I find it amusing that Jacob has a dislike for Lupin. It is also a bit refreshing from how people normally have him be the favorite teacher in stories like this. Also, agree that Jacob doesn't need to show off his Patronus. Just him knowing he can do it is enough for him. Super relieved to have finally done it as well, ngl. The Dementors will still be around for another 3 months and it is always a good idea to have some defense against them.
Something moved in your periphery. When you looked up, you saw Megan watching you from her place at the other end of the classroom. She smiled when your eyes met. You on the other hand took the moment to notice Justin sitting behind her.
A moment later, the notebook was open again, a sentence added;
'Head to Professor Hagrid. Take Megan & Justin.'
Deep in your though process, you closed the first notebook again and opened the second. You never realized that you hadn't reciprocated Megan's smile.
Poor Megan didn't get a head nod back.
Now, only one question was left. If a strong positive emotion could create something so intense by tightening whatever a soul was and focussing it into the wolf before you … what happened if a negative emotion was strong enough? What would happen if you did not die, but were able to purposefully split your soul?
I like that Jacob has the curiosity to ask these sorts of questions and that he has an open enough mind to think about these sorts of things. That being said, I personally don't want him to make a Horcrux (they likely make you unstable) and I doubt that Jacob will seriously consider making them unless we push him pretty hard that way.
Hidden Mechanic Roll, DC 90
One day, we will eventually succeed at one of these things.
Also, it was amusing that Hargrid assumed we were Harry in the beginning. Glad that Jacob and him hit it off as well and that they managed to bond over exciting creatures and adventures. Now that Jacob actually has a name to go with, I assume he will attempt to track down Tom Riddle's academic record and career. I wonder when he will put the clues together. One of the most promising students Hogwarts has ever had practically disappears off the face of the earth after graduation only for a new Dark Lord to appear years later.
Regarding attributes that need to be raised, Con probably takes priority. The only reason we didn't try to raise it this turn was because it was unlikely for us to get another level up this month. With Con at 2 we have an 80% for Constitution 3 the next time we train it. That is unless we manage to raise it up narrative by swimming and being active.
I believe the Moratorium is over btw.
[ ] I do not hate you, but I pity you – You don't want to break contact with the man, because you do not want your parents to find out what the reason for this is. He has not many years left to his life. You will humour him, but he is not the man you had thought him to be.
[ ] In the end, I am the only one who I can judge – You do not think that his actions were justified. Even if you would not be alive without him and his wife, the cost was too large. The logical conclusion is easy, but you do feel conflicted. You remember how well they have always treated and cared for you. Who are you to judge their actions, when you have not walked their shoes?
[ ] If nothing else, then I am grateful – Their action might have been heinous, but you would not be alive without it. You would not have learned of the wonders of the world, would not have had the possibility to discover them. You are glad that they did what they did.
Kind of torn tbh. All of them seem like decent options in their own way. I do sort of prefer the last two options over the first one a bit though. I like the middle one because conflicted is a good word to describe the topic and it doesn't try to justify their actions. Thought the last option is also interesting in a way. Gonna go with this for now, might change it later though after I sleep on it.
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In the end, I am the only one who I can judge – You do not think that his actions were justified. Even if you would not be alive without him and his wife, the cost was too large. The logical conclusion is easy, but you do feel conflicted. You remember how well they have always treated and cared for you. Who are you to judge their actions, when you have not walked their shoes?