Chapter 2- Into Uncertainty
Tali's opinion, when asked later on, was that if Shepard had any hope of dealing with this subtly it had apparently gone out the window once everyone could hear the shouting from the deepest part of the cave. The crew had only a small idea what was happening. The new arrivals were the other two-thirds of Shepard's fireteam who came to check on her after the raid. After that…
"They're fucking xenos, Shepard. They get into the Walls who knows what kind of damage they can do." Tali all but flinched whenever the large one, the one covered in armor, shouted. They'd been at this for thrity minutes. A few minutes in some of the security personnel had gone out to …they didn't really know but something to support Shepard's case but that idea died when both women turned their attentions to them and glared until they retreated to the very back of the cave.
"They are people, Ash." Shepard's voice rang out in their defense.
"Oh, what? The same way the Hive are people? The same way the Cabal are? So, what? When the Fallen burned your village to the ground they were just doing what people do?" That comment caused a lot of noise further into the cave. But what really shook Tali were the words that came out of Shepard's mouth.
"Don't you dare. Don't you fucking dare, Ash." It wasn't the words that frightened Tali. It was the way Shepard spoke then. Quiet to the point that Tali wondered for a moment if she had heard it at all but she still feeling the rage dripping off every word like oil. She peeked around the cave wall to look at the two of them standing outside. The anger on Ash's face was still as firm as ever but there was a wilting manner to it. Shepard looked ready to launch herself at her teammate. They stayed like that for a moment before Shepard turned around and began to walk back towards the cave. She hadn't spoken a single word.
"Traveler's rebuke, Shepard. This isn't done." Ash shouted after her.
Shepard stopped and turned to look at Ash, "I'm a Hunter, Ash. We guide pilgrims to the City-"
Ash sputtered, "Pilgrims th-"
"Ash," Shepard argued back, "Do I fucking come up onto the Wall and tell you how to do your job?"
"Protecting the City is my job, Shepard. I swore the oath to keep the Darkness out of the Walls." Ash said, her hands tightening themselves into fists.
Shepard's eyes never left Ash's face though. "Ash, what's the one question that we don't ask?"
"What the hell are you talking about?" Ashley asked as she shook her head
"The question everyone in the City thinks about. I can tell whenever someone thinks about it because you just see the fear on their face. Like they're looking into the Dark Heart itself." Ash just stared at her in incomprehension but Shepard kept talking, "They're scared because they're thinking the answer might be yes." She stopped talking and stared at Ashley.
After a moment, she rolled her eyes, "And what's the question?"
Shepard stayed silent for a little longer before answering, "Are we alone?"
Ashley looked at her like she'd grown a second head, "Shepard, trust me, if we were alone than we'd still be living in the Golden Age right now."
Shepard shook her head, "No, not alone in the universe. Alone in the Light." Ashley glared at her but Shepard didn't stop speaking, "Are we the only species that hasn't given into the Dark?" She pointed into the cave, "They're living proof that we aren't."
"And how do you know they're not deceiving you? That for all they know they sacrifice their children to the Dark?" Tali saw Wrex, leaning against a cave wall nearby, tap his foot in the way that he did when he started to get angry.
Whatever Wrex was about to do was interrupted by Shepard's shout, "Because I've seen them Ash." She stormed and began to yell into her teammate's face, "I've seen them fight for each other. I've seen them trust me even though I was a stranger. I've seen them run into danger to save a friend." Shepard turned away and walked towards the cave, "I've seen them act with more honor than the Fallen and more compassion than I've ever seen from the Cabal."
Ash began to walk towards her when she stopped and shook her head. "You want to be that way? Fine." She walked away from the cave and Tali saw a speck in the sky begin to get closer. "Stay out here with them. Don't come crying to me when they shove a knife into your back." To Tali's shock the speck soon grew into a ship and flew close to the ground before hovering above Ashley. The noise from its engines filled the air but Tali could still hear her voice above it, "Kaidan, come on. We'd better tell the Vanguard about this." The one in the robes just stood there with his arms crossed looking at Shepard as she entered the cave. "Kaidan…"
He shook his head, "I need to know more."
"Kaidan," Ashley all but screamed, "I do not need the Warlock crap right now."
Kaidan shook his head, "Shepard's right. This could be an incredible opportunity. And I'm not throwing it away until I know about these people and what they can do." His eyes folded into a glare, "Besides, you crossed a line and we both know it."
Ash's angry snarl collapsed as her mouth opened slightly and her eyes opened wide. She closed her mouth and pursed her lips before yelling, "Fine. That's just fucking fine. Both of you hang around your new xeno buddies. At least I remember what's important." She disappeared in a flash of blue light and the ship flew into the horizon.
Kaidan sighed before looking at Tali as she was peeking around the side of the cave entrance. She jumped slightly and tried to retreat back into a low-profile when, to her surprise, he smiled at her. She stood stock still as he approached her, "I'm sorry you all had to be here for that."
Tali folded her hand together, something she did when nervous, "Oh, um, thank you."
Kaidan held out his hand for a moment before frowning for a moment and pulling it back to his side. "Well," he murmered to himself as he looked at his hand, "that probably won't work." He returned his gaze to Tali's face, "If it's not impolite among your people, can I ask what your name is?"
Tali felt a smile come to her face. For all that Shepard's fellows had made her nervous she couldn't find it in herself to fear him now, "Oh, I'm Tali'Zorah nar Rayya." She could see his eyes squint as the gears in his head began to turn. "That's Tali of Clan Zorah born of the ship Rayya." She clarified.
He nodded, "Oh. I'm Kaidan, son of Pesri, of House Alenko." He put his hand on his chin, "And I think I might have been born on Pallas." He turned his head to look further into the cave. "Sorry, but I really need to go check on Shepard. I should probably speak to whoever's leading you, too."
Tali agreed and told him where to find T'Bayla, "Shepard will be there. She's been working closely with the Captain."
Kaidan thanked her and walked away. Tali looked after him and wondered if she could follow him. Listen to Shepard, Kaidan, and the Captain speak. She shook her head and looked around. All around her people were preparing for the journey ahead. There was too much to do. She saw a group of her fellow engineers prepare the lifts Garrus brought back for long-term transport. She made her way to them. It was going to be a long day.
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Shepard stopped before the curtain that led to Captain T'Bayla's "room". "What do you want, Kaidan? Going to tell me to abandon the xenos to the Fallen?" She said as she stared ahead of her.
He was silent for a moment before he said, "Actually, I was going to talk to their leader to get a grasp on the situation." Shepard turned to look at him. Kaidan chuckled at the stern look on her face. "Might want to be careful, Jane. Your face might stick like that." With that, Shepard couldn't help but smile. Good old dependable, Kaidan.
"Thank you." She said and she couldn't think of the words to explain how much she meant it. "Well, I better introduce you to the Captain. You'll like her. The Dark itself could come to get her and she'd just spit in its eye."
"It's a bad sign when you feel the need to talk me up, Shepard." T'Bayla's voice rang out from beyond the curtain.
"Just getting him ready for you, Captain," Shepard said while entering into T'Bayla's recovery room, "You are a lot to handle."
T'Bayla laughed, "If I didn't know better I'd say that you've been talking to one of my exes." She shook her head, "Good old Okati. Goddess rest her soul." She gave a nod to Kaidan, "Sorry, you know my name but I don't know yours."
He returned the nod, "Kaidan Alenko. Scholar of the Praxic Warlocks."
T'Bayla gave him a teasing smile, "Well, isn't that a fancy sounding title."
Kaidan chuckled and shook his head, "It just means I do a little research when I'm not out here."
T'Bayla shook her head and leaned back, "Well, good to see that someone besides Shepard likes us out here."
Shepard rubbed the back of her head, "So you heard all that."
"Honey, I think people back in Citadel Space heard that." T'Bayla replied. Her joking demeanor faded away to be replaced by a much more professional one. "Is it going to be a problem?"
"Shepard took a deep breath as she took a long calming look at the ground, "I don't know. If there is a problem, it'll wait until we hit the Wall. So we just have to do the job in front of us"
T'Bayla sighed, "The Nine said the City might not take us. I just always thought we could talk our way in."
Shepard put her hand on T'Bayla's shoulder, "You'll make it into the City. Even if I have to scream at the Gates like a crazy person."
Kaidan let out a small laugh, "I don't know, Shepard. I don't think that'll work after that time you screamed at the Crucible scoreboard for twenty-seven minutes straight." He stopped laughing after Shepard turned and glared at him but she couldn't wipe the smile from his face.
"Well," T'Bayla said, "whatever any of that meant, thank you." She pulled herself up into a semi-sitting position, "You're right. We still have the job ahead of us." She called out for one of her officers a youngish looking asari with white markings near the edge of her scalp. "We ready to go?" she asked.
"Almost, Captain." The officer said, "We're still putting supplies on Guardian Shepard's bike."
"Guardian Shepard?" Kaidan asked with a smirk on his face.
"Shut up."
"Alright," she turned to Dr. Solus, "looks like it's time to get me prepped for travel." He nodded and a short time later she was on a stretcher being carried by two of the turian crewmates. All around the cave, everyone was carrying supplies somewhere on their person and waiting near the entrance. "Ladies and Gentlemen." T'Bayla said laying on her stretcher, "LET'S" she raised her arm into the sky, "GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!" With a cheer, the crew began to stream out of the cave and soon a line of pilgrims was walking through the fields towards the hills and the forest sanctuary beyond.
Shepard stood somewhere around the center, not quite part of the caravan, instead walking a few feet away from them so she could keep an eye on the direction the Fallen base used to be in. Once they got closer to the hills, she would begin to march faster so she could take the hunter's traditional place in the front so she could interchangeably scout ahead and guide the Pilgrimage.
Shepard heard walking behind her and saw Kaidan, his helmet back on his head and his pulse rifle flung over his back. "Kaidan," she said, "what are you doing?"
Kaidan fell into step by her side, "I'm coming with you, Shepard."
Shepard sputtered, "Kaidan, what-"
"Shepard," he interrupted, "I'm willing to give these people a shot. But no Guardian's ever done something like this. And…" he rubbed the back of his neck, "I'd feel better if you had someone to watch your back."
She stared at him, listening to the mass of people walk by. "I better warn you, Alenko. This is going to be rough. You're probably going to wish you were still in your study by the end of the week."
He clapped a hand to her shoulder, "I don't doubt it. But that won't stop me." He began to walk ahead of her, "Besides, this won't be the first time I had to march to the City."
Shepard smiled and began to try to overtake him. To his credit, Shepard would later admit, he kept up with her for five minutes.
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It was in the growing shadow of the trees that they began to make camp. In a small clearing, a few miles into the forest, they built a fire in a small pit that Shepard and a few of the security officers had dug and prepared bunks and sleeping bags. The weather was temperate and the skies were clear so they decided that they could wait for worse conditions before bringing out their tents.
Garrus sat near the fire eating his rations. Nearby he saw the doctor's administer more of the healing solution into T'Bayla's shoulder. They said that in a few days she would have recovered enough to begin physical therapy to recover from the loss of her limb. While he felt happy that T'Bayla was looking at recovery he found his train of thought focused on something else. He'd listened to the words coming out of Shepard's mouth for the past day. He'd also listened to the huge argument she'd had with her teammate. He also thought about the confrontation with the Nine. Of the repeated symbolism of Light and Dark and the obvious significance it had to the people here. Also, what did the humans mean when they spoke about "the Traveller"?
"Well, that looks like the face of a man whose thinking," he saw Shepard standing near the fire, "At least, I think so. I'm still learning about how your face works." She sat down at the opposite end of the campfire, "Glimmer cube for your thoughts?" She must have seen the look of confusion on his face, "Human term, means 'please talk to me about what you're thinking about'."
Garrus stared at the fire wondering if he should keep quiet. He didn't know if his questions would cross some kind of cultural taboo and he didn't want to do anything to put the alliance between the crew and their guides in peril. But, deep down, Garrus could feel the part of him that was Detective Vakarian. Someone who needed answers, as his superiors said, beyond all sense.
"Shepard."
"Yeah, Vakarian?" Shepard answered.
"When we talked to the Nine they mentioned something about a war."
Shepard shrugged, "Lots of wars in Sol, Garrus. You're going to need to be more specific than that."
He looked her in the eye, "They talked about a "War between Light and Dark."
Shepard's eyes widened and she shifted in her seat, "How much did they tell you?"
"Not much," Garrus answered, "just that it's been waged across the whole universe and that the City's protected by something." He began to hold a close examination of his hand. "Originally, I thought they were talking symbolism or metaphor but I'm starting to wonder."
"While I think I would have been more tactful about it I admit I've been getting curious too."
Garrus jumped and he saw the Captain T'Bayla being out to rest near the campfire. "Oh," he stammered, "sorry, Captain."
T'Bayla shrugged, "There's a bunch of weird bullshit going on in this system." She looked at Shepard, "Might help us to know what the hell is going on here."
Shepard stared into the campfire for a moment before sighing, "Anyone want to come in and listen to this? Cause I ain't telling it twice." The crew, who had been doing their best to remain subtle in their eavesdropping, began to take seats around the fire with those still working doing their best to split their attention. Garrus, for his part, found himself sitting with Tali, Liara, and Wrex.
Shepard looked in the fire for a moment collecting her thoughts. After a few moments, she began to speak. "It all started about seven centuries ago. Now, a lot of info's been lost-,"
"And regained," said Kaidan Alenko who, to everyone's surprise, emerged from the dark and sat down by the fire side, "Forest is clear."
"Thanks, Kaidan." Shepard said before continuing, "This is what we know. Seven hundred years back, the human species was just starting to seriously research space flight. We'd landed on Luna," she pointed towards the sky in the direction of Earth's sole moon, "in the previous century but we were just starting to seriously consider asteroid mining and a bunch of other projects." She took a few stick and fed them into the fire pit. "That was when the Traveler arrived."
Liara looked confused, "The Traveler?"
Garrus turned towards her and muttered, "I heard them mention it during their argument."
Shepard nodded, "No one knows where it came from. It just…came from beyond and started altering planets and moons all over the system."
"Altering how?" one of the researchers asked.
"Terraforming them," Kaidan answered. Planets with no atmosphere suddenly had breathable air. Entire orbits were shifted so they could get a little more sunlight or be more stable."
"How?" asked Mordin. Both Kaidan and Shepard shrugged.
"No idea." Shepard said, "But it scared the crap out everybody. So a bunch of countries got together and decided to work together to go out and meet it. Figure out what it wanted to do. Why it was here."
"Ares One mission. Jacob Hardy, Alexei Mihaylova, Ming Qiao." Kaidan said in rote. Like he had known those names all of his life.
Shepard nodded, "They touched down on Mars." She paused, "Those three became the first humans to ever commune with the Traveler." She paused as she waited for the group to digest this information.
"What happened next? What did this "Traveler" do?" Liara asked.
Shepard looked upwards to the stars, "It helped us. It came and fixed all the environmental damage we'd caused during our development. It terraformed the entire Inner System so we could begin to expand off of Earth. It increased our lifespans three-fold, gave us the tools we needed to begin to understand its technology like FTL. It-"
"It," Kaidan interrupted, "began a Golden Age."
Shepard nodded. Wrex spoke next.
"Why?"
Kaidan shrugged, "People have been arguing about that for centuries."
"So," Dr. Solus said as he began to tend to the Captain, "Traveller comes. Uplifts human species. System-wide civilization. Begin extra-system colonial efforts. No sign of that civilization in deep space. Different factions with territorial boundaries. Pirates. Only one city as safe place." He took a deep breath, "Something happened."
The two Guardians had listened to the doctor's observations silently. Garrus turned his head to look at the two of them. Shepard looked into the distance. If he didn't know better, Garus would swear she was looking for something beyond the firelight.
"A great Darkness came from beyond the edges of the system" Shepard responded.
"The extra-solar colonies fell first." Kaidan said, "Then the stations on the outer system. Then the Inner System. Then it came to Earth."
"We call it the Collapse." Shepard continued, "Everything we built. Everything we ever achieved. All gone."
"I've seen the estimates," Kaidan explained, "Most sources say that ninety-five percent of the human populace was killed." The gaze he held as he looked into the fire was one of distant horror. A thing of implication rather than feeling, "I've seen some go as high as ninety-nine."
The crew was silent; their horror palpable. Something that someone could touch as it flowed around the cave like a predator. "How long did it take?" Garrus heard Tali ask barely above a whisper.
Kaidan shook his head, "Some say days. Some say hours." For a moment the ghastly silence returned even more suffocating than before.
"The Traveler," Liara said but jumped slightly when she saw Shepard and Kaidan's heads turn in her direction, "Um, what did t-the Traveler do?"
Shepard nodded and for the first time since the conversation began there was a smile on her face, "The Traveler rose up to defend us. It's said that it unleashed a great rebuke on the Darkness that broke it and drove it back to the boundaries of the system."
"The Traveler was wounded though." Kaidan said, picking up the thread "Some say it was killed. But whatever happened, its physical form came to rest in the place where the City stands today."
Garrus nodded as comprehension dawned, "The Nine said something about the City having a protector. It's the Traveler isn't it?"
Kaidan nodded, "The Traveler's Light shields the City from the enemies outside its Walls. That's why it's the only safe place left."
Silence returned but this time the fear was less. Although there were still questions, so many questions, they at least knew the City was a place where they could weather the storm until they could figure out a way to get home.
But Shepard's voice rang out, "Alright, that's story time for tonight. We can keep going when we make camp tomorrow but for now I think you guys should get some sleep."
"I think that's a great idea. Get to sleep everyone. It's going to be a long day tomorrow." As one, the group began to scatter as they made their way to their bunks. "Shepard, I want to talk to you about the route we're taking."
"Got it," Shepard said before turning to Kaidan, "Kaidan, you stand guard." Kaidan said yes and a few minutes he departed into the darkness beyond the fire. Garrus looked between Shepard and T'Bayla. He could pretend to go to sleep and eavesdrop- Tali put her hand on his shoulder.
"Come on, Vakarian. I'm exhausted." She said and it was then that the events of the past twenty-four hours finally caught up with him as he felt his eyes droop down and his mind slow in fatigue.
"Alright." He said as he got up. There was time for answers later. Later, around other fires in times of calm. Garrus laid down in his bunk and closed his eyes.
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Okay, this is done.
Before anyone says anything, I'm not trying to bash Ashley. I'm trying to extrapolate her personalty and beliefs in Mass Effect with the much more dire situation in Destiny. In Mass Effect, she worried that the Citadel governments would leave humanity in the lurch if the situation was bad enough. Here, she's deeply paranoid because the Sol System is under invasion by no less than four alien powers and at least two of them have genocide on the brain and mankind is trying to rally from the edge of extinction. This is made worse by her undying hero worship of Saint-14, the guy who led full on holy wars against Fallen and was said to have a very low opinion of aliens. Now, she had her character development in canon and she'll have it here. Its just going to have to happen naturally. That's all.
There's also the revelation of the Traveler which I know is going to be boring for some parts of the audience, mostly the Destiny crowd, but I feel the need to tell the Mass Effect crew some of these things in story (it'll get less boring when we start getting to headcanon and lore interpretation territory because at least there'll be some new stuff there) and i decided to flex my "exposition as campfire story" technique. Not sure I succeeded but still.
Also, I have some bad news. There probably won't be a chapter next week as I'm going to be going through a rough time at work. I will however be working on a small...thing involving our favorite biotic voidwalker. It's not an omake it's... something else.
So look forward to that.