Those are...some pretty helpful suggestions. I can't think of a way to hide the communication spell, but maybe I could try something to record an image or sound. I wasn't sure that those words were the best to use, but taunting him had a certain appeal. I wasn't sure how much longer I could take in stubborn silence. It was...it was something to think about. A way to get back at him. This enjoy must be one of the friendlier voices. They made dealing with the voices urging madness much easier.
I move, slowly, so painfully slowly, so that I am sitting with my back to the door. I force my trembling legs to push against the ground, trying with all my meager strength to open the door. I give up after only a heartbeat or two, but I feel that it should suffice to show that the door is like the rest of this place. Immoveable. My heart is pounding in my ears from just that little exertion. It takes a few moments to catch my breath, but I realize I haven't been listening as the voices continue to stream out of my spell.
Currently, a voice is in the middle of some strange poem. From what I can tell, it wants me to knock on the door and search the room. I'm not brave enough to knock on the door. The only thing that has ever been on the other side is him, and I don't-
I can't face him yet. Not so soon.
I've searched the room before, from top to bottom, over a dozen times. There wasn't a lot to do between his visits...at least not until I reached you all. I mean-
No, I can't get confused. Need to stay focused.
Why has he imprisoned me? I don't know. If a everyone calls someone the Hero, it's natural to think it's true, right? I wasn't though, not really. I must have been lying to myself. I must have known, deep down, that I wasn't really the Hero that was foretold.
Sane? You think I'm sane? I must be crazy, I can't even remember my name, or my hometown, or my family. I can't remember anything from before...before the war began. I'm talking to you in my head. The communication spell isn't supposed to work that way, so really, I must be crazy. Sometimes I'm half-convinced your not even there...
Isn't the hero supposed to save everyone? What good is a hero that can't even protect their closest friends. I can't hold it back anymore and I feel the tears start to fall down my face. My concentration wavers as I try to regain control. For a minute, there is nothing but me and my tears.
"S-sorry about that. I'm sorry I'm so weak. Please forgive me." I can't even sit here and listen to people trying to help me. So useless.
I only catch a few words here and there. Science? How is a philosopher supposed to help me? And is that a dragon? Blood magic?
Oh, right they want to know about magic. I wipe away my tears as best as I can. "That was a slip of the tongue. My own blood...wouldn't be useful for blood magic." Magic had shown up around the same time the demons did. Many demons could perform magic naturally, and had long practice with using its effects. With the power of magic, many Kingdoms had been quickly overrun. Humans who discovered that they could use magic were often persecuted, hated, and even blamed for bringing the demons here. Some even claimed that humans that could use magic had either made a pact with a demon, or were the result of a union between humans and demons.
Regardless of the truth, this left most human magic users to teach themselves. It was a rare and lucky occasion when they could meet and share knowledge. I was extra lucky, being from a Kingdom that was kinder to those with magic, and it was the home of the Archmage Krias, the man who had taught me this very communication spell. Even he only knew a handful of spells. Teleportation, Communication, Fireball, and Lightning. Only four spells, of which I managed to learn three. I never could get the hang of lightning, since I did not share his particular distaste for feet which he used to power the spell. It was too dangerous he always said, and that he would teach me another way later. Then he was captured...really, was it any surprise that they could keep me imprisoned when they had kept my teacher? In the end, they had returned his corpse, dry and drained of blood. The demons always favored blood magic...
I shudder. I don't want to think about that anymore.
The voices continue to talk of madness and natural philosophy, and I realize that I almost dozed off when a voice startles me, demanding to know what I want.
What do I want? I think...I think I used to have some dreams. Plans for after the war. Things me and my friends were going to do. It had all been reduced to ashes now. What do I want? I want...I want what some of the voices keep talking about. I want to kill The Demon Lord.
I feel like somethings changed with that resolution, but the moment is ruined when I realize one of the voices is talking about eating a cat. A Cat! Not even he would dare! I feel such revulsion that I almost turn off the spell, but I can't stop now. I need to kill him.
Fuyu. Is that a name? I suppose it will work if you need to call me something. I don't have a claim on any other. Not anymore. So now, I am Fuyu. Nice to meet you.
I need to make a new spell. Something that can do something, be it conjure me a tool, see beyond these walls, or even just change this room. That's what I should do, but...what exactly? What should I try to do and how? And what emotion should I use to power it?