So...
this isn't an update, sadly. I just started thinking about this quest again recently and thought I should write something - give some closure instead of letting it just... fade. So forgive me for the thread necromancy and let this girl ramble a bit, okay?
I started this quest with the best intentions and a great deal of enthusiasm for both the idea and the franchise it was based on, even if with a general lack of writing experience - which I think was most evident in the messy and slow narrative pace. I kind of underestimated the need for constant, quick updates that quest writing would place on me. I had lots and lots of ideas that I struggled to put into words in an organized and efficient way and ended up writing myself into a corner where the level of writing needed kind of exceeded my capabilities as a writer.
Maybe I could have managed regardless, but there was another thing that more or less stopped this quest in its tracks:
I realized I was a girl and started transitioning.
Not only the ensuing changes in my life took a lot of my time, but as time went on I found out that my reserve of energy to dedicate to all-female game and anime franchises like bandori in general and this quest in particular was gradually fading. It was not as if I appreciated bandori any less, really - I was just spending less and less time on stuff like that. It took me a bit to realize that I had immersed myself in those franchises so much as a way to deal with my dysphoria, and that now that that was slowly going down, so were my coping mechanisms.
I ended up losing track of a lot of bandori developments - I'm given to understand that the franchise has evolved significantly over two years - and of this quest in particular. Honestly, even if I were to recover all my notes so much of it was in my head (like the knowledge of all event stories) that I'm not sure I could get back to writing it if I wanted.
It's still tempting, at times. It was my first serious writing project - in quite a low point of my life, to boot - and you don't just forget that.
And you folks liked it, somehow,
Will I get back to writing something along these lines? A reboot? Another quest? A story?
I don't know, maybe, but I'm not the best writer. It might get all slow and messy again.
But I wanted to thank the people who made writing these 70k words worth it,
So... thanks, everyone, for following this quest as long as you did.