Well, this is extremely overdue.
Warning, it's after 2 A.M. as I begin writing this, so I am maybe not in the best state of mind. I'm also a weirdo, but you all are probably used to this by now.
First, real life stuff. For the last several months I've been in a pretty terrible state of depression. Having skipped a season of classes and being extremely unsatisfied with how I'm doing in college, I find myself increasingly frustrated and unhappy about not having a job. With my brother currently unemployed and on medication due to PTSD and bipolar disorder, I feel like being a full time student is not an option anymore.
Especially because my house is probably going to collapse in a matter of months. The recent hurricane only accelerated its decay with several severe leaks, leading to the ceiling busting open in my mother's room and flooding it. There is now a three foot section of insulation hanging from the hole in the ceiling, and my mother has to sleep on the couch in the adjacent living room.
My family needs a new house, or else me, mom and older brother are all going to be moving in with grandma. Last week me and big bro spent several hours a day on the roof trying to fill and patch the cracks and bad shingles, and at this point the leaking has stopped. I don't believe it will last a year.
Okay, now for things important to the story.
What I decided to do with the Samus arc very nearly did kill it. To be really honest, the Metroid component of the crossover has recently felt like a waste to me. Like I've simply not written it to the same standard as the EXA_PICO half of it, and made it into just a window dressing with little real value. It's just a convenient backdrop with conveniently parallel plot elements to allow Hana's story to happen, and I wonder if I could have done the same thing better without it. That's why I wanted to do the Samus arc, to expand on the Metroid part of the story and make it more engaging and alive. I would say this was fueled in large part by regret.
But I realized my perfectionism wouldn't allow me to write a Samus-focused arc that didn't meet some impossibly high standard. I got kind of obsessed with achieving a goal I couldn't even clearly define, so the arc ground to a halt before it even got out of the gate.
I still want to do it and I'm unwilling to give up on it completely, but I don't think I'm ready for it yet. I need to think about it more.
For now, the story is going to continue to focus on Hana's arc.
I have enough done to put out a medium-ish chapter right now. I'll probably post it in the morning after I've talked with Baughn some. I was going to make it at least twice as long but I'm tired of not updating. I need to get out of this hole. Every day I don't publish a new chapter, I get more frustrated and writing gets harder.
We've nearly completed an overhaul of the first half of chapter 1. The first chapter has always felt like a terrible introduction for this story, and I think it actively discourages new readers who didn't come here from the previous version. You may disagree, but to me it's terrible and it needed to be fixed. That will also be up tomorrow as soon as we finish another edit pass.
One last thing. You may notice I have a new avatar. Say hello, Hana!
I'm gonna go pass out now.