Well, I apologize for my mistake. I assume "meathead" was a typo for "metalhead" then. My bad for jumping the gun.
Admittedly, I was not accusing you of saying that fun is bad. That was more of a reaction to Kelly Steele's statements on another site. There's a reason why I ended up deleting most of my game PDF's back in June and the Onyx Path Forums crew were part of it.
Spring and Summer of 2019 were a bad time in my life and I was suffering from intense depression and self-loathing during that time. I don't want to go into any further details other than it while the situation itself had to do with real life and was unrelated to Onyx Path, there were several people on the forums who were actively making it worse and Steele was among them.
So I basically made a post on there that I knew would get my account nuked.
Fortunately, I've started a long recovery and I've made progress in my real life. I think I'm ready to get into the gaming scene proper once again. It could help me feel a lot better, and I really do need to let go of the past. It is difficult though.
@mothematics I'm sorry for coming across as lashing out at you and spilling my guts over old off-site drama.