Discernment 10.6
July 28th, 2011. 2:00PM
Basilia Rubio
There was a tiny ball of anxiety in my chest that wouldn't go away, making the wait a little excruciating as I let myself sink into the soft cushions of a brown leather sofa. It had taken time for schedules to align, and I had been on a binge of tinkering and categorizing some of my creations. I had gotten the names for various models down to a fairly basic level though to some extent it would be more accurate to call them modular mobile platforms.
Small drones had a single platform, with different payloads and modules depending on the mission. Recon are stealthy drones, with modest shields and weapons and holographic camouflage. Assault are larger and a basic module can fit various different guns as needed. Usually 2mm mass accelerators, electroshock weapons, ion beam weapons, or some more exotic forms. Payload drones carry a wide variety of bombs, from high energy density chemical explosives to exotic Bakuda specials. Service carries supplies of omni-gel, nanomachine repositories, and the ability to process materials as needed into more omni-gel.
They served their roles but due to their small size I had larger robots for repairs and service.
Neith service robots were the next size up on drones, about ten times the mass of a common drone. They were eight flexible legs around a spherical core, each equipped with different tools, and the main body had thrusters to maneuver in 0G. The next size was maybe about fifty pounds, four robust legs ending in feet and two pairs of limbs acting as actuators for the toolheads. The Angitia was similar in shape to a Sykalid, but much smaller than the five meter long warbeast of the Rachni.
The remaining two were semi-humanoid, the support successors of my initial robots. The Vulcan and Gibil mechs were the largest, the Vulcan was about the height of a man, like a crouching bulky primate, while the Gibil was a bubble shaped walking machine some thirteen feet tall, more like an upright spider with six arms than a human.
Quite terrifying in hindsight, like a spider had disgusting bestial relations with a sumo wrestler. The combat models were neat…and maybe a little scary too.
The Trapeza was the basic humanoid platform, 180 centimeters tall and 100 kilograms in mass and either held their weapons like a person or had them built into their bodies. The Vulcan in fact was a version modified to be heavier and with less powerful weapons. They had myomer muscles, and could lift three tons on their own. They had strong shields though once they were down though they were much more liable to be broken by benders and even non benders.
This model was basic, and could be tasked with any number of roles from basic aim-and-shoot to rocket launching versions. The main differences involved larger capacitors for barriers, distinct AI frameworks, and various levels of armor placed on the frame. A heavier stealth variety was equipped with a shotgun, and built for deadly infiltration. The Trapeza could fit the roles I gave them and some unarmed varieties were like a humanoid BigDog support robot.
I had two full stealth and cyberwarfare models, the Polypus was a small machine around eight kilograms in mass, entirely soft robotics with thin articulated plating for greater durability. Eight limbs served as effectors for omni-projectors, melting down materials into omni-gel, and the intelligence within them was customized to hack, penetrate and interfere with the communications and technologies of an enemy force.
The second stealth model was the Cercopes, something similar to the Geth Hopper in design and purpose and sixty kilograms in mass. The stealth bot used its musculoskeletal design and dark energy fields to hop around like a chipmunk on steroids, and operated in tandem with the Polypus for greater processing power to throw against an enemy force.
I had three mechs, the quadruped Bagheera mini tank, the ten foot tall Arges and the fifteen foot tall Goliath. All three served as heavy units, and the humanoid varieties were modeled off the Citadel Race mechs.
So about fourteen different models of robots in all, and a fairy good distraction to calm my nerves.
…
The door creaked open, and I straightened my posture as the person I had been waiting for arrived. She entered the office, wearing a green top and blue jeans.
She was average in height for a woman, if not a little shorter, closer to my size before all this and my own mother's height but with a thinner frame. Her fashion sense seemed nice enough but I wasn't exactly passionate for it, the few skirts and dresses I had were more out of curiosity and experimentation than a serious interest.
"Hi…you seem like you're doing well." I felt calm because she was one of three therapists assigned to specific members. We had concocted a simple scheme, with all employees having an anti-Master device on them at all times with multiple such badges dispensed as needed. It sent out a resonant hyperdimensional frequency, disrupting most forms of Mastering. The use of micro-portals to interface with neurons or inject hormones would fail in an instant, and other more physical methods could be detected just as easily.
For therapists, each had to monitor the activity of the other, and background checks weeded out bad apples. A quick check found the security of this method was about as safe as the rotation method the PRT used, if not a little more so and the anti-Master/Stranger protocols only added to that. It did make me wonder if the PRT was sabotaging itself or if it was just a standard case of shitty bureaucracy messing them up.
Not
efficient bureaucracy mind you, because they're never efficient, unless you had access to a damn Artificial Super Intelligence managing the planet and even then I doubted it.
No
effectiveness was the issue here, self sabotage from bigots, corruption, the mental issues of capes doubling down on the difficulty of keeping them happy and healthy with the metaphysical opposite of a therapist whispering in their ear.
I didn't really try to claim I was somehow better than them, though it could be true in a narrow sense. I'm not a bigot at least but that's all I can qualify for on being better. But I was an outside context problem entering at the right time, place and with a lot of luck to make things better, with the network screwed by metaphysical phenomena.
I wasn't going to be some sniveling jackass looking down on people who lacked the knowledge and the resources and the breathing room to be nicer than what they were. I'm going to play 'nice' and take the time to not needlessly antagonize everyone.
No matter how much some people pissed me off…though I wouldn't be a pushover either. That was a gateway to being taken advantage of…
"Introductions are in order." I looked up at the redhead from my seat, her lips curling into a casual and warm smile. "Kimberly Chambers, I once worked with the PRT in helping capes cope with some of their issues." I sensed her genuine attempt to start a conversation and I dropped my guard down to a more manageable level.
Her friendly demeanor also helped, taking the edge off of my paranoia. Something about her name tickled at something in my brain…but I left it be. I didn't need any complications.
"Basilia Rubio." She raised an eyebrow, seemingly bemused by the giving of my name.
"Yamada always goes on about the trouble she would have with the code names of capes." She said like that explained everything…which it did but still. "It seems your cape name isn't that important to you?"
"Not really, it's just a title." I didn't
care for the game of heroes and villains hiding the thin veil of low level war between Parahumans. "My power is fine and dandy, but my code name is just a means of identification and it sounds nice." I shrugged with a grin.
Honestly I only played as a hero because it kept people at ease and because I had no real need to be a villain, because one…the hell is the point? And two I had two dozen solar systems so fuck off.
"Well being on a first name basis should help a lot with my work, it's hard to confide in others if you're not willing to confide in them back."
It made sense.
I lightly stomped with one foot, letting the vibrations echo back to me her own condition. I wasn't planning to use it against her, but it was suitable feedback. "I know a thing or two about how keeping secrets can go wrong." Some were lessons learned from life experience and others I had gained from more fictional sources. No man or woman in my case was an island.
"It's been a little difficult hasn't it? It was a bit of a rollercoaster with the time it took to set up a system for your team." I could see her wait for me to respond, and I cleared my throat.
"I spared no expense, Athena has been doing well and getting everyone cape or otherwise everything they need is important to me." Money was only a means to an end, and it was a lot less complicated than trading eight to twenty chickens for a cow.
"I can see that." Her gaze was analyzing me, and I didn't much mind, curious on what ugly feelings she would end up pulling out of me.
I doubt it would be painless. "If it would be alright with you, I think it would be good to get the session started. Would you like to take a seat?" She gestured and I removed myself from the couch to the equally comfortable cushion chair. I kept my hands below the table, running then along my thighs as my nerves got the best of me.
I swished my hands a few times for good measure, and then brushed back an errant bang.
"Yes I would…though I'm going to tell you that I doubt this is going to be short and simple." Though neither was it going to be soul crushing on her part. "It almost never is…" I muttered quietly, flicking my fingers as I psyched myself up for a psychological analysis.
"That's fair…there's quite a lot to talk about I can imagine. Any details would help, because I can use those details to help you. But first things first…how are you feeling?" It seemed like such a simple question but the way my stomach churned told and my muscles tenses told me it was not.
…
"I wouldn't say I was coping…surviving maybe?" I made a wild gesture with my right hand. "A lot has happened in the past six months, and it's starting to hit me on both how much and how
little time has passed." Shock entered my voice as I realized the length of time not being at home and safe with my family.
I had done better than I had expected for being a filthy shut-in.
Chambers looked sympathetic. "You've been through a lot, a gang war, a battle against the…Mother of Miseries, and an Endbringer battle all in the span of three months. All the while juggling your personal, cape, and professional life. You've been through a series of events that would have killed most capes in the process. That you're honest about how that's affected you is a good sign for the future."
"Well…it gets a little tiring to feel like at any time another disaster can come about and kill us all." I wasn't joking, and I steadied myself with exercises. "Hard to feel alright when you're always terrified of something or someone that could hurt you or those you care about with no warning and with no defense against them." I had fits at night where I became so paranoid about sleeping in my house that I ended up sleeping in the main base, or asked Taylor to sleep over.
Hell that was something I had when I was younger or rarely showed up as an adult though I simply placed those fears away and buried them back then. Stupid scene about gas killing you in your sleep…it's been giving me anxiety ever since.
Chambers nodded, a sad look flickering for a moment before she moved on. "I can see why…but that's not the only thing you wish to talk about is it?" She was writing down a few notes, carefully inspecting me.
"No…I picked the three therapists on this team because of your skills, and the probability of all of you being professional and unwilling to break. There's things I don't…
can't talk about with other people…but there's things I do want to tell you." She wrote down something else on her notepad, thin eyebrows scrunched up.
"That's good, I want to do my job and I want to help you move past your hurdles." The way her eyes lit up was another reason she had been picked over hundreds of candidates. She was passionate about her job, and more than aware of both its importance, it's scrutiny and its danger. "What
can you tell me?"
"What do you know about the New York Anomaly?" I asked and her eyes flashed in empathy.
"It was a Parahuman incident involving a giant portal with negative effects around it for several hundred meters. Is…this related to your trigger event?" She looked a little worried, and I could guess she was comparing my profile to that of other Parahumans.
"Technically…though I can't say I would fully recall that. You know the history about me you've been given?" She nodded.
"It's not completely true." She had keen eyes and intellect to figure it out, and she was the only one who would get to know for the time being outside of team members.
"I'm not…from Earth Bet to begin with." Somehow she wasn't even surprised and I had to wonder how jaded she was with capes. "I'm from another Earth of course, pretty similar to Earth Aleph but even more boring…but safer."
"Feeling safe is important to you?" I nodded and she wrote down some more, smiling very slightly.
"Yes. This world is a dangerous place, full of literal monsters and then monsters in human skin, full of dangers even you might not be aware of…a terrible, terrible place." I shuddered, and tapped my fingers together, breath growing short. "It's why I build new tech and why I learn new tricks from others. A lone tinker is liable to getting enslaved or murdered." I swallowed saliva. "I wanted a team to back me up and that was when the seeds of the White Lotus were planted." I giggled at the sad pun I had made. "Capes terrify me so I surrounded myself with Parahumans who would genuinely try to help me…or were at least willing to be loyal for money or information."
"Keep going." I let air out from my nose.
"Besides having a team I built weapons and tools to fight capes and to protect myself and others. Endbringers terrify me so I learn how to build weapons to destroy them, and give others the means to destroy them. But the scary thing is that I
know there are worse things out there than them…and not all of them are so easy to solve. Not everything can be beaten with fists and guns and weapons."
"Did your world have capes?" Chambers asked, lips pressed together.
"No…no powers, only stories and myths told of such things, so figuring out superpowers were real was a shock. It didn't help that…I knew a lot about this world because of whatever ripped me away from my homeworld." Her eyebrows furrowed but she didn't scrutinize my statement too much. "I didn't get powers in the normal way…the connection between myself and my power is far more fundamental, far more
ephemeral." My words slowed, unable to articulate the full extent of what the hell I even was.
"You got your power from the Anomaly…but some of your memories were damaged in the process. A lot of victims had similar problems, worse even." I nodded, my expresion grave. "When did you start preparing yourself to be a cape?"
"Back in January…around the tenth? It feels so long ago now." It really did and that scared me. "I
needed to get stronger, so I exercised, I learned how to fight, I learned the ins and outs of my tinkering and my ability to manipulate the spirits. Because I didn't want to die." I was blunt with that fundamental truth. I didn't want to die, and Earth Bet very much seemed like a planet that wanted to give it a go.
"So you're entirely motivated by selfish reasons or are you being harsh on yourself?" Chambers asked bluntly, gaze piercing but understanding.
"Maybe a little…I know that if I'm feeling that terrified…that the people of this world
can't be better off without simply ignoring the problem, being lied to or coping with it on a day to day basis." There were a lot of scary ways to get hurt on this planet. "It…made me want to
do something about it because I now I had the power to make a difference, however small it may be in the end."
"Okay." She made a note. "You've said quite a lot, you're putting a fair bit of trust in me. Which is good by the way." I nodded, feeling anxiety burning. "If you're from another Earth you must be feeling homesick. You might even be afraid for the safety of your family, with what's happened to them while you're away." She put into words what made it hard for me to think about home.
If I went back…would they still be there? Shards were scattered about on one of my home's alternates, who's to say they didn't get annihilated by shards. Who's to say that there isn't a portal connecting them to a Parahuman ruled Earth like Shin? Who's to say they didn't get destroyed by whatever ripped millions of holes into the fabric of reality?
Who's to say that they haven't moved on without me?
"Am I going a little too fast?" I asked, because I wasn't in a rush…all I wanted was to feel okay again, to feel comfortable and safe…and I didn't want to screw it up and fail.
"I've been making a few observations, trying to piece together what I need to know from your words and actions." Chambers explained. "I'm getting a good sense, though today was more to get a good look at who you are, to get the basic essence of Basilia Rubio. That gives me the information to give you feedback and advice, and whether we're compatible. Getting the context of what's going on with you will make things easier on my part, and easier on your part."
"So you got anything special out of my spiel?"
"Quite a few things actually, but as this is a first session it can be saved for later. Whether today or at a later date. I'm still trying to figure you out and you'll have to answer a few questions. The first one is if you want therapy?"
It took me less than a minute to make a decision.
"Yes, I do want to attend therapy."
Chambers looked happy, probably thinking about how little I was fighting this. "Thank you, it's an excellent show of character that you're willing to get help and to try to move forward. Not a lot of people manage even that."
I rolled my neck, then nodded as I stopped to think about that statement. "Yeah well I can be painfully self aware when I feel like it." I laughed nervously.
"Besides what you've mentioned already is there anywhere else you'd like to start? We've touched upon your homesickness and your fear of this world's evils. You did seem quite taken with putting maximum effort into helping those close to you."
I paused, thinking and then clarifying my thoughts.
"Responsibility. I've been feeling…overwhelmed by how much responsibility I've put on my shoulders. It's made me feel anxious and outright…paranoid." I frowned.
"And you haven't tried to delegate some of your responsibilities, tried to look at it from another angle?"
"I've managed to cut down on a few things here and there, set up people who do the jobs I don't have time for…and my friends help me with my inexperience in quite literally
everything. But I can't hoist off my responsibility, it has to be me." I tried to comprehend
why that was. Why was it my responsibility to fix a world that wasn't mine? Why was I doing what I had done and why didn't I stop doing what I was doing?
"Why does it
have to be you?" I looked her in the eye, trying to answer.
"Because there's things I know are coming, or can guess are coming…that the game has changed." I interlaced my fingers, twiddling my thumbs. "You know about the agents, the passengers in a Parahumans head?" She nodded, obviously informed due to her firm. "I know a lot more than most, and I know what they're capable of…and I know what happens if I fail."
"Bad things?" She said quietly, no fear but a morbid curiosity was there.
"The end of the world, the end of everything." Her face twitched but she didn't doubt me and I could imagine why. The Endbringers unleashed could do it, a rogue shard could,
Scion could. They were used to the world falling into shit and blood and ruin.
I was not.
"Have you mentioned any of this to the PRT?" She asked.
"I've made some implications yes, and they know about a few things that have made them a little more urgent yet careful." Apparently they had been overhauling their organization from top to bottom, and making more effort to be less terrible at their job. "A lot of what I'm doing is preparing for that eventuality, in whatever form it ends up being." Scion wasn't the guaranteed 'final' threat anymore, not with his odd behavior. "Then there's…whatever the hell my power really is."
She leaned forward. "You're afraid, having doubts about certain things."
"I've thought a lot about my actions, about the way I've gone about things. Did I make the right choices? Did I make terrible ones, was I the right person in the right place and time or the worst person?" I clicked my tongue, chewing on my lip. "My power…is stranger than most, there's so many unanswered questions, so many secrets I haven't uncovered because I was afraid of the answer."
"And that gets to you?"
"I like to learn, I like to
know things, how they work, why they worked or why or how it happened." I explained promptly, staring at her shiny new desk made out of a living plant that Amelia made. "I also like routine, and it's hard…sometimes to keep moving forward." My voice was strained, exhaustion hitting me in the moment.
"You don't feel like you're in control, you feel like you weren't given a choice or options." Chambers leaned back, her red curly hair shifting. "I have a few patients who felt like this, Parahumans never get the opportunity to choose what power they gain, and what that power does to them."
"I get…angry when I think about it…resentful." I answered quietly, shutting my eyes and thinking of calming thoughts instead of angry ones. I wasn't a patient person, in fact at times I was very short with people, unwilling to teach them if I didn't know how to word it right.
"Well…for something like this…I would probably recommend mindfulness exercises, as well as meditation, though I imagine you already do the latter." I nodded at her. "As well as finding healthy outlets and good friends to help you through this difficult time."
I blushed. "I…have a girlfriend." A dumb smile formed on my face at the thought.
"Having an anchor can be helpful, it can keep you from spiraling." She frowned. "But it can also make you vulnerable and lead to unhealthy dependency on another person."
I grimaced. "I know that, it's why I wanted a therapist. Someone who's nice and professional, someone who can help me through my problems without damaging my relationships or hurting myself." Not physically…the idea made my skin crawl, but mentally, pretending everything was okay was a good way to hurt myself.
It felt…odd to want help but I had done this song and dance before. Hopefully this helped me the same way I had been helped the first time.
Kimberly Chambers made a sound, taking more notes. "How are you feeling right now?" She glanced out at the window.
"A little uncomfortable, anxious, maybe restless? Awkward even." She rustled around in her desk and I blinked as she pulled out a Mancala board of all things.
I hadn't played that since I was a kid.
It was a little more complicated than that children's game from what felt like a lifetime ago. It was an oval board split into two hinging halves. Each half had six straight holes, and I looked curiously onwards at the game.
"You're familiar with this game?" She queried with a grin.
"Mancala? I haven't played that since I was half my current size." It was a little nostalgic.
"This is a bit more advanced, this game is called Oware. Do you want me to show you how to play?"
I nodded. "The game requires an Oware board and forty eight seeds and…"
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July 29th, 2011. 3:00PM
Basilia Rubio
I held my hands behind my back as I took a nice walk around, and with a wave of wind I was about to launch myself into the air until there was a motion from my right. It was a boy and girl, twin brunettes from the looks of it who had gotten away from their mother for a few seconds.
I stopped my jump, crossing my arms over my chest as the two children made it over to me, both about twelve or maybe thirteen years old. Their mother was a black woman in her early 30s and a glance took in her rather curvy form. I ignored that and kept an eye out, because I heard a few rumors about white supremacists trying to establish themselves again. Though it would be more accurate to say it was
around Brockton Bay rather than within it.
"Hi?" The twins stopped in their tracks, eyes narrowed. The girl spoke up first, a fair bit bolder than her brother.
"You're the chick that dad works for right?" She said bluntly, her frizzy dark hair catching my eye. I looked at their faces, trying to remember if I knew the guy.
It took me less than five seconds to figure it out.
"John Jones?" He was one of about four dozen DWU workers I had hired for long term employment in the more menial jobs within Athena, things like security, construction work, and driving registered Tinkertech vehicles to deliver equipment and products. They also handed shipments and loading onto ships of some of my products though most of my products were rarely sent overseas.
John Jones was a big muscled guy, think Grue but add half a foot and add thirty or forty pound of brute muscle. He helped with delivering various products out to cities within a few hundred miles of the bay, mainly various medical supplies and equipment like medi-gel, handheld MRI machines, and other products approved for use in hospitals. His other shipments delivered industrial machinery, things like exoskeletons, from bare bone devices to prevent injury to augmentative suits for industrial use in factories and warehouses.
Like all of our more physical employees he was assigned a basic kinetic barrier, with an emergency omni-shield and Athena built vehicles. Half of them were consigned to assembly line duty, and some of the more experienced were training newbies since I couldn't just hire the entire DWU. They had their own contracts to worry about, so getting new blood was needed.
Plus Athena had a tuition assistance program, and quite a few of the DWU workers were willing to take up college courses on the weekend. Apparently they saw the change in the wind and wanted to change their skills before automation reamed them up the ass.
Kind of sad it was partially my fault, with my attempt at a tech uplift.
The girl coughed and I responded. "Yes? Is there something you wanted to talk to me about?" The child of one of my employees looked up at me with a sharp and bright gaze, and I wondered if she would benefit from the recent increase in school budgets due to charitable donations from Athena as well as increased tax revenue in general.
'Coincidentally' a lot of new programs involved the STEM field along with a few other of my own favorite subjects. At the least more artsy subjects weren't being neglected because to be frank getting art from a robot isn't exactly special.
"You're a bender right?" I nodded waiting to see where the girl was going with this. She grinned, leaning forward and bunching her hands into fists in front of her face. "Then that means you can teach me firebending right, better than those damn government lackeys at the PRT." I twitched, unsure how to respond to what was basically a kid telling me she wanted to learn how to throw around fire like a maniac.
"Ashanti!" Her mother caught up with her children in a frightening burst of speed, far beyond what one would expect from a waitress…which isn't weird to know. I talk to her husband sometimes, it's not weird.
The mother of two stopped in her tracks, eyes peering down at her sheepish daughter. "What exactly have you been saying to her?!" Ashanti innocently whistled, not even bothering to be discreet
"Oh mostly about whether I can teach her secret firebending technique that the fuddy duddy PRT won't tell her." I made air quotes and the look of betrayal on her face was amusing. "Which is sweet and all that she would come to me for training but I don't exactly have the time. She has the passion at least, though…she might need to learn restraint so she doesn't set her bed on fire."
Ashanti gulped. "That can happen?"
"Bending is quite dangerous if you don't develop the discipline and willingness to learn and restrain yourself. Every element is capable of great harm if misused, and capable of great good if you use it wisely." I explained and she glanced down at her hands, smoke coming off of them.
I made up my mind then and there.
"I should be able to spare a minute or two…if your mother is willing to entertain this." Miss Jones glanced at me, her expression uncertain as she stared at my helmet. I didn't know what she found but it had to be persuasive with how she answered.
"It might be nice to not worry about the house burning down." Miss Jones said sardonically, lips curls into a bemused smirk.
Luckily we were close to a warehouse that had been cleared out and wouldn't be full of dangerous parts for a few days so after making sure there wasn't a threat nearby. Drones were doing their own rounds, mainly watching out for capes or gangs or muggings or robberies.
They had a lot of data now on general criminal behavior, so they wouldn't search aimlessly and at the wrong hours and locations.
"So are the both of you benders or just the one?" I asked casually, and Ashanti's twin scowled.
"Only
Ashanti got to be special enough to get powers…" He looked frustrated.
"Well you can probably learn a thing or two even then." A few lingering people were crowding around a fence, and a good number of them were benders if it was guessing right. At 100% saturation around Brockton Bay that made for one hundred thousand benders and over a thousand shamans of varying strengths, skills and capabilities.
"Show me some moves! I want to throw a big old fireball!" I shook my head at the state of affairs. Ashanti was a nice girl but her attitude was too wild to firebend without hurting herself or others.
"That sounds cool and all but firebending isn't really that simple." I lowered into a stance, a greater refinement of the art of the Dancing Dragon. "Fire is of course incredibly dangerous, without learning restraint and control, your channeling of fire will be wild and uncontrollable."
"It's just fire, it's not that special." I stared at her, feeling insulted at the disrespect towards my strongest element. Her twin brother looked equally pissed off at the comment.
"Fire is more than that." I stated plainly, gesturing for her to take a dozen steps back as I demonstrated. "Fire is life and power, ignited by the passions and emotions of a living soul." I wasn't being metaphorical but they didn't need to know that. "Your inner fire is fueled by your drive, and without it your flames are weak and directionless."
"My bending is powered by…emotion? Would any emotion work?" She asked curiously as I went through the motions, the kicks and punches and defensive maneuvers of the Sun Warriors.
"It's a little more complicated than that, why do you want to learn firebending?" I asked her, tilting my head.
She looked evasive. "Because I think it's cool?" She was lying so I was going to try to pull out the real reason.
"Really?" There was silence as I stopped the motions of my practice, and I kept up the act for more than a minute…and grinned when she caved.
…
"I…want…to protect my family." Her mother looked surprised while her twin was not. "I've got this power…so I should use it for something good."
"That's a good drive, a good start. But if you want to protect them, you need training, you need
discipline to focus your power." I took up the Dancing Dragon once again but this, my fists lit with flames, orange-white-green swirls of living fire. I turned on my heels, demonstrating for a small audience the beauty and potential of firebending. "To make your power into something
beautiful." I ceased, letting my flames die down with a final swelling of heat.
She stared at me with wide eyes and I coughed, feeling awkward at how I had met my passion run away from me. "At least, something like that."
"You can't teach me though can you?" She asked sadly and I nodded.
"Don't have the time, I've only taken on a few students and most of them moved on to their own thing." Amy was an amazing waterbender, and her airbending was excellent. Taylor was the same with her bending and biotics, Vicky did her stuff on her own, while Danny had been training on his own time once I became busy.
Carol went to the PRT for help instead since she was still being a bitch.
"I know a worker who has some experience with firebending." Her mother muttered, and Ashanti lit up with a smile.
…
…
They stayed for another few minutes, and I took my leave, though not before giving a few awkward autographs using a special pen I had to create a separate signature of my own. I wasn't going to take the chance of a Thinker pulling some bullshit on me.
I was going to take some time to relax.
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July 29th, 2011. 4:00PM
Basilia Rubio
I squatted down, blinking rapidly at the
impossible creature staring at me with its furry face. It was a white furred creature, with a predominantly black face, large green eyes, long ears and several black stripes.It was a Winged Lemur, and it was the cutest thing I had ever seen in my life.
I opened my arms and it…she flew into my waiting arms, and a smile rose on my face as she nuzzled my cheek. She purred slightly, chattering to what I saw was other lemurs hiding in the trees in the White Garden. I could see Greg sitting on a bunch, a few lemurs in his arms, chattering away at him.
I decided to walk over since I haven't talked with him much and I wanted to see how much he had really improved or if his power had worsened things even by accident.
He turned, blue eyes wide and his expression reminding me of a particularly stupid puppy. "Hey Erudition! Look at these lemurs!" I snorted as she shifted his arms up and down. "Panacea made a bunch of these guys based on some of the genetic sequences you were giving to her. They're pretty cute." I agreed with him perfectly, holding the soft primate close to my chest.
I sat down next to him, curious on how he was doing and what he had been doing before joining us after Leviathan.
"So…I've heard a few things about you from Taylor." He winced. "But I haven't really spent too much time talking with you, it might be a good idea." He
seemed nice enough and there had been no complaints so far. But getting to know for myself was better.
"Oh…okay then!" He sounded shocked, and he smiled just a tad. "Well I'm Greg or Turnaround." He rubbed them back off his neck, leaning back as the lemurs stayed on his shoulders. "I got…my powers a few months back, a little before those monsters started showing up." So a few months of being a cape at least. "I was a pretty weak tinker at first…so I tried to do small things, after I saw how you helped people on a big scale."
"Hmm?" What did that mean?
Greg's smile was blinding. "I'm a big fan of you, you were just…
cool. You had people flocking to you, you tried to be a hero, and then you went and fought Leviathan with your fists!" I leaned back and his excitement toned down, the blonde coughing. "If I was still a normal guy I'd probably ask for your autograph."
"Please don't." I pleaded and he smiled a bit, just as dumbly as before though with a hint of shame.
"Well since I thought my power was weak I decided to help with small things, like finding lost pets, stolen wallets, or stolen cars." It sounded so menial, but to be frank it was a sight better than trolling people on the internet and being a general jackass. "I ended up learning how to fight through an uncle of mine, which my dad likes because I was manning up." His almost peppy tone dropped but he continued. "Things got heavier over time though, first there was this old lady who wanted me to help her find her baby parrot…"
"A baby parrot?" I asked. He nodded, and I had a bad feeling about this.
"I managed to get paid or given stuff by people, and dumpsters were good places for materials. Plus a few dives in the Ship Graveyard." He said brightly and I didn't know what the fuck to say at that point. "So I went searching for the old lady's pet bird in some older armor, tough enough to take a pistol, and with some shock gloves." He did jazz hands. "I didn't see what the big deal was, I just checked out an in-house pet store. The guy there said he saw some guy in a van selling VHS's with the parrot. How was I supposed to know they were part of an exotic pet smuggling and drug running ring for an Endbringer cult?"
I stared, agape at the act of accidental heroism. "You fought the Fallen?" He shook his head.
"Nah. There are a few other Endbringer cults too, and this was like…two capes and a dozen not Parahumans."
"How did you survive?" If this was when he was new, he'd be totally fucked.
"Well they had this octopus…but they put his tank too close to a switch so he squirted water and cut the power. In the confusion I managed to bring them down, and got some help from a few juvenile tigers."
Don't laugh…don't laugh, don't laugh, don't laugh.
"I-Is that all?" He perked up and my hopes sunk.
"Nope. There was the time I searched for a lost pet beaver, and ended up blowing up some type of evil orb thing from the Mother of Miseries." There was a pressure building, but I held back for his sake. "Then when I was dumpster diving I got attacked by Mush and shocked him a lot."
I was going to
die.
"Okay."
He listed off more noodle incidents. "A week before Leviathan I was looking for a girl's stuffed toy, and it turned out she was hiding a freaky snake spirit in her liver. An asian girl in a red skirt helped bring it out and we made it run away."
"Was her name Kaida?" I asked desperately, remembering
who she was because she was friends with Elle and Dinah.
"How'd you know?" He said naively and I choked back a mad giggle.
"I'm good with connections." I lied but he bought it.
He lifted his finger as if remembering something. "Oh yeah, and then there was the time I brought in Rune."
What in god's name was he?
Greg didn't quit talking. "Well I was washing off some graffiti when I overheard two people arguing. Turns out it was Othala convincing Rune to attack a nice couple because one of them was a…you know one of them was black. But not as polite." I gestured for him to go on and he did. "I ended up bonking Othala in the head with a screwdriver, and then kicked Rune in the face. When she tried to chuck a dumpster at me I accidentally broke open a can of pepper spray and she inhaled a lot of it." He said all of that with a straight face. "Othala got away by diving into the bay, and I think the PRT still has Rune?"
Don't laugh, don't laugh, don't laugh, don't laugh…
"I'll be right back if that's alright with you?" He didn't have a problem with it, and I took my cute little lemur with me as I moved with purpose, trying not to visibly shake out of laughter and idiocy induced madness.
I cracked a smile, a high pitched squeal leaving me like I was a pricked balloon. The winged lemur was on my head and it was the only thing keeping me from going insane.
I received a text message and looked at my omni-tool, though I could have let the words be projected onto my eyes instead.
Dragon: I want to talk. Does Sunday sound good?
I typed back rapidly, clicking my fingers on the locked light display.
Erudition: Yes, that's not a problem.
She responded back in a tenth of a second.
Dragon: Thank you, I've been rather busy with some projects of mine.
Erudition: Ok.
I reassured her as I walked, my lemur friend wrapped around my neck like a wiggly cat. I was curious about what she wanted to talk about, perhaps something had happened or there was something else she wanted to tell me?
The White Lotus was functioning well enough, and responsibilities were being divided up so I wouldn't have to focus on
eighteen capes at once. Vicky was working with integrating Sveta, and we were working on how to tell her
why she was the way she was.
It…wouldn't be good, but keeping it a secret wasn't going to help her in the long run. Palanquin was its own team, and they had reasonable leeway on their own activities. Mostly they were paid an immense salary, as well as occasional bonuses for activity outside the city and power testing.
The White Lotus was effectively a different organization from Athena, a sponsored team that could be spun off in the scenario of Athena being broken somehow. They were paid well, given resources and equipment, and were being careful. It was lucky that the damage to the Orchard base was already written off beforehand.
Though that was completely out of our control…since a rogue shard isn't exactly an expected issue. Eighteen capes was a fair number and it was likely we were going to absorb New Wave in its entirety with the possible exception of Brandish. Though at least she didn't seem to dislike our mission statements.
Getting everything with Athena and White Lotus squared away legally was hard, and one of those legal things was starting up Athena as a benefit corporation to keep the mission from being poisoned by future shareholders. Athena was already worth billions, though expenses were increasing as we hired more people and bought more property both in and out of the city. Mainly for upping production of industrial exoskeletons, and the future construction of cheap, safe and easy to interface prosthetics in the Healthcare branch of the company.
The basic exoskeleton was weak, maybe good for a hundred to two hundred pounds, but had unlimited endurance and protected their users from long term damage and fatigue. There were over eight hundred thousand warehouse workers, six million construction workers, nearly three million nurses, millions upon millions of people were at risk.
I think with a few more assembly lines I could get the costs down to just below a thousand for the cheapest basic suits and a few thousand for the bulkier models like the Warden. We were imagining over a hundred thousand would be sold by the end of this year, and then double that over next year. By then we should have three to six times our current number of employees if not higher.
The Warden should stay steady at twenty thousand units, and we had a few competitors in the market. Hardware was about even but our software was a decade ahead of anyone else.
Mainly because anything more advanced wouldn't
fit due to the amount of storage required. A lot of AI algorithms simply weren't used before because they were too inefficient back then to be possible.
Also to keep it within the understanding of my engineers.
I was booped on the nose by the winged lemur and I swore that I would upgrade Amelia's truck into something awesome. Because winged lemurs are sweet little babies and I love them.
…
Still going to be agonizing on what Dragon wants later today though.
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AN: Figuring out how to write this took a while to formulate in my head before getting it down on paper. I have experience with therapy but I'm quite sure how different it would be for the differing problems between myself and Basilia. I'm not sure if I've fully laid out some of her big issues but I tried and can make some changes if I have to.
Though in some ways they're effectively my own problems magnified by the scope of what Basilia is dealing with. I'm not the bravest of people, not a fearless paragon of justice. But I'd probably fake it until I make it under the circumstances. And like most people I don't enjoy the idea of dying, much less dying painfully or suffering a fate worse than death. And while I'm bad at showing it I have empathy for others.
It's a rather strong sense of existential terror lingering constantly at the back of Basilia's mind. She is internalizing a lot of her issues, not truly dealing with any of them because there wasn't any time to consider for little things like mental health.
So there's that mental mess screwing badly with her. Not much to say other than trying to get Greg Veder's personality isn't…easy. Though Wildbow's description as an overexcited puppy made sense to me.
So enjoy.