BB has been caught lying multiple times, and while they might not be priority just yet, they are on the top 3 to be destroyed.
Ok. Then lynch me. If my mason partner who I went into a fucking mental breakdown trying to cover for, who I fucking lied for multiple times to cover for, then just fucking lynch me. I want out of this game, you want me out of this game win-win. I'm an anti-town element, I'm causing confusion and chaos, I'm not mentally sound, I am in every respect a detriment to the town, I guess. Get rid of me. I don't care anymore and that's because...
Fun fact the mason chat actually goes hours without reply except when BB post rapidly in a five minute span contradicting themselves
I'm trying as hard as I can to make this as civil as possible. I get that Riki brought up the Mason chat to insult you. That this isn't entirely your fault. But to take a snipe at me, who burned all her fucking cred trying to cover for you, because I myself admit that I'm not as active in the chat as I should be, that I get it's a fucking failing on my part, that you then fucking lie about what's in the chat. Do you want to mention how I put down the effort to try and tell the amount of kills that would be beneficial to you? Went through all the math? How throughout the game I've been doing my best to help you pick targets? How, again I claimed lyncher and fucking TANKED MY CREDIBILITY BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT MIGHT HELP YOU, WHEN YOU LOGICALLY CAN'T WIN ANYWAY? How I fucking spent multiple paragraphs telling you that it was okay, that you played an okay game, that you shouldn't listen to what other people say, that you shouldn't give up even if you lose? You want to tell them any of fucking that? No you want to weaponize a chat that they can't see, that given it's a private chat I consider an outright betrayal of trust, to say something that at very least isn't true by and large- maybe I did countradict myself, I'm not fucking perfect. That is no fucking excuse. Criticize me after game when they can see it. I'm sure they'll agree that I'm a shit partner that did nothing to help you. And that's fine. If I'm shit at the game, it's fine. It's just a game. This is, for me, a bridge too fucking far.
Actually, the only thing I remember in terms of a contradictory I WAS CORRECTING MY OWN MENTAL MATH. And that's because I have a mental disability that makes mental math fucking difficult for me. I'm sorry I am a mental disability LMBF. I'm sorry that's an inconvenience on you to tell that when I explicitly say I'm correcting something and apologize for the error, that I'm correcting something and I apologize for the error. Maybe when you say you're going to do a specific thing, and I say you can do it, you don't take that as the equivalent of a fullclaim. That'd be fucking great too and not torpedo all the fucking effort I put in to maybe keep you alive one more goddamn day, so that you could enjoy the game. Maybe when I'm playacting about the Mason claim, you get that I'm playacting.
I'm still not going to say anything bad about your play. Whatever, you played the game. But that pisses me off. So fucking much. When I try to be helpful and encouraging and all that shit.
If this earns me a modkill that's fine I guess, I'm not going to pretend like you aren't making shit up, or that I haven't done a bunch of shit for you, or fought for you when I didn't strictly need to. Or that at best it feels like you're mocking me for my disability to people who can't yet fucking see what happened.
RIkimaru's attitude I can understand. Its stressful, but its part of the game. Nictis is just doing his job, regardless of his alignment. I have no idea what you're doing, or what would compel you to snipe at somebody who has been trying to go to bat for you all fucking day, casting aspersions on Derp's claim for no reason, deceiving the people I want to win and putting you fucking first.
Lynch me. IDEALLY, LMBF acts in favor of town because he will be unable to fulfill his wincon. That's a plus. Another plus is that I won't be around with my shit play to confuse things, I guess. And my bad partnership. And my bad everything. Just... I was bad before but this just makes it worse. Just let me die.