[X] Counter-Infiltration
Ugh, I wanted to bail earlier, but we've already bitten the 'trust Nilul' bullet apparently, and I just can't resist the opportunity for LABYRINTHINE INTRIGUE AND DECEPTION that Counter-Infiltration offers. We specced for disguise, we chose to enter the tournament; what's the point of that, if just fuck off and back out at the first real challenge? As for the 'oh, we're just here for the essence' argument... that's largely OOC. Ulyssian knows it's a possibility, but he didn't decide to enter the tournament because he couldn't be bothered to meditate. He did it because it gets influence for him and Zao, making things easier for us down the road, no matter what path we pursue. We've already proven ourselves willing to kill and risk ourselves to preserve Zao's influence, back when we fought the Immaculates.
And you know what? Above and beyond all other considerations, I think Ulyssian wants this. The desire for validation and personal excellence are integral parts of his psyche. He would want to test himself against the best the Realm has to offer, even if it's risky and there's no guarantee of success. He's been putting himself to the grindstone (more than usual, anyway) in preparation for the tournament for the better part of two months. Backing out now because Nilul wants to is just cowardly, in my opinion, and as touching as that bonding seen was... you know what? She's not being rational about this. She's lived the entirety of her life in fear of these kind of people, but she can't run forever. The Dragon casts a long shadow. As for persuading her... I'm not sure how to come at that argument. Inspiring the desire to excel and stand firm in others is firmly within Solar thematics, though. Maybe frame leaving and running away again as the Dragon winning? How can she live her own happy life in its shadow?