An Unfinished Life
ChrisProvidence
Time Traveling Unequal Treaty Destroyer
- Pronouns
- He/Him
University of Leeds, West Yorkshire, England, c. 1916
The postman looked at the newest packages destined for the same man, and all he could do was shake his head
Truth be told, it was amusing at first. A letter here or there from far away. Though seemingly of no import, it was no surprise for a young man to have correspondences.
What did surprise him, was the sheer volume of it all. Letters, packages, and even more letters were all addressed to the same man.
One John Ronald Reul Tolkien.
The young man himself had been taken aback by it all. Of course, he had read about the letters and packages from the Islanders from the future, but he never thought such a thing would happen to him.
He was a reader, of course. A scholar, to put it in lawman's terms.
If anything, he expected the mysterious letters to be fellow researchers and academics, hopefully with insight into the future of his field of study.
There were letters like that, of course. The grammar was surprisingly proficient for some people from the future, but he understood that any academic would have an advanced understanding of the English language.
Even moreso, once he had learned that many Islanders were rather westernized.
That said, these were the minority of letters and packages that filled his desk. For the majority were, without a doubt, self-described "fan-mail."
Though, if he was being honest, these people seemed less like fanatics and more akin to supporters. Yes, that sounded more precise.
Countless letters filled his desk from his supporters abroad. Some were enthusiastic, while others were respectful.
Yet all of them shared a common awe towards him. Or rather, the man he would become and the books he would write.
Was that the right tense? If he was being honest with himself, even he didn't know.
Years of study did not prepare one for a literal Act of God.
Yet here he was, reading his own story that he had not yet written. It would be unbelievable to most, and it had been at first glance.
Yet these novels shared his diction and prose. Absurd though it may be, he would chalk it up to an Act of God.
Exactly why God would act upon him, of all people? That, he did not know.
What he did know, was that it was part of God's Plan. That, and he was not one to question the Lord Himself.
Understanding God, however, is different from questioning Him.
However, it did pique his curiosity, and he had discussed it with the local priest. Though like him, the priest did not have an answer.
Instead, the young academic returned his focus to his books he was reading. Could he even call them his books? Truth be told, he did not know for sure.
They were engaging, to say the least. He even had a slight chuckle when he read of the Ents marching. When he had read Macbeth in his youth, he was rather disappointed to learn thay the forests did not literally march.
It seemed that he would share that sentiment for the rest of his life.
But it was The Silmarillion that truly fascinated him the most. Here was his entire life's work in one book, intricacies and all.
It was a bit much, if he was being honest. Not that his other self was excessive, but rather that there was so much to take in.
Histories, characters, even an entire language. All of these were so foreign, yet familiar at the same time.
He could not put it into words, but it seemed right. As if this was something that he would write.
Perhaps that was why it was so easy for him to comprehend it all. These were his writings, after all.
Yet so much of it was unfinished.
Was that the correct term? He was sure his other self had planned it all, but this left him with an interesting question.
Was it appropriate for him to continue? Here was a world that, for all intents and purposes, was his own.
Yet at the same time, it was not. He had not penned these words, nor had he spent years developing it.
Yet here he was, given complete creative control over it all.
As he had known before, it was much to take in.
He had talked with anyone he could about it, from his friends, to his colleagues, to his newlywed wife Edith.
Every one of them had given him an answer, yet they had one thing in common:
This world he had inherited was his own. He was John Ronald Reul Tolkien, was he not?
As he set his copy of The Silmarillion down on the desk, he sat back in his chair.
This was an opportunity to finish what his other self had started. It was a chance to expand upon this great and beautiful world he had created in another time.
Perhaps this was God's plan.
Then all the more reason I do not squander it.
The postman looked at the newest packages destined for the same man, and all he could do was shake his head
Truth be told, it was amusing at first. A letter here or there from far away. Though seemingly of no import, it was no surprise for a young man to have correspondences.
What did surprise him, was the sheer volume of it all. Letters, packages, and even more letters were all addressed to the same man.
One John Ronald Reul Tolkien.
The young man himself had been taken aback by it all. Of course, he had read about the letters and packages from the Islanders from the future, but he never thought such a thing would happen to him.
He was a reader, of course. A scholar, to put it in lawman's terms.
If anything, he expected the mysterious letters to be fellow researchers and academics, hopefully with insight into the future of his field of study.
There were letters like that, of course. The grammar was surprisingly proficient for some people from the future, but he understood that any academic would have an advanced understanding of the English language.
Even moreso, once he had learned that many Islanders were rather westernized.
That said, these were the minority of letters and packages that filled his desk. For the majority were, without a doubt, self-described "fan-mail."
Though, if he was being honest, these people seemed less like fanatics and more akin to supporters. Yes, that sounded more precise.
Countless letters filled his desk from his supporters abroad. Some were enthusiastic, while others were respectful.
Yet all of them shared a common awe towards him. Or rather, the man he would become and the books he would write.
Was that the right tense? If he was being honest with himself, even he didn't know.
Years of study did not prepare one for a literal Act of God.
Yet here he was, reading his own story that he had not yet written. It would be unbelievable to most, and it had been at first glance.
Yet these novels shared his diction and prose. Absurd though it may be, he would chalk it up to an Act of God.
Exactly why God would act upon him, of all people? That, he did not know.
What he did know, was that it was part of God's Plan. That, and he was not one to question the Lord Himself.
Understanding God, however, is different from questioning Him.
However, it did pique his curiosity, and he had discussed it with the local priest. Though like him, the priest did not have an answer.
Instead, the young academic returned his focus to his books he was reading. Could he even call them his books? Truth be told, he did not know for sure.
They were engaging, to say the least. He even had a slight chuckle when he read of the Ents marching. When he had read Macbeth in his youth, he was rather disappointed to learn thay the forests did not literally march.
It seemed that he would share that sentiment for the rest of his life.
But it was The Silmarillion that truly fascinated him the most. Here was his entire life's work in one book, intricacies and all.
It was a bit much, if he was being honest. Not that his other self was excessive, but rather that there was so much to take in.
Histories, characters, even an entire language. All of these were so foreign, yet familiar at the same time.
He could not put it into words, but it seemed right. As if this was something that he would write.
Perhaps that was why it was so easy for him to comprehend it all. These were his writings, after all.
Yet so much of it was unfinished.
Was that the correct term? He was sure his other self had planned it all, but this left him with an interesting question.
Was it appropriate for him to continue? Here was a world that, for all intents and purposes, was his own.
Yet at the same time, it was not. He had not penned these words, nor had he spent years developing it.
Yet here he was, given complete creative control over it all.
As he had known before, it was much to take in.
He had talked with anyone he could about it, from his friends, to his colleagues, to his newlywed wife Edith.
Every one of them had given him an answer, yet they had one thing in common:
This world he had inherited was his own. He was John Ronald Reul Tolkien, was he not?
As he set his copy of The Silmarillion down on the desk, he sat back in his chair.
This was an opportunity to finish what his other self had started. It was a chance to expand upon this great and beautiful world he had created in another time.
Perhaps this was God's plan.
Then all the more reason I do not squander it.