Chapter 45 - Crippled
Of all the places Martha had expected to find herself over the course of the War, anxiously waiting outside a primary school was not one of them.
She was actually surprised Sakura was still attending, after… everything. Apart from anything else, half the schools in Fuyuki were still closed, pending essential repairs. Sometimes, this was as simple as volunteers working to clear the roads leading to it. Others were missing rather more important parts, like power. Or walls. Or vital members of faculty.
Or members of the student body.
Berserker really had caused a lot of damage, and not all of it had been immediately apparent.
However, by what Martha could only call a miracle, Sakura's school was… relatively unscathed. It was even still open. After all, children still needed somewhere to spend the day while their parents were at work – whether that work was what they'd previously done, or the ongoing repair work to put the city back together. And, sadly, there were all too many children who now had nowhere else to go, to whom school represented the last untouched thing from their former lives.
Tokiomi had – after some discussion over the phone with Aoi – decided that the routine would do Sakura good, and sent her to school.
The plan
had been, today, for Aoi to pick her up, and take her to… wherever it was she was staying with Rin, where Sakura would wait out the rest of the War. Instead, Martha had been roused from an afternoon nap by Tokiomi, requesting her to handle it instead and bring Sakura back to the Tohsaka house.
Well, Martha could hardly blame Tokiomi for taking an interest in what his daughter did with her day, even if that interest was a rather wishy-washy, undecided sort, so she happily agreed. Getting over to the school had been very simple in spirit form, and Martha thought she could rather get used to all this roof-hopping nonsense… although now it occurred to her that this wasn't really an option on the return trip.
Ahead, the school doors opened, releasing a gaggle of children into the schoolyard. Martha smoothed down the skirt she'd borrowed from Aoi's things, and craned her neck to try to pick Sakura out of the crowd. With her hair, it wasn't hard. As Sakura made her way over, Martha realised it was a similar sort of colour to her own.
Some of the other young mothers had also noticed, and were whispering behind their hands.
"… did you see…"
"… hear she's been living there for a week already…"
"… poor Aoi, completely kicked out and sent away…"
… well, Martha was here to defend Tokiomi's life, not his reputation. She'd have to apologise to Aoi later, though – it couldn't be any fun having people think your husband was unfaithful, and in Martha's opinion her Master' wife had already had it quite hard enough.
"Hi, Sakura!" she said, as Sakura came to a stop in front of her. "How was school?"
Sakura considered this, as though the question was of vital importance. "Everyone was very sleepy," she said, eventually.
"Sleepy?"
Sakura nodded. "Everyone kept falling asleep in class. Even the teachers. I was fine, so I mostly studied until it was time to go home. Are you taking me back to Father's house?" Martha couldn't tell, from Sakura's face, whether she was disappointed or pleased by this state of affairs.
"I am. Shall we go? Do you need to say goodbye to anyone? Any of your friends?"
This last statement was greeted with a blank look. "… Brother is away," said Sakura. "There's a War on."
"I see," said Martha, carefully not asking any of the questions that reply raised.
Instead she reached out, and Sakura took her hand.
Naturally, this prompted another round of whispers from a certain group of gossipy hens who
apparently had nothing better to do than comment on an upstanding family's love lives when the city was in ruins. The nerve!
A very small part of Martha was thinking of what she could do to set them on the right path… but it wouldn't do to set a bad example for Sakura. Turn the other cheek, and all that. Instead Martha simply left, ignoring the other women completely as was only appropriate for a gentle and merciful saint.
"… seen her at the window sometimes, and the
things she's wearing…"
"… a nun fetish, of all things, never would have thought Mr Tohsaka had it in… him… erk!"
As Martha passed close by, Sakura in tow, she turned to glance at the women, just to show them that they'd been heard. Their voices choked off. Half of them turned white as a sheet as Martha looked at them, and one outright turned and fled. Martha wasn't sure why, she was even favouring them with a gentle smile to show there were no hard feelings!
Guilty conscience, probably. She carried on her way.
"Rider is scary," came Sakura's bland voice from waist-level.
It wasn't far from Sakura's school to the Tohsaka house – or, Martha supposed, to the Matou house either, which was obviously why Sakura went there in the first place.
As soon as the pair arrived – Martha reminded at the last minute to kick off her outside shoes by Sakura automatically doing so – Tokiomi's voice came from the living room.
"Welcome back, Rider… Sakura."
Martha paused, then put a hand on Sakura's shoulder. "Come on, Sakura. Let's go and greet your father." Sakura went, without resistance.
Tokiomi was in his armchair, reading a newspaper, but looked up as the pair arrived. Sakura placed herself in the centre of the room, eyes on her shoes. After a moment, it became obvious she wasn't going to speak, so Tokiomi cleared his throat.
"How was school?" he said.
"Fine," said Sakura. "… I performed well and did not cause trouble."
Not really what Tokiomi meant, Martha thought.
Tokiomi waited to see if there would be any more, before sighing. "Very well. …good. I'm glad your studies are adequate. And, naturally, I would expect an exemplary disciplinary record from a Tohsaka."
At his last words, Sakura glanced up with a confused expression, before continuing her study of the floor.
Martha smiled to herself. Tokiomi didn't even seem to realise what he'd said.
"Well," he went on. "So much for your regular education. As it has been some time, I would also like to assess your knowledge of magecraft. Such things should be conducted in the Workshop."
He stood up, and therefore missed Sakura's reaction. Martha, with her hand on the girl's shoulder, could feel the sudden tension, and hear the almost-completely-suppressed gasp of fear.
"Accompany me down there, and on the way please recount the basics of elemental theory," said Tokiomi, making to leave.
"Master," cut in Martha. "I believe Sakura would be more comfortable outside the Workshop."
Bad associations, she sent privately.
And why do you care about her education all of a sudden?
She is a promising magus once more in my care, came the reply, suspiciously quickly.
As an elder magus… and a father… it is my responsibility to make sure she has sufficient grounding to not bring notice to herself.
Now, of all times? asked Martha, with what she thought was justified scepticism.
Yes. I was going to tell you later – I have just received a call from Risei. Apparently, I stand to gain a lot if I permit Sakura to visit Matou Kariya at the church this evening before sundown. Aoi and Rin will meet her there, and take her with them. This is why I had you pick Sakura up today – no need for Aoi to make two trips into town, especially as it is with the damage caused by Berserker.
Sensible. Martha had never actually met Tokiomi's wife and elder daughter, but from what Risei had said about them they would hardly be impressed by having to hang around a wrecked city for an afternoon.
I take it I am to go in your place this evening?
Correct. I have no intention of leaving my wards while Assassin remains at large. I have already said as much to Risei, and he assures me he expected as much. Besides, putting Matou Kariya and myself in one place has usually been a recipe for… distraction. I think, all in all, the whole thing will go rather more smoothly if you are there instead of me.
Martha nodded. She had no objection to being used as a messenger, and indeed she was rather more confident in her ability to safely ferry a small girl across her city if she didn't have to worry about her Master at the same time.
Sakura, for her part, was looking back and forth between Martha and Tokiomi as they held their silent conversation. She didn't seem bothered by being left out of the conversation, instead just waiting passively until it started affecting her again.
… in the unlikely event that Martha ever met this 'grandfather' of Sakura's, she really would have to have a few strong words. Words like 'repent', and 'sinner', and 'lest'. You could never go wrong with a good 'lest', in Martha's opinion.
Tokiomi continued, stirring Martha from what
definitely weren't idle thoughts about descending with fire and brimstone into the ruins of the Matou house and cleansing it of evil and then laughing in its stupid face and then going home to give Sakura a hot chocolate and a hug.
Thus, he was saying,
I have an extra afternoon with Sakura, and I find myself curious as to what direction, exactly, the Matou have taken with her training. I do take your point as to her… experiences, however.
"In fact, we shall do this in your room," Tokiomi said to Sakura, out loud. "I trust you have sufficient pens and paper in your school things to illustrate the principles of Formalcraft also." He hesitated, then crossed the room and held out a hand to Sakura. Confused, she stared at it for a second, then took it.
Father led daughter out of the room, and Martha could not have said which one looked less comfortable.
Still. A start was a start.
In his room in Tohsaka's mansion, Kirei meditated.
The room was lavish. In the Western style, it was done in carpet rather than matting with a bed rather than a futon, the furniture elegant to match. The dresser, the wardrobe, the chair, the desk, the lamps, all were solid, well-made items that advertised their quality without seeming gaudy. Nothing in that room cost under ten thousand yen, and it was all cleaned and polished to a mirror shine.
While this was, technically, a guest room, it wasn't as temporary an arrangement as, say, Rider's room down the hall. This was the room in which Kirei had stayed while undertaking his apprenticeship under Tohsaka Tokiomi. He'd been graciously invited to make himself at home, to use anything he wished as though it were his own, and to come and go as he pleased.
Tohsaka
hadn't invited Kirei to acquire his own furniture, or get rid of anything that wasn't to his taste. Kirei was almost certain the thought hadn't even occurred to him.
Well. Kirei had never bothered that much about his surroundings. The bed was serviceable. There was space for his clothes. Other than that, Kirei didn't think he'd touched a single thing in the room, apart from to keep it all clean.
Keeping a nocturnal schedule was harder than it sounded. Fortunately, as an Executor Kirei was very used to erratic sleep schedules, and found that stillness and body rest was almost as good as proper sleep if the latter could not be obtained. And, of course, emptying one's mind did tend to send one to sleep anyway.
Kirei had had significant trouble emptying his mind, of late.
The afternoon sun streamed in through a gap in the curtains, and dust motes danced in the beam.
It shone on the one new addition to the room – a small potted purple wildflower. Lancer squatted next to it, nose almost touching the petals, so still they could have been… well, carved out of clay.
After Caster's escape from Lancer, Lancer had not left Kirei's presence.
Kirei wondered if they, too, felt less secure than they had twenty-four hours prior.
For one thing, it had seemed impossible that
anyone, even a self-proclaimed genius, could get away alive from a fight where Lancer was actually trying to kill their opponent. Even with Caster having prepared the ground so thoroughly as to have an entire separate dimension in which to attempt to trap Lancer, Kirei found it incredible that it should have even made a difference.
That wasn't to say that Kirei's faith in Lancer's strength was shaken, however. Rather, he simply revised his estimation of the threat Caster posed upwards. This kind of thing just happened – there was no sense in denying the obvious and insisting that Lancer would win a straight-up fight. Caster clearly wasn't willing to offer a straight-up fight, so Kirei would have to adjust.
One easy thing to implement, for example, was a check-in system. Caster's ultimate strategy, in a nutshell (and discounting whatever secondary purpose Lancer was convinced she had) had apparently been to confine Lancer, deprive them of the ability to alert Kirei to that fact, then kill Kirei while Lancer was unable to do anything about it. Simple, direct, effective. Kirei half-suspected Emiya Kiritsugu of having had a hand in making it.
Lancer had in fact happened to have the means to escape the method of confinement Caster had planned – but Kirei was unwilling to rely on such chance. Now, whenever the two were out of sight of one another, or at a prearranged signal from either one, they would send each other a coded telepathic call-and-response at regular intervals. This was standard procedure when Executors had to operate in company but at range (albeit with modern communicators rather than telepathy), and Kirei could only put it down to complacency that he had not thought to do the same with Lancer.
Suddenly, Lancer stood, in one fluid motion. Their lovely face was as inscrutable as ever, bearing nothing but a faint smile.
"Peculiar," they said.
Kirei opened his eyes. "What is?"
Lancer gestured at the flower, which turned towards them like a heliotrope following the sun in fast-forward.
"My eyes, ears and nose all tell me this is a particularly lovely
Arctium lappa, also known as Greater Burdock or Gobou, thirty centimetres in height. I brought it in from the woods, so I know this to be true, and it responds to me as though it is such a plant. And yet," Lancer closed their eyes, "I still cannot help but believe that it is a female Servant, somewhat over a metre and a half tall, standing calm and still. I can even feel her heartbeat through the soles of the feet which this plant does not have.
"And I feel her lying in your bed, which is her. I feel her sitting in your chair, which is also her. I feel her in Sakura's room, talking to herself. I feel her in Rider's room, relaxing on herself. I feel a city full of nothing but Caster, as though she had become the entire world. It is… extremely disconcerting."
Disconcerting was one word. Much more importantly, however, it meant that their unbeatable answer to the threat of Assassin was gone.
To be fair, even Lancer had only been able to detect Assassin at close range. How close 'close' was hadn't been precisely clear, but Lancer had assured Kirei that he was safe from attacks while he remained within earshot.
Now, however, Lancer could be within the same room, and if they were facing in the wrong direction Assassin could be right behind Kirei and they would never know.
The question was whether Emiya Kiritsugu and Assassin knew about Lancer's new disability. Which was to say, whether Caster and her Master had told them, because Kirei was certainly not about to let such information slip.
He honestly didn't know. He was confident that Caster and Emiya had been working together. But Lancer was just as confident that they had now parted ways. Given that, there was no reason for Caster to let Emiya know… but, equally, no reason for her to conceal the fact, especially as Lancer had proved more dangerous than she'd expected.
The more Kirei thought on the subject, the more sure he became that Caster would have told Emiya. She stood to profit significantly – if Emiya's Assassin did make an attempt on Kirei's life, they would either succeed or die, in either case removing one more obstacle to Caster's victory at no risk to herself. Even if, for whatever reason, Emiya was sceptical and refused to act on the information, Caster was no worse off than before. It was the intelligent thing to do, and despite a marked tendency to over-confidence Caster was nothing if not intelligent.
Needless to say, the erratic sleep schedule was not the only reason why Kirei had not slept particularly well.
"You cannot simply disregard whichever of your senses Caster is fooling?" he asked.
"Can you simply choose to stop hearing things, without someone plugging your ears?" responded Lancer, without heat.
Kirei nodded acceptance. "Tokiomi may well have some kind of item to 'plug your ears', as it were. We will ask when he is finished with Matou Sakura."
Lancer frowned, but subsided.
Enough worrying about things beyond their power to change, thought Kirei. In a few short hours the War would start again. Until that time, he intended to rest. He closed his eyes, put his worries to one side, and breathed deeply, focusing on nothing but the repetitive action. In. Out. Seconds turned to minutes, and the stillness and silence deepened, until all he could hear was his own breath and the low murmur of Tokiomi and Sakura, rooms away. Of Lancer, he could hear nothing whatsoever.
Some time later, he couldn't guess how long, he was roused by a soft tapping on the window. Branches, he thought, drowsily – then snapped awake. While the Tohsaka house did back onto the forest, there were no trees this close to his room.
The tapping came again, quiet but insistent.
Kirei was upright in a heartbeat. "Someone at the window? Lancer, who…" Kirei turned to his Servant automatically, then stopped himself.
Lancer gave an ironic smile. "Why, I can tell you that it is Caster, naturally." They stepped across the floor, putting themselves between the window and Kirei. "But let us greet them, and be sure."
With a firm wrench, the curtains were flung open, and evening sunlight filled the room. Kirei peered out.
And, perched on the windowsill, a skull mask grinned back.