I mean, I really did like that "flash forward a few years into the future when everything is already on fire", one time, but I wouldn't want to play in it again, you know?
When I'm looking to play a Sidereal, unless it's very specifically the weird faction-agnostic Bird Boy, I want to actually engage with the setting that I love about Sidereals, the Faction politics, the bureau conflicts, the "all these spooky new Exalts have started manifesting and are becoming a problem, so how are you, the player, going to try and mitigate this oncoming disaster?"
It's like... I'm a little confused by this, because, like.
If I play a Solar I want to be one of the guys who gets to take part in driving back the Realm hegemony. I don't want the Realm to have already fallen into civil war by the time I get to play. You talked about Infernal/Abyssal coordinated alliances undermining Sidereal influence but isn't that... The playable space? Having Sidereals already severely undermined and so busy they're no longer a meaningful powerful opposition to play against doesn't seem... Fun?
Like I want a chance to take part in keeping the world, or at least my corner of it, from falling apart and drowning in demons and ghosts and rivers of blood. Not to show up when it's already that way and it's too late to do anything but draw firebreaks and pick up the pieces.
I'm very confused because this is like finding out that we actually liked two entirely different games this entire time.
I mean, if we're playing E1 day zero then we are definitely doing that for sure. This is like...part of this is that I don't think I am capable of running a pure Sidereals game? It's a lot to keep track of in a way my brain doesn't like to track things. Mixed group Sidereals are totally great, I love having them, but a pure Sidereal game is just, my brain won't even work long enough to plan one. It nopes out, so it's just not on my mind at all.
If the game is about taking down the Realm, we'd set it at or near day 0, and the game would be about working through all that stuff, while others gather around you and maybe you decide to stop some of them because some of the Abyssals are even worse than the Realm.
I wasn't trying to say the only game I'd run forever, just the one that worked best for me, better than anything else I ever tried, that made it click the part of the setting I love most: what comes next as the fires blaze.
In general, the game genres I'm best suited for is 15 years post-Jade Prison breaking mixed Celestials, stuff that doesn't involve the Realm AT ALL and is mostly about fighting all the cool monsters and side-Empires who get relatively little wordcount, day 0 revolutionaries fighting a hegemon that is still ascendant, or Abyssal/Infernal high combat scenarios opposing Heaven's plans which I generally repurpose the five game ideas I have percolating in my head as setting background for "who is fighting the Sidereals, if not the PCs", or, veering off a bit, DBs in Fallout.
The first two are the ones I like most and am interested in that I don't tend to see others talk about, so I'm inclined to talk about those. I struggle a lot with the others in various ways, and am less inclined to talk about them even if I do think about them enough to implement them in the background when I run various other things.
Like I want a chance to take part in keeping the world, or at least my corner of it, from falling apart and drowning in demons and ghosts and rivers of blood. Not to show up when it's already that way and it's too late to do anything but draw firebreaks and pick up the pieces.
I will add that this is fundamentally the point for me, though, running this stuff? You can't defend
the world, at some point everyone is sort of needing to deal with things on their own, but you can defend
your part of it and let the rest of the Exalted figure their shit out while you and yours deal with everything going on in your corner.
and then the only way I'm running DBs in canon is pre-Fall of the Empress because anything else is hard in ways I'm going to struggle with so fuck that.