Companion Chronicles [Jumpchain/Multicross SI] [Currently visiting: INTERMISSION]

Chapter 25: Line
Chapter 25: Line


"They're probably going to show up, this time," Tattletale warned me.

"The Teeth?"

"Yeah."

We were on the roof of a building downtown, a few hours before Thursday, waiting for the rest of our team. Our objective this time was a bit different; Tattletale had determined the Teeth were moving something into a rented office building nearby, and we were going to find out what it was.

The plan had originally been to conduct a set of raids every night, but the unexpected success of our first outing had put the 'Alliance'—as I thought of it—into a bit of disarray. Apparently, whatever Coil-Empire-ABB cabal was running the show hadn't planned for the event where all five teams accomplished their entire list of objectives. We'd taken Tuesday night off to reorganize.

I suspected Coil had orchestrated the delay. Backstabbing bastard wanted to give the Teeth a chance to bleed the other gangs, after all.

"So, what do you think?" I asked. "Drugs?"

"Almost certainly. They're trying to hide their product before we wreck it again. And they are definitely going to defend it."

I grunted, kicking my legs as I sat on the lip of the roof. Tattletale had, perhaps wisely, elected not to join me on my perch. "Who are they missing, anyway?"

"What?"

"The Teeth. Who was the other cape Shinigami offed?"

"Spree," she said. "One of their front line fighters; he must have let that go to his head." I groaned. "Sorry, that wasn't intentional. Honest. You ready for this?"

"Yeah." I'd gone looking for something I could use in place of healing potions and found a couple of nano-medkits—large, high-tech brick-shaped applicators I'd tucked away in pockets they really shouldn't fit in. They weren't fiat-backed either, but they were more or less tinkertech, so they'd work on anyone in the setting. To be honest, I wasn't too worried. We were professionals. Hopefully. "Any idea who we're working with, tonight?"

"Hmm." She walked over and leaned against the chest-high barrier I was sitting on. "We don't want to make too much of a mess, so we're not going to be working with the Travelers again. Their powers cause too much collateral damage. Maybe some of Faultline's crew? Yeah, I'm thinking… Newter and Faultline, plus Circus. From the Empire…I'm not sure. Maybe Victor and Othala? Could be Kaiser himself. Hard to say."

"Coil's men?"

"Not coming. Battlefield isn't right for them, and we're expecting significantly less unpowered resistance here. They're trying to use secrecy as their first line of defense." She put on a cocky grin. "Not a great choice against us, right?"

"Hmph." I got up and started pacing back and back on the edge of the roof—the vertical edge, I mean. I was bored. "Are we early or are they late?"

"We're early," Tattletale said.

"That was a rhetorical question."

I'd taken to walking laps around the outside of the building by the time our allies finally showed up. "There," Tattletale said, pointing to a cab that had just pulled up to the curb below her. The doors opened, and Faultline and Newter stepped out before the cabbie sped off like a bat out of hell. I held out a hand to Tattletale and got her situated on the side of the building with me, and we walked down the wall to greet them.

Newter was the one who spotted us first, when we were about thirty feet up. He nudged Faultline and pointed upwards; she followed his finger to us, then hung her head in resignation. At least he was amused; he took our arrival as an excuse to leap upwards and crawl up the wall like a gecko. "Hi, guys!" Newter said cheerfully as we walked past.

"Hi, Newter!" I said. "I didn't get a chance to see you when I was at the club."

"Oh yeah, heard about that. You made a pretty good impression on the boss lady, sounded like. How'd you end up with her?" He used his tail to poke Tattletale on the shoulder, since his hands were occupied adhering him to the wall. I grabbed it before he could withdraw it and shifted his gravity to match ours. "Hey, don't—! …woah. Nifty." He stood up and joined us. "Still, hands off the tail, capiche?"

"To answer your question," I said, ignoring his complaint, "we ran into each other during a cape fight, and they made me an offer." We had gotten close enough to Faultline for conversation, by now, so I called out a greeting to her.

"Flux. Tattletale." She didn't seem happy to see us. "Who else are we waiting for?"

"Circus, and the Empire." Tattletale said. "According to my power, at least."

"We'll see," was her response.

I helped Tattletale and Newter get situated on the sidewalk, but beyond that, there was nothing to do but wait. It was an awkward minute or two before someone broke the silence.

"Circus is here." Tattletale pointed down the block to where the thief had just emerged from an alley. Tonight, she was wearing a dark red wig and black-and-purple motley with an excessive number of belts. "Called it."

"And the Empire is late again," I grumbled.

"Give 'em a break," Newter said. "They're stuck in 1940."

Three minutes past the scheduled time, Tattletale's phone rang. "Tattletale. What? Seriously? Okay. Will do." She hung up and sighed as she stuck the phone back in her pocket. "Apparently, we were supposed to be getting Kaiser and the valk-bunnies, but they're busy elsewhere. For some reason. We're going in without them. Faultline—"

"I know how to do my job," the other woman snapped. "Let's go." She walked off without another word. Newter shrugged and followed her. Tattletale scowled, but kept her mouth shut as we joined them moving down the block.

We were on the edge of Downtown proper, in a no-man's-land between the Empire and Protectorate territories, as such things were determined. The buildings had large glass windows unobstructed by bars or other defenses, and there were even trees along the edge of the sidewalk. It was a hell of a lot nicer than the Docks, almost as nice as the area around the Bank; the kind of place that doesn't have you looking over your shoulder every twenty feet. Except I was, because we were a very conspicuous group of supervillains in a part of town where the police response time was measured in single digits. There were no other people in sight; even without a curfew, people were staying inside once the sun went down. Things went bang bang bang in the night.

"So, what were you trying to say?" I asked Tattletale.

"Just that she needed to be ready to make us an escape route if the Butcher comes by. We're playing keep-away, sorta."

"With us as the ball," I grumbled. We turned the corner and headed down the block towards the actual target: a slightly less modern-looking building that otherwise didn't stand out much against the general backdrop of the area.

"Exactly."

Faultline was waiting for us on one side of the office building, leaning against the brick facade. As we approached, she shoved the wall beside her, pushing a large, doorway-sized chunk into the building. As the brute, I entered first into a large office space stocked with cubicles, one of which had just been crushed by the falling masonry.

Everything was quiet for a moment; then a head poked over one of the cubicles, wearing one of the Teeth's favorite bone-spike-adorned bandanas. "Shit! Capes!" He fired a pistol at me one-handed, missed horribly, then vaulted the cubicle and ran towards a door on the other side of the room. I followed, plowing through cubicles rather than going around them, clearing a path for the rest of the group.

Someone else shot me from the side, and I diverted, scattering more of the crappy foam walls as I responded to the new shooter. I didn't have to worry about the guns, but everyone behind me did, and I wasn't going to let anyone get shot if I could help it. This guy had his bandana covering his hair, rather than his face, which gave me a great look at his expression when I cleared the distance in a quarter of the time he'd expected and broke his gun arm like a toothpick.

Another gun fired at someone else, and I spun around looking for the threat, but Newter had already dealt with it. The shooter was probably going to be missing teeth when he woke up—there was definitely a pun there, but I didn't have time to dwell on it.

The door the first man had fled through opened again, and two more Teeth ran in, carrying rifles. Gunshots rang out from behind me, and the two men dropped to the ground as bullets slammed into the wall above them. That gave me plenty of time to cross the gap and stomp both guns into pancakes. I tossed the disarmed men towards Newter as Faultline moved up to the door, sliding another magazine into her gun.

"You flush, I shoot," she barked.

"Non-lethal?"

"Fuckers don't wanna get shot, they shouldn't play with guns."

That didn't sit well with me, but I didn't have a good rebuttal; being bulletproof probably warped my perspective a bit. I stepped into the hallway and immediately took a burst of rifle rounds to the gut. "Target in the doorway, left! Far left!" I heard Faultline shoot from behind me, driving the gangster back into his cover. He reappeared a moment later; this time he was aiming around me, trying to hit Faultline.

"Charge him!" Faultline yelled.

"On it!" I ran towards the gunman, but made a sharp right turn straight through the wall a few strides away, sending drywall everywhere. The shooter yelped in surprise as he fell over backwards, almost dropping his gun. I kicked it out of his hand, probably breaking a few of his fingers in the process, and then took a hit I hadn't seen coming that sent me flying back through another section of wall.

"Fucking bitch!" I mumbled as I hopped back to my feet. Finally, the capes come out of the woodwork.

"Fuck you!" Hemorrhagia screamed as she stepped through the hole I'd left in the drywall. She was already covered in a great deal of her own blood, wearing it like armor. "I just wanted a quiet fucking night!" She waved her scab-covered stump at me. "As if this shit wasn't bad enough, now I have to deal with you—oh for fuck's sake!" She formed a shield of blood in front of her, blocking four more bullets from Faultline, which gave me a perfect opportunity to leg sweep her.

I tried to get my hands on her, but she slipped away, sliding down the hallway on her back on a goddamn blood sled and hiding in another office. I gave chase, only to find myself launched through another wall. Fuck she hit hard; she was still throwing around someone the bulk of a couple football linebackers when she hit me like that.

I wasn't eager to get sucker punched a third time, so I fell back to where Faultline and Tattletale were crouched in opposite doorways, guns drawn. "Hemorrhagia hits like a truck," I complained.

"She's abusing surprise and range," Tattletale said. "Go down the main hallway and get past her. Faultline, cut through the wall and have Newter push her towards Flux. Striker versus striker, she'll have to retreat. Pincer her and take her down."

To my amazement, Faultline didn't protest. "Newter! You heard the lady, let's go!" She darted across the hallway, past Tattletale and into the opposite room, and Newter followed a moment later.

"Where's Circus?" I asked.

"Chasing down a couple runners. Get going!" Against my better judgment, I went down the hallway again, only for a fucking blood tentacle to punch through the wall to my left and try to impale me. It didn't have any luck, and I reflexively tried to grab the thing, but it was still blood and flowed through my hands like the liquid it was.

My instinct was to bust through the wall and try to catch her, but I followed Tattletale's instructions and headed further down the hallway before entering the next set of doors. I headed over to the connecting door between the two sections and waited.

Sure enough, Hemorrhagia came running through, fleeing Newter this time, and ran right into my waiting arms. I knocked her to the floor and grappled her hard, twisting her good arm into a joint lock. "Yield!" I yelled, pressing her face into the tiles.

"Fuck you!" A dozen blood blades branching off her armor scraped ineffectively at me, so I bounced her head off the linoleum.

"Yield!" I yelled again, banging her head into the floor again, "Fucking—" and again, "—yield!"

"Aagh! Fine!" The blood jabbing at me flowed back onto her stump, forming the large scab structure I remembered seeing before. "Stop fucking hitting me, you bitch! Fucking hell! You're gonna give me a concussion!"

"Serves you right," Faultline said. "Newter?"

Newter stepped forward and rubbed a sweaty hand across the exposed part of her face, and she went limp. The most combat-oriented part of Newter's weird, power-induced biology: all his bodily fluids—sweat, spit, blood, those sorts of things—contained an extremely potent and fast-acting psychedelic drug that would be absorbed through contact with bare skin. Its most miraculous property was probably that the only thing that scaled with dosage was the duration of the effect; it was impossible to overdose on, although a big hit like he'd just given Hemorrhagia should put her down for a couple hours. Interestingly, her blood constructs remained 'solid'; another example of powers acting on their own, I supposed.

Once she'd stopped twitching, I dropped her and stood up, breathing hard. As far as I could tell, my standard 'bend physics' power didn't have a fatigue cost, but whatever secondary power kept my body working 'normally' while I was heavy or plastic or whatnot did, and those were things I used reflexively to shrug off incoming attacks. I might be functionally invincible, but absorbing that many hits so quickly left me feeling like I been running sprints. Forget the health kits, I should have grabbed myself a stamina potion.

I looked over my teammates while I caught my breath. Faultline was almost as winded, having had to sprint cover to cover in her ballistic armor. Newter was in slightly better shape—possibly because he was traveling light, possibly due to some aspect of his power—but even he seemed to appreciate the break while we waited for the others to join us.

Tattletale didn't take long to catch up, but Circus took a few minutes to return. She seemed to be favoring her left side, but she didn't complain, and no one commented on it. "Where to now?" I asked once the five of us were together again.

"Basement," Tattletale said. "Stairway is… not far. There, through that wall." We headed in the direction she pointed, weaving between cubicles now that we weren't in a fight. Faultline put a hole in the wall Tattletale had indicated, giving us unconventional access to the stairwell. "There's only one basement level, because of the aquifer," Tattletale said as we descended.

"Save the trivia," Faultline grumbled. I guess teamwork can only last so long.

I pushed open the stairway door into the basement level and was immediately shot again, this time in the face. "Do you mind?" I snapped as I brushed flattened buckshot off of my visor and chin.

"Sorry?" the man said, still pointing the shotgun at my head. He wasn't wearing the normal Teeth gear: not a single bone or spike on his person. Which isn't to say he looked like the sort of person who belonged in a building like this, but he certainly wasn't a dedicated member; perhaps one of the 'fair-weather' types Tattletale had mentioned. He licked his lips nervously. "Uh, I don't suppose you'd just… leave?"

"No," I said. He was talking rather than continuing to shoot, so I took a moment to look around. The basement was obvious a storage area; one massive room with a double-height ceiling, lit by three lines of stark halogen bulbs. The crates we were after were at the far end of the room. There were two other men crouched behind various languishing bits of furniture—mostly office desks tipped on their sides and rolls of soulless, vomit-colored office carpeting—both pointing guns at the door. "Are you going to make me hurt you, or are you going to put the guns down?"

"Look, we don't want trouble," shotgun guy said. "Lady said all we had to do is make sure no one messes with the stuff they brought, that's all. 'Kay?"

"And all we want to do is mess with that stuff," I said. "That 'lady' is currently unconscious on the ground floor, and no, your guns won't work any better on me the second time, or the hundredth, so you're shit outta luck there. Are we going to do this the easy way or the hard way?"

He glanced over his shoulder. "Give us a moment?"

"They're stalling!" Tattletale yelled from behind the cover of the doorway. "Break the fucking guns, Flux!"

The man shot me again. I reached forward, grabbed his gun, and squeezed, crumpling the barrel in my fingers and pulling it out of his hands. He scurried backwards to avoid the hail of gunfire his friends directed at me, fishing a pistol out of his waistband. Dozens more bullets bounced off me as I walked menacingly into the center of the room, the gangsters retreating before me. Then, one after the other, they dropped.

"Nice one," I said as Newter descended from the ceiling. "Gross, though."

"Did you get to choose your powers?" he asked in good humor before hawking another gob of spit onto a man who was still twitching. "'Cause I didn't." I didn't answer, focusing on rendering the rest of the guns into scrap; I'd be lying if I said 'no'.

"Focus, Newter," Faultline chided him. "You can banter when we're done. Flux, check the crates."

"Flux, open the crates," Tattletale repeated, just for the sake of being the one to give the order. I rolled my eyes and walked past the unconscious gangsters towards the other side of the large open area, where three heavy wooden crates of the same sort we'd seen yesterday were lined up against the wall. What's in the box? This was an odd place to store something they intended to use, so it probably wasn't food or ammo. Something longer term, maybe—

My power gives me a lot of information, letting me know exactly which forces are affecting me at any time, even through my costume. That meant that I noticed when I interrupted an unusual beam of low-energy photons a step away from actually touching a crate. I had just enough time to realize how much this was going to suck before all three crates exploded, sending a hundred thousand pieces of steel shrapnel thundering into us as everything vanished in a cloud of smoke and noise.

"…!" I shouted, deaf and blind. "…? …!" Only two or three lightbulbs had survived the explosions and the storm of projectiles they'd unleashed, and dust from smashed wood, concrete, and drywall filled the air, reducing visibility to only a few feet. My goggles had vision modes to handle smoke and dust, but the explosion had managed to crack them despite my power's protection, ruining the tech and leaving them less conducive to clear vision than not having eyewear at all.

I had to wait for the ringing in my ears to die down before trying again. "Is everyone all right?" I yelled, my voice sounding strangely far away. It was lucky my power protected my eardrums, or it wouldn't have come back that fast… or maybe at all, how close I'd been to the trap.

"Flux!" Tattletale yelled. "Are you okay? Those were fucking claymores!" She started coughing, which let me locate her through the smoke and dust. She'd been directly behind me; now, she was the only one except me still standing, isolated in a me-shaped silhouette of less-damaged floor. Not that she'd escaped unscathed; she was bleeding from half a dozen cuts, but the ricochets were far less lethal after having traveled the whole room twice over. "Fucking hell! Fuck! I can't hear!" She took half a step forward, stumbled, and fell, her sense of balance ruined.

"Where the fuck is everyone?" I yelled pointlessly. The furniture had been reduced to rubble and the carpet rolls shredded and scattered, making it hard to tell which shapes were scrap and which were bodies. The first person I found was a Teeth member, dead from half a dozen small steel balls that had found their way into his chest and neck. I stumbled onward and nearly tripped over Faultline as she tried to sit up. "Fuck! Faultline! Are you okay?"

"What?" she yelled. "I can't fucking hear!" Goddamn it, were we all deaf? She was coughing as well, flecks of blood making it past her mask. Everyone was coughing, at least those of us who were still alive. "Fuck! My arm!" She grabbed at my jacket with one hand, then set about trying to remove her belt. "Tourniquet, now!"

Holy shit, her left side was mangled. I ignored her struggles and instead pulled out the medkit and sprayed it on her arm and side, using most of the bottle. She kicked and swore as the medicine did its work, but kept her arm steady. The bleeding stopped almost immediately. "Thanks!" she yelled, still trying to be heard over her own deafness. "Is Newter okay?"

"I don't know! I'm still looking!"

"What?" Right, talking didn't work.

I walked back to where Tattletale lay and hosed her down with the dregs; she screamed as the topical spray hit her exposed cuts. "Where's Newter?" I yelled. She was still deaf, so I grabbed her, made sure she was looked at my face, and repeated, "Tats! Where is Newter?"

She looked around the room and pointed to a shape I could barely see through the haze. I hurried over to the lump and pulled a large piece of carpet off him. He was almost certainly dead, but I spent nearly the entire other bottle of topical healing spray on him just in case. "Tattletale! Can you hear yet?"

"What?" Good, her hearing was coming back.

"Where's Circus?"

"Uh… there!"

That didn't help. "I can't see you!"

"Your left, about twenty feet!" I hurried over to find that Circus had already tourniqueted both her legs, which ended not far past the knee. She'd dived for cover behind one of the carpet rolls, but not all of her had made it before the shrapnel hit. The dispenser only had a single puff of medicine left, but it was probably better than nothing, and I let her have it before shoving the brick back in my pocket. It was enough to stop the bleeding, at least. "We need to leave!" Tattletale yelled from elsewhere in the room, deaf to her own volume.

"No shit!" I yelled.

"Too late, fuckers!" someone called from behind the curtain of dust. I'd become turned around in the chaos, but now I knew where the stairwell was, so I ran towards the voice, feeling a hundred tiny knives brush against me as I powered through the smoke. "None of you fuckers are leaving here al—" The low visibility left Vex just enough time to realize how fucked he was before I body-checked him across the stairwell. He bounced off the opposite wall with a grunt of "Motherfucker!"

"Fucking bitch!" Hemorrhagia screamed, charging down the stairs above us. She formed her simple severed-arm scab into a whip made of her own blood, which she used to slap me back out of the stairway. That was how she'd managed to sucker punch me so hard before; I hadn't gotten a good look at the process. I kicked up yet more concrete dust as I skipped and bounced across the badly abused floor. Goddamnit, how was she back on her feet so fast?

I rolled to my feet and ran back towards the stairs as Hemorrhagia stepped out into the ruined basement, protecting her recovering teammate. We only had two ways out: either up the stairs, or through a wall into another basement. Either way, I needed to buy time for the team to recover enough to move.

I ignored the thorny sensation of Vex's forcefields and threw a punch at Hemorrhagia as hard as I could, fulling willing to kill her, but she turned her whip tendril into a shield of blood that stopped me cold. It shattered with a boom of thunder and a spray of white-hot sparks, the blood flashing to steam as I channeled lightning from my bangles, forcing her to pull more blood from her whip to block my next hit, and my next.

I was forcing her back, but following her into the stairwell let Vex break my pattern with a slide-tackle that took my feet out from under me, and I had to roll away from an overhead strike that shattered concrete, tucking and rolling back through the door into the cloud-filled room. "Get some, bitch!" she screamed. "Come on, motherfucker!"

The combination of the dust from the explosives and the dust kicked up by the last hit gave them pause; Hemorrhagia wasn't willing to charge blindly into the room, so I was able to get back on my feet on my own terms. I slid under a whipfist attack as I closed back into melee range, reaching out to grab her. She interposed another shield, but that didn't matter, because I'd switched from fighting like a brute to fighting like a shaker-striker.

She fell backward through the stairwell door, literally, slamming into the wall above Vex headfirst and rolling up it to a stop. If I'd been lucky, she'd have broken her neck, but she was tougher than that, and was already getting back up. Vex positioned himself to block me, so I stopped just long enough to kick him in the head on my way up the wall. The prickling vanished as he dropped like a rock, but Hemorrhagia was still back on her feet before I could catch up. Seeing her teammate go down got a reaction. "I'm gonna fucking kill you for that!"

"You're welcome to try, bitch!" I danced around her, moving my 'ground' from wall to wall in the narrow stairwell. Hemorrhagia was smarter than she looked; she didn't know how long my striker effect would last, so she made sure she wasn't more than a few feet off the stairs at any given time. She was also pulling her hits, threatening to slam me and then pulling the whip back as the last second, lest I mess with her gravity again in the brief moment of contact. A quick glance at Vex showed that he was still down, so I focused on Hermorrhagia, keeping the pressure on and praying that the others would find a way out of this mess.

Just as we drew near the first floor landing, she suddenly turned and fled farther up the stairwell. I had half a second to wonder why before a wave of sound slammed into me and I dropped like a rock.

I hit the railing with my back, which flipped me around to hit the next one with my chest. It was probably thanks to my armor that the impacts only cracked my ribs rather than shattering them, white-hot pain cutting through the ringing in my ears as I fell another four feet to the ground. I landed on my face, kicking up more concrete dust from the already badly abused floor, and that's when I realized I couldn't breathe.

I'd—fuck—I'd been breathing in dust and smoke without a care, subconsciously using my power to ignore it building up in my lungs rather than taking time to address the problem, and now I couldn't. I gasped for air I couldn't use, drowning in dust. Fuck. Fuck! I was hacking, coughing hard enough that I risked breaking one of the injured ribs, and it wasn't fucking helping. I still couldn't breathe! Time was slowing down, my vision beginning to swim. I threw up, coughing pathetically, each spasm feeling like another knife to the chest, then finally hacked up a wad of crap that at least partially restored my ability to breathe. I pulled myself up on my elbows, breathing short, shallow gasps as I tried not to further aggravate my ribs while I enjoyed having access to air again.

Access I immediately lost again when Hemorrhagia kicked me onto my back and put her knee on my chest. "Not so tough now, are you, fuckhead?" she snarled. "Turn off your powers and you're just another fucking wannabe." She pressed harder, one knee pinning my left hand, the other pressing down on my lungs and turning my ribs into agony. I brought my right hand up, but she caught it in her left and covered my nose and mouth with a sheet of blood anchored to her other arm, cutting off my choked attempts at breathing. "I told you I was going to kill you! So die, bitch!"

I kicked and thrashed, trying to throw her off, but she had leverage and I was already halfway to unconsciousness from lack of oxygen. No, no! I was the only thing standing between her and four badly injured capes—assuming Newter wasn't dead already. If I died here, so did they. Have to get free. I tried to use my power, tried to make her light, tried to make myself massive, tried to change gravity. It wasn't there. Explosions were going off in my head, and Hemorrhagia toppled off me, giving me a much-needed breath of air. Explosions?

"Come on!" Faultline barked. I stared vacantly up at her; her left side was still a bloody mess, but her right hand was holding a smoking gun. She'd discarded her mangled welding mask, revealing a smaller domino mask beneath it. "Get up, you idiot!" Up. I can do up.

I could not do up.

Faultline holstered her gun and pulled me to my feet, then onto her shoulder. "I opened up a way out!" she yelled as she dragged me through the smoke. "Come on!" Hemorrhagia watched us go, swearing as she kept pressure on the gutshots she'd just taken. I could feel my power coming back in fits and starts as Animos' scream wore off. Shit, where's Animos?

"What about—" I fell into a coughing fit, every one hurting like a stab to the chest. "Animos?"

"I didn't see him" she said. "If he hit you in the stairwell, he's probably still waiting in ambush up there." A dark shape loomed ahead out of the gloom, and I staggered forward through the hole into an underground car park.

"Where's—" I coughed again, "—fuck! Where's Tattletale?"

"Already out."

"Circus?"

"We weren't in any shape to carry her," Faultline said.

Now that I wasn't half-drowned and powerless, I was. I let go of Faultline and turned around to head back into the cloud of dust, but she caught my arm and said, "We have to go."

"Fuck that!"

"Tattletale's waiting for us. She's hot-wiring a car on the upper level. We have to go."

"Then go!" I yelled. "Vex and Hemorrhagia are down and my power's back. I can get her out!"

"We thought Hemorrhagia was down, earlier," she argued.

"She—fuck! How… she must have done something with her blood." Could she do that? When Faultline still didn't let go, I said, "I thought the rules were you don't leave people to die!"

"We don't set people up to die. We got outplayed. If you go back in, maybe Animos gets you both."

"I'm going back in anyway," I said.

Faultline released my arm and smiled in what might have been approval. "Good luck." She turned away, hesitated, then turned back and offered me her pistol. I took it. "If you kill anyone, I'm not going to judge."

I ran through a quick check of the weapon; the magazine was missing three bullets, one of which was in the chamber. "No promises," I told her. "Get going."

Weapon in hand, I headed back into the basement. I kept my breathing slow and even despite the pain in my sides, making sure I was blowing out the dust that wanted to stick to my lungs. I was not going to let that happen again. That last encounter had put me through the wringer, and I wasn't going to be able to take another fistfight, so I advanced slowly and carefully through the gloom, gun at the ready.

With next to no ventilation, the air was still thick with the dust that continued to stream off the badly damaged ceiling, giving me visibility of only a couple feet, and I had no idea where I'd last seen Circus. I raised one hand to my temple to cycle through the goggles' vision modes, only to be disappointed; they hadn't suddenly become less broken since the initial explosion. Stumbling around blind wasn't helping, so I had to take a risk before we ran out of time. "Circus?" I called. "Circus!" I snapped the gun up when a figure lurched forward out of the dust, and only the silhouette of the prehensile tail behind it stopped me from firing preemptively. "Newter?"

"'Ey," he rasped. "Fuck happened?" I could scarcely believe he was alive, much less up and walking; his chest looked like orange hamburger.

"It was a trap."

"'eally?"

I ignored the sarcasm and pointed back the way I'd just come, helpfully marked by where my bootprints disturbed the still-falling dust. "Way out is that way. Can you walk in a straight line?"

"Pro'lly."

"Then get moving. We're out of time!" He staggered past me as I kept searching, leaving a bright orange trail in his wake. Damnit, that was going to be easy to track. "Circus! Where are you?"

"Here," she called weakly. It was the first time I'd heard her speak; even her voice was androgynous. I zeroed in on the direction of her voice and found her still sitting where I'd first left her. With her help and a reduction in weight from my power, I got her onto my shoulders in a fireman's carry and headed back, ignoring how even the small amount of extra weight jarred my ribs with each step. Thank fucking god I had a pain tolerance perk, or I'd have been worse than useless after my fall.

We were almost back to the hole when Hemorrhagia reentered the fight, stepping in front of the new exit to bar my way. She must have managed to patch herself up with her hemokinesis or something, because she didn't seem injured enough to have just suffered two gutshots without some sort of brute rating. "Not so fast, bi—"

It was instinctive. Chaotic environment, hostage on my shoulders, gun in my hands. She must have been expecting another cape fight, because she didn't react as the reflexes I'd unwittingly developed over weeks of combat sims put a Failure-to-Stop drill into her without conscious thought on my part, the final shot spraying bits of skull and brain into the parking structure. I stepped over her body without looking back. Circus didn't comment; I wasn't sure she was still conscious.

Even carrying someone on my back, I easily caught up to Newter as he limped up the ramp to the ground floor. The sound of a car engine had me raising the gun again, but it was only Tattletale in a four-door sedan, coming to save me the trouble of finding her. She swerved, drifting to a stop with the car pointed halfway back up the ramp. "Flux!" she yelled, at the same time Faultline yelled, "Newter!" His teammate hopped out of the passenger seat and ushered him in. "Take the passenger seat, you'll be less likely to bleed on someone!"

"If he knocks me out, we crash!" Tattletale protested.

"Then don't fucking touch him!" Faultline snapped. "He'll knock us all out if we put him in the back!" She only had one functioning arm, but still stopped to open the door for me to slide Circus into the middle seat. I shoved Faultline herself in after her, then jumped over the car and into the other side door.

I would have expected Tattletale to peel out, but she stuck to the speed limit, trying not to draw attention. Unfortunately, the city was working against us here: there was next to no traffic to blend into. Still, as badly as we'd been hurt, we'd left the Teeth in equally rough condition, and no pursuit appeared.

"Fuck," Tattletale muttered. "That was too close. Too fucking close."

"We're not out of it yet," Faultline said. "Keep alert." Tattletale didn't argue, which was as good an indication as any how seriously she was treating the situation. "You okay, Newter?"

"Yeah. Hurts a lot less than it should."

"That's not a good thing."

"Well, I don't mind," he said.

"He'll be okay," Tattletale told her. "Flux hit him with that spray she used on us. Probably the only reason he managed to get up."

"That right?" he asked. "Thanks."

"No pr—I mean, uh, you're welcome." I didn't want to be dismissive.

"Say, Flux," Faultline asked, "you still have my gun?"

"Oh, yeah, here." I handed it over, and she repeated the same check I'd done: safety, magazine, chamber.

"You shoot someone?"

"Hemorrhagia."

"Again?"

"She tried to stop me," I said defensively. "I, uh, just sort of failure drilled her without thinking."

"Failure drilled?"

"Failure to stop. You know…" I tapped my sternum twice and my forehead once.

"No shit? Mozambique?" Faultline gave me a searching look, then gave it up and shrugged her curiosity off. "Meh, good riddance."

We drove in silence for a while. I'd never seen the Bay this empty; there were no pedestrians, no cars, no life. Everyone was huddled in their homes, waiting for the storm to pass. Even when Tattletale pulled onto the freeway leading north out of Downtown, the road remained entirely abandoned.

"Flux?" Circus muttered.

I glanced over at her. "What?"

They didn't respond immediately. "Thanks," she said eventually.

"You're welcome," I repeated.

"From me as well," Faultline said. "Not just for the medicine. If you hadn't gone back in for them, I would have left Newter behind."

"I thought he was dead, too," I admitted.

"You used an entire applicator of healing juice on someone you thought was dead?" Tattletale asked.

"Well…" I said sheepishly, aware that I may not have been thinking clearly when I'd made that decision, "I'd describe it as 'someone I wasn't sure was alive,' but yes."

Faultline chuckled. "We owe you one. More than one."

"You saved my life, too," I pointed out. "Seriously. I thought I was done."

"Still doesn't make us even. I would have been useless if you hadn't patched me up, and you saved Newter twice over. Plus Hemorrhagia." She grinned and reached across Circus to punch me in the arm; it was awkward, because she had to twist around a bit, but she managed. "I don't give a fuck who you team with, you've got friends at the Palanquin. Stop by later and we'll throw you a real party."

I grinned back. "I'm not one to really cut loose, but I wouldn't say no to—"

I'd taken my eyes off the road. It wasn't something one would think would be a problem, since I wasn't driving, but it meant I wasn't able to react to the Butcher teleporting in front of us. We were going close to eighty miles an hour when we hit, and the car lost.

———X==X==X———​
 
Chapter 26: Sinker
AN: A little earlier than I usually post, but I didn't want to keep you waiting on that cliffhanger longer than necessary. I hope this chapter manages to be as much of a roller coaster as the last one!

Chapter 26: Sinker


The next few moments were very confusing. Mostly it was the spinning; I never had a problem when I was the one flipping myself around, but I guess that didn't mean I couldn't get dizzy. I think the car may have flipped over at some point, but I couldn't be sure, because after the first few rotations I lost track of which way was up. At any rate, it came to a stop more or less right-side up.

Well, our half did.

I unbuckled my seatbelt and staggered to my feet out of a hole that shouldn't have been there, pushing the pain in my ribs to the back of my mind as I tried to make sense of the situation. The car had been split in half right down the middle, a nasty, crude cut. I followed the trail of debris we'd left back to the impact point and saw the cause: we hadn't hit Butcher herself. Instead, she'd shoved a massive metal knife blade into the concrete road surface and reinforced it with more concrete. From the flecks of paint clinging to the surface, it might have been another car at some point; matter reshaping, one of the powers I'd been least worried about.

A glance back at the rear seat didn't reveal that much blood, so Circus probably hadn't been bisected.

I hoped.

Movement in the corner of my vision caught my eye, and I turned towards the other half the car, lying on its cut side in the other lane of traffic; the correct lane, actually, we were the ones who'd managed to cross the divider. The motion I'd seen was the rear door opening upwards to reveal Faultline pulling herself clear of the wreckage. Newter followed from the front seat more slowly; he didn't look any worse that he had before the crash, but that was mostly a function of the fact that he'd already looked dead. They argued for a few moments, before Newter reached in and pulled Circus out of the wreckage, and the two fled on foot in opposite directions. If they hadn't stopped to save Circus, I might have blamed Faultline for abandoning us, but she'd saved who she could. As it was, I was just glad they had a shot at getting away.

Well, they would, if the Butcher didn't run them down. She hadn't moved from the site of her earlier ambush yet. The voices in her head probably couldn't agree who to chase.

Could I take her? Maybe, at my best, but I wouldn't want to risk it. As it was, I was not at my best; I'd been blown up, thrown down a stairwell, suffocated, and car-wrecked, to say nothing of the fact that I was exhausted and nursing bruised or broken ribs. Even distracting her would be risky. Still, it wasn't like I had much choice. As Tattletale had said, we were playing keep-away with us as the ball.

Shit, where was Tattletale?

She was still in the driver's seat. Her eyes were unfocused, but she was conscious… mostly. I unbuckled her seatbelt and pulled her upright; any injuries I'd do by moving her were nothing compared to what would happen if we were still here when the Butcher stopped arguing with herself. "Can you walk?"

"Yeah," she said, then immediately proved herself wrong by almost falling on her face. I sat her down a few feet away from the car before glancing back towards where we'd hit the knife. Butcher had drawn an arrow, looking out in the direction Faultline had fled.

No you don't, bitch!

I picking up the wrecked half-a-car and side-armed it at her, making sure to turn up its mass as it left my hand. She was still drawing the bow when it hit her and knocked her clean off her feet. And then it was time to leave.

I grabbed Tattletale and hoisted her onto my shoulders before running for the side of the highway. "Got her attention," Tattletale told me as I leapt the barrier and fell towards the city streets below. A loud boom from above me confirmed her words; the explosive teleports, one of the reasons we had to play keep away like this in the first place. "Gonna shoot."

"How far away does her accuracy power work?"

"Weapon." As far as her weapon can reach, I interpreted.

"Then you better hold on." I threw our gravity sideways, hurling us farther away from the wreck in a zig-zag pattern, but it wasn't enough. Super evasion met perfect accuracy, and evasion lost. The arrow clipped me in the side; it skipped harmless off my armor, but through bad luck, it managed a near direct hit my injured ribs.

"Aaah! Goddamnit!" The sudden pain cost me my grip on gravity, and we dropped. I managed to rubberize us so we bounced down the street rather than splattering, and we came to a rest embedded in a beat-up old car. A series of explosions behind us let me keep track of the Butcher, who was still on our tail. Good for our allies, bad for us.

"Keep moving," Tattletale muttered as I stood back up and pulled her out of the comically her-shaped crater in the poor sedan. "Have to keep moving." Butcher appeared on the roof direct overhead as if to hammer home the point, already drawing her bow back. I heaved the car up at her, forcing her to teleport away, which gave me enough time to pick Tattletale up and tank the next shot on my uninjured side. It still hurt like a bitch and might have cracked another rib, but I didn't drop Tattletale again, so that was an improvement.

I started running again, using my power to try and confuse the Butcher without losing her entirely. I ran across walls and dropped 'down' alleys before reorienting and running across a rooftop and falling down to street level, only to fling us up another wall and repeat the process. Tattletale threw up at the constant changes in direction, but I didn't have a thought to spare for dealing with the vomit dripping down my side, because I was entirely focused on moving.

Butcher was always able to pick up the trail again, but every second of hesitation bought more time. A straight fall might have gotten us away entirely, but that bow was a fucking monster, and I didn't want to risk taking a direct hit. I couldn't be sure some feature of the 'festering wounds' power wouldn't override my defenses. That meant I needed confusion and constantly changing lines of sight.

We were almost to the Docks, by now; I hadn't been paying attention to where we were running, but having already been heading out of Downtown, there were only so many places we could end up. We were lucky I hadn't accidentally cornered us against the ocean. Actually, maybe that wasn't such a bad idea; I'd take being arrested by the Protectorate for trespassing on the Rig over being butchered by the Butcher. "Do you think if I flew us to the Rig, the Protectorate would let us go afterwards?"

That seemed to wake Tattletale up. "What? No!"

"Even if the Butcher was still chasing us?"

"Especially no!"

So much for that plan. "Why isn't she shooting?"

"Can't teleport with her bow drawn." Good for us, but not good enough. I couldn't keep this up for much longer. I wasn't a brute, not technically, and I was injured and running on fumes. Adrenaline and fear had gotten me this far, the constant Boom of Butcher's teleports reminding me of exactly what awaited if I didn't keep running, but I had just about hit my limit.

"Are we still in range of her vision power?"

"Yeah."

"Right. Hold on." I jumped off the current building and pulled us into a fall parallel to the street at two gravities, opening as much distance as possible between us and the Butcher as fast as possible. She teleported after us as fast as she could, but Butcher couldn't keep up with someone going faster than terminal velocity, and the sound of her teleports quickly died away.

I was lucky that she didn't stop chasing and just try to shoot me before I was out of range.

Once I was sure Butcher wasn't going to surprise me, I cut my gravity to zero for a mile or two, then reversed it entirely, slowing us to a manageable speed. I didn't want to stop somewhere in a straight line from our last sighting, so I zigzagged along side streets for a bit before pulling us to a stop in an alley between rows of squat, two-story buildings.

I set Tattledown down in the nook of an Employees Only door, then sat down beside her. She groaned and pulled out her phone, speaking in a whisper I was too tired to pay attention to. In fact, it took a moment for me to register that she'd started speaking to me again. "Flux?"

"Euh?"

"Hang in there. Help is on the way."

"Good." I pulled my goggles off and wiped a hand across my forehead. I should be able to just slick the sweat and grime away, but the effort was beyond me. I wasn't sure if it was some cumulative cost from all the rapid-fire changes during our escape or just the running itself, but I was totally spent. The… 'muscles' was the wrong word, but the things I associated with controlling my power felt like I'd managed to develop a cramp. "Shit. Out of the frying pan and into the fire. Why was she so intent on us?"

Tattletale held a hand to her head. "Ugh. I wish I only had to deal with a concussion. Shit. Uh… you killed one of their capes."

"Hemorrhagia," I muttered, then asked, "How did she know that was me?"

"You're the brute."

"I shot her, though," I reminded her.

"Oh. Uh. I'm not sure. Maybe she was chasing me, then."

I let out a wheezing laugh, which turned into a cough when my ribs reminded me that they were not okay. Fucking hell, that hurt; I'd shut it out during the chase, but the pain was back in full force, now. I had a perk that let me power through pain, but it didn't reduce it, and god fucking damn it I'd forgotten how much breathing sucked with injured ribs! I hadn't had so much as a scratch in months… fuck, this was exactly what I'd done to Glory Girl.

I let my head drop back to rest against the door, breathing shallowly and trying not to hyperventilate. "Still think I shoulda dragged her out to the Rig. Would'a been something if I managed to get her to teleport into a containment cell, right?"

"She can't teleport that far."

"Oh." That might have gotten Faultline and Newter killed, if they hadn't managed to go to ground in time. This plan might, too, but I had nothing left to give. "Where's Butcher gone?"

"Looking for us. Erratically. She's not sane or patient enough for a proper sweep." Tattletale inspected the state of her vomit- and blood-stained hair and sighed. "If she gets lucky, can we escape?"

"I'm not sure I can move," I admitted. Standing up sounded hard. Dying was easy, right? You could sleep when you were dead. That sounded nice.

"You didn't save any of your drugs for yourself, did you?" she asked. I couldn't tell if she was amused or just resigned.

"No." I didn't think we'd need the one's I'd brought in the first place. I certainly hadn't expected to wear myself out like this, but being the only one to come out of the bombing in fighting shape had meant I'd been pulling the weight of an entire team by myself. Badly. I'd nearly died, and hadn't fully recovered from that when I went back in to drag Circus out. And then everything kept going wrong, and I'd kept moving because I knew if I stopped I wouldn't get up again. And now I was stopped, and I was not getting up again.

"I wish it was raining," Tattletale said.

"Huh?"

"It would be nice if it was raining," she repeated. "It would give me something else to think about besides how badly I fucked up."

"We made it out," I reminded her.

"I fucked up. Bad intel is the mother of all fuck-ups, and that was my entire job. I walked us straight into a trap."

That was all, strictly speaking, true. I still felt she was being too harsh on herself. "Faultline didn't blame you," I said. "She said 'we got outplayed', not 'Tats fucked up,' and if she's not jumping down your throat I don't think anyone else is going to start." She didn't contradict me, but she didn't look convinced, either. "We succeeded, right?"

"How the fuck was that a success?"

"We destroyed the crates," I said. Tattletale let out a rasping laugh. "We completed the objective, got everyone out, and even—justifiably—removed one of the Teeth from the board, permanently. What's not to like?"

"The part where we got blown up." She groaned. "Faultline might not lose her arm. That stuff you brought is pretty potent. Circus's legs are fucked, though, and that's on me. I wouldn't be surprised if she took that personally."

"It could have been worse."

"Thanks, captain optimist."

"I'm serious," I argued. "The fact that no one died is amazing." I frowned as I remembered the first body I'd found in the chaos, and what I'd done to Hemorrhagia. "Well, none of us died," I amended.

None of us had died. It seemed ridiculous, considering the lethality of the trap, backed up by three of the Teeth's five remaining capes. "How did we survive?"

Tattletale frowned, then started ticking off points on her fingers. "The crates were too thick, for starters; that slowed the shrapnel down a lot, made it way less lethal. You were real close to the crates, so you blocked a lot of hurt. Circus was the next closest; she was almost fast enough to dodge, but didn't make it all the way to cover. I was lucky enough to be in your shadow. Newter's weird biology helped; he probably ought to have a brute rating just for being able to survive what he did. Faultline…" She paused, running through the scene in her mind. "She was following you to the crates, so she was mostly shielded, too. Not completely, but it kept her head and neck intact."

"Lucky."

"Yeah."

I closed my eyes, then forced them open. Can't sleep. Not yet. "Lucky," I repeated, talking for the sake of talking, trying to keep myself awake. "If we'd taken anyone else in there, they would have been mulched."

"Probably," Tattletale agreed. "Luck… and Coil, maybe. Good return on investment there, huh?"

"Mhm." I blinked sleep away, as another thought occurred to me. "Did the Empire know this was a trap?"

She thought about that for a moment, then shook her head. "No, it doesn't add up. If we'd had Shinigami with us, I'd be suspicious, but we're not high priority targets. It wouldn't be worth the consequences, setting us up like that."

"Where was he, then?"

"I don't want to use my power to check, but if I had to guess: Coil thought this would be the easy job, and sent him somewhere he'd be more likely to get hurt."

"Figures," I grumbled. What a joke. A shell game with high explosives.

I didn't quite fall asleep, but I must have nodded off at least a little, because the next thing I knew, Tattletale was prodding me awake. "Help's here."

"Where?"

"Almost here," she amended.

I rubbed some amount of wakefulness into my eyes before slipping my cracked goggles back on. "Who?"

My question was answered when a man appeared in front of us without warning, dressed in all black except for his leering red mask. I started at the suddenness of his appearance, then relaxed when I realized who it was.

I never thought I'd be glad to have Oni Lee pop up in front of me.

"I have found you," he said. "I am guiding the others to your location now." He didn't say anything else, and six seconds after he appeared, he crumbled to ash. Less than a minute later, the rest of the ABB filed into the alley.

"Tattletale, Flux. A pleasure to find you safe," Shinigami said. Her dress was marred with dust, and there was blood on the hem, but the girl held herself like she'd just been out for an evening stroll.

"Shinigami," I greeted her. "As regal as ever. Please excuse me for not getting up."

"Do not strain yourself on my account," she said, holding up a hand as if to stop me. "You have had a very trying day."

"That's an understatement," Tattletale said.

"Do you have transport," I asked, "or is this just an escort?" I wasn't in any shape to walk anywhere.

"We have a car waiting," Shinigami said. "Can you walk?"

"I can, somewhat," Tattletale said. "Flux will need a hand." The Noh-masked man offered her a hand and pulled her to her feet. Oni Lee did the same for me. I muttered thanks as he pulled my arm over his shoulder and supported me in my limp down the alley, even though it made my ribs hurt as much as anything had tonight. Shinigami lead us towards the street, where a pair of headlights shown between the buildings for a moment as a car pulled up to the end of the alley. I couldn't tell anything more than that: I was focused on moving my feet enough to not drag Oni Lee down with me. I could barely get my feet moving, much less carry my own weight. Fifty feet should not feel this far away.

Boom.


"Please, no," I mumbled. We were so close.

Boom!


"Shit," Tattletale said. "She noticed the rescue team."

BOOM!

"Hurry," Shinigami said, hiking her dress up around her ankles. "We must—"

BOOM!

I never found out what we needed to do, because the force of the Butcher teleporting into our midst knocked us all to the ground. Shinigami gasped and writhed, and less than a second later, Oni Lee did the same next to me. I felt it next: the original Butcher ability; a blaster power that inflicted horrible, indescribable pain. On the one to ten scale, this was eleven; completely debilitating. I was an idiot to think my ribs were even an inconvenience compared to this. The only reason I didn't scream was because I couldn't control my body well enough to try.

But it was just pain, and brief; she couldn't use it on multiple targets, which meant that when Tattletale started writhing a moment later, I was free. I rose to my feet—

Ahem. I rose to my feet.

I continued lying on my face in the alley, trying to get limbs to cooperate long after I'd pushed myself past my limit. I only managed to flip myself onto my side, to better see how I was going to die. We were all down; Butcher was standing in the middle of us, looking around in confusion. She reached out blindly to the bricks in the wall and formed a spear from them, then waved it in around herself uncertainly, bouncing it off the buildings on either side. Why was… Noh! He was distracting her, somehow, his illusions working to fool her enhanced senses.

Shinigami struggled upright a few steps farther down the alley, shaking off the effects of the pain. She was only five or six feet away from Butcher, one hand on the wall to guide herself as she crept away. One unlucky swing from Butcher would gut her, and from the way she was moving, she was clearly blind. Tattletale was on the ground next to Noh, staying down lest the Butcher's erratic swings take her head off. Shinigami should have done the same, but for some reason she could no longer see what was happening.

Butcher kept swinging with increasing frustration, lengthening her spear with each attempt, until the tip of her spear managed to nick Shinigami's arm. Somehow, that was all she needed. The Butcher teleported forward, the explosive force rolling me onto my stomach as she reappeared directly in front of Shinigami and grabbed her neck with her bare hands. I blinked the world back into focus and realized that the explosion had knocked Shinigami's blindfold off. Oh, no. Shinigami was barely struggling, too busy trying not to use her power on the woman strangling her. Butcher held her a foot off the ground by her neck, pressing her against the wall and throttling her with both hands.

Oni Lee struck, five clones appearing around her in quick succession, knives flashing. The Butcher teleported in place, scattering the clones while still holding Shinigami in a death grip. The girl's face was turning purple, her kicking growing weaker. I had to do something! I could barely move, but I still had my power. I flopped like a fish reaching for the Butcher, trying to figure out what I would do if I managed to touch her. One of Oni Lee's clones stepped on my hand, and I couldn't spare a thought to protect myself. I just. Had. To. Touch. Her. Everything narrowed down to a point as I focused on trying to get my hand across the last few inches… and I couldn't. I may as well have been reaching for the moon.

I failed.

Even if I'd been closer, I couldn't have done anything. I didn't even have enough energy to react to being stepped on, and my defenses were reflexive. Only the combination of perks and my own stubbornness was keeping me conscious; I was completely and utterly done.

It didn't matter, anyway.

Someone grabbed me and flipped me over. "Drink this," Emily said, raising my head and pouring a potion into my mouth. I forced the concoction down, shuddering as the restorative went to work. Wakefulness crashed into my brain, chasing away the lingering effects of what I suspected was a compounded concussion, and I bolted upright and looked around.

Nothing was moving. Timestop. Right. I slowed my breathing down, forcing myself to take deep breaths, to calm down, to take time. I had time, time to recover, observe, think.

First things first: deep breaths didn't hurt, which was awesome. I was back in fighting shape.

As for the fight: Oni Lee's clones were in midair, having just been knocked back by another detonation from Butcher's teleports. Noh was on the ground; Tattletale was next to him, halfway to her feet. The Butcher was still strangling Shinigami.

Homura was watching me closely, probably wondering if I needed another potion; she had an interesting costume on, halfway between her magical girl outfit and Contessa Chic. Her shield was fully deployed, gem anchored on her hand. My safety net, coming to the rescue.

I turned back to the bizarrely paused fight. If she'd waited until the last moment, like I expected…

"She's going to kill Butcher," I said, looking at Shingami.

"Not a problem," Homura said. "We'll just kill her, first."

"No way!" I yelled. "She's on our side!"

'Just a kid' had been my first reaction, but I knew that wasn't a great argument when dealing with a gang leader. Still, I didn't care how ruthless—or dangerous—Shinigami was. I was not okay with murdering her in cold blood, even if it would prevent a worse disaster.

"What?" Homura asked, clearly confused. "Oh, sorry. I meant the Butcher. We kill her first."

"Oh." Well, now I felt stupid. "Uh, is that a good idea?"

"I'm immune to shard bullshit like that. The only reason I have a power at all is because it's explicitly paid for." She pulled out the fucking Lex again, holding it easily in one hand.

"What about Shinigami?" I asked.

Homura paused to look closely at the girl's neck. "Butcher didn't crush her windpipe yet. She'll recover."

"That's not what I meant." Although it was good to know. "If you blow Butcher's head off, people are going to assume she killed the Butcher. Hell, she might think she killed the Butcher."

"And when she fails to gain the powers or psychosis, people will realize she didn't, or write it off as a fluke of the interaction between their powers," Homura said. "The uncertainty will help the city stabilize. Everyone will wait to see if she gains the Butcher mantle; it happens every time. By the time it's clear she hasn't, things will have settled back into a routine."

"You're sure she's not going to do something…" I had to stop and search for the right euphemism. "Something… impulsive?"

"Give her more credit than that," Homura said. She took aim with the pistol, then reconsidered. "If you're really concerned, you can send the Butcher for a flight. I'll shoot her in midair, and the corpse will land wherever it lands."

"She's still holding on to Shinigami, though."

"Ah, right." Homura pulled out a pocket knife and began making small, swift cuts around Shinigami's neck. Only a few subjective seconds later, she pocketed the Butcher's fingers, then did something to her still-frozen hands. "There. No bleeding, even."

That was… brutally efficient, and raised a number of questions, from 'How did you avoid cutting Shinigami?' to 'Why did you immediately jump to cutting her fingers off?' but I had to focus on the most important one. "How did you do that without dragging her into timestop?"

"Sting doesn't care. You'll have to make it fast, when you touch her. As much gravity as you can muster, as fast as possible."

"Right." I hesitated, and Homura nudged me forward. Tentatively, I reached out, then gathered my courage and shoved Butcher away from Shinigami has hard as I could. She didn't even have time to react before she was out of range again, having plummeted upwards at three gravities until she came to a stop just above the roofs of the neighboring buildings. Homura sighted and fired three times, the sound somehow both muted and deafening.

I looked upwards at Butcher and the three bullets that had nearly reached her before falling back into stopped time. "That's it?" I asked. "Just… that?"

"Yeah," Homura said. "Sorry, I know you wanted to do this yourself—"

"No, no, that's—fuck. I don't know what I want, but it wasn't this." I paced a few steps in either direction as I spoke. "I guess… damn it! I was selfish. I wanted the experience, like this was a fucking theme park. Not… whatever this is." I waved my hand at Shinigami, who was still being strangled by where the Butcher had been. "Shit. What a clusterfuck." I kept pacing for a moment, then glanced back up at the Butcher. "You're sure there aren't going to be any problems with, you know…?"

"Don't worry. Whatever happens, we can handle it."

"Okay. Great." Focus. Move on. "What happens now?"

"We need to move Tattletale out of Shinigami's line of sight. Seki's still on the ground; he'll be okay. I can't tell if Oni Lee is actually in danger or if those are all clones; do you have a good way to tell?"

"No, but I'm not sure I'd lose much sleep over him. He's basically braindead at this point anyway." That wasn't entirely true; the mere fact that he'd helped drag me a dozen feet closer towards safety we hadn't reached had earned him a bit of affection. Unfortunately, I had no way to know which of the Oni Lees was the real one. "You can't tell?"

"Not from timestop."

"Damn." I took another look at the scene. "People might assume Shinigami killed the Butcher anyway."

"You've seen how messy her power is. The clones will turn to ash, so unless Oni Lee is in there she's not going leave any sign of having killed anyone at all." She pulled out the clear seed and touched it to her soul gem, draining away the built-up Grief that had accumulated from her use of timestop thus far, then waved me towards the other side of the melee. "Come on."

I followed her as she wove through the suspended ninjas and came to a stop on the other side of the frozen tableau. She reached out to Tattletale and put a hand on her shoulder. Color rushed back into my teammate as she entered timestop.

"I… what?" She blinked, straightened, then stopped to stare at Homura. "Who—oh. Oh no. No! No no no no no no—!" Tattletale fell backwards, scurrying away like a crab until she had the presence of mind to clamor to her feet and sprint down the alley as fast as her shaking legs could carry her. She froze in mid-stride as she reached the boundary of the shared timestop effect.

Homura rolled her eyes, then walked past her and put her arm across Tattletale's chest, clotheslining her as her motion resumed. Tattletale fell to the ground with a cry, looked up at Homura, then hugged her knees to her chest and started rocking in place, still mumbling, "No no no no no…"

"What's wrong with her?" Homura asked.

"I'm not sure." What did this look like to Tattletale? The timestop itself shouldn't be that alarming. It wasn't any weirder than Clockblocker's effect; it was more or less the same thing, but in reverse. The silence was a natural consequence of time not moving, and while the colors were certainly weird… oh. Oh. "Because she's trapped in a world where time isn't moving and everything is gray."

"So?"

"Gray," I repeated. "Time. Gray. See the problem?"

"Oh," Homura said. "But he's dead, right?"

"To Glaistig Uaine."

"Ahh." We stood there, looking at Tattletale. Homura sighed. "She's catatonic; we can't just resume with her like this. I'll have to carry her." She bent down to do so, and Tattletale flinched away from her hand, curling into an even tighter ball.

"Let me." Tattletale didn't fight me as I scooped her into a bridal carry and looped her arms around my neck. "We're going flying again, okay?" I asked. She didn't respond. Looking at her reminded me that we were still covered in filth, and I finally had the energy to do something about it, so I did. "Wait, is us just disappearing like this going to be a problem? Vanishing is going to leave questions."

"It wasn't my first plan, but I don't think so. No one is paying enough attention to notice the how, and no one will blame you for fleeing Shinigami when she cuts loose." Tattletale had said something like that herself, during the meeting. If she takes off the blindfold, run. Run and don't look back. "Back to the loft?" Homura asked.

Hopefully I could get Tattletale out of her catatonia before I had to explain to the other Undersiders how I broke their thinker. "Best not. Any other ideas?"

"Sure. Follow me." Homura leapt upwards, bouncing between the walls of the alley before hopping onto the roof. I simply walked up a wall. From there, it was simple roofhopping across the Bay in low gravity. We were going southeast, this time, towards one of the nicer residential areas on the borders of Downtown, facing the beach.

I'd only ever seen timestop once, and I hadn't given it more than a cursory look around; things hadn't looked much different from the ground, desaturation aside. On the other hand, traveling with time stopped was hugely different compared to normal travel. There was no rush of wind, not even the sound that should come from moving through still air. Pigeons and seagulls hung in midair like paper crafts; the ones below us between the buildings looked like stepping stones from above. Tattletale hugged me a little tighter every time I jumped, but otherwise didn't seem to notice anything was happening at all.

I didn't bother to ask Homura where we were going; the only thing that mattered was getting there. The destination turned out to be an apartment building I didn't recognize, not far from the beach. Homura let us in to a nice if sparsely furnished unit on one of the upper floors and directed me to set Tattletale down on the couch. "This your place?" I asked.

"It's hers," Homura said. She frowned at Tattletale. "Is she going to be okay?"

"I hope so. I think turning timestop off might help." Tattletale stopped moving, fading to gray as time took hold of her again. I wracked my brain for anything else I could do. "Do you have any extra potions?"

"What do you need?"

"A general restore, I guess." What else would help? "Maybe a sleeping potion?"

The timestop rippled, 'cutting' to Homura holding a pair of phials. "These are local. Do you need anything else?" I shook my head as I accepted the bottles. "I'll leave you to it, then." She walked over to the door and opened it.

I set the potions down on the end table. "Emily?"

"Yes?" She paused, one foot in the hallway, then turned around fully when my intentions became clear.

I walked over and hugged her tightly. "Thank you," I said. "You saved my ass out there. Lisa's, too."

"Purely out of self-interest, I assure you," Emily said, returning the hug. "It would have been a terribly boring decade without you causing trouble for me."

"Very funny." I held the hug for a moment longer before we stepped apart. "I hate to ask another favor so soon, but… would you check on Faultline and Newter? Make sure they're okay?"

"It's not a problem," Emily said. "I'll make sure they make it home."

"Thank you."

"Anytime." She smiled, then turned and left the apartment, shutting the door behind her. Color and sound rushed back into the world with her departure.
Wait, host is dead again? What?
I took a deep breath and sat down next to Tattletale. "Tattletale. Hey. Earth to Tattletale." She didn't respond, still clutching her knees to her chest with that thousand-yard stare. "Tattletale. Lisa. I'm going to take your mask off, okay?" She didn't argue, so I reached forward and pulled the domino mask off her face, then pulled my own mask off as well. "Lisa. Come on, talk to me." I tried to take her hand, but she pulled away from me, closing her eyes and mumbling more.
How did that even—oh, time manipulation.
I picked up the mid-strength restore—a potion that hit health, mana, and stamina, but not too hard. "Right. Lisa? Lisa. I need you to drink this, okay?" She didn't respond, but when I uncorked the phial and put it to her lips, she drank, shivering as the effect took hold. Then she went back to mumbling and rocking.
Let me just grab you… huh? Huh.
This hadn't worked, so I gave her the sleeping draught as well; at least knocking her out stopped whatever thinker-induced panic attack she'd been stuck in. I laid her out on the couch and found a blanket to throw over her; If I was lucky, she'd have recovered by morning. If not… I might need more help. I'd have to call Diane. See what she could do to help.
That is the smallest conflict engine I have ever seen.
I sat down on the floor beside the couch, sighed, and leaned back against the arm of the sofa. I should head home; it would be awkward if Lisa woke up with me still here. But I could take a moment to rest my eyes, right?
Well, it was mostly your fault anyway.
I just needed a little rest.

———X==X==X———​
 
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Chapter 27: Consequences (Old Version)
Chapter 27: Consequences (OLD)​


There is a new version of chapter 27. This version is no longer canon.
I woke up to Lisa kicking me awake. "Guh?"

"Get out of my house," she said, kicking me again.

I blinked up at her stupidly. "Ugh, hold on, Leese—"

"Don't fucking 'Leese' me!" she snapped, kicking me a third time. "Get out of my house! You shouldn't be here! You shouldn't even know about this place!" She threw a pile of something at my head, burying me in what I quickly discovered were old sheets. "Now cover up and get out!"

Getting myself untangled was a bit of a struggle, since I was still muddled from having just woken up. "Can we talk about this?"

Lisa had her hands on her hips, glaring down at me with murderous intent. If she didn't know I was bulletproof, I suspected she'd have a gun trained on me. She looked a lot better than she had last night, between the restorative and a full night's magically-restful sleep; she'd even taken the time to go through her normal morning routine before literally and figuratively kicking me out. "You know what? Sure! Let's talk about this. What the fuck was that?"

"What?" God damn it I was not awake enough for this.

"Last night!" she screamed in my face. "Last fucking night! Jesus Christ, Flux, I knew you had weird connections but what the everloving fuck?"

"What?" Say what again. I dare you. My brain was firing on zero cylinders this morning.

"What the hell are you even doing here if you have the fucking Faerie Queen Deluxe on standby to pull your ass out of the fire?" Lisa demanded.

"I…" I didn't have a good explanation. I didn't even have a bad explanation, not really.

"That's not even starting on the numerous other questions, like what happened to the Butcher or why the most terrifying cape I have ever seen looks just like you."

"That's—"

"I. Don't. Care." Lisa grabbed the empty potions off the end table and tossed them into my lap. "Take your weird shit and get the fuck out of my house! Don't try to contact me again. I am scared and desperate enough to call the police, so help me God."

"Coil?" I asked dumbly.

"Fuck Coil!" she yelled. "I don't even care anymore! Just get the hell away from me and stay there!"

"I—okay. I'm leaving." I stuck the bottles in my pockets and wrapped the sheets around me like a cloak, obscuring my costume. Once I was in the hallway, I turned around and added, "I'm sorry."

"Don't care," Lisa said, slamming the door in my face. I could hear the deadbolt click home.

———X==X==X———​

After the string of bad luck I'd suffered the previous night, I'd been due for some good luck. As it happened, Max owned the apartment building, so I was able to pop into the Warehouse from Lisa's own door for a set of civilian clothes from the room I still had in the Palace. I had just finished changing when someone knocked on the door.

"Good morning, Diane. Want to come in?" I had no idea why she'd decided to come see me; hopefully it was just a social call.

"No need," she said. "I'm just here to check your mind."

"Why?"

"Because Max is concerned that the Butcher will have jumped to the most proximal cause of death after bouncing off Akemi."

"Which would be me." Because I'd tossed her up as skeet for Emily to shoot. "Crap. You're not going to be poking around, right?"

"Not at all. I just need to check your shard connection."

I didn't like it, but I'd like being the Butcher a lot less. "Okay."

It didn't take her a second. "Yeah. You got the mantle."

"Fuck. Seriously?"

"Don't worry, we'll figure something out. Come on, Max is downstairs in the lounge; I'll want his help for this."

There was no point arguing. I really did not want to have to deal with the Butcher mantle. I prodded my arm experimentally; the skin didn't feel different… yet. How long did it take? A day? More?

Hopefully I'd never find out.

"What's new?" I asked as I followed her down the hallway.

"Dinah's doing well."

I winced. "Oh, shit. I completely forgot."

Diane gave me a reproachful look. "She's fine; she's actually enjoying her stay a lot, and her parents know she's safe. Erin's been trying to convince her to join the Wards, but she's digging in her heels."

"Oh." I'd just dropped her in the Warehouse for a week, then let myself get distracted and forgotten about getting her back out. Coil was 'useful'? Ugh. I felt like shit.

"Don't be too hard on yourself," Diane said. "Just because you didn't think the consequences all the way through didn't mean you didn't help her."

"Sure, I guess."

She smiled. "Consider this a lesson in planning ahead. Don't be afraid to ask for help or advice, either. You've got a whole support network behind you."

"Right. I just… ugh. Out of sight, out of mind." That was something I'd have to work on. "I'll do better in the future."

"That's all anyone can ask."

Our arrival in the lounge put that conversation on hold. Diane sat me down on one of the couches, then joined Max on the couch across from me. Then came the 'fun' part. I could actually feel something happening, this time, and it wasn't pleasant.

What was particularly unpleasant was hearing Max think-mutter «uh-oh» over the psychic link half-way through the procedure.

"What?" I asked out loud.

«This is going to be a lot harder than I thought.»

"WHAT!?"

Diane shushed me. «Not so loud! I need to focus!»

"Sorry!"

"Whose idea was this, exactly?" Max asked.

"Emily's," I said defensively. "She said you could handle it."

"I should have guessed."

"What does that mean?"

"Just that she seems to think that I can fix any problem she creates," Max grumbled. "She's usually right, too, which only encourages her." His eyes flicked to Diane for a few moments of telepathic communication I could almost overhear. "Okay, here's the deal. The Butcher-shard has already coopted your normal Gemma connection, which means, A, it's going to keep 'redownloading' the imprints and powers as long as you have that connection; B, the only way to block that is to block your powers entirely—"

"What!?"

"—and C," he continued, "I can't do that even if I wanted to, because your parahuman powers are fiat-protected, which means the connection is as well."

"…so I'm fucked."

«No,» Diane said. «We just have to solve the problem at the source.» I raised my eyebrows.

"I don't know, and I'm not eager to try," Max said in response to something I hadn't heard. "No, I don't. It'd be good practice, if nothing else."

"You're going to hack the Butcher shard, aren't you?"

"That is the obvious option. And what I was saying was that, no, I don't have a better idea." He paused. "Is it really that simple?"

"Huh?"

«Sorry, I didn't mean to be rude. To answer your question, Max, there's only one way to find out.»

"Is there a reason you're still talking telepathically?" I asked.

«I'm almost completely submerged in your head. I can only follow along because I'm borrowing your sense of hearing.»

Well, that was just weird to think about. "So, what's the plan?" I asked.

«I'm going to put a partial seal on your power, sort of like I did to Dinah's. It's a hack, but by throttling the bandwidth down as far as I can, it should keep you safe until we can solve the problem permanently.»

"Should?"

"I'll get it done," Max said. I kind of wished I was a mind-reader too, if only so I could tell if he was faking his confidence. "This is actually a good test run for the plans we made around Eidolon. Let me grab Lauren for a moment; I want to know what she thinks of this before we get started. You're going to be depowered for a day or two, at most, and then you'll be better than ever."

"Better than ever?" I asked.

"Well, after all this work, it would be a shame not to at least keep the Butcher powers around, right?"

"I mean, if it's safe, I guess." I could live without powers for a day, no problem. "Thanks. Sorry I caused all this trouble."

Max waved my apology off. "I don't want to tell you that Homura's faith in me is misplaced, but maybe next time, check first, 'kay?"

"I couldn't exactly call you from timestop," I pointed out. "And she said it would be fine."

"It will be," he said. "Just an extra step or two, that's all. Be right back." He headed out the door, leaving Diane and I alone.

"Have I met Lauren?" I asked.

"No, she's local—Hoss went shard, and she's his host."

"I see." We'd had the option to go into the setting as shards—in other words, back-seat driving a cape instead of being the cape. "What's her… uh… contribution?"

"She can see shards and their connections, both to hosts and to things they're currently working on," she explained. "Like, she'd be able to see a 'tether' between Clockblocker and his shard, and between his shard and anything he's frozen."

"That's an odd thinker power."

"It's a secondary power. She's a power copier, and seeing those connections is how she works with them. She's also able to see… well, 'relationships' between shards. Buds, cluster triggers, things like that. Either ability could be helpful, here."

"Ah." I fidgeted in my seat for a few moments as I began to feel steadily more… itchy. My power was dimming as Diane did her best to plug the hole in my psyche, and the gradual loss of what I'd come to view as part of my normal senses made me feel numb and congested.

"I've finished the seal," she said. "You can break it if it's a matter of life and death, but anything short of that, you'll need to leave it alone. It's not perfect, but try not to use what you have; it'll weaken the seal and let more slip through the gap."

"Got it. Thank you. Really."

"It's not a problem. All we need is for Max to get back with Lauren, and we can send you on your way."

———X==X==X———​

After saying my goodbyes, I left the Warehouse back to Lisa's apartment building and started walking home. I had a text message on my burner phone from Brian, asking if we were all right and stating that he'd be at the loft. The implicit invitation was clear, but I wasn't eager to talk to the rest of the team after getting kicked to the curb. I texted a quick response that we were alive while I walked, trying to ignore a growing ache behind my eyes.

Once I made it home, I found that I had a message on my civilian phone, too: a voicemail from Taylor's home number. It was actually her father. "Hey, Kasey, would you stop by this morning?" That was it. Without anything better to do, I cleaned myself up, changed into non-temporary clothes, and borrowed Emily's car.

The city was a bit livelier than it had been last night, although not much. The morning news station I'd tuned the radio to was abuzz with last night's events, but in a frustratingly unhelpful fashion. I had to sit through ten minutes of low-context chatter before I actually got a proper recap.

"For those of you just tuning in, the PRT has confirmed that three of the Teeth's parahuman members were killed in a hurricane of violence last night that also claimed the lives of at least one local villain. The deceased are the villains known as Hemorrhagia and Vex, who were found in the basement of a damaged office building, and the Butcher herself, who was discovered early this morning in the forest west of Captain's Hill. Local Empire member Cricket was killed in a separate incident in the Docks area of the city. Authorities are still trying to determine whether the villains Tattletale and Flux, who were last spotted fleeing the Butcher earlier in the evening, were also killed.

"Director Piggot refused to comment on the identity of the Butcher's killer, stating only that the PRT would be 'ready to handle the outcome of the night's events.' This is in addition to the nearly sixty dead in the attacks that continue—" I clicked the radio off.

Tattletale and I were apparently dead, or at least people seemed to think we were. I wondered how my PHO thread had handled the news, then pushed it out of my mind. There were more important things to worry about.

Like that fact that Vex was dead, too. Tattletale had been right: Butcher had been chasing me for killing someone, just not the person I knew I'd killed. I'd killed two people. I should probably feel bad about that.

I didn't. That trap had been intended to be lethal, without question, and I wasn't going to lose sleep about responding in kind, intentionally or otherwise.

The most upsetting bit of news, which I'd had to piece together from the previous segments, was that the night's violence hadn't ended. Maybe it was losing two more capes in the basement under the office building putting them below half strength; maybe it was the Butcher's death specifically. The actual cause didn't matter; the effect was that with their cape support gutted, the Teeth rank and file were trying to commit as much violence as possible, as fast as possible, before they were all arrested or killed. Parts of the city were literally burning, to the point that the air to the south was visibly hazy. A firefighter had been shot shortly before dawn.

I pulled off the freeway and into the first parking lot I saw, staring at the steering wheel. I hadn't noticed any real disconnects between my 'previous' and 'current' selves… until now, when I'd killed two people and I didn't care. I was more upset that my actions might have led to an outbreak of rioting than I was about the people I had literally killed with my own two hands. My bare hands, in Vex's case.

Maybe it really did just get easier.

I reached over into the passenger seat and pulled my phone out of my purse, then stopped. Who the hell was I going to call? No one in the 'chain batted an eye at killing—hell, my own 'sister' had been running through a list. Lisa already knew, but that bridge had burned. Taylor was probably in school, and I didn't really want to know what she'd think of me shooting a woman in the head, no matter how much the bitch had wanted to kill me back.

It didn't matter. What was done was done. I was right to feel okay about this; I'd have told someone else struggling with this the same thing. They'd been trying to kill me. That trap had been absurdly lethal, so why shouldn't I have responded in kind? Live by the sword, die by the sword, and all that.

I wasn't a monster. I still had my morals, warped as they may be. I wasn't that far gone.

Was I?

Don't think about it.

The phone went back in the purse, unused.

———X==X==X———​

I pulled up in front of Taylor's house about five minutes before ten am. Mr. Hebert's truck was still in the driveway, so I headed up the path to the door, smoothed the scowl my headache was causing off my face, and knocked. It wasn't long before the door opened. "Good m—"

My greeting was interrupted by a pair of hands grabbing me by the collar and pulling me roughly into the house before shoving me farther into the building. I staggered, barely keeping my feet under me. "Where were you last night?" Mr. Hebert growled, slamming the door shut behind him.

"Wha—"

"Where! Were! You! Last! Night!" he yelled, spittle flying from his lips. He punctuated every word with another step closer to me.

"What the hell?"

He slapped me, hard, catching me by the collar again as I almost fell over. "I got a call from the hospital at four in the morning!" he bellowed, giving me a great look at his tonsils. "She looked like she'd been in a car accident! What the goddamn hell did you drag her into?"

"Uh?" I asked. He hit me again, knocking me to the floor. Damn it, that hurt. I had my powers sealed away to prevent going totally insane and a headache that was well beyond 'distracting', which meant—minor brute rating aside—I was a seventeen year old girl getting her ass handed to her by a very angry man half again her weight. "Wait, Taylor's hurt?"

"Do you think I'm fucking stupid?" he screamed. He leaned down and grabbed me by the collar again, lifting me up so we were face to face. It seemed to be his preferred grappling point, probably because it gave him good control of where I was looking, and he wanted to make sure I was paying attention. I didn't fight back; I'd described my skills as 'martial arts', but 'unarmed combat' was probably a more fitting description, and this wasn't a controlled spar against a fit, trained combatant. Despite his anger, Mr. Hebert was still scrawny, and I wasn't in a good state to be careful. The last thing I wanted to do was explain to Taylor why I'd sent her father to the hospital along with her.

"What was she doing last night?" He shook me like a magic eightball. "What happened to her? Well!?"

"I don't know!" I'd had my own fucking problems last night! I hadn't even known Taylor hadn't made it home.

"I should have known," he grumbled. Mr. Hebert shoved me down, pacing away as he spoke to himself. "It's always gradual. It starts innocently enough: a little rough-housing, maybe. Shoplifting, petty crime." He turned around, marching back towards me. "Then it's fights. Sneaking out." I climbed to my feet and backed away from him, holding my arms in front of me as he kept storming forward. "What else? Alcohol? Drugs? Who were you fighting for, huh? The Empire? The Teeth?"

"That's not—!"

"Shut up!" He grabbed me by the arm; I second-guessed my reaction, which gave him the opportunity to throw me across the room back towards the door. I bounced off a credenza with a crash and landed on the floor in a heap, clutching my side. If I didn't still have the toughness from being an RPG character, I'd have broken another rib! "I should have kicked you to the curb the moment you stepped foot in my house," he growled. "Now my girl, my baby girl, the last bit of family I have left, is in the hospital, because I didn't trust my instincts. She's the last bit of family I have, and you almost took her from me!"

I tried to get to my feet again. "I didn't—"

He didn't slap me this time; it was a full-on punch to the face that had me seeing stars. I dropped back to the ground, clutching my nose. I didn't think it was broken, but fuck, that hurt enough that I could barely feel my headache! "Do you think I can't put two and two together?" He pulled me back up by my shirt. "What happened? Answer me!"

"I wasn't there!" I screamed. I was actually starting to panic by this point, because what the fuck!? "I didn't see her at all—"

"I don't care!" he yelled back. "What the hell did you do to my daughter?" He started shaking me again, which didn't help my calm at all. "She was a good girl!" he yelled. "A good girl! Before you—!"

The door burst open, wood splinters flying as the latch gave way. I had a brief glimpse of the surprise on his face before a police officer tackled him at a full sprint, slamming him into the floor with gusto. "Don't move!" she yelled as she pulled his arm back into a submission hold, grinding his face into the hardwood floor. "Don't fucking move! You're under arrest, dickbag!"

"Are you all right, ma'am?" her partner asked me. He was a young kid, clean-shaven and earnest.

I blinked stupidly at him, dazed by the sudden change in context. "Yeah…?" The beating stung, but it was only skin deep: maybe some bruises, nothing serious. I'd be fine the moment I got access to the Warehouse. "I'm—I'm okay. I'm fine."

"Good. Good." He helped me to my feet and lead me past the ruined door frame, out of the house, and sat me down on the curb. "I'm Officer Delaney. What's your name?"

"Kasey." I poked my nose experimentally and winced. "Ow."

"Nice to meet you, Kasey." I snorted at the blatant lie. "Do you live there?"

"No."

"Why were you there?"

"He called me this morning…" Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Delaney's partner drag Mr. Hebert out the front door in cuffs. Shit, I was talking to the cops. "Am I in trouble, officer?"

"What? No, not at all!" He seemed honestly flabbergasted that I'd even need to ask.

"Well, uh, I think maybe I shouldn't answer questions, even so."

"I see." Delaney seemed disappointed. "Would it help if I answered your questions?"

It was probably a trap, but curiosity got the better of me. "Why are you here?"

"We heard the argument through the door."

"Why were you at the door, though?" Taylor was in the hospital. Had she been unmasked? That would be the absolute worst case scenario, because that would lead straight back to me, and the Wards—well, some of them—knew I was a cape. It wouldn't be too hard to figure out which one, at that point.

"Ah." The cop hesitated. "I, uh, can't answer that. Sorry." Shit. "You're not in trouble," he repeated, incorrectly. "It would really help if you told us why you were visiting. You're not in school?"

"Tested out," I said without thinking. Stupid. Well, not like it mattered; it was a matter of public record, and if the worst had already come to pass, I was screwed no matter what I did. And if not… if not, why were they here? Why were they, the BBPD, here at all? If Taylor had been unmasked, there'd be an entire PRT squad securing the building. This wasn't cape related.

Of course, that didn't mean talking to the cops was a good idea, but at least I could stop panicking.

"Listen, Kasey," Delaney said as gently and soothingly as he could. "I just want to know what happened before we got here. Okay? Nothing personal. Simple questions." He pulled a spiral notepad and pen out of his pocket. "Why were you visiting Mister Herbert this morning?"

"Hebert," I corrected him before I could stop myself. Stop talking to the cops, you idiot.

"Ah, sorry. Why were you visiting Mister Hebert? You said you got a call?"

"I don't think I should answer questions. Do I need to press charges? Because I don't want to do that."

"Don't worry, we'll take care of it," he reassured me. "Was it Mister Hebert who called you?"

"I don't want to press charges."

"Have you spoken to Mister Hebert before?"

"I don't think I should answer any more questions."

"What happened when you got here?"

"I'm not going to answer any more questions."

He frowned. "How do you know Mister Hebert?"

"I'm not going to answer any more questions."

"When was the last time you spoke to your friend. Uh… miss Hebert?"

I hadn't mentioned Taylor. Either he was fishing or I was in more trouble than I'd thought. "I'm not going to answer any more questions." Give up already, please.

Delaney sighed and returned the notepad to his pocket. "That's fine," he lied. "How about we give you a ride down to the hospital, get you checked out?"

"I'm fine."

"You were struck in the head?" It was half a question, half a statement. The fact that I was gingerly clutching my nose gave it away.

"I'm fine."

"Did you drive yourself here?"

"I'm fine," I insisted.

"You might feel fine, but if you have a concussion, it's not safe for you to drive yourself home." He reached out and put a hand on my shoulder in what was probably supposed to be a comforting gesture, but felt more like I was being detained. "Come downtown with us, we'll get you checked out, and you can talk to your friend, okay?"

"Who?"

"Miss Hebert."

"I never mentioned anyone else," I said suspiciously. "Can't you just do a field sobriety test or something? I'm fine."

Delaney glanced over my shoulder, presumably at his partner, then shook his head. "Sorry, ma'am. No can do."

"You're not going to let me go, are you?"

"Sorry, ma'am," he repeated. "Normally, we'd call a paramedic, but with the way things have been…"

Oh, duh. "I have someone I can call to pick me up."

"You should really get checked out, ma'am. Head trauma is serious."

Of course head trauma was serious, but it took a lot more than a few blows from an unpowered human to rattle me: something like, say, a hundred antipersonnel mines going off in my face, followed by a car crash at eighty miles per hour in the same night. Or at least it would, if I wasn't depowered for the next few days, but the brute rating from the RPG should be enough to weather a few hits, and I could always grab something from the Warehouse.

I considered trying to make an excuse about hospitals being expensive, but Emily's car was sitting on the curb only a few feet away, silently mocking me. There had to be other innocent reasons to refuse to get into a cop car, right?

"I don't want to ride with him," I said.

Poor guy hadn't thought that through. "Oh. I can… call… um." He couldn't call another car for the same reason he couldn't call a paramedic. "You have someone you can call?" he asked, defeated.

———X==X==X———​

Delaney sat with me while I waited, having waved goodbye as his partner drove back towards Downtown. He made small talk, innocent chatter about himself, mostly, trying to put me at ease. He'd been transferred to Brockton Bay from a tiny town in the northernmost part of the state less than a month ago; the gang war must have been one hell of a welcome to city life. I nodded politely, but kept my mouth shut. No matter how well-meaning he might be, I had too much to hide.

It took fifteen minutes for a taxi to deliver Emily to the Hebert's address. I tossed her the keys, and we climbed into her car without a word. I didn't fully relax until Delaney had disappeared from the side view mirror. "What happened?" she asked.

"I don't know." What the fuck had happened to Taylor? Going along with Delaney would have answered that much, but I'd literally robbed a bank less than a month ago; I was not comfortable around cops.

I pulled out my phone and checked the voicemail again. "Hey, Kasey, would you stop by this morning?"

Yeah, he sounded calm. The calm of a man who is barely restraining himself and acting casual because the alternative is blind, self-destructive rage. It had arrived at four forty three am. Great attention to detail, dumbass.

Brian's text hadn't sounded urgent, but, well, text. No real tone of voice there.

"Shit. I really don't know."

———X==X==X———​
 
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Delays Ahead
So, around the chapter the Undersiders were planning the Bank Heist, I realized that the pacing of this fic had some pretty severe problems for serial (i.e. update-to-update) reading. I fixed this by moving a bunch of stuff around... but in doing so, ended up opening a load of plot-holes that have only just been pointed out by all the wonderful fresh eyes who volunteered for Beta Reading.

I'm not satisfied just plowing through the rapidly-multiplying inconsistencies and illogical events, so... I'm going to fix it, and that's going to take time. And that means a short hiatus. This is exactly what my nice, fat buffer was supposed to prevent, but... such is life. I'll be missing today's update. The schedule will be either:

Today's update Friday, normal update Saturday
OR
Today's update Sunday, Saturday's update Monday, normal update Tuesday.

I may also end up retconning some of the events in the previous chapter, since a lot of the plot holes started there.
 
Chapter 27: Consequences
AN: Special thanks to my beta-readers Carbohydratos, Did I?, Gaia, Linedoffice, Zephyrosis, Mizu, and Misty Raven-chan.

Chapter 27: Consequences


I woke up to Lisa kicking me awake. "Guh?"

"Get out of my house," she said, kicking me again.

I blinked up at her stupidly. "Ugh, hold on, Leese—"

"Don't fucking 'Leese' me!" she snapped, kicking me a third time. "Get out of my house! You shouldn't be here! You shouldn't even know about this place!" She threw a pile of something at my head, burying me in what I quickly discovered were old sheets. "Now cover up and get out!"

Getting myself untangled was a bit of a struggle, since I was still muddled from having just woken up. "Can we talk about this?"

Lisa had her hands on her hips, glaring down at me with murderous intent. If she didn't know I was bulletproof, I suspected she'd have a gun trained on me. She looked a lot better than she had last night, between the restorative and a full night's magically-restful sleep; she'd even taken the time to go through her normal morning routine before literally and figuratively kicking me out. "You know what? Sure! Let's talk about this. What the fuck was that?"

"What?" God damn it I was not awake enough for this.

"Last night!" she screamed in my face. "Last fucking night! Jesus Christ, Flux, I knew you had weird connections but what the everloving fuck?"

"What?" Say what again. I dare you. My brain was firing on zero cylinders this morning.

"What the hell are you even doing here if you have the fucking Faerie Queen Deluxe on standby to pull your ass out of the fire?" Lisa demanded.

"I…" I didn't have a good explanation. I didn't even have a bad explanation, not really.

"That's not even starting on the numerous other questions, like what happened to the Butcher or why the most terrifying cape I have ever seen looks just like you."

"That's—"

"I. Don't. Care." Lisa grabbed the empty potions off the end table and tossed them into my lap. "Take your weird shit and get the fuck out of my house! Don't try to contact me again. I am scared and desperate enough to call the police, so help me God."

"Coil?" I asked dumbly.

"Fuck Coil!" she yelled. "I don't even care anymore! Just get the hell away from me and stay there!"

"I—okay. I'm leaving." I stuck the bottles in my pockets and wrapped the sheets around me like a cloak, obscuring my costume. Once I was in the hallway, I turned around and added, "I'm sorry."

"Don't care," Lisa said, slamming the door in my face. I could hear the deadbolt click home.

———X==X==X———​

After the string of bad luck I'd suffered the previous night, I'd been due for some good luck. As it happened, Max owned the apartment building, so I was able to pop into the Warehouse from Lisa's own door for a set of civilian clothes from the room I still had in the Palace. I had just finished changing when someone knocked on the door.

"Good morning, Diane. Want to come in?" I had no idea why she'd decided to come see me; hopefully it was just a social call.

"No need," she said. "I'm just here to check your mind."

"Why?"

"Because Max is concerned that the Butcher will have jumped to the most proximal cause of death after bouncing off Akemi."

"Which would be me." Because I'd tossed her up as skeet for Emily to shoot. "Crap. You're not going to be poking around, right?"

"Not at all. I just need to check your shard connection."

I didn't like it, but I'd like being the Butcher a lot less. "Okay."

It didn't take her a second. "Yeah. You got the mantle."

"Fuck. Seriously?"

"Don't worry, we'll figure something out. Come on, Max is downstairs in the lounge; I'll want his help for this."

There was no point arguing. I really did not want to have to deal with the Butcher mantle. I prodded my arm experimentally; the skin didn't feel different… yet. How long did it take? A day? More?

Hopefully I'd never find out.

"What's new?" I asked as I followed her down the hallway.

"Dinah's doing well."

I winced. "Oh, shit. I completely forgot."

Diane gave me a reproachful look. "She's fine; she's actually enjoying her stay a lot, and her parents know she's safe. Erin's been trying to convince her to join the Wards, but she's digging in her heels."

"Oh." I'd just dropped her in the Warehouse for weeks, then let myself get distracted and forgotten about getting her back out. Coil was 'useful'? Ugh. I felt like shit.

"Don't be too hard on yourself," Diane said. "Just because you didn't think the consequences all the way through didn't mean you didn't help her."

"Sure, I guess."

She smiled. "Consider this a lesson in planning ahead. Don't be afraid to ask for help or advice, either. You've got a whole support network behind you."

"Right. I just… ugh. Out of sight, out of mind." That was something I'd have to work on. "I'll do better in the future."

"That's all anyone can ask."

Our arrival in the lounge put that conversation on hold. Diane sat me down on one of the couches, then joined Max on the couch across from me. Then came the 'fun' part. I could actually feel something happening, this time, and it wasn't pleasant.

What was particularly unpleasant was hearing Max think-mutter «uh-oh» over the psychic link half-way through the procedure.

"What?" I asked out loud.

«This is going to be a lot harder than I thought.»

"WHAT!?"

Diane shushed me. «Not so loud! I need to focus!»

"Sorry!"

"Whose idea was this, exactly?" Max asked.

"Emily's," I said defensively. "She said you could handle it."

"I should have guessed."

"What does that mean?"

"Just that she seems to think that I can fix any problem she creates," Max grumbled. "She's usually right, too, which only encourages her." His eyes flicked to Diane for a few moments of telepathic communication I could almost overhear. "Okay, here's the deal. The Butcher-shard has already coopted your normal Gemma connection, which means, A, it's going to keep 'redownloading' the imprints and powers as long as you have that connection; B, the only way to block that is to block your powers entirely—"

"What!?"

"—and C," he continued, "I can't do that even if I wanted to, because your parahuman powers are fiat-protected, which means the connection is as well."

"…so I'm fucked."

«No,» Diane said. «We just have to solve the problem at the source.» I raised my eyebrows.

"I don't know, and I'm not eager to try," Max said in response to something I hadn't heard. "No, I don't. It'd be good practice, if nothing else."

"You're going to hack the Butcher shard, aren't you?"

"That is the obvious option. And what I was saying was that, no, I don't have a better idea." He paused. "Is it really that simple?"

"Huh?"

«Sorry, I didn't mean to be rude. To answer your question, Max, there's only one way to find out.»

"Is there a reason you're still talking telepathically?" I asked.

«I'm almost completely submerged in your head. I can only follow along because I'm borrowing your sense of hearing.»

Well, that was just weird to think about. "So, what's the plan?" I asked.

«I'm going to put a partial seal on your power, sort of like I did to Dinah's. It's a hack, but by throttling the bandwidth down as far as I can, it should keep you safe until we can solve the problem permanently.»

"Should?"

"I'll get it done," Max said. I kind of wished I was a mind-reader too, if only so I could tell if he was faking his confidence. "This is actually a good test run for the plans we made around Eidolon. Let me grab Lauren for a moment; I want to know what she thinks of this before we get started. You're going to be depowered for a day or two, at most, and then you'll be better than ever."

"Better than ever?" I asked.

"Well, after all this work, it would be a shame not to at least keep the Butcher powers around, right?"

"I mean, if it's safe, I guess." I could live without powers for a day, no problem. "Thanks. Sorry I caused all this trouble."

Max waved my apology off. "I don't want to tell you that Homura's faith in me is misplaced, but maybe next time, check first, 'kay?"

"I couldn't exactly call you from timestop," I pointed out. "And she said it would be fine."

"It will be," he said. "Just an extra step or two, that's all. Be right back." He headed out the door, leaving Diane and I alone.

"Have I met Lauren?" I asked.

"No, she's local—Hoss went shard, and she's his host."

"I see." We'd had the option to go into the setting as shards—in other words, back-seat driving a cape instead of being the cape. "What's her… uh… contribution?"

"She can see shards and their connections, both to hosts and to things they're currently working on," she explained. "Like, she'd be able to see a 'tether' between Clockblocker and his shard, and between his shard and anything he's frozen."

"That's an odd thinker power."

"It's a secondary power. She's a power copier, and seeing those connections is how she works with them. She's also able to see… well, 'relationships' between shards. Buds, cluster triggers, things like that. Either ability could be helpful, here."

"Ah." I fidgeted in my seat for a few moments as I began to feel steadily more… itchy. My power was dimming as Diane did her best to plug the hole in my psyche, and the gradual loss of what I'd come to view as part of my normal senses made me feel numb and congested.

"I've finished the seal," she said. "You can break it if it's a matter of life and death, but anything short of that, you'll need to leave it alone. It's not perfect, but try not to use what you have; it'll weaken the seal and let more slip through the gap."

"Got it. Thank you. Really."

"It's not a problem. All we need is for Max to get back with Lauren, and we can send you on your way."

"I could fix it now, if you want," Maeve said from right behind me.

I jumped a foot into the air with a cry of "Gaaaaah!" I hadn't heard her enter at all!

"I do owe you a favor, after all," she continued.

I twisted around to scowl at her and found her leaning her elbows on the back of the couch with her head resting in her hands, smiling with as much innocence as she could fake. "I still don't understand why you're so eager to pay it off, when you bargained for an expiration." I was a little tempted to not use it at all, just to spite her. Wait a moment… "Are you trying to annoy me to the point that I won't use it at all, just to spite you?"

She grinned, showing off teeth that were slightly too white and sharp to be human. "You are a clever one."

"How would you go about 'fixing' it, exactly?"

"Well, the simplest way would be to put you on ice for the rest of the Jump," she said. "Once the Jump ends, the problem is solved."

Not going to happen. "That would violate the 'as I wish it to be resolved' component of the bargain," I said.

"I said the 'simplest way', not the one you'd like most."

"What about ways I would like, then?"

"Hmm…" She raised a finger to her cheek in thought. "I could undo the tampering the Butcher shard has done to your gemma-shard connection."

"That would work. How, though?"

She smirked. "That would be telling."

"Then I'm going to have to pass."

"Pity."

———X==X==X———​

After Max and Lauren had gotten a good look at… whatever they were looking at, I left the Warehouse back to Lisa's apartment building and headed down the stairs. I had a text message on my burner phone from Brian, asking if we were all right and stating that he'd be at the loft. The implicit invitation was clear, but I wasn't eager to talk to the rest of the team after getting kicked to the curb. I texted a quick response that we were alive, then moved on.

I also had a text from Emily: she'd left one of her cars in a 24-hour lot less than a block away. She'd deliberately locked the keys in the car, so one Alohomora later I pulled out into early morning traffic.

The city was a bit livelier than it had been last night, although not much. The morning news station I'd tuned the radio to was abuzz with last night's events, but in a frustratingly unhelpful fashion. I had to sit through ten minutes of low-context chatter before I actually got a proper recap.

"For those of you just tuning in, the PRT has confirmed that three of the Teeth's parahuman members were killed in a hurricane of violence last night that also claimed the lives of at least one local villain. The deceased are the villains known as Hemorrhagia and Vex, who were found in the basement of a damaged office building, and the Butcher herself, who was discovered early this morning in the forest west of Captain's Hill. Local Empire member Cricket was killed in a separate incident in the Docks area of the city. Authorities are still trying to determine whether the villains Tattletale and Flux, who were last spotted fleeing the Butcher earlier in the evening, were also killed.

"Director Piggot refused to comment on the identity of the Butcher's killer, stating only that the PRT would be 'ready to handle the outcome of the night's events.' This is in addition to the nearly sixty dead in the attacks that continue—" I clicked the radio off.

Tattletale and I were apparently dead, or at least people seemed to think we were. I wondered how my PHO thread had handled the news, then pushed it out of my mind. There were more important things to worry about.

Like that fact that Vex was dead, too. Tattletale had been right: Butcher had been chasing me for killing someone, just not the person I knew I'd killed. I'd killed two people. I should probably feel bad about that.

I didn't. That trap had been intended to be lethal, without question, and I wasn't going to lose sleep about responding in kind, intentionally or otherwise.

The most upsetting bit of news, which I'd had to piece together from the previous segments, was that the night's violence hadn't ended. Maybe it was losing two more capes in the basement under the office building putting them below half strength; maybe it was the Butcher's death specifically. The actual cause didn't matter; the effect was that with their cape support gutted, the Teeth rank and file were trying to commit as much violence as possible, as fast as possible, before they were all arrested or killed. Downtown remained a bastion of law and order, but parts of the city were literally burning, to the point that the air to the south was visibly hazy. A firefighter had been shot shortly before dawn.

I pulled off the freeway and into the first parking lot I saw, staring at the steering wheel. I hadn't noticed any real disconnects between my 'previous' and 'current' selves… until now, when I'd killed two people and I didn't care. I was more upset that my actions might have led to an outbreak of rioting than I was about the people I had literally killed with my own two hands. My bare hands, in Vex's case.

Maybe it really did just get easier.

I reached over into the passenger seat and pulled my phone out of my purse, then stopped. Who the hell was I going to call? No one in the 'chain batted an eye at killing—hell, my own 'sister' had been running through a list. Lisa already knew, but that bridge had burned. Taylor was probably in school, and I didn't really want to know what she'd think of me shooting a woman in the head, no matter how much the bitch had wanted to kill me back.

It didn't matter. What was done was done. I was right to feel okay about this; I'd have told someone else struggling with this the same thing. They'd been trying to kill me. That trap had been absurdly lethal, so why shouldn't I have responded in kind? Live by the sword, die by the sword, and all that.

Right?

Don't think about it.

The phone went back in the purse, unused.

———X==X==X———​

I made it home without incident, and quickly realized that I didn't have a whole lot to actually do. I didn't want to head to the loft; I wasn't sure I was welcome there anymore.

The whole de-power thing had me feeling sick. Not nauseous sick, or emotionally sick, but 'flu' sick; like my entire body was weaker than it should be, my senses duller. I felt fatigued and achy and generally awful.

I booted up my computer and opened PHO. As expected, the reports of my death were greatly exaggerated; I tossed a comment onto my thread and watched the anthill stir.

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hospex (Original Poster)
Posted On Apr 14th 2011:
Flux: Brute/Striker. Snazzy jacket. Crazy hair. Ham and Cheese personality.

Discuss


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►Meezoo
Replied On April 29th 2011:
@Wavelength I don't think so.
@Neoros Cosplaying capes is weird because the worse the costume, the better, if that makes any sense.

►ReknownMeal
Replied On April 29th 2011:
Enquirer just posted an update on their live coverage of the violence tonight. Apparently Flux is running through north downtown with the Butcher hot on her heels!
EDIT: They now list Flux as KIA T_T

►Herbie97
Replied On April 29th 2011:
Aw no images. EDIT: Nooooooo

►Meezoo
Replied On April 29th 2011:
Enquirer now lists Flux as deceased. :(

►Angry Flounder
Replied On April 29th 2011:
Too cool to live.

►Bookwurm
Replied On April 29th 2011:
Damn. Real flash in the pan.
Fuck butcher.

►Wavelength
Replied On April 29th 2011:
What? Who? How?
I don't want to believe :*(

►ReknownMeal
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Fucking tragic. Meanwhile the literal murders are still running around. Why do the less bad die young?

►Herbie97
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Wavelength read the article. Butcher got her.

►WitchKing
Replied On April 30th 2011:
And nothing of value was lost.

User received an infraction for this post: flamebaiting.

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►Neoros
Replied On April 30th 2011:
well now it would just be in bad taste :(

►Wavelength
Replied On April 30th 2011:
How the hell do they know, though? I mean it's not like they've got reporters following the Butcher around, right?

►Meezoo
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Wavelength If two villains walk into an alley and one villain walks out, it's usually assumed the other lost the fight. If the winner has a body count......well.

►Faultline (Verified Cape)
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Met Flux twice. Very unfortunate, if true. NQ.

►cluesmeyer
Replied On April 30th 2011:
RIP

►Wavelength
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Not confirmed until they find the body.

►Angry Flounder
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Journal says Butcher is deceased as well (???)

►Meezoo
Replied On April 30th 2011:
The butcher is dead, long live the butcher :/
I hope this doesn't sound insensitive but honestly Butcher killing Flux is probably more merciful than the other way around.

►Bookwurm
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Meezoo that's a fair point.
Only thing worse than the Butcher killing someone is that someone killing the Butcher.

►Angry Flounder
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Bookwurm that makes me wonder what would happen if someone mutual-killed the Butcher. Would that get rid of them for good?

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►Grazzio (Moderator)
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Please move the discussion of the Butcher to the appropriate thread.

►Angry Flounder
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Sorry Grazz!
@Wavelength I hope you're right.

►ReknownMeal
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Wavelength @Herbie97 Source article has been edited: now says "Killed (Unconfirmed)"
There is hope.

►Angry Flounder
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Enquirer says unconfirmed, but Journal and Chronicle say confirmed. EDIT: Journal now says unconfirmed, cites Enquirer.

►ReknownMeal
Replied On April 30th 2011:
The other two might have just copied the Enquirer. EDIT: Called it.

►Herbie97
Replied On April 30th 2011:
I suppose we'll learn soon enough.

►Angry Flounder
Replied On April 30th 2011:
(at) Faultline: definitely tragic. Fantastic debut into a gang-war clusterfuck only a few weeks later. Some people's luck, I swear.

►Flux (Verified Cape)
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Not dead. Not in great shape either. No questions, please, sorry. @Faultline I've added you to approved contacts, reciprocate if you're willing.
EDIT: News update cites this post <5 minutes later. Not sure how I feel about being a primary source on my own continued existence.

►Neoros
Replied On April 30th 2011:
hallelujah!

►Angry Flounder
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Flux glad you're alive.

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►Wavelength
Replied On April 30th 2011:
I believed in you flux! Too cool to live? No! Too cool to die!

►Herbie97
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Stupid question but: "Approved Contacts?"

►cluesmeyer
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Wait, if Butcher's dead, and Flux is alive, then....?!

►Meezoo
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Flux Damn. You made it look like fun and games last month but there's some scary shit going down lately.

►Angry Flounder
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@cluesmeyer Butcher was found in two pieces /literally miles/ away from the chase. Flux is probably fine.

►ReknownMeal
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Herbie97 accounts with certain tags likely for 'fan mail' can enable a whitelist-only mode for PMs. It was originally for Verified Capes but I think every Verified [X] has it now.
On topic: @Flux, I know you're not answering questions now, but I hope you'll be up to doing another Q&A session in the future. The one you did after the Bank was a hoot. Edit: no pressure, ofc.

►cluesmeyer
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Angry Flounder oh, didn't see that. Good to know.

►Herbie97
Replied On April 30th 2011:
all 3 papers already cite this thread for their correction, lol

►Meezoo
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@ReknownMeal I doubt she'd answer questions about tonight. Like I said, the Bank looked like fun and games. I've no doubt this was ugly.
@Herbie97 at least they're correcting their shit.

►ReknownMeal
Replied On April 30th 2011:
Wow, that was fast.
@Flux I think the word you're looking for is 'Tautological.'

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►Wavelength
Replied On April 30th 2011:
What does "being tautological" actually feel like?

►Bookwurm
Replied On April 30th 2011:
@Wavelength being tautological.

►Wavelength
Replied On April 30th 2011:
I don't know why I even bothered to ask

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♦ Private message from Faultline:

Faultline: glad to see you alive
Flux: Same. How's Newter?
Faultline: He's healing like magic. Where do you get that stuff?
Flux: Can't spread it around. Sorry.
Faultline: No need to apologize. I understand. Some people don't want the kind of attention that brings. Which is why I _really_ appreciate you being willing to share it at all.
Flux: It was the least I could do. How's your arm?
Faultline: It's bad. It doesn't need amputation, but that's the best I can say. Years of PT if I want to use it again.
Flux: I'm sorry.
Faultline: You apologize a lot
Flux: Well what am I supposed to say? "That sucks?" It's bad news, and I'm sorry to hear it.
Faultline: It could be a lot worse. Circus is laid up in one of the unused rooms upstairs. She's spitting mad.
Flux: At us?
Faultline: At the Teeth, dumbass.
Flux: hey! >[plain]:([/plain] I got a whole 'its all my fault' speech from Tattletale, so that's the sort of mood I'm in right now.
Faultline: Shes not wrong…
Flux: srsly?
Faultline: I mean, she was the one who decided we ought to be tracking that stuff in the first place, right?
Flux: I don't think anyone protested BEFORE it turned out to be a trap!
Flux: Sorry, nevermind. I don't want to turn this into an argument.
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Once the initial hubbub died down, I clicked through to some of the news articles about the gang war, then skimmed articles that had as little to do with the Bay as I could find. I couldn't escape the feeling that this wasn't as much fun anymore.

Half the fun of PHO interludes in Worm fanfiction were getting to see how people reacted to the protagonist. It was a break, a chance to see just how awesome—or terrifying—a character looked to someone who didn't know anything about their inner monologue, their doubts and insecurities and panic. It was also a ripe source of dramatic irony, as people struggled to piece together the events we'd seen and came to wrong but reasonable conclusions.

As shitty as it might make me sound, I was still feeling that same mix of satisfying dramatic irony and 'in-the-know' smugness I'd gotten from the fiction. It was just mixed up in a lot more angst. Having actually lived through a life-or-death fight—a real life or death fight, the kind where 'or death' was actually a thing that happened to people—I wasn't sure how I was supposed to feel about people commenting on capes dying with the same matter-of-fact tone as an analyst discussing corporate stocks, or a weather reporter discussing the forecast. A 'hurricane of violence' indeed.

"Hurricane forums are full of excited comments about central pressure and wind speed […] with hastily-tacked-on notes about how it will be tragic if anyone dies and they hope it's a dud."
some xkcd strip, I think​

That quote summed up a lot of PHO discourse disturbingly well.

I suppose, from a certain point of view, it was just weather; if cape fights were natural disasters, cape deaths were just another part of storm-watching. A cape dies, and the public looks out their windows and thinks 'well, looks like the forecast has slightly less collateral damage this week.' Or slightly more collateral damage, if that cape was a stabilizing influence, but those were pretty rare.

At least, that was how it worked as long as those people didn't feel a personal connection to the cape in question. When they did, they turned out en mass for a public funeral procession.

Flux was 'popular'—for a given definition of the word—partially because of the larger-than-life personality I'd put on, but mostly because the impulsive Q&A session after the robbery had given people that sense of connection. My PR perk had been working overtime to drag my ass into the public goodwill, and somehow it had worked. I had no idea what to do with the goodwill I had, but it was there.

One thing was for certain: I wasn't in the mood to enjoy it now. I wasn't sure if I'd ever be in that sort of mood again.

———X==X==X———​

Thankfully, Diane's prediction of 'by the end of the day' came true just under the wire, and with it the removal of the seal. Max had done a real number on the shard; I didn't have any of the old Butcher powers at all. It wasn't like I was walking away empty handed, though, because the shard had gone and grabbed Max's power in their place.

"The butcher-shard was a real piece of work," Max said as we relaxed in the lounge a few minutes before midnight. It was him, Garrus, Emily, Diane, and myself, scattered around one of the larger furniture arrangements. "It had gone off the reservation a bit. Whenever its host died, it found the killer and patched itself into their gemma-shard connection. Then it replaced the previous connection with its own and routed the host's current power through itself, hoarding all that juicy conflict data. It was greedy, basically."

"In as much as shards can be greedy," I said.

"It's a classic error in evolutionary design," he said. "The shard is optimizing for what it views as evolutionary fitness: having the strongest host possible. But in doing so, it's evolved away from solving the intended problem."

"The psychosis doesn't seem like a great step to create a stronger host," I pointed out. "Maybe it would make them more violent, but our ability to plan and reason is the whole reason we're involved in the process at all."

"The psychosis is a side effect, not an intended feature. It maintained a live brain-map of its current host, and kept it after their death. That was one of the tricks it used to keep the connection going with the shards it had co-opted."

"You mean it was doing some sort of man-in-the-middle attack?"

"Not quite," Garrus said. "It wasn't running the simulation on its own hardware. When the host died, it would overlay the old map into the new host and use that to spoof a valid connection to the past host's shard. It wasn't perfect, though, which is why the inherited powers were always weaker."

"And the process took time," Max added, "which is why you didn't notice anything to begin with. From the rate things were going, it probably takes about twenty-four hours before you'd notice anything was wrong."

I'd only had the mantle for about eight hours before Diane caught it. Thank god Max had been proactive with that shit.

"So," I asked, "you got rid of those 'brain-maps'?"

"Right in one." Max moved his hands, and an image appeared in front of him, showing what looked like a human brain with a wire trailing off to another, grotesquely inhuman brain. "To make a long story short, I used psychic powers and Lauren's help to trace the connection back to the shard, then hacked in and started deleting shit." An orb of light traced along the wire from human to inhuman, and several portions of the inhuman brain began flashing red.

"I cleared out all the old imprints, which also got rid of the powers, including the original Butcher's. Probably because that was how it remembered what the original powers were supposed to be… it doesn't matter. Point is, I removed the brain maps, and the powers went with them.

"I considered trying to just… mute the voices, somehow, or even fix their psychoses entirely, but that would have taken a lot longer, and I didn't want to keep you waiting. Sorry."

"No need to apologize," I said. "I would have told you to do the same thing. I don't need those powers, and having them at all might have been a problem."

"That a fair point. At any rate, the side effect is that once I'd ruined all the extra connections it had formed, it threw a fit and grabbed my link instead. The shard was, uh, buggy."

"I'm pretty sure Taylor has the buggy shard," I said, prompting groans from everyone around me. "Uh, you're not in my head, are you?"

"Shard connections don't work like that," Max said. He waved a hand through the image he'd conjured, dispelling it into motes of light. "I think you're getting a little too used to psychic bullshit."

"Be nice," Diane chided him.

"He might be right," I admitted. "I'm actually starting to accept that people can just wander into my brain. But that wasn't what I meant; I was wondering about the Butcher gestalt thing."

"Ah," Max said. "No, you don't need to worry about that. It just pirated the power from my shard, rather than actually messing with my head, since it doesn't have access to my brain in the first place."

"Pirated?" I repeated.

"You know…" he waved his hands again. "It's phoning up my shard and making it help out around the place. The specifics don't matter."

Great, a literal hand-wave. "Well, that's good, I guess."

"Keep in mind that anyone who kills you is probably going to get you in their head," he warned me. "Stay alive, okay?"

"I wasn't planning on dying," I said dryly. "Hey, at least I wouldn't have to sit out the rest of the jump if I did, right?"

"I'm not sure," Max said. "The shard saves a copy of your mind, and loads that up after you die. I'm not sure that would count for continuity of consciousness, as far as the Jump is concerned.

"Your killer would have your voice in their head for the foreseeable future, but if it's only a copy, you'd pop back up after the jump with no knowledge of what your brain-stamp's been up to, and it would remain behind."

"What separates a copy of a mind from the mind itself?" I asked.

"Mostly the method," he explained. "It would be murkier if the shard used its own hardware, but it just overlays an old pattern on the new brain in its quest to get the best host ever. The copy doesn't really do anything until it's 'installed' and 'run' on the new host's wetware. Plus, I suspect that the psychosis is as much a flaw of the copying process as it is an issue with stuffing more minds into one brain. I've seen that work before, so it can be done right."

"Hmm." I made the conscious decision to ignore the question entirely. There was no reason to open that can of worms unless I actually died. 'Burn that bridge when we come to it' and all that.

"Well," I said, "I guess I should see if I can figure out how your power actually works."

"Have fun!"

There obstacle courses in the Warehouse, of course, but to start, I jumped around the park. Max had described the power as 'rapid short-distance teleport spam'. My 'diminished Butcher-inheritance knock-off' turned the 'spam' element way down and the 'short-distance' element up: I could move about a hundred feet once a second. It was a nice trick, and without the explosive effect of Butcher's teleports, it was unlikely anyone would draw a connection.

Well, except maybe Lisa, but I wasn't going to be seeing much of her in the future anyway.

Because I ruined everything I touched, apparently.

And now I'd made myself sad again.

———X==X==X———​
 
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Chapter 28: Debrief
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Chapter 28: Debrief


I slept in pretty late on Friday morning following my… 'recovery', so I wasn't terribly surprised to wake up to a voicemail from Taylor's home number. It was actually her father. "Hey, Kasey, would you stop by this morning?" That was it. Without anything better to do, I cleaned myself up and got dressed in something simple and presentable: a borrowed Brockton Bay University shirt and long pants. I stopped to put on my jacket, then borrowed Emily's car and hit the road. The drive was uneventful, and I pulled up in front of Taylor's house about five minutes before ten AM.

Mr. Hebert's truck was still in the driveway, so I headed up the path to the door and knocked. It wasn't long before the door opened. "Good m—"

My greeting was interrupted by a pair of hands grabbing me by the collar and pulling me roughly into the house before shoving me farther into the building. I staggered, barely keeping my feet under me. "Where were you on Wednesday?" Mr. Hebert growled, slamming the door shut behind him.

"Wha—"

"Where! Were! You!" he yelled, spittle flying from his lips. He punctuated every word with another step closer to me.

"What the hell?"

He slapped me, hard, catching me by the collar again as I almost fell over in surprise. "I got a call from the hospital at four in the morning!" he bellowed, giving me a great look at his tonsils. "She looked like she'd been in a car accident! What the goddamn hell did you drag her into?"

"Uh?" I asked. He hit me again, knocking me to the floor. I rubbed my cheek gingerly; my power let me prevent actual injury, but I had to leave my skin alone or else my reactions—in both the vernacular and third law sense—would be noticeably different. Unless I wanted to risk outing myself, I had to put up with feeling the hits. "Wait, Taylor's hurt?"

"Do you think I'm fucking stupid?" he screamed. He leaned down and grabbed me by the collar again, lifting me up so we were face to face. It seemed to be his preferred grappling point, probably because it gave him good control of where I was looking, and he wanted to make sure I was paying attention.

I didn't fight back; I'd described my skills as 'martial arts', but 'unarmed combat' was probably a more fitting description, and this wasn't a controlled spar against a fit, trained combatant. Mr. Hebert was scrawny and furious; I'd have a hard time taking him down safely without doing anything superhuman. I didn't want to out myself, and I wanted to hurt Mr. Hebert even less, so taking the beating was the safe option.

"What was she doing that night?" He shook me like a magic 8-ball. "What happened to her? Well!?"

"I don't know!" I'd had my own fucking problems! I hadn't even known Taylor hadn't made it home.

"I should have known," he grumbled. Mr. Hebert shoved me down, pacing away as he spoke to himself. "It's always gradual. It starts innocently enough: a little rough-housing, maybe. Shoplifting, petty crime." He turned around, marching back towards me. "Then it's fights. Sneaking out." I climbed to my feet and backed away from him, holding my arms in front of me as he kept storming forward. "What else? Alcohol? Drugs? Who were you fighting for, huh? The Empire? The Teeth?"

"That's not—!"

"I don't want excuses!" He grabbed me by the arm and threw me across the room back towards the door, sending me into a credenza with a crash. I cheated flagrantly this time, bouncing off the old wooden cabinetry rather than suffering the bruises. He didn't notice. "I should have kicked you to the curb the moment you stepped foot in my house," he growled. "Now my girl, my baby girl, the last bit of family I have left, is in the hospital, because I didn't trust my instincts!"

I tried to get to my feet again. "I didn't—"

He didn't slap me this time; it was a full-on punch to the face that should have broken my nose. That hurt! My power made sure I wasn't actually injured, but noses were not for punching! "Do you think I can't put two and two together?" He pulled me back up by my shirt. "What happened? Answer me!"

"I wasn't there!" I said, as calmly as I could manage under the circumstances. "I didn't see her at all—"

"I don't care!" he yelled back. "What the hell did you do to my daughter?" He started shaking me again. "She was a good girl!" he yelled. "A good girl! Before she met you!" I just glared up at him, as well as I could given the shaking. He pulled back his fist and punched me again, then dropped me and stalked off towards the living room.

I stood up slowly and dusted myself off. "Are you done?" I asked his back.

"Get out of my house," he snarled.

My first instinct was to snap something about how he'd dragged me in here in the first place, but I managed to reign myself in enough to try diplomacy. "I'm sorry about what happened to Taylor," I offered. "I didn't know anything was wrong until I got here."

"Get! Out! Of! My! House!" He grabbed an empty beer bottle off a table and threw it at me as hard as he could. The glass shattered against the front door.

I didn't make him tell me a third time—I only stopped long enough to set the coat rack back upright before heading out to my car. All I could think was, What the fuck was that? I hadn't taken Taylor's comments about her father's temper seriously, which was clearly a mistake. He'd just tried to beat the shit out of a seventeen-year-old girl! That was pretty fucked, no matter what he thought I may have done.

Then again, I didn't have a lot of good things to say about him in the first place. From what I knew of him, he'd been so tied up mourning his wife that Taylor had been raised by the Barnes's for a year. Then Emma had abandoned her, effectively kicking her out of her 'adopted' home, and he hadn't even noticed. Whatever Daniel Hebert may have been, 'dutiful parent' wasn't on the list.

———X==X==X———​

The first order of business, once I climbed back into my car, was to call Taylor and let her know what had happened. She didn't pick up her cell phone, so I left a voicemail on her burner with as brief and non-incriminating a summary as I could manage. That was about all I could do, for the moment; I didn't know which hospital Taylor had been taken to, and Mr. Hebert wasn't about to tell me. All I could do was sit around and wait.

That last bit wasn't precisely true. I should have done this yesterday; I really couldn't put this off any longer.

"Hello?"

"Brian?" I asked. "It's Kasey."

"Thank God! Lisa won't pick up her phone. Is she all right?"

Physically, yes. Mentally? Not so much. "She's not hurt, but she's a bit shook up. What happened to Taylor?"

"I… ugh. Can you come by the loft? I don't want to have this conversation over the phone."

"I'd rather not," I said. "What happened?"

"Why not?"

I rubbed my temples. "Because Lisa and I aren't speaking to each other anymore, apparently. Damn it, I don't want to have this conversation over the phone either."

"Lisa's not here," he said, "and I'd expect her to start returning my calls before she decides to show up. Can you just come over?"

I suppose I'd need to grab my stuff anyway. "Fine," I grumbled. "I'll be there when I get there."

———X==X==X———​

Alec was lying on his favorite couch, holding an ice-pack to his eye, half a six-pack on the table in front of him. "Hey, Loony," he said as I entered. "You look good."

"Excuse me?" Was he drunk?

"You know what I mean," he said. "Healthy. We heard you got put through the wringer."

"Aw, my poor heart," I moaned, clutching my hands to my chest. "I thought you'd finally noticed the beautiful gamer girl who'd been sharing your console for the past month, pining for your affection."

"A beautiful girl?" he asked, perking up and looking around the loft. "Where? Can I meet her?"

I laughed and socked him in the arm. "Touche, asshole. Anyway, we got roughed up, but we came out in one piece. What happened to you?"

He gave me a flat look. "I got punched in the face, dumbass."

"Really? I figured you'd walked into a door." He stuck his tongue out at me. "Where's Brian?"

"In the kitchen. Grab me a soda while you're up?"

I took a closer look at the cans on the table and realized they were soda, too. "What's wrong with those?"

"They're diet. I don't know how Brian stands that crap."

"Ah." I headed around his couch, only for Brian to return before I'd made it back to the hallway. He was clunking along on crutches, right leg in a cast.

"Kasey!" he said. "You look good."

"Healthy, you mean?"

"Yeah. Faultline said you got blown up. Er, not that you don't look good otherwise, of course—"

"I got it, relax." Unlike Alec, he already looked so embarrassed that teasing him wasn't funny. I headed back around and sat down on the other couch. "Reports of my death were greatly exaggerated. Hell, by the look of things, I got off lightly."

"You should see the other guys," Alec said. Brian rolled his eyes as he sat down on the couch next to me before reaching over and snagging a can of soda.

"Can I meet your friend?" a young girl yelled from the back of the loft. Brian sighed in exasperation.

I raised an eyebrow. "Your sister, I presume?"

"Yeah." He looked embarrassed all over again. "Sorry, I know I should have cleared it with everyone first, but… no, no excuses, it was a bad decision. I needed help getting up the stairs and Alec wasn't back yet. She already knows who I am, anyway, and Alec doesn't give a damn about anything—"

"Hey!" Alec said. "I care about myself, thank you very much!"

"—and it was already late, and I didn't want her going home in the dark… whatever, long story short, we ended up sleeping on the couches and she's ditching school to help me out around the place. I told her that when you showed up, she'd have to stay in the back so she doesn't get a look at you."

"It's fine," I said. "If you trust her, I will, too. Introduce us?"

The look on Brian's face said 'you're going to regret this,' but he stood up and clunked back to the kitchen without further comment. I assume he wanted to lay some ground rules before the introduction, or he'd have simply called her in.

"You've met her?" I asked Alec.

"Yeah. She's funny."

"Cool."

"All right," Brian said as he returned. "Kasey, this is Aisha. Aisha, Kasey."

Aisha looked more or less as I'd expected. Like Brian, she'd gotten lucky when it came to her looks; she was slender, with high cheekbones and long legs, and would probably be beautiful once she grew up. I couldn't agree with her fashion choices, though: she wore a badly abused lime-green cardigan over a black shirt she'd knotted to expose her midriff, and a tattered gray miniskirt over deliberately-torn fishnet leggings. Her long, curly hair had a purple streak in it, which I could agree was cool, but overall, it wasn't a great look, in my humble opinion.

I stood back up. "Nice to meet you," I said as I offered my hand.

"Sure is," she replied, taking it. "Ooh, Lesbian Cheerleader. Daring fashion choice."

"Hey! Should you really be throwing the stones you use to achieve such an avant-garde level of wear on your own clothes?"

"Wow." Aisha folded her arms and nearly sat down on Alec, forcing him to move or become a cushion. "That was an absolutely awful comeback. What do stones have to do with clothes at all?"

"You… use them to damage your clothes?"

"Lame," she announced. "I totally regret posting good things on your cape thread now."

"Oh no!" I clapped my hands to my face in horror. "I've lost a fan. Alec, quick, reassure me of my awesomeness before I implode."

"I'm sure there's enough hot air in you to keep you in shape," he said.

"Thanks. I was really worried for a moment there."

"Best make sure nothing bursts your bubble," Aisha added.

Brian dropped his head back into his hands and groaned, "Why did I think this was a good idea?"

"You didn't," I said. "You just did it anyway." Something about the quip reminded me rather unpleasantly of why I was here in the first place, and I felt a stab of guilt at letting myself get carried away in friendly banter with a team that I was very likely going to be leaving soon.

It made for a good segue, if nothing else. "Speaking of 'bad ideas', how did you break your ankle?"

"Three-story fall out of a burning building," he said. Aisha pantomimed breaking a twig in half.

Yeah, that would do it. "Why was the building on fire?"

"One of Leet's stupid pieces of shit," Brian grumbled. "Blew up in our faces, as usual."

"And the jumping?"

"We climbed out the third story fire escape, then Pile pulled it down. I was the last one out and dropped twenty feet. Snapped my ankle like a twig."

"Ouch." I sort of wished I'd picked up magic back in Generic Fantasy RPG. Why did I not go straight for healing spells? Having a healer made everything a hundred times less terrible.

He snorted. "Yeah. Ouch. Your turn. What's your deal with Lisa?"

"Well…" I took a deep breath and got it over with. "I think I might need to leave the team."

"What?" Aisha asked. "Why?"

Despite my mood, I couldn't help but snort at how invested Aisha seemed to be in the team. "Lisa… ugh, I don't know how to explain it. I don't want to explain it. I made some mistakes last night. I don't think she'll work with me again."

I didn't want to meet their eyes, so I looked around the rest of the loft instead. The clutter on the floor had been pushed to the sides, and someone had finally dealt with the steadily accumulating pile of soda cans that had been building up besides the couches.

"You killed the Butcher, didn't you," Brian said.

How the hell?

"Shit. I'm sorry, Kasey. This is my fault." He rubbed his hand across his cornrows. "We could have skipped the meeting. We're escape artists, we weren't meant for this shit. Now Taylor's in the hospital, I'm out of commission, and you… fuck. I'm sorry."

"Whoa, slow down!" I yelled. "What made you think I killed the Butcher?"

Brian gave me a flat look. "You're acting really cagey about some sort of 'mistake' and you said Lisa wouldn't work with you anymore."

I snorted, then apologized, because it was rude of me to laugh at him for being honestly concerned. "Sorry. Now that I think about it, I can understand how you got there. But you don't need to worry about me."

"Really?" he asked.

"Really!"

"…good. That's… good." He took a deep breath before he continued. "I'm not gonna lie, you gave me a hell of a scare, there."

"Sorry," I repeated.

"Do you know who did kill the Butcher?" Alec asked. "Last we heard, she was chasing you through Downtown and then disappeared."

"Is it related to why Lisa won't return my calls?" Brian added.

"Lisa also did not kill the Butcher," I clarified.

"Then why is she hiding?"

"You'll have to ask her." I didn't know exactly how much Lisa had managed to learn last night, and didn't want to give away a hair more than that, especially where Coil could hear.

"If she ever answers," he grumbled. "Right. Fine. You don't want to talk about it, and I can't force you. Can you at least tell me the rest, then?"

"Story time!" Aisha said, leaning in eagerly.

I sighed, and launched into my tale, starting with the arrival of the rest of the team and ending with us scattering after the car wreck. Alec wandered back to his room at some point during the telling, and Brian didn't press me for more information. Aisha did, but I didn't answer to her, so I ignored her pestering and told him, "Your turn."

Brian nodded, and began his story. "We were hitting one of the dens, the things Tattletale called their barracks. Shitty condemned apartment building only about a mile northwest of here, actually; too close for comfort. We were working with Hookwolf, Stormtiger, and Cricket, plus Uber and Leet, unfortunately.

"I had Skitter set up with a couple of Coil's men in one of the nearby buildings. Leet was there, too, trying to finish some sort of weird trap thing that he claimed could catch the Butcher without killing her. Which would have been awesome, but…"

"Leet," I said.

"Exactly. Anyway—"

"Sorry, just to check: were you in charge?"

"I mean, nominally, I guess?" He shrugged. "I didn't really try to give the Nazis instructions beyond 'Do your thing,' because I didn't have high hopes they'd listen, but I was the one giving the orders, for some reason.

"Where was I… Skitter sent her bugs in first, got a headcount and room layout, then the Empire capes went in. I actually have decent synergy with them, weirdly enough. Cricket can see in the dark, Stormtiger can use his aerokinesis to move the clouds, and Hookwolf… well, he just kinda goes straight through whatever's in his way whether he can see or not."

I glanced over at Aisha and found her playing a game on a handheld, earbuds in. I guess she'd already heard Brian's story, anyway.

"So we go in. Most of the Teeth aren't in fighting shape, since they're all some combination of hungover, high, blind, or covered in bugs. They go down easy. Everything's going great until Xerxes starts sending soldiers into the building after us."

I nodded. Xerxes' power created 'soldiers' out of solid surfaces—usually concrete or asphalt, but wood and metal would work too, if there was enough of it. They weren't smart enough to use weapons unless they were created holding them, so most of them were armed with swords and spears of the same stuff they were made of. The soldiers' speed and toughness depended on the material; his typical concrete soldiers were slow, ponderous, and immune to bullets.

"They were a real problem. Uber and I can't fight them hand-to-hand, Skitter's bugs don't work on them, and Cricket's weird sonic attacks don't work either. Hookwolf can smash them, but they just keep coming, and he's as much a danger to us as he is to them.

"Skitter finds him—Xerxes, I mean—so Uber, Cricket, and I head out into the street after him—"

"Skitter couldn't deal with him herself?" I asked.

"I should say she found where he was. He was out of her range, but he has to touch whatever he's pulling soldiers out of, so she followed the trail—I'm getting ahead of myself. She puts up a bunch of bug-arrows pointing us in the right direction, we leave the building, and make it maybe a hundred feet before Cricket takes an arrow to the back from Butcher." He took a long drink, staring into the bottom of his can.

"Shit," I said.

"Yeah. We didn't even know she'd arrived until then. Cricket didn't go down immediately, which saved the rest of us; the Butcher put three more arrows in her before moving on. Uber and I ran for the building Leet had been setting up in, praying he'd gotten his thing working. Butcher teleports down to street level and follows us in.

"We make it up to the second floor where Leet's set up his trap, and when the Butcher comes in he sets it off. It explodes, of course, and sets the entire floor on fire. Butcher fucks off, probably to deal with the rest of the Nazis. So we're stuck in a condemned apartment building that is now on fire, and the explosion took out the stairwell."

He had to pause for breath, which let me get a question in without interrupting. "Is that how Skitter got hurt?"

"Hold on," he said, "I'm getting there." I mumbled an apology. "No, see, Skitter wasn't in the building. She'd gone and followed the trail of soldiers, went after Xerxes herself. I didn't learn that until I caught up with Coil's men on the third floor; they'd given her a walkie-talkie. Uber and Leet headed down the fire escape, but I got distracted arguing with Skitter."

I managed to contain my questions and settled for raising my eyebrows. Brian took a moment to rub his hand over his face before he continued, "I fucked up. It was my fault that we got hurt. I stopped to focus on the conversation; I was trying to get her to give up chasing Xerxes and get back here, because we had the Butcher after us and needed to retreat. She said that she had already technically retreated anyway and had him dead to rights.

"I pulled rank on her and told her she was coming back, but then one of Xerxes' soldiers tries to climb the fire escape and the weight pulls the entire thing down while I was still on the third floor landing. I tried to jump clear, but… well." He waved at the cast on his leg. "I got lucky… ish. The breaks are clean. Hurt like a bitch, though."

I nodded in sympathy. "Then what?"

"I'm not sure. I spent a bit clutching my ankle and screaming curses into my helmet. One of Coil's men had to carry me out. I didn't see what happened to Skitter, but I heard from Uber later that he had to take her to a hospital in her civvies."

"You don't know?" I asked sharply enough to make him wince.

"No. Sorry. I'd lost the big-picture view by that point. I assume Skitter came back like I'd told her and ran into trouble."

"I'll have to ask Taylor, then," I said. "Uber told you where he left Taylor, right?"

"Yeah, she's up at one of the smaller hospitals near the Hill, since they were only getting a bit of spillover from the major trauma centers. I have the address here, somewhere…" he dug out a piece of paper and handed it to me.

"Thanks. Sorry to ditch you, but, uh, I'm still going to pack my things, because I don't think Lisa will work with me anymore, and I wouldn't ask you guys to pick sides."

"Slow down, Kasey," Brian said. "I'm not going to stop you from moving your stuff, but if Lisa wants you off the team, one of you is going to have to tell us why. It's our decision, all of us."

"Sure," I said noncommittally, then added more sincerely, "Thanks."

I stood up, then paused when my eyes fell on his cast. I pulled out my phone and fired off a text. The reply came almost immediately.

"Say, Brian," I said slowly, "I met your sister. Are you willing to meet mine?"

"Why?" he asked.

"She's a healer."

"Seriously?"

"Seriously."

Brian hesitated. "Maybe once I'm out of here," he said. "I already screwed up bringing Aisha here. I can deal with this for a few more days."

"If you're sure."

"Yeah. No reason to make Lisa even more annoyed with us, right?"

He meant it as a joke, but it just made me feel worse.

———X==X==X———​

Taylor looked like she'd been through hell. No wonder Mr. Hebert had freaked out; her face was more purple than not, and she had a massive plaster cast on her left arm. The sheepish smile she shot me when I found her room showed that she was missing a tooth.

"Hi," she said.

"Hi," I said as I pulled a couple chairs up to her bed. Taylor's room was much smaller than Sophia's had been; closer to a walk-in closet, really, with a curtain rather than a door, so Emily and I just about filled the space. Hopefully, that meant they weren't expecting to keep her for very long. "God, I hate this."

"Hospitals?"

"Having my friends in them."

"Ah."

"You got here Wednesday night?" I asked.

"Thursday morning, but yeah. Sorry I didn't call, but I… 'lost' my phone, and I don't actually remember your number."

"I remember mine and Emily's, and that's about it," I admitted.

"I'm glad you came," Taylor said. "Dad was here yesterday, but I was kind of… out of it. Apparently, when they asked about my family, I started reciting the genealogy from East of Eden."

"You have that memorized?" I asked with a grin.

"Literature nerd," she said, grinning back.

"Heh." The gap in her smile caught my eye again, and my mood fell immediately. "Fuck. This is all my fault."

"It is not," Taylor said. "How is this your fault?"

"How is it not?" I covered my face with my hands, propping my elbows up on my knees. "Fuck. You think it's just coincidence my friends keep ending up in the hospital?"

"It can not be a coincidence and not be your fault. We live dangerously."

"You wouldn't, if not for…" I cut myself off before I said something incriminating, then turned to Emily.

"Privacy?" she offered.

"Privacy?" Taylor repeated.

"Yeah. This is going to look a little weird, but we'll be able to talk freely. Sound good?"

"Sure."

Emily's shield appeared on her arm, and with a crank, all sound in the hospital stopped. Colors fled from everything but ourselves and Taylor's bed as the curtain behind us froze.

Taylor's eyes widened. "Did you just stop time?"

"Yes," Emily said matter-of-factly.

"Fucking grab-bag capes," Taylor said with a shake of her head.

"Anyway," I said, "We can talk freely, here, and… Emily?"

"I can heal you, at least partially," Emily said. "I can't do it completely without raising questions, but I can speed things along, get you out of here faster."

"You can?" Taylor asked. "I mean, of course, yes, please. Thank you."

"It's not a problem," Emily said with a smile. She stood up and walked around to the other side of the bed, then raised her hands and held them over Taylor's left side. They began to glow with a soft, white light. "I'll start with your ribs."

"Thank you. Really, I can't thank you enough."

"Anyway," I said, getting back on track. "I was the one who got you into the 'dangerous shit'. Your dad was right to blame me."

"He blamed you?" Taylor asked.

"Yeah. You were not kidding about his temper. He punched me in the face!"

"My dad did that?" she asked, then shot me a flat look. "Are you making fun of me?"

"No?" I said, confused. How would I be making fun of her?

"You asked me if… nevermind. Why the hell would he punch you?"

"He thought I recruited you into a gang."

Taylor snorted. "More the other way around, wasn't it?"

"How do you figure?"

"I was very 'yay villainy', after… you know."

"Ah." I cleared my throat nervously. "So was I, though."

"Yeah, but when it came time to make a decision, I didn't stop to think about what you wanted. Sure, it happened to line up, but I didn't care what you thought, so I'm not giving myself credit for that."

"I guess that's one way to look at it," I allowed. "Still, I was the one who introduced you guys at all."

"Did you really?" she asked. "We all sort of… collided, that night."

"Maybe, but would you have been out there, last night, if I hadn't been there to push you into villainy?"

"Last night wasn't villainy," she said, "not like the Bank. It was more like vigilantism, really. We were solving problems. If I'd been in the Wards, and been told to stay away… I probably would have gone rogue and done it anyway."

"Sophia would have said the same thing, you know," I said. Taylor glared at me. "Just saying."

"Sure," she said bitterly. "'Just saying'."

I winced. "Sorry."

Neither of us spoke for a few moments. Only the soft humming of Emily's healing hands held the supernatural silence at bay.

"It's different, though," Taylor said. "Sophia would be out there because she enjoys the violence. I'd have been out there because I'd feel like I had to help."

"That's fair."

"Then again, we both ended up in the hospital for the same damn reason, so maybe you're right after all."

"What happened?" I asked. "I got Brian's story, but he'd lost track of the situation by the time you were injured."

She sighed. "Xerxes was giving Grue and Cricket a really bad time, but I could sense his soldiers walking in. He was sending them in as fast as he could, so it was really easy to follow the trail. I told one of Coil's guys that I was going to handle it, and they gave me one of their radios. Then I headed out of the building and started sneaking towards Xerxes' hiding spot.

"I didn't know how much control Xerxes had over his soldiers, or how much information they gave him, but I made sure to keep out of sight. It was slow going, and I had to constantly check the buildings around me to make sure I hadn't missed anyone, but after about three blocks I finally found him. He was hiding in an old parking garage, ripping the concrete up for his minions. I didn't have any really poisonous bugs nearby, though, so while I waited for them to move into position I hid myself in an adjacent building and unmuted the radio.

"Grue had been trying to call me for a minute already. He told me that the Butcher had shown up, and that we needed to leave. I said I'd found Xerxes and only needed a bit of help to take him down. He told me that we were retreating, and I argued that I was already away from the fight. He kept arguing, and then cut off mid-sentence." Taylor paused. "You talked to him, right? He's okay?"

"Yeah. He got away with only a broken ankle."

"That's… good? I didn't know what had happened. But I had Xerxes right there, and he didn't know I'd found him. I waffled for a while, but eventually, I went in. You know, Shadow Stalker style."

"Shadow Stalker style?"

"Alone and without backup," Emily said.

Taylor let out a dry laugh. "Exactly. I sent in a massive swarm from the other direction to smoke him out. Sure enough, he ran out the door I wanted, and I hit him in the knee with a lead pipe. I'd just have used the bugs, but I didn't want to kill him." She paused. "Maybe I should have, though.

"So, yeah, I hit him in the knee with the pipe, probably ruined his leg, and he went down screaming. Then I poured poisonous spiders on him, and told him to surrender or they'd start biting." She sighed. "He stalled for a while until help showed up." Taylor poked at the sling with her good arm.

"Who?" I asked.

"Pile."

"Shit."

Pile wasn't a powerhouse as the Bay reckoned things, but she was still a heavy hitter. Her powers were somewhere between Lung and Crawler: she adapted to all damage she took, and got stronger and faster with each hit, but unlike Crawler, the 'upgrades' faded when she stopped fighting, the way Lung's growth did.

She had most of the disadvantages of both—needing to be hit before adapting, starting each fight fresh and needing to ramp up—but she was a terrible match-up for Skitter. After a few bites, her skin would be too tough to bite through and she'd be immune to venom anyway. She'd probably be able to adapt to having bugs sent into her eyes and mouth, as well. Not to mention that since she'd been involved in the fight back at 'ground zero', she'd have already been boosted.

"How did you get away?" I asked.

"I ran… well, I limped away. She was playing with me, dragging it out… then Uber hit her with a car. Repeatedly. They grabbed me and drove off, and I woke up in the hospital."

"In civilian clothes?" I asked

"In my underwear," Taylor grumbled. "I'll need to call Uber to get my costume back. Or what's left of it; I'm not sure what sort of shape it's in now."

"That bad?"

"I mean, it's tough, but I definitely felt a few of the armor panels break, and I bled all over it."

"We can help clean it, at least," Emily said. "And we can provide something tougher than the insect shells for armor, as well."

"That's fine, I don't need…" Taylor trailed off, then sighed. "Actually, I do need help. Obviously."

Emily chuckled. "That's nothing to be ashamed of. Speaking of help: if you want, you can come by our house once you're out of the hospital, and I'll regrow your tooth."

"You can do that?"

"Yeah. It will feel like growing a new tooth, though."

"I'll manage," Taylor said. "I really appreciate this. Say, Kasey, you heard my story. How did things go for you?"

I sighed. "Almost as bad. We walked into a trap and nearly died. I…" I bit my lip. "I killed Vex and Hemorrhagia."

"Personally?"

"Yeah. Hit Vex in the head too hard. Shot Hemorrhagia just because she was in the way."

When Taylor finally broke the silence, she just said, "It's hard to imagine you killing someone."

"Well, I did. Two people. And… I don't even feel bad about it." I looked down at my lap, rubbing wetness out of the corner of my eye. "It's… fuck, it's the bank all over again. I know I should feel bad, but… I don't."

"Why should you feel bad?" she asked.

I looked up in surprise. "What do you mean, 'why should I feel bad?' I killed people!" I paled slightly at the realization that I'd just shouted that at the top of my lungs, but we were still in timestop, thankfully.

"They were trying to kill you back, right? You said you nearly died."

"Yeah, of course they were. They rigged up a trap that nearly killed everyone—it probably would have killed them, if I hadn't been there to absorb the blast—and then showed up to finish us off."

"Then who cares?" she asked. "You were fighting for your life. They wanted to kill you. Don't lose sleep because you got them before they got you." Taylor paused, then asked, "Didn't Lisa give you this speech already?"

"Fuck," I mumbled. "I already told Brian, but… Lisa's not going to work with me anymore. I think I'll need to leave the team."

"Why?" Taylor demanded.

"Because… I fucked up. She's never going to talk to me again."

"So you overreacted and tried to quit the team?"

"It's not an overreaction!" I snapped. "She straight-out told me that she never wants to see me again!"

"Ever?"

"Ever!"

Emily chose that moment to stop healing and cleanse her gem, letting the silence claim the room completely.

"You really think we'll have to leave the team?" Taylor asked.

"Yeah, I—wait, we? No, you don't have to leave—"

"You think I'm going to stay without you?" she asked.

"Why wouldn't you? It's not like they'd force you to stop talking to me. You work well with Brian—"

"I turn to mush around Brian, you mean," Taylor said. "I have a crush. That isn't a reason to pick the team over my friend."

"It's not an either-or," I countered.

"It is," she insisted. "If they're kicking you out, I'm leaving, too. What did Brian say?"

I sighed. "He said that I wasn't off the team unless the team wanted me gone."

"Well, there you go," Taylor said.

"There we go," Emily agreed. "I've done as much healing as I can without making it obvious. You should be discharged in a day or two."

"Thank you."

"No," Emily said, "thank you for talking some sense into my poor, panicking sister, who wasn't willing to come to me with her problems. Sorry, Kasey, I didn't mean that," she added as I turned away in shame. "It's okay. I didn't mean to pressure you."

"It's fine," I lied. "We'll talk…"

"Tomorrow," she said. "Don't feel guilty, okay?"

"I… yeah." I frowned as I wiped my eyes again. "Sorry."

"You don't need to apologize. Take as long as you need." She fiddled with her shield a bit. "I'm the one who should be sorry. I didn't mean to put that on you."

"No, no, it's fine. Just me being me, I guess." I checked my watch, then remembered that we were in timestop. "We should probably go back to normal time, unless there's anything else?"

Taylor shook her head. "I'll be fine. More than fine, thanks to you. I'll call you when I get out."

"Great," I said. "See you soon, then."

Emily cranked her shield, and time resumed.

———X==X==X———​
 
Chapter 29: Downtime
AN: This chapter brought to you by the continued efforts of Carbohydratos, Did I?, Gaia, Linedoffice, Zephyrosis, Mizu, and Misty Raven-chan.

Chapter 29: Downtime


Unfortunately, we weren't able to leave the hospital without incident. Emily peeled off to talk to one of the doctors—probably about Taylor—so I headed out to the lobby to wait.

I had a bad feeling tickling the back of my neck as I sat down in the lobby, and it was borne out when I saw a nurse point a cop my direction. Shit! What the hell had I done to attract attention? Had Taylor been unmasked somehow?

"Excuse me, ma'am," the cop said. "Can I have a word?" He was young, clean-shaven, and lanky, although the fact that he was standing and I was sitting make him a lot more intimidating.

Plus, you know, cop. Cass had been at a massively increased risk of suffering police violence, and Kasey was a supervillain. Both identities were firmly on the side of Do Not Talk To Cops.

"Is there a problem?" I asked cautiously.

"No, no, just talking," he said as he sat down next to me. I fought the urge to bolt, because that would give the game away. "I'm Officer Delaney. What's your name?"

No sense making a scene. Emily would be back soon, anyway. "Kasey."

"How are you doing, Kasey?"

"I'm fine?"

"Not hurt?" he asked.

"No?" I hated that every answer sounded more like a question than a statement.

"Visiting?"

"I, uh, don't think I should be answering questions." I knew I shouldn't be answering questions, but I didn't have a good way to disengage. "Am I in trouble, officer?"

"What? No, not at all!" He seemed honestly flabbergasted that I'd even need to ask, which wasn't very convincing; there were very few situations that would lead to a cop approaching me that weren't some manner of trouble.

"Well, uh, I think maybe I shouldn't answer questions, even so."

"I see." Delaney seemed disappointed. "Are you still in school?"

"Tested out," I said without thinking. Stupid. Well, not like it mattered; it was a matter of public record, and if the worst had already come to pass, I was screwed no matter what I did. And if not… if not, why was he here? Why had the BBPD approached me? If they thought they'd caught a supervillain, they wouldn't have sent a single, rookie-looking cop.

Unless he was stalling while the PRT surrounded the building and evacuated potential hostages.

"You were visiting someone?" he asked.

I clammed up.

Delaney sighed. "You're not in trouble," he repeated, incorrectly. "Would it help if I answered your questions?"

It was probably a trap, but curiosity got the better of me. "Why did you approach me?"

"Ah, well…" he cringed slightly. "One of the nurses noticed the marks on your face."

"Marks?" I repeated.

"Is there anyone making trouble for you?" he asked.

I ignored him in favor of pulling a compact out of my purse and flicking it open. It wasn't hard to see what he was talking about. Why the hell hadn't anyone mentioned that?

…oh, right, we were capes. Getting punched in the face was a normal day for us. No wonder Alec had been such a smart-ass about his black eye.

"Ma'am?"

"No, no trouble," I said.

"None at all?"

"None."

"Listen, Kasey," Delaney said as gently and soothingly as he could. "I'm just here out of concern for your health. Okay?" He smiled awkwardly. "You were here to visit your friend, right? A Miss… Herbert?"

"Hebert," I corrected automatically. Fuck!

"Miss Hebert," Delaney said, nodding. "How is she doing?"

"I don't think I should be answering questions."

He frowned. "I'm just concerned, Kasey. Okay?"

"I'm not going to answer any more questions."

"Do you know how you got that bruise?"

"I'm not going to answer any more questions."

"I'm here to help, okay? I'm not here to get anyone in trouble. I'm just concerned." He reached out and put a hand on my shoulder in what was probably supposed to be a comforting gesture, but felt more like I was being detained. "Was that an accident?"

"I'm not going to answer any more questions." Give up already, please.

Delaney sighed. "That's fine," he lied. "I just want to make sure you're okay."

It took a lot more than a few blows from an unpowered human to rattle me: something like, say, a hundred antipersonnel mines going off in my face, followed by a car crash at eighty miles per hour in the same night. Unfortunately, the unpowered human had managed to bruise me, and people could see that.

"I'll be fine," I said. "I'm just waiting for someone, that's all."

To my intense discomfort, Delaney sat with me while I waited. He made small talk: innocent chatter about himself, mostly, trying to put me at ease. He'd been transferred to Brockton Bay from a tiny town in the northernmost part of the state less than a month ago; the gang war must have been one hell of a welcome to city life. I nodded politely, but kept my mouth shut. No matter how well-meaning he might be, I had too much to hide.

I practically flew off the bench the minute Emily reappeared, and didn't fully relax until the hospital was miles behind us.

———X==X==X———​

I didn't want to head back to the loft, but I didn't feel like staying home, either. A quick phone call gave me somewhere else to be.

"You look like shit," Sophia said as I walked in. She turned off the TV and set the remote on the tray attached to the bed.

"I feel like shit," I said, flopping down on her couch and closing my eyes against the world.

"You get hit by a car or something?"

"Nah. Blown up."

"I have no idea if you're being serious or not."

"I absolutely did get blown up, and it has less than nothing to do with why I feel like shit."

"Are we talking 'cape powers' blown up, or 'grenade' blown up?" Sophia asked.

"Does it matter?"

"Humor me."

"Grenade." That wasn't quite accurate, but if the distinction was 'parahuman power' versus 'military equipment', it was the right answer.

Sophia said, "I figured you'd say 'cape power' and I could ask you which one."

"Tough."

"Teeth?"

I opened my eyes and sat up just long enough to give her the stink-eye before lying back down on the couch.

"All right," Sophia said, "Out with it."

"What?"

"Whatever it is you came here to say."

I groaned. "Do I have to have some ulterior motive to visit?"

"Kasey. Real talk. You clearly, obviously, consistently have some sort of agenda."

I draped an arm across my face, nestling my nose in the crook of my elbow. "Fuck."

It hurt because she was right.

"Were you trying to keep that a secret or something?"

"I am clearly an utterly shit friend."

"Seriously?" Sophia asked, actually sounding angry for the first time since she'd been injured. "You hauled your ass all the way over here for a goddamn pity party on my couch? And the subject of that pity party is that you hauled your ass all the way over here for a goddamn pity party on my couch? You've got your head so far up your own ass it came out your mouth! What the fuck is wrong with you, and why am I the one who has to put up with it?"

"Who else?" I grumbled.

"Hebert?"

I sighed and sat up like a normal, functional person. "She's got her own problems."

"Everyone has their own problems," Sophia shot back. "My life isn't all fun and games just 'cause I get to lie around in bed all day."

That hurt, too. "Sorry."

I was not a good friend. Not to anyone, really, but especially not to Sophia.

"You sigh a lot," Sophia said, breaking me out of my brooding.

"So?"

"Just sayin'," she said. "What's the federal fucking issue this week, Kasey?"

I sighed again without really thinking about it. Sophia raised a hand at me as if to say 'told you so', which just made me sigh again before actually launching into my 'federal fucking issue'. "I'm just… feeling like a fuck-up. Like I just make things worse everywhere I go." I scooted over a bit so I could rest an elbow on the arm of the couch and perch my head on my hand. "Maybe I just wanted to be miserable with company."

"And?" she prompted. Of course. My 'agenda'.

"And… I needed to ask if you meant what you said. About being helped."

"Which part?" Sophia asked. She prodded her hospital gown. "You mean the 'I hate needing help getting dressed' thing, or needing to rely on people for shit, or what?"

"No, I mean, I said… I asked a friend if she could help you, you know, recover. She said she could."

Sophia turned her head away from me, looking down the hallway out of the living room towards the kitchen. "I don't want you to do that," she said. "You shouldn't have to do that. You think I don't know how rare that sort of shit is?" She sighed and shook her head. "If the Protectorate could call up that kind of help, they would have."

"The price isn't an issue," I said.

"Of course it's a goddamn issue!" Sophia snapped. She met my eyes for a moment, then looked down at her lap again, poking at her blankets some more. "I don't know what you're planning, or how many favors you're going to end up owing this 'friend', and I don't want to know. I don't want your help, Kasey."

Now it was my turn to look at my lap. "And that's final?"

"Yeah." She grabbed the remote off the tray and turned it over in her hands, fiddling with it just for something to do. "I don't even know why you're so fucking torn up about this. It's not like I'm going to ditch you because I can't spar with you anymore." Sophia chuckled. "I'm a captive audience, you know."

"That's not funny."

"I'm allowed to laugh at my own fucking problems, Kasey. Maybe you should try it." She kept fiddling with the TV remote for a bit. "Why aren't you directing all this good-Samaritan shit at Taylor, instead? She's 'got her own problems', right?"

"What makes you think I didn't?"

"Did you?"

"Yes!"

"And?"

"And it helped, I guess," I muttered. "I hope. Sometimes it feels like everyone I try to help just ends up suffering more."

"And yet you keep trying to help," she pointed out.

"What else am I going to do?" I asked. "Give up? Admit that I'm a forever-fuck-up who can't microwave popcorn without burning down a house?"

"Did that happen?"

"No! Of course not!" I snapped. "The fire didn't spread!"

She stared at me for a moment before we both began giggling uncontrollably.

"You really had me going for a moment there," Sophia said.

"Yeah, I know." I sighed. "I'm not that much of a fuck-up, though."

"Thank god."

"Thank god!"

———X==X==X———​

I woke up on Saturday to the sound of CNN's national morning talk show talking up the Protectorate and PRT responses to the 'crisis in Brockton'. Not that they'd done much other than sit back and let the criminal element sort itself out, to my detriment.

What a fucking mess I'd made of things. I'd been manipulating Lisa from the beginning, and for all she'd talked about manipulation being 'just the way things were' whenever there was an information imbalance, she'd certainly not taken the reveal of Emily's involvement well.

Speaking of Lisa, without her as my accomplice, I didn't have much reason to leave Coil around. If she really never wanted to hear from me again, she'd likely flee the Bay the moment he kicked it, loot be damned. At least she'd have a chance at life somewhere else, I guess.

Emily noticed my frown as I walked into the kitchen. "You okay?"

"I guess." I sighed. "Lisa never wants to see me again after the whole… thing."

"Was the timestop really that freaky for her?"

"I don't know. I have no idea what she saw that scared her so badly."

She nodded thoughtfully. "Are you still on the team?"

"I don't know." I was saying that far too often. "I won't be sure until there's a team again. Half of us are injured."

"Ah." She fidgeted with the peanut butter jar. "I didn't want to intervene for anything less than immediately life-threatening danger."

"That's probably a good call, if Tattletale is any indication." I hesitated. "I'm sorry I didn't talk to you."

"You don't owe me anything," she said.

"Don't I?" I asked. "I mean, I was all insistent about us actually acting like family, and then I went and…" I trailed off.

"You acted like you would around family," Emily said. "I'm not so unsocialized as to think family members share everything. Really, I was the one who spoke out of turn. I was trying to put Taylor at ease, and I didn't think about how it might sound to you."

"Mmph," I grunted.

"Are you still upset?"

"No. I get it. You didn't want Taylor to feel like she was a charity case."

"I meant about Lisa, and the team," Emily said.

"Oh." I frowned. "I don't think 'upset' is the right word to use."

"Overreacting?"

"I'm not… fuck." I slouched against the counter. "I can remember being like this, and then not being like this, and now I'm back to… to always catastrophizing, assuming people hate me, thinking that everything but the worst outcome is impossible."

She nodded sagely. "Drawbacks will do that."

"Fuck!" I grumbled. "I was thinking it was just being a teenager again, but that wouldn't make it this bad, would it? What the hell was I thinking, pissing away a decade of work on my mental health for quick power? I want to punch myself for thinking that was a good idea."

Emily walked around to stand next to me. "It's temporary," she reminded me. "Want to talk about it?"

"Not much more to say."

"Want to talk about Lisa, then?"

"No," I lied, then immediately started talking about it. "I feel like this is my fault. I don't know what set her off, exactly, but if I'd been… I don't know. More honest, or something…" I shrugged. "I don't know. I'm not sure what I could have done differently, but I can't help but feel that I've gone about this all wrong."

"Wrong how?"

"I don't know!" I repeated. "She said… she asked me what I was doing here, when I have someone like you to save my ass when the going gets tough, and… I couldn't answer. Why am I even here?"

"You don't remember why you wanted to come to Brockton Bay?" she asked.

"No," I said, "I remember exactly why I wanted to come to Brockton Bay. Lisa and Taylor, that's why… and, if I'm honest, mostly Lisa. How the hell do I explain that to her, though?"

"From the beginning," Emily said gently, "if you really want to come clean with her."

"Is that an option?"

"It's always an option. Sometimes it's a bad option, but you got to know Lisa over the last few weeks. It's your call."

"I think I missed my shot, anyway."

"You're doing it again," she said, and I groaned.

I am never taking a mental drawback ever again.

The toaster oven dinged, and we went into the living room to eat, watching the talking heads wax lyrical about 'law and order'. It wasn't particularly interesting. The city had been mostly quiet since Thursday; even the gangs were less active than normal after the beatings they'd taken. The Butcher's death was front and center, of course, but no one was willing to speculate who was responsible. Mostly, the news was just background chatter for a bit of quiet togetherness.

"How are you doing?" I asked once we'd finished our breakfast.

"Personally? Pretty well." She treated me to a smile. "It's nice, having a sister."

"It is, isn't it?"

"Yeah. I never have siblings, and even when I have relatives I've never actually tried to connect with family, before. I'm grateful for the experience, I really am." Her smile faltered. "On the other hand… I meant what I said about forming connections. It's going to be hard, when this jump ends."

"Because we're not going to be sisters anymore?"

"Because I keep myself apart for a reason," she said. "I… I'm not going to be here forever. We're going to go our separate ways, sooner or later. I'm enjoying this jump, but when it ends… I think a clean break is best."

That… hurt. "So that's it?" I asked. "Nice to be family, back to being acquaintances?"

"It's how I live." She said it so casually, like it was just a fact of life.

I suspected I knew the answer already, but I still had to ask. "You can't go back without leaving the chain for good?"

"We can Return to a universe we've visited before," Homura said, "but it wouldn't help. I can't go back in time to before I was part of the 'chain without leaving the 'chain."

"Oh."

She nodded sadly. "That's why I can't get attached."

"Because you won't be able to say goodbye?"

"Yes." Homura paused to collect her thoughts. "I remember what you said. 'People can gain and lose friends, fall in and out of love, whatever. People move away, or their interests change, and sometimes you find yourself saying goodbye and meaning it forever.'" She swallowed. "But what if I can't? If I get close to you, and I'm not willing to say goodbye…"

"Then I'd go with you."

"Don't say that!" she scolded me, giving me a little shove with one hand. "You'd be giving up everything."

"If you needed me, I would," I repeated. "But I don't think it would come to that. You're stronger than you think. You're stronger than me, if even a tenth of what I 'know' about you is true. When the time comes, I don't think you'll need anyone."

A strange, unwelcome silence settled over the room for a moment. "You would?" she asked dubiously.

"I would," I agreed.

"Idiot."

I just shook my head and wrapped an arm over her shoulder, and after a moment, she did the same. The morning news program gave way to a bunch of car commercials, and then to another news program with a different anchor. It was all noise, more of the same shit I'd gotten from PHO a few days earlier. I was relieved when CNN finally ran out of things to say about Brockton Bay and moved on to some political scandal in Indiana.

My phone buzzed on the counter, and I grudgingly untangled myself from Emily and checked the message. "Huh. Message on the cape number." I pulled the burner out and dialed in.

The caller didn't introduce himself. "Flux. I have a job that could use your touch." He left a number and hung up. I'd never heard the voice before, but the contemptuous arrogance didn't leave much doubt as to who it was.

I fished a quarter out of my purse, sat back down next to Emily, and dialed the number. It rang three times, which was enough for me to start wondering what sort of greeting Coil would have on his answering machine. I didn't get to find out because someone answered the phone.

"Flux," that same voice said. I flipped the coin. Heads we talk, tails I hang up.

The coin came up heads. "Coil," I said. "How did you get this number?" Emily looked at me, looked at the coin, and smirked in understanding.

"You've been giving out cards." Flip. Heads.

"Not to you."

There was a long pause. "I asked Tattletale. Does that satisfy your curiosity?"

"Good enough." The fact that he'd given me an honest answer surprised me enough that I didn't flip the coin. "You know I'm on a team now? I haven't done freelance work for months." Or ever.

"I was under the impression that you had parted ways with your team." Flip. Heads.

That was an interesting misunderstanding. "Tattletale tell you that, too?"

"I have my sources." Flip. Heads.

"I'm sure you do."

"I hope it wasn't a bad break, because you'd be working alongside some of them." Flip. Heads.

Interesting that he cared enough to override whatever Lisa might have told him. "Do they know you're hiring them, or are you working through a proxy?"

"They'll know soon enough." Flip. Heads.

"All right. I'm listening. What's the job, and how much?"

"Five grand." Flip. Heads.

"That's not much. I assume the job's easy?"

"Indeed. The media has not been kind to the heroes over the last week, given their failure to meaningfully contribute to the defense of the city. The Mayor's decided to turn this quarter's fundraiser into a celebration of the Protectorate, to try and make the public forget just how useless the heroes have been." Of course that's still going to happen. I waited for him to finish before I flipped the coin again. Heads.

"The media seemed pretty supportive to me." There's no way he's offering a paltry five fucking grand to attack the party.

"The national media, yes. The local media had to live through their incompetence, and are significantly less forgiving. The Mayor and the Protectorate want their support back; I want you—and the Undersiders, and whoever else you convince to accompany you—to embarrass them, publicly, and make sure they are not forgiven."

I almost hung up before I remembered to flip the coin. Heads. "You want me and the Undersiders, half of whom are injured, to attack a public event dedicated to the Protectorate." 'You idiot' went unspoken.

"I didn't say attack. This is why I decided I needed your… unique skills. I want you to attend. With the walking wounded, specifically." Flip. Heads.

"So you're offering five thousand dollars for the nice, simple job of literally turning ourselves in. That would embarrass them how?"

"By showing the media—because that's who the event is really for—exactly who fought the Teeth while the heroes hid away in their ivory tower, and how powerless they are to actually stop you from attending." Flip. Heads.

I had to admit, I liked it better than the original plan, but it was still completely insane. "You think that would work?"

"I believe you are more than capable of walking in, thumbing your nose at the Director herself, and walking back out again. Just make sure to keep the party-goers in the line of fire." Flip. Heads.

"Ruthless. Well, I admit the job sounds fun, but there's no way I'm taking that sort of risk for five grand."

"You have a price in mind?" Flip. Heads.

"Five hundred." I didn't need the money, but gouging Coil was its own reward.

There was a pause "Fifty." Flip. Heads.

"Four hundred."

"Two hundred." Flip. Heads.

"Two hundred for my attendance, and another two hundred for a successful humiliation."

"Fifty for attendance, plus up to three fifty for a truly impressive display, and my assistance in your… endeavor." Flip. Heads.

"Assistance, eh?" I asked. "I did some research on you, what little I could. You've done a very good job of hiding away, but that tells me something on it's own." He didn't interrupt. "I've got my theories. Maybe you're a thinker. You know how this will go. Precog? Or maybe probability manipulation, long distance… a shaker effect? Goal-oriented?"

"How did you come to this conclusion?" Flip. Heads

"Process of elimination," I lied. "You're going to help?"

There was another long pause. "What have you been doing?" he growled in exasperation.

"Annoying you, apparently." He didn't dignify that with a response. "So, do I have your assurance that this won't go pear-shaped the moment I waltz in the door?"

"Yes." It seemed my petty prank had bothered him more than I'd expected. "Is that enough?"

"Peachy." I hung up, then realized I'd forgotten something important.

Fuck, I was planning to kill him today.

———X==X==X———​

I went into the Warehouse looking for Dinah, and found her almost immediately. She was sitting on a bench in the town square, halfway through a massive doorstopper of a novel. "Hello, Kasey," she said without looking up. "Three point zero one five percent chance you kill Coil this week."

"That low?" I asked. Even if I did decide to go along with his little stunt, I was under a time constraint. Dinah's time constraint, specifically; she'd already been stuck in here for more than two weeks already. "Why?"

"I don't do why, Kasey," Dinah scolded me.

"Sorry. Coil was useful, but I will get it done. I don't want to leave you trapped in here."

"I'm not trapped," she said happily. "I don't want to leave."

"You don't?"

"Not before Leviathan hits Brockton Bay."

"Of course that's still going to happen," I grumbled. "Wait, you can predict that?"

"Once I knew what I was looking for."

I raised an eyebrow and took a second look at the book she was reading. I swear, if she's reading Worm, I am going to have words with someone about age-appropriate reading material. My concern was for naught; it was The Complete Redwall, Volume 2. "How did you figure that out, exactly?"

"I asked."

"Of course." And here I thought parahumans couldn't do that.

"Besides, there's a seventy one point four four percent chance I can convince you to bring me with you," she said with a grin.

"Telling me that doesn't change the odds?"

"Nope." She popped the 'p'.

"Probably because I don't get to make that decision." I sat down on the bench next to her, and she bookmarked her place and let the book rest on her lap. "You sure you know what you're getting into, trying to join up?"

"Nope."

"And you still… that's why you want to come, isn't it."

"Yup."

"And your family?"

"They know I'm okay. I get to talk to them twice a week. It's a bit like being in summer camp, except better, because I'm missing school and not kidnapped by a supervillain who wants to drug me and use me for my power."

"You seem very… chipper about that."

"Yeah." She ran her hands over the book in her lap absentmindedly. "I spent weeks watching the numbers get higher and higher. Every time I thought about it, the numbers were worse, and that just made me more worried, so I'd think about it more, and the numbers would be worse… then, it was okay." Her smile turned subdued. "Miss Diane did something to my memories, when she fixed my power, made them not so bad. I like her."

"That's good," I said, then realized I'd gotten distracted. "You're not going to be able to visit your family if you come with us," I warned her.

"Why not?"

"We're going a lot further away than just another dimension."

"Further?" she asked. I nodded. "Hmm… I can't see the future if I go with you." Her face fell. "Why couldn't I visit?"

"We… can't come back, not easily. You can go home if you want, but other than that you're along for the ride."

I wasn't clear on exactly what the rules for revisiting past worlds were. I hadn't thought to ask when I'd first signed up; the only thing that had mattered to me was that I didn't have to worry about time passing without me if I decided to go home. I wasn't sure if I expected to ever use the Go Home option; it wasn't like there were risks that made it important to quit while I was ahead.

Maybe that was what Homura was afraid of; not that she wouldn't be willing to break the bonds she made here, but that she'd forget the ones she had tying her to her home.

"So, if I stay away too long, I'll never see them again?" Dinah asked, drawing me back to the present.

"You'll return to the moment you left, so they'll still be there," I explained. "For them, no time will have passed at all."

"Like when someone goes faster than light?"

"Who explained relativity to you?" I asked jokingly.

"It was in a book I read!" she said defensively. "A boy went on a really long journey to another planet, and when he came back everyone was old!" Dinah paused for a moment. "Wait, that's the opposite of what you said."

"So it is," I agreed.

Dinah made an extremely cute frowny-face at the fact that the Jumpchain ignored the laws of spacetime. It was easy enough to see how her thoughts lead to the next topic of discussion. "Jenn's weird," she said, apropos of nothing. "She looks my age but she's, like, two hundred years old."

Two hundred, huh? "How'd you figure that out?"

"I asked," she said again, as if it was obvious. It probably was; I needed to start doing that.

"So, who else have you met?"

"Zero, obviously, because she was the one who rescued me. She's scary, but not in a dangerous way. Well, not normally; she was really scary when she stopped those men. But mostly it's like someone who has really terrible ideas and tries to convince you to join in. My cousin Allie does that a lot. She broke her arm jumping off a roof once."

I winced and chuckled at the same time. "Was she trying to fly?"

She shook her head. "No, she was trying to jump into a pool and missed. Oh, I met Mordy! I like him too. He talks funny." I didn't recognize the name; in the month and a half between jumps, I'd only gotten to know only a dozen people on the team, if that. "And I know you! Zero said you were the one who sent her."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah. Thank you."

"You're welcome," I said. Dinah frowned at me. "What?"

"You seem unhappy."

"I'm not… I just don't feel very deserving of thanks."

"Why?"

"Because I've bumbled this. I didn't have a plan. My 'contribution' was pointing the most violent person I know at the problem and expecting it to be solved. Did you know I was the distraction for the kidnapping in the first place?"

Dinah's eyes went wide. "What? Really?"

"Yeah. Coil paid me a ton of money to rob a bank so the heroes would be too busy to respond to your kidnapping."

She didn't say anything for a while. "Did you know?"

"Yeah. I mean, I wasn't in on the plan, but I knew anyway. I sent Zero, right?"

"Oh, yeah. Is that why you sent Zero? So you could get paid and still get me out?"

"Well, I mean, I wasn't in it for the money…"

"Why, then?" she asked. "Why would you rob a bank if you didn't want the money?"

If I'd refused, the bank would have been robbed anyway, just with a lot more collateral damage.

Because Coil had leverage over my friends.

Those excuses ignored the simple fact that I could have solved both problems without committing any crimes at— …well, without committing any visible crimes. Coil didn't have a Kill Order, so that would still have been murder. But he had it coming, and I could have prevented all of this—and solved a few more problems on the way—just by not being a selfish bitch.

The only real answer was that I'd wanted to rob a bank. I didn't want to say that out loud, no matter how true it was. No, I didn't want to say that out loud because of how true it was.

So I didn't have anything to say at all.

"I forgive you," Dinah said.

"Just like that?"

"Yeah." She reached out and put her hand on mine. "You're better than you think."

"Thanks," I mumbled, then managed a smile that was barely forced. "Talk soon, okay?"

"No rush!" she said with a grin, opening her book. I reached out and ruffled her hair, which she bore with good grace, then tried to teleport away for my dramatic exit. Nothing happened for a moment, and then—

A rush of color, parting a sea of images into only one part, because the other is empty. One point four seven four one eight seven three times ten to the negative four hundred and thirty four percent chance I teleport to my destination.

"Well," I said. "That is interesting."

———X==X==X———​

I gave Max an earful for making me a power copier without telling me. In good humor, I mean; he was just as surprised as I was. I wasn't sure how I was going to use it, but I was definitely going to use it. Obviously the first step was to test the hell out of it with everyone I could get my hands on, which was quite a lot of people, considering I was still in the Warehouse and companions came and left all the time.

Like with Max's teleport power, the powers I got were downgraded in some way, likely because—as far as Max could tell—Butchershard.exe actually was man-in-the-middle-attacking the shard connections, now. In the case of Dinah's power, it took a few seconds of focus for me to get an answer, and the more I used the power, the longer it took. This was all fine, as far as I was concerned, because it meant I didn't have to worry about thinker headaches. Sure, mana potions could probably get me through, but you know what was better than being addicted to magical stimulants? Not being addicted to magical stimulants.

The actual power copying ability itself was extremely finicky. It was automatic, but the actual requirements varied from power to power. Skin contact was a minimum, but for some powers it needed to be my hands; it took a solid few seconds, except when it took longer; and it had to be firm contact, except when it didn't. The main takeaways were that hands were faster, firmer contact was faster, and that either of us using powers that weren't 'always on' while in contact triggered it immediately. In general, tinker powers were the slowest to pick up, followed by trump and stranger, and the always-on powers were generally the ones that required me to use my hands. Lastly, powers faded over time—faster if I used them more. Another touch reset the 'fade out'.

I hadn't encountered any powers that I picked up fast enough to do so accidentally, and could always speed things up by actively using my own powers during the process, so overall, it was an incredibly awesome upgrade that we'd stumbled into by complete accident.

For now, I was using Dinah's power as much as it would let me, taking notes on my laptop. Most of my questions were spent on the coming job.

Seventy six point one five percent chance I successfully 'attend' the fundraiser if I use plan C-5.

Seventy six point six four percent chance I successfully 'attend' the fundraiser if I use plan C-5a.

Eighty three point eight two percent chance I successfully 'attend' the fundraiser if I just wing it.

I never did manage to get a plan within five percent of 'just wing it'. I was beginning to suspect that I sucked at planning.

I spared a few for slightly more broad predictions, as well.

Four point two one seven percent chance Coil does something that makes me want to kill him before the Fundraiser Job.

That covered my bases for worrying about side effects of waiting the extra week. As for longer term plans…

Sixty eight point seven nine percent chance that Brockton Bay suffers major water damage to more than half the city within the month.

I see you, Leviathan. We'll be ready.

———X==X==X———​
 
Chapter 30: Friends
AN: Yet more work by Carbohydratos, Did I?, Gaia, Linedoffice, Zephyrosis, Mizu, and Misty Raven-chan brings forth this chapter.

Chapter 30: Friends

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♦ Private message from Faultline:

Faultline: glad to see you alive
Flux: Same. How's Newter?
Faultline: He's healing like magic. Where do you get that stuff?
Flux: Can't spread it around. Sorry.
Faultline: No need to apologize. I understand. Some people don't want the kind of attention that brings. Which is why I _really_ appreciate you being willing to share it at all.
Flux: It was the least I could do. How's your arm?
Faultline: It's bad. It doesn't need amputation, but that's the best I can say. Years of PT if I want to use it again.
Flux: I'm sorry.
Faultline: You apologize a lot
Flux: Well what am I supposed to say? "That sucks?" It's bad news, and I'm sorry to hear it.
Faultline: It could be a lot worse. Circus is laid up in one of the unused rooms upstairs. She's spitting mad.
Flux: At us?
Faultline: At the Teeth, dumbass.
Flux: hey! >:( I got a whole 'its all my fault' speech from Tattletale, so that's the sort of mood I'm in right now.
Faultline: Shes not wrong…
Flux: srsly?
Faultline: I mean, she was the one who decided we ought to be tracking that stuff in the first place, right?
Flux: I don't think anyone protested BEFORE it turned out to be a trap!
Flux: Sorry, nevermind. I don't want to turn this into an argument.
Faultline: Yeah, sorry. Subject dropped.

Faultline *New Message*: You got time to stop by today? In costume, of course.
Flux: Maybe...
Faultline: I meant what I said. I owe you. Swing by when you're not busy?
Flux: Sure
Faultline: It doesn't have to be today.
Flux: I'll do that. Maybe today, maybe not. Soon, though!
Faultline: Awesome. See you then.
Flux: See you then, I guess.
Faultline: I'll look forward to it.

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———X==X==X———​

I ended up heading over to the Palanquin shortly after midnight on Sunday. I decided to go in my new costume, since I still hadn't used it.

I wasn't sure how many people outside the Undersiders knew I could fly, so I dropped down in a hidden alley a couple blocks away and jogged the rest of the way there. The gang war was over, and the club was doing good business, with several dozen people lined up out the doors. I grinned and waved at the people standing in line as I approached, and several of them waved back. I wonder how long this is going to take to show up on PHO. Too bad the burner phone I carried as a cape was about a decade too primitive to actually check.

I did catch a couple people trying to take my picture without being noticed, so I did my best to smile directly at the cameras, just to mess with them.

Trying to skip the line and failing would be extremely embarrassing, so I simply joined the line at the back like I had the first time I visited. It was kinda funny how hard everyone was trying not to stare at me while very obviously wanting to stare at me, and I did my best to own it, smiling at everyone I caught glancing at me.

It turned out I could have skipped the line; I hadn't been there for even a full minute before one of the bouncers pulled me out of line and led me through the doors. He pointed across the dance floor towards the stairs, and I headed across the floor. The bouncer there waved me upstairs immediately.

The upstairs balcony was completely empty, and I stood around awkwardly for a moment before a door at the opposite end opened up to reveal Faultline. She wasn't in costume, not really, just a set of dark gray sweats and the half-mask she'd worn to the meeting. Her left arm was in a sling under a pile of bandages. She waved me over with her good hand.

"Good to see you!" she said once I was in earshot. We clasped hands, and she motioned me back into the hallway. The sound of the music dropped away to nearly nothing once the door closed; that was impressive soundproofing.

She lead me down a few doors, into a room with a small meeting table surrounded by chairs. The rest of her team were all there: Newter, Gregor, Spitfire, and even Labyrinth. The four capes looked up when we walked in.

"Let me introduce you," Faultline said. "Flux, this is my team. You know Newter; this is Gregor, Spitfire, and Labyrinth. Guys, Flux."

"Nice to meet you," I said, shaking each of their hands in turn before taking a seat between Faultline and Gregor. I'd seen Gregor before, at the meeting, though up close his abnormalities were harder to ignore. Spitfire was a girl about my height, wearing a red and black fireproof suit and gas mask that reminded me incongruously of the Pyro from Team Fortress 2. Labyrinth wasn't in costume, except for a full-face mask decorated with a maze-like pattern. "I'm surprised to see you, Labyrinth."

"I'm having a good day," she said, then let loose an earthshaking yawn.

"Sounds like your day is just about over," Spitfire said as she stood up and helped her teammate to her feet. "Can I grab you a drink while I'm up, Flux?"

"Water, please."

"It's on the house," she said.

I shrugged. "Water's fine."

"All right, water it is." She lead the younger girl past me, out of the room.

"Of course you'd've heard about Labyrinth," Faultline said, once the two were out of earshot. "Can't keep any secrets in this town."

"If only that were true," Gregor rumbled. He cleared his throat awkwardly. "Excuse me. I was merely thinking out loud. Thank you for helping my teammates, Flux."

"We looked after each other. Did Faultline tell you she saved me from being strangled to death?"

"No. She did not." He smiled, which was disconcerting, because I could see his tongue and skull through his skin if I looked. I smiled back and did my best to ignore it; Skitter had given me good practice at not acknowledging things that creeped me out.

"Well, she pulled Hemorrhagia off me a couple seconds before I blacked out, so I owe her my life. How are you guys doing?"

"Great, thanks to you," Newter said. He was in miraculously good health, considering how he'd looked only seventy-two hours earlier. Unfortunately, his boyish good looks had suffered greatly: his face was scarred and puckered around the holes the mines had drilled in it. I assumed the eye-patch over his left eye wasn't just for show, either. "Nice hair. You keep going?"

"Going? Ah, thanks," I added as Spitfire returned with my glass of water. She'd changed into casual clothing, a tee-shirt and sweatpants. The fact that she was still wearing her gas-mask brought to mind those post-apocalyptic pulp sci-fi covers.

"In the raids," Newter clarified. "We were out, but you seemed a-okay."

"Oh. No, I was in no shape. I couldn't use my powers at all for a whole day."

"You managed to run out of brute?" Spitfire asked.

"Technically, I'm a breaker. I can become unstoppable, but it's an active effect, and I can overdo it."

"Ah."

"How's the rest of your team?" Faultline asked.

"Roughed up. Half of us are out for the immediate future. Broken bones, mostly."

"Damn. I suppose it's too much to hope that Tattletale broke her jaw?"

I rolled my head in a way that conveyed an eyeroll despite my opaque goggles. "How about you guys?" I looked at Gregor and Spitfire. "You two keep fighting?"

"We did," Gregor said.

"Every group had some members on the sidelines by the end," Spitfire added. "We could only field two teams on the last night."

"That was enough, however," Gregor added. "The Teeth were routed. The heroes should handle things from there."

"So the alliance is over, then?"

"Seems so," Faultline confirmed. "We're more or less out of targets at this point. Now that they're between Butchers again, the Teeth can't take the straight-up fights they were relying on, and they've folded. They'll probably head back to Boston and lick their wounds."

"It will not last," Gregor said. "They will likely return when the next Butcher emerges."

"It's only a matter of time before the Empire and ABB go back to fighting, as well," Spitfire added. "They're still recovering from the fighting, but that won't last forever."

Claiming the Butcher wouldn't return would have raised questions, so I simply said, "Hmm." Inevitability rearing its ugly head had brought down the mood, so I tried to find a different topic. "Circus still here?"

"Yeah," Faultline said. "She's been calling around, trying to find a reputable black-market prosthetics tinker."

"Unfortunately, 'reputable' and 'black market' don't overlap much," Newter added.

"That sucks." I sighed and took a long drink of water, focusing on the sensation of cold. "I really feel like shit about how that all went. I know it wasn't my fault, but I still feel awful."

"Because you were unhurt, perhaps," Gregor said. "Sometimes, the people who survive, they feel guilt for not sharing the fate of the less fortunate."

"Maybe." I thought it was more to do with the fact that I had access to resources that could reverse some or all of the damage done, if I was willing to reveal them—but it wasn't my place to offer. They weren't my resources, and I'd already abused both Jenn and Emily's generosity.

"How close are you with your team?" Faultline asked.

"Varies by member. Why?"

"She's trying to poach you," Newter said.

"I am not." She glared at Newter before turning back to me. "I was just curious how you ended up with them. You showed up in February, kept a low profile for a couple months, then went straight to bank robbery in broad daylight. I figured there was a story behind that."

"It's not just my story to tell."

Faultline accepted my evasion with good grace. "Of course, of course. I don't mean to pry."

"Anything you can tell us?" Newter asked.

"Not really. The only thing I can really talk about is the bank, and there's not much to tell the news didn't cover. You probably have better stories."

"Oh, do I ever!" That was all the excuse he needed to start a long-winded story about brawling with the Pennsylvania Protectorate. Newter was a great storyteller; he had the voice and presence for it, plus material that would have been hard to make boring. He was just beginning to describe their eventual escape when Spitfire cleared her throat.

"I'm probably going to head to bed soon," she said. "So…" she looked at Faultline.

"Right. Flux, I—we—owe you. You went above and beyond to get everyone out of that mess. I saw you foul Butcher's aim after the wreck, when you could have run. Most people would have run, but you saved us again by putting yourself in harm's way. You'll always be welcome here. The staff knows to let you in, but I want you to have this." She pulled something out of her pocket and slid it across the table to me: a plain metal key. "That's for the back rooms and the staff entrance. You have full access whenever you need it. That said, we don't always stay in costume back here, so…" she pulled off her mask and set it on the table. "Melanie."

"Emily," Spitfire said, pulling off her own mask.

Wow. The proverbial key to the city. "I—thank you. I…" Words failed me. I tried to take my goggles off, got them caught on my hairpiece, then gave it up for a bad job and pulled my entire mask off. "Kasey."

"Newter." He pinched his cheek, then shrugged theatrically. "Still doesn't come off."

"As if you'd want to give up those looks," I joked.

He laughed. "Told'ya, man," he said to Gregor. "Chicks dig scars."

The key to the Palanquin joined the Undersider's hideout and my personal lair key on my Scout-tools keychain, which vanished back into potentiality-space once I stuck it back in my pocket. I wiped a spot of wetness from my eyes. "This is… wow. Not what I was expecting."

"Oh, we'll still throw you a party," Melanie said. "But after I lost count of the number of times you saved me and mine in one night, this seemed more appropriate. If you ever need a room, you've got it."

"Honorary membership!" Newter added.

"So much for not running a temp agency," I quipped as I wiped my eyes again.

It took her a moment to get it.

———X==X==X———​

My burner phone rang Sunday morning, only a few hours after I got back from the Palanquin. Since I'd left it in my costume's pocket, I might have missed it if I hadn't still been in my room getting dressed for the day when the box in my closet started buzzing. I scrambled to dig it out of my jacket before whoever was calling me hung up.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Kasey? It's Brian," Brian said. "I, uh, need a favor."

"Sure. What do you need?"

"I need some help around the house. My house, not the loft."

That was a strange request, given that I knew next to nothing about Brian's life beyond the team. Well, supposedly. "Yeah?" I asked.

"Yeah. I'm trying to get shit ready for… it's not important. The point is I have things I need to do and my ankle's still broken, and I don't know who else to ask."

I paused and wracked my brain to try and remember the details. This was… around the time Taylor and Brian end up assembling furniture in his apartment? I guess Taylor's broken arm meant she couldn't help.

It was still kinda weird that he was asking me, though. I didn't have anything better to do, and I didn't mind at all, but there was still… something odd.

Maybe it was just that we hadn't talked much. I'd offered this sort of help to Rachel, after all, and I'd have dropped everything to help Taylor if I thought I could actually improve the situation there. It probably just felt weird because, out of all the Undersiders, Brian was the only one I hadn't connected with enough to make this sort of request feel appropriate, and not a weird trespass of boundaries between distant coworkers.

"Sure," I said. "No problem. You need me to pick you up?"

"Do you have a license?"

"Obviously?" Not 'Can you drive?', but 'Do you have a license?' That was a weird question to ask.

"Great. I need to move a bunch of boxes back to my flat. Pull up at the end of the block and text me? I'll get Alec to drag me out to the curb."

"Sure, I can do that." I checked my watch. "See you around ten? It's about a forty minute drive."

"Great, thanks. I owe you."

"No problem. Bye~!"

"Bye."

I hung up, finished putting my socks on, and headed downstairs. "Skipping breakfast today," I called to Emily, who was currently grilling up waffles. (I clearly wasn't using my Munchkin perk to its fullest, because she'd had to point out that the fridge's 'any food, but it's cold' restriction could be easily solved by ordering batter instead of cooked waffles.)

"Where are you off to?" she asked.

"Helping Brian assemble furniture," I said, then added, "I think?"

"Remind him that he needs to set aside ways for Aisha to decorate."

"What?"

"When the social worker comes, she criticizes him for making the entire space 'his' and not leaving room for Aisha to leave her mark," Emily explained. "Hold on, let me see if I can remember the quote…" She proceeded to rattle off several paragraphs of dialogue that I wasn't going to be able to remember well enough to justify the effort.

"Perfect memory perk?" I asked.

"Yeah. Do you have one yet?"

"No, just a 'memories never fade with time or new experiences' one."

"That's a good way to start," she said. "Perfect memory can be a bit jarring."

I didn't want to ask what she considered 'a bit jarring'. "Well, thanks for the refresher. Oh, are you still willing to heal Brian?"

"Sure, no problem. Anything you need me for, I'm here."

"Thanks."

"See you tonight."

"Drive safe!"

———X==X==X———​

I'd been tempted to take the mind-whammy car, since I hadn't seen anyone get hit by that for a while, but decided that would be mean. I'd taken a mundanely nice convertible, instead. Brian wasn't impressed when he finally managed to hobble down the block, though. "There's no room for my crutches."

"Let me worry about that." I reached over and opened the door, and he climbed into the passenger seat. Then I took the crutches, rolled them up into tight little lumps the size of tennis balls, and dropped them in the cup-holders. "See? Zero problems."

"You know, if they spring back into shape, they're going to hurt one or both of us," he said.

"Relax. My power doesn't even start to wear off until things get a certain distance from me." I reached over and prodded the center console. "What's the address?"

Brian rattled off a number and street, and I started the automated guidance and pulled back out into the absence of traffic. The area around the loft was as empty as ever, of course, and we drove in silence while I gave him a chance to decide to start talking. I needed a segue into his life before I could pass along the advice Emily had pointed out.

After a few minutes, I decided I'd have to be the one to start. "So, how much do you feel comfortable sharing?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"About your errands, today. What you need, why you need it, all that stuff."

"Ah." I watched him consider the question out of the corner of my eye as I drove. "You met my sister."

"Yeah. Real hellion."

"You could already tell, huh?"

"She doesn't exactly try to hide it."

"No, she doesn't," he agreed.

I nodded, not taking my eyes off the road as I merged onto the highway. "She's part of these errands?" I asked, speaking up slightly as the wind rushed by.

"How much do you know?" he asked.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean 'how much do you know?'" he repeated. "Lisa was convinced you already knew us, somehow, when you joined. Like some sort of weird master-thinker power that made you already friends with us from your perspective, or something. Between that and whatever Lisa's already told you about me, I'm wondering how much more I need to say."

"Uh, is it weird if I say, 'not much'?"

"Yeah, but honestly, I've lived with Lisa for way too long to let that bother me."

I laughed, and a glance at Brian showed him grinning at me as well. "That makes things easy then. I was mostly asking because I didn't want to talk about anything you didn't want me to know."

"You know it anyway, though," he pointed out.

"Yeah, but… shit, is that dishonest? I didn't want to freak you out, so I thought I was being considerate, but it's maybe kinda scummy?"

"It's not your fault you know what you know," he said. "Err, is it?"

"I'm really not sure how to assign 'fault' in things like this. I didn't go out of my way to dig into your private lives, if that matters."

"It does, actually."

"Cool." God, I sounded awkward.

"That's one of the reasons we haven't really talked," he admitted. "I was worried about how much you knew, or would learn, or… whatever. If Lisa and Alec have family, they've never mentioned them, and I know Rachel's alone…"

"And you didn't trust me."

"I didn't know you," he said. "I trust you now, obviously, since I'm having you drive me home to the one place I have to be sure isn't going to get mixed up in… you know. Shit."

"Yeah. I'm not offended or anything. Friends are just strangers you've already met."

"I don't think that's how that quote goes."

"You know what I mean." I raked a hand through my hair, then grumbled when it was immediately blown every which way again. "I didn't really reach out to you, either. I wasn't sure how much I could really… you know, reach."

"What do you mean?"

I shrugged. "I wasn't sure how much you actually wanted to socialize with me."

"Do I really seem that standoffish?" he asked.

I glanced over at him again and snorted when I saw that he looked worried. "I mean, I hang out with Alec a lot, sooo…"

"Ah, yeah." He chuckled self-consciously. "I guess I can come off as pretty harsh if you're not used to that sort of thing."

"Well, we're friends now, right? Unless you want to be coworkers, or my boss, or something."

"No, I like 'friends'."

"Great." I glanced down at the navigation screen, then shifted one lane right when I saw our exit was coming up soon. "So, I know I you said it doesn't bother you, but are you sure you wouldn't rather exposition me a bit? Just for the, uh, normalcy?"

"Couldn't hurt, I guess. You know Aisha's my sister. Our parents aren't the sort of people who should raise kids. My mom's a habitual druggie, no restraint, no self-control. My dad's too far the other way, a real hard-ass. When they split, Mom got custody of Aisha for a while, until… until she didn't."

"I see," I said, because I knew he was getting lost in thought. "She went to your dad, then?"

"Yeah. You've met her; how well do you think she got along with a hard-ass military-discipline parent?"

"Not well."

"Exactly. Dad's better than my mom, by a long shot, but… she runs away a lot, skips school, gets into trouble." Brian's frown had turned into a scowl. "He doesn't know what to do with her, and eventually he stopped trying. So I'm trying to get custody of her, now."

"That's not an easy task." I changed lanes again and took the exit ramp, cruising down the city streets. "The errands we're doing are related to that, then."

"Yeah. I'm setting up an apartment for us. I need to get furniture set up and assembled, make sure it's ready when the case worker comes by to inspect the place."

"It's in a good part of town."

"Yeah. Expensive." We were stopped at a light, so I turned to actually look at him. He wasn't facing me, anymore, looking out at the businesses lining the streets, face impassive.

Expensive. The sort of thing that he couldn't afford without a little 'extra help'.

We drove the last couple miles in silence.

———X==X==X———​

We didn't head straight to the apartment building. Brian had ordered a load of furniture he'd been planning to pick up himself, but his injury had ruined that plan. I left him in the car while I went into the furniture store and checked out his order with the confirmation number he gave me, then helped one of the employees load the boxes into the trunk. Fortunately, even a sporty convertible like this one had trunk space in abundance, so I didn't need to surreptitiously squish the heavy cardboard boxes down to fit.

That would probably make Brian happy; no matter how many times I insisted it was perfectly safe, I don't think he'd ever fully trust my matter compression power. I caught him sneaking cautious glances at the crumpled crutches whenever I wasn't in view.

After that, it was only a mile and a half to Brian's apartment building, which was definitely expensive. Aside from just being in a better area than most, it was a new, ultra-modern steel-glass building, a recent construction that stuck out like a sore thumb amid the various renovated townhouses and condominiums. The renters were apparently well off, too: my car wasn't even halfway to being the nicest one in the lot.

I snapped the crutches back into shape with a flick of my wrist before helping Brian out of the car, then pulled my keys out of my pocket and popped the trunk. "Say, Brian, you mind if I try something?"

"Is it going to be weird?" he asked.

I would have been offended if the answer wasn't, "Yeah, probably. It'll make getting around easier, though."

"Sure, okay, I guess."

"Great. Tell me if this feels uncomfortable." I reached out and rested my hand on his shoulder, then slowly decreased his gravity. He stopped me at around seventy percent.

"Whoa. That feels weird." He bounced a little on the ball of his good foot. "Did you turn down gravity?"

"Yeah. You okay?"

"I think so."

I left him to get used to it while I covertly slipped the boxes out of the trunk and into my pockets. "Ready to go?" I asked.

"What about the furniture?" he asked, and scowled when I patted my jacket pockets.

The doors were glass, and unlocked, so all I had to do was push them open and hold them while Brian limped into the building. "What floor?" I asked.

"Fourth."

I called the elevator, then pressed the fourth-floor button while Brian leaned against the handrail. "Is that helping at all, or should I turn it off?"

"I don't know. I'll probably get used to it right when it wears off."

"So…"

"Leave it," he said. "Turning it off now is just going to be even more confusing."

"Sorry."

"It's…" Brian trailed off, then said, "You were trying to help."

"Trying," I repeated. "Ugh. This is every interaction I have! Try to help, end up freaking people out or making them uncomfortable."

"No, I'm not unhappy with you or anything!" he said. "Look I do the same thing, sometimes. I forget how disorienting my… stuff is for everyone else." The elevator dinged, and I followed him down the hall. "This is actually easier, now that I've adjusted to it."

"…good." I wasn't sure he was telling the truth, but I'd take the comment at face value for my own peace of mind.

Brian stopped in front of a door, and started digging through his pockets with one hand while balancing on the other crutch. He found the key, then paused and bounced it in his palm for a moment, watching it fall slightly too slowly on the down-stroke. "This'll be easier for you to open, probably," he said, tossing the slightly-low-gravity key to me.

"It still works the same," I protested.

"I'm using crutches," he said dryly.

"Oh, of course." I opened the door and stepped into the apartment so I could better hold it open for him. The space was tall, a double-height sort of setup with a staircase going up to a loft-space over the back rooms. Brian paused to take off his shoe before heading straight for the plain, tan corduroy couch, dropping into it in a weirdly slow fashion. I closed the door, then popped the furniture boxes out of my pockets and set them down where anyone entering the room was unlikely to trip over them. Hopefully.

He looked over at where I was still awkwardly hovering by the door and waved me over with a smile. "You can sit down, Kasey. Relax."

"Thanks." I hung my jacket on the peg and took my own shoes off—not that I let any dirt stick to them anyway—then headed over to the matching armchair facing the couch. It was really quite comfortable, big, overstuffed cushions welcoming my lazy ass to the fold.

"You want anything to drink?" he asked. "I can't really grab you a drink, but you're welcome to the fridge."

"I'm fine. Do you want me to grab you something before I start assembling furniture?"

"You don't have to do that," he said. "I just wanted to make sure I actually had the furniture at all. Not having it assembled isn't the best look, I know, but they'll understand." He pointed to the cast on his leg.

"You have an explanation for that?"

"I slipped on a wet spot while walking down the stairs. Got the medical paperwork fixed up and everything."

"Cool." I looked over at the furniture boxes. "I don't mind spending some time helping out. I'd just be spinning my wheels at home, being anxious about shit I can't fix." He didn't look convinced, so I added, "If this is a gender roles thing, I'm going to have to remind you that I can literally juggle cars, so powers have pretty much thrown societal norms on strength and shit out the window."

That got a chuckle out of him. "If you really don't mind, I won't say no."

Not only did I not mind assembling furniture, I had a power that was exceptionally good at it. I started with a set of shelves. Yet another silly application of my power: removing static cling so the packing peanuts stayed in their box. I spread the parts out over the small rug in the entryway while I tried to decipher the rather unhelpful assembly instructions. Brian got up and hobbled over to the bookshelves on one side of the living room with one crutch, then returned to the couch to read.

I was wasting a perfectly good opportunity to actually get to know my teammate. "What do you do for fun?"

"Normal stuff, I guess?" he responded. "I go to movies, read books. I work out a lot. Have to keep in shape. You go to the gym?"

"Sometimes. Not to work out; I've been using the pool to try to get over my phobia."

These shelves would have been a pain in the ass to assemble without my power; definitely not a one-person job if that person couldn't cheat. The whole thing was held together by its own weight and friction on the joints, but it wasn't held together unless it was already together. I locked the joints in place by making the pegs adhesive with my power, and slowly but surely pieced the various bits together.

"You're afraid of swimming?" he asked.

"You ever wonder how I triggered?"

"Oh, sorry."

"No, it's fine. I brought it up." I looked at the diagram again, then tried a different piece in the joint I was looking at. It didn't fit either. "My whole town was washed away in a flood. My trigger let me survive being dragged a mile downstream in raging waters."

"Christ. That would give anyone a phobia."

"Yeah." There was an awkward pause as Brian waited for me to ask about his trigger, but I didn't want to keep dragging the mood down. "What do you like to read?"

"Read?" he asked. "Uh, thrillers, I guess—Stephen King, Clancy, Crichton, that kind of thing—but, most of the books I read are… what's the word?" He paused for a moment. "I pick them up to look smarter and then end up enjoying them anyway."

"Well, if you're having fun, who cares?" I asked. He shrugged. "So what's a normal day look like for you?"

"I wake up early, hit the gym, then do online classes. If we've got a job coming up, or recently finished, I stop by the shop and make sure our shit's in order. I have a… a 'job' that I go to for a couple hours a day—that's where I get a lot of my reading done—and then I have to take care of stuff around here, you know, groceries and cleaning and all that. I fill in the spare time with TV, or a movie, or picking up after Alec."

"It's too bad you can't use him as a reference," I joked.

"For what?"

"Your ability to look after troubled children."

He snorted. "I thought you two were getting along."

"He can take a joke."

The conversation dried up after that. Brian didn't ask me about my hobbies, and to be honest I wasn't really sure what I'd have said if he had. Most of my dead time was spent in the Warehouse, doing one thing or another.

I hadn't started the combat sims again since I'd shot Hemorrhagia, for what I thought were obvious reasons. Like I'd told Taylor, I was more bothered by not being bothered than I was about the actual 'incident' itself.

The murder. Than I was about the murder. Of the person I'd murdered. At least Vex had been somewhat accidental.

I needed a new subject to think about.

"So," I said as I bent a wooden plank like rubber to get at a piece I'd installed in the wrong order, "I said I didn't want to talk about things you didn't want me to know."

"Yeah?"

I glanced up from my work to see Brian peering at me over the top of his book. "I actually had something specific in mind, when I said that. If you're, you know, cool with that."

He drew his lips into a thin line as he considered the offer. "I might regret it, but I'm too curious to say no. What've you got for me?"

"I know some things about the social worker who's going to be coming by."

Brian hummed in thought, then said, "I don't know why, but that feels weirder than you knowing my personal life story."

"That's kinda weird, too."

"Yeah, I guess it is." He shrugged. "I'll take all the advice I can get, though. What do you know?"

"She's concerned that Aisha won't stay with you even if you get custody," I said. The piece I was working with was being particularly difficult, so I adhered the entire shelf to the floor for leverage while I fit it into place. "One of the things she's looking for is making sure you're going to be giving her—Aisha, I mean—some sort of control over your shared apartment. Letting her pick out furniture, decorations, that sort of thing. Make her feel like it's your home and not just your home." I thought about what I'd just said and snorted in amusement. "That sentence would have worked a lot better if I had a singular form of 'you' to work with."

"Hmm." Brian frowned as he looked around the apartment. "I'm not really sure how I'd do that. It's not like I can sit her down and go over a furniture catalogue with her."

"You tried?"

"You met her, Kasey. How well do you think that would go?"

I thought about it for a moment. "Depends on the catalogue, I guess. If you found something she liked…"

Brian shook his head. "She'd try to choose something neon orange and sparkly just to annoy me."

"Why not let her?" I asked. "I mean, she has to live with it too, right? Stuff it in her room and make it her problem."

"Or, she'd choose all the most expensive shit just to be a bother."

"Then give her a budget. She gets… I dunno, I haven't actually had to furnish a house, whatever's reasonable for what you're already spent. If she blows it all on one horribly expensive item, that just means you get to control the rest of the stuff, right?" I took a look at the items in the apartment, rather than the apartment itself; the books, the small potted plant, the decorative bowls and pictures. "But it's not just furniture. It's… leaving space blank. Bare surfaces, empty shelves, places she can put posters and stuff."

"I need it to look like a home," he said. "You know, somewhere someone lives."

"Yeah, but you don't want it to look… occupied? You know, like it's 'taken', or 'full', or whatever." Brian was scowling at nothing, so I moved on. "I'm just saying, that's something she's going to be looking for. If you really want to make a good impression, you'll need to figure out a way to handle it."

"I'll think about it," he grumbled.

"Thanks. Well, maybe not 'thanks' because it's not actually me you need to accommodate here… I'll just shut up and finish assembling this thing."

I did just that: after fitting the last piece into place, I slowly eased up the flexibility as I watched the materials for signs of stress. Once everything was rigid again, I removed the adhesion and grinned as the entire structure failed to budge. "Got it. Where should I put this?"

"Just leave it by the wall. I'll find a spot for it later."

"'Kay."

I moved the unit next to the wall where it would be out of the way and opened up the next box: a kitchen table. My first step was to lay the various pieces out and made sure the box had everything.Two halves of a large, solid tabletop, four legs, eleven nuts and bolts. Easy.

"If it's the bed—"

"Then I can fold it in half and fit it through the doorway just fine," I reminded him. "It's the table, anyway." The two halves of the table surface were connected by three bolts. According to the diagram, you could buy inserts that fit between the two pieces to make the table longer. "Did you buy any of the expander things for it?"

"No, it's large enough as it is."

"True enough." I put the two halves together and got to work.

"I have a wrench—"

"I am a wrench," I stated proudly as I tightened the first bolt into place with my bare hands.

"A wrench wench?"

"I will smack you."

"I retract everything. The last time you smacked someone, she went through a wall."

"That was mostly her fault!" I'd only changed Glory Girl's direction slightly.

"Sure," he drawled. I considered throwing some of the packing peanuts at him; I could make them just dense enough that they'd make half-decent missiles.

No, bad Kasey. That would be immature and make that huge mess you were so proud of avoiding earlier.

"What does Aisha think of all this, anyway?" I asked. "Is she making things easier, harder, what?"

"Harder. She doesn't like having to listen to anyone. She'd rather have free reign to skip school, smoke, shoplift, that kinda shit. She doesn't get it."

"Get it?" I repeated.

"You know. That there are consequences. That she can't just do whatever she wants whenever she wants." Brian let out a loud, put-upon sigh. "I know she's just a kid, but if she doesn't listen now, she's not going to have a future."

"She's not stupid," I said.

"What?"

"Aisha. She's not 'just a kid'. If she's not listening, maybe it's the way you're talking to her. You remember being her age, right? Nothing's going to make a teenager stop listening faster than treating them like a kid." I finished tightening the third bolt into place, then consulted the diagram for the legs.

"Look, you say she doesn't get it, but she probably does. There's a difference between not knowing better and deliberately choosing poorly. People hate being talked down to, you know? Sometimes, they do the opposite of what they're told just because they hate the message, even if they know you're right."

"How is that not stupid?" he asked.

"They think, 'if this person's going to treat me like I'd stupid anyway, I might as well have fun being stupid.'" Each leg was held in place with two bolts, so I grabbed the leg and a bolt and lined it up with the slot.

"Again, how is that not stupid?"

"If someone's already made up their mind, maybe wasting time trying to change it is more stupid."

I stuck the leg to the table and started screwing the bolt into place, only for it to jam halfway. I turned the friction all the way down and spun the bolt easily out of the hole, then tried again, this time using my power to actually feel the threads I was working with. Why the hell had they tapped and threaded both pieces? Did that even help?

"I think if you trust her to make decisions, rather than telling her how to make them, you might be surprised by the result. What's the worst that would happen? She does what she would have done anyway?"

"Is this based on the twenty minutes you spent with her, or your weird friendship thing?" Brian asked. I winced; he was getting snippy.

"The latter," I admitted. "Shall we drop it?"

"Yeah."

I went back to work. Table leg locked to table, threads aligned, screw power-magically 'greased', attempt two.

Brian wasn't quite ready to drop it. "I didn't ask for your advice on how to have a family," he said as I screwed the bolt in.

"Sorry."

He was right. No matter how good my advice may have been, offering it up like that had been out of line.

The bolt slid happily into place, and I stood up and examined my progress. Now all I had to do was put a nut on the bolt, and put another bolt on the leg, and then three more legs on the table. "Motherfucker."

"Problem?"

"Whoever made this table is a bad person and they should feel bad." I screwed the nut on securely, thankful that I didn't have to bother with wrenches in the tight space around the joint. "No, I take it back. Whoever made this table is a sadist and is probably getting off on the thought of people ever having to work with their stupid design. I could probably carve a table with less difficulty than this thing seems designed to give me."

"You don't have to finish that."

"It's not that it's hard," I said. "It's not even that bad when I can cheat like this. It's that it seems to be designed to be hard for no reason. Like someone's playing a prank on anyone with the hubris to believe that they have the power to assemble furniture in their own home." Hopefully the second bolt would be easier to install once the first one was already in place. "How did they even create this? They'd have to have tapped all four legs incredibly precisely, twice, just to ensure the inconvenience of requiring an absolutely perfect alignment before you'd be able to screw them together."

Brian mumbled something vaguely placating as I continued to wrestle with the table. Admittedly, once I got both bolts tightened down, the leg was very secure.

I picked up another leg and went back to work. The second leg went a bit faster, now that I knew all the ways that it had been optimized for the suffering of whoever had to deal with putting the thing together, and I was able to get the last two legs in with only mild difficulty.

"Where do you want this?" I asked. It was pretty heavy, so I didn't want to force Brian and whoever he ended up getting help from to deal with it themselves. He pointed, and I set it down and squared it with the rest of the kitchen.

I looked up to see Brian watching me again. "Your powers are bullshit," he said.

"All powers are bullshit. Mine are just weirdly good at working with furniture."

"What are mine weirdly good at, then?"

"Uh… hand-developing photographs? You'd have the perfect dark room, and it wouldn't bother you at all." That raised an interesting question. "Wait, how do you even see through it, if it blocks all light?"

"I don't know," he said. "I'm not a scientist. Maybe my power just… stores all the light and lets me see it when I look?"

"I guess that makes as much sense as anything else." That didn't explain how he could see things light would never reach in the first place, but 'my power handles it for me' was probably the best explanation we'd ever get. "All right. You said there was a bed?"

"That's enough, Kasey, really," Brian said. "I don't want to keep you here all day."

"It's only been—" I checked my watch and did a double-take. "—two hours?" I guess that added up: forty-five minutes from the loft to the furniture store, twenty minutes through city traffic back to the apartment building, then just under an hour actually working on the furniture.

"Three hours," Brian corrected me. "I called you at nine."

"Well, it's lunchtime now. I can run one more errand, if you want takeout."

"I'm buying," he said firmly.

"We get paid the same amount, right?" I asked with a laugh. "I would hope takeout is a rounding error on both of our budgets. Unless there's somewhere with a Michelin Star in the Bay?"

"It's the principle of the thing!" Brian said, fixing me with a frown that couldn't hide his good humor. "I owe you for gas, if nothing else!"

"All right, all right. What are we eating?"

"There's an Italian place less than a mile down the expressway that does take-away. Sound good?"

"Sure." I headed back towards the door, then remembered something. "Do you want Emily to take a look at your leg while I'm gone?"

"Who?"

"My sister. The healer."

"Oh, right." He hesitated, then said, "She's not on the team."

I wasn't sure how to respond to that. "I mean…" I trailed off, trying to figure out how to explain… anything.

"I'm not going to pry," he said, "but I think I'm going to have to decline, all the same."

"Why? You can trust her, I swear."

"Kasey…" Brian bit his lip, like he was afraid of what he was about to ask. "Who does she work for?"

The question threw me off. "What?"

"You said she was a healer." Brian's speech was slow, almost patronizing. "Healers don't go solo, Kasey—they're too vulnerable, too valuable—and she's not with us."

"She's not… with anyone," I said. "I mean, she's got my back, obviously—"

"You really think she's not running around behind your back?"

"Behind my… Brian, how old do you think my sister is?"

He thought for a moment. "Fourteen?"

"She's my twin, dude. The older twin, at that."

"Wait, really?" he asked. "You have a twin?"

"Yes."

"And despite the fact that you're both capes, you never work together?"

It had slipped my mind how weird that must look. "We… do our own thing."

"Right. Well…" Brian frowned. "In that case, I think it would be best if you kept doing that, then."

I sighed. "Sure. Just… text me the address and your order, and I'll be back in half an hour with some food."

———X==X==X———​
 
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Chapter 31: Enemies
AN: Another chapter ushered forth by Carbohydratos, Did I?, Gaia, Linedoffice, Zephyrosis, Mizu, and Misty Raven-chan.

Chapter 31: Enemies


My next call came on Monday, shortly after noon, from a number I didn't expect to hear from again. A text, actually. I want to talk after school

She just couldn't bear to phrase it as a request.

I was tempted to blow her off, but my curiosity got the better of me, so that afternoon saw me standing outside the doors to Winslow High School as the final bell rang, browsing PHO from a guest account on my smartphone.

"Kasey?"

It was funny, in a way. Her voice sounded sort of like Taylor when I'd first met her: timid and uncertain. How the tables had turned.

"Emma."

Emma Barnes, in the flesh. She looked like Taylor had back when I'd first met her; though she still clung to a facade of haughtiness, it was a fragile thing. No amount of foundation and concealer could hide the bags under her eyes, and the bruise on her forehead was fresh. "Hi," she said awkwardly.

"Hi."

She turned and headed over to the bleachers around the track, a set of cheap aluminum benches going up a dozen rows or so, but ignored the seats in favor of leaning against the ugly bare-concrete wall behind them that separated the track and field from the neighboring street. It actually gave us a fair amount of privacy, which is probably why it smelled faintly of weed. I stood in the shadow of the stadium seating and waited for her to speak her mind, but she remained silent, glaring at nothing. "I see Julia's lesson didn't stick," I said snidely.

"Feh." I'd been trying to start some sort of banter, since she didn't seem ready to actually talk, but she wasn't feeling up to that, either.

"You said you wanted to talk to me," I reminded her. "Well? Talk."

"Are you a parahuman?"

"What?" Come on, Emma, aren't you supposed to be more socially competent than that?

"I… I started reading about parahumans. A long time ago. About powers. You… you get them when something terrible happens. Someone that breaks everything. A trigger event." Her eyes were unfocused, staring inward, rather than out. "I… I had something like that happen to me, once. A year ago." She brought her gaze back to the present, turning it to me. Waiting for a reaction.

"And?" I asked.

"You're not going to ask?"

Ah. "You're saying you triggered?"

"I… I should have. It was… the worst I've ever felt. The most scared. The most… terrified. But I didn't." She went back to naval-gazing. "They say… they say for every parahuman, there's probably four or five that could have triggered, but never hit that point. Never had that moment. But that's still… one in thousands. And… and… and I did. I had that moment. I had… I survived. I survived. But it didn't matter. Because there are four people wandering around uselessly doing nothing and I wasn't one of them and I never will be!" Emma was snarling by the end of her rambling, face twisted in an ugly expression of envy and despair. "I survived and I got nothing." Suddenly, her mood seemed to break, the emotion draining away like water down a drain. "It's not fair," she muttered.

I still wasn't sure what I was doing here. Did she think this was some sort of bonding experience? Was there a sequence of words I could say that would actually help, or was I just here as an audience for her raging angst against the world?

I had to admit, she was right about one thing: it wasn't fair. The traditional response is "the world isn't fair," which is horse-shit; one of my least favorite Thought-Terminating Cliches. It's technically true: the world is only fair in that it treats everyone with equal disdain. But that's a classic example of an appeal to nature without basis. There's no reason we should accept unfairness as the proper state of being. If someone answers your complaint with "the world isn't fair," the correct response ought to be, "that doesn't mean you shouldn't be, asshole."

That said, knowing her capacity for rational thought, I wouldn't hand Emma a vial if she was on fire.

"What would having powers solve, exactly?" I asked.

There was a long, long pause before she responded.

"I wouldn't have to be afraid," she murmured. "After it happened, I was… I was scared. All the time. Couldn't sleep. Couldn't eat. Couldn't leave the house. I thought… if it could happen to me, so suddenly, it could happen again. It could happen anywhere. But…" She stopped, conflicted expressions flickering across her face. "I met Sophia. She helped. Taught me how to be strong, stronger than the rest of the idiots around here. Strong enough to survive."

"This is about Sophia, then," I said. Emma didn't respond. "You never visited her."

"What was I gonna do? Tell her it would be okay? That she'd get better?" Emma shook her head dismissively. "No sense lying about it."

"She called you." She'd probably called Emma hours before she bothered phoning me, because if I knew Sophia, she would have reached out to Emma—to her friend—long before her physical/verbal sparring partner. "Your friend is hurt, and you don't bother to visit at all?"

"Why do you care?"

"Because Sophia is my friend too. Kinda. I guess." I shrugged. I thought of Sophia as a friend, but I'd also played a part in her injury, and lied to her face ever since. That wasn't really friendship, was it?

As for Emma, Sophia had mentioned her twice. She'd been angry, hurt… and I may be an absolutely shitty friend, but I still cared in my own, creepy way. "She wanted to see you," I said.

"So what?" Emma rounded on me, snapping out of her space-out in a huff. "She's broken! She's no good to anyone like that!"

I started half a dozen sentences trying to explain how stupid that statement was before I gave up. "So that's it, huh?" I asked. "I suppose I shouldn't be surprised you'd drop Sophia just as fast as you dropped your last friend."

She didn't dignify my comment with a response. I shifted uncomfortably. "So, you want to be friends again, now."

"I wasn't the one to break off the friendship, Kasey. You were the one who ditched me."

"Must have felt weird, to be on the receiving end of that."

Emma scowled at me. "What the hell is your problem, anyway?"

"My problem is with you. You… you just want to use me. You're not even being subtle about it."

"So?" she asked. "If I was 'being subtle', you'd call me a liar, or two-faced, or whatever." She waved a hand dismissively. "So I'm being direct, but you're pissy about that, too."

Okay, that was… substantially true. "I'm 'being pissy' about the using thing, not the approach."

"It's a trade, Kasey. You get to go out with the popular kids again, get invited to parties. You know, have fun, instead of wasting your time with Hebert."

"And if I want to bring her, too?" I asked. "If I made that a condition?" I don't think Taylor would want to be friends with Emma, but that wasn't why I was asking; I wanted to know if Emma was willing to compromise.

It took her a long time to respond. "I don't get it," she said.

"Get what?"

"You." Of course you don't get me, I have a somewhat functional emotional range and a working concept of loyalty. "You're smart enough to cruise through school, but you dropped out. You're pretty enough to have people chasing after you, but you don't bother showing it. You're strong enough to beat Sophia, and you hang out with complete losers."

"I don't get you either," I said. "You had a fucking horrible thing happen to you, I get that much. It's what you did next that makes no sense. You could have confided in your friend—in your friends—but instead you do everything you can to hurt the one person who would have supported you unconditionally."

"Because she's weak," she protested. "Her mother died, and all she could do was cry all over me, for weeks, like a stupid, worthless baby! How am I supposed to be friends with someone like that?"



I spent the night in one of the emergency camper trailers FEMA set up outside the town. They'd brought nearly a hundred; less than a third were occupied. The empty trailers felt like gravestones.

I didn't cry the first day. It hadn't hit me, yet, I think. I kept expecting my phone to ring, for Jack to recommend me a book he'd read, for Rachel to show me some stupid meme that would have her giggling and me sighing. For dad to tell me to do my homework. I just… couldn't accept that they were gone.

It wasn't until Emily knocked on my door the day after the flood that I broke down.


I felt my hands balling into fists, and had to take a deep, steadying breath. "Because," I growled, "that's what friends do. They're there for you when you need them. You can show weakness around them you hide from the rest of the world. That's what you could have done, and she would have done everything for you that you did for her and then some!"

"I wouldn't!" she snapped. "I'm not a weak, crying, loser like she is."

I felt a vein in my forehead pulse. Friends are there when you need them. Sophia needed her, and she was nowhere to be found.

I stalked forward until I was in her face, leaning into her face with one arm supporting me against the wall. She wasn't intimidated in the least, her smirk sliding into a sneer; the expression made me want to hit her, just to wipe the look off her face. "You're not nearly as intimidating as you think, honey," she told me.

"You," I growled, "are a total, unmitigated narcissist. Does friendship mean anything to you, you selfish, miserable, backstabbing bitch?"

That got a reaction; shock, disappointment, and anger flashed across her face. "You don't know anything about me!" she spat.

"I know you don't give a damn about anyone but yourself!"

Emma schooled her snarl into an arrogant smirk. "Come off it, Kasey. Nobody cares—it's all just showing off for others."

"Just because you're too cracked in the head to remember what empathy feels like doesn't mean it doesn't exist! You and Taylor grew up together, before you turned your back on her! You and Sophia trusted each other, and now you've dumped her, too."

"Oh, is that what this is about?" Emma laughed in my face. "Your girlfriend's been telling stories about me?"

"She's not my girlfriend."

"I wasn't talking about Sophia."

"Shut up!"

She just rolled her eyes. "I guess I shouldn't be too surprised you're all torn up about Sophia. Of course you'd jump at the chance to play Savior for another pathetic, broken bird."

Deep breaths. Calm. Hitting her is wrong, and Taylor already beat you to it, anyway.

"We're done here," I said stiffly, and turned to leave. This is a waste of time.

I'd almost made it past the bleachers before she spoke, her voice quivering. "I… please, Kasey. I don't want to be alone again. I don't want to be afraid of everything again." I glanced over my shoulder and saw a single tear coming out of her eye. Tugging my heartstrings. If she'd come to me like this in the first place, I'm not sure I'd have been able to say no.

Unfortunately, I couldn't trust that there was a shred of real remorse behind it. She was trying to look like another broken soul for me to mother, and I wasn't buying. I should have just left, but I couldn't be certain she was faking it, and that uncertainty held me in place. "Then don't be," I said. "Go visit your fucking friend, rather than trying to replace her the second things don't go her way. Maybe you'll learn something about endurance, rather than obsessing about strength all the time."

"I can't. I can't see her like that."

I'd say I was running out of patience, but I was well past 'out of patience'. "You can. Whether or not you will is up to you." I turned back around to face her. "She's still your friend, Emma!"

"I can't!" she repeated. "What am I supposed to do, Kasey? She was the strongest person I'd ever met, and now she's nothing!"

"Nothing?" I yelled. "Nothing? Like Taylor was? Because from the look of your face, Taylor's who you need saving from! Or did you 'walk into a door'?" I was screaming in her face again, having crossed the distance without even thinking about it.

"That doesn't matter!" she yelled. "It doesn't change who she is, it just makes her crazy, like a mad dog. That's not strength! It's just another form of weakness! Another way she's a pathetic, whiny bitch!" Something cruel and ugly shone through the tears in her eyes, showing me the exact moment it clicked together in her mind: the perfect way to push every one of my buttons at once. "Like you are, right? I bet you cried just as hard when you lost all your loser friends! Too bad you didn't join them! I mean, how pathetic did they have to be for you to be the surv—"

"Shut the fuck up, you! Fucking! Cunt!" I barely resisted the urge to hit her, pulling my punch and hitting the wall next to her head instead. The sound it made told me I'd made a mistake.

I'd nearly put my fist straight through a solid concrete wall.

That scared the shit out of Emma. She was white as a sheet even under the powdered concrete I'd covered her in.

To be honest, it scared the shit out of me, too.

"Don't talk about my friends," I said in the silence that followed.

"Okay."

I shook my hand out, the dust coming free easily with a simple application of my power.

"I'm willing to pretend this conversation never happened if you are," I told her. "Not a word to anyone. Agreed?"

"Sure. No words. Never happened." She was facing me, but her eyes were on the hole I'd just punched in the wall. She didn't even flinch when I brusquely brushed the dust off her, one quick pat enough to repel it from her clothes, skin and hair.

"Good." I didn't believe her, but there was nothing to be done about it, so I turned and walked away. I couldn't resist one final shot as I left, though.

"And get some fucking therapy, for god's sake!"

———X==X==X———​

__________________________ COMPLETED QUESTS

► [X]_ A Shoulder to Fly On _______________________________ (COMPLETE)
Befriend Taylor
__ I get flies with a little help from my friends.

► [X]_ Eye of the Tiger ___________________________________ (COMPLETE)
Train Taylor
__ Float like a butterfly...

► [X]_ Membership Benefits ________________________________ (COMPLETE)
Join the Undersiders
__ Breaking bad.

► [X]_ Heat _______________________________________________ (COMPLETE)
Rob Brockton Bay Central Bank.
__ Don't you love it when everything goes according to plan?

► [X]_ Bio Hazard _________________________________________ (COMPLETE)
Stop Panacea from going off the deep end
__ Crisis averted…

► [X]_ Toothless __________________________________________ (COMPLETE)
Drive the Teeth out of the Bay.
__ Only a few acci-DENTAL deaths.

► [X]_ Head Trauma ________________________________________ (COMPLETE)
Deal with the Butcher's Mantle
__ Discard and draw.

▼ [\]_ Not a Messiah _______________________________________ (PARTIAL)
Redeem the Schoolyard Bullies __________________________________ [1/2]
__Sophia: ______________________________________________ (COMPLETE)
__Emma: _She would have listened if you'd kept your cool._ (FAILED)
_____[ ]_ Befriend Emma __________________________________ (FAILED)
_____[ ]_ Unmask to Emma ______________________________ (ABANDONED)
__ You can't save everyone if you don't try.


___________________________ ACTIVE QUESTS

▼ [ ]_ Snake Eyes
Eliminate Coil
__ ♦ [ ]_ Tell Emily to kill Coil
_________ That's literally all you have to do
__ ♦ [X]+ Get paid for the bank job (optional)
__ ♦ [ ]+ Get paid for the fundraiser job (optional)
__ ♦ [ ]+ Take over the organization (optional)
__ ♦ [ ]+ ??? (optional)

▼ [ ]_ Party Crasher
Attend the Protectorate Fundraiser.
__ ♦ [ ]_ Attend the Fundraiser
__ ♦ [ ]+ Humiliate the Protectorate (0/350k) (optional)
__ ♦ [ ]+ Don't get arrested (optional)

▼ [ ]_ End the Endbringers
Stop the Endbringer threat once and for all.
__ ♦ [ ]_ Neutralize Behemoth
__ ♦ [ ]_ Neutralize Leviathan
__ ♦ [ ]_ Neutralize Ziz
__ ♦ [ ]_ ???
———X==X==X———​


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Shinigami *New Message*: We need to talk. Seventh street. Noon. You'll know the place.​
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The message had come late Tuesday night, so Wednesday saw me heading downtown to meet with the only cape I knew of who could kill me without breaking a sweat.

Seventh street ran through most of downtown, but it was easy to narrow down where I needed to be because it cut right through the heart of Brockton Bay's Chinatown. Japantown? I had to admit I couldn't tell the difference by sight alone, although I could mostly tell which alphabet was which. The place in question seemed Chinese, I thought; it was huge, but what really set it apart was the respectful berth pedestrians were giving the two large, smartly-dressed men standing on either side of the door. The sunglasses, suits, crossed arms, and barely visible tattoos sent a very specific message. Neither of them spoke as I walked up in full cape regalia, which I took as permission to enter.

It was a big place, and fancy, lit by a number of small crystal chandeliers. The central area had at least three dozen tables, all covered in thick white cloths and surrounded by heavy wooden chairs. A line of stairs to the immediate left of the entrance ran upwards to a balcony, probably containing almost as many tables as the lower floor. The entire place was empty except for Shinigami's second, the Noh-masked cape, who was waiting just inside the door. "Follow me," he said, and walked through the mass of tables to a hallway leading back towards the kitchens. He pulled aside a curtain to reveal a private dining room and Shinigami, sitting with her back to the entrance. I looked at the cape for confirmation; he nodded, so I entered and walked around to sit on the mat opposite his boss.

"Flux," Shinigami greeted me.

"Shinigami-dono," I replied as politely as I could. She tilted her head curiously, but didn't respond. Two waitresses came in bearing a half-dozen large plates of food, which they set on a rotating platform in the middle of the low table between us: crispy glazed chicken, pork, and vegetables, combined in stir-fry, rice, noodles, and dumplings. The center of the platform gained a pitcher each of ice-water and iced tea. Shinigami carefully portioned a few bites of each dish onto her plate, and I followed suit.

"Please, eat." Three point one zero one percent chance I suffer harm from the food. Not that surprising; if Shinigami wanted to hurt me, there were much more reliable options available. I took a bite, and then another; it was good. This place must be expensive as hell.

We ate in silence for a minute before Shinigami relaxed in her seat and let out a long sigh. "We're alone, now, so we can drop the theatre," she said as she took a hair-band from somewhere and pulled her stringy ghost-girl hairdo out of her face. Moving her hair out of the way and actually having facial expressions completely changed her appearance, though the blindfold was still unmistakable. The change in voice was even more startling, and I actually stopped eating for a minute and just stared. Once she let her hair down—or up, I suppose—she had a thick New Yawk accent. "Also, 'dono'?" she asked. "Really?"

"It seemed appropriate," I said, trying not to sound defensive. "You did summon me into your territory."

"Yeah, I play the imperious oriental lady, but both my parents were born and raised in New York. My 'heritage' is way more American than Japanese. Shinigami is a role, and it's exhausting, so I'm not going to bother right now." She paused to take a drink from her glass. "How're you doing?"

I stuffed my face to buy time while I adjusted to the sudden change in my host's demeanor. Tattletale had called her a 'theatre kid', and I could definitely see it; the change was as sudden and complete as an actor stepping out of their character.

"Well enough, I guess," I said honestly. "I'm pretty hard to keep down for long. My team's a little beat up, but we're scrappy. You?"

"Not great," she said. "We were a lot beat up. My neck looked like someone tried to hang me."

"How badly were you hurt?"

"It barely even matters. The more important thing is that we looked bad. Weak. Recruitment is down for us and up for the Empire. We look like easier pickings to independent groups, as well. I'm still terrifying when I need to be, but… it's a mess."

I nodded politely at her words. It was weird how natural it felt to chit-chat with the leader of an opposing group about gang politics. The implication that independent groups like mine might be targeting the ABB in the future wasn't lost on me, but Shinigami was so casual about it that we might as well have been discussing sports scores.

"That isn't why I called you here, though," Shinigami said.

There was one very clear reason to call me in like this. "You want to talk about what happened to the Butcher."

"I guess it was obvious." She paused to take another few bites of food. "We were all going to die. I don't think you were faking, either of you. When I found myself blind, I thought I heard fighting behind me, and tried to get out of range when it would have been smarter to play dead. Then Butcher grabbed me, and I thought it was over. Either I die, and then she kills the rest of you, or I kill her, the rest of you, and probably hundreds of others."

"You tried to hold back."

"I did," she agreed. "But it was like trying to hold your breath until you pass out. You understand?"

I nodded, then realized she couldn't see me, and said, "I do."

"You're right, I tried, but I couldn't hold it back forever. And then, right when I felt my control slip, she was gone. You were gone. Your friend was gone. It was just the three of us."

"Oni Lee survived?" I asked

"He did."

"That's… good."

She snorted. "Good, she says. I suppose it is."

"And you're sure you didn't kill the Butcher." I didn't phrase it as a question.

"Very sure. There's a feeling I have when my power works on someone; it's a wet, warm sensation. Bloody and disturbingly pleasant." That was a… disquieting detail. "Sorry, too much information. Trust me when I say I'd know if I had. Of course, a lot of people are saying I killed the Butcher even though I deny it. Did you start the rumors?"

"No."

"Do you know who did?"

"Who started the rumors? I'm not sure," I said. "But if I had to guess, it would be Coil."

"That's the kind of thing he'd do, isn't it?" She added more food to her plate, carefully touching the two plates with her other hand to make sure she knew where they were. "Now, I'm going to be perfectly honest. I called you out here, to this place specifically, for a reason."

"It's somewhere completely under your control," I said. "I'm not a stranger to power plays." The fact that I was deep in enemy territory was hard to miss. The threat was implicit: I might leave at a casual walk, a dead sprint, or even not at all.

"This isn't about power," Shinigami said, shaking her head. "I didn't call you here to intimidate you, although I admit it's become something of a habit in how I deal with people.

"It's somewhere I can make sure we're alone and undisturbed. Nothing we say here leaves the room. Seki is listening, because I trust him completely; he's one of the few people to see me without my 'mask', if you get my meaning. I'm letting you see the same. I'm hoping you'll reciprocate, as far as trust goes. You know, baring secrets, and all."

An interesting approach. "You're offering full disclosure for full disclosure."

"Exactly. I hope you'll tell me the truth when I ask: did you kill the Butcher?"

I kept eating while I focused on the question I needed answered. What are the odds that, if I admit killing the Butcher here, it gets out into the public as a result? It only took a few seconds for the colors to stabilize. Three point seven four percent chance. That was very low indeed.

"Not directly, but… for most purposes, yes, I did."

Shinigami didn't seem surprised at all. "I'm tempted to ask 'how', but it doesn't matter. You know what's going to happen. Do you have any plans?"

"This stays between us?"

"Yes." She paused, then added, "I will take action, if I think I need to. I can't ignore a threat."

"That's not an issue. I'm not going to become the Butcher. I removed her powers. Mostly."

"How?"

"I called in a favor."

"Cauldron?"

I choked on my food in surprise. "You have dealings with them?" I asked, pounding my chest with my fist.

"No," Shinigami said. "I am, uh, let's say I'm 'aware of' them. I had some questions. I didn't get answers."

I took a drink to clear my throat before I responded. "What do you know?"

"Not much. All I have are rumors: they have a way to sell powers, and a way to remove them, if anyone defaults on their… 'obligations'." She took another bite before adding, "I don't think I'd want to deal with that sort of organization, but I guess you didn't have much choice."

I shook my head. "It wasn't Cauldron. I'm pretty sure their 'power removal' involves a bullet to the head."

"Damn," she said. "Just as well I never got anywhere. How did you manage, then?"

I made a show of studying Shinigami's face while I concentrated on another question, just on the off chance she had a way of observing me without her second. One point one six one percent chance my planned response has negative consequences for us. Good. "I work with a group that is… not opposed to Cauldron, exactly, but not aligned, either. Working at cross purposes, perhaps?"

"Of course there would be rival conspiracies," Shinigami said irritably. "What do you call yourselves? Bucket?"

"Nothing. The worst way to keep a secret is to name it."

"Well, at least you sound competent." We spent a few minutes eating in silence. "You said, 'mostly'," Shinigami said. "Mind explaining that?"

"The slate's been cleaned, but anyone who kills me will likely start a new Butcher gestalt, so don't blow me up unless you want me offering snide commentary for the rest of your life."

"Horrifying," she said flatly.

"Truly." I hesitated a moment, then added, "I'm also a power copier, now."

"Oh?" she asked suspiciously. "How so?"

"Removing all the extra stuff left a, well, a 'hole' that the power fills from whoever I last touched. Takes a few seconds. Skin-to-skin only; even gloves block the effect."

"Is it a perfect copy?"

"No, it has the same 'downgrade' as the Butcher's inherited powers."

"Hmm." She frowned. "I have to consider any attempt at touching Seki or I an act of aggression, now."

"I understand. I figured you'd react like that."

"And you told me anyway, yes, I get it. Trust." She motioned between us with her chopsticks.

"Trust," I agreed.

We ended up eating far less than half the food, which seemed a shame. Shinigami slipped the elastic out of her hair and regained her regal poise a few moments before the waitresses returned, one of whom was carrying a teapot. The lead waitress placed a ceramic mugs in front of each of us before collecting the plates and withdrawing.

I took a moment to examine the other waitress as she poured tea for Shinigami; she seemed more scared of me than she did of her, which spoke well of the ABB's leader. 'Fear of the unknown' is a thing, of course, but Shinigami blew people up with her mind. She had to work to be less scary than average.

When the waitress moved to pour for me, I held my hand up to decline; she set the teapot down on the table and left without a word.

"You don't care for tea?" Shinigami asked.

"No," I said. "I'm sorry if that was rude, but I didn't want to waste it."

"It is no problem." She relaxed again at a signal from the illusionist. "To be honest, I didn't enjoy it either, but it was expected of me, so I've learned to like it."

"Do you have to taste it?" I asked.

She chuckled. "No, I don't. I didn't expect you to know that, though."

I let her enjoy her tea, or whatever it was she was experiencing, in peace. Soon enough, the waitress returned with two large plastic bags full of take-out containers. She set them on the table in front of me before withdrawing again. "You may keep the food," Shinigami said, regal once more. "Consider it an apology for summoning you out here in the middle of the day."

"Thanks," I said, unsure of exactly what I was going to do with several pounds of what was probably very expensive Chinese take-out. "I'll be on my way, then?"

"Goodbye, Flux." I stood up and picked up the take-out bags before she added, "One thing before you go, if I may?"

"Yes?"

"You have given me a lot to think about," she began. "Two shadowy conspiracies, one who can grant powers, one who can take them. An odd bit of Yin and Yang." She smirked at her own joke. "You are a member of your unnamed group, are you not? Not merely an associate, but a full member?"

"I am," I said cautiously.

Shinigami nodded thoughtfully. "I need my powers. It's unfortunate, but leadership of the ABB did not pass to a fourteen-year-old girl because she was the best candidate. It passed to her because she was the only candidate. Without capes—gang capes—there is no threat. No fear of reprisal. The Empire can have their way with anyone who doesn't fit their ideals. That's what led to… well…" she gestured at her eyes.

"That said, if in the future, I am no longer necessary… I would be interested in having my powers removed. Completely."

I didn't show any of my surprise as I put down the bags and pulled a business card out of my pocket. "You can call me if you're ever sure," I said. "That said, there may be a time limit on the offer."

"Oh?"

"If I die, no one is going to answer the phone."

She laughed, letting her cape persona slip again for a moment. "Then please take care of yourself, Flux."

"I'll do my best. Goodbye, Shinigami-dono."

"Really?"

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"Hey, Brian, it's Kasey. Have you guys eaten yet?"

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