Vignettes from the Bathmother
The Fourth Guest: Qinglong Shu
A hot bath wasn't something Shu was used to having these days. The last time she could remember was when she still lived in the Plains, back when she was but a child. Out in the desert, water was usually a sparse thing, especially with where her village was located. So to have the opportunity for a warm dip? Well, who was she to deny her senior Katha? An invitation was an invitation after all. Not to mention, if the hype around the hot spring was up to par, she could certainly use it herself. Her wounds were seriously starting to get tedious to deal with. Nothing crippling, nothing life threatening, but bleeding all over the place was just unsanitary. Shu slowly lowered herself into the steaming water, groaning as the water hit her skin and her wounds. But once the initial burn, the initial pain subsided, she closed her eyes and relaxed with a quiet moan.
She genuinely didn't know how stressed she was once she got this change of scenery. After the Secret Realm she was coiled up like a pressed together metal spring. That last sparring lesson with Elder Lang was just another reminder that she truly needed to unwind, to leave to a new place and see something else, something new. Opening her eyes, she took in her surroundings. The steam gave the area quite the mysterious feeling. The rock formations were quite nice to look at, as was Katha and her curv-
"Agh!"
She shot up, shocked that there was another person in here. Then she blushed before lowering herself into the water until only her face from the nose up was above surface level. Right, this was an open place, so another person being here wasn't that strange. Damn, she was really out of it if she didn't notice her. Blowing bubbles, she hoped that Katha did not notice anything and they'd both just relax in silence.
As it turned out, Katha did notice, for all that she's been leaning back against the edge of the hot spring and letting the water soak through her. It was nice and toasty, and she had reached a rare state of oneness with the rest of the hot spring. It left her uniquely serene, yet aware of her surroundings. Thankfully for Shu, this also meant Katha did not much care to point it out.
"Glad you could make it, Shu," Katha sighed instead, and as Shu waded her way next to her she squinted open her good eye. "Any trouble finding the place?"
"Well, it was okay, I guess."
"Good, good…"
They soaked in silence together for a while, Katha happily, Shu awkwardly. Katha let out another sigh, a long deep exhale that intermingled with the steam. She fully unwound with the experience of a seasoned spa-goer, while Shu remained tense and coiled up.
"...Sooooo, how's Mimi and her lil' brother doing?" Shu asked, scratching her right cheek.
"Hm? Oh, they're… Okay?" Katha rolled her shoulders in a shrug. "Marlissa's been putting Mia through remedial classes and stuff, for all the things she missed. Alistair's still… Well, you know." Another exhale, this one hard enough to press into the water's surface somewhat. It rebounded shortly, splashing against her chest. "He'll wake up, sooner or later. he has to."
Quickly, Katha racked her brain for a different topic. She really, really didn't want to talk about her family right now. Left on its own, it'll eventually spiral towards the house drama and the other elders and what's going to happen and
ugh what a
pain. Shu wouldn't mean to, but that's just how these topics just
kept drifting.
A thought occurred, then, snagging onto the folds of her brain. Katha closed her good eye once more, happy to bask in the heat.
"So," she mentioned idly, "Do you know Chang? He seemed to know you."
"Geh." Here she wanted to know how Mia and the other one were acclimating to everything. Maybe even find out how their parents reacted to someone having raised one of their kids for like ten years. Perhaps figure out if anything changed with Alistair after that on field budget healing she did. Shu exhaled as she rubbed the water against her wound, whistling for a moment as she saw the wounds actually closing a bit. "Yeah, we are familiar…well, we beat each other's skulls in on the regular." Shu paused before pointing at Katha. "I'm winning by the way, just so you know." She tilted her head at the Theodoros. "Why, did he try to fuck you or beat you? That's his usual go to response with women."
For someone that chased after death as he seemed to be, he was somehow very much alive despite his misogyny. Either that or he was blessed with pissing off weak women who couldn't hold a candle to him.
"...Funny you should ask." The silver-streaked redhead looked down at the spring water, stained slightly red by the salts of the Oasis, and frowned at her own reflection. "I think… I think he considers me a friend. Well, as much as he thinks
anyone is his friend. I think you're also his friend? I don't know. He's weird. Chang is weird." Her frown leveled off into a half-lidded, exhausted gaze. "And very rude. And very misogynistic. Didn't try to fuck me, though, thank my Ancestors. I only had to threaten to beat his ass once."
"Huh. Weird. I'd thought he'd be more persistent with you," Shu muttered before leaning back her head with a sigh. "Friend, hm? Well, I always felt we had that weird connection to each other, but I figured it'd be one sided. Wouldn't be the first time. I mean, I don't even know that much about him outside of his fighting skills." She blinked before turning to Katha with a frown. "...do
you know something about him?"
"Yeah, kinda. I complained about my family, he complained about his family, I got mad, he laughed. We had a nice heart to heart." At that, Katha sighed contentedly once more. "Honestly, it was pretty nice. When he's being only like, one quarter Chang, he's actually pretty introspective. Fun to vent to, even, and I cannot believe I just admitted that about the guy. But yeah… Yeah, it was a good talk." Then, Katha smiled. "He even told me about his sister. Why'd you ask?"
Shu felt her eyebrow twitch. She took a deep breath before exhaling.
"Well, goodie for you, it took me fighting him several times until he opened up on that." She pressed her lips together. "Then again, I never asked up until that point, so I guess that one is on me…"
She sighed once more, slumping down. And wasn't that the story of her life. Her usual vibrant curious energy was dulled, even a blind person could tell.
And the senior not far from her was only half-blind. "Still feeling down?" She asked. "Was killing Ming everything you could have asked for?"
Shu flinched at the mention of her aunt's name. She hissed, her hands clenched into fists underneath the water. She remembered the taste of her shoulder, the pathetic twitching of her dying breath…and how hollowed out Shu felt at the time. Inhaling deeply through her nose, she forced herself to relax before a wry, weak excuse of a smile appeared on her face.
"It should have, shouldn't it? Got the treasures back, redeemed the clan, mission successful. I should be immensely satisfied." She raised her hand up at the air, staring at the back of her palm. "Instead I'm just tired and somewhat disgusted…Is that what it's like to be on the Single Pillar path, I wonder? This…single-minded obsession I had, discarding everything just for one goal? Will I ever feel this tired again? Or worse, will I not?" Shu was rambling at this point, so she slapped her cheeks lightly. "...All of this just burned me out instead of filling me with satisfaction. And…I don't think I want or should go down the path of King…"
An ugly scoff escaped her.
"Not that I'm suited for it anyway for a whole different reason. I mean, I killed Ming. I don't have anything else left." She turned to Katha with a self depreciating smirk. "I had a training session with Elder Lang recently. You know what he said?"
'You became weaker.'
It certainly made her the butt of the joke for a while for everyone who heard him say that, for it wasn't exactly that private. It was ludicrous if one thought about it. Shu jumped up from the tenth stage to the twelfth. The mere thought of her having grown weaker was stupid. And yet…
"I agree with him. I just…don't know what to do now, besides doing my duty." Shu let out a tired laugh. "No passion, no strength, haha…"
Katha nodded, her eyes still shut. She could not admit to understand what Shu was going through, because she has resolved not to walk the Single Pillar for different reasons. And she had not become as consumed by revenge as Shu had been, because she had not been as
wronged as Shu had been. Imperator's sake, her mother was only dead, not murdered. She had no one to blame for her mother's death but circumstance - though pragmatically it was also because, well, what was she going to do with Old Gold? Kill him? When he probably didn't intend on killing a talent, either?
Katha had nobody to blame, so she blamed herself. So did Rathos, and it shaped them for the rest of their lives. So how do you try to empathize with someone who
had someone to blame, and now feels empty
because they finished what they started? Not just because revenge feels empty, but because now life was so much larger than they once thought it could be?
"Well, you helped raise Mia for a couple years - which, by the way, I and her parents are still really appreciative of, and Marlissa does want to reward you for it if you're ever up for it - and she seems to have nothing but nice things to say about you. She says you're really strong and she actually seems to care about what you might think about anything, which is a lot more than can be said about most people." Reflecting, Katha scoffed. "Heck, she's grown, and her rebellious phase is showing up. She doesn't bother listening to her mother half the time these days, unless Marlissa threatens violence. And you can't raise a kid with just violence alone, because that's just… Mm, I'm getting off track.
"Point is, Shu, for all that you seem really down about having nothing left after killing Ming, but I'm not sure that's the case. I mean… you have her, kinda. Little shit she is, Mia has…
could have a good head on her shoulders, someday. She's sharp enough to get it eventually, provided we can just beat some sense into her." As she thought more about her niece, Katha raised her arms over her head and grasped her head. "Fuck's sake, she tried to open an ancestral crypt before I left. Do you
know how disrespectful that is? She thought there might be weapons inside! Why would there be weapons inside a crypt?!"
Shu blinked for a moment before turning her head away to hide a sniff. Honestly, she was never quite sure if she and Mia ever truly bonded. The only way they ever really 'conversed' was during training and Mia was hella obsessed with that. No interest in books, or any other hobbies. So to hear she was actually a good influence…and to receive such gratitude from everyone else, it was…heavy to say the least. Clearing her throat, she laughed a bit.
"Sounds like her. When I told her about why I was in that Secret Realm, the first thing she asked was if she could get the White Tiger artifact." She twirled her hand playfully. "Suffice to say, it took weeks until she stopped trying to filch it from me." Putting her arms back on the rocky surface, Shu tilted her head. "Honestly, one way to get her to do what I want was to not talk back at all. Kinda weird all things considered, but this girl actually craves interaction. So if you just keep blocking her while being silent, that really tears at her nerves."
Well, it was either that or the repeated failures of actually stealing from Shu. But the girl was like a cat sometimes, so the Qinglong was relatively sure about her silent treatment tactic.
"Oh, another thing that could work would be to connect why something is wrong on a personal level. Mia stopped trying to steal from me after I revealed what the Four Treasures actually meant to me." Shu looked up at the sky, a wistful smile on her face. "Sure was surprising seeing that expression on her face. Usually was used to feral and pouty."
She then pressed her lips together as a thought came to her. Those years with Mia…Shu could say with confidence that she wasn't in that slump of hers at the time. Ergo…She rubbed her chin thoughtfully. Since she has grown weaker personally, and lost her drive, maybe she should switch tracks?
"...how hard do you think it is to find some students?" Teaching would show her an entirely new perspective on things. After all, knowing how to do something and knowing how to teach that something were two different things. It might even help her break out of that 'bottleneck' of hers. "You don't happen to search for a teacher on a more permanent basis for Mia, right?"
"...Well, about that.
I am supposed to be her teacher. Because, you know, Iron Blood and whatnot." Katha looked at Shu, then shrugged. "But I'd like if you could give her a pointer or two sometime, though. She's a sassy little shit, but she's still just a girl. She wants people to like her, have friends, and be happy.
"As for students of your own, though… I mean, come on. You're one of the Clan's finest. Just put the word out, wander in some villages, spend time with some kids. They'll be fighting for your attention soon enough." Then, something caught her eye, and she nodded. "You understand, right?"
"...right." Shu nodded slowly. She did have the DI at her back, right? So getting some ins other cultivators didn't have shouldn't be that difficult. Once that door was opened, she could show off her actual skill, skill that wasn't exactly famous due to lack of exposure. Secret Realms weren't exactly sources of epics, since there wasn't someone to confirm her stories. Then she smiled slightly. "Guess I'll take you up on that offer another day. Gotta have something to show if I meet Mimi again, right? Haven't had much opportunity to travel around." Shu shrugged playfully. "'sides, teasing her a bit by staying away should be cute. What are the odds she'd actually ask for me if I don't immediately visit her?"
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