Reading through the profiles, and looking at the portraits, you find yourself wondering about the choices of some of them. Did the Dragon truly have no one better? or the Crab? A small suspicious part of your mind constructs an easy enough scenario for the latter. Your nakado wishing to make sure that you don't again choose one of the Crab. The former though...no clearly you're being paranoid.
You mentally begin crossing off the other candidates. Some with regret like Yoritomo Ikumi who would have solved your whole Mantis Problem immediately, others with barely a second thought. In the end you find your mind your trying to choose between Shinjo Rena and Shiba Kaname. A study in contrasts in many ways. Shinjo Rena is...safe, competent enough to be an asset, but seemingly lacking the motivation to become a hindrance. While Shiba Kaname is the opposite. A neophyte that would need your help...but also one with the will to act on her strong convictions and faith, she could cause problems for you.
So do you play a conservative hand, or do you gamble that Kaname has the ability to grow into a great Empress? It was a choice that could set a dynasty forward, or see it call crumbling down, and it was one you found yourself wrestling with over, and over.
Fortunes you wished that you had more time to prepare, to learn, to live, before having this weight crush down on you. Whatever you may wish your fate is what it is which means its up to you to make a choice. For a brief moment you consider practising divination to choose...but dismiss it out of hand. A pious Emperor could be a great boon, but one that could not make a simple decision about his life was worthless...and you were never that pious anyways.
Which is why you need a wife who is pious, now don't you? So the answer then is Shiba Kaname. If asked whether her portrait persuaded you, you will deny that until the day you die. Pushing aside that thought you set about gathering up the papers and the portraits. With that done you look out the window....its nearly the end of day, did you really spend two hours trying to figure this out?
Maybe it was time to go to bed and sleep...you'll tell Otomo-san your choice in the morning. Idly you wondered what Shiba Kaname was up to.
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24th Day of the Serpent Year 1 of your reign.
The Festival of Musubi-no-kami was a mere four days away. It was absolutely time to meet your bride to be. So, why were you having trouble fidgeting forward? It's just a girl. Alright a beautiful girl that you will spend the rest of your life as a Samurai with, but still. Stop fidgeting Hisao!
With that refrain in your mind, you stop playing with the tea leaves in your cup and put it down.
Deep breaths, deep breaths. You are the Emperor of Rokugan, not some love sick air head of a Doji.
"My Emperor. Shiba Kaname-sama, is here to present her self." Miya Kanasuke announces.
"Send her in Miya-san." You say your voice strong and firm.
Thank Sensei that those speaking lessons stuck.
"As you command."
You wait there for a moment before the door opens, and a woman walks in. You're not quite struck dumb by the sight of her...but its a near thing. Long hair, deep eyes, fine almost sculpted features, oh yes you could see why she was renowned as a beauty. For a moment, you want nothing more than to be a dumb young Samurai to try and impress her, to make her want you, Hisao, not Toturi IV.
The thought is pushed away a brief moment after it happens. The image of her brown eyes shining in the moonlight as she confesses her love for you? Was a weakness, and above all else, an Emperor may not be week....but it was tempting, so tempting.
"My Emperor, may I present myself to you?" She asks, her voice firm yet very soft.
"Hai." You say.
Kaname moves through the room with a serene grace born of practised movements. You were not a true warrior, although you had training in that as well. You could tell that she was a hawk masquerading as a dove.
Bowing her head low to the floor, she kow tows three times.
"I am Shiba Kaname...daughter of Shiba Dosan and servant of Shiba Tsukimi-Ue, I hope I please you my Emperor."
You manage to move through the motions.
"I greet you Shiba Kaname-san as a servant of the Empire, your service does please me."
"Thank you for your high praise my Emperor. I am but a simple woman doing her duty."
The ritual over, an awkward silence falls over the air. Neither of you quite sure what to say to the other.
For your part, you feel like you should at least...talk to her, ask her about herself, or something. Should there not be more to this marriage than a brief meeting? How to talk to people it was second nature to you, or it usually was. Yet, here it came up a little short. Was it simply because for once you were being a young man first and Emperor second? Or was it because you genuinely had no idea what to say?
You had to say something, what you did to break this silence, would set the tone for your whole relationship. So come on Hisao think, think...you at least wanted to be friends right? Okay...she's nervous, determined, and...judging you? What? Not even on your appearance, that would make sense, no she's judging you as a person...right away? Yes you definitely have to say something, or this woman is going to base her opinion on you, entirely on the fact that you ogled her a little before going through the ritual motions
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(Meta this write is for two purposes, to establish the tone of Hisao and Kaname's relationships, and for you to have a bit of input into his personality)