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I closed my leather-bound journal, the
snap inaudible under the blaring alarm. I quickly tossed it under my pillow and swung my legs over the side of the bed. I donned my armor quickly, clipping one piece at a time into place. With that done, I slung Belthronding and its quiver over my shoulder, then strapped Narsil to my belt and took Aeglos in my right hand.
I glanced at the mirror before I left the small dormitory. Nenya glimmered white on my finger, and the blade of Aeglos shone blue.
Yeah, that's everything. I'd built a few more tools in the past two weeks, but hadn't assimilated any of them into my personal kit. I figured I'd give them out at some point.
I left the room, the alarm still ringing in my ears, and jogged down the hall. Procedure called for me to assemble in the main garage, so I took the stairway down two steps at a time and bounded out into the concrete-walled room.
Miss Militia and Armsmaster were there already, along with Triumph and quite a few PRT officers. The troopers were milling about largely aimlessly. Triumph was fiddling with the alarm console, and Miss Militia was leaning in to talk lowly with Armsmaster, who was astride his (now-repaired) motorcycle.
I approached the two of them. "What's going on?" I asked. "False alarm?"
"No," said Armsmaster shortly, "but not something we can really respond to either. I'm going out to see what I can do."
"Good luck," said Miss Militia with a nod. "Be careful."
"I will." He kicked his bike into gear and, as the hangar doors opened, sped out into the night.
"What's going on?" I asked Miss Militia.
She glanced down at me. "Regent just escaped from containment."
I blinked. "He was still in containment here? Why wasn't he transferred to jail or juvie?"
"We haven't had a chance to process him, what with Bakuda and the EMP," Miss Militia explained with a clipped voice, turning away from the closing garage doors as the alarm cut out. "Both he and Grue were still here until the city gets back into normal operation."
"Wait, wait," I shook my head. "They busted out Regent, but not Grue? Why—oh, did we stop them? Who was it?"
"No, we didn't stop them." Miss Militia sounded bitter as she stalked out of the garage. I followed at her heels. "It was Trickster, according to the officer who was on duty. He was in and out before we could do anything."
"Then why didn't he take Grue out too?"
"If I knew
that, I might know better what to do about it," she growled.
"Do you want me to talk to him?" I offered. "I might be able to—"
"No." Miss Militia's voice was harsh, and she stopped walking and turned to face me. "Pardon me, Annatar, if I don't trust you with our prisoners."
I stared at her. After a moment, she looked away.
"I'm sorry," she said, more softly now. "It's not like that."
"Yes, it is."
She shook her head. "No, it's just—protocol." She looked back at me. "Protocol has been bent around you far too much already, Annatar. Allowing a Ward, with demonstrated mind-altering powers, to interrogate a prisoner? No. I can't allow it."
My fists clenched. "I'm not going to fucking
master him. But you
know I can get people to talk to me. Call it charisma, call it a social thinker power, whatever.
Why won't you let me use it?"
"Because protocol exists for a
reason," Miss Militia answered in a low, hard voice, her eyes holding fast against mine, "and because you haven't given me enough reason to bend the rules where you're concerned. It's not your intentions I don't trust, Annatar—it's your judgement."
I took a step back. Miss Militia winced as she realized what she'd said.
"I didn't mean it like that—"
"I know exactly how you meant it," I interrupted. "Your meaning was perfectly clear, thank you."
"Annatar—"
"No. We all know I fucked up with Bakuda. But if you can't even trust me to learn, you might as well throw me into the birdcage now. I'm no
use sitting here on my thumbs."
"I trust you to learn," she said, her voice softer now, her gaze breaking from mine. "It's not—
I can't be the one to teach you. Talk to me again after you've been through training in San Diego."
"What, like you trusted Shadow Stalker after her training?"
Miss Militia pursed her lips and didn't reply. Her jaw was clenched as she bit down on her tongue. I noticed I was biting down on mine, too—trying to keep in the stream of curses and maledictions that threatened to spill out.
I felt like a loaded gun, cocked and poised to fire. I knew Miss Militia; not as well as I'd like to, but well enough to hurt. The only thing keeping me from tearing her apart was my own self-control. I didn't know whether to be glad or angry that she couldn't see that.
I turned away. "I'm going to bed."
"I'm sorry, Annatar."
I stopped, but didn't turn back.
"I'm sorry," she continued, "that I can't forgive as easily as you might like."
"I'm sorry, too," I said, continuing to walk away, "that you think it's
forgiveness that I want."
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"I cannot"—I punched at my opponent—"fucking"—a weave out of the way of her strike—"
deal with her."
I blocked the punch coming to my face, took the wrist in one hand and brought the other up to the armpit, and with a gyration of my hips I rolled her sideways so that she was bent over with her arm up. Then I jammed my knee into her side and cast her away, rolling across the mat.
Sophia slapped the mat hard to stop her roll and for a moment lay there on her back, breathing heavily. Her face was flushed with exertion, and sweat matted her hair—the few loose strands not tied into her ponytail—to her face.
"Okay, first off," she said between gasps for air, "where the
fuck did you learn to fight like that?"
I shrugged, bouncing slightly on the balls of my feet. "I'm using Narya," I said, "so partly it's just strength. The rest—well, I've had a lot of free time these past two weeks, and there are always people here willing to spar. I've been training."
She rolled herself up into a cross-legged sitting position, still panting. "Still, though," she said. "I've been doing mixed martial arts for
years and I'm only a little better than you."
"
You're the one on the ground."
"I was going easy—thought you were
new to this." She picked herself up, giving me a fierce grin. "Not this time."
I smirked back and brought my guard back up.
She really
had been going easy on me. This time, when she came at me, it was fast and ruthless. Rather than a quick fight, finished in a few seconds, this one lasted.
As we circled one another warily, she spoke again. "You've really only been doing this for two weeks?"
"Well, two and a half. Doing it a lot, though. Like I said—it's boring here."
Her guard dropped minutely—but was back up even before I had lunged in to take advantage, and the exchange left me with nothing more than a faint throbbing in my fingers as her padded forearm deflected my jab.
"Sorry I haven't been around as much," she said. "I've been—dealing with a few things."
"I get it," I said, eyes roving over her posture, trying to find a hole in her guard. "It's fine, really."
"It's not," she said, shaking her head—but only slightly, keeping her eyes firmly on me. "I just…."
She seemed to reach for words and, failing to find them, decided to speak with her fists instead. She probed my defenses with a couple weak strikes before surprising me with a kick to the back of my knee. I brought the leg up to deflect and then jumped, my hips protesting as I twisted into a kick at her head.
Her eyes widened as she ducked under it and then took advantage of my flawed landing to strike at my (protected) kidney with a flurry of blows before reaching around me as I turned to face her, putting her hands on my shoulders, and shoving them in opposite directions. The motion ruined my balance, and I was helpless when her right leg worked its way behind my shin to take my legs out from under me.
I slapped the mat as I landed, carefully keeping my head from striking the floor too hard.
"The fuck was that?" she asked, almost laughing. "A fucking jump kick?"
"Saw it in an Olympic fight," I said, bringing one hand up.
She took it and pulled me to my feet. "Olympic Tae Kwon Do," she said, still laughing, "is almost useless in a street fight. You've been training in that stuff?"
"Only some of the time." I was almost definitely not pouting.
She shook her head fondly, still laughing, her eyes darting across my face. "Good thing you're
sparring with that shit," she said. "Do me a favor, and don't pull anything weird out in a real fight?"
"Promise," I said, bringing my guard back up.
She nodded, doing the same. "Anyway," she said, as we circled one another, "fuck Miss Militia. She's just a self-righteous bitch—what does she know?"
"More than me, in some ways," I said. "I just—I don't understand what
scares her so much."
"Scares her?"
"Well, yeah. She's terrified of me."
"Shouldn't she be?" Sophia grinned. "You can be pretty scary."
"Not like that." We paused for a moment to exchange blows, and then I continued. "There's something about me as a person—about what I represent—that's…
repulsive to her. I just wish I could talk to her about it."
Sophia nodded slowly. "It sounds to me like her problem," she said simply, and then engaged me again with a probative roundhouse kick—a little slower than it should have been. I caught her foot with one hand and, before she could react, dragged it upward. She yelped quietly as her balance dropped out from under her, and fell flat on her back.
"It is her problem," I said, "but as long as it makes it
suck to stay here, it's mine too."
I held out a hand to help her up. She took it, and I hauled her to her feet. "Yeah," she said. "Damn, that sucks. Where does she get off taking her issues out on you?"
"It's not like either of us have room to talk," I reminded her.
She twitched—no,
shuddered—and looked away. "Yeah," she said quietly. "Yeah, I guess that's true."
I studied her for a moment, the smile dropping off my face. I couldn't say I was
sorry for reminding her of our old…
relationship… but that didn't mean I enjoyed watching her wallow in guilt or shame. "How has Winslow been?" I asked. "I imagine it's calmer without me."
She swallowed to mask a sudden flash of pain—
shame?—and then met my eyes. "It's—boring," she said, stumbling on the second word, as though it wasn't what she'd meant to say. "I, uh, cut ties with Emma on Monday."
I frowned. "Yeah, I guess that makes sense. How did she take it?"
Sophia swallowed again. "Not well."
"Oh." I bit my lip, casting around for a change of subject.
Sophia, however, saved me by shaking herself and bringing her guard back up. "Come on," she said. "Still gotta teach you how to fight."
I smiled slightly and matched her.
She came at me aggressively this time, getting in close and pressing herself against my defenses. I was backed up several steps before I was able to regain control, and begin to push back. As my defenses hardened, her attacks grew more desperate—and her guard weakened. Eventually, an opportunity appeared in the form of a gap, where one hand was guarding her face and the other was repeatedly striking—and nothing was defending her side.
I jabbed at it, and kept coming when she leapt back. Now I was on the offensive, and she was unprepared to defend. I got a few good strikes in to her solar plexus and two to her face. Then, when she was off-balance, I tried to copy the move she'd pulled off earlier. I brought my hands to her shoulders, got my hip flush against hers, and rotated so that I was pulling her off balance. At the same time, I brought one leg up between hers, pulling her foot off the ground. With a grunt, she fell, and I maintained my grip, following her down part of the way. As she slapped to cancel her momentum, I brought one foot up and moved as though to stomp on her exposed stomach, stopping inches from her.
For a moment, we held that position, both breathing heavily, before I withdrew and helped her back up.
"Don't tell me you just picked up that sweep from when I used it on you earlier," she said disbelievingly.
"Sorry."
"No way." She shook her head. "Fucking
powers."
I chuckled. "Fucking powers, indeed."
A chime sounded from the edge of the mat, and Sophia glanced up. "Fuck," she cursed. "That's my patrol shift. I have to go."
"Right now?"
"Well, I have time to shower, but yeah."
I nodded. "Okay. You'll probably go straight home after that?"
"That's the plan."
"Then I'll see you tomorrow, maybe?"
She considered me. "You really hate staying here," she said.
I shrugged. "I should be out in a couple days."
"Still." She hesitated, and then spoke haltingly. "If you want—you could stay over at my place, instead?"
I raised an eyebrow. "Are you inviting me to stay at your house?"
She nodded—slowly at first, and then firmly. "Yeah. If you want. To get away from here." She looked away. "My house isn't especially nice, and my family isn't—well, it's not the best place to host. But it'll get you out of here for a bit."
I frowned at her for a moment. "You're sure it'll be okay with them?"
"As long as you don't do anything cape-y while you're there," she said. "My brother and sister don't know, and my mom wants to keep it that way. But yeah, they won't mind."
I smiled. "Okay. Yeah, it'll be nice to get out of here. Thanks."
She smiled back. "My pleasure."
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