It looks to me like we are conflating hatred and anger. These are not the same thing.
Hatred is completely negative and static feeling one feels for the truly despised.
It is more dependable source of power, yet it is suited mostly to destruction.
Anger is a more dynamic emotion. It ebbs and flows. It comes on bursts as well as streams. It is something you can feel towards your friends as well as enemies. It is a catalyst of change and not
just destruction.
It is not something felt for the despised, but for those who have truly wronged you.
In this dynamism it is also less easily broken than hatred is, even if the energies are less constant and predictable.
For now, her strong desire for freedom might work well.
It sounds to me like she doesn't truly desire freedom.
What is there for her to go back to but the tombstones of her friends and the perceived scorn of their shades?
She doesn't want to go anywhere, she just wants to leave.
Too bad leaving is not possible without going.
Is it any wonder then, that her teleports are messed up?
What she truly desires is the death of the demon. She even told us so.
As for the pastwatch/astral projection/precognition, what emotion would you propose to base those on?
Peace of the grave might work for astral but I doubt she would want to do that.
She has no memories to base true regret or nostalgia on and very little hope.
As for mindreading a
Demon Lord..That is at least as dangerous as a direct confrontation.
I am not against it as it might resolve some things (if I am right about them being the same person)
Dear Girl, would you mind telling us what emotions you use for your current spells?