Finals suck, holidays suck too, but the next update is finally close to done, and should be up in the next few days.
 
This seems as good a time as any to share some thoughts on revealing ourselves to our family. I feel that we should let our family grieve, and only reveal ourselves after they seem to have come to terms with it, unless they look as though they won't. We really do seem more dead than alive. I don't see a path to a career, or higher education, or much in the way of friends or family, children seem unlikely, even adopted, we have limited options for going out to events with our family, or meeting old friends, growing old seems unreasonable... there really doesn't seem to be much aliveness we can share with them beyond talking and helping out around the house. I would love to get to that point, but they have lost so much that we won't be able to return, it doesn't seem stable to interrupt the normal processes of coming to terms with that.

'course, if our brother is going to self-destruct anyway, well, there are worse things than not fully coming to terms with your sister's death because she still hangs around from time to time.

My approach to telling people about death is to avoid mentioning Death and just say that we know that people hang around very briefly and then vanish, and we are a special case because magical girl. Although I am not fussed about secrecy and am fine with blabbing everything we know to anyone who actually has a need to know, or is just really persistently curious.

I would also like to discuss long-term prospects sometime. Will either of our overseers put their foot down if we try to just keep up the magical-girl gig forever? Will they start harassing us about acceptance and healthy life choices after a few centuries? Does the magical girl mantle come with a group-bond and the next generation can't start unti the old one have all surrendered or lost their powers? Does our reprieve from moving on come with a time-limit?
 
3E - Power Sentai Riders
You're frozen for a long moment, watching your brother go; even as you mentally debate whether or not to go after Rina, though, something suddenly takes hold of you. As if on autopilot, you impulsively stride across the shop and slip through the doorway before it closes, looking up and down the road in search of Kichirou.

Thankfully, the lunch rush seems to be dying down; there are still lots of people about, forcing you to duck and weave to keep from bumping into anyone by accident, but the crowds have thinned enough that you're able to keep up with your brother, following him at a distance as he makes his way down one street, then another, the paper bag from the shop swinging freely from his hand. It doesn't take long for his destination to become clear, as another corner turned reveals an elevated railway crossing over the road, a block and a half away. Putting on a burst of speed, you follow close behind as he approaches.

Massive concrete pillars hold up the tracks as they thread between the buildings, and a staircase on each side of the street leads up to the train platform. A row of ticket gates awaits you at the top; while he feeds money into the first one, you simply step around to the next one over and awkwardly duck beneath the rotating bars, feeling faintly guilty for the easy circumvention, but mostly grateful for your invisible nature. It's a bit ridiculous in a way, but it's not like you owe them money now that you're dead. Not that anyone would have noticed anyway, as aside from the two of you, the platform is deserted, eerily silent despite the sounds of traffic and pedestrians drifting up from below. Several tall office buildings loom all around, keeping the platform in shade despite the sun's high angle. A flyer posted by the ticket gates is promoting someone or other running for Prime Minister soon, but you don't care enough to spare it more than a passing glance; aside from that there isn't much else to look at, aside from an abandoned coffee cup, some newspapers rustling in the breeze, and faded posters pressed between the plexiglass walls, with a few on the far end spray-painted over with vulgarities.

It's only once your brother takes a seat to wait, that you realize what you're doing. You were supposed to be spying on the bookstore owners, not chasing off on tangents… Still, you think, you know for sure now that they're up to something suspicious, and you'll be going back there later anyway. Right now, you decide, you have a different sort of worry. That thought doesn't quite clear away your hesitation, but it does help.

Sitting down on the opposite bench, you examine Kichirou, realizing with a start that you haven't even seen much of him since your… since your funeral. He's in the middle school's fall uniform, of course, but is wearing a red hoodie over it; you quietly wonder how he's not burning up under those layers. Whereas you took more after your mom's appearance in all but height, he feels more like an even mix of both their traits, though somewhat closer to your father. Mom's albinism has certainly had its effect in making his skin paler than the norm, though it's nowhere near the same extent as yours and doesn't stick out as much. His hair, short but always a tad shaggy, is a dark slate-like shade, though streaked with shimmering silver like yours that gives the grey an almost metallic appearance at the right angles. To your occasional envy he's wound up being tall for his age, (and you've long hated the idea of him inevitably overtaking you), but like yourself his build is still rather skinny and awkwardly bony in all the wrong places. His eyes, though, are exactly the same dark purple as yours, one truly common factor despite your other differences, and much like you he has dark circles developing under them.

You blink. He looks so tired. He's smiling faintly as he opens up the paper bag to pull out his purchases, but he looks more unkempt than normal, a slouch in his posture that you don't remember being there before. You bite your lip, concern welling up, but hold back from doing anything just yet. His sister is dead, you remind yourself, but despite your best efforts some degree of worry still lingers at the back of your mind.

Glancing back and forth between the two manga volumes, he picks one to start reading, and sets the other down on the bench beside him; curiously, you lean closer and crane your head to read the titles. Power Sentai Riders: UltraMegaForce Yes!! is the one he's chosen, to your surprise. He'd loved watching that on television when he was younger, but in the past few years had begun to avoid all association with it, dismissing it as dumb stuff for little kids. You hadn't much cared either way, but it's still odd - and strangely nostalgic - to see him enjoying it again. Evidently he feels the same way, wincing at some parts and nearly putting the book back down, but as he continues to read his expression relaxes, and he begins chuckling quietly under his breath instead of cringing. The color-coded masked heroes stare out at you from the cover, and you find yourself thinking of the rings in Nel's box. The back cover shows a single hero in white and gold, with a cheesy caption questioning if they're a friend or enemy, despite their style clearly matching with that of the others.

The other purchase, you vaguely recognize as a series that's only recently become popular. You never got around to reading it yourself, but you at least have a vague understanding of the premise; something about a brother and sister pair traveling across Japan in the olden days, fighting samurai and various mystical creatures in search of a cure to the sister's lycanthropy.

You don't have much time to dwell on that, as an automated message announces a train's arrival; moments later it does exactly that, sliding smoothly to a stop behind you before the doors all open to let a sudden flood of people pour out onto the platform. Kichirou quickly closes up his manga and packs them both into the bag again, heading toward the nearest train car, though yielding to the crowd as they flood to the exits. Standing up and brushing off your skirt absentmindedly, you glance back and forth between him and the stairs, once again considering your options.

What do you do?
> Board the train (You've already come this far, and maybe, just maybe, you should consider trying to reveal yourself to him in some way. Despite everything else on your plate lately, you have to admit… you miss your family.)
> Turn back now (He seems okay enough, given the circumstances, and if you show yourself now, you don't know how he may react. Maybe it's better to let him grieve in peace for now, and see what else you can find back at the bookstore.)
> Throw in the towel (You think you've got what you needed to know from this excursion, in both regards, so maybe it's time to call up Nel and report your findings, and leave your brother be for the time being.)
 
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[X] > Board the train (You've already come this far, and maybe, just maybe, you should consider trying to reveal yourself to him in some way. Despite everything else on your plate lately, you have to admit… you miss your family.)
 
[X] Turn back now (He seems okay enough, given the circumstances, and if you show yourself now, you don't know how he may react. Maybe it's better to let him grieve in peace for now, and see what else you can find back at the bookstore.)

not sure about this one, might change to boarding.
 
Kinda torn between turning back, and throwing in the towel. I am a little concerned too, but I'm also worried that with his nose buried in the books he may not even notice any attempts to get his attention, short of us outright transforming. Which is a bit of a risky thing to do on a public train... Or even if he does notice us, I could easily see it doing as much harm as good. I feel like we have a little bit of a glimpse into his current thinking with the manga, but I'm not exactly sure how to actually interpret it.
 
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[X] Turn back now (He seems okay enough, given the circumstances, and if you show yourself now, you don't know how he may react. Maybe it's better to let him grieve in peace for now, and see what else you can find back at the bookstore.)

Even if it is a good idea to show ourselves to him soon, a crowded train right after he did something potentially embarrassing to try to relax probably isn't the time or place. He's at least happy-ish for the moment, so let's let him have that and get back to our jobs.
 
[X] Turn back now (He seems okay enough, given the circumstances, and if you show yourself now, you don't know how he may react. Maybe it's better to let him grieve in peace for now, and see what else you can find back at the bookstore.)

I'm not against the idea of revealing ourselves, but @ColdGoldLazarus and @unObservant make good arguments that now isn't the time
 
[X] Board the train (You've already come this far, and maybe, just maybe, you should consider trying to reveal yourself to him in some way. Despite everything else on your plate lately, you have to admit… you miss your family.)

Already revealed ourselves to a total stranger after she admitted she had a crush on us. Not doing the same for family is just being an asshole.
Even if it is a good idea to show ourselves to him soon, a crowded train right after he did something potentially embarrassing to try to relax probably isn't the time or place. He's at least happy-ish for the moment, so let's let him have that and get back to our jobs.
There is no such thing as a good time or place for this conversation, only advantages and disadvantages. Being in a public place assures him that he's not going crazy and hallucinating his dead sister, he can literally ask anyone if we're there. Besides, as his sister it's our solemn duty to rib him over minor embarrassments.
 
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[X] Board the train (You've already come this far, and maybe, just maybe, you should consider trying to reveal yourself to him in some way. Despite everything else on your plate lately, you have to admit… you miss your family.)

This is more interesting. Also IC we should care more about our family than the tasks we're assigned by some stranger, even if we did get magical powers out of it.
 
[X] Board the train (You've already come this far, and maybe, just maybe, you should consider trying to reveal yourself to him in some way. Despite everything else on your plate lately, you have to admit… you miss your family.)
 
[X] Board the train (You've already come this far, and maybe, just maybe, you should consider trying to reveal yourself to him in some way. Despite everything else on your plate lately, you have to admit… you miss your family.)

Who want's to bet that he is part of a super sentai team (given the red hoodie, maybe the red ranger or equivalent) and is currently looking for way to bring his sister back to life.
 
Who want's to bet that he is part of a super sentai team (given the red hoodie, maybe the red ranger or equivalent) and is currently looking for way to bring his sister back to life.
That would be quite the unexpected twist, but would make following him that much more important. Both the make sure he doesn't do something stupid trying to revive his dead but not gone and can still do stuff with him sister, and see if this hypothetical team is something we should be worried about, or be possible allies.
 
[X] Turn back now (He seems okay enough, given the circumstances, and if you show yourself now, you don't know how he may react. Maybe it's better to let him grieve in peace for now, and see what else you can find back at the bookstore.)
 
[X] Turn back now (He seems okay enough, given the circumstances, and if you show yourself now, you don't know how he may react. Maybe it's better to let him grieve in peace for now, and see what else you can find back at the bookstore.)
 
[X] Turn back now (He seems okay enough, given the circumstances, and if you show yourself now, you don't know how he may react. Maybe it's better to let him grieve in peace for now, and see what else you can find back at the bookstore.)

To be honest I'm not sure if reconnecting with our family is a good idea. Like, we're not vanished or missing or just invisible or anything, we are outright dead. We'll not be able to keep in contact with them forever; we'll have to move on eventually, more to the point so will they. Better for them to just lose us once than have to go through it all again, or something.

On the other hand an actual support network would be very healthy for us... And being able to visit or even live with our family would be great...
 
[X] Board the train (You've already come this far, and maybe, just maybe, you should consider trying to reveal yourself to him in some way. Despite everything else on your plate lately, you have to admit… you miss your family.)
 
[X] Board the train (You've already come this far, and maybe, just maybe, you should consider trying to reveal yourself to him in some way. Despite everything else on your plate lately, you have to admit… you miss your family.)
 
To be honest I'm not sure if reconnecting with our family is a good idea. Like, we're not vanished or missing or just invisible or anything, we are outright dead. We'll not be able to keep in contact with them forever; we'll have to move on eventually, more to the point so will they. Better for them to just lose us once than have to go through it all again, or something.
We've all got to move on. All our lives are limited. There will always come to a point where what we want doesn't align with what will be.

That time isn't now. There's nothing either of our bosses have said that we can't still be with our family. We're dead, not gone. It'll be painful for us to come back into their lives after we've been buried, no question. But they'll like that a hell of a lot more then her being gone. Every parents greatest nightmare is to outlive their children. No caring brother wants to never see their sister again. It's cruel to let them think we're not around when we are. Especially after we, again, told a girl who was crushing on us who we were. It's not fair to them or her brother to keep hiding from them, not when we have no reason to.
 
Especially after we, again, told a girl who was crushing on us who we were. It's not fair to them or her brother to keep hiding from them, not when we have no reason to.

Admittedly it wasn't quite just the crush. It was the crush and going to be consistently working with part. Part of the question is whether it would be kinder to not let them know or not. With our Greenette friend that train had already left the station.
 
Admittedly it wasn't quite just the crush. It was the crush and going to be consistently working with part. Part of the question is whether it would be kinder to not let them know or not. With our Greenette friend that train had already left the station.
While true, that just makes getting back into contact with the family more important. There's this magical girl gig going on, with a hefty side job helping Death, and possibly a starting a relationship. Saying Kikuko has a lot on her plate is an understatement, she needs familiar faces and a support network outside of all that so she isn't overwhelmed and has people she can relax, confide and de-stress with.
 
[X] Board the train (You've already come this far, and maybe, just maybe, you should consider trying to reveal yourself to him in some way. Despite everything else on your plate lately, you have to admit… you miss your family.)
 
I'm a little torn to say the least. I'll come back to it tomorrow. But just a couple things-

I'm glad we went to check on our brother. Regardless of where we go from here, we know he doesn't appear to be in any trouble.

A flyer posted by the ticket gates is promoting someone or other running for Prime Minister soon, but you don't care enough to spare it more than a passing glance;

We keep getting little snippets about this election, nothing more than to know its happening. Still, probably something to keep in mind.

As for the vote- my curiosity and concern are satisfied. I'm content with the idea of going back to what we were doing and protecting the city. Spoopy, when it says "throw in the towel" that doesn't mean "leave and dont come back later like we planned earlier", does it?

I'm partial to "turn back now" but I'm not sure if that will give us much results. At the same time, we didn't get much more than a bit of information

Of course the "reconnect with family" has been dangled on a line... It will take us away from what we came here to do in the first place. I'm honestly more worried about our parents now than our brother- but I do not fault anyone for wanting to prioritize that, and i see the value of it. As long as it's decided that we have enough to work with from our time in the bookshop, I'd pick that. I'm just not sure.

Edit-: and I know it might seem hypocritical of me to say that boarding the train will take us away from the mission, when I wanted to go after him in the last vote. I recognize that.
 
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