dresses feel odd to you, though you can't fathom why when you've worn gowns like these all your life! You think you might have had a dream, still lingering. You do what you can do shake it off as you go about your routine. Still, your fingers fumble over the mother-of-pearl buttons and hesitate with long ribbons as if it's been years since you've maneuvered such things. The bright-colored silks feel odd, the many layers of ruffles and the puffy sleeves foreign, and it must have been a very strange dream that you had for it to affect you like this.
You eventually settle on a dress of green and gold, eyeing yourself critically in the mirror. The face staring back at you is still round with the last of baby fat, and that feels odd, too. You pat your cheeks uncertainly. Still, for all that the odd dream clouds your thoughts, you still feel like this is going to be a good day. It is bright and sunny outside your window, the trees are deep green with late summer, and you can hear the sweet trills of birds. It'll be good to see your family too, you've missed them so badly, and you haven't seen them since- since yesterday. Since
yesterday. You snort at your own strange thoughts.
There's a knock on the door, timid and respectful. "Lady Morricone?" It's Anira, your mother's handmaiden. "Do you be awake?"
"I be awake, yes," you reply and reach for your hairbrush. The ornate silver handle gives you a moment's pause; you expected it to be plain
wood, for some inane reason. Wood!
"Your lord father and lady mother, they do request your presence in their chambers," Anira says, her voice sad. "Ryma Sedai, she do be saying that... that it will no be long, now."
Not be long? Ryma Sedai? You frown - the name sounds familiar. Ryma Sedai, Ryma Sedai... she is Yellow Ajah, you think. You've seen her... where? Here, of course, where else? But what is she doing here, at the estate? "No be long?"
"It do no be my place, my lady," Anira says. "I must return to my duties." You hear her footsteps hurry off down the hall.
Not be long. You bite your lip, a habit you thought you'd long since lost, as you consider what that might mean. None of the options you can think of are good, especially not in connection with an Aes Sedai of the Yellow Ajah, the
Healing Ajah. Anira made it sound like you should know what is happening. Why don't you know what is going on? You put the brush down, deciding that your hair is neat enough, and leave your room.
The way back will come but once.
Your eyes stare uncomprehending at the familiar-not-familiar corridor outside, and you stand frozen as one of the statues lining the niches. It's the estate, your
home, with its cool marble floors and vaulted ceilings designed to keep the sticky summer heat at bay, but it's decorated in
white. White, blank tapestries hanging on the walls, white flowers in every vase, white white
white and then you realize that for the first time in your life, the manor is quiet. You are the eldest of nine children, all of you closely spaced in age, and the eerie silence makes you want to scream just so that you can break it.
White is the color of mourning. White is the color of death.
You have never cared much for decorum, and right now the Dark One himself can take such things for all you care. With your heart in your throat, you hike up your voluminous skirts to your knees and
run to your parents' chambers, ignoring the stares you get from white-dressed servants as you rush by them. You don't care what they think of you.
Be steadfast.
You open the door to your parents' bedroom, and flinch back at the sickly-sweet smell that hits you like a wall. You know that smell, from the infirmary- no, from when your grandmother passed away; it's the smell of disease. Your parents are both in bed still, pale and sweaty and shivering. Off to the side stands a slim, elegant woman with the timeless face of an Aes Sedai, with a sad frown on her face. She is wearing her shawl, fringed in yellow. Your father's tired eyes light up when he sees you, though his beloved face is lined with sickness and deep sorrow. Your mother is past seeing anything at all; her vacant stare goes right through you.
"Lucia!" Father croaks and tries to sit up, to no avail. "Lucia, come here."
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