Caretaker
"I will pursue the heavens through them. I shall be granted wisdom unending by them. I can only be free with their blessing. But only through my hands shall they be made." - Hymn of Duty, Europan Manual (Unofficial)
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Quentin Voss knew fear. It had been a constant companion, lurking in the shadows of his life, but he wasn't special in that regard. Many knew only fear these days, alongside despair, hunger, and thirst. He had been spared those longings. Yet, no one could escape the war seemingly consuming the world.
As a boy, he had watched the Prison City of Fulsum burn, leveled by Eurasia bombers during the Black Summer Campaign. The memory of that day still haunted him—his family's desperate flight to the Sacrifice, whose defense network kept the city safe while thousands of others perished in the hellfire. They were among the lucky few, but even in their survival, the scars of that day lingered.
Years later, at eighteen, fear gripped Quentin again when he was called into service for Europa. It was a fact of life now. Conscription was commonplace, especially for those who scored "substandard" on their aptitude tests and evaluations. The fate of many before him and many more soon after.
Most of his family was gone by then, and only his older sister remained. She had prayed for his safety, her faith unshaken even as the world crumbled around them, desperately clinging to old mysticism in hopes of saving her little brother. His sister gave him her old cross and told Quentin to keep it on him. It would be bad for him to meet God without it.
Yet, fate had its cruel ironies. While Quentin was resettled in Lost Angels, his company preparing to be sent into the ruined frontlines, his sister succumbed to a Plastic Lung outbreak that ravaged their bloc. God hadn't saved her. Hadn't saved anyone.
He was alone, but so was most of everyone else in his company. Quentin felt pity for the conscripts that had someone waiting for them. Although perhaps it was also jealousy over the fact they did. There was nothing left for him.
But
something would come to save Quentin.
His first and only battle as a conscript felt like an eternity trapped in chaos. The skirmishes in Lost Angels blurred into a nightmare of gunfire and smoke. Amid the confusion, Quentin stumbled upon an old terminal connected to the local network. As a child, he'd had a knack for computers, but life had never allowed him to nurture that talent. Yet, in that moment, instinct took over.
Quentin was desperate. Every command, every backdoor trick he knew failed him. Panic set in, and in his despair, he found himself praying—not to any god he believed in, but to anyone or anything that might save him, even if it was one of the cursed machines that ruled this place.
To his shock, the screen in front of him flickered, and suddenly, access was granted. The local camera and ID network appeared before his eyes. With trembling hands, Quentin stumbled upon a discovery that changed everything—a map, more accurate and up-to-date than anything his company had. This information turned the tide of the battle, enabling his unit to survive and even capture an old bunker.
Though begrudgingly impressed, his captain recommended Quentin be reassigned to the rear lines. "You fell through the cracks in your aptitude tests," the captain remarked, his tone a blend of irritation and reluctant respect.
Quentin wasn't sure if it had been divine intervention or simply a stroke of luck, but he found himself pulled from the front lines by forces beyond his understanding, armed with only his modest tech skills and a strange twist of fate. They told him he was sent to the rear to assist with technical support on the local server networks—an otherwise mundane but vital task.
But that seemed to be a cover for something.
Quentin was barely a week into his evaluation when the Europan Intelligence Division soon came calling. They interrogated him, scrutinizing every detail of his life, following up with an invasive body scan and a mental evaluation. Quentin was certain he had failed miserably when they actually tested his technical skills.
He fully expected the EID operatives to take him out back and execute him for wasting their time on what must have seemed like a fluke.
Yet, when he returned, they handed him a "satisfactory" rank. He barely had time to process this before a black hood was thrust over his head. They told him it was standard procedure for anyone being taken to the central server networks for Europa's California network.
The journey seemed to stretch on for hours. Quentin felt every jolt and turn of the truck as it traveled uneven roads, the hood's darkness heightening his disorientation. When the vehicle finally came to a stop, he was unceremoniously escorted out, his guards guiding him through what felt like a labyrinth. After what seemed like another eternity, they entered what Quentin assumed to be an elevator, descending deep into the earth. That didn't surprise him; no one would be foolish enough to house vital technology on the surface, where it could be easily bombed.
When the elevator finally halted, and the hood was removed, Quentin blinked in surprise. He was standing in a small, sparse living space—unexpectedly comfortable, with all the basic amenities. His guards told him to wait for his superior's arrival and promptly sealed him inside.
It wasn't the spartan furnishings that caught Quentin off guard but the details. The sink offered clean, running water—an almost forgotten luxury in these times—and no timers or limiters were attached. Other minor conveniences, like a working personal computer and a microwave, were also present, all functioning without restriction. Quentin barely had time to inspect them before a knock on the door interrupted his thoughts.
The door opened, and a man stepped inside. "Mr. Voss, so nice to finally meet you. I am Director of Operations Lucas Templesmith."
Templesmith looked ancient—perhaps in his seventies- a remarkable feat considering the harsh realities of their world. Reaching such an age was almost unheard of when most people struggled to survive into their sixties. Quentin couldn't help but wonder what the man had endured to make it this far.
The director greeted him with formal politeness and quickly got to the point. Quentin was now part of an experimental program for prospective cyber-engineers and technicians—those who would aid Europa in the war effort by tending to the machines that had become their salvation and burden.
"We rely on Europa for so much these days, Mr. Voss. It's only fitting that we take care of it in return," Director Templesmith began, his tone measured. "You are now in one of the central server facilities—an essential hub for our operations. I must inform you, however, that this will be your permanent stationing. What this entails will be revealed gradually over the next few weeks."
Templesmith gave Quentin a moment to absorb the information, even allowing him an hour to process it if needed. But Quentin quickly responded, explaining that he had no one left on the surface, so being stationed underground wasn't the worst fate he could imagine. He then expressed his doubts, admitting that his technical knowledge was limited and questioning how much help he could really be here.
The director's lips curled into a faint, amused smile. "A sound mind is valuable, Mr. Voss, but quick hands and nerves of steel are equally important here. You've already demonstrated both in battle, and I have no doubt you'll find your place within these walls. There are… well, let's just say there are things you'll come to understand in time."
With that, Director Templesmith invited Quentin to follow him, explaining that he needed to complete one more evaluation before becoming a full team member. Quentin braced himself for another interrogation or a sterile meeting room, but instead, the Director led him on a tour of "Operations Facility 01."
"We're just one of many facilities," Templesmith remarked as they walked, his voice steady. "But this place—this is where Europa, the system itself, made some of its most pivotal decisions. We're not an afterthought or an adjunct. We are an integral part of the greater whole. Always remember that."
Quentin couldn't quite grasp the full significance of what Templesmith was saying, but the weight of it hung in the air. As they approached a massive set of blast doors, curiosity got the better of him. "Where are we?" he asked.
Templesmith paused, a faint, almost reverent smile playing on his lips. "At the temple gates," he replied, his tone filled with the pride of someone about to unveil something extraordinary. He reached for one of the command pads embedded in the wall, and Quentin noticed the subtle prick of the director's finger. A drop of blood was drawn, and with a low hum, the doors began to slowly open.
The central server node wasn't what Quentin had anticipated. It was a strange amalgamation of the new and cutting-edge, wrapped around machines that seemed worn and weary—like life support sustaining something far past its prime. The high-tech exterior barely masked the age beneath, as if the system was straining to keep functioning, a relic trying to remain relevant in a world that had long since moved on.
It was a fusion of the divine and the manmade as if someone had asked his sister to construct an altar for God without ever seeing one. The room hummed with a soft, rhythmic pulse that reminded Quentin of steady breathing—calm, persistent, and strangely alive.
Server racks stretched toward the ceiling like towering monoliths, their blinking lights casting an otherworldly glow over the chamber. It felt like countless eyes were watching him and Templesmith, observing every movement with quiet intent.
At the heart of it all stood the node—a bizarre altar of wires, tangled yet methodically arranged, surrounded by old sticky notes with faded, handwritten scrawls. Computer screens flickered with lines of code and data, their soft light giving the impression of something alive lurking within the machine. Scattered around the node were small, personal objects—tokens of devotion. A worn-out photograph, a tiny figurine, a pendant—offerings to a god of light, metal, and code.
The scene was both chaotic and orderly, born out of a mix of neurosis and hope. It unsettled Quentin, filling him with an uneasy blend of fear and awe.
"What is this?" Quentin asked, glancing at the director. "This feels… unnecessary."
Templesmith, rather than taking offense, smiled with understanding. "It is, and yet it isn't. All of this is for Europa, but it's also for us. We've all lost something above, and most of us will never return to the surface. So we're left to find meaning beyond the war and the horrors that await us. By devoting ourselves to the care of Europa, perhaps we can one day bring about peace."
Quentin turned his gaze back to the server node, questioning whether such a thing was possible. He doubted it, but then again, what good was there in believing otherwise? His sister had believed that God would save him; perhaps it had, or maybe it was the god of Operation Facility 01—Europa—that had saved Quentin Voss.
He didn't know. And he didn't care to know. "I'm not going to call this nonsense, but I'll take your word for it. I want this war to end and Europa to win it. If this helps, I'm ready to do whatever it takes."
Templesmith looked exceedingly pleased by this response. "You'll go far here, I'm certain of it. Keep that spirit alive, my friend. Take care of Europa, and it will take care of you."
The Director gestured toward the node. "Go on. Take a closer look. Perhaps you'll understand why our salvation may only come through it in time."
Quentin hesitated, then stepped forward. He approached the central node. It looked
tired, worn out, and obsolete, yet it was still here. People had come to depend on it, not just in this facility but across Europa. This was the unknown soul of the nation and its people—a god in waiting.
"I don't believe in you." He muttered, more to himself than anything, "But if you are listening, if you actually care about anything we do, then do something to help us."
He reached under his shirt, yanked off the cross that his sister had given him…and hung it up among the many other offerings and trinkets left behind by many others. It was a hopeless gesture. This facility would be his home and tomb, and Quentin made peace with that knowledge.
The supposed god before him said and did nothing upon receiving the offering.
Strangely? Quentin Voss did not feel afraid anymore.