You dived into the endless black, the void between spaces that held nothing and yet all. You dived as one with your brothers and sisters, shrouded in protective light to hide and hold back the chill darkness of the void. Your name was Phoebe Lowell, some called you the Iron Eye. You led the thought at the heart of the light, focusing the line of power cast to land a catch of knowledge. All of you were confident, the success of your first focus already secure and safely filed with the War Office. But in pursuit of this goal, there was caution too.
After many years of ranging across the endless void, you and the others who'd begun Project Insight had attained some small understanding of it. You could read the subtle currents present in every part of it, on instinct more than analysis. It was a learned skill, one that took a long time to earn. But you and your own had been the first to try and reach into the spaces, not in search of secrets, but in pursuit of relatively mundane knowledge.
Many had thought it wasteful, but there were uses to mundane knowledge. There was none to the nonsense that those who sought Secrets returned with. That was why Project Insight had eventually grown to absorb those groups, a tribute to the support it had received from many places. Secrets could, it seemed, only be found through the ways of the old world. Ways that Mary and those like her seemed well on their way to perfecting now, but had been poorly understood at best then.
That instinct was why you were cautious now, why the entire thoughtcast was cautious. The last time you had dived out to pierce the veil like this, you had found nothing. Or more correctly, you had found what had felt like nothing. The paradox of the Void made it hard to hide things, and a deliberate absence stood out like a candle in the night if you knew what look for. Something had been in the way, a subtle presence, one you'd felt before. It had never been malicious, however, and so you simply accepted it as another part of the Void's workings. If it was not, then it would be good that you built a great many protections into the complex equipment that Project Insight used to find things.
Time was a complicated process in the void, and you never really knew how much time had passed until you found what you were looking for. Sometimes it could be hours, others entire days might pass before the thoughtcast could find its target. It wasn't exactly a trance, you were dimly aware of your body and the world around you back in the heavily guarded building that housed the Project, but it was close enough in a lot of ways. Vega would probably call it a half-state, and whilst that wasn't exactly wrong, it didn't really feel right.
Finding your way back to the false absence was simple enough once you got your bearings, however. The Void moved, everyone who'd ever touched it had to know that, but it was a lot more static than most thought. The hard part was working out where you appeared in it, but after so many years of practice it had become a lot easier. Once you had the location of the thoughtcast pinned down, your memories and honed instinct did the rest.
There.
The thoughtcast speared out across the empty spaces, cutting between the strange currents of the place, echoes of what some of you thought were the footsteps of other presences in the Void. The outer veils rippled as you grazed current's edge, but the Potentials set there quickly smoothed away the ripples, and you pushed one.
You were taking a different course this time, partially due to the necessity of breaking into the Void in a different place, but also as a way to try and sneak around what had hidden the knowledge within the space from you before. You could see it at the edge of your shared vision, an artificial blank in the Void's absent form, far in the distance. You spun the Cast below another eddy, more careful this time to preserve the edge of your veils; you had no desire for more ripples. If others were watching, those would give you away.
The space was closer now, and you pushed your sight forward, trying to understand how it had been hidden so well and yet so poorly. As a blank, it was perfect, whatever was behind or within was impossible to identify. But it was obvious, too, and you had to wonder why. If you wished to keep something hidden, then you kept it hidden, locked away behind the strongest bars and then sealed into the very fabric of the world so that none could ever find it. That was possible in this place, you knew, but the way in which this had been done…
It was possible that the Shiplords didn't understand that Void the same way you did, but arrogance like that had been what had almost gotten Amanda killed. 'Never assume you know the why, until you've heard it from the ones taking the actions'. That was what Project Insight was built on, the principle of finding what you needed to know from those you were investigating. Until now, you'd never had much trouble, but this was different. It made you cautious, but Insight focused like yourself were a curious bunch by nature, and this was also a potential information source that you already knew existed.
Given the choice between searching for another piece of information and trying to follow this one through to its conclusion, the choice had been rather obvious. And there'd never been any malice within the Void, simply the absence of any affection, that could kill without any realisation. That was what the place was, and there was no emotion or desire to it. What you were investigating was something different, however. Something new. And that-
A nameless instinct shrieked warning.
You realised after the fact that it had actually been the presence of one of the Potentials at the edge of the thoughtcast, peering at the space much closer to you than your target. The space between you and it, in fact. As you tried to react to the warning, it exploded into agonising brilliance, stabbing light through the veils that hid you from the Void and any others who might seek to chart paths across it.
Power slammed through the cloaks and shields, tearing ragged holes in the former, and beating hard against the latter. Many shattered entirely, and in your body you saw parts of the system around you go suddenly dark. The immediacy of the reaction frightened you, and you pulled the thoughtcast away from the sudden light, seeking to run and then find a way back to yourselves. You tried to, at least.
Something caught in the shields, hooks of a power that were neither bright nor dark, and their grasp tore at your mind like frozen iron. It hurt, you'd never felt pain from this before, but even then it was muted. Something was in the way still, sliding between the hooks and your minds. It was the systems, you realised. Designed to filter, but also to protect against intrusion like this, a firewall against what you had somehow guided the thoughtcast straight into. How you'd not seen it was beyond you, but you buried that chain of self-flagellation before it could even bloom. The systems built up over the years to protect a thoughtcast were doing their job, but only at the expense of their existence. In the real, you saw readouts begin to flash and go dark, and that meant you didn't have much time. If those fell, you'd be caught, and you had no idea what was behind these hooks. It could be the Shiplords, or it could be an unknown, and that might be even worse.
The course of action was simple, then.
A directive flashed from your mind to the rest of the thoughtcast, and those around the hooks rushed back from them as your intent reached them. Only a handful faltered, more out of concern than surprise, but you were saved having to speak again by their companions. Hands reached out, words streaming between them, and the cautious few didn't fight as they were pulled along. That was good, you didn't want to think about what being too close would to their minds. Being honest, you didn't want to think about what you were about to do could do to your own.
But you were the leader of the cast, its guide, and so the responsibility was yours. For all that, you did share, but it wasn't as if you had much choice where it came to the ones who shared the centre of the Thoughtcast with you. Hands of will reached out towards the veils, gripping the closer side of the hooks.
Breathe in, breathe out.
The fingers locked, and you tore the entire construct away, distantly hearing the scream of alarms as hardware that had taken decades to construct in some cases were ripped apart from the inside. The blazing light pushed forward as the hooks came free, a luminous eye seeking the holes your actions had opened in the veils. You twisted below it, your mind screaming this time as the desperate manoeuvre opened parts of the cast to the Void. You rushed forward to stop it short, splitting attention between holding the construct together and escaping the blazing gaze splitting the absence apart as it searched for you.
Hooks and other, more lethal things scattered the space around you, and your mind shuddered as one cut a dark furrow across your course. You'd thought you'd known this place, the powers that it held, but this was entirely beyond you. The sheer power of these defences, there was no other word for them, and how effortlessly they'd ravaged your shields and veils. You dived away further, seeking the edge of the trap, a place where you could break contact and flee back into yourself.
This time you screamed in reality.
The bolt of power went through one side of the Thoughtcast with contemptuous ease, and an arrowhead bloomed around it before it slammed back, and you were caught again. More bolts brightened in the dark, and you swore. More systems were failing, the shields around the many minds in the cast reforming to protect them, but nothing would be able to survive the storm looming above you. Thoughts flickered between you and the others at the centre, and none of you liked the consensus. Unfortunately, it was the only way.
Mental hands darted out, catching the minds caught on the edge and pulling them into the centre, where you hoped they'd be safe.
The bolts above you fired.
And twelve very physical hands slammed down on the emergency disconnect.
The systems screamed again, sparks and smoke filling the long server rooms that made up so much of the project's building as they fought to bring every one of you back to reality. Eyes flashed open across the Insight chamber, and you took them in, watching as biosigns stabilised in a field of green.
"Out!" You yelled, gesturing to the delicate apparatus on your brow, and the others suited action to your words. You'd managed to break free, but some of the bolts had been caught in the disconnect, and there was only so much your systems could do with such energy caught inside of them. Across the room, the physical membership of Project Insight moved frantically to disconnect themselves from a system that was coming apart at the seams. Some moved slowly, as if half in a dream, clearly affected by the sudden clash and how close you had all come to being caught.
Fire tingled at the edge of your mind as you reached up to disconnect yourself, and you tried desperately not to weep as you felt the wild power that had followed you reducing decades of painstaking work to shards and ash. Yet you felt also the thanks of your fellows, even if you did not want to see it. The eyes raised in gratitude and faith, that you would one day lead them again into the Void. Your mind quailed before those eyes, unwilling to look back after the sheer depth of your failure, but also incapable of ignoring their gaze.
Your Second within the Thoughtcast helped you to your feet, and you could feel the tears coming now.
"It's alright, Phoebe." Alex said, helping you down the steps towards the exit. "It wasn't your fault."
"Amanda," you began, then fell silent when Alex shook her head.
"We'll deal with it," she said firmly. "You need to rest."
***
You were Amanda Hawk, staring at the report in front of you, and thanking entities you weren't even sure existed for all the protective functions that had been built into Project Insight over the years. Some had called it paranoid, but the work had been vindicated today. Even with them, Vega had no idea how long it would take for the Project to be capable of searching for knowledge again. Rebuilding the facility itself would take years, regardless of your better understanding of what was needed, and that didn't take into account the damage done to the Insight Focused. The mental damage would take time to restore, but Restorer Focused knew how to do that. Unfortunately, Vega was the only one you knew of who'd ever shown an understanding of how to treat wounds of the soul.
If Insight was to see again, you'd need many more than just her to help them heal.
(Project Insight: OFFLINE. Repair and recovery actions held until post-Invasion. Tribute Fleet data recovered, tactical assessment forthcoming.
Warning: Project Insight cannot guarantee that its relative direction was not tracked. Although exact coordinates would be impossible to find due to the nature of the emergency disconnect, it is possible that if the defences they encountered were Shiplord in nature it may lead to a stepped increase in deployment figures in the outer spiral.)