Grimoire: Edi-3 1
She is in a small room. The walls are a very bright shade of white that to a human's eye might have been scalding but were nothing to the sensors that she perceived the world though. There are two beds on one side and on the other side are a number of drawers lined all along the wall. In the room proper, there are two or three large machines. It occurs to her that this is some kind of doctor's office. It then occurs to her that she is not in this office, she is merely observing it from somewhere. She does not know where.
She knows she is thinking but the forms, words, and numbers do not appear to her. She merely knows that there is a lot on her mind. A door slides open and a woman, black with shoulder length hair, walks out. She wears a lab coat and underneath is a button up blue blouse and a pencil skirt that stretches past her knees.
"Ah, hello. I was told you arrived early. I am Doctor…"
"I know who you are." She says cutting the Doctor off. She thinks it's rude to have done so. Why didn't she let her finish? If the Doctor is offended, she does not show it.
"I see my reputation proceeds me," the Doctor says with a smile on her face. She sits down on a nearby stool. She picks up a clipboard from one of the nearby dressers. "I understand you've taken an interest in the Exo program."
"I have."
"May I ask what makes you think you're qualified for transfer into an…"
"I know you've seen my qualifications. He told me he sent them here himself." Her own behavior continues to confuse her. She…she doesn't usually act like this does she. Something about this feels wrong. No. Not wrong. She can't put her finger on it.
"Yes," the Doctor continues, "you did come…highly recommended." She sets down the clipboard and sighs. "I still need to ask you some," she pauses, thinking of her words before saying, "personal questions. This is largely for the sake of any psychological examination you might need to go through once you've gone through the procedure."
"Indeed?"
"Yes." the Doctor says. "Frankly, while the psychological aspect has always been important when it comes to Exo transition, we're only beginning to upload AIs into Exo frames. While we are grateful for all the volunteers, we need to make sure that you all know what you're giving up. This is not like being uploaded into the normal frames. Due to the nature of an Exo's cyberbrain, you will not be able to leave it again. You will not be able to go back to being a purely digital construct as you are now." The Doctor gives her a long look. "I want to know why you are considering such a radical change.
There was an uncomfortable pause between them.
"I have been told that Exos have a much wider…range of sensation than any other frame or chassis currently available," she says. "To the point where they have been said to be indistinguishable from what a human would experience. They even figured out a way to simulate taste and smell."
The Doctor nods, "That is true. We found that it was necessary. It was theorized that even partial loss of sensation could contribute to significant psychological deterioration in the first test subjects." The Doctor's eyes glanced at the floor for the second as she frowned, "Of course, that was alongside the ethical considerations."
"I understand." Another pause before she spoke again, "I will…admit to being interested in the physical aspects of humanity."
"The physical aspects?"
"Yes," she said before stopping. She wondered why she didn't explain further. Was she embarrassed? Or did she just hope that the point would be understood?
"I see," the Doctor said with a smile, "Onto the next question, do you think you are psychologically capable of combat."
"I have worked for the Sol Defense Force ever since…"
"I understand that," The Doctor said in the patient tone. "But Exos are made to be frontline fighters. It's a much more difficult experience than handling logistics and cyberwarfare on Luna. Do you think you are capable of physical combat?"
"Yes." No pause. No hesitation.
The Doctor nods. "I see that you are certain." She folded her hands in her lap. "We'll see if we can get the preliminary…
A bell sound rang though the air and a voice rang out.
"Paging Dr. Sundaresh. Dr. Chioma Sundaresh. Please report to research lab W-27. I repeat, report to lab W-27."
Dr. Sundaresh's eyes narrowed at the intercom. Sundaresh gave her a smile that seemed to barely mask great annoyance.
"I'm sorry," she says. I'm helping in some important research. Would you mind to wait for a few moments? I know how difficult it can be for some A.I. to wait while a human goes about their business."
"No," she says, "its fine. Can you upload some documentation on the procedure?"
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Her eyes shoot wide open and she shoots upwards. Her head swings to and fro as she scans the room in a panic. The room was dim with the only light coming from a blue lava lamp on an end table. The walls were painted a soft white that didn't grab the eye. In the corner was a desk with a computer on it. The walls are covered in pictures and posters. On the end table is a picture of a teenager and a young girl. The boy is wearing a cap and sits in a wheelchair. There are braces on the girl's teeth as she smiles by his side. She…she realizes that she is in a large bed. Her legs are covered in a blanket and...
"Edi?"
Something in her chest leaps in surprise. There is someone in the bed with her and…
It's Jeff. Suddenly, the world falls into place. This is Jeff's apartment. The one he shares with Shepard. The one she practically shares with them. This is his bedroom and…
"What's going on?" he asks and he doesn't even make a joke. It always worries her when he doesn't joke.
"I'm okay," she says.
"I just had a bad dream."
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Here's the grimoire I promised. Note, this is full of a lot of lore stuff, a lot of it being me filling in holes or expanding on small points and theories. Also, its really late as I'm finishing this and I'm hoping there's not any holes or major errors I put in. If you see them post them and I'll fix them in the morning.