November 27th, 2124
"How does it still not make sense?" You asked flatly, though not unkindly, as if stuck waiting for a punchline that never came. "We built it together, how do we both not know what it is?" Your friend's eyes stared back into yours, their usually comforting dark green somehow off. You'd seen Mary puzzled by her work before, challenged even, but confused? Truly and without recourse? You could count the times you'd seen that on one hand. You wouldn't need many fingers either.
"I don't know, Mandy," she sighed, the sound a heavy thing of only slightly detached frustration. "I just don't know." You'd been working together on this for months, becoming steadily more frustrated with your inability to penetrate the mystery of the artefact's creation. You'd tried when you were younger, of course, but you'd been younger then, with all the impetuousness that implied and the scientific instruments of a humanity still struggling to recover everything it had lost. Over the year you'd thrown every scientific test and analysis either of you could think of at the strange and featureless blackbody crystal. And it had remained as steadfastly resistant to them as it'd been the last time you'd tried.
From there, your methods had become steadily more esoteric. The way it shed any attempt to damage it without a scratch led to you acquiring a sheet of Inviolate Matter to place next to the tiny crystal, to see if either would destabilise. Neither did. Direct use of Practice in a variety of ways followed, culminating with Words of Truth and Insight, spoken upon yourself instead of the item and combined with the Mender's Eye. And here you were again, with nothing. A muffled giggle from the other side of the room reminded you, oh so helpfully, that that statement wasn't quite true. You didn't have nothing. This time you had a hysterically giggling daughter, apparently amused beyond words at her the shared inability of her parents to work out how something you'd both made decades ago worked.
She was, supposedly, working on her own projects in the lab and it was highly unlikely that you'd be able to prove that she wasn't. That didn't stop the feeling that she was working at the same time as the two of you most of the time just to see what you came up with next. Now, as she heard you both admit defeat, that giggling, which was really only intermittent, not continuous, stopped short. Mary looked over, your own gaze following hers, to find a truly unusual sight. Iris, your daughter, staring at you in slack-jawed shock. Naturally, you had Sidra save the image immediately.
"What is it, Iris?" The delay meant Mary beat you to the punch.
"It's just, I've never seen you both give up on something before." Your daughter shook her head, sending her curls of iridescent black tumbling. "You've always been able to find something that you can use next time, even if it's tiny." Those words would probably have sparked your irritation into outright anger had they come from anyone but Iris. But you understood the question when it came from her, at least a little. In the next moment, you were standing beside your daughter, and in the one after that you had wrapped your arms around her. Her body was still growing, but she was big enough now to be hard to lift without the help of your Unison Platform. There came the sound of quick footsteps and you freed one arm to let Mary into the hug. She'd understood too, if a bit later. Iris simply let it happen, maybe a bit confused, but still revelling in the simple expression of love.
"We're not infallible, Iris," you murmured warmly an indeterminate amount of time later, giving her one last squeeze before stepping back. "You can look at any history book and know that, we've made our mistakes. But," touched a gentle finger to her lips before she could speak, "I think we understand. You thought this was a game for us, trying to beat the other. Friendly competition, right?"
"Yeah," she nodded again, some energy springing back into her voice. "I know you're not flawless, but this sort of work is such a shared passion for you. Seeing you," she broke off and Mary reached out, placing a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
"Seeing us fail," she finished for Iris.
"Not just that," A much smaller hand covered Mary's, squeezing it. "It's you giving up, you seemed so confident that you'd find something just a few months ago. I know you've tried to understand this before, and failed then, but it's different to see it, you know?"
"We do," you both said, in the same breath, startling a laugh from your child. You shared a glance with Mary, who nodded faintly, and kept talking, leading with a question. "What have you been doing down here this year?" It was a poor way to change the topic, but there was true curiosity in the question. Iris had just laughed and shook her head when you'd asked at first, leaving you and Mary limited to scouring the inventory lists to try and see what she was doing.
"That's not fair," Iris muttered, lips twisting into an adolescent scowl. "It's meant to be a surprise! And don't ask who for, you did that last time." It was all you could do to not laugh at the scolding tone. Not for it being there, but why. Mary did laugh, the sound a soothing one after the heavy emotion that had filled the room moments before, and her hand moved up to ruffle Iris' hair. Her lips twitched, but she didn't pull away.
"Alright," you said, raising your hands in acceptance of defeat…and also victory. "But you know, we didn't fail at everything, sweetie." That was an understatement. The year had been one of considerable success, even if nothing concrete had come from most of the other projects you'd been working on. They were somewhat drowned out by your last conversations with the Contact Fleet, months ago now. That had been harder than you'd expected, but it had also been worth it.
On an equally personal level to the current failure, you'd made considerable progress in the other matter you'd been working on. Trying to understand the web of links between your race was difficult, trying to translate it into something more grounded than instinct had pushed you to your limits. But only to them, not past, and you'd found the memory of the Reverie you shared with Lorelli a surprising help in the process. Seeing something like what you were trying to find in another's species had given you context in a way you hadn't thought possible, and that showed in the progress you'd made.
You'd found a delicate elegance to links as you'd started to break them down into something that made more sense, something you could put onto a page and not get a look of blank confusion from Mary and a gentle request that you try to write it again. It had taken weeks, the days stolen across the months between Arcadia and other tasks of varying interests, but you'd done it. You weren't done, but the majority of what remained was simply pulling together everything you'd found and hammering it all into a picture that would make sense to someone that wasn't Mary. You'd need her help with that, but she'd already made it clear you'd get it. The thoughts left you listless for a moment, the thread of conversation lost, and you saw the smirk that vanished so quickly from your friend's face as she realised what had happened.
"How about we go out for dinner tonight," she suggested, and you shot her a warm look for filling the space before Iris could drift back to where the conversation had begun. "There's a new place above the spire, converted from the observation post that we watched the Restoration from. It's meant to have some truly spectacular views."
"It's scraping sub-orbital, mom," Iris sighed good-naturedly, but she wasn't saying no. She looked back at the terminal in front of her, then smiled. "But that sounds nice. Can we fly there?" The excitement that question still brought to her face was a treasure.
"I don't see why not." One thing followed another, after that, and it really was a good night. And yet, unknown to you, a piece of your daughter's consciousness churned steadily away on her surprise even as you ate and laughed. If you'd noticed and been able to ask, she'd have told you it was important. In the end, the truth was much more than just that.
Blackbody Mystery: 18 + 45 + 15 (Mender's Eye) = 78. Failure
The Web Between: 100 + 32 + 43 = 175 + 132 = 307/340. Natural Critical reroll: 32!