- Location
- The sixth circle of Hell (second on weekends)
- Pronouns
- She/Her
Wow! Well, this was definitely a lovely long effortpost to get as an Easter present, and I'm super glad you've been enjoying the story! I'm very impressed at you having binged the entire thing, and I hope to high heaven you mean that you read the whole thread over the past couple days rather than the whole two million plus words of Kerisgame on AO3, because otherwise good god, friend, when did you sleep?
As to your more specific comments...
This can be taken as further proof that @EarthScorpion is teriblu.
As to your more specific comments...
There is a simple and very satisfying answer this which is completely in-character and makes perfect sense and indeed implies a fascinating depth of insight into Testolagh's character and how he relates to Permanent Yozi charms that transform the human condition such as Nightmare Fugue Vigilance, but unfortunately I can't make it up under this kind of pressure and so have to admit that we forgot he had it. 😅I do have a question - somewhere in one of the early logs, Testolagh says he doesn't miss sleeping (shortly after they first meet in the North). This is fairly clearly him being Malfean and having Nightmare Fugure Vigilance, but in Secrets Revealed Ch4 he mentions having a sleep cycle? Caught my eye.
Thank you! We often get told that characterisation is our strongest area, and the depths and complexities of Keris's personality and moral landscape is really fun both to play and to talk about. I kind of designed her in a lot of ways to look from a distance like a typically two-dimensional Saturday morning cartoon villain to your average group of Generically Good Solars, but once they get closer and start to investigate and poke around, things quickly become more morally nuanced and confront them with some hard questions about who the good guys are. Her growth from feral street rat to mother and Mistress of Ceremonies has definitely been one of the best parts of the game, and I'm constantly delighted by the interactions between her and her by-now-pretty-damn-extended family. (The watchdog spell, incidentally, is called Imbuing the Golden Hellhound, and was definitely in Keris's character sheet all along honest. And you're right that it's a little bit 😖; it's meant to be. Keris is very much still a villainess, even when she's being an antihero.)But moving on to more general reactions, I have consistently been super impressed by you guys' mastery of characterisation. Keris' grappling with her budding compassion and her loyalty to the Reclamation, her need to be loved, the dynamics of her relationship with Sasi re: they genuinely do love and support each other but are also kind of a little bit really unhealthy (and that was before I got to Fear and Excess, which I'll return to in a minute), becoming a mother and trying to parent a bunch of deva lords with fundamentally not-entirely-human psychology, the whole fallout of the Big Reveal About Keris' Past - I've already skipped a bunch that could be in the middle of that list and I could still go on, but you get the picture. You do a consistently fantastic job of making not just Keris, not just her souls and supporting cast, but Creation as a whole feel like a living place.
This is a big part of what makes the "being an at least nominally loyal Infernal" thing work for me (also, Lilunu, who is fantastic and ES should be proud). Keris is a better person than she used to be, but she's still not exactly a good person. But she's engaging and compelling because she struggles with it, because she grows and develops not just as numbers on a character sheet but as a person. I usually drop a work as soon as mind control comes into things if it's any more than a section/chapter or two I can skim through, let alone a monster series like A&T, but here I am, even after all the UMI social Charms and genuinely freak-me-out shit I have to not think too hard about like Self-Seed Infestation and whatever the secondary-personality-watchdog spell was called. Yeuch.
I'm glad you're captivated, though sorry you're squicked, and I hope you'll stick with us until the end! I will once again remind everyone of the last tag on the Fear & Excess AO3 story; despite everything happening at the moment, we swear it's not a Bad End fic. Snek Keris is indeed best snek, and you're probably going to enjoy some further mechanical development in Keris's general Pekhijira-associated stuff soon - not just po Heresy, but also some more growth from Strigida, who as this chapter noted is with Lilunu this season for UPGRADES (which without spoiling I can reveal have gone very well to the tune of ten successes over seven).Speaking of yeuch, it's time to talk about Fear and Excess, which is as impressively well-written as everything else you've published, entirely in-character and believable, builds on hints from previous instalments re: Sasi being Not Okay, and yet even setting aside... I probably can't get specific on SV but some of Sasi's particular kinks... I hate it. This is hardly any slight against you; the fact that your characterisation is so consistently fantastic and you're so good at writing complex characters means I do genuinely like Keris and Sasi despite myself, and I am a sap, so seeing them be viciously, fundamentally Not Okay is just unfun. Hopefully things will resolve in a way that means they can eventually be at least Slightly More Okay.
😁🥰😘Anyway, in conclusion, this is overall one of my very favourite series - not just in RPG terms but as a story - and you guys should be super proud of what you've created here as authors and homebrewers, even aside from the fact that you've been playing this game for ELEVEN YEARS WHAT THE FUCK.
@EarthScorpion has sardonically noted that from Testolagh's PoV, Keris is basically a hentai doujin fat bastard who happens to be female and pretty and thus everyone forgives her for stealing your girl (and that the fact that she also slept with Testolagh for a while just means the fat bastard also mind broke the protagonist too).Honestly I feel pretty sorry for the guy. Having your girlfriend come back one day and tell you "so I know we agreed I could sleep around for the sake of the mission/as long as my heart was still yours but surprise I have a girlfriend now" is already a super rough deal (and puts me in the amusing position of being less forgiving than a Malfeas-primary Infernal); even acknowledging that the 'different needs' thing Sasi uses as her rationale for having two romantic partners could reasonably mean that she loves Testolagh primarily for hun-reasons...
This can be taken as further proof that @EarthScorpion is teriblu.