Hear that?
That's my internal girly screaming.
Then I snapped into a roll, going to burning my thrusters hard to strafe while jumping to full impulse, working to get a targeting solution with my main weapon.
Suddenly my weapons deactivated and just lost all power.
Okay, now would be a good time to panic.
Rain opened a channel to me, and that's when I realized none of them had been moving, "Good work there, Amy. Relax, you did good."
"What."
She smiled a bit, "Meet 'Totally One of Us'," she said, "She's using an old Berserker hull for tracking and identifying Berserker remnants throughout old Romulan space."
That didn't explain much.
"What."
Rain crossed her arms, "…It was a test, Amy. I'm sorry. But you did good, exactly how you should. But we needed to know how you were going to react when in perceived real danger."
I just stared at her for several long moments across the commlink.
A test? A fucking test!?
"Are you serious!?"
She nodded, "I am, I'm sorry, I know it was mean. But it was necessary. If you are to ever get a real ship, or even a runabout, we needed to know how you managed yourself in a crisis."
I didn't really know how to answer to that.
I thought I might die! Or worse, get Enterprise and her crew killed!
Looking at her holo-avatar across the link for a couple of seconds, I crossed my arms, "Dick move, Rain."
She nodded, "I know. Not actually my call, Miramar organized it."
"And Enterprise?"
"In on it. Her mission 'is' real, but she volunteered to give us a hand when Miramar asked her," Rain explained, "Sorry."
Wow.
"…So, how did I do?" I finally asked and scooted back into formation.
Fuck you all. That was mean.
But I'm not about to mess this up now.
"We'll get into it later, but in short, you did good like I said," Rain said with a smile, "You moved to protect the Enterprise and you didn't panic. When Totti decloaked you didn't panic, you moved to engage, working to get a weapon lock."
I scowled a bit and then nodded.
"…Thanks. So what now."
"Head on over to the station and dock up. No more lessons today; I checked with Miramar, and he agreed. Go relax."
Nodding, I sent a small 'bye' to the rest of the small group of ships, before I pulled away towards the main station as I closed the channel.
As I flew back towards the station, I connected back to my avatar.
I had been spending time at one of the holodecks while my Ship body was away: Camin had offered to help take my mind of my ship body being in possible danger.
"Your serve," she said and fixed her ponytail, holding her tennis racket beneath one arm, "You know, you would think a Ship would be better at this."
"I've never played tennis before!" I protested, "You've won tournaments!"
It was kind of embarrassing, really. Reaction and movement speed helped, but there was a surprising amount of skill and experience involved. Especially when I limited myself to human maximum to keep things fair.
"Also, I just got back in range," I said, and signalled the holodeck to form a new ball above my hand.
"How did it go?"
"…Well enough," I said, unsure about how much I could reveal before I shrugged, "Turned out, they mixed in a surprise training exercise."
Camin frowned and lowered her racket, "Really?"
"Mhmm," I agreed before I shrugged, "Thought it was real at the time, which I think was the entire point."
Camin walked over to the net, "That sounds scary. What happened?"
"Fake attack. And it was scary," I admitted, and joined her, "But apparently, I did okay. Got the rest of the day off, no lessons or tests."
She nodded, "That's good at least."
"I guess. I'm coming in for docking in twenty minutes or so. Think I'll go over my hull with my drones to make sure everything is in tip-top shape and then head out to the gas giant. Just kind of, take some time and float in the rings, have some quiet time."
Camin nodded before she grinned, "I just got the best idea. Want to be alone, or do you mind company?"
I shrugged, "Don't mind company, just want to get away from here for a bit. Why?"
"You have rooms, right?"
"A couple of quarters, maybe fifty square meters and a small common area of another thirty. Not meant for long term habitation, just for VIP transport. What do you have in mind?"
"We decorate things up and invite some people for a party. We don't have class tomorrow."
That sounded all kinds of awesome, and possibly exactly what I needed.